@RaijinslayerSayatachi could see the rage boiling up in Argus' veins. Maybe she shouldn't have been too pushy. After all, he's nothing more than a stranger. Surely he wouldn't reveal such information to her. But then again, it could actually form a friendly bond. All she's playing is, in technical sense, a counselor, with he being her patient. It was unintentional of course, but that's what basically is going on at this time. However...
"But then again . . . maybe that wouldn't be so bad." Argus spoke absent-mindedly, his eyes focusing on his drink as he did so with a firey intensity.
"In fact, why should I even go back to the damn guild in the first place. They probably don't want me there anyway, I'm just their damn responsibility. *tch* I'm as much a prisoner as Isla, now that I think about it, held there by a will that is not my own."The flamboyant female raised an eyebrow at this statement. She was going to ask something until her patient sighed as he let his head fall to the table. An invisible drop of sweat comes from Sayatachi as she wonders what's going on.
"He didn't even notice he talked his thought aloud?" she wondered to herself.
After what can be argued as an awkward silence, his anger began to rapidly decrease as he finally answers Sayatachi's question himself, awake and aware.
"My issue is that I'm a damn menace, or that's how it feels like at least."It grabs her Majesty's attention as she stays silent and begins to listen to what he has to say.
"I've tried for five years to help people with my magic, but unless it has to do with fighting and killing, it usually ends in disaster. I've no self-control, hardly any self-worth, and now I feel like a second hand citizen in the guild I joined cause I've yet to receive the damn mark. . . *haah* Damn, I'm a real baby aren't I, whining about a stupid mark."Sayatachi lets out an almost inaudible "Hmm", until Argus' head had shot up as he'd spoken, indignation and resentment lacing his words as he glared at the woman that sat across from him, before he fell back down into his depressive state from before, swirling the water in his mug endlessly as he felt the weight of his emotions weigh down on him. That made a little jump in the lady on the inside, but alas she still kept calm.
"I'm probably making a big deal out of nothing, really, cause I'm sure their are reasons but . . . I don't know, I just don't feel any of that supposed camaraderie amongst most of the members I've met. In fact, I'm pretty sure two of them hate my guts by now, and the rest are either wary of me, or don't trust me as far as they can throw. But given the circumstances, I shouldn't blame them, and yet I can't help but turn all of my anger towards them. In the end, i just end up feeling like crap . . . and I've chosen to burden a random stranger I just met with all this baggage."Argus' head fell to the table again with a solid thunk as he realized what he'd done, and feeling even worse because of it. Sayatachi was then going to say something else until he interrupted her briefly.
"If you want to leave, please do. Don't feel obligated to listen to me anymore than you have, it isn't fair of me to burden you with my issues and what not."A small pause came in between the both of them. That was when the Rainbow Majesty finally began to speak.
"Leave?" she asks first,
"Why should I leave? I asked what was going on with you and you answered it. From my understanding, you seem to be having a bit of an issue blending in with the guild your in. That's simply natural for someone to be this way... Tell me. What guild do you happen to be in? Not all guilds are created equal, with some being more stressful or demanding than others.
@hatakekuro"Shit, give me a heart attack why don't you?" Nolan says with a jump.
Yup, he's still scared of women alright. Of course that's nothing more than logic anyways. He pulled the blanket up to hide his almost bare torso.
"Blood lust and rage. That's what happened."Samir would rub her chin as she listened to that statement.
"What exactly?" the Archer asked curiously,
"Facing a girl perhaps?"That was of course a joke, but still, she wondered who he fought.
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