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9 mos ago
Current I'm tempted to say "I've lost better friends than you" to a lote of people lately. I'm not sure what I ever want to say to the better friends that I've lost, though.
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Twelve years ago, I said something on this website that continues to embarrassing me to this day. I was a stupid kid, like most, but I've never quite gotten the taste out of my mouth. Anyone who knew me at the time can tell you about it.

I love this website. I'm pretty sure my phylactery is stored wherever the webserver is and a significant chunk of me will just disappear when it ceases operation. Until then, it comforts me. I should go to the hardware store and paint my bedroom walls with the same soft, brownish grey that the background color has been for the last twelve years. Some of my friends can't wait for the site to go offline but I don't know of any other places that offer the same sense of community.

I'm an omni-gamer. I like board games, tabletop roleplaying games, admire tabletop war games, suck at riddles, and have an absurd library of video games. Survival horror is basically my favorite genre. Otherwise I'm a fan of esoteric, occult bullshit and punk rock. But disco's cool. Disco is what humanity sounds like when it chooses to be happy. Between you and I, I'd like to hope that the days of my life can sparkle like a disco ball, accreting like sparks from a grinder held up against the unwavering dark of deaths own shadow. Burn baby burn.

You and I, we're gonna die. We should be friends first, though. Write some checks we can't cash and make eachother smile. Make believe for a while.

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The Green Hornet
Yeah, it's describing light that he can't see. So I thought it'd neat if you couldn't see it. It's not dialogue
@Enarr is there possibly a lighter colour you can use for your posts? I can't even see the dialogue just where it should be.


You mean the tiny dark blue font? It's intentionally hard to read


Fogwell's Gym
Hell's Kitchen, New York


the rain pitter patter pitter patters as a rainstorm, a torrential downpour, the hardest weve had all year runsoff through the shoddy insulation around the windows

My lungs flap frivolously as I feel my bird chest exploding. For just a moment, I take a single breath, stretching for the rafters encased in darkness, save for the dim streetlight at the windows edge, before being whisked away by the rhythm of the bag’s shallow gasps. I know what I’m doing. I hear the sound of my own heavyweight hands jogging up and down every inch of faded yellow leather, sinking into the soft spots, my shoulder recoiling against the tougher clusters. But I can’t really picture it. I don’t know what it looks like to throw a punch firsthand. These greasy muscles of mine barely feel like my own. When I’m like this, it feels like I’m sitting on my own father’s shoulders, like I’m listening to him beat this thing down. And that’s how it’s always felt.

the rain pitter patter pitter patters as a semi truck rolls by as a pair of men are saturated in the curbside spray

Barreling forward, I grab the heap in a bear hug, feeling the five o'clock shadow on my neck scratch against the seam as all two hundred pounds of blind fury take it for a ride. I hear something inside the bag click and clap as I land behind it, the chain suspending it squealing like a schoolgirl. It doesn't matter. Nothing here matters. I'm here to hit it until one of us collapses and all I have to keep myself off the ground are my own two feet. As the minutes roll on, I taste the air that I've already exhaled. My shoes don't hug the mat the same way they did before it was covered in sweat.

the rain pitter patter pitter patters as a defeated man stomps in soggy sneakers when hed rather be at home

And then I slip. It's been happening more lately. I'm not the young buck I was when I started. There's no wise old janitor around to beat me until I get back on my feet. No stupid old fool to tell me to stop hitting the bags and start hitting the books. I hit the ground. And I remember that this extremely used body isn't my father's. I never saw him this tired. Then I'm up again. Panting and drinking liter after liter waiting for my head to stop feeling lighter.

the rain pitter patter pitter patters an old man swears as ssssstip the rain clips and creeps in through the front door

"Excuse me, Mister Matthew Murdock," said a quivering voice, that of an experienced career criminal, "I apologize for the disturbance." Keys, loose change, a cell phone. No gun in his pocket.

"The gym's closed, Turk. Or did somebody leave the lights on for me? I never can tell," I lied, and the slumbering halogen bulbs declined to buzz a word to the contrary.

"I know, sir. I have something important for you. Mr. Fisk said you'd be here."

"Huh, well isn't that interesting. I appreciate the gesture but the anniversary of my first time refusing to represent him isn't until next week."

"No, nothing like that, Mr. Murdock. He says he has something he needs you to look after."

"Mr. Barrett, your employer seems either to have confused me for someone else or has misconstrued the nature of our relationship for one more amicable. I'd imagine that's a troublesome habit in his line of work, not that I'm alleging he is presently anything more than a paragon of civility."

"He said you'd say something like that. But I'm gonna plead the fifth here and let your keepsake speak for itself." He turns his back, "Take care of yourself Mr Murdock."

the rain pitter patter pitter patters against the glass as a younger mans feet fall against the floor

When the door shuts, I hear the yawn of a much slighter man, higher pitched and pubescent. By now, I've caught my breath. I've underestimated Turk before and it made for what arguably might be the worst day of my life. Arguably. Somehow I suspect that the time when I was nine years old, blind, impoverished and constantly physically bullied was probably technically the best time in my life. So, now standing upright, dismissing my exhaustion, I slink over to the newcomer.

"Hello there, and who might you be?" I ask, catching a whiff of cologne.

"Samuel Fisk?" he asked, youthfully, over notes of sea breeze and raspberry, probably too much raspberry. "My grandpa says you're family?"

"And your grandfather is Wilson Fisk?"

"Yes, sir. He said I could stay with you since his apartments were in upheaval. I'd hate to intrude," his voice cracked. "I'm sure he could get me a hotel until my parents can pick me up."

"Samuel, as far as I know, Mr. Fisk and I have no blood relation but I'd hate to think that he'd have anything less than your best interests at heart. I know Vanessa's passing crushed him and I'd hate to add to that. Don't worry. There's no need to get a hotel. You can stay in my apartment. I don't have a television or anything but I'm sure we can sort this out and have you taken care of." My jaw tingles when I taste a note of thyme. Then it hits me. It's the cheap cologne that the Fixer used to wear: Alessandro Della Cucina, defender of the people of the kitchen. Message received.


Matt's Apartment
Hell's Kitchen, New York


"You're pretty strong, Mister Murdock but Turk says you're a lawyer. If you weren't blind, do you think you'd be a boxer?"

"Maybe, who knows? I might be a lot of things. I've never really thought about it," I say as we cross the threshold into my apartment. "Make yourself at home. What's mine is yours, just as long as you remember to put things back where you got them. I might look smart with these glasses but they're just for looks. I could never cut it as a detective."

"Thank you, Mister Murdock. Have you had dinner yet? I can cook you something if you'd like."

"I'm alright, Samuel, really. I appreciate the offer but don't worry about me. I'll likely be busy for the rest of the evening trying to get in touch with your grandfather. Do you have any idea what actually happened this evening or what your original plans were?"

"Well, I've been spending the week at grandfather's penthouse and decided to go to see a game but halfway through, Mister Barrett arrived with grandfather's handkerchief, telling me that I had to go stay with a relative because his properties were in upheaval. He took my cell phone, broke it, and walked me down to the gym where you were practicing for the last hour. I don't know what's happening with my grandfather but I'm every bit as concerned as you are."

I'd say that the first order of business is to get in contact with Samuel's parents but if he's with me, a "relative", then I'm fairly confident in assuming that they've been compromised. The ball's in my court. I don't know what's happening but I'm going to find out. I get the feeling that this is no time for phone calls or paperwork. Look out Wilson, here comes Daredevil.



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Honestly, I always thought the JLU version was a straight upgrade from this one.



This suits JLU better than the original theme. The first two seasons of Justice League are slower and more widescreen cinematic while Unlimited is a lot zippier. While I truly love rock music, I get goosebumps listening to the original
I'm gonna go out on a limb and guess that it's probably in the best interest of the Roleplayerguild not to have this in our news section. Hate to narc but....
That Wonder Woman theme is probably the most ear-catching thing I've heard that's come out of the DCEU and that includes this piece. I don't think I'll ever forget it. Easy top ten superhero score pieces for me of all time.


You are correct. I occasionally listen to the Nolan film Hans Zimmer stuff but that riff, even though it hit me as kinda out of place, is easily the best thing DC has going in musically in the live actions films. Maybe it's out of place because it's actually very good, I'm not certain

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For all of the multitude of issues that the DCEU/Snyderverse may have in terms of writing and tone, I think people sleep on how goddamn fantastic the scores are.


Probably because I haven't really rewatched them all that much. Those are good, yes. Perhaps I ought to give them a touch more credit.

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Additionally I feel like as good as all Batman themes are, this remains one of the most underrated:



Duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuude, good choice, Roman. Batman in general has really great music but that's the theme from the show that I grew up watching, so it's got a special place in my heart.



I also go out of my way to listen to this tune, though
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