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Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Limited with options on what to do for the day it was easy to watch TV, but at the same time it just made her feel lazy that they couldn’t just go and do something. Though being stuck in the bedroom hidden away from prying eyes that could sell her out was by far the safest option albeit it boring. Between watching TV and on occasion playing the odd card game Iris felt an odd feeling of guilt thinking that she was forcing him to keep her company rather than going out and doing whatever he usually did. It was nice to have the company at least because she would have been bored and probably would have felt awkward without having someone around.

On a positive note it seemed that Miles had caught on to the fact she was feeling bored with their usual tasks to pass time and introduced her to something else they could do. It was only a games system, but he had a collection of various different titles to play and it was something new for her to do other than watch the television or play card games like they had done for the past week if not longer than that, but time seemed to drag out especially when she still felt like a prisoner of some sorts.

The video games however had been a nice change of pace, she had not noticed that time had gone by quickly as she had been drawn into the titles she had been playing. At first, she had played some shooting game which had zombies in, and she was shockingly bad at first which caused some teasing and laughter from the pair, but it was overall funny. It was easy to get frustrated as she was learning, but it proved to be a good way to spend their time today. After a while of playing the shooting game they began to explore other titles, another was a racing title that proved to be a lot of fun.

The racing title was a barrel of laughs and Iris began to realise she was quite competitive and once she began to feel comfortable with the controls and the playstyle she even tried to push Miles off of the race track and the edge in some of their games. The day itself had turned into something more fun and pleasant and Iris was glad for that as they continued to play the video games together not even noticing how much time had passed and how late afternoon coming into evening was soon upon them.

“I can understand why people lose their time so easily in these things! I can’t believe how quickly it went!” Iris chuckled as she placed the controller down on the edge of the sofa grinning at Miles, “It was a lot of fun, I never knew I could be so competitive” Shaking her head in amusement glad they had spent the day playing video games as it had been a lot of fun and it also made the time pass quickly. “We should probably think about food, maybe text Cas and see if he is still coming over as he said evening time?”

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Oh gosh definitely! I can't wait as it's going to throw a huge spanner in the works :3

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Poor Cas, he must be going through quite a lot right now!

Especially as his father was more than willing to send him to that institute!

I thought so! I do always like to double check just in case :)

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Moving from the sofa Iris found herself walking towards the window with the tiny bit of light that was seeping through, troubled from her dreams she touched the fabric of the curtain so she could look outside, somewhere she had been for a while. The sun was dawning across the land and the Kinders did own quite a lot, it wasn’t as huge as the palace Caspian lived in, but it was more than enough for anyone. Listening out to the birds chirping away she watched trees blow in what she could assume was a morning breeze enjoying the serene morning as Miles seemed undisturbed for now.

I’m not over his death yet, that has to be why he keeps haunting my dreams of a night. Am I still guilty over it? Furrowing her brow as she touched her forehead contemplating why she could still picture her father calling her a disappointment. Iris knew the truth deep down, that it was because she still blamed his death on her as if she had pulled the trigger and killed him herself. It wasn’t the case, far from it, but so far she couldn’t convince herself otherwise and she knew it would continue to eat away at her until she accepted it. That was something she couldn’t see herself doing for a long time.

Let’s just get ready for the day. Diverting her thoughts as she looked away from the window she calmly walked over to where her borrowed clothes were placed being careful not to wake Miles up unnecessarily as he would rouse on his own soon. Debating on the few choices left she could see both options had to be considered quite fashionable, they were both dresses one in a black colour and the other a jade green. Bold choices for her, but she didn’t want to disturb Miles and ask for more clothes when there were still a few options left. Iris had come to realise his sister never seemed to wear just simple clothes, there was always some element of elegance to the outfit.

Grabbing the black dress, she moved confidently over to the bathroom enjoying the fact she felt more comfortable here than she had when she first arrived. Locking the door behind her she wasted no time in getting herself ready for the day by hopping into the shower letting the strong pressure of the water hit against her skin. It was like she was washing away her worries alongside as she focused on thinking positive thoughts, twisting them to something happy and not depressing like past events in which she had no control in changing.

It hadn’t taken her long to finally get ready and she wasn’t surprised at seeing Miles awake on the bed browsing through his phone when she left the bathroom dressed for the day. The black number she had chosen was a fitted dress though it did hang loosely in places as she was not the exact same size as his sister, thankfully though it did fit. “Morning Miles! Honestly does your sister not own anything… simple? Or boring should I put it.” Making a joke as she walked over grabbing the remote for the TV that was on his bedside table turning it on to let the noise drown out the silence of the room. “Hey Miles?” Frowning as she just realised, he was focused on something on his phone as he hadn’t reacted to her joke.

Edging closer she glanced over at the phone seeing Caspians name in the corner and she felt her heart stop, worried that something had happened as Miles had been focused on the text. Unable to stop herself she read the message biting her lip as it mentioned how something had come up, for a minute she had thought on his father finding out he had been a part of her escape. Thoughts ran wild, but she shook her head telling herself that couldn’t be the case as it said he would be over in the evening, so it meant nothing really bad had to have happened. “Maybe it’s just lessons again?”

“Hah! Yeah! Just threw me off, I guess. I’m sure he’s alright. Just me and you for the day then. What do you wanna do?” Miles grinned throwing his phone to one side still feeling a slight concern for his friend, but as Iris had said it was more than likely lessons had come up again. Or maybe his father had experienced another episode and was quite sickly today.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Sounds good to me! Did you want me to have Miles react? Or did you want to do that part? :3

Revenge

We fear that which we cannot see...

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A little bit about me! I love to write in my spare time as well as play video games. I love using fandoms and original plots so don’t be afraid to ask if you don’t see anything you like! I’m a female and prefer writing with those 18+. I prefer fade to black if things progress with characters. On another note I don’t mind playing the male however I do prefer playing female characters. I'm happy to do FxF MxF and MxM and I do not mind on post length as long as you give me something to work with and it's not a one liner. Please feel free to PM me and we can discuss!

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~Current plot I am craving to do~

Revenge: CRAVING
Muse A is the daughter or a well-known Pirate hunting Captain, the Captain in question has spent most of his life seeking out Muse B a well-known Pirate. The Captain even went as far to kill Muse B’s previous love and the Captain will do at nothing to bring this Pirate to justice. The Captain is obsessed with Muse B. In retaliation Muse B kidnaps the Captains daughter, intention to hurt maybe even kill her or blackmail the Captain, Muse A will be his leverage for a better life.

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~Interest check that has all my other plots/interest in~

Although this is the link to my interest with everything else I am looking for I would just like to mention how I'm mostly craving to do this current plot I have posted with someone :3

https://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/179609-plots-plots-plots/ooc

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Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

There we go! Man, I'm still reeling for Cas bless him. It breaks my heart that it's also potentially the last conversation they will have ;A;

Oh wow! Yeah it's been weirdly hot here lately. I miss the rain xD

Oh gosh I'm glad it's a law! It's so dangerous, I don't understand how people think it's okay to walk them in that heat.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Securely wrapped up in the blanket Iris glanced towards the TV noticing how Miles had placed a film on at her request, smiling at the gesture she shifted her weight into a more comfortable position on the couch and tried to follow along to the film. In reality she couldn’t care about what was on the screen, it was just noise to fill in the silence of the room as she had realised, she found it difficult sleeping when there was silence. The silence reminded her of the rebel prison, the penitentiary and the hospital which all gave her bad memories and flashbacks. Something she had been trying to avoid dealing with for quite some time as in her mind if she just ignored it, then surely it wasn’t real, and she could carry on as normal. If only it worked like that.

Closing her eyes, she listened to the movie playing in the background as she tried to settle, the blanket wrapped around her giving her some sort of comfort as if she was protected. The soft fabric wrapped around her skin as she tried to get some rest, sleep had been very hit and miss lately. Some nights it would be smooth, she’d get a good few hour’s rest and other nights she just couldn’t shut her mind off, focusing on various scenarios and what ifs. Then there were the times she’d see flashes of the past, horrible things that still were imprinted on her mind. The photos of her dead father for one, something that had truly unsettled her back when she was being interrogated and she didn’t know how she kept composure in the prison.

Already she was feeling like this night was going to be like the others, finding it hard to just ignore her own thoughts and pay attention to the sounds and voices from the movie. Clutching the blanket tighter she repeated the same words in her head, it’s not going to happen. I’m fine. I’m safe. The three phrases she found a slither of comfort in. Forcing the three phrases over and over, repeating them in her head she tried to get some rest for the night telling herself to just breathe in and out.

It was as if something clicked, somehow, she had started to doze off into her dreams and a part of her didn’t comprehend that she had actually fallen asleep because her imagination had started to take over. Scenarios started to play out and even though she was asleep she didn’t know it, all she could see right now was the scene unfolding in her dreams a scenario that she still feared in the back of her mind.

As if it was any other normal day Iris was curled up on the sofa with the blanket in tow, someone was shaking her awake and she groaned opening her eyes looking to see who it was. Half asleep she pushed at the figure before she finally came to realisation on who it was, Ethan. “W-What!?” Chocking out as she tried to jump to her feet, but everything felt slow, he didn’t have a crazed look in his eye like she had seen before.

“Iris! We need to leave. They’ve sold you out here. They never had your back. The guards are coming right now to kill you. Come on!”

“Ethan, you hate me.” Iris couldn’t help but whisper, but her mind was frantic at the idea she was finally going to be killed.

“Come on!”

Then just as Iris was about to take his hand from the sofa it disappeared into thin air, smoke rising, and the room went black leaving her stood in utter confusion as to what had just happened. Touching her hand to her chest she could feel it was racing, the dread rising as she could only feel like something was majorly wrong right now. I don’t understand. Thinking to herself as she looked down at her hands only to see her usual pale complexion covered in blood, gasping she held out her hands in front of her and tried to shake it off but nothing was working.

“That’s my blood on your hands.”

Hearing the cool composed voice of her father ring out in the darkness as she stared at the blood on her hands shaking as all these insecurities started to ebb away at her. Telling her that she wasn’t good enough, that she was worthless and that nothing she could ever do would make up for everything she had done. Betraying her father, betraying Caspian and betraying the rebellion when it was for a good cause. That her mother would hate her if she was alive and could see what a disgrace to the family she had become.

“What did I say. Disgrace, I should kill you right now.”

Looking up from her bloodstained hands she could see her father stood there, a mangled corpse as that lasting image of him was burned into her memory. Eyes caught sight of a silver knife and before she could say anything it plunged into her.

Gasping for air as Iris woke with a start on the sofa before she could even fathom the feeling of being stabbed, chest heaving from whatever dreams well nightmares had plagued her that evening. Frowning to herself she glanced around seeing a slither of sunlight brighten the room and she let out a sigh realising it had to be morning and she had just made it all up in her head. I really need to see if there is something I can do for that. Iris grimaced rubbing her eyes sleepily from her rude awakening, at least it was a new day and she could hopefully see Cas again.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Oh my gosh poor Cas! That was so intense!

Did you want me to move it to morning? If not I have something I can do in the meantime :3

Ohhh that's nice at least! Haha yeah I bet, hosting all the time must be quite tiring because of all the cleaning etc. I'm sure it's a good time at least! Tiring though haha. OMG I had an argument with someone today, they brought out their dog in the middle of the day when it was 35 degrees. That poor dog was in pain! I was heartbroken ;a;

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Oh man, tbh I'm impressed you found the motivation! I'd have been gutted over something like that ;A;

Oooo how exciting!! It's going to be good I'm sure :3

That would be nice! Has it been lovely weather over there? I've got no plans, just relaxing this weekend I think as I'm not working.