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Hey there! I'm Yana (formerly known as Hylia Incarnate)

I’ve been roleplaying since facebook group RP days, and my style’s grown into multi-para/novella! I love weaving emotional, character-driven stories—romantasy, slice-of-life, and a dash of drama are my bread and butter. I’m down for any pairing dynamic; gay, straight, chaotic, and I’m smut-friendly as long as it doesn’t hijack the plot.

These days, I mostly write with my best friend of 10 years. We’ve built an angsty little gay universe that I adore, but I’m hoping to branch out and keep things fresh! If you're down for deep character arcs, angy boys, and the occasional emotional crisis, we’ll probably vibe just fine

I am consistently inconsistent. I deeply apologize.

If you would like, I am also on Discord at the same username!

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. . . ╰──╮Kaiji Serelith╭──╯ . . .



Location: Dogfall Interactions: @OliveYou








One second, Kaiji was hunched in the dirt, the image of suffering carved perfectly into flesh and ash and the next, a blur of blessed movement struck him across the face.

CRACK.

His head snapped to the side with the force of the kick, body toppling into the dirt. Dust billowed in the twilight air as murmurs of alarm erupted from atop the wall.

"Was that—? Did he just—"

"Who is that? Who jumped down?!"

Kaiji groaned quietly, dragging his body a few inches across the ground, one hand bracing against a rib that might have cracked (for real). A thin trail of blood dripped from the corner of his mouth, painting his pale lips a little too perfectly. but his silver eyes flicked up now, framed by matted hair and mud. And in them, not fear. Not yet. "Wait," he gasped, voice hoarse, like cracked porcelain. "Please—you're wrong—I’m not one of them!"

He coughed, deliberately low. When he lifted his face again, his expression had changed: confusion laced with hurt, like a wounded dog wary of a stranger’s hand. And still, he didn’t rise. He stayed small, ever unthreatening. "You think I’d come here alone if I was a Grim? They’re right behind me—please, I’ve seen them. I’ve seen what they do." His voice caught, just right. “I-I didn’t want to die screaming like the others.”

Then, barely a whisper. "I just wanted to be somewhere safe."

He looked at Hwei then, truly looked, at the sigil’s glow behind him. At the fire in his chest and the steel in his calm. A smile almost dared to twitch at Kaiji’s lips again, but he didn’t let it show. Not yet. Instead, he dragged himself one more inch forward, shaking fingers stretched toward the sigil-guarded gate.

"Don't leave me out here."
@OliveYou oooh!! Nah this is PERFECT im excited for this
. . . ╰──╮Kaiji Serelith╭──╯ . . .



Location: Dogfall Interactions: None yet







BANG. BANG. BANG.

The harsh thudding echoed up the walls, a desperate rhythm—fast, erratic, panicked. A figure slammed both fists against the iron-bound doors.

“Please!” came the cry. “Please, help me—let me in!”

Torches flared above, casting their light down on the man below.

He stood hunched, gasping for breath, one hand pressed to his side where crimson stained the white of his torn undershirt. His cloak—tattered and muddied—hung in ribbons off his narrow shoulders, and the once-fine traveling garb he wore was ruined with dirt, ash, and what looked like dried blood. Long black hair clung wet to his face, his skin pale and slick with sweat. Scratches marred his arms and neck, thin but numerous, as if he'd barreled through brambles or clawed his way from a collapsed structure.

When he looked up at the wall, the torchlight caught his eyes—wide and silver-grey, shimmering like glass caught in moonlight.

“They’re coming!”] he shouted, voice hoarse, shaking. “I was with a caravan—we tried to outrun the wave—please, I don’t want to die out here!” He staggered forward a step before crumpling to his knees, hands trembling.

For a moment, silence. Then murmurs on the wall.

“Could be a trap…”

“Grim wouldn’t beg, would they?”

“Look at him. He’s barely standing.”

“Light have mercy… open it, just a crack!”

Chains clanked. Mechanisms groaned. The gate began to shift.

And Kaiji, still kneeling in the dust with dirt under his nails and blood on his breath, allowed himself the faintest smile—too quick to be caught, too quiet to be real.

Just a crack was all he needed.
In The 100 12 mos ago Forum: Casual Roleplay




The moment the restraints hissed open and the gravity of landing finally settled into her chest, Rhea moved. Fast. She unlatched the belt across her hips, shoved past a dazed kid still whimpering from the drop, and shouldered open the nearest hatch—heat from the scorched metal biting into her palms as she braced herself.

The scent hit her first.
Earth.

Not clean, filtered Ark-air, but something raw and green and alive. Rich like rust and wildflowers. Her nose wrinkled as she breathed it in. It wasn’t what she expected.
It was better.

She stepped onto the ramp just as the sun broke through the thinning smoke, catching in her fire-bright hair and turning the ash on her jacket gold. Rhea paused at the top, hands on her hips, chin tilted up like a queen surveying her ruined kingdom.

“Damn…” she muttered, more to herself than anyone else. “It’s real.”

Her boots hit the dirt with a muffled crunch. Not metal. Not composite flooring. But Earth—damp and dense and shockingly warm beneath her. She crouched without thinking, running her fingers through it, the way some people touched silk. It was bizarre and coarse and beautiful.

Others poured out behind her—shouting, laughing, crying. Some collapsed. Others kissed the ground.

“Eyes up,” she said to no one in particular, brushing dirt from her hands as she stood tall again. “We’re not alone.”

Her gaze swept the horizon. Trees taller than the Ark’s towers loomed in every direction, shadows stretching long in the afternoon light. Somewhere in those shadows, she imagined a whisper—soft and sharp like flint against steel.

And for the first time in years..
She grinned.

“Let’s build something out of this mess.”

In The 100 12 mos ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
@ChronicleMan working on my post now!
Adelia blinked, then grinned, caught off guard by the sheer enthusiasm in his voice when he said Waffle House. “Wow. You said that like it was a sacred place,” she teased, brushing her hands clean against her jeans despite him already handing her a napkin. “But honestly? I could go for something greasy and golden. You’ve got yourself a co-pilot.”

She stepped back just enough to give him space, brushing her hair over one shoulder as she peered around the room one last time. The mixer had mostly begun to unravel—people trickling out in tired groups, some already stifling yawns. It felt like the end of a movie no one wanted to admit they stayed for. She was glad she had.

At his offer to drive, she tilted her head, considering.

“I’ve got my car too, but if you don’t mind driving, I won’t argue,” she said with a small shrug, then added with a sly smile, “Just know I’m a terrible passenger DJ. I overthink every song choice like it’s going to decide the fate of our friendship.”

Then, as they began walking toward the doors, side by side, she let her thoughts tumble out with a low laugh. “Okay, weird confession—waffles give me the strangest dreams. Like… absurd. I had one a few months ago where I was living in Barbie's Fairytopia but I was still me, and for some reason I was the royal herbalist in charge of potion-making.” She gestured broadly, eyes alight with that odd, playful spark. “And everyone kept calling me Lady Lavender. Like—what?”

She laughed again, hand brushing through the air like she was still trying to dismiss the strangeness of it. “So yeah. Waffles might mess with my REM cycle, but honestly? Worth it.” She glanced over at him, lips quirking. “Hope you’re ready to dine with a dream-sorceress.”

As they stepped out into the cool night air, she looked up briefly at the stars above the campus walkway. The sky was clear, stretching wide and silent, and for the first time in a while, she felt that flicker of something she hadn’t realized she missed.

Freedom.
Leah didn’t flinch, though her fingers tightened subtly around the edge of her skirts. She rose fully, not with the precision of a soldier or the elegance of a lady, but with the quiet wariness of someone who had spent her whole life listening for footsteps that weren’t supposed to be there.

Leah’s eyes flicked briefly to the horse, then to the woman now dismounting with a fluid grace that suggested both discipline and danger. Her leathers bore no crest, or seal. That alone was unusual.

Strangers didn’t come here, couldn't, at least unless her parents were expecting someone.

But here she was, sunlight catching in her fair hair, voice ringing across the garden like a bell that hadn’t been struck in years. Leah’s heart beat a little faster. Damosel.

The word rolled through her like distant thunder. It was formal and oddly respectful. It had been so long since anyone had addressed her with anything other than hushed caution or over-practiced reverence.

Her expression stayed guarded, polite, but her mind moved swiftly. This woman—Estelle—had gotten close enough to speak. That meant one of three things: the wards had weakened, someone had tampered with them.. or she had been let through. By who, and why?

She glanced back at the fence. The shimmer still held. "I suppose there's no harm in that," Leah said softly. Her voice was smooth, unthreatening, threaded with an eerie calm born of too many quiet days. “There’s a trough by the well.” She didn’t step forward, nor did she invite her closer. Instead, she lingered among her flowers like a shade half-belonging to the earth. Her green eyes studied the stranger—not rudely, not suspiciously, but with the quiet reverence of someone trying to decide if they were still dreaming.

Estelle. That name meant nothing to her. And yet..

There was something else in the air now. Not just tension. Recognition. The woman’s face had changed—eyes widened, then quickly schooled—but Leah caught it. She had learned to read small signs. Flickers of truth beneath the mask.

Her own expression flickered, just faintly, with something close to curiosity. “Most travelers don’t find this place by accident,” she murmured, her hands absently brushing a leaf from her skirt. “The road ends nearly a mile back, and the rest is forest. It’s easy to get turned around. And yet here you are.”

She looked back up, more directly this time. Her voice was still soft, still calm, but there was a gentle pressure behind her words now. Not confrontation—invitation. A test of truth beneath civility.

Leah had lived her whole life surrounded by unseen hands, cloaked intentions, and sacred lies. She’d grown used to the feeling of being hidden. But for the first time.. she felt seen. She didn’t know yet if she liked it.
The stares did not go unnoticed by Eryndor—they couldn’t be. He would’ve had to be a fool not to feel them: weighted, judgmental, pressing down as he and Azariah stepped down the aisle toward the Three Goddesses. Still, he let them roll off his back, fingers tightening slightly around Azariah’s arm. Whether the gesture was meant to reassure his betrothed or himself, he wasn’t sure.

He cast a brief glance toward Azariah’s face, noting the carefully arranged calm. Something in Eryndor stirred—an itch at the back of his mind. What was Azariah afraid of?

In the weeks leading to their engagement and now the ceremony, Eryndor had heard little of the man beside him. Only that he was promised to secure a marriage alliance, binding House Lunevere to a stronger house. Their coffers, gathering cobwebs by the season, would soon be full again. The lands between them would prosper. Delicana would benefit.

Whether it was true or not, Eryndor didn’t ask. He had learned early that questioning his father’s decisions was fruitless. Serath Lunevere didn’t listen—to advice, to insight, or to the divine.

As they reached the altar, Eryndor bowed low before the goddesses, eyes shut in reverence. He rose slowly, exhaling. This was it. The moment he would be forever bound to another. A stranger. One who would take him whole without knowing a thing about him.

There was something bittersweet in that.

At the priest’s command, the offerings were brought forward. Serath stood, face tight, lips tighter. In his hands he carried a box of obsidian, etched in silver runes and the Lunevere crest. Within lay a pen wrought from silvered ashwood, inlaid with veins of moonstone. Its shaft bore the family sigil—an argent crescent cradled by twin wings—and the grip was wrapped in indigo silk. The nib, forged from starliron, shimmered even in shadow, eternally cold and impossibly fine. Alongside it sat a vial of moonlight-blessed ink: a silvery fluid, sealed in crystal. This pen—one of three—was used by the royal family in divinations during times of hardship.

Serath gave no look to his son. No nod, no moment of shared recognition. He simply inclined his head toward Azariah and the priest, then returned to his seat. Eryndor noticed, but it didn’t shake him. He and his father had stopped seeing each other long ago.

Then—unexpectedly—a flicker of memory surfaced in the mirror bowl, a vision, but not his own. His brow furrowed as the image formed, sharp and bright. His eyes flicked back and forth between the defining moment between the boy then and the grown man that stood beside him today. A great sacrifice, indeed. Eryn knew that Azariah lost something that day, something they both knew he could never get back, but that was in the past. He had no place in judgement, though. He, too, had a deep sacrifice that sure enough would show in the bowl as the ritual blade pricked into his thumb.

Moonlight pierced the veil of trees, casting shadows on blood-stained snow. Silver mist curled over the forest floor like breath on glass. Eryndor knelt at the edge of the clearing, his cloak torn, long blond hair unbound. One hand pressed to the earth as if in apology. Before him, a ring of runestones glowed softly. Behind him, three figures lay still—crimson soaking into white. His silver eyes, once proud, shimmered. But no tears fell. A white petal drifted from the sky and landed in his outstretched palm.

His fingers twitched in Azariah’s grasp. The room had fallen silent. Some saw the vision; others only felt it—a chill down their spine, a sudden ache behind the ribs. But Azariah...Azariah saw it all.

Eryndor turned to him at last. His eyes were rimmed, not with grief, but with something close to release. That wound had never been seen in the light before. And now it had, under the goddesses' gaze and before the man chosen to witness it.

The vision faded, like breath on a mirror. The bowl stilled and the ritual moved on.

But something within Eryndor shifted. No longer merely a vessel for prophecy, he allowed himself to be seen. Truly seen.

It showed in the swirling water—colors of their houses twining together like smoke. Something tugged at the corner of his mouth, a near-smile, but it vanished just as quickly. A note of deep red flickered through the reflection. Eryndor frowned, but let it pass. This was not the time for questions.

He lifted the bowl, drank the water. The metallic tang struck him, but he accepted it. He let it move through him like a cleansing tide. He was no longer a man—or a woman for the sake of the ceremony— nor the heir of a fading house. They were now one. Whole, bound, and witnessed.

When he spoke, his voice was quiet but steady, like the ocean at night. It did not rise it did not need to.

"Azariah Nymere will bring me challenge, and change I do not yet understand. But I believe—I believe peace can exist in firelight. And I will meet him there."

There was no smile, but there was something deeper. A dangerous hope.

Between them, the golden thread pulsed. Then slowly began to wrap around their joined hands, palm to palm. The vow had been made, and the Goddesses heard. The golden thread settled against their skin, soft as silk but impossibly strong. Eryndor could feel it—not just the physical binding, but the deeper weave underneath.

A hush lingered after his words, heavier than silence. The priest spoke again, but the sound barely reached him. Eryndor’s attention had turned inward, drawn into the quiet space left behind now that the vow was done. Something in him felt..unmoored. Lighter, maybe, or hollow. He let out a slow breath, as though only now allowed to exhale.

His hand was still in Azariah’s. It was warm and ground, but unfamiliar. That realization stung a little more than he expected.

He glanced sidelong, not to steal a look, but to search for something. An anchor? A sign, maybe? They knew nothing of each other, not really. And yet here they stood, wrists bound, souls tethered. The goddesses would call it destiny. His father would call it victory. Eryndor... wasn’t sure what to call it yet.

Behind his calm, thoughts stirred like leaves in wind. Would Azariah expect affection? Submission? Obedience? Would he be cruel? Or kind in the way that made you question the cost?

The weight of his blood sacrifice still lingered beneath his skin, the vision curling at the edges of his mind. The snow. The stillness. The silence after loss. He had given the goddesses everything once before. He did not know if he had anything left to offer. A tremor passed through him—just a breath of doubt—but it was enough to earn him a glance from the nearest priestess. Her eyes narrowed, not with suspicion, but with recognition.

He straightened his shoulders slightly, drawing in the ritual air. Moonlight and ash, dust and salt, the scent of the divine. He had been trained for this. Groomed. Sculpted into something palatable. But standing here now, hand in hand with Azariah, the thread binding them still warm with magic, Eryndor realized he was not the thing they had made him to be.

He was something else. He just didn’t know what yet.

And that, oddly, was a comfort.
In The 100 12 mos ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
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In The 100 12 mos ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
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