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    1. Loony 11 yrs ago

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6 yrs ago
Current Remember my joke theory about how the world ended in 2012 and each subsequent year has just been a layer by layer descent into hell? It feels less and less like a joke each year.
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6 yrs ago
Bro it's so weird thinking I was 15 when I joined here. I'm turning 21 in March. Time is a scam.
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MISERY ABOUNDS! WE WILL NOT HEAL.

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Kids seem to like me and I (mostly) like kids as well, it's just that there's no way in hell I can trust myself around them, which is why I can't ever have a career centered around them nor have them myself, both also being things I don't desire as well as things I could never trust myself with. Especially not the latter. Never. I can definitely see you as the motherly type, though, and think you'd be a good mother from what I have seen from you.

There are various reasons as to why I couldn't be a psychologist or social worker, but ye. Anyways, whatever we both do happen to do in the future Akaya, I just hope it works out well for us and those around us.

@Akayaofthemoon We've got way too many elementary and high school teachers in Ontario (and Canada in general minus Nunavut) but I don't think I could even handle teaching kids or god forbid teenagers anyways. Plus I'm very scared that I'd end up really hurting a kid due to my own childhood upbringing, because I'm already starting to notice lapses around kids. It's quite terrible really and it's definitely something I need to work on, but yeah, never around kids. Especially young kids. Won't ever adopt kids either. Dear god I would never wish any kid to find themselves under my care as a parent completely responsible for their being. Never ever ever. Seriously, never.

Psychology is something I've considered as well as being a social worker but after further research on the careers I'm not sure that's what I want either. Being a professor (most likely in some social science but also possibly in a language or 'science' science field) is the closest fit I can find other than writing (which I definitely still need work on especially since I've been holding off writing for a while now and thought of maybe taking up roleplaying again to sort of get the feel back) but it's incredibly hard to make a living off writing, so that's something I kind of have to do on the side. I wish there was some magical way to figure out what was right for us but unfortunately there isn't.
@Akayaofthemoon Of course you is loved silly Akaya~
@Akayaofthemoon *huggles* I love you too~

@Guardian Angel Haruki@Akayaofthemoon Think of it this way I'm planning on dooming myself to an eternity of school until I am taken away by the kind hands of Death so...Nah. XD
@Akayaofthemoon

*Represses urge to bring up Mothy songs and make references to a 'gift' after realising that Aquamarine and Margarita and the 'gift' 'sleeping poison' ankjhbrkdjbgfdk*
@Saarebas Aww, sorry to hear about summer ending for you. School doesn't start for me until the 8th but then again our school years end later than that of 'Muricans, but either way, still sucks. And I'm doing well, need to watch over the brother and cousins for a bit and make sure the house doesn't burn down but I'm good.
<Snipped quote by Guardian Angel Haruki>

Sleep. HUDURRRHH


You CANNOT say no to this *shot*
@Raijinslayer Also Raijin, I'm sorry, but you are not exempt from being adorable. You can be manly as hell but you're still adorable. You all are. > W <
@Kronshi Not quite yet (sorta have to deal with cooking and stuff right now), but I will be soon. We're finally going to get this thing done!
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