ok, I haven't rped in several years now since my rps died on mal.

right now I got zero ideas, I like some help plesse.

Do you want to play with a group or just a single other partner? I would browse the "interest check" sections and see if anyone else's ideas call out to you, and then you can contact them to get something started.

Do you want to play with a group or just a single other partner?

This + what genres you're interested in would narrow it down for people to find you a particular roleplay you could/might be interested in.

What Yankee said, also go watch a TV show, movie, read a book, or just browse random art and music until you get an idea.
-Heck do something you'll enjoy and then write based on what you know.

Bounce said ideas off a friend until something just screams that it must be done.

I tend to take the demonic blender approach by combining multiple trope pairings into a single fluidly dynamic story with complicated motives and a broken moral compass in a world without any maps.... which actually sounds cooler than it should.