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Recent Statuses

4 yrs ago
Woop! Shipden Peak RP has started. Can't freaking wait for this to unfold.
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4 yrs ago
The Witches of Shipden Peak RP is starting this week! I'm equally excited and nervous.
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Bio

💀 Welcome to this Hell Hole 💀
Also Known As
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Ben, Benji
(I'm a woman despite the odd name)


Age
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28 years


Birthday
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24 Feb


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Germany


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English, German

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Roleplay Preferences
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I mostly enjoy writing in the Casual section of the guild. Character development and exploring character relationships motivate me. I like to really think myself into my character and their view on others and the world around them which is why I prefer to stick to one character per roleplay. I love world-building but I am also easily overwhelmed with very detailed concepts I haven't been met with before. So you could say I love a decent amount of world-building and prefer original builds. Once everyone has settled, expanding that world and its concept is a great way to create more depth and keep me as a player hooked as I love to discover new things!

My favorite genre is and has always been fantasy. I guess you could say I love escapism to a point where I like to flee the mundane world entirely. I also feel drawn to sci-fi roleplays but I have noticed that those usually intimidate me. I feel like I am not adept at writing about technology and all that sci-fi goodness so I mostly just pine over how awesome some OOCs look and never apply to them.

When it comes to fantasy I feel right at home. For my mind, it is much easier to grasp magical concepts and worlds than sci-fi ones. As a result of this, all the worlds I write up (be it here as a GM or elsewhere) tend to be fantastical in one way or another. I especially enjoy adventure RPs and witch RPs. I like to see new magical systems and am always eager to learn more about the worlds I RP in.

Additionally, all my characters are queer, always. Since I am queer myself and can't imagine playing straight ^^


Latest Roleplays
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Although the days of witch hunts are long past us, life isn't roses. While the upcoming election is threatening witches with a potential anti-witch politician claiming the title of president, unrest is stirring in the corners of the world. A rise in threats has been detected - unnatural beings, magical beasts, and other supernatural phenomena pull media attention and feed directly into an anti-witch campaign.

The Death Knight's Squire (GM)
A D&D One-Shot. A group of adventurers is hired to find the missing grandson of a wealthy couple visiting the town. He was taken by a mysterious knight who rode his horse into the deadly woods nearby, taking the young boy with him. But the knight is not a simple man, he is said to be a resurrected ghostly figure forever in search for a squire, kidnapping young boys who never return home.

Wandering Topside [1x1]
The Cult of the Dragon has come to Phlan, a lawless refuge on the Moonsea. Now, with no significant authority to stop the cult, other power groups in the Realms – the Harpers, Order of the Gauntlet, Lords' Alliance, and even the Zhentarim – must unite to stop the cult from fulfilling its dark purpose in the city. Meanwhile, Rhana, a drow rogue with a questionable past, and Salissa, a dhampir bard with flair, find themselves somehow involved in this as they tackle different missions aimed at stopping the cult.


Other Places of Interest
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This is just my character archive. I have recently reorganized it. I made a whole new thread for it, moved the CS I wanted to keep for memories sake over and am now less ashamed to have people stumble upon my creations.

How To Run A Multi-Arc RP (by BlueSky44 and Morose)
Some helpful tips on running and organizing your roleplay and what to do when your story is concluded. This should help you when running a multi-arc roleplay. You will also find some tips on setting up an Interest Check and OOC here.


Quirks
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I always write my IC posts in gray due to finding the white color pretty straining on the eyes.
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Most Recent Posts

@SheriffLlama Yes indeed.


I assume they do not have anything in their pockets anymore though? Everything been removed?

@KahleenCuthald I am not a mermaid anymore. I am a Skymaid.


That's so cool! I love it. I wanna be a Skymaid too, sounds so great. Is there any way I could make you transform me into a Skymaid too?
Idk when I'll post *shrugs and flies off to neverland*


*blinks* Ariel can flyyyy? I thought she wished for legs... wow Ariel, I wanna know your dealer!
I'll post soon.
@Jinxer will there be a posting order ?
@KahleenCuthald If it helps, I can promise that won't be the case :) Provided that Myriam doesn't fuck with Stasya's head more than it already has been :)


I'm pretty excited to see everyone's intro post.


Don't worry, Myriam has no idea how to use her power at all. She doesn't even know she has a power lol. We can all be friends!! *pulls into group hug*
I'm weirdly nervous for this *hides in shell* ahh why do I feel like my poor character will have no friends and feel lonely lol
@Gonzo@Jinxer@Lillium THE GANG IS BACK

So, I just wanted to ask, will people be posting pictures in their posts because that seemed to be something popular in iwaku and I wasn't a fan of it.


Pictures?
@sakurasan I think in our little conversation group of 3 (you, Alycia and Penelope) it's your turn to make a post.

@ the GM
I have a little question. How long does the boat ride last until we reach our destination and will there be any layovers?
And where are we? Where did we all board the boat?
Myriam Riley Cassedy




Appearance
Myriam stands at 1, 53m / almost perfectly 5 feet and is therefor considered petite. She weights 55kg / ca. 121 lbs and has a sporty figure. She doesn't really have a lot of strength and does't show a lof of muscles, though her stomach is nicely toned. Her skin is not exactly pale, but stays a light white tone. She is rather to get sunburnt than catch a tan in summer.
Her hair is naturally blonde, but gets often mistaken for dyed due to her darker roots that make her seem to have naturally brown hair. Myriam's eyes are blue-green and though mostly being described as blue or green, the light can make them look beige-ish too at times.
Her breasts are a decent B cup and rather perky.

Age
18 years
Born on February 24, 1997

Gender
Female

Sexuality
Bisexual with a preference for girls

Likes
Animals
Dancing (and cheerleading)
Doing sports (especially ones involving a ball of any kind)
Books
Chess
Bright colors
The USA flag and the UK flag
Nature and all four seasons
Creative people (she is not creative herself)
Pizza!
Children
Riding the bike
Magic (she will not hear that it is not real!)

Dislikes
Loud sudden noises
Violence
Mean words
Being touched out of nowhere
Being left out or behind
Phoning or voice messages
Fights
Trump
Politics
Needles
Boxing (she considers it too violent)



Power
Mind Control
Myriam's power is easily described as mind control, although it is a lot more complicated than "I say jump, you ask how high". Her ability in using the power is so small, it's barely there. Her power has only unleashed once in her lifetime so far.

At the moment the only time she will be able to use it, is when in great, deeply fear. If she then uses her words to beg someone for something, it will most likely happen. Though the state of someone else doing as she says will only hold on for a few seconds, it might be enough to give her a chance to flee the situation that put her in such horror.

A downside of the power is that she has to be careful what words she uses. At the momental state it's not a necessity since she doesn't know how to use her power anyway. But once unleashed, her power works freely and cannot be blocked out. Meaning if she is angry and yells "fuck yourself", exactly that will happen. She will have to choose her words very wisely once her power breaks through completely. If she would tell someone to "just go and have fun", they will not stop having fun until either death comes along and reprieves them or the effect of the mind control will end (length of mind control effect will change over the time).

The power only works when her words reach the other person's ears directly. It does not work over any kind of speaker, telephone or through a thin wall or door, ect. However, given that she cannot control the power anyway, that is her least problem at the moment.



Personality
Myriam is a very kind person and was very open and happy until the incident happened. However, now her personality has changed. The following is how she is now, after the traumatising experience.

Myriam likes to stay quiet and observe instead of getting into the conversation herself. She doesn't like to be touched out of nowhere, she has to be able to see when someone wants to give her a hug or touch her arm or take her hand in order to prepare for the feeling. The girl is very scared of loud, sudden noises and will shrink together when hearing any unprepared loud noise.

She loves animals and little kids, always wanted to be a mother herself but now not so sure about anything anymore. Any animal is holy to her and she will not harm them, but rather take it outside the house if possible. She is not afraid of any kind of animal and would gladly own a pair of every animal on the planet - yes even the dangerous and toxic onces. The best way to her heart is probably over an animal.

History
Myriam Riley Cassedy grew up as an only child. She had a healthy social life, was doing alright in school and had fun at playing baseball and voleyball. She was a cheerleader in High School and looking forward to her graduation and college years. And then something changed her life completely.

At a dark, rainy night her father sneaked into her room and what happened had put her into a state of incredible fear and horror that had set free her power for the first and last time in her life. She screamed for him to stop several times and when his actions completely froze, she allowed herself to look at him. Horror was on his face as he couldn't move anymore. The girl pushed him off her, running for her dear life. She didn't understand what had happened and certainly did not know that she had forced him to do what she said.

Not wanting to talk about what had happened, she did not dare to go to one of her friends' houses. Especially since she was scared he'd show up there to collect her and bring her home. So she ran and ran until no more breath was in her, collapsed at a train station far away from home and fell asleep in a corner, too tired to make one single thought anymore.

The next time she woke up, she had no idea how much time had passed and if she slept a few hours or a few days - could have easily been both-, but she knew that she definitely did not fall asleep here. She found herself in the room.

Extra
She can handle a shotgun, but has never shot at anything living, only cans and glass bottles.

@KahleenCuthald Yes indeed.


Thank youuu! I'm actually excited for this.
Little questions.

Can our characters die in this RP?
Will ther be a story-guidance by the GM? You know like, "guards come around the corner and take you back to the room" or whatever?
When we do make actions, will we decide how they go out or the GM? Exmple, when I go "Myriam tries to break open a locked door", will I be able to say it works or doesn't or is that up to the GM?
Do we (IC and OOC) know where (country/city) we are?

I'm sorry for the questions. Not wanting to be a bother.
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