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Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Omg same!

I think this was how she’d end up back in the districts and then Ethan uses her as leverage against Cas in trying to kill him? Unless you want that to be a bit later on!

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“Why would I be upset with you?... oh…” Iris found herself frowning as her voice trailed off just realising why he may have thought she was upset with him. It was all because she hadn’t called him last night, but she wasn’t upset with him. Well, no that wasn’t the entire truth either and she couldn’t lie to herself because she had been slightly upset with how their calls had one lately. It was hard to see the point in them when he’d fall asleep or didn’t seem as interested anymore, but she knew deep down she couldn’t blame him for that because he was currently adjusting to his new schedule now as King.

“Ah… sorry of course come in.” Even as Iris spoke, she found herself inwardly cringing because it would reveal home truths, she hadn’t expected to come face to face with and she especially hadn’t planned for Cas to see it either. Opening the door wide enough for him to enter she turned and headed to the sofa in the living room with the dishevelled blanket and cushions scattered around it giving away that she had clearly used that to sleep on rather than the bed upstairs. Grabbing the cushions, she quickly put them back in place before grabbing the blanket and folding it up neatly finding herself fidget knowing he was here. Hoping that her movement would catch his attention rather than what was going on in the kitchen.

“Cas I… I’m so sorry I didn’t call last night.” Trying not to meet his gaze just yet because she didn’t want to see his disappointment in her, “I don’t know what happened last night if I’m honest… and by the time I had remembered I thought it was too late… I.” Sighing to herself she wasn’t sure what to say, but she could feel herself getting upset and she knew she had to keep composure. There was no way she could tell him about Ethans call last night and that was the reason she hadn’t called him, if she told him then he’d worry and right now he had other things to focus on. She could deal with Ethan.

Feeling her shoulders hunch slightly she wasn’t sure what to do in this situation, should she be honest with him? Tell him how she’d been feeling with the calls lately? It was amazing he was here after all, and he had moved things around just to come see her to make sure she wasn’t upset with him and if she had been to talk it out. “I’m so sorry.” Fidgeting with the hems of her sleeves because she couldn’t sit still not when she felt uncomfortable, but that wasn’t because of Cas.

“I do really appreciate that you’ve moved everything around just to come see me, I know you have a lot going on and everything’s been a bit crazy and now. Well, I’m rambling.” Iris grimaced slightly as she finally sat down on the sofa and looked towards him as the nerves bubbled away because she didn’t know what he was going to say next to her.

The Arrangement [Suki & Kassarock]

Oh man that’s a lot! I mean that’s great the overtime but must be tiring too xD Hopefully with the time off you get some time to relax, even after helping out with the move an such!

The Arrangement [Suki & Kassarock]

“Is it to your liking?”

“Oh… It’s, uh fine.” Elise trailed off as she glanced towards the beautiful tent that had been erected for her, it was adorned in beautiful colours and wonderous silks. The extravagance screamed of royalty, and it was the first time she had seen such a thing because she had never slept out among the stars and had always been inside a palace or under a roof. “Sorry, it looks beautiful. This is the first time I’ve ever camped? Is that the word I’m looking for?” Pondering the thought as she questioned her ladies that had followed her along with smiles on their faces.

“I’m not surprised personally.” Atarah mused with a rather knowing smile, the overseer of the Princesses household whilst in Morganyth. The older woman was holding a few soft blankets in her arm ready to store inside the tent as it could get cold of a night, and she wouldn’t want the Princess to be uncomfortable. “You haven’t really travelled much if I recall correctly.”

“Indeed, my first-time travelling had been to come here.” Elise smiled slightly realising she had been quite sheltered back at home, contained between the palace walls and even then, visits to the town had been scarce or with a huge amount of escort it was hardly enjoyable. Staying in Morganyth itself was a whole new experience and even now she was getting to stay outside the palace with the tradition of the hunt which was oddly exciting to her. Thrilling to be outside, but she did feel very exposed but perhaps that was partly to do with her little experience in exploring.

“Well maybe when things all settle down and people come round to the idea of this treaty, I’m certain you’ll be able to explore more. Perhaps even before then you could always ask his majesty if you’d like to see more.” Atarah shrugged, whether or not he would agree to such a thing was a different story, but she doubted the Princess would even ask in the first place.

“Oh no, it’s okay. I don’t want to be a bother.” Taking a few steps into the tent she could see a few plush chairs all set up ready for her to relax in, glancing back she could see everyone else was happy to be focusing on what they were doing, and no one looked like they wanted to approach her so she would take the opportunity to get some rest away from prying eyes and expectant looks. Another reason Elise wouldn’t bother asking was simply because they had only just started talking in a more civil way with one another, who knew how long that would last when both of them seemed to have a temper.

“I’ve brought some food M’Lady and Flora has some fresh water.” Ida bowed upon entry of the tent and placed a platter of fruit onto the table just as Flora sauntered in with a jug of water and a cup for the Princess.

“Thank you.” Elise smiled politely to the ladies that had all ensured her needs were met, as a household went, they weren’t bad at all. Though she wouldn’t trust them with her secrets or confide in them, they had all been welcoming and tried to assist her and not once did she sense any ill intent from them. “Although, I might take this opportunity to get some rest whilst I’m not needed.”

“Of course, the girls will keep watch outside and if you need me, I will be helping ensure the other households are all set up to expectations and smooth over any issues that occur.” Atarah nodded as she clapped her hands to the girls who were both up and ready to leave, “Perfect opportunity to get some reading in the sunshine before they return.” All three women bowed respectfully to Elise before exiting the tent leaving her to fulfil her wish to rest in peace. They had supplied food and drink and comfort so not much else would be needed, not at least until the King returned but that was all dependant on what he managed to hunt.

The Arrangement [Suki & Kassarock]

Ohh yeah, I’ll have a play around.

Oh gosh don’t worry! I’d also like to apologise for my lack of response lately. I’m currently in the process of moving house and work has been crazy on top of it!

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Dammit Jacob, how dare you add an element of excitement haha xD

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Sighing softly to herself Iris shifted on the sofa forcing herself out of the trance she had been in most of the night, blinking a few times feeling how dry her eyes felt from the hours that had passed. Rubbing them with the back of her hand she pushed up into a seated position feeling the stiffness in her limbs as she stretched out her legs glancing back towards the TV. By now the silence was too much, white noise was needed so she reached out grabbing the remote from the coffee table and switching it on letting the sound fill the room. Not caring for what was even on she walked away from the sofa deciding that she needed a shower to wake herself up and feel more human again.

Leaving the show playing in the background she hopped into the shower her mind still reeling from last night’s phone call and what Ethan had said. The threats had played over and over in her mind throughout the night, and she knew she had to leave, the problem she now faced was how could she do that? As she washed her hair, she remembered how Cas had said this hotel was near the border, far out enough if they needed to make a quick exit and if she was able to slip out of this hotel unnoticed, she could very well make a break for it. Contemplating on if she could get away with it as she slipped out of the shower feeling clean and more awake, using one of the towels to dry out her hair.

It could be an option. It may be the only option I have. Feeling the warmth of the clothing wrap around her as she got ready for the day, motivated to find a way out of this prison. There was no need to call it anything else, sure it was better than most cells and she had clean water at her disposal and food not that she ate it, but deep down past it all this was a prison for her. Isolated, secluded from everything and she was trapped not being allowed to go out due to the bounty on her head that his father had placed.

Trailing back into the living room area she was deep in thought at how to enact her plan until she heard the knock on the door. Jumping she hesitated having not ordered anything she didn’t expect there to be anyone that would be around at this time. Unless Cas? I didn’t call him last night… maybe he ordered me breakfast? Carefully she edged to the door glancing out of the peep hole only to step back in shock her eyes wide at seeing Cas on the other end of the door. A rush of emotions bombarded her all at once, the first and foremost being delighted to see him, happy that he was here physically to then worry at why he was here and lastly fear because Ethan had named this hotel. What if he was watching now? What if he could hurt Cas right now?

It took a few moments for her to compose herself before she opened the door slightly, not wide enough for anyone to see inside just in case and she chewed the inside of her lip fidgeting uncomfortably as the nerves began to settle in her. “H-How?... I. What are you doing here?” Fumbling out her words avoiding his gaze because she didn’t want to see disappointment in his eyes for the state that she had let herself become.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

I'm pretty excited for the impromptu visit haha ngl

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Tears welled in her eyes as she began to digest everything that had just happened in that phone call. How had it come to this? Everything she loved threatened to disappear in the space of one call. Masie, her best friend. Someone she had grown up with, the one person who had gone through all the bad and disgusting parts of her life would get hurt if she didn’t do something about it. The same friend who had helped her get Caspian back to the city no questions asked and no hesitation with what repercussions could happen to her if caught. Curling her hand into a fist as she felt herself tremble, unable to stop herself from crying as she was at a loss of what to do.

Then there was Caspian, someone she truly loved, and she didn’t want to see any harm come to him. Ethan was now threatening him once more and all she had to do was return home to him to get him to stop? There was also doubt at the idea of Ethan knowing where to kill him, was that a lie? Would he follow through? Ethan had said exactly where she was staying, perhaps he could break into the security like that. Lifting her head up from her lap to the tossed aside phone her heart felt heavy as she hefted a sigh before running fingers through her hair. Everything felt like it was crashing down on her, drowning her as she struggled to breath wading through all the rubbish that was happening right now and she felt completely alone. There was no one here to reassure her and tell her that everything would be okay.

What does it matter, I doubt Cas would care if I go. With all our chats lately, maybe he has lost interest. It’s not like we could publicly be together. I’m more work than he needs right now. As the initial thoughts and doubts started to seep in, she could feel the negative aura surround her starting the spiral of worries that she had tried to keep locked away.

For him, for his people and everything I’ve done. I have to go. Slowly she started to push herself from the floor, tears still falling as she focused her gaze to the sofa her usual place of comfort. How could she put herself in front of those she cared deeply for, if anything happened to Caspian or Masie because she didn’t go home, she would never forgive herself and that made her no better than the rebels. It was something she had been considering anyway, slipping back to the districts as it would be better for Cas if she wasn’t a part of his life. This only cemented the decision on going home, the only problem she now faced was a time limit. Three days to get back, to show Ethan she would keep her word and he would keep his in not causing any harm to Cas or Maisie.

It was high time she faced her fate; Iris knew she was on borrowed time and she would cherish the time spent here and with Cas. It would be favoured memories of hers and help see her through the disarray of the districts so at least there was that positive. Throwing herself onto the couch she settled on her side as she stared at the blank TV not even bothering to put something on to cover the silence. Lost in her own trance she found herself stuck in her thoughts of what the right thing to do would be. No matter the scenarios or the words she could only come up with one conclusion. To leave. For him.

Time didn’t feel real at all for her, the hours passed without her notice as she continued to stare at the blank TV screen. There was no sleep for her that night, not with all thee thoughts she was trying to process. Even as the sun through the window she didn’t move from her place on the couch just staring blankly in front of her. Trays of untouched food stacked behind neatly in the kitchen, the bed upstairs neatly made looking like she barely slept in there. All she could think of this was day one out of three to find a way home. Dark circles where evident in her tired eyes signalling just how little she had slept, but she cared little for her appearance, even if she did look like a zombie from one of those ridiculous movies she had watched. By now the tears had stopped, but the emotions hadn’t and nor had her resolve to go home.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Ethan doesn't like to beat around the bush, he knows what buttons to push to get what he wants. Ohh that would be interesting, not sure how she would react to it with everything going on which would make it all the more fun~