@King Tai
I feel like if I were happy it'd have a worse effect than if I were upset to begin with. That's just me though
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(I obviously can't say for sure, but, honestly? No. I've sort of already used my understanding of psychology to put myself through the mind state of how I'd handle each possible outcome and what they would feel like. I guess you could say I've reflected on each possibility, so whatever I find out, I've already dealt with it.)
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(Pretty much. There's as much chance that it was just a tragic accident, but there was a lot of unanswered questions and unusual details, including how he acted the nights before according to a few people. I've just resolved myself to the fact that I'll never know. It's really not healthy dwelling on it, and I did that for too long already.)
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{Well yeah, I think I've got a lot of strong personality traits besides just my resiliency, but if it hadn't been for my willpower, I wouldn't be alive today to use those other traits. As for unanswered questions, well... I'll put it bluntly. There's a good chance my dad was either murdered or committed suicide, despite the fact that I just said it was a house fire. A lot of different factors create these possibilities, which I'll only go into if you actually want me to. Serious business for a spam topic, isn't it?)
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(It's alright. Happened in a house fire while I was on a camp of sorts (one of the rare times I actually went out and did something), so it was a messy situation too, and honestly I have a lot of unanswered questions involving it all, some which are pretty heavy, but, like you said, I recover in my own way. Honestly, I'm nothing if I'm not resilient. I'm quite confident nothing can actually do me in, which is why I'm always making jokes that I'll survive the apocalypse. Anyway, yeah, I definitely recommend avoiding medications unless they're basically essential to preventing your life from ending.)
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(Yeah, I never would've taken those meds willingly. I was essentially forced to, and once I finally stopped taking them in secret it more or less resulted in my decision to eventually leave school (a few other reasons made me decide too, but not relevant). They kept trying to make me take them afterwards, until I moved in with my dad (my parents divorced when I was 7, and dad died shortly after I turned 17), and he got me off them completely since he always hated what they were doing to me. Since then it's more or less been a long journey just recovering from it all on my own terms, and it's even why I initially started RPing. You could make the argument I never would've met any of you, or my fiancé, had it not been those experiences, and I overcame them all, so I don't really regret anything, but I definitely don't trust the mental health district as a result of it all.)
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