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22 days ago
Current First writing contest after my hiatus went well. Now to start planning the next. Keep an eye on the sidebar!
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3 mos ago
*blinks* how long did I sleep?
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12 mos ago
Away from home until the end of July.
2 yrs ago
Away from home between October 26th and November 10th. Contests will return when I'm back home!
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2 yrs ago
Don't forget to vote in the writing contest! The link is in the sidebar <3
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Hello everyone. I'm Dutch, a mother of a 12-year old boy and I love both rp-ing and writing.

I've been writing and roleplaying in Dutch and English since 2002. I joined the RolePlayer Guild in 2014 and since May 2020 I'm one of the contests mods.

There are times I don't have much creative energy and will be silent for a while, but in the very least I will try to keep the writing contests going.

If I haven't replied in a while, feel free to poke me. Genuinly, I sometimes need reminders that you are waiting for a reply. I don't ghost on purpose, I promise. Time is just a weird thing sometimes, and if something happened 3 days ago, 3 weeks ago or 3 months ago can feel pretty much the same and I often don't realize how much time passed since my last reply. And if I read your reply and accidentally closed the tab there is a good chance I might forget I was supposed to reply because I lost the visual reminder T_T

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Benjamin frowned as Dia told him what happened. Not that he understood why Ari had turned into a wisp because of the medication, but that wasn't important. Headache or not, he had to go check on Ray now.
"Let's go," was all he said to Dia as he went to Ray's room instead of his own.

Once he reached it, he opened the door and stepped inside. "Ray?" he asked as his eyes settled on her.




It didn't take Marc long to find the book he wanted and he returned with a book called West of Eden, a sci-fi novel. He flipped pages until he was about at 3/4 of the book and flashed a smile. "It's not the first time I picked up this book when I come here," he said. "When I have an early shift I often stop here and unwind from a stressful day at work. I love my job, but it's not always easy, is it?"
Finally decided on a first name \o/

Took me long enough XD
Benjamin looked at all the blood. He didn't even know how to begin helping Steph. Obviously she needed help with all the wounds, but where did he have to begin with taking care of her? "If a human did this, I'd rather not hang out with them," he said gently and he walked to the window. IF he wanted to properly assess the damage to her and her room, he needed more light, so he moved to open the curtains.
"Steph, please tell me what happened," he said as his hand grabbed the fabric to pull the curtains open.

Mike had looked at the ghostly images of the culprits. He knew them by face only; while he did recognise them he didn't think he had talked with them before. He turned to look at Harriet as she crouched down next to him.
"I know," he said. "This just hit too close to home." He turned his attention on the slurs on the door again. "I'm not the best person for revenge, but we should have a word with them. And report this to the boss. Even if Steph is a demon, she shouldn't be treated like this."




"Yeah, you can call me Alastair," Morrison said as he helped Jase get Carl from the car. He held Carl on one side so Jase could support him on the other side and together they could go to the base.
The infirmary was located on ground level and it had its own entrance on the side of the building. "Let's go," he said, stepping to the left side of the building.
"Another Mew?" Penalopy gasped. "No, no, no! That wouldn't be Niccia! I don't want that!" She turned invisible and floated away, towards the forest.
James jumped up when he saw her disappear from view. "Miss Penalopy, wait!" he said as he quickly went in the direction he thought she had left in.

Andy listened to the two legendaries; it sounded like Arceus wasn't part much of his creation. Watching Varina poke her head into Gavin had to be one of the weirdest things he had ever seen. The nauseous look afterwards wasn't a surprise.
"Thanks Varina," he said and he put a hand on Gavin's shoulder. "Do you want to get a drink? They have a water dispenser in the Pokémon Center and if that is not sufficient, I know places where they sell something stronger too."

Mindy looked at the dress Niccia was holding when she moved her tail across the fabric. "You have to try it on," she encouraged Niccia. "I think you would look so pretty in it." She pulled out a dress with yellow and purple flowers "What do you think of this?"

You, tormenting Gavin? Impossible.
"But Celebi first~" Penalopy chimed. "I couldn't play air-tag with Mew, I want to play with Celebi now~"
She thought about the times she and Niccia had played together. They had so much fun. "When will she take her normal form again?" Penalopy asked. "You think she'll come back after her human dies? Humans don't live that long, a hundred years tops."

Lytse didn't want to think about the end of life, but a hundred years sounded like a long time. He wasn't even sure how long the average Pokémon lived. At least he knew they could easily live for 30 years, weren't Andy's pokémon with him for that long already? Ghost types obviously would live longer, weren't they already dead? All the thoughts made his little head hurt and he lay down, closing his eyes.

Andy listened as the two Legendary Pokémon talked to each other about the situation. "Then you should talk to the big boss when you can," he said to them. "I intend to stay close to Michael for the foreseeable future." He looked at Varina. "What is your thought about the Ultra-Beasts? Did you hear Darkrai mention them when you were there?"

The woman behind the counter nodded. "We do, actually," she said. "We have it in blue, green, pink and orange. They are over there." She pointed to a rack close to Mindy, who was looking at the dresses two racks away.
Mike and Benjamin watched how Steph opened the door and Benjamin stepped to the door.
"Don't judge," Mike quickly said. "And don't make this about you."

Benjamin nodded to that and stepped through the door. His eyes needed a moment to adjust to the dark room, but he soon saw Steph. And he saw the blood on her head.
"I'll take my chances," he said as he approached her. A part of him wanted to say how worried she had made him, but he recalled Mike saying he shouldn't make this about him. And he agreed, what good would it do to give her guilt on top of everything else? He took a clean handkerchief from his pocket as he walked towards her and crouched down near her. He gently wiped away some of the blood when he noticed where it came from and he folded it up to wrap it around the horn.
He wanted to ask 'what did you do?' but he decided that sounded too judgmental and it placed the blame on her. "What happened?" he asked her.

As Benjamin entered the room, Mike sat down, leaning his back on the opposite wall. He closed his eyes and rested his head against the wall too.




Morrison exited the car too and walked around to help Jase with Carl. "How about we let the medics decide that?" he asked, standing behind Jase and looking into the car. "We're taking you to the infirmary, like it or not."
From what he could see, Carl was not fine.
"Right," Benjamin said as he rubbed his forehead. "I'm getting a massive headache, let's go to my room. I think it's best staff doesn't see you. It won't take them long to figure out you are not a registered patient or member of the staff." He started going in the direction of his room. "How were things with Ray?"




Somewhere with just the two of them? That would be... at his home. It was too fast to invite her there, but Marc kept it as an idea for another date. A movie-date at his place. He could live with that. "You're probably right, I'm the sure the psychiatrist would have organised something like that already if she thought it was beneficial for the patients." He turned to examine the books behind him. "I'm going to go over and pick one," he said. "I'll be back soon."
Benjamin stared at the door as he listened to Steph's words and he turned to Mike when she was finished. "What happened?"

"She came to me," Mike began the explanation, "because she wanted to talk and she said she didn't know how to convince she was good. Before I could say anything Stuart joined us and demanded her to release you from her influence and then he reminded me that Succubi are masters of manipulation and deception. When Steph turned to me again she ended with the question if I thought she was a monster. I told her I didn't, but that she is a demon. And that I was worried about you, because Succubi are known to be dangerous and I hadn't seen any evidence about a good one yet. That's when she left."

"Damn..." At least he understood where all this came from now, but Benjamin didn't like what he had heard. "What do we do?" he asked as he looked at Mike, who remained silent. "What do I do? You've been through this, what can I do?"

"You can try telling her you love her and that she didn't manipulate you, but she won't believe that," he said softly, with his back to the door, so Steph would most likely not hear it. "Her own depressing thoughts sound more truthful than what any of us can say and there is no arguing against that dark voice in her head. Just be there for her, don't try to convince her with words, show you care with actions. And don't leave her locked up in her room. It's an echo-chamber now. She will only get more convinced she is right and get more depressed and might try to harm herself or try... to end it." He choked up and looked away.

"Are you okay?" Benjamin asked.

"Of course not," Mike replied. "I almost lost my girlfriend this way." He turned to Harriet. "I'd try to break through the door if it was me, because I know what my girlfried would do if she was left alone in a state like this, but I don't know Steph that well and I don't know what works best for her. And since I'm part of the problem, I can't help anyway. It's up to you two."

Benjamin turned to Harriet. "Do we barge in?" he asked her.




Agent Morrison looked at Jase and thought about the question. This was not something to take lightly. "I can only tell them what I saw during this mission: that you were in control of yourself and that I wasn't in any danger. And if they want me to extrapolate and assess your level of threat, I'd place you at a low-level threat in the level-4 beast category. You're too strong to be classed as a lower level beast." As he said it he realised Jase probably wouldn't like being called a beast, but he couldn't help it those were the official terms for creatures like him. "I mean, no offence," he added, "but that is how I would have to report it."

"The beasts?" Lytse asked. "If you're talking about the legendary Beast Trio we already did. Raikou stole Missy, Michael's Poocheyna," he added the clarification for the Pokémon that hadn't met her yet, "And me and Michael went after her. That's where the two Arcanines learned the are really descendants of two of them." He lowered his voice. "And now it looks like they are hunted because of that."

Penalopy listened to Lytse with an open mouth. "That is so exciting~" she said as she made a looping in the air. "Maybe they are still close then!" She looked at Gavin and the others too. "They are awfully serious though, maybe I should..."
"Maybe they want to talk amongst themselves," James quickly interrupted her. After all, only Gavin had been called to join Andy and Frosiien and if they had wanted to include her they would have called for her.

"So we can agree that is bad, although it's just a theory right now," Andy said. "The question is: what can we do to protect Niccia and Michael. She will still be Darkrai's main focus, right?"

Mindy looked through the window and pointed to one of the yellow and blue dress and a red dress with blue flowers "They have such cute dresses here. That yellow dress would look so good on you if they have one with pink instead of blue. Let's go see if we can find one!"
She entered the store and started browsing the clothing racks to see what they could find.
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