I did! Though now I am exhausted and not feeling too great for it haha, but I think it's more because I just haven't stopped yet? If that makes sense!
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If you have an questions or ideas please feel free to get in touch! I also work full time so sometimes my responses can be sporadic.
If I'm not on here writing I will most certainly be playing video games or sucked into a new world reading.
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“I hope not! Honestly that was waaaay to much alcohol.” Iris grinned finding it soothing that they did have some good memories to reminisce on, thankful it didn’t seem to be all doom and gloom for them. Today was certainly going to be something good they could look back on, well for Iris it was and she sure the same would be for Cas, but of course she knew she couldn’t just assume that fact. There was a lot she still didn’t know about Cas and perhaps he had other memories that trumped her ones of them together, truth was she could have some great memories of her past but she didn’t know because so far it had only been the rubbish that had come back to her.
For now her mood seemed to be okay, but she knew deep down that was because she was putting all of her energy into the time she got to spend with Cas fearing that it would be taken away at any instant. They hadn’t talked properly since before coming back to the Capital, she hadn’t told him how she had been feeling not that it was something she wanted to delve into truthfully. A part of her wanting to leave it buried like it never happened, the truth serum, her father and Ethan. All things she would happily forget in heartbeat and whilst with Cas it was easy too, the affection he showered her with and the care he had made it easy to push it aside for the time being even if it wasn’t a long term solution.
“It better be.” Sighing happily as she wrapped her arms around him leaning against him as he tucked her into his side, letting the warmth of his skin surround her as she got herself comfortable. “Ohhh I see, chocolate cake much more important.” Chuckling softly as she relaxed into him making the teasing remark in good jest, she knew he was right though this cake deserved to be eaten whilst it was hot. Excitement bubbled away at the idea of this cake as she had high expectations for it, especially as it was coming from a five-star hotel no less, so it had to be good. Plus, who could go wrong with chocolate cake?
Closing her eyes for a moment as she relaxed against him, she felt him move grabbing the TV remote before sinking back into the sofa. Shifting her weight on him she opened her eyes glancing up at the mention of watching something, a smile spread across her face at the idea. Although she had spent a lot of time with Miles watching movies to TV shows it was different watching them with Cas, they could cuddle on the sofa together and she knew it would be relaxing to spend time like that together. Plus, it also felt like they were a real couple as that’s what couples would do, watch movies together whilst holding one another on the sofa. “Honestly that sounds amazing. I can’t think of anything better than watching a movie, cuddling and sharing that delicious cake.”
Reaching up she placed a kiss to his check before settling back down comfortable on the sofa with him putting herself at his side. “I have no clue on what to watch though, I think I’ve gone through quite a few titles. Maybe we could watch a comedy? If you’re into that. Or maybe we could watch a different genre? I really don’t mind.”
For now her mood seemed to be okay, but she knew deep down that was because she was putting all of her energy into the time she got to spend with Cas fearing that it would be taken away at any instant. They hadn’t talked properly since before coming back to the Capital, she hadn’t told him how she had been feeling not that it was something she wanted to delve into truthfully. A part of her wanting to leave it buried like it never happened, the truth serum, her father and Ethan. All things she would happily forget in heartbeat and whilst with Cas it was easy too, the affection he showered her with and the care he had made it easy to push it aside for the time being even if it wasn’t a long term solution.
“It better be.” Sighing happily as she wrapped her arms around him leaning against him as he tucked her into his side, letting the warmth of his skin surround her as she got herself comfortable. “Ohhh I see, chocolate cake much more important.” Chuckling softly as she relaxed into him making the teasing remark in good jest, she knew he was right though this cake deserved to be eaten whilst it was hot. Excitement bubbled away at the idea of this cake as she had high expectations for it, especially as it was coming from a five-star hotel no less, so it had to be good. Plus, who could go wrong with chocolate cake?
Closing her eyes for a moment as she relaxed against him, she felt him move grabbing the TV remote before sinking back into the sofa. Shifting her weight on him she opened her eyes glancing up at the mention of watching something, a smile spread across her face at the idea. Although she had spent a lot of time with Miles watching movies to TV shows it was different watching them with Cas, they could cuddle on the sofa together and she knew it would be relaxing to spend time like that together. Plus, it also felt like they were a real couple as that’s what couples would do, watch movies together whilst holding one another on the sofa. “Honestly that sounds amazing. I can’t think of anything better than watching a movie, cuddling and sharing that delicious cake.”
Reaching up she placed a kiss to his check before settling back down comfortable on the sofa with him putting herself at his side. “I have no clue on what to watch though, I think I’ve gone through quite a few titles. Maybe we could watch a comedy? If you’re into that. Or maybe we could watch a different genre? I really don’t mind.”
No worries!
I'm sorry I didn't get a post up last night as I ended up going to sleep. I wasnt feeling too good haha.
I should get a post up later on today! I probably won't skip it just yet :3
I'm sorry I didn't get a post up last night as I ended up going to sleep. I wasnt feeling too good haha.
I should get a post up later on today! I probably won't skip it just yet :3
Thank you! I have a day off tomorrow, but we are celebrating a friends birthday so we are hosting a little party/buffet which I am super excited for.
Ohhh yes! I can skip it now if you'd prefer or would you like to wait until they've had their chocolate cake :3
Ohhh yes! I can skip it now if you'd prefer or would you like to wait until they've had their chocolate cake :3
Yeah, you’ve never seemed to be the type to be super stressed. I don’t know how you stay so calm! It is impressive. Oh gosh what? That is horrible! I hope he is okay! That’s so heart-breaking.
I’m glad it’s going well overall though! It’s nice that life is sort of returning to normal and hopefully soon it will be completely back to normal!
I’ve been good! Super stressed with work because things have just been really crazy there. It’s so fast paced and I do love it, but sometimes it’s just too crazy if that makes sense?
I’m glad it’s going well overall though! It’s nice that life is sort of returning to normal and hopefully soon it will be completely back to normal!
I’ve been good! Super stressed with work because things have just been really crazy there. It’s so fast paced and I do love it, but sometimes it’s just too crazy if that makes sense?
“Mhmmm, I don’t have the be the responsible one though.” Iris teased back insinuating that she would in no way be responsible with her new found power and in fact use it to her advantage, well she hinted towards it but in reality she doubted she would do anything other than wind him up just that little bit more. Abusing something like that would never be her style and she knew there was people out there that would do such a thing which was kind of upsetting thinking on it. Cas however, deserved more and she didn’t have much to give him other than her time and affection something she hoped was good enough for him.
Feeling her blush deepen as he furthered on her comment, she felt herself heat up at being more adventurous after dinner, though she couldn’t deny the excitement as the first taste of what they did still lingered. Wanting more was just a desire, but why shouldn’t they take advantage of being alone like this? Already as her thoughts trailed off, she could feel her heartbeat quicken as she briefly glanced at him thinking on what kind of adventurous things, they could partake in. Bright eyes lingering on him as she pulled her mind out of the gutter coughing slightly to avoid any kind of awkwardness.
“Well who knows? There could be such a high alcohol content in this wine I wouldn’t know! That shot we had back with Miles still haunts me.” Shaking her head with a smile as they continued on their idle chatter, following his instruction to place the empty plate on the cart listening to how the housekeepers would just come by to pick it up. It seemed easy enough and the idea that they didn’t have to lift a finger was nice, they could just put them on a tray not even needing to wash them up as the housekeepers would deal with it. Smiling at the idea they had people for everything it made their life easier whilst staying at the resort, food could be brought to them and they probably had some sort of cleaning service too.
It was nice to experience this luxury when she had come from nothing, the districts filled with poverty and famine. Cold because no one had enough funds to even dream of putting on the heating which was no doubt rusted from barely any use. As much as she did enjoy it Iris couldn’t help but feel a little disheartened to the fact whilst she was enjoying this luxury there was good people out there struggling. Like her friend Maisie who she hadn’t even contacted, who was also probably worried about the fact she hadn’t returned. Unless she assumes, I am dead. A grim thought passing through briefly.
Not wanting to dwell on it or think about how depressing things hand been Iris moved over to Cas who had risen from the table and took hold of his hand with a smile. Nudging him gently she took the lead and headed towards the sofa where they could sit together and relax, perhaps even watch some television cuddled up together whilst they waited for their dessert. “Now you owe me some attention. I was thinking we maybe cuddle on the sofa whilst we wait for cake. Unless…” Trailing off a little with a coy smile as she looked away for a split second, “You want to do anything else?” A part of her was worried that they wouldn’t get to spend this time together after tonight so she wanted to make the most of it whilst she could. Not knowing what was due in their future was scary.
Feeling her blush deepen as he furthered on her comment, she felt herself heat up at being more adventurous after dinner, though she couldn’t deny the excitement as the first taste of what they did still lingered. Wanting more was just a desire, but why shouldn’t they take advantage of being alone like this? Already as her thoughts trailed off, she could feel her heartbeat quicken as she briefly glanced at him thinking on what kind of adventurous things, they could partake in. Bright eyes lingering on him as she pulled her mind out of the gutter coughing slightly to avoid any kind of awkwardness.
“Well who knows? There could be such a high alcohol content in this wine I wouldn’t know! That shot we had back with Miles still haunts me.” Shaking her head with a smile as they continued on their idle chatter, following his instruction to place the empty plate on the cart listening to how the housekeepers would just come by to pick it up. It seemed easy enough and the idea that they didn’t have to lift a finger was nice, they could just put them on a tray not even needing to wash them up as the housekeepers would deal with it. Smiling at the idea they had people for everything it made their life easier whilst staying at the resort, food could be brought to them and they probably had some sort of cleaning service too.
It was nice to experience this luxury when she had come from nothing, the districts filled with poverty and famine. Cold because no one had enough funds to even dream of putting on the heating which was no doubt rusted from barely any use. As much as she did enjoy it Iris couldn’t help but feel a little disheartened to the fact whilst she was enjoying this luxury there was good people out there struggling. Like her friend Maisie who she hadn’t even contacted, who was also probably worried about the fact she hadn’t returned. Unless she assumes, I am dead. A grim thought passing through briefly.
Not wanting to dwell on it or think about how depressing things hand been Iris moved over to Cas who had risen from the table and took hold of his hand with a smile. Nudging him gently she took the lead and headed towards the sofa where they could sit together and relax, perhaps even watch some television cuddled up together whilst they waited for their dessert. “Now you owe me some attention. I was thinking we maybe cuddle on the sofa whilst we wait for cake. Unless…” Trailing off a little with a coy smile as she looked away for a split second, “You want to do anything else?” A part of her was worried that they wouldn’t get to spend this time together after tonight so she wanted to make the most of it whilst she could. Not knowing what was due in their future was scary.
Oh man really? I hope they get most of it finished though! I'm sure it will be great when it's all done and worth the stress hopefully.
Apart for all that stress is everything else okay?
Apart for all that stress is everything else okay?
“Let me off because I am cute? Maybe I’ll use that to my advantage.” Iris couldn’t help but laugh, happy that he had somehow pulled the mood back for them as she much preferred it being light-hearted as it meant she didn’t have to focus on the negative. Something she had been doing a lot lately without evening meaning too. It was like she was drawn to it and it was easily becoming a daily battle to keep on the positive side, though spending time with Cas was a welcomed break as he made it hard to think about negatives. The charming personality and the way he could cheer her up was exactly what she needed right now.
Smiling herself she couldn’t help but find his own smile infectious, her eyes lit up at the oyster and he seemed happy that she had liked it. Perhaps taking a risk with food isn’t so bad. Mulling over her thoughts finding herself blush at his words and wink following alongside, “What are you insinuating there?” Whispering as she felt a little hot under the collar, whether or not he had meant it in such a way she had assumed his words hinted towards something more private, not just food. “Hey, you would love a plain cheese pizza! Sometimes simple is better.” Finding herself make the statement in a rather matter of fact tone, though she couldn’t keep it up as she found herself giggling as she reached for her cutlery once more to take a few more bites of food.
Nodding in agreement as he went to order the chocolate cake for them she began to eat more of her food enjoying the taste, looking up as he offered more wine she smirked shaking her head, “I hope you’re not trying to get me drunk, I’m not much of a drinker.” Teasing gently as she took her topped up wine glass taking another swig of the drink, he was right it accompanied the food nicely and no doubt would go well with the cake that they were going to have for dessert.
Pushing her plate aside as she had finished, she washed the food down with the wine before looking over at Cas with a soft smile on her face, enjoying the calm they were currently experiencing. “Thank you, Cas, for all of this. I think you can agree when I say we needed this.” Though it hadn’t been part of any plan it was certainly something they needed together. Though she did have his father to thank for that, although unintentional he had pushed Caspians hand to do this and a part of her wondered if that had only deepened the already budding problems between them.
“You better not hog all of this cake though; I have not had chocolate cake in a lifetime, and I can’t wait.” She felt like a little kid again, excited over something so simple but she honestly couldn’t remember ever having chocolate cake before and if she had it was certainly long forgotten either because she had been a child or it was part of the memories the amnesia had stolen away. Rising from her chair she glanced at the plate picking it up, “So, should I wash this? Or put it on the tray to go back? I’m a little unsure on how this works.” Feeling a little embarrassed that she even had to ask such a question, though she knew Cas would not think bad of her for it she still felt the burning sensation of being stupid for asking such a thing.
Smiling herself she couldn’t help but find his own smile infectious, her eyes lit up at the oyster and he seemed happy that she had liked it. Perhaps taking a risk with food isn’t so bad. Mulling over her thoughts finding herself blush at his words and wink following alongside, “What are you insinuating there?” Whispering as she felt a little hot under the collar, whether or not he had meant it in such a way she had assumed his words hinted towards something more private, not just food. “Hey, you would love a plain cheese pizza! Sometimes simple is better.” Finding herself make the statement in a rather matter of fact tone, though she couldn’t keep it up as she found herself giggling as she reached for her cutlery once more to take a few more bites of food.
Nodding in agreement as he went to order the chocolate cake for them she began to eat more of her food enjoying the taste, looking up as he offered more wine she smirked shaking her head, “I hope you’re not trying to get me drunk, I’m not much of a drinker.” Teasing gently as she took her topped up wine glass taking another swig of the drink, he was right it accompanied the food nicely and no doubt would go well with the cake that they were going to have for dessert.
Pushing her plate aside as she had finished, she washed the food down with the wine before looking over at Cas with a soft smile on her face, enjoying the calm they were currently experiencing. “Thank you, Cas, for all of this. I think you can agree when I say we needed this.” Though it hadn’t been part of any plan it was certainly something they needed together. Though she did have his father to thank for that, although unintentional he had pushed Caspians hand to do this and a part of her wondered if that had only deepened the already budding problems between them.
“You better not hog all of this cake though; I have not had chocolate cake in a lifetime, and I can’t wait.” She felt like a little kid again, excited over something so simple but she honestly couldn’t remember ever having chocolate cake before and if she had it was certainly long forgotten either because she had been a child or it was part of the memories the amnesia had stolen away. Rising from her chair she glanced at the plate picking it up, “So, should I wash this? Or put it on the tray to go back? I’m a little unsure on how this works.” Feeling a little embarrassed that she even had to ask such a question, though she knew Cas would not think bad of her for it she still felt the burning sensation of being stupid for asking such a thing.
Ahh that sucks! Oh gosh I hope you manage to find a new contractor! Hopefully you get it all done in time!
Honestly it's fine! I've been a bit strange with my own mood, like really up and down so I've ended up spending a lot of the time lurking rather than being proactive haha. Take your time!
Honestly it's fine! I've been a bit strange with my own mood, like really up and down so I've ended up spending a lot of the time lurking rather than being proactive haha. Take your time!
Hey no worries! How is the new house going? Have you got much settled in there yet? I bet you can't wait to finally move in!!
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