Brendan smiled lightly at the revlation of who he was. At least he knew his makeup skills were good. He remembered how long it had taken him to get it right, how many times he'd woken up at four AM to put himself in drag, take a few secret pictures, and then get out of it before anyone else in the house was awake. He still had those old pictures. He wasn't proud of those makeup looks, and that was why kept the photos. To see how far they'd come. He remembered the first night he'd really gotten it right, finally mastered the conquer technique, tried a new kind of glue for his brows, spent more money then he should have on a brand new platinum blonde wig...God he loved the wig. It was the first time his drag looked the he wanted it too, the first time he'd felt confident enough to go out into the world as Ivanna. It was also the night he'd met Superfetch...
And speaking of Superfetch, the others were back on the topic of blackmail, it seemed. Brendon tried to pay attention. Someone, Brendan wasn't focused in enough to catch who, was trying to confirm that they were all being blackmailed. Brendan felt embarrassed, even just confirming that he was. He nodded his head and mumbled that he was. He knew just saying he was being blackmailed didn't give them all the details, but he still felt the heavy embarrassment. He kept getting close to forgetting it...
All of it was forgotten as he tuned back in again to find one of the others asking where Miguel had been, and pointing at something. Brendan looked.
Freshly dug dirt. And they were in a graveyard.
"Is that...?" Brendan said quietly.
Ugh. He hated this. It was scary. He didn't trust anyone except Millicent and she was a ways away. Would it be weird just to walk over to her now? He hesitated. He felt so alone. He stared at the ground. This was all so scary and he wanted to run. Despite everything that had happened with her, he started to wish Superfetch was there with him.