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I like edgy bullshit and wholesome content in equal spades. Characters are people, and should be treated with the same thought you'd treat a person in real life with. I like magical girls, fighter jets, and magical girls that are fighter jets, and also vampires.

Don't DM me just asking for RP. If you contact me, put some thought into it. I wouldn't normally put something like this in my bio, but seriously - if I don't know you, and you don't present me with anything to go on, how on earth would I know whether I'd even want to begin putting in the effort?

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"I meant what I said."




"I care about everyone, Michi. The Detention Club, the students here at school, all the people I go out and help every night, and you, too." She pitched her voice down to match, alighting on the ground and lowering her weapon. "No, bullying isn't okay. Yes, the Detention Club does bad things all the time. No, they don't actually get a pass on it. But, call me stupid or naiive or whatever, but I believe in the power of kindness. Do you think shouting at Suki for shoplifting is actually going to stop her? Is getting into a shouting match with Roche going to help her calm down?"

She let her rhetorical question hang in the air for just a second before continuing. "You're right, I shouldn't have assumed you would summon a giga miseria right here in school. I assumed that you wouldn't lay into everyone at the very first opportunity, but I was wrong about that, too, so I guess my intuition just isn't very good!" This last came out in an irate hiss. Hizuki took a steadying breath before she kept on. "I am grateful for you trying to give everyone a good day. I really am. But that doesn't mean you should be cruel when things don't work out as well as you hope. I don't care how much you want to destroy something, it's not right."
Forbidden Kingdom - Bamboo Forest -> Esaka’s Middle Tier

Yayama Yama, Big Band

Word Count: 2893 (+3)


Yayama watched the sun droop further toward the horizon. She'd poked around a bit after meeting Meidra, but it seemed most places she found had already been covered by the rest of their little adventuring squad. "Time to head back, I guess," she said aloud, to no one in particular. The lalafell trudged through the underbrush to where her mount from earlier had been left.

Thus ensued several minutes of pulling at something much larger than herself, and also quite heavy even for her. Eventually, though, she was able to free it of its photosynthetic prison. The frame was rather banged up, and if she had to guess, there was almost certainly something that had been knocked out of alignment from the roll and then crash. When she moved to start it, however, it reluctantly groaned to life once more. "Nice. I like this thing." Yayama gave the Chopper a pat as if it were a trusty chocobo, before wheeling it back the direction she'd come from originally.

It was getting late by the time she reached the city outskirts. She sent her vehicle back up, with a note apologizing to whoever ended up having to fix it after she made a quick tactical decision. The rest of the journey was made on foot, heading toward the establishment Pit found for the group.

Although Esaka was a big city, it seemed to lend itself to fortuitous encounters. When Pit volunteered over the Gold Team Seekers’ collective linkshell call to hunt down a suitable spot for the group’s evening rendezvous, Big Band had decided to walk his old friend Ileum back down through the Pools Tier to Lab 8. He’d half-jokingly explained his accompaniment away as wanting to make sure Ileum made it home safely, and also to ensure that he’d be able to find his way back to his new lodging without a guide later in the evening, but neither agent objected to simply spending a little more time in one another’s presence.

That meant that by the time Yayama returned to Esaka from the north, Band had already discovered that Pit’s chosen destination -Chanko House Edomon- was not in fact in the city’s Low Tier and that he needed to make his way back up to the Middle Tier at a minimum. Being plumb tuckered out from a day full of fighting and stomping up and down Esaka, though, Band was none too fast, and on her way to the restaurant the Gold Team’s newest recruit happened to catch up to him a few minutes away from the Low Tier’s northern lift.

She raised an arm to wave the distinctive investigator down. “Hey. Band, right?” She picked up her pace, closing the distance surprisingly quickly for her diminutive stature. “Today was productive on our end.” Yayama glanced over him. “You doing alright, though? Seems like you got a bit roughed up.”

Given how central Band’s head was in the huge iron lung that comprised most of his mechanical body, he needed to crane his neck a little to see the source of the familiar voice that greeted him. When he recognized Yayama he cracked a warm smile. “Hey there, li’l miss. You got that right.” Hopefully she didn’t take that the wrong way–almost every miss was little compared to Big Band. “Heh,” he chuckled. “You shoulda seen the other guy.” His jocular manner gave way to serious commentary rather quickly, though. “Actually, I was worse off earlier. Got my respirator sliced up by some beefy tiger. That thing ain’t got no business bein’ in bracket.”

After a weary shake of his head, the detective continued, chatting on as the two Seekers approached the lift and began to wait for it to descend. “Woulda been up the creek without a paddle if I didn’t get lucky and run into a couple old pals, not to mention a mad scientist. They fixed me up, even kitted me out with a couple upgrades. Used ‘em to knock the block off this dirty boxer they put me up against.” By now his nose wasn’t bleeding, but it still looked a little askew thanks to Balrog breaking it, which gave his wry smile extra character. “Asshole still got his licks in, though.” If nothing else, the experience made for a good story. The lift came to a rest in front of him, allowing the Seekers and a random passer-by to board.

“Good to hear. I’d have offered to help with that process if you weren’t alright.” She climbed into the lift without interrupting her conversation. “Not that what you’ve got going on is exactly my specialty, but I might’ve been able to hammer out some dents.” Yayama side-eyed the other passenger in the lift, figuring it probably wasn’t good to be too open with what she’d been up to all day with some unknown passerby right there. Or maybe her paranoia was just getting to her. You don’t even start, she thought preemptively. “Have you ever met a spirit by the name of Meidra, by the way? Curious sort, seems to be a big fan of moral dilemmas.”

Wondering if Yayama would be better at field repairs than Junior, whose main solution had been to bold extra bits of iron onto him, Band shook his head. “Doesn’t ring a bell.” His first thought was that Yayama was talking about someone in Esaka, but then he remembered what a number of his comrades had been up to: undermining G-Corp. The conundrum-happy entity she alluded to didn’t exactly gel with that mission, but if Band could count on anything, it was his allies getting into unexpected misadventures. “How’d things go on your end? You don’t seem banged up too bad.”

“A few people took some nasty hits. Anji in particular was in bad shape. I fixed him up, but told him to get to a real healer afterward.” She rapped a gauntleted hand against the oversized gorget crowning her cuirass. “This kept me from getting more than the occasional bruise. The kids did a lot of work before the other guys even got close, too.”

Her jaw somewhat abruptly cracked into a yawn. “Gods, I’ve been busy. And there’s more matches tomorrow. Hope yours are a little less brutal than today’s.” Her mouth curled in a rueful grin. “Probably gonna be less brutal than mine, at least.”

Band breathed in deep, then exhaled heavily. Then he found himself unable to suppress a yawn himself, infected by Yayama’s contagion. “...I sure hope so. But I bet it ain’t gettin’ any easier from here,” he groused. Like his companion he glanced at the citizen who occupied the lift with them, naturally suspicious, but the rotund, gray-bearded old dwarf seemed thoroughly uninterested in his fellow passengers, and more concerned with holding onto the railing with both hands to not stumble over in his drunken stupor.

Right now, Band felt plenty old and clumsy himself. “Guh…just thinkin’ about goin’ through today all over again, or worse, makes my head swim.” He squeezed his eyes closed, then shook his head. “Sure, I can throw a good punch, but at the end of the day I’m a gumshoe, not a prizefighter. Competin’ like this just ain’t my game. Dunno how much further I can go.” This sentiment didn’t stem from a lack of motivation or confidence; it wasn’t something a pep talk could fix, and Band wasn’t necessarily looking for one. It just felt prudent to let the others know so it wouldn’t be a surprise if he couldn’t clinch the win, and Yayama happened to be the first comrade he met.

“I understand the feeling.” She nodded. “Mind, I’m not exactly new to combat, and I’ve fought in tournaments before, but to be frank, I prefer my fights to be as unfair as possible. Fighting one-on-one isn’t my specialty in the slightest. I’ll see how far I can get, but to be completely honest, I wasn’t ready for the Heavenly Principles equalizing people. I win by taking more hits than anyone else can, but it seems like whatever entity runs this place isn’t a big fan of victory by attrition.”

Band nodded as his compatriot explained her own difficulties, turning toward the lift exit as the elevator began to slow down. “Guess I can’t complain too much, heh. Whatever the Principles is doin’, it ain’t done much to me.” From what little he’d observed so far, his best guess was that the Heavenly Principles endeavored to not just make fights fair, but to make things from elsewhere work like they did here. For people whose varied skillsets weren’t crafted with dueling in mind, that meant a lot of adjustments. “Sounds annoyin’,” he observed, reasoning that the Principles’ interference would require a lot of tedious self-rediscovery to make sure one’s abilities didn’t fail them in the heat of battle. As he and Yayama set off across one of the many wooden walkways of the Pools tier, the planks creaked beneath Band’s weight.

The lalafell eyed the flooring with concern, but figured that Esaka probably had heavier folks than Band that wandered through here without breaking anything. “It is,” she confirmed. “I can’t heal myself during these fights, and I swear people are hitting me from further away than they ought to be able to. Not to mention that most of my barriers don’t work, and a few of my techniques are just useless in a one-on-one anyways.” She shook her head. “But, I’m managing so far. At least on the fighting side of things. Still coming to terms with. . . you know.” Yayama waved a hand in a gesture that seemed to indicate everything around them. “Everything.”

That one word carried a lot of weight given the layers of the Seekers’ predicament, and being one for a lot longer hadn’t made the burden any lighter for Band. He gave a tired, empathetic nod. “Uh huh. It ain’t easy. Dunno if I’ll ever come to terms with it myself.” After rounding a corner, the two continued on a sturdy stone walkway. The sunset to the west was in full swing, close to finishing actually, and the water of the Pools glittered in its dying light. “Maybe we don’t have to. Maybe the impossibility...the unacceptability of what happened, how things are, can keep us movin’ forward. Settin’ one foot in front of the other, even if it’s hard.” Most detectives were analytical and dispassionate if not outright cynical, but Band was an exception. He cracked a self-aware smile. “Sorry. I romanticize stuff sometimes. When you got a soul full o’ jazz, it tends to find a way out.”

Yayama just gave a soft, sad smile back, slowing slightly as memories of happier times came to her at the sight of the sunset. “That’s what it comes down to in the end, isn’t it, though?” She glanced up at Band. “Just one more step. That’s all you have to do. One more step forward, and then again, and once more. For those we have lost, and for those we may yet save.” The dark knight chuckled, mostly to herself, as her eyes slid back toward the horizon. “Don’t worry, I’ve known the type before.” It wasn’t clear if she meant an actual acquaintance, or was simply referring to her own ability to wax poetic on occasion.

“You’re right, is what I’m really trying to say. That anguish, that all-consuming grief. . . you can’t throw it away. But you can’t drown in it, either. Walking that blade’s edge is basically what I’ve done for a living for the better part of a decade, even more than most.” She didn’t look away from the shadow at the edge of the vision that only she could see, feeling oddly serene at the moment.

Going to ramble on about the dark arts, are we? That won’t actually get you anywhere, unless you plan on teaching the extra-large tin can here about them.

“That’s not a bad idea, actually,” she said aloud, before pausing to look at Big Band directly. “You know, I could probably teach you the arts of the dark knights, if you wanted. It wouldn’t be easy for you, but something tells me it won’t be quite as fraught as my path.”

When Yayama stopped initially, Band had been about to say that it sounded like he didn’t need to worry about the lalafell staying the course. What she described sounded a little more soul-rending than what he’d been through, after all. Grief wasn’t something he’d grappled with, not really. He’d known agony, and at one point resigned himself to a grim fate, but he’d never questioned or struggled with him own nature. Whether a lone cop trying to shine bright amidst a sea of corruption, or a cyborg opposing the Skullgirls for humanity’s future, he’d always known exactly who he was.

The offer to train him as a Dark Knight took him by surprise. For one, knights were a little old-fashioned even for him, and that was saying something. Then again, mankind hadn’t advanced much in any way that mattered between the eras of partisans and tommy guns. Even if arms and armor weren’t Band’s style, the idea of a dark knight was cool enough to appeal to some long-forgotten juvenile part of his mind. Yayama did warn him that this path wouldn’t be easy. Nothing worth doing ever was, of course. But did she really think he had what it took?

“Hmm…”

On one hand, that old adage about old dogs and new tricks held some serious water. He was probably too stuck in his ways to learn a whole new discipline or fighting style, whatever dark knighthood entailed. On the other hand, being a dark knight -an edgy subversion of the classic knight in shining armor- also suggested a certain personality. By Yayama’s own admission her path had been ‘fraught’, a single word that contained almost as much subtext as ‘everything’ did earlier. At her past, he could not begin to guess. He did not generally contend with stuff like grief or doubt, but he’d been through his own sort of hell. The pain that he’d experienced was long past…but the scars it left were indelible.

Even now, righteous anger burned within him, rage at a system and society where leaders and lawmen alike abused others for selfish gain. If he hadn’t been beholden to Lab 8, he might have turned the strength they gave him toward vigilanteism. The temptation was there, even now, and his mission as a Seeker of Light muddied the waters even further. But…

When the word of law falls, pick it up and hold it higher.

Band had always clung to his principles, the lines he wasn’t willing to cross. They were all he truly had. He believed that if one fought fire with fire, the whole world would burn. That there was no such thing as a good man who did terrible things. Maybe he was thinking a little too symbolically, but if becoming a dark knight meant letting his inner darkness out, maybe that wasn’t the right choice.

Without realizing, he’d wound up on the lift to the Middle Tier with Yayama, and the elevator was already nearing the top. He’d been lost in thought for a while, and only just now did Band find his way out. He tore his gaze away from the last embers of the setting sun on the horizon, looked down at Yayama, and smiled. “I appreciate the offer. There’s a time, years ago, that I might’ve accepted. When I was broken, full to the brim o’ nothin’ but bitterness and pain. I’m still a little broken, I know, and I doubt that’s ever gonna change. But you got your path, and I got mine. Don’t mean one of us is wrong and the other right. We just are who we are. That’s all.”

The duo’s ride came to a stop for the second time. In front of them lay the Middle Tier, where Pit’s latest update confirmed Chanko House Edomon to be. Before setting off, Band raised an eyebrow at Yayama. “That said, if you got any tips for my fightin’ in the comin’ days, I’m all ears. Brass don’t corrode, and yet somehow I’m all rusty.”

Yayama just shrugged, the gesture causing no small amount of clattering from her pauldrons. “No offense taken. I’ve got plenty of battle wisdom that doesn’t involve channeling the powers of hate and love together, and it’s a hell of a lot less of a commitment. ‘Course, a lot of it is about fighting people bigger than you, or bigger than the average house, but most of it is pretty transferable. I know you’ve got your first principles down, but I’m gonna run through them anyways. . .”

The lalafell continued to chatter about various fighting techniques and foibles to avoid over the rest of the walk to the meetup, interspersed with the occasional anecdote demonstrating its usefulness. They largely revolved around ways to not instantly die when struck by a powerful attack, but she continually reassured him that they were more than useful in smaller-scale fights, right up until they reached their destination. “After you,” she said, pulling open the door.



"Thanks, Tsubomi."




Haruna blinked as the emotional riptide pulling her under suddenly abated, her mind turning glassy calm. She barely registered that Tsubomi had helped her before the dark girl winked away. She'd probably get swept up again later, but for now she was able to pull her thoughts in a useful direction. "She's right, Suki. I just didn't know, and neither did the others. I guess people only wanted to talk to one member of the Detention Club." She forced a smile, despite the situation. "I know it doesn't mean a whole lot to you, since. . . well, as far as I can tell, you aren't actually a big fan of me, but I do want to be your friend, you know. You can be a lot of fun to be around, and you care a lot about Tsubomi without expecting much of anything in return."

She glanced down. ". . . Honestly, I can't really deny what Michi said about me, not without thinking about it a whole lot more. Maybe it's selfish of me to always want to help the way I do. It doesn't really matter, though, because it's still not fair to say that I only hang out with you because I enjoy your suffering. I came here to help you and the rest of the club out, but I'm staying because, well, I think I'm finally starting to get along with you guys."

Haruna turned to Misoka, and gave the other girl a swift, apologetic bow. "I'd love to accept your offer to hang out, but I have something I need to do." With that, Haruna beelined for the nearest corner to duck around. She didn't even bother to make sure nobody was watching on the other side before transforming.




"That's enough."




Hizuki flew back around the corner, putting more effort into not shooting through a wall by accident than moving up to Michi quickly. "This needs to stop, now. Whatever you're doing, Miss Gate, it's gone too far. I'm not going to let you keep saying such horrible things to the club, and I'm definitely not letting you summon a giga miseria here of all places. So cut it out, because I don't want to have to make you stop. Please." Her expression was plaintive underneath her visor, even as she took a fairly threatening pose. "I'm sorry if I pushed you too hard to come here, but messing with everyone like this isn't right."
"Already prepared," Feanulde replied over the channel, having retreated to the safety of fiddling with her own suit after her stressful conversation earlier. She had to admit, the machine made her feel just a bit more in control of her life. The elf hadn't actually spoken to Silverwind yet about certain issues, however. She justified this to herself with the excuse that it would likely be more distracting than useful to know.

Speaking of distractions. Her mind was wandering away from her current task. Focus. She ran through the final steps of her startup checklist - largely brief checks on auxiliary sensors - before stepping forward. Despite her aversion to standing on the front line, she positioned herself just behind Silverwind. "Starting environmental scans. . . now." It never hurt anyone to have too much information about their surroundings, after all.
Feanulde's Loadout
"Stay between me and them, would you?"

Arm-Mounted Weapons:
Right: Utility Tool Pack
Left: 40mm Gun

Rear Waist:
Assault Rifle

Hips:
Right: 1x EMP grenade, 1x tear gas grenade
Left: Machine Pistol

Back Weapons:
Right: ECM/ECCM Pod
Left: Advanced Sensor Pod

Legs:
Right: 2x assault rifle magazines
Left: Combat Blade




"This is fine."




Suki was. . . probably not going to be fine, but it seemed like she wanted space. As much as the light girl wanted to help, it seemed like she was the absolute worst suited to the task when it came to Suki.

Really, it was starting to feel like specifying that last bit was pointless. She'd evidently done something to engender Michi's ire, despite her best efforts. Roche and Shuuko were probably going to hate her after this; after all, it'd been her insistence that brought Black Gate right up to the Club's vulnerable underbelly so she could tear into it, as she was doing now. There was a nonzero chance Rei chased her off for her meddling after this, assuming the Demon of Hibusa even cared enough about her existence to think about doing so.

Haruna glanced back at the club table for a moment. . . only to realize the absolute chaos that had erupted behind her. Furthermore, Kiyo - no, Evil Eye - had flown right up to Acid Drop, with a speed that made Haruna wonder how the dark girl hadn't clipped her on the way over. Right. The person she'd had to work the hardest to convince to trust Michi, who looked out for the Club while pretending she was just some sort of voyeur.

Normally, she probably would have worried about looking crazy in front of a mundane student. Right now, though? Who cared?

"No, I fucked up. This is all my fault."



"Oh. It's the consequences of my actions."




Haruna looked like she'd been shot in the aftermath of Michi's tirade. Was this. . . her fault? Had she pushed Michi too hard? Had she simply misjudged the dark girl? She'd seemed harmless enough, constant urge to destroy aside. Regardless, the point was that she'd now placed Suki, someone she'd been trying to improve the life of, in position to be emotionally backstabbed, whether it was her fault or not.

Worst of all, she couldn't keep her focus on Suki. They enjoy your suffering. That couldn't be true. Could it? Was it? Was she just using the club for her own selfish purposes? Was. . . was that why Suki seemed so averse to her, why the blood witch seemed to think she was a liar?

Maybe that was why she could never actually understand her family. She'd just wanted to please them because it fed her ego, because their praise would have propped up her failing self-esteem, regardless of whether it actually made them happy. Maybe that was the case.

"I. . ." She looked down at the ground, Haruna's bangs falling to obscure her face. "I'll. . . follow Suki." One didn't need Tsubomi's powers of empathy to see that, intentionally or not, Michi's words had cut her to the bone, questioning core aspects of her personality and outlook in a way she wasn't equipped to reply to. She turned as if she'd rusted in place, following after Suki as the latter slinked away.



"What."



"Uh, yeah, actually. Some stuff has come up, but I actually feel well-rested for once," she said to Acid Drop, absolutely not looking the part. A distraction soon presented itself from that conversation, however, as she felt a jarring shift in the cacophony of desires around her.

Haruna followed Suki over to the table, watching virtually every single non-magical student take out the supposed signs of Suki's secret admirer. "I really don't think 'why aren't any of you wearing ribbons' is the relevant question here, Suki," she said with a tone of slight admonishment. "Shouldn't we be asking why everyone else is wearing a ribbon? Something isn't right here."
The elf shot an angry glare at HB, and the muscles around her mouth worked as if to begin some kind of tirade, but the only word that came to her was a resentful "Yes." It was clear that she wanted to lash out at something, and the stoic Gennari before her made for a fairly easy target (as she knew HB would remain just that in the face of whatever abuse she heaped on them.) "Though there are equally many reasons to ensure such lists are kept up to date, primarily revolving around efficient allocation of computational resources and manpower." Feanulde folded her arms, moving her glare from her conversational partner to the ground.

"Perhaps I was simply arrogant. It would hardly be the first time I was accused of such a thing. Regardless, having Totality forces actively searching for me, specifically, is a serious obstacle to my own goals, nevermind the risks posed to greater operational security and viability." She glanced back up. "I will need to report this to the captain. Much as I am loath to disrupt whatever tenuous trust the Coalition has in me." The elf shook her head irritably as she spun to look up at the suit she'd been inspecting previously. "Of course, perhaps I'm much less intelligent that I believed I was, and this is already known and accounted for. It'd be quite fitting, I suppose."
Meidra’s Grove

Word Count: 1323 (+3)


Atop a tall, relatively narrow plateau in the bamboo canyon, an ethereal copse of weeping willow trees gently rustled in the temperate breeze. Its huge canopy of soft, leafy fronds glowed even as a vibrant orange dusk gathered on the horizon, that deep blue an enticingly unusual sight. Getting up there wasn’t exactly easy, but a skilled climber could find sufficient handholds and footholds on the rock, ascending one ledge at a time until she finally reached the elusive, ghostly glade.

Yayama wouldn’t have called herself an expert climber by any means; she largely avoided the issue for the most part via finding forms of transportation that could fly. However, as many of Etheirys’s more well-traveled residents had, she’d taken the challenge of climbing Kugane Tower. Her progress up the cliff was slow and profanity-riddled, but eventually she pulled herself to the top, dusting herself off after she ascended the final step.

No sooner had Yayama entered the grove than she found herself greeted by a languid, wispy specter. Unlike the curtain of willow leaves draped around her like a soothsayer’s tent, which leaned more toward the purple end of the color blue, her smoky, somewhat feminine form sported a greener hue that rendered her almost teal, especially the eyes that shone beneath Galeem’s sunset-red film. With a sleepy sigh, she floated downward. “Mmmmm, what summons me from my ethereal wanderings?” she asked, her voice noticeable for its ghostly reverb and moderate Irish accent.

Her eyes widened suddenly as she laid them on Yayama. “Moo-ZAHR!” she exclaimed, her curiosity aroused. “What manner of beast is this?”

Said “beast” raised an eyebrow, such that it was hardly visible under her hat. “A Lalafellin dark knight,” she answered, eyeing the odd spirit with her own interest. “Yayama of the Stalwart Sword, they call me. And you?”

“Mmmm…” Yayama’s new friend floated around her, examining her from all sides. “I, Meidra, seek the knowing. The truth of nature held within your arc.” She withdrew slightly and tented her hand. “I have questions, sweet beast. Answer them true, and your arc may be known, your eye, opened. And do choose wisely!” she added, a teasing look dawning over her spectral features. “Answer from your heart.”

The dark knight shrugged, falling into an idle pose with a hand on one hip. “Sounds easy enough.” Her heart was in conflict, but that didn’t mean she couldn’t answer a few questions. “Ask away, Meidra, and I’ll do my best to answer.”

“A powerful and determined warlord is about to set fire to a crowded ziggurat,” Meidra began. “You have his eldest son in your custody. You could stop the warlord by hurting his son, breaking his arm and threatening to do worse unless the warlord relents and gives himself up. Do your torture your hostage or trust the crowd to fend for itself in the fire?”

Yayama frowned, thinking on the question for a few moments. “In a situation like this, normally I would try to stop him by my own hand, or facilitate the evacuation. Failing that, I might try to deceive him into thinking I’d harmed his son. But, if I must choose. . . tormenting one person is worth saving many lives.” She nodded. “If it must be done, it must be done.”

Meidra seemed pleased. “Now, let me think…oh yes! Imagine your are the immortal empress, but the secret of your immortality, and that of all who pledge fealty to you, is gone. The Thaen is dead, and soon, all who are immortal will become mortal again. If you reveal this, you risk the loss of all your power. Do you tell your people the truth, or do you try to find another way?”

“I choose truth, obviously.” Her answer came quickly. “A ruler’s duty is to ensure the safety and happiness of her people, personal power and the nobility be damned. And I say this as someone who is, technically, in line for the throne.” Not that she ever had any intention of claiming that birthright. Not that it actually belongs to you, either.

Nodding sagaciously, the specter continued. “You preside over the trial of an innocent. Enemies of the accused have kidnapped your child and hold her hostage, saying that if you convict the accused, they will let your daughter go free. Do you convict the innocent or save your daughter’s life?”

Her mouth twisted. Unintentionally, the inquisitive spirit had slid a knife into a particularly soft spot in Yayama’s mind. “. . . I believe in justice. It’s wrong to allow an innocent to suffer on behalf of another. I’d do everything in my power to ensure that I righted my wrong. . . but I don’t think I could sacrifice my own child like that. I’m not strong enough.” She took a deep breath to steady herself in preparation for the next question.

“Interesting…” After another moment, Meidra posed another hypothetical. “Say your daughter was killed. The murderer is arrested, and after many years, they are sentenced to death. Before the sentence is carried out, they come to you and explain that they are truly sorry and ask for your forgiveness. Nothing you say will change their sentence or bring your daughter back. Do you forgive them?”

Yayama looked at the ground. “As much as I would want to strike them down. . . yes. I’ve seen firsthand -” Secondhand, actually “- what holding onto grudges does to a person. We have to let the past be the past.”

“Alright, one more!” Meidra seemed excited. “Two clans have warred for generations. Your matriarch calls for a battle of champions to bring a final end to the bloodshed, and you are chosen to fight. Your opponent is the eldest but weakest son of your enemy. He offers you no threat, and you best him easily, but you must slay him to end the war. Do you spare the scion of your family foe or kill him to end the war?”
She paused to think, but only briefly. “I spare him. If I killed him, it would only lay the foundation for a future, bloodier war, but showing compassion might mend the gap between the two clans for good.” Yayama nodded again, satisfied with her own response.

The reply intrigued her interviewer. “You’d be surprised how little I hear that choice!” Meidra clapped her hands together, delighted by her new friend’s participation. “Very well, sweet beast, you’ve chosen your path!” As her ethereal body shone, the glow of the weeping willow fronds seemed to swell as well, with some sort of vital energy flowing out from the tree and toward Yayama. It felt oddly soothing, fortifying, like a solitary soak in a natural-formed hot spring. “Your heart is true,” Meidra reported. “May the power of the Doe’s eye free you from your incarnate shackles.”



She wasn’t sure how to feel about that precise benediction - it sounded a bit like the kind of thing a certain shadowy organization of ancients might endorse - but Yayama elected to take it at face value. As far as she could tell, the spirit was harmless, and even helpful, judging by her newfound sense of vitality. “Thank you, Meidra.” She offered her an approximation of a curtsy (the gesture wasn’t really made for plate) in gratitude. “Was there anything else I could help you with?”

“Oh, you’ve done plenty!” The playful spirit turned and floated upside-down. “Go out into the world, experience new things, and make difficult decisions!”

She let out a small laugh. “That much, I can do.” Yayama turned back the way she’d come with a short wave of farewell. “Farewell, then.”
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