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Hadn't updated this in a WHILE so I deleted it. I'm Ducksworth, or Duck, or Duckie. PM if you wanna know more, yeah?

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Levi Orienko

The sunlight was already sharp enough to sting. Dust lifted from the road each time a truck passed, hanging over the air like pale smoke. Levi let it drift over him in silence, content to listen to the rhythm of the street, the idle chatter of soldiers, the clatter of spent cartridges swept into piles, the smell of oil and mango leaves.

Bahram’s voice broke through it all, bright and careless as ever.

"Some of us have been tasked with giving humanitarian aid; food, water, medicine, blankets, and for the kids who had to endure war, toys and candy - I have a sample, if you want!"


The man reached into a blue plastic bag stamped with the UN logo and drew out a packet of Hershey’s. The color alone brought something old and unwanted to the surface. Chocolate.

He remembered the first one he’d ever eaten, stolen from a shelf in some nameless train station after his escape. His hands had been shaking, his stomach empty enough to ache. He’d devoured it whole and spent the next hours hunched and retching behind a wall, his body rejecting sweetness as if it were poison. He hadn’t touched chocolate since.

“It’s not poisoned, I promise!”


Levi’s lips twitched, a flicker of something that might have been humor.

“I believe you,” he said quietly, a slight chuckle escaping his lips. “But I will pass.” He paused. “I er… had my fill of it once.” He didn’t explain any further.

The street buzzed with heat again, and Levi’s gaze swept across it, calm, methodical. His eyes caught on a familiar figure at the far end of the road: black leather jacket, worn jeans, steady stride. The one he had seen through the paper bird’s eyes minutes ago.

When his concentration was broken, he nearly missed that Bahram had invited him to celebrate. He spoke a little too quickly, almost abruptly. “I have not celebrated New Year in a long time. I would like that.”

When the man approached and greeted them, with an easy tone and practiced friendliness, Levi was already still. Not tense, nor surprised, just… ready. The stranger’s eyes flicked between them, lingering long enough to study, not long enough to challenge. Levi met his gaze briefly, a simple acknowledgment, before replying.

"You look kinda young to be standing around here for. I'm guessing you got some masterly arms about you?"


The strangers opening about their Arms took Levi back a bit. It’s not like Noble Arms were so uncommon that people couldn’t make assumptions about who might have them, and true, Bahram and Levi being stood here, outside the town hall brought a level of attention that would give the man more information than he’d even need to assume they’d have them but it was an odd opening statement. At least, it was to Levi.

“Something like that.” Levi replied after a moment’s silence. He let the emptiness fill his words more than he said. And the answer worked for most situations.

Bahram had turned to a paper, voice lifting as he read headlines about rebellion and war, the kind of noise that never really stopped, no matter which flag you stood under, not that Levi had paid much attention to the state of the world or its events. He’d only been free for a short time and still didn’t understand, nor try to understand, world affairs. He simply smiled gently at Bahram and spoke gentler, his voice tinged with accent. “I did not, no. Is good news?”
Time blurred in the crawl between chambers. When the others slept, Aramis’ mind kept him up. His mind constantly running theories. The labyrinth didn’t care for his logic, but he measured it anyway, a stubborn defiance against the unknown. He spoke rarely, his voice becoming hoarse from disuse while he saved words for questions that might matter. None of the answers ever felt right, but the asking kept him steady.

By the time the corridor opened into the mirrored hall, his thoughts had narrowed to focus. The reflections made the room feel endless, each surface throwing the group’s shapes back a hundredfold. Silver-veined runes climbed the pillars like veins of light, pulsing faintly with their own rhythm.

Aramis stayed where he was, a few paces behind Evie and Locke. He didn’t trust this place enough to drift. But his eyes compulsively tracked the nearest pillar all the same, almost against his better judgement, squinting through the soft layer of dirt lingering on his lenses to follow the shapes of the etchings.

He adjusted his glasses, leaning just enough to catch the details, angles, intersections, and symmetry. Every line looked intentional. He breathed out slow, quiet enough not to break the medic’s negotiation. His lips moved soundlessly, tracing patterns, testing them against the web of arcane languages and glyphwork stored in his head. A thought surfaced, and he murmured under his breath, mostly to himself: “...Do I.. know you?”




I'm sorry to hear everything that is going on for you, @xaltwind, I've been hoping that you would be feeling better, or at least on the mend.

As for continuing the RP, I'm sure we'll find a way to continue with the RP as, as the others have said, I don't mind if someone wanted to take over as GM or if we continued GM-lessly. Normally I'd put my hand up to take the reins and continue on with GMing but I've got too many RPs on my plate right now to outright run one.
I do have a list for Vector! I'm so glad you included NSP in that list for the car thing. Thats incredible. I'll link mine when I'm on my pc/laptop next!
Hey now, that one Dad is doing his darndest and was a centre-back in High School. He knows his shit.

Edit: Also, I'm British and have no real idea what a centre-back is.
Vector followed in step as Bernard led them down the long carpeted hall. The others’ voices carried in easy rhythm, all of them light, human, and unburdened. The chatter bounced between the walls. The Knight’s armour clinked softly with each stride, and they all kept pace with measured calm. Their excitement filled the air like static, but one of Bernard’s earlier answers lingered in Vector’s mind. No pay. Volunteer work. He hadn’t thought of it until then, of course he hadn’t needed to. He’d never stopped to wonder what it would cost to live whilst being a hero. The thought of money, or the lack of it even, simply didn’t exist in his world. He could afford to risk himself for ideals because comfort, and even luxury, was already a guaranteed.

The question replayed in his memory, that faint hope, a man asking if he’d still be able to eat while saving others. Vector’s jaw tightened. He’d forgotten that some people fought because they had nothing else, that heroism wasn’t a privilege for everyone. It wasn’t guilt. It was logistics, and imbalance needed correction.

He lifted his right hand slightly, thumb brushing upward in a subtle, unnatural motion. The small sensor woven into the glove’s inner seam pulsed once against the web of his hand. Inside his aviators, faint text appeared, projected low across the lens, translucent, and invisible to anyone but him. He signed quickly with his fingers, the coded gestures compact and practiced. Each movement mapped to letters, a silent, efficient language he’d programmed himself to use without obvious movement.



HGS-3 Encrypted Channel: Hale... - connected.

Vector
Establish a discrete support fund.
Grants for low-income registered heroes.
Equipment, housing, stipends, etc

Hale
A charitable venture, sir?

Vector
Maintenance. Efficiency requires stability.
Keep it anonymous.

Hale
Initial allocation?

Vector
Two million. Renewable quarterly.
Talk details later. Out.

A faint confirmation blinked green on the inside of his lens, gone with a blink, the glass returned to black. To anyone watching, he’d merely adjusted his gloves.

He let the silence settle again as they walked. The others spoke freely, driven by enthusiasm and choice, people doing this because they wanted to. He envied that, in a quiet way he’d never admit; they fought for meaning whereas he fought for control.

The hallway opened into the registration chamber, bright and clean under flat white light. Five booths lined the walls, each humming with its own kind of promise. MAGI shimmered with crystals. DATA flickered with precision. SERAPH buzzed under sterile blue light. GIFT radiated warmth and pride. He watched the others drift, drawn by fascination, or maybe belonging. One bowed politely to the witch at MAGI. Another leaned close to inspect DATA’s robot attendant. The Knight hovered awkwardly, earnest and uncertain. They looked alive, and he envied that, too.

His path, by contrast, had always been narrow. He had no magic, no mutation, no real ability beyond harsh and unending training, and then just structure, a framework, built by himself to keep him from becoming what his father had designed him to be. He crossed the parquet floor in silence. When he reached the booth at the far end, the one with plain wood, gray walls, and a faintly humming terminal, he stopped. He sat his attaché neatly beside his leg and straightened.

“Vector,” he said. “I’m signing on for ELITE.”
Levi Orienko

The morning came with warmth and light, but Levi could still smell the old smoke clinging to the town’s edges, the kind that soaked into walls and the people alike. From the rooftop across the street, a paper bird perched lazily. It wasn’t big, no bigger than a sparrow, but its sight was his sight. The world below spread open through their tether.

’Two soldiers by the gate. One half-asleep. Patrol rotation every twelve minutes. Three civilians sweeping the street. One… no, two? volunteers headed this way.’

His bird drifted down and landed gently onto his shoulder, before becoming a curl of ash. It was a habit now, watching his position, his surroundings, who was coming and going, who might be a threat or a friend. He didn’t like being surprised. Not anymore.

Years ago, the people who took him had made a game of surprise — lights on and off, footsteps in the dark, voices that said horrible things in a language he had yet to master. At nine, he learned that fear sharpens everything. At fifteen, he learned it could also make you vanish. And now, at seventeen, he used both like a second language.

Levi walked the last few meters to the New Town Hall gates, shoulders squared, eyes hidden beneath his fringe. The pack on his back barely shifted. The town itself was strange. Too alive for the wreckage it wore. Mango trees still leaned over the streets, green and arrogant against the gray. Children’s laughter echoed somewhere distant, and for a second, Levi had to remind himself this was post-war. Peace always sounded wrong when you’d lived without it too long. He stopped near the steps, gaze scanning the soldiers before him. Trust wasn’t something anyone here had in abundance.

His name came from behind him, loud and clear enough to cut through the morning heat. He’d known it was coming before the echo reached him — his bird had spotted the man a block away, moving with that confident stride that didn’t belong in a place like this. Bahram Mainyu — hard to mistake. The man carried energy like a fire under his skin, the kind that drew people in without trying. Last time Levi had seen him was in Siberia, both of them knee-deep in the shit that reeked of diesel, gunpowder, and blood.

For a heartbeat, the memory flickered — Bahram’s laughter somewhere between gunfire, a flash of color against the white. Levi’s lip twitched, a slight flush appearing at his cheeks, something close to a smile but not quite. He didn’t call out, didn’t wave. Just watched as Bahram made his way closer, that same reckless ease radiating off him. Levi could almost hear the warmth in it, the familiarity. He wasn’t sure what to do with either.

He shifted slightly, gaze flicking past Bahram for a second — to the second figure further down the street. Black leather jacket, boots that spoke of travel. The man’s movements were calm, deliberate. Likely, another new arrival. Lubao was filling with strangers and ghosts, and Levi wasn’t sure which one he counted as.

He adjusted his pack, “...Guess we’ll be working together, again,” he murmured, voice low, words lost to the heat and the hum of the street.

Whatever awaited inside the Town Hall, orders, alliances, ghosts of old wars: it didn’t matter.

He was here, he was free, and for the first time in a long time, he’d chosen the direction himself.



Archer “Griff” Griffin

There was no surface. Only deep black and the slow pulse of something deep beneath it. Soundless. Endless. Heavy. Griff couldn’t tell if he was sinking or suspended; only that the black pressed against him from every direction, cold and absolute. It should’ve felt suffocating, but instead there was calm, the kind that came just before drowning. Then came the glint. Two faint embers in the dark. They floated before him, steady, patient. Watching.

Didn’t you want power?

The voice wasn’t a voice at all. It came from inside his ribs, resonating through the cage of his chest, deeper than bone.

You asked for strength, begged for it. You took it with both hands and you burned it all just as quick.

He tried to speak, but the deep filled his lungs. No words, only bubbles that rose and broke against the silence.

Now look at you, the darkness whispered. Small again. Fragile again, Weak! A waste of potential.

The embers flared, shifting to a molten red in the black, and for an instant they took shape — the faint outline of the gauntlets, warped and cracked, fading at the edges.

THUMP.

The light rippled. The black vibrated.

THUMP.

The second came harder, a sound that shattered the dream and tore through his body. The black peeled away, dragging his consciousness upward like a hook through his ribcage. Everything blurred, the heat, the noise, the light, and the surface broke around him. He gasped awake. Air slammed into his lungs. Cold, sterile, sharp. He coughed, a deep, rattling sound, and the motion sent knives of pain through his ribs. Every nerve flared at once. His shoulder burned like open fire; his chest ached with every breath.

White ceiling. Ceiling fan. The low hum of generators. The faint sting of antiseptic. He blinked hard, squeezing away the blurring water filling his vision. forcing his eyes to focus. The room around him was dim but steady, infirmary lights, a bed beneath him, bandages winding tight across his torso and shoulder. Someone had cleaned the blood off him. He could still feel the rough drag of gauze along raw skin. His clothes lay on the chair beside him, folded. He raised his hands. No gauntlets. No weight. Just the plain bracers around his forearms, inert, cold, almost too light now.

For a long while, he just breathed. Each inhale dragged through his teeth, rough but real. The world didn’t sway or explode. The walls didn’t scream. There was no gunfire, no smoke, no roar of Noble Arms tearing through air. Just the low, steady hum of life returning. His eyes wandered toward the small window. Morning light slipped through the blinds, pale and forgiving. It hurt to look at, but he didn’t stop. He remembered the wind. The fall. The moment everything broke.

He could’ve been dead. He should’ve been dead. Instead, he was here when many weren’t, by his hands. There was no doubt this time. He swung his legs over the side of the bed, the movement stiff and halting. His feet touched the cool floor, grounding him. For a second, he stayed there, hunched forward, hands on his knees, his breath rattling slowly through the quiet. No fire. No rage. Just pain. Just weight.
Jax - "Progress"


SCREEEEEEEEEEEEECH
SCREEEEEEEEEEEEECH

The sound of something heavy scraping metal echoed faintly through the Dullahan’s lower deck — another rearrangement. His quarters, a small, jury-rigged space just off the breaching bore, looked less like a cabin and more like the inside of a dismantled ordnance crate. A hammock swayed between two hand-welded hooks, half tangled in a mess of cables. The air smelled faintly of oil, and whatever powdery residue clung to his surface these days.

He was at it — again hauling his desk half a metre to the left, muttering to himself the entire time. “Better line for the light. Yep. Better line for the light.” The light hadn’t changed. It never changed. After ten days aboard, he’d memorized every flicker of it, every half-second blink of the wall strip that threatened to die but never did.

He stepped back, eyed the new layout, frowned, nodded — this time, surely, out of all of them, it was finally in the right spot. The process repeated in bursts: shoving, sighing, standing back to judge, as if the perfect configuration might suddenly make the room bigger, or maybe just different.

He stopped, hands on hips, staring around at the small Kingdom of Jax he’d built. Tools, components, scraps of wire, half-dismantled detonators — each of them had its place, or had once had a place before the last rearrangement, and the one before that. The desk itself was scavenged from discarded cargo parts or plating, with a dent in one corner that he used to crack open whatever needed cracking.

Jax exhaled through his nose and crouched, pulling a narrow box from under the desk. Inside were the makings of something definitely volatile: little jars of powdered compounds, pieces of wire, and one dented detonator housing. His fingers moved automatically, his eyes fixed on the desk that was already starting to irritate him all over again. He checked seals, tightened screws, scraped the residue from a spent charge with a thumbnail.

He wasn’t building anything in particular; he was just doing — Keeping the hands busy so the head wouldn’t start chewing on itself. “Bulkhead Fondue: Mark II,” he muttered, twisting a wire. “The Fondue-...ening?” He mulled for second. “Pfft, Nah.”

A faint spark jumped from a contact and fizzled out against the table’s surface, leaving a black kiss of burn on the metal. He didn’t even flinch. Just stared at it for a long second, then gave a slow, almost appreciative nod — a wide grin slowly forming on his face. The room smelled sharper now, like scorched copper and regret.

“Yes! That’s it!” He spat, dropping the concoction back into the box without a care, shooting up and grasping the desk once more.
SCREEEEEEEEEEEEECH
SCREEEEEEEEEEEEECH

Outside, The Dullahan’s lacking hum was a low reminder that they were still docked, the engines didn’t vibrate the hull like it should. It was bright and sickly outside — not that Jax could see much of it. He’d considered cutting a viewport into the bulkhead once, just to see the black, but even he had realised it was probably one of his “bad ideas” — the kind that people tended to “frown on.” So no, still stuck.

A whole moon below them, and he hadn’t even set foot on it. Not when there was potential out there: charges to set, things to blow apart properly. Instead, he was trapped in a box, rearranging smaller boxes, which probably had even smaller boxes packed inside.

He leaned back against the wall, running a hand over his face, smearing more than sweat across his brow. His reflection in the steel of one of the newer casings stared back — hair sticking up, eyes bloodshot, a faint smear of graphite across his cheek. He blinked, frowned, then glanced at the narrow box still open beside him. One of the contacts was smoking faintly.

From the corridor outside, there was a muffled pop. The sound was small, but sharp enough to make the lights bounce and flicker once before settling again. A faint haze began to curl out from under the door, carrying with it the acrid tang of burnt chemicals.

Inside, the air had turned grey. Smoke coiled lazily through the cramped space, settling on the cables and the hammock. Jax stood in the middle of it, blinking through the haze, flecks of soot peppering his hair and shoulders. He wiped a streak across his cheek with the back of his hand, leaving it darker than before.

“Huh,” he muttered, voice flat. “Good seal integrity.”

“Progressssss,” he hissed, shoulders dropping, tension leaving him like air from a punctured seal, and reached for his tools once again.

Heat climbed the bones of his shins; steam shouldered up from the pool and curled hard around his calves, warm enough to sting. It smelled like wet lime and vinegar under old stone, sharp, caustic, clean in a way that didn’t belong here. The fog kinked. It didn’t just thin; it kinked, like fabric snagging on a nail, and pulled back in a rough ring.

He almost laughed the air out of himself. A tight, startled sound punched his teeth. “It worked,” he told the glass grit pricking his palm, told the staff buzzing against his shoulder. “It actually…”

Silver cut the world in half.

A circle of motion where the mist had been, the scythe’s arc precise enough to make geometry jealous, and then the caster came apart as silently as he’d arrived. No speech. No curse. Just a body becoming water, sliding away between the carved faces and their endless tears. It was so clean it felt indecent, like a secret performed in public.

Aramis’ grin held a moment longer than it should have, then softened and tilted. He let it go. His draft had made a hole. Her steel had ended the fight. Those were different truths that lived beside each other without arguing.

The ring of clarity widened another pace on the back of the last bubbles. With it came everything his fog had been keeping from him: the medic half-kneeling, one hand sunk into the ruff of her dog to hold him back as bright ribbons spun off her forearm and hip; the armored rifleman dropping to one knee beside her, visor dead, real eyes bright and human and worried; the dwarf standing like a broken anvil, soaked, armor in tatters, chest heaving, still ready to swing at anything that dared breathe wrong.

He looked down at himself, sleeves damp to the elbow, lenses beaded with condensation, hands uncut. The steam hissed around his boots like a creature pleased with itself. The reaction ran well. The push was right. The secondary destabilization? Partial, at best. He replayed the chain without meaning to: hydration heat was adequate; expansion front reached maybe ten feet; but without a lattice to carry it, the effect broke on the first obstruction and eddied uselessly at the edges. The sorrow carrier still hung in the far air like smoke that refused to be a fire.

“Not enough,” he said softly, no self-reproach in it, just measurement. He could feel the numbers waiting for paper: less acetate next time; swap the primer for something wetter; stitch a mana frame through the vapor so it doesn’t lose cohesion when it meets resistance.

A movement dragged his attention back outward, the scythe-bearer straightening from a brief, private flinch, pale around the mouth as she rinsed the blood from her face. He looked away on purpose, gave her the grace of not seeing it, and wiped his own lenses with the heel of his wrist. When he looked again, the rifleman was already laying out bandage, the medic’s jaw set hard against the edges of pain she didn’t have a spare hand to acknowledge. The dog pressed close, torn between orders and instinct.

Aramis planted the butt of his staff and let it hum until the tremor left his fingers. Pride and relief came in the same breath, and in the next breath the scale of the room put its hand on his shoulder and nudged: you helped; they bled. Both were true.

He stepped once into the cleaner air his concoction had bought and let himself have the smallest smile, crooked, careful. “Good start. Next time, we will do it properly.”

He angled the staff across his body, the old student’s posture settling over him, eyes moving, mind already drafting margins. Phase support, not centerpiece. Keep the path open, keep the people breathing, give the blades and bullets a lane. The new passage yawned ahead, mist tugging from its throat like the breath of a sleeping beast.

Aramis tightened his grip, glanced once toward the scythe’s last glint, once toward the pair at the waterline, and found the center of himself again.

“Stronger.” he said, more about himself than anything else, pitched to no one and to all of them at once.
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