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Blitzkrieg said
This thread can get into some dark places if you read it the right way.


Yeah, I wish we weren't all dead.

I lost a lot of people to the world of the living. I have things to say, okay?

EDIT: I pliffed it. Ya see?

2EDIT: Oh geez.
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Darog the Badger God Kawaii on the streets Senpai in the sheets

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Person A
You were a bitch, and since I broke up with you, I've been the happiest since. Nice try with that Child Trap of yours, you made me realise just how fuckin crazy you were.

Person B
While I know you've gone now, I still love you dearly. You wre there for me at my most difficult times in my life, you helped me become less of an idiotic prick. I miss you with all of my heart, and if I could change anything, I'd bring you back. The best big sis a douche like me could've asked for.

Person C
I really don't know what to say to you, I honestly thought you changed. Nope! You quickly returned to your dumbass ways. Goodbye for good, you shat upon our relationship for the last time.
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I miss you. I hope you sleep well. Not sure why I'm saying this, though, dead friends tell no tales, after all. Guess it is just nice to get it off my chest is all, since it is a nice summer day, and you liked those.

Am I doing it right, or was that too dark?
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Brovo said
I miss you. I hope you sleep well. Not sure why I'm saying this, though, dead friends tell no tales, after all. Guess it is just nice to get it off my chest is all, since it is a nice summer day, and you liked those.Am I doing it right, or was that too dark?


You're doing it right.
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You're doing it right.


Well, if it means anything, sometimes I wish there was an afterlife just for certain types of people. You know the kind. The ones that willingly sacrifice their time and energy and love just to make your life better. For no more reason than just to see you smile. I still don't get it. Not really. There are still many things I don't get... But that person gave me a heart where I had nothing but contempt for people.

She didn't save my life, she wasn't my girlfriend or otherwise, she was simply a compassionate person with an endless amount of patience for wounded people like I was. For no reason at all. It still baffles me.

... And admittedly, on a nice sunshiny day, with clear blue skies, and a raven crying in the distance, I sometimes still think about her. It is strange. Delightful, nostalgic, a bit painful, but I revel in what little empathy I get to wield in remembering this person.
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I'm sure she had her reasons and she was a positive influence. Many of us go through life and wonder if we did anything to make such an impact and if any would remember if we were gone. You keep her in your heart, your memory, and most important you remember what she taught you.
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A.) I wish you'd come back. You are a terrific writer and I miss your friendship. We helped each other through tough times and had fun writing together. I understand you had to make a break, I know you struggled with your anxiety and everything else, I just wish you had not cut ties so completely. I know I have you on tumblr which I never use, but you said your goodbye and I won't go bothering you in hope that enough time has passed for you to feel better. There was nothing I did or said that caused this but I respect the fact you wanted to make a clean break. I just miss you and wonder if ever think about me.

B.) I wish you were here. I would give anything to have you back in our lives. Nothing we gained can even come close to filling what we lost. Death is so damn permanent. I love you and miss you, I wish I had asked more questions and learned more because I can't do that now. Especially for him, I wish you were still here.

Ugh. Damnit Awson...making me have feels here at work. Time to fix my makeup.
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Wow look at all of this information holy shit.
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1. You try to do the best that you can in the role that you have, but there is a massive and incredibly obvious obstacle keeping you from being the best that you can be, and you refuse to do anything about it. The obstacle has been there for so long that you've forgotten it's an obstacle—you've fooled yourself into thinking it's just a part of the scenery, or something unbreakable and immovable that you have to just deal with and work around. You're wrong, and until you realize that and destroy that obstacle, you're always going to be hugely flawed.

2. You're in with a bad crowd and you need to get out of it. I understand that you think you're missing out on life if your experiences aren't completely ruled by impulse, but the simple truth is that in trying to keep yourself from being restrained now, you're going to end up being restrained in a worse way than you'd ever thought imaginable later down the road.

3. I don't understand you any more. We barely talk and when we do, it's never about anything important. You're permanently in a bad mood, and as much as I wish I could help you, I can't. Whatever problems you have, you refuse to share them in meaningful detail, and it's created a black hole of subject matter that you shy away from talking about.

4. I don't even know what to say about you. We need to talk more, but you never have time.

5. You suck. You'd suck less if you talked less. Not just to me, but to everyone around you, too. Part of your problem (NOT the whole thing, you have MANY problems) is that you can't seem to go a minute without striking up a conversation. Just shut up and everyone's opinion of you will sky-rocket.
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Man I only give you a 9/10 you're pretty great but you didn't kill it.
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