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Dear Mr Curly,
I have done little travelling lately because I have been so dreadfully weary. Can it be true as the old Ecclesiastes said; that all things lead to weariness? Surely not. Perhaps the opposite is true: that all nothings lead to weariness. I have a peculiar feeling, Curly, that I am worn out from something I haven't yet done and the more I don't do it, the more exhausted I become. How strange. Could it be something I haven't realised? Perhaps it's something I haven't said? Something I haven't finished! It must be very large and true whatever it is and a lively struggle in the doing but I look forward to it immensely. I know I need it. First, however, I must curl up in my chair and sleep deeply with the duck. Perhaps I'll dream of this thing and wake up refreshed and do it. My fond wishes to you Mr. Curly, and to all Curly Flat.
Yours sleepily,
Vasco Pyjama
xxx
P.S. Not having breakfast can make you weary. That's for sure!
Michael Leunig. The Curly Pyjama Letters.

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@BBeast Have fun with that crunch! Make sure to not accidentally mention anything about the Gap and I believe you'll do good.

As for me, I have been caught between relatives visiting me and finding a new place to live before my lease expires. Not an awful lot of headspace left for posting here. That'll change in a week or two, probably, then I'll send another post into development hell for a few months :)
Fendros slowed, blew out of his nose, and nodded. "That's reasonable," he conceded. "Let's do that." He looked up at Meesei. "We'll catch with you later, then. No use putting this off."

Rhazii lowered his brow. "I thought you said you were on good terms with uncle, aunt, and grandma?"

"I did," Fendros said quickly. "I'm just getting irrational worries. I'll live."

Turning around, Fendros, Ahnasha, and Rhazii separated from Meesei and walked along a road towards the Avarul vineyard.

The three of them were relatively wordless for most of the way. Rhazii took on the anxieties of his parents, even without fully understanding the context of the situation.

He finally spoke up after several walking minutes of failing to work it all out. "So...I don't know how I should be acting, exactly. I don't want to make everyone upset like I did back at the feast." He glanced over at Ahnasha and Fendros with his ears back. "Is there anything I should or shouldn't do? Is there some kind of manners I have to follow that aren't the same as back home?"



The scene around Lorag settled into a peaceful one. Excepting the tiny chirping birds and soft wind making the leaves wave, all around him was still and quiet. There was no smoke rising from the cabin's chimney. There was no light or movement detectable from the windows, though the daylight made seeing as much difficult. Even the traces of Harriet's scent were dim, as if she had left perhaps a day or two ago. As were the hints of another Orc female. Probably Narsi, the kid.

For a short while, the situation seemed just to be bad timing. Harriet and Narsi might have returned to the city since the last reports. They might be out on some other activity for the day, or several days, or just that hour.

The suspicions did not have much time to fester before Lorag's right ear prickled with an errant sound. The soft padding of heavy feet on grass bounced out from the woods. There were no signs of movement from its direction. Not immediately. The sound of the wind and leaves felt muted.

A dark shape slinked along behind thick foliage. Only by listening as keenly as Lorag could was he able to hear the soft steps propelling it. When the shape reached the road behind him, it did not remain in hiding for long. It knew Lorag was aware of it. It stepped out onto the road with careful curiosity; a small werewolf, black-furred, spry, and youthful. Her eyes were fixed on Lorag's as it took another, slow, circling step, keeping her distance. Much like Lorag, she was not aggressive, but she was tense and sprung. She looked ready to run or lash out at a moment's notice.

Her ears lifted halfway up. She lifted her nose to sniff the air in front of her.



Janius returned Kaleeth's smile. He was not sure whether his words helped or whether Kaleeth just needed an outlet to think, but he was relieved to see her cheering up.

"Then, let's use a truth," Janius responded with a grin. "That's a good answer. They might be frustrated with you but they cannot fault you more than they can fault themselves." He took Kaleeth's upper arms and craned his head down to look her in the eyes with a raised brow. "But, Kaleeth, by the Divines, if you worry so hard about such things, you're allowed to talk to me. I don't mind if you need a moment to yourself every now and then but you had me worried for a while."
Fendros and Rhazii watched Lorag as he left. Rhazii expressed his hopeful worry more openly on his face than Fendros, who remained subdued.

It took a moment for Fendros to turn his eyes back to Meesei. "If you wouldn't mind, yes," he answered. "We can head over there with you. We can ask around and perhaps see if Ahnasha's family have shown themselves. They might have even hired lodgings already if they have arrived."



Lorag's trek up towards the mountain was more or less as expected to begin with. Only a short way took him out beyond the inhabited outskirts of the city and into a path between tall trees. A cool autumn chill swept up a few leaves along the way but he barely felt it.

His path eventually forked between the main path and a narrower dirt trail leading further up the mountain. Whatever was going through his head was interrupted once he travelled far enough. An underlying scent wafted under his nostrils. Not distinct or strong enough for the average person to take notice of.

Blood. Lycan blood. Not fresh, and not pungent enough to suggest a great amount of bleeding. Lycans did not normally bleed for prolonged periods unless seriously injured or cut with silver. Another curious detail was its spread. It was not in a coherent trail or blowing in from one source upwind. Lorag could smell marks of it every few steps.



Janius could not tell if blood was draining from his head from shock or flooding his skin red in personal shame. The state struck him dumb. Kaleeth heard no words from him for a worrying while.

His head also bowed as he looked away, almost reflecting Kaleeth. "I don't know how I can defend it to mine, either," he said, barely above a whisper. "I put you through a horrible experience. I was an idiot back then, I know that much. Before you turned, though, it felt right. I don't know if I appreciated or knew whether I was in love or not, but it felt correct. I don't have an excuse, either."

He lifted his eyes and twisted his mouth. "We really stumbled through all this, didn't we?" He asked rhetorically. "But we're here now. Your parents can either accept it or not. If you don't let them do that -- if we just walk away -- all you're guaranteeing is that you'll have no chance of gaining their acceptance, rather than the small chance you can take here." He squeezed her hand. "And, knowing parenthood now, I don't think that chance is as small as you're making it out to be."
"That's not fair at all," Rhazii voice gained volume. "You told me you were turned by accident, father. It wasn't your fault! How could he-"

Meesei's arrival distracted Rhazii enough to stop. Fendros only hummed acknowledgement before he gave her attention.

Fendros looked at their ready baggage. "Just about. Finished squeezing in the last things just a minute ago." He stood up. "We had better get going. Talking about all of this will only get us so far without knowing more."



Janius bit his lower lip tensely. He took another slow breath to speak. "First of all, I cannot imagine them attacking you. Not unless...I don't know, you walked into the middle of them in beast form. That is not worth worrying about. Secondly..." He let out his breath and shook his head helplessly. "I am unsure whether there is a way in which you can leave your parents happy with you. Not without making some great big lie that may not help matters at all and could very likely make things worse. The choice here, as I see it, is to have them resent you or have them sad about you. I know you do not want to make them upset but...they don't have to be angry with you." Janius hesitated, not knowing if he was making any sense at all. "It's your choice to make, Kaleeth."
Damn it! Posted before doing the second part again...

Edited it in now. I'm tired from vacationing, I apologise x)
"It runs through both our families," Fendros added. "Even you, me, and you, Rhazii."

Rhazii conceded with a smirk.

Fendros quickly went back to a serious tone. "Friendliness and love, the rest of my family will tolerate. Proselytising will not be so politely received. If we can head off your family before they meet mine, perhaps we can at least warn the against that. If I can earn my family about the...enthusiasm they should expect, it may help their patience, too."

Fendros clenched his jaw for a moment. "Ahna, do you think if I explain the situation with father to your family, they will respect my request to keep away from him? To leave it as a private family concern?"

Rhazii's eyes glanced curiosly between Fendros and Ahnasha. "I still don't quite understand, papa. I know grandfather doesn't want to come out to see us but I never really worked out why."

Releasing a sigh, Fendros' face darkened. "He disowned me, Rhazii. When I told him about my lycanthropy, my relationship with your mother, and you, he since refused to acknowledge that I even exist."

Rhazii leaned back with a mix of shame and silent anger on his face.



Kaleeth inadvertently hinting at Janius' thoughts for a solution pushed the idea further in his mind. He took Kaleeth's hand and brought it up. His look of consternation gave way when he spoke.

"Kaleeth...do you think it might be time to tell them the truth?" Janius lifted his other palm to halt Kaleeth. "It doesn't have to be everything, granted. But if you asked them to hear you out about what you remember from the night you were turned and, more importantly, that you turned into a werecrocodile, would it give them some closure? Would it give you some closure?"
Fendros resumed his packing, if slower than before so he could talk. He hummed unhappily about Ahnasha's question. "At best, he'll just remove himself from the interactions, ignore any approaches from your family, and keep to himself out by the vines. At worst..." Fendros stopped and stared at the bag in front of him. He continued packing after only a moment. "He'll demand they leave. He may threaten to call the guard. Anything in between that is purely up to how much leverage mother and Llarasa can manage. I don't think Monderyn will want to go against father in something like that."

Rhazii sat down beside Ahnasha to pay attention to the conversation.

Fendros gave him and Ahnasha a quick sideways look. "Did your parents plan to send word ahead to mine, Ahna?"



"Kaleeth..." Janius gently guided her cheek until he could look her in the eyes again. "I still remember how upset your mother and father were when you said goodbye. I know the shame you felt – still feel. It's not wrong, what you're feeling, but...you're not being fair to yourself, either. You know why you had to leave in the end."

Janius' eyes went down and up. "Listen, I know that if Julan left on a whim somewhere we couldn't follow, I would want nothing more than just to know that he is okay. I want to know that he is coming into his own. To see him again? That would be a bright day indeed. You're going to give your parents that day."

In his answer, Janius deflected exactly what to say to Kaleeth's family. He only had one answer on the tip of his tongue that he hoped he would not have to suggest.
Thanks for saving me from rushing out a Yorum beach bikini filler episode while holidaying with my family, guys xD

@Cyclone, ball's in your court again, my dude.
Rhazii broke eye contact and sat still. He glanced up at Ahnasha with a guilty frown but otherwise only gave her a surreptitious nod to acknowledge her.

"I see," Fendros said. "She would be at that age by now, wouldn't she? That makes sense." Fendros lowered his brow again. "Our plans are relatively loose. We do not know whether Ahnasha's family are visiting for long. If do not stay at the vineyard, we may lodge with the local inn. I'm sure you and Meesei can coordinate how you wish to transport between here and Cheydinhal."



Janius took a moment to reassess the surroundings. No matter where he looked, nothing was particularly familiar. Either the marsh had changed since his last visit – as it was wont to do – or he had simply not committed the area to memory when searching for Kaleeth back when she went missing from her tribe many years ago.

He sighed. "It's...not ringing any bells. I'm sorry. You weren't injured or anything when we found you, you were just terrified. I seem to remember you mentioning making Hircine an offering?"

Janius let out the rest of his breath and refocused. "This has been bothering you for a while, hasn't it? I don't know if what happened was for a purpose or just a twist of fate. What's brought such thoughts to your mind, anyway?"
Fendros only had to think about it for a second. "Of course," he said confidently. "It's a good thing, too."

He left it at that. However, Rhazii's curiosity got the better of him.

"What are you gonna say?" Rhazii's asked Lorag. His ears pulled back at the last moment but he otherwise kept his resolve.



Janius looked down at Kaleeth with just a hint of worry in his brow. He just stared for a few seconds before bring Kaleeth up standing with his hands on her upper arms.

"Are you okay, Kaleeth?" he asked. Though gentle as ever, the way Janius spoke and looked made it clear he was not going to be brushed off easily this time.
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