The cold air hit Nate like a freight train. His heavy jacket and sweats felt like inconsequential obstacles to the biting wind. While he did not feel the thousands of pin-pricks that most would, the drop in temperature sent involuntary shivers up his spine. His breath formed opaque clouds of steam as he trudged away from the arena, letting his feet carry him in some direction away from wherever his friend went.
Were they friends? They barely knew each other. Well... he had a good idea of the shape of who she was. She was goofy and deeply caring in a way that he had a hard time comprehending. She was honest, like him. She couldn't do that weird healing magic too much. She had cute dimples, and a dozen other superficial things that he could compliment another day. Far more importantly, she wasn't some ephemeral moment like he was used to. At least, she didn't seem to want that.
Nate lifted the cigarette to his lips, flicking open the lighter and shielding the weak flame from the sweeping winter winds as he wound his way down the path. The sensation provided some ritual comfort, giving him the opportunity to parse the tumultuous storm of feelings bursting in his skin. It was a stupid assessment, one rigged from the start to favor meatheads and gym rats. Why did they need to run a course anyways? Something wasn't adding up, and it was clear he was missing something. He had, admittedly, been a bit creeped out when he had spoken to the woman claiming to be a goddess he had never heard of. Andy and River didn't give much of an explanation, and he had been a little too distracted when around Tapeesa and the other gorgeous folks at the party. A military obstacle course seemed like overkill for a sleepaway camp. He hadn't exactly seen people packing heat, which ruled out his ever-present fear he had stumbled into a Jonestown situation. Whatever was going on was somewhere in the middle, which failed to narrow anything down and just made Nate take another long drag of the Newport he was savoring.
Even if he was cold, he could still feel the heat in his blood. He would have preferred to shower, change clothes, and bundle up under a blanket to take a good nap after a rather restless night. Instead, he ran through the stupid course again without so much as a thank you. Sure, she didn't ask... and he wasn't doing it for a thank you or anything more. He just wanted to make sure she was ok. Anyone would do that. Well, no one else did... a bunch of other hot guys were too distracted helping their crushes run through the obstacles again and flirting up a storm. Tapeesa took her frustration at the situation out on him, and he took it like a champ. Now he was out in the freezing cold, smoking to try and focus in a country he had never been to in the middle of a camp full of horny twenty-somethings constantly batting their eyelashes or flexing their muscles at each other. The one person who felt different chewed him out for daring to try and help. Maybe that muscular guy from the party, Elias, was right about her.
Nate stopped his pace, looking down at his lit cigarette for a moment. He clearly was losing it if he was siding with the walking tool over the plug who went out of her way to try and heal anyone who got injured. He took another drag, turning his gaze up at a copse of trees. Hidden behind its branches, Nate could make out another cabin. There was something about the sleek, modern design that almost seemed to call to him. He let out a puff of smoke, obscuring the view further as he stood still, trying to parse his feelings.
Was he angry at Tapeesa? A bit, surely. But... for what? She was a bit grumpy, certainly a byproduct of exhaustion, pain, and hunger. Those didn't bother him as much. Of course, he hadn't exactly been a personal trainer out there. Instead of starting with encouragement, he had ribbed her like they had done to each other the night before. It didn't land the same in the heat of things... and instead of apologizing, he distanced himself. He was a man of his word, and he had left her so he could go about and whine in his own head. It felt ridiculous... but he didn't know why. He didn't owe Tapeesa anything, and she didn't owe him anything other than a well-earned favor that was more of a joke than anything. They were just two ships passing in the night, a new years eve kiss that didn't have to mean anything. He could get his own cabin, like the one hiding behind the trees, and just power through whatever training their scoutmaster was whipping up so his hot streak could come back. Once his luck was up, he could go back home and continue coasting through life with a rotating cast of friends and lovers like he always did.
That was what he was here for, wasn't it? What else was there?
Nate finished off the cigarette, flicking the butt to the ground and stomping out the embers with his shoe. He wasn't exactly sure why his chest felt hollow, or why thoughts of home felt sour in his mouth. He needed to get out of the cold, as the ever-present shiver in his extremities made it clear he was not built for this kind of weather. He couldn't exactly go back to Tapeesa's cabin, he needed a little more time to think. He needed to do something or go somewhere, maybe even figure out how to get a cabin of hi–
A loud, guttural grumbling cut off his train of thought. It took him a moment to process the sound. It took a longer moment to realize it matched with a feeling in his stomach. It wasn't exactly painful... more like a churning. He let out a sigh, only just recognizing that he was almost certainly starving after eating nothing more than airline food and pop tarts in the past couple days. He didn't know where exactly he was going to find a cafeteria... so he just wandered his way back in the direction of the large field where the party had been the night before. He shoved his trembling hands into his jacket pockets for some warmth, and quickly trudged through the snow towards the large building he had seen a few campers head towards.
Minutes later, Nate burst through the entrance to the main hall a little more forcefully than intended. He quickly lifted his hands up to his face, blowing on them and rubbing them together to regain feeling. He brushed off some snow from his shoes on the threshold, his eyes scanning the room. He recognized a few faces from the party or from the arena. Pretty boy and scary girl seemed awfully intimate, a terrifying combination that seemed fitting. A young woman had vibrant red hair that felt familiar in a way he did not want to unpack, and he recognized the tall form of Elias sitting with a young woman. Of course, the figure that he recognized most clearly was Tapeesa.
He lingered by the entrance for a moment, letting the door slowly swing closed behind him as his eyes settled on her. His first instinct was to approach, to apologize and talk. But someone else was sitting across from her, and he wasn’t sure she wanted to talk to him. His chest twisted into knots at the thought, his head tilting slightly in confusion as he tried to reckon with the sensation. A low grumble a moment later was enough of an excuse to brush the sensation aside as just hunger, even if a part of him knew it was something far less tangible. His eyes lingered on Tapeesa’s braid a moment longer, before he reluctantly wandered over towards the buffet. He settled for simple foods: rice, chicken, and mixed vegetables. He figured they wouldn’t be the most tasty, but he wasn’t sure he deserved any of the more delectable treats. He found a table across the room from Tapeesa, doing everything he could to not stare at her and the stranger she shared a table with. He ate slowly, to his body’s protest, desperate to keep to himself while he continued to mull over his conflicted feelings.
Were they friends? They barely knew each other. Well... he had a good idea of the shape of who she was. She was goofy and deeply caring in a way that he had a hard time comprehending. She was honest, like him. She couldn't do that weird healing magic too much. She had cute dimples, and a dozen other superficial things that he could compliment another day. Far more importantly, she wasn't some ephemeral moment like he was used to. At least, she didn't seem to want that.
Nate lifted the cigarette to his lips, flicking open the lighter and shielding the weak flame from the sweeping winter winds as he wound his way down the path. The sensation provided some ritual comfort, giving him the opportunity to parse the tumultuous storm of feelings bursting in his skin. It was a stupid assessment, one rigged from the start to favor meatheads and gym rats. Why did they need to run a course anyways? Something wasn't adding up, and it was clear he was missing something. He had, admittedly, been a bit creeped out when he had spoken to the woman claiming to be a goddess he had never heard of. Andy and River didn't give much of an explanation, and he had been a little too distracted when around Tapeesa and the other gorgeous folks at the party. A military obstacle course seemed like overkill for a sleepaway camp. He hadn't exactly seen people packing heat, which ruled out his ever-present fear he had stumbled into a Jonestown situation. Whatever was going on was somewhere in the middle, which failed to narrow anything down and just made Nate take another long drag of the Newport he was savoring.
Even if he was cold, he could still feel the heat in his blood. He would have preferred to shower, change clothes, and bundle up under a blanket to take a good nap after a rather restless night. Instead, he ran through the stupid course again without so much as a thank you. Sure, she didn't ask... and he wasn't doing it for a thank you or anything more. He just wanted to make sure she was ok. Anyone would do that. Well, no one else did... a bunch of other hot guys were too distracted helping their crushes run through the obstacles again and flirting up a storm. Tapeesa took her frustration at the situation out on him, and he took it like a champ. Now he was out in the freezing cold, smoking to try and focus in a country he had never been to in the middle of a camp full of horny twenty-somethings constantly batting their eyelashes or flexing their muscles at each other. The one person who felt different chewed him out for daring to try and help. Maybe that muscular guy from the party, Elias, was right about her.
Nate stopped his pace, looking down at his lit cigarette for a moment. He clearly was losing it if he was siding with the walking tool over the plug who went out of her way to try and heal anyone who got injured. He took another drag, turning his gaze up at a copse of trees. Hidden behind its branches, Nate could make out another cabin. There was something about the sleek, modern design that almost seemed to call to him. He let out a puff of smoke, obscuring the view further as he stood still, trying to parse his feelings.
Was he angry at Tapeesa? A bit, surely. But... for what? She was a bit grumpy, certainly a byproduct of exhaustion, pain, and hunger. Those didn't bother him as much. Of course, he hadn't exactly been a personal trainer out there. Instead of starting with encouragement, he had ribbed her like they had done to each other the night before. It didn't land the same in the heat of things... and instead of apologizing, he distanced himself. He was a man of his word, and he had left her so he could go about and whine in his own head. It felt ridiculous... but he didn't know why. He didn't owe Tapeesa anything, and she didn't owe him anything other than a well-earned favor that was more of a joke than anything. They were just two ships passing in the night, a new years eve kiss that didn't have to mean anything. He could get his own cabin, like the one hiding behind the trees, and just power through whatever training their scoutmaster was whipping up so his hot streak could come back. Once his luck was up, he could go back home and continue coasting through life with a rotating cast of friends and lovers like he always did.
That was what he was here for, wasn't it? What else was there?
Nate finished off the cigarette, flicking the butt to the ground and stomping out the embers with his shoe. He wasn't exactly sure why his chest felt hollow, or why thoughts of home felt sour in his mouth. He needed to get out of the cold, as the ever-present shiver in his extremities made it clear he was not built for this kind of weather. He couldn't exactly go back to Tapeesa's cabin, he needed a little more time to think. He needed to do something or go somewhere, maybe even figure out how to get a cabin of hi–
A loud, guttural grumbling cut off his train of thought. It took him a moment to process the sound. It took a longer moment to realize it matched with a feeling in his stomach. It wasn't exactly painful... more like a churning. He let out a sigh, only just recognizing that he was almost certainly starving after eating nothing more than airline food and pop tarts in the past couple days. He didn't know where exactly he was going to find a cafeteria... so he just wandered his way back in the direction of the large field where the party had been the night before. He shoved his trembling hands into his jacket pockets for some warmth, and quickly trudged through the snow towards the large building he had seen a few campers head towards.
Minutes later, Nate burst through the entrance to the main hall a little more forcefully than intended. He quickly lifted his hands up to his face, blowing on them and rubbing them together to regain feeling. He brushed off some snow from his shoes on the threshold, his eyes scanning the room. He recognized a few faces from the party or from the arena. Pretty boy and scary girl seemed awfully intimate, a terrifying combination that seemed fitting. A young woman had vibrant red hair that felt familiar in a way he did not want to unpack, and he recognized the tall form of Elias sitting with a young woman. Of course, the figure that he recognized most clearly was Tapeesa.
He lingered by the entrance for a moment, letting the door slowly swing closed behind him as his eyes settled on her. His first instinct was to approach, to apologize and talk. But someone else was sitting across from her, and he wasn’t sure she wanted to talk to him. His chest twisted into knots at the thought, his head tilting slightly in confusion as he tried to reckon with the sensation. A low grumble a moment later was enough of an excuse to brush the sensation aside as just hunger, even if a part of him knew it was something far less tangible. His eyes lingered on Tapeesa’s braid a moment longer, before he reluctantly wandered over towards the buffet. He settled for simple foods: rice, chicken, and mixed vegetables. He figured they wouldn’t be the most tasty, but he wasn’t sure he deserved any of the more delectable treats. He found a table across the room from Tapeesa, doing everything he could to not stare at her and the stranger she shared a table with. He ate slowly, to his body’s protest, desperate to keep to himself while he continued to mull over his conflicted feelings.
Location: Main Hall
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Mentions: Tapeesa, Elias, Wes, Trinity, Tapeesa, Andy, River, Mikaela








