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Dear Mr Curly,
I have done little travelling lately because I have been so dreadfully weary. Can it be true as the old Ecclesiastes said; that all things lead to weariness? Surely not. Perhaps the opposite is true: that all nothings lead to weariness. I have a peculiar feeling, Curly, that I am worn out from something I haven't yet done and the more I don't do it, the more exhausted I become. How strange. Could it be something I haven't realised? Perhaps it's something I haven't said? Something I haven't finished! It must be very large and true whatever it is and a lively struggle in the doing but I look forward to it immensely. I know I need it. First, however, I must curl up in my chair and sleep deeply with the duck. Perhaps I'll dream of this thing and wake up refreshed and do it. My fond wishes to you Mr. Curly, and to all Curly Flat.
Yours sleepily,
Vasco Pyjama
xxx
P.S. Not having breakfast can make you weary. That's for sure!
Michael Leunig. The Curly Pyjama Letters.

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Marod threw a look at Lunise and quickly moved back to Meesei. He paused.

"...It will take a spot of getting used to," he decided. "I have stared down Wrothgarian Orcs before with both success and failure. However...perhaps not in your case, though I can still see a certain beastly instinct behind the eyes of most other transformed lycans. I cannot say I am certain I shall be leapt upon at any moment. When not transformed, though, I have found lycans more than agreeable enough." Marod tilted his head to one side. He kept an eye on Meesei's movements, even if he was practically at his mercy at this distance. "What of you, Lunise?" He asked.

"I have enough experience with lycanthropes," Lunise answered dismissively. "Comfort is not my job here, though they have long since left the realms of influencing my comfort."



Sabine closed her eyes and nodded. She and Ri'kalesh made their way back to the feast. A melancholic cloud in Sabine's mind regretted that she had no means of taking back Rhajul's actions and their painful effect on Ri'kalesh. Regardless, she could trust Ri'kalesh. It was a small comfort that he would not be striking for Rhajul's neck any time soon.

While walking back to her seat, Sabine caught Ri'vashi's eye. She would talk to her next, hopefully with better formed words. But she first desired to check on Rhajul. Something had made her curious since the start of the feast.

She did not sit down, instead opting to place a hand on Do'rhajul's large shoulder. "Is all well here?" She asked, leaning forward. "Is Yerig here?"
Rhazii had a defiance on his face that told Meesei that he knew exactly what she pulled him aside for. He did not keep eye contact and purposely maintained a scowl as if preparing for Meesei to reprimand him. Upon being told they would speak later, Rhazii betrayed a little surprise in his eyes, but kept his acknowledgement brief. He went back to the table to converse with Kaj-Julan to keep him from being lonely around all the adults.

Meanwhile, Marod and Lunise took the time to network. Anyone who knew the pair could tell that Marod was the one insisting on both introducing Lunise to the Cyrodilic clan delegates and himself to the Aldmeri delegates in turn. Cordial receptions showed that no love was lost across the borders for some. But for most of the clan leaders -- the ones more attached to the lycan community than any nationalism or other loyalty -- they were well received. The drinks certainly kept interactions agreeable.



There were a few lycans who transformed during the feast to wrestle or otherwise cause mischief. There were no cases of losing control, thankfully. The only ones transformed were the kind who were at the utmost harmony with their other sides. The sight was at first uncomfortable for Marod and Lunise, but they trusted the relaxed response of everyone around them until they were all but inured.

It was for this reason that Marod walked into the city square confused. He peered around with his hands on his hips and one eyebrow raised. This was as opposed to Lunise trailing behind him, who spotted Meesei nearly immediately against the wall. Lunise clasped her hands at her front and lifted her chin.

"Was she still back at the feast?" Marod asked. "I thought she left a short time ago..." He followed Lunise's eyes and finally processed Meesei's transformed bulk.

Lunise called across the square. "Were your last little meetings productive, champion?"

Marod's eyes bulged as Meesei stood to her feet. He rapidly caught himself, blinking, clearing his throat, and resuming his usual diplomat's smile. To his credit, he did not so much as flinch as Meesei closed the last few steps between them.



"If it is within my power," Sabine said with more confidence this time. "I will see that it happens."

Sabine stood up and looked over at Do'rhajul as Ri'kalesh was. She returned to facing Ri'kalesh after a moment of wiping her eyes dry. "Is there anything you wanted to say to him?"
Pertinent note: Following complaints of over-representation of Australian Convict Scum in the GM team, I shall be participating in a cultural exchange program. Starting this Thursday, I am moving to the US on a working visa for...well, who knows how long. Probably a couple of years at least.

The good news is that US collaborators may have an easier time working alongside me soon. I'll even be getting familiar with your economically backwards tipping system, dodging your corn syrup, and wading like a synchronised swimmer between your high-decibel political factions!

The bad news is that I'll be busy while getting settled in, not to mention posting around a full time job. Those waiting for a PM about the Xos showdown may have to wait a little while for me to get my arse into gear.

Anyway, if anyone is in the Pacific North-West, I might even inadvertently see you!

Wish me luck, everyone!
So, full disclosure, that previous plane was a weekend trip to my grandparents' wedding anniversary. I'm getting on another plane on Thursday (your Wednesday) and that one is taking me to the USA.

Suffice it to say, I may be a bit less active in the coming days. I start work on the following Monday but I'll be doing other bureaucratic nonsense as I get settled in.

Wish me luck!
Marod poked out his lower lip, trying to think of what the problem would be. "Well, if you need me to attend hunts, I would be honoured. I have not hunted for too long."

In response, Lunise rolled her eyes. "Even if lycans hunted like your brightly dressed nobles on horses, Marod, do you honestly believe that is all to be said about living in this place?"

"Lunise," he said with a grin elongating her name to calm mollify her. "I was merely taking on some humour. I long ago learnt that my sense of humour is not to your taste, it does not mean I shall leave it out to dry like a tanned hide."

"Your humour has the stench of a freshly tanned hide, Marod," Lunise shot back.

"Bahaha!" he guffawed. "Is that what it took to show your own humour?" He gave up and waved dismissively. "Oh, never mind. Where do we start, champion?"



Ri'kalesh's response was some measure of relief for Sabine. However, she was not sure if it gave her comfort. She looked ahead and down at the ground. Her tears made her eyelids sticky as she blinked.

"You are right," she said quietly. "It was not any of my pack he killed. Nor my clan. Nothing is going to erase those actions."

Sabine trailed off for a moment.

"What you are offering, it is hard for anyone to do that. Even for a debt." Sabine covered one eye with her palm and leant her elbow on her knee. "You are kind, Ri'kalesh. You are the kindest person I now know. You are not...praising me like I am a hero for this. Or...or treating me like some enlightened saviour." She half-laughed into a sob and sniffed. "It has not been long but I think I appreciate being treated like I am capable of mistakes again."

She stopped to breath and speak more evenly. "Some day, Rhajul will have to answer for his crimes. I know I cannot hide him or protect him forever. I just want his justice to be more meaningful than someone's vengeance. I want to make it right. His crimes will not be forgotten but neither will whatever else he does. Even if you do not agree with me now, giving me this chance is...very kind, Ri'kalesh. I am grateful. Very grateful. If it means as much to you, whatever debt you believe you owe me is more than paid."
"Hm," Marod sounded positively. "I am sure you will soon have regular access to the Legate General once he has marshalled and set up camp in the cavern." He raised his hands and pulled in his chin, taking on a more frank voice. "But far be it from me to stay at home and let the commanders break down relations on the first day! If you continue to have the means of quick transport, Meesei, I would be best suited basing myself right here in this Silent City for as long as you need me."

Lunise had taken the time to tuck her letter into the front of her dress. She answered with her usual relaxed frown. "I will need to return to obtain an answer from the government. Not to mention to impress the reality of the situation on anyone who decides not to take this seriously." She angled her head forward. "But there will inevitably be some middling officers who need me to straighten them up if they find themselves too proud for joint operations. I will be staying here once Dominion soldiers move in."



"Do'rhajul and Yerig were the only ones that refused to participate in my torture," Sabine continued as if by no choice of her own. "Yerig was spending the time reading through the notes in secret. I could see Do'rhajul. He hated it all. The others enjoyed it. He hated it." Sabine blinked hard. "When Yerig emerged, he called them all the real monsters. He showed Do'rhajul the notes. Arinette claimed it was forged. Do'rhajul recognised the handwriting and demanded Arinette explain herself. An argument started. Do'rhajul had been lied to about our goals. When they were distracted, that was when I..." Her mouth hung open for a moment. "...Pulled at the stake they put through my hands until it went right through. Fell onto Arinette. Paralysed her. Took her staff. Used the magic in the staff to push away the others. I shouted, I wanted Do'rhajul to read the notes properly. Then they turned on him and Yerig. I..."

Trying to get the whole story out at once before she tripped over herself failed. Sabine's remaining breath shot out all at once and she threw her head forward onto her hand.

"Ri'kalesh..." she said with a suddenly strained voice. "I am telling you this because at that moment, I held Arinette's life in my hands. I nearly...did something horrible to her. More horrible than anyone has ever done. I hated her so much." Her hand already flooded with suppressed tears in the space of moments. "What she did to me. How she almost killed Meesei. How she...wanted to kill all of us. I hated her. I told her what I was going to do. Her eyes...She was terrified. And then I was terrified. I realised my very beast spirit was cowering. The last time that happened, I was a child in a silver cage hoping I would die because none of the cures my captors made were working." She stopped to keep herself from sobbing and sucked in a breath through her teeth. "I realised if I killed her, if I took my revenge, I would become her. I would keep killing everyone. I was terrified. I refused. I made them all unconscious, leaving Do'rhajul. Yerig had been killed by a lightning spell from Arinette but I started his heart again."

Sabine lowered her hand, letting her tears fall from the tip of her nose. "You probably do not care so much about all of that," she conceded with a blocked nose. "Well...Do'rhajul surrendered. I did not know what to do. I was still too scared of what I could have done. So...I just found a place to sit down with a warm cloak and...drank water. He thought I was going to kill him. Do'rhajul went quiet. Yerig tried to talk to me. He explained that Do'rhajul had just broken his pact with Vile by going against Arinette. His soul was forfeit but he knew there was no salvation after what he had done. Do'rhajul was honourable and...crushed with guilt by what he had just found out. He lost his wife, his daughter, his career, and everyone he loved when he was turned. That's how they were able to lie to him. By offering him his old life back, even if they never intended to give it back. And so they lied to him that we were monsters that wanted to eat the world. I wanted him to see justice but I could not kill him because of what happened with Arinette. I did not want to take revenge. I would be just as bad as her. I did not want others to take revenge either or else they would just make the suffering continue forever. So when he put himself at my mercy, I decided to force him to help me release the souls Vile stole."

Lifting her reddened eyes and teary face, Sabine locked eyes with Ri'kalesh. "I want the suffering to stop. I want the hatred to stop. Killing him will not do that. Killing him is hollow. Making this right is more important. No more revenge. Those are my reasons."

Sabine wished she could have expressed herself as clearly as she did when she convinced Do'rhajul that she was done with revenge. All she could give at this point was just honesty.
The letterhead of the unfolded papers Meesei held lacked no opulence of its origin. Gold leaf and red trimmed its top and the brightness of the paper told of great quality in comparison to the stationary she was used to. The writing, just like the address at its front, was expertly scribed.

To Meesei, reigning Champion of Hircine as Daedric Prince of the Wild Hunt, leader of the lycanthrope communities within Cyrodiil and beyond,

The last time Tamriel found itself breached through the gates by Daedric interlopers, they struck at a time of weakness. I am sure you are aware of the Oblivion Crisis and the hair's breadth with which it left the entire world to save itself. Tales of heroism aside, the interregnum that followed left a pure stain that reverberates on to this day. The empire was fractured. Like strips of flesh, previously loyal peoples were torn away. Let it be known that Cyrodiil shall not allow such a cataclysm to occur again should it have any power to do so.

After corroborating the veracity of your discoveries regarding the cults of Clavicus Vile, their plans, and their actions, I have concluded that the Empire of Cyrodiil is to intervene in your counter-operation against Clavicus Vile himself. To this end, I have personally ordered Legate General Tolrog Gro-Tagnud to assemble no less that 16,000 elite legionnaires to put a swift end to this matter. The Legate General is under strict orders to maintain the secrecy of your clans and this mission. Gro-Tagnud shall be your point of contact. I expect you shall collaborate and cooperate with him. He is a seasoned veteran and there is no other commander I would trust more for a mission such as this. Below are details for where I expect you to meet with the Legate General in the near future.

Gro-Tagnud is also fully prepared to work alongside cooperative forces given by the Aldmeri Dominion on the express condition that they never show themselves to the skies above the Empire for the full duration of the mission. However, he is not under the Dominion command structure and is under no obligation to carry out their requests.

This military support, good Champion, comes with conditions. I send my legions to protect my people. While this mission protects all of Tamriel, the more local scope must be addressed. You know as well as I that I have been aware of your clans' existence in Cyrodilic borders for some time. Officer Marod has extended good will to your people and their condition for the sake of good relations, but you are not an independent nation. Your clans harbour Imperial citizens. By the laws of the land, your secrecy from the wider Empire holds many people you harbour as criminals. If my peace in the land is to be exemplified by consistent rule of law, the tacit concessions to lycanthrope clans must come to an end. This is not a threat, but an extended hand. Depending on the outcome of this Gro-Tagnud's mission, I shall subsequently take steps to draft an amnesty to you and your people. The main objectives of this amnesty shall be full integration of lycan clans as fiefs of the Empire of Cyrodiil where they stand within Imperial borders. In exchange shall be offered a waiver of previous fealty, taxation, criminal accomplice, and organised criminal offences, an offer of official ruling station to the leaders of each clan, full protection offered from the Imperial Legion, and official concessions made to assist the condition of lycanthropy in the Empire. Particulars shall be negotiated as appropriate and I shall take into consideration the full account of Gro-Tagnud's reports.

Suffice it to say, Meesei, we shall be watching.

May there be peace in our time,
His Grace Flavius Mede, Emperor of Cyrodiil, Protector of Tamriel


On the reverse was a location within the Imperial City and a time and date. The words were strong, though the tone was to be expected, given the sender. What was more trouble was the push for integration. Some Cyrodilic clans enjoyed their independence more than others. And some virtually survived by the coin of illegal markets.



Sabine swallowed hard. Even the staff in her right hand was not enough comfort. She slowly sat down on a stone bench and looked at the floor. For lack of any argument in her head, she resorted to recounting the events from the start.

"It began while we were trying to find the Rueful Axe," she said. "We had leads. A Redguard found it in the Hammerfell deserts and was becoming overconfident with it. We pursued him and his contracts in Sentinel. That is when we discovered that we were being followed. We traced our followers back to a market square. It was Do'rhajul and a team he had assembled. We tried talking to them to refute their accusations. They said we wanted to spread lycanthropy. We claimed that it was Vile, not us, that spread the lycanthropy based on what we found fighting in Elsweyr. They denied it. However, we noticed divisions in their team. A Breton woman, Arinette, was the one who called us liars. A Nord man on the team, Yerig, expressed scepticism. He witnessed Rhazii and Kaj-Julan, saw that we were a family, not a pack of monsters. It was too open to fight there, so we went our separate ways and opted to slip away from the city as quickly as we could."

Sabine lowered her staff to rest at her side. "A time later, we believed we were ahead of Do'rhajul. But we were ambushed by them. We barely survived. Ahnasha and Kaleeth were heavily injured. Do'rhajul almost killed me because of his shield but I improvised. I injured him with powerful frost magic and he could not fight. Fendros turned the tide because they did not know he was an Atronach. The enemy escaped with everyone only due to the power in Arinette's staff." She tapped her finger on the Staff of Magnus. "We left mutually beaten, a stalemate. We knew we had to eliminate them. But they were too powerful together. They were specifically assembled to counter us. Even if we overwhelmed them with numbers, they could escape at a moment's notice."

Only then did Sabine lift her eyes to give Ri'kalesh a sideways look. "Yerig, the Nord, had the power of the Thu'um. Dragon Shouts. He...used his power to save Kaleeth's life right before one of the enemy could execute her. He was also a close friend to Do'rhajul and not a zealot of Vile. We realised that if we showed him the evidence of Vile's treachery -- of his infecting and releasing lycans -- that he would sow enough discord to weaken them. We could strike then, if they did not disband altogether. We happened upon where they camped as the Daggerfall clan was looking for them in the region. We hatched a plan to plant a book of research notes from Elsweyr in Yerig's belongings. I was to counter their magical wards in the area to allow sneaking in and to keep a lookout. Ahnasha was to plant the notes. Ahnasha succeeded, but it went wrong, my fault. I was captured. They escaped with me."

Sabine had to take a moment to collect herself. She frowned at her clenched fist in her lap. By her slow and deliberate breaths, even speaking of the matters close to her torture was difficult. That pause would allow Ri'kalesh's patience to be gauged as a side effect, even if she was not focussing on him.
Marod turned to Lunise with a high-browed look. He gave Meesei a glance. Lunise crossed her arms and acknowledged him but gave no indication of speaking first. The silent impasse continued for another moment before Marod showed a hand to Lunise. "Ladies first," he offered.

Lunise sniffed. Now was not the time for banter. "I think you are getting ahead of yourself, Meesei," she began. "I have influenced a number of key military officers and politicians in the Thalmor, convincing them of the situation. I offered the possibility of proving their worth over you for the axe but it remains without my power to even decide on the Dominion's next actions. The government has convened in secret and is deliberating over my reports. I expect they shall waste plenty of time trying to twist this incident to their own plans, though that is the only obstacle I can see to them committing a force. Even if Vile still holds sway over any part of the Thalmor, they are too smart to render my report discredited by frivolous objections. It is sealed to all counter. Of course, they shall not proceed without a dialogue with Imperial officers. However, that is limited by Marod's success." She turned her eyes down and across to Marod himself.

"You'll be pleased to find, Meesei, that the process has been as smooth as possible in my power," Marod said softly. It was almost as if he was being deliberately modest to play up his success. "I have met with generals, advisors, and experts in conjuration. Most of whom have a direct portion of the Emperor's ear. And just before I left for this feast, I received these..." Marod reached into the top of his tunic and pulled out two folded letters. The bright red wax sealing them was stamped with a seal of the Imperial diamond.

"One for you, Meesei," Marod said, handing one letter to Meesei. On its face was elegant writing addressing the paper to 'The Champion of Hircine, Meesei'.

"And one for...well, for your care, I would suppose, Lunise."

Lunise reached out and took the letter addressed to 'The Commander of Aldmeri Dominion Interplanar Military Operations.' A placeholder term to be sure, but Lunise knew who to forward it to.

Marod smiled. "I must confess I know little of each letter's contents. But it would be against my duties to the Emperor to break the seals myself."



There was little Sabine could do stop her fears rising as Ri'kalesh accompanied her to a spot away from the others. She did not know what to immediately say. She hoped something would come up while they walked but seeing him exude such anger only made her nervous.

A short moment of standing before Ri'kalesh, paralysed and thoughtless, made Sabine realise how little else she could say.

"I do not want to explain everything, Ri'kalesh," Sabine said with a quavering monotone. "Because I do not want you to have to relive what happened to Ciinriel if I explain what happened when Arinette and her servants tied me to a tree." She filled her empty lungs. "I can explain to you why I spared Rhajul. I do want to tell you that. But I need you to first know that I remember everything. I remember finding Ciinriel. I remember what happened to Do'ajee. I remember what happened to your clan near Senchal. I am not forgiving him for any of it. Do you understand?"
mein little plants are not necessarily looking for only one sample of meat person dna juice >:)


*Me looking nervously up from the ever growing list of innocent hain killed or consumed by random shit*



I mean, another drop in the ocean, right?
Fendros' small space for a response was filled easily. "At least you can trust Steel-Heart to be upfront," he commented.

Satisfied with their talk, Fendros smiled and bowed his head to the Dunmer leader. "Enjoy the feast, my friend." With that, he stood to pour himself another drink.

In contrast, Sabine remained frowning at Geran and his reasoning. She let him speak, if only to keep herself from saying or doing anything rash. The words he put in not only Meesei's mouth but her own only inflamed her. She said nothing as he got the last word and went back to his seat.

Sabine took her wine cup and brought it back to her seat in a poor mood.

Lunise looked to be far less enthused to be seated beside Marod during the feast. Granted, she was not enthused by most things in public, though her posture had remained at least one measure more rigid since Marod assumed himself next to her. Naturally, Marod was doing most of the talking with the delegates around him. He managed to keep the topics mostly in the realms of the mundane. Good humour, witty stories, and small talk about family and everyday life dominated the conversation, growing louder as more wine and ale was downed.

Marod laughed as soon as he processed Meesei's question. He twisted in his seat to address her. "Would that I could forget at all! It has dominated my every waking moment outside of this place. Rest assured, I have been providing information to the right people and..." He made odd gestures with his arms. "...have been setting the right wheels into motion, so to speak."

Lunise regarded Meesei with only a sideways look. She was more collected and certainly not as tipsy as Marod. "It is all in progress. I have had partial success so far. However, being careful with showing how much I know, such progress is slow."

"Ah, did you need to speak with us about this now, Meesei?" Marod asked. He pointed over his shoulder. "I have had my fill. We could step away for a moment, if it pleases you."

Sabine wasn't hungry anymore. She stared at the cold leftovers of her meal with trouble in her eyes, not adding much to the ongoing conversations. It was not just her trying to calm down after Geran's insolence that drained her energy. It was all the other matters becoming solid around her. She glanced up at Ri'kalesh and Ri'vashi. She was scared to set off Rhazii again. She also began to notice all the whispers amongst the cliques of clan delegates and leaders. She just wished they would line up one at a time and be upfront rather than let things fester under the surface.

As soon as Sabine noticed Janius and Fendros pick up on her social withdrawal, Sabine stood up and went around the table. She stopped behind Ri'kalesh and pulled his shoulder to gently confront him without him shrinking away and looked him in the eyes.

"I want to talk to you," Sabine stated. Her knee shivered involuntarily. "Please."
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