AHeartlessNobody

You Gotta Get Up and TRY(Nightmare and Heartless)

Amelia was so used to being on her own. It had been that way for a long time, and really the only other person she had in her life was her sweet little girl. Lily. She was such a doll, and never once did Amelia ever regret having that beautiful little girl, even if her father had hurt her. Lily looked like James. Same brown hair. Same bright smile. But she had Amelia's blue eyes. Not only did she look like James, Lillian acted like him a lot too. She had the same light hearted personality(or at least, that was the personality he had had when she and James first got together) and gentleness to her, understanding when someone was hurt whether it be emotionally or physically. Amelia hadn't realized that about her young daughter until later, and had decided to try her best to hide those bad feelings from her daughter. She never wanted her daughter to share those horrible emotions and worries with her. All she wanted to see on that cute little face was the bright smile that she loved so much.

Humming lightly to herself, she cleaned off the write board from the day of teaching a class full of second graders, waiting for her daughter, who had just started pre-k that year, to come in the classroom. It was great to work in the school system, where she could keep an eye on her daughter and if anything bad happened she could get to her quickly. It made her feel much better as a parent. Putting down the board cleaner, she turned to look at her teaching assistant and best friend, "Ryan, where do you think our kids are? I hope they're not running the halls again. Last time they did that they bumped into Mr. Lanford. Boy was he mad when he dropped all those eggs for his science experiment." She laughed lightly at the memory. Mr. Lanford was the fifth grade's science teacher and a very grumpy man who Amelia believe hated children all together. Why he taught kids, she couldn't find a clue. but he seemed to dislike Amelia and Ryan's kids most of all.

Turning, she began to shift through papers on her desk, putting things into a neat pile, "Hey, do you want to get the kids together for a play date tomorrow? I'm sure they'd love the company. Lilly doesn't get much interaction time with other kids outside of school. We could have coffee or something. You could even bring that boyfriend of yours along if you wanted. Oh whats his name...Daniel was it? I'd love to finally meet this man you go on and on about." She teased her friend. While Amelia herself had no interest in finding a man at the moment, she was happy for her friend. At least someone was getting a happy ending.

As she sat at her desk, sorting through the paper's still, the pattering of two little children's feet came from down the hall and suddenly the two little children burst into the room, giggling, each running over to their own mother. Lilly jumped into her mother's lap, out of breath from running, yet still talking excitedly, "Momma! Momma! Can Ayden and I go outside to the play ground! PLEASE?! PLEASE?!"

Laughing Amelia held the little four year old in her arms, "There's my little Lily Pad. Slow down and catch your breath. Your asthma's going to act up if you don't."

The little girl, although obviously impatient to hear her mother's answer to the earlier question, did as she was told and took a moment to take deep breaths and calm herself before looking more calmly and pleadingly up at her mother, "Can we go now? Pleeeeeease?"

Smiling softly at her daughter, she nodded, "I suppose. But don't go running down the hall. We don't need another incident like the egg incident." She didn't see any problem with it. They could see the play ground from the class room window and the play ground was fenced. No one form outside the school could get in and the kids couldn't get out. The only way to get on the playground was through the school hallways. It was perfectly safe. She watched the two children run eagerly off, laughing, "Hey! I said no running!" Sighing with a shake of her head and a small smile she sat back in her chair, "Those two. Little trouble makers. Hopefully they'll grow out of that and we won't have to drag them out of wild parties when they're older. Or worse, drag them away from each other's rooms." She joked. The little boy and girl seemed to get along very well. It was really cute and she often joked with Ryan how they were just like a little boyfriend and girlfriend.

She continued to shuffle the papers, a smile on her face, "So, what do you say to that play date? We could have it at my place if you want."

You Gotta Get Up and TRY(Nightmare and Heartless)

Name: Amelia Carter
Age: 24
Occupation: Teacher
Children: A four year old daughter named Lillian(Lily for short)

Appearence:
When they dated in college

Now as a teacher

Other: She cares for her daughter deeply and shields the little girl from anything she thinks might cause her emotional damage. That includes anything having to do with her father.

♡Realistic Roleplay. Seeking Literate Writer for Male Character(or double up)♥

What I am looking for:
-A writer who is 18 and older(sorry, just makes me feel more comfortable) who can play both genders if needed(as even if your main character is male, there will still be some -side characters in this roleplay).
-An Advanced Rper(meaning three or more good paragraphs).
-Someone who can come up with their own ideas, as well as allow me to input my own.
-Someone who won't drop out after two or three posts.
-Someone really fun to work with. I like my rp partners to be my friends and enjoy making up plot twists just as much as I do. ☺

My Rules
-I perfer someone who can try to post at least once a day, hopefully more. Though if RL is being a hassle, no biggie. I know how that is, as I am a collge student and have a lot of work myself. But if you take longer than a week to post and do not contact me at all during that week to let me know what is going on, than I WILL drop the rp thinking you left me hanging(which will in turn put you on my 'black list'.
-If you loose interest, don't just say you're busy and can't post. I'm not stupid like you may think. I can see you posting in other rps -_- JUST LET ME KNOW! If you loose interest and let me know than maybe we can come up with ideas to liven the rp up. And if not, than we can drop it and start a new rp. I'm really easy going with it comes to these things because its likely, if you have lost interest than I probably have too. But if you say your busy and I see you posting mulitple times elsewhere or if you flat out just don't reply to my messages, again, this will get you on my 'blacklist'(I'm serious, I do have one).
-If you read these rules, follow these instructions; if you want to just play the male put 'football' as the subject of your message to me and if you want a double up put 'teacher's helper' as the subject.
-If I have never rped with you before please give me an example post or link my to one of your recent rps so I can see your writing style.
-If we double up, DO NOT make your female one of these 'all about me/look at me I'm so ugly, terrible, stupid and the world should revolve around me because I'm so pitiful' girls. PLEASE DON'T. NO. It is one of my major pet peeves. Give all your characters some depth. Don't make them a character who relies on everything the male does. Make them independent to think feel and do things without the approval of my characters.
-If we do a double up, I would like to see it where its just not two seperate rps put into one. This is not what I want. I want ALL the charcters interacting with one another. Even if it means the girls go out shopping and the guys go to bar(not that it will happen. Thats just an example XD). What I'm saying it I don't want the characters to be split off into pairs the WHOLE time.

Alright! Now on to the plot. I got the idea for this plot from the song Try by Pink.
-Please not this is not JUST romance. Yes there will of course be some romance, but I also want comedy, family moments, and drama please! Plot twists welcome :) -

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James had it all. He was the son of a big CEO for the company(big company of your choice. can be fake or real). With his father as CEO for this company, he never had to worry about anything. When he was ten, his parents divorced over his father cheating on his mother with a star model and his mother got custody over him. He moved with her to a small town, far away from the big city they had once lived in with his father. His father managed to get by without making any payments of child support thanks to his big lawyers, leaving Jame's mother to take care of him all by herself. She struggled for years financially, trying to support her son in a small one bedroom apartment, worrying that she would never be able to make a better life for her son. Jame was a senior in high school when all the stress and worry got to his mother. He found her dead in her bed after coming home from school one day. The doctor s claimed she had been overdosed with her anxiety medicine. When James checked he did indeed find the bottle empty, when she had just gotten it refilled days before.

It devastated James that his mother had been so overwhelmed that she would go to these lengths. He felt a pure hatred for his father at that moment. He wished the man would have been the one to die instead of his mother, after all, he was one who had been too selfish to help his ex-wife and his only child. And three months after his mother's death, his wish for his father to die came true. While on the way to a conference in Japan, his father's private plane crashed. Being his father's only child, and considering the fact his father had never remarried, everything his father owned belonged to James. A whole fortune, enough to keep the boy set for life.

But even when he was set for life, feeling the need to do something with himself, he decided he wanted to go to college(you can decide what Major you want him to have). He already had a football scholarship anyway, so he felt he should go ahead and use it. He began going to the local collage and it was there that he met Amelia Carter. She was a sweet innocent and pretty girl who had a strong sense of responsibility and a clear line of right and wrong with no grey in the middle. The two immediately hit it off and a relationship sparked between the two. They became close to one another, dating for a whole year.

Yet, a whole year changes people. James, although head over heels for these all around good girl, began to fall into the same trap his father had fallen into. He became popular. Being the football star of the school and a now very rich man, he began drifting away from the understanding young man he had once been. He started giving his girlfriend excuses as to why he couldn't go on dates or come eat lunch with her between classes. And though Amelia saw James's changes, she continued to try and break through to him. She made attempts to see him when ever she could and though even when they were together he almost completely ignored her, she still felt the need to try.

It a cold day in December when James gave Amelia the excuse he was sick and couldn't come to her house for the birthday dinner he had promised he would have with her for just the two of them. She tried to convince him that if he came she would take care of everything and all he would have to do was eat, but still, he said the snow and ice was too think to come anyway. When the call had ended, Amelia was very much disappointed, but then decided if he felt like he didn't want to come ot her house for dinner, that she would bring the dinner to him. Surely it would be the best surprise for him!

So, she made the dinner and happily drove through the ice and snow(which at this time was somewhat dangerous with the winter storm coming in). She finally made it to his house and knocked on the door. She didn't get an answer and so carefully walked in. After searching the down stair sand finding he wasn't there, she came to the conclusion he much be sleeping off the illness up stairs in his room. Only when she got upstairs, she heard soft noises coming from his room. Confused she walked into his room and when she saw broke her heart. James was in bed all right, but he wasn't alone. Dropping the food she had brought on the floor in shock, she saw him laying on top of a very well known cheerleader, both caught in the act. She didn't even give him time to try and explain. She sobbed and turned, running down the stairs and out of the house as fast as she could.

She had been so trusting. She had loved him with her all and never asking questions. She had thought he loved her too. And maybe he had at first. But it was clear to see this James was not the same James she had fallen in love with. The next day, she managed to catch him alone and confronted him. She had to know what he felt about her now. And as much as she wished he had said he had made a huge mistake and that the girl had seduced him, for the first time in a long time he spoke the cold hard truth to her. That she was pretty, but not pretty enough to be with him. That she wasn't popular enough, stupid, and worst of all that he didn't care about her anymore and had just been with her for the 'benefits'.

That day ended their relationship. James continued his carefree life of partying and sleeping with whoever he wanted to, while Amelia did her best to continue her hardworking school life, keeping her grades up and being the good girl she had always been. Only, her life didn't stay too calm for long. After being sick for a week straight, Amelia went to the doctor, only to find out news that turned her world upside down. She was pregnant. Confused on what she should do and scared about the whole situation, the first thing she did was try to call James. He completely ignored her phone calls and she refused to tell him this shocking news over voice mail. She continued to call and when she finally decided he wouldn't answer her calls, she tried to visit his house and even when he was home he wouldn't answer the door. He just thought her to be desperate and trying to get back with him and so he refused to have anything to do with her.

After many uncountable attempt to let him know what was going on, Amelia gave up on trying to get through to him. That day she decided she would just care for this baby on her own. And she really was on her own. James, though he had dated her for over a year, never learned about Amelia's past. She had always spoke about her 'family' but in reality that family had really been multiple Foster Homes. Her living in foster care for most of her life was what cause Amelia to strive in order to her best and be so responsible, and though it had made her a good person, she refused to give her baby up to the Foster system. She would just take care of it on her own.

She left the town she had been living in and transferred to a new college an hour's drive from her old one, staying in an apartment a few blocks from her new college. Months later, she gave birth to her child.

Years pass and Amelia graduated college the top student in her class. She becomes an elementary school teacher at a local school and strives to good for her child. She struggles to keep up with her bills, while not showing her stress in front of her child. She never wants him/her to see her dismay, not wishing to subject him/her to such worries and concerns. All she wants is for her child to be happy and does everything in her power to make sure that happens.

Only, her life is turned upside down once again when none other than James shows up at the school she teaches at(i have an idea to explain why he would be there so we shall discuss this). But, he soon realizes she's not the same naive and trusting Amelia he had fallen for in college. She's not one to trust so easily anymore, more so him. Yes he feels himself drawn to her now just as much as he had been when they first met freshman year in college. And when he finds out about the child that is undoubtedly his, he can't help but be taken back to his own life with his mother. Feeling guilt how he had all around turned into his father by not only cheating on Amelia, but also not taking care of his child when Amelia was clearly struggling to, he makes a promise to step up and become a better father than his own father had ever been, as well as to try and piece the broken and shielded girl's heart he had so easily and without care ripped apart years ago.

The only problem is Amelia is doing everything she can to keep the herself and the child away from James and keep life for she and her child the way its always been. Them against the world.

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Anyways, please pm me if you are interested.

Mira's Gone. It's Anna Now. (Heartless and Thinker)

Yeah same here with Anna XD thats why I want to add the organization.

We'll say two or three hours. That enough to add the police?

Saving Anna

Anna listened to him as he spoke. About how he was always awake now and couldn't sleep, very much unlike their hopes of it being a long peaceful sleep where nothing and no one could bother them. There had been times indeed where she thought about killing herself, in attempt to reach what she thought was a good long sleep, but she never did. She had always been so reluctant too because she didn't want to leave James behind all by himself. And now James was dead. The irony of it was something that hurt. But, at least he was here with her for now. Neither of them were alone just yet. They still had each other for the time being, and she hoped that it stayed that way for a long time.

When he pulled back, she was confused at his, having thought that he couldn't even touch her. Yet here he was touching her. She blinked in surprise and looked down at her arms to see the blood was gone and grew even more bewildered at this. She looked back at him. He had something to do with this. There was some connection between him and blood. If she had to make a guess, she would have to say somehow her blood(or any blood could for all she knew) had made him able to touch and feel. She looked between him and her arm for a moment before she turned and crawled out of the bed.

Moving toward her bag she picked it up and walked back to the bed, pouring its constants onto the comforter. Among the every day things was a small pocket knife. James had given it to her a few years ago after finding out she walked home from school(and after finding out how crazy her mother was). She picked up the knife and flipped it open, speaking as she drew a slightly deep cut into her arm next to the other now clean scratches, watching as blood oozed out from the fresh gash, "James, I think I know how to fix your 'ghostly' problem. I think...I think blood makes it so you can touch things." She set the knife down and held out her bleeding arm to him, "We won't know if its true until we test that theory." When he seemed hesitant she sighed, looking at him, "If you don't then I've cut myself for no reason James."

Anna's Secret

Anna was getting a little aggravated. The elevator was taking so long to come up to the floor and she was never a very patient person. She shifted her weight from one side to the other and in fixing the strap of her backpack suddenly couldn't remember if she had placed her essay for her college language arts class in her back pack or not. Turning slightly without taking her backpack fully off, she unzipped it and began rummaging through it and just as she sighed in relief, pulling the essay out to make sure all the pages were there, when the elevator doors opened and a boy came out very quickly, scaring her and making her jump and drop her papers, the lights above flickering ever so slightly but thankfully not busting. She took a deep breath and nervously bent down to pick up her papers, watching as he ran to his room and called for her to hold the elevator for him.

Once she had all the papers in hand, she put them in order and in a neat stack. She moved shyly into the elevator, brushing a stray strand of blond hair from her face as she stood there and had a hand on the opening of the doors to keep them from closing. Soon he was there in the elevator with her and she pressed the down button, letting the doors close. She glanced over at him for a moment, studying the relieved boy, as well as his handsome face, not even realizing she was staring at him until his eyes met hers for a split second, making her quickly avert her gaze to look straight ahead of her, that same all nervous look coming to her face once more.

She was more than relieved when the elevator dinged, signaling they were on the 1st floor. She quickly made her way out of the elevator, keeping her head down as she walked. It was a good thirty minute walk to the college and the slow elevator had already made her a few minutes off schedule. She quickened her pace a little as she walked out of the building and moved to walk down the sidewalk, going in the direction of the university.

Mira's Gone. It's Anna Now. (Heartless and Thinker)

Hey I am interested in that merfolk thing you posted, but because I'm so busy that might have to wait ;^^ Would you want to do it a week or two from now?
PS- was thinking of having some organization coming after Anna. What do you think?

Mira's Gone. It's Anna Now. (Heartless and Thinker)

Anna smiled softly up at him and sighed, nodding. He was right. She shouldn't be living in the past when she needed to leave it all behind. She kissed him once more, "Yeah. I guess you're right. Leave them be. Keep them dead. Don't let their lives get to me." She nodded in agreement when he told her to go to sleep. She was really tired, after all that driving. Sleeping would by far be the best thing for her right now. She looked around for the remote and picked it up, using it to turn the tv on before laying it next to him on the bed, "There, you're all set for the night Vin. Wake me up if anything happens, okay?" She said and with that, layed down and covered herself up before curling in a ball with her knees to her chest, just as she always did when she slept.

She didn't fall asleep immediately. It took a while of trying to relax, but finally she managed to drift off, into dreams that she didn't want to have. Dreams of her mother screaming horrid names at her and shoving her into that closet. Dreams of blood. Blood. Blood. And more blood. Blood being poured over she and Vincent. The blood of the victims her powers had taken. In her sleep, Anna began tossing and turning wildly before she shoot up, covering her mouth with her hand to muffles the screams that escaped her and when the screams stopped, she sobbed as she sat there, her breathing uneven and her eyes wide with fear.

She looked up at Vincent in front of her and cried softly, hugging herself to him, "Why do I keep having dreams about it Vincent? Its not fair. I just want to forget. And I can't. It just keeps coming back to haunt me all over again." She slowly wiped her tears from her eyes but right after more tears would just form, "How am I ever going to sleep when those memories just keep coming back?"

The Necklace

Kay. Just post when you can or let me know if you want to drop it and try another one.

Mira's Gone. It's Anna Now. (Heartless and Thinker)

Hey just letting you know school has been really busy. I'll post either today or tomorrow :)