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Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

I have just been lying in bed all day crying and my mom just keeps saying it is gonna be alright and such but when I tell her about my other problems again she just keeps saying thats puberty which drives me mad. My steph dad just said with a straight face that it was my own fault for not doing anything all day. I can say I do that but the last week I have been stressing all over thr place to learn for 4 test of the hardest subject available in my school and he just can keep saying that to get over it. I have been fucked for my other subject which isnt retakable. Even though i only need 0.5 points more out of the 10. I have screwed up my retake out of all the stress and I had been sitting on school trying to find a solution with the teachers after having worked so hard for the low subject these 4 last weeks. Im done. I will see if they have a solution for me that isnt redo the whole year. If that doesnt work out ill try to convince my mom for a far away school on the other side of the country and if that cant be done either ill just maybe try to end it. It is a wuss way but bare with it. I all appreciate your concern but I dont see a reason to excist if my dreams can be crushed so easily like that.

Black Bullet: 20 years later

Some real life shit sorry

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

I dont know anymore... all the stress that has build up from my problems like panic attacks and such plus hearing that i failed this year at school just broke me today. I have been crying for about 4 hours now and Im just giving up on this point. I dont know if this week will be going any better but if it doesn't i might just cut my wrists or take whatever is in the bathroom drawer at once. Sorry for letting out my thoughts like this.

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

I'd ask why but from what I understand it's not that unusual. Personally, I don't find anything special about my own birthday, but ya know.

@Zarkun

my parents always celebrate birthdays but i just wanna continue my schedule of doing things

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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I'm glad we could come to an understanding.

<Snipped quote by Oblivion666>

The only one not treating this issue with proper seriousness or cordiality is you. Having disagreements and attempted to address them is not childishness; it is the very opposite. Fortunately, this particular problem has been resolved, and I won't need to bother you any longer.

@Lugubrious

should we still be doing a small collab on the a rank fight?

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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Duly acknowledged. So...is my solution good for you? Being a reserve, and guaranteed to switch in?

@Lugubrious

sure. not like I got anything else either way

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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And I believe you didn't. I don't know who's right, but there was tons of time for you to remind me, and now the chance is passed. My sincerest condolences.

Tell you what. I'll replace Owen with Thor in the reserves, and one of the FP wizards can get injured during the games and require substitution. Then Thor will get to play. We can say that during the two months, Thor was able to beat Xyster and become A-rank. That work for you?

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I was perfectly objective until you felt the need to characterize me. I was genuinely unaware of life's request. If you had a plan set in stone for about a month and just when it got started someone told you that you ignored them the whole time but didn't remind you, you wouldn't be full of sunshine and daisies either, I'll wager.

@Lugubrious

well it kinda went like. "I can play as npc for the magic games if anyone wants too. oh hell to it I'll just make a character that has more fighting. something something frenzy plant. Okay i'll join Frenzy plant(I wanna join frenzy plant) something something magic games and such blah blah blah"

-2 months later-

Long time ago just letting you show my side of the story. I don't feel the need to argue and im also not really in the mood to do so.

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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And I was supposed to guess this how? Gabriel wasn't meant to participate in the games, but he was entered in FP right about the same time. If you told me outright, you may have forgotten to use a [@mention].

The list of FP mages participating in the games has been up for weeks. If you had brought it up literally two days ago, you could have still gotten in, but now we've started.

@Lugubrious

...I believe I said it a month ago... Its not like I didn't say it

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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You didn't even ask.

@Lugubrious

...I did, that's why I made Thor

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

I thought Thor would be in the magic games...