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Dear Mr Curly,
I have done little travelling lately because I have been so dreadfully weary. Can it be true as the old Ecclesiastes said; that all things lead to weariness? Surely not. Perhaps the opposite is true: that all nothings lead to weariness. I have a peculiar feeling, Curly, that I am worn out from something I haven't yet done and the more I don't do it, the more exhausted I become. How strange. Could it be something I haven't realised? Perhaps it's something I haven't said? Something I haven't finished! It must be very large and true whatever it is and a lively struggle in the doing but I look forward to it immensely. I know I need it. First, however, I must curl up in my chair and sleep deeply with the duck. Perhaps I'll dream of this thing and wake up refreshed and do it. My fond wishes to you Mr. Curly, and to all Curly Flat.
Yours sleepily,
Vasco Pyjama
xxx
P.S. Not having breakfast can make you weary. That's for sure!
Michael Leunig. The Curly Pyjama Letters.

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Kirron


This purpose was easier than Kirron had imagined. From the top of a mountain on the eastern edge of his continent, he had a commanding view of distant changes to the landscape. Already, his siblings had been drawn to his whim-borne landmass and they had certainly made something of it. He could not even see all they had wrought; there was undoubtedly more surprises beyond the horizon, over the top of Shengshi's barrier mountain range.

He stepped his way down the slopes. It was easier than making his way up from the other direction; haphazardly following the flows of Fengshui Fuyou out to their ultimate destination had brought Kirron back to the fjord-like inlets and streams of the east coast by sheer coincidence. His boat had been dashed against the earth in a white-water portion, though it was no matter to him.

Kirron's walking and leaping brought him to an oddly green meadow. A hodgepodge of trees jutted out of silky grasses that sprung in clumps from freshly ground soil. Laced through the wind was the sound of beautiful noises. Noises that were perhaps too discordant in their abundance to be called songs, but Kirron was drawn to the source all the same. He stopped and rested his fists on his hips at what he found: Flocks of squat, curved-beaked little birds, flying here and there or otherwise waddling about the ground scratching for seeds.

"Little mortal things! Who are you?!" Kirron asked with a fascinated grin.

The birds took flight. Most calmed back to the ground, but a number approached and circled the god. "We are gemstone gardeners, stranger!"

"'Gemstone gardners.' What a mouthful. What are you doing here?"

"We are gardening, stranger! We spread the plants you see. Our mother Azura told us to!"

"Hah! Sounds good to me. Keep at it!" Kirron raise his arms and every bird felt a knocking in their little chests. Their happy songs quickly grew to excitement as they flew and sowed with renewed vigor. Kirron laughed his big bellowing laugh.

Kirron walked amongst the energised parrots like new friends. "My name is Kirron, I am the god of blood. It's been a while since I've been on this rock, so what can all you tell me about what I've missed?"



The news was easily relayed from the gossiping network of birds. All the happenings on the land were big and lasting, from fights between gods, to mountains raised and a giant clad in iron wandering about. Kirron could not be happier enjoying the tales from the simple creatures. While their lives were comparatively mundane to the scope of godhood, their objective gave them a refreshing passion.

But there was one anomaly that caught Kirron's eye. One of the gardeners -- a bulkier one with jet black feathers wandered around with a sadness, like it had lost something. It fluttered up to a low branch and let out a sigh.

Kirron clomped his heavy feet up to the tiny creature fast enough to startle its crest up.

"Why aren't you flying with the others, little gardener? You sick or something?"

"Oh!" The bird shrank in fear. "Uh, excuse me, god of blood. I'm not sick. I just don't much feel like flying right now."

Kirron knelt down to the onyx bird's eye level. "Why?" he demanded.

The bird glanced this way and that. "It's...embarrassing, god of blood. I cannot sing like the others, and my feathers are not as pretty when I dance. They're like a shadow with just a flash of red in my tail. I may as well not be there at all."

"So, what? You're afraid of a little performance?"

"It is a matter that I do not think I can perform at all, Kirron." The bird was not sure Kirron's triangular teeth were improving its anxiety.

"And what do you do all day, gardener?" Kirron asked.

"Um...I do this!" The bird spread its wings, bent down, and tore a large clump of wood from the branch below with such ease that it seemed rotten. But the wood was green and fresh. "Wood, stone, I cut it to pieces so more can grow!"

Kirron grinned a knowing grin.

The bird grabbed the clump of wood from its beak with one foot. "What is making you smile, Kirron?"

"I do that all the time, little bird. Watch." Kirron picked up a large stone from beside him, placed it between his teeth, and chomped down. Shards of stone flew in all directions. Kirron swallowed down what stayed in his mouth and pointed at the bird. "I still get all the attention I want. You've seen how I sing, right?"

The bird, suddenly fascinated, leant forward curiously. "You sing? But you only speak really loud."

"Have you tried talking really loud? Do it now." Kirron beckoned the bird. "Let me hear it! Shout as loud as you can!"

The bird spread its wings. "Squee..."

"Louder!"

"Areeee!"

"More! Put your throat into it."

The bird lifted its crest and let out a wheezing "ARAAAAAAAGH!"

All the other birds stopped their songs for a moment to look and smile at their black-feathered friend.

The little bird swelled up with pride and stuck its head out again. "ARAAAAAAAAAAAGH!" It shouted so loud its cheeks flushed a bright red.

Kirron threw back his head and laughed triumph. "That's better! Now go! Dance with your strength! Sing with your voice! And teach your friends what you learnt here today!"

"At once, Kirron! Thank you so much!" The bird leapt and took off to tell his friends.

The other birds looked with wonder at their friend the onyx cockatoo as he flew, marvelling at the new streaks of red colouring it in just the right way.



Rossarm shook his head. "Any dedicated formation of competent fighting mages will suffice. My experience with mixed-role sections has only ever resulted in avoidable collateral damage."

"I've got plenty of places I could put you," Gro-Tagnud said. "But so does Teroiah and Ri'vashi. Have you lead men before? How many?"

"I have lead mer, not men," Rossarm responded. "A troop of twenty Dunmer mages."

Teroiah quirked her head. "You're really considering putting a stranger in a ranking position, General?"

Gro-Tagnud snorted. "I never said that. I'm just getting to know his experience."



"Hmm, interesting," Janius said under his breath, but he decided to drop the thought. It was a reasonable coincidence that the Hist would tell Kaleeth and Julan the same things. He instead refocussed on Julan's thoughts.

"Son, I will be honest with you," he began. "Your mother and I brought you here so you could learn about your heritage. Especially given how...well, this tribe would be much harder for you to find if something should happen to Kaleeth in the upcoming invasion. I know that you were never fully invested in getting the tattoos. I apologise if you didn't want to, and I apologise that we were not fully clear on what they were." Janius raised his brow. "But this visit, overall, is important for you. It's easy as a lycan to see yourself only as a lycan. Separate from any other community. From any other identity. It's especially easy when you are born a lycan and did not have a previous life to leave, like myself and mother had. This place? This place is a part of you as much as it is a part of your mother. If it were only about being a part of the Hist, there would be no Argonians at all, let alone tribes like this. With those marks, now you have a reminder that you're not just a lycan."

Janius put a hand on Julan's shoulder. "All the same, don't worry about pretending to be anyone you're not. We'd much rather you discover what you are. Understand?"
Rossarm lowered his head and was silent for a long moment. Again, no emotion came through his countenance. He was thinking. He began with no preamble. "I was taught magic by my father Droun Avarul and extended my abilities under the tutelage of the wizard Sibaryl Telvanni for sixteen years. The tutelage began in Mournhold, during which time the city was attacked by fabricant creatures conceived by Sotha Sil. I was enlisted to repel them alongside guard and militant individuals. After the incident my studies directed away from agriculture and focussed closely on battle magic. Five years later I was enlisted again to repel an invading force. Myself and twenty other battlemages took shifts to hold the Southcast gate against Mehrunes Dagon's daedra for two weeks until reinforcements could relieve the city. I was one of the seven that survived. I remained in Mournhold for a further six years assisting efforts to rebuild the city until the Red Year and the Accession War. During that time I fought field battles against Argonian militants. In my absence, Mournhold was sacked, my mentor was killed, and I was forced to flee with my family. After a short few decades in eastern Skyrim, I proceeded with my wife to Cyrodiil, where I have been trying to rebuild what is left of my family name."

Gro-Tagnud blinked, unsure what immediately to think. Fendros was still as a statue and wide-eyed.

Teroiah, cross-armed and scowling, turned her eyes to Ri'vashi sceptically. "This one has notoriety. I have read and heard about Mournhold's trials near the turn of the era. If he is who he says he is, this Rossarm Avarul is listed amongst the most distinguished battlemagi to emerge from Morrowind still alive to this day."



Janius looked sideways at Julan with a small, somewhat forced smile. He nodded after a moment. "That's correct, you aren't," he admitted, looking back at the water. "You grew up around lycans in Cyrodiil and Skyrim." He paused and glanced at the tattoos. "But it's a part of you now."

After another second, Janius lowered his brow and turned his shoulders to look at Julan directly. "'It was all meant to be,' they said?"
Fendros was no more talkative than Rossarm was on their way to the meeting chamber. If there was one thing he was grateful for in his mother leaving promptly, it was the brevity of their travel thereafter. Still, nothing was left to decrease the overall tension.

Rossarm marched on with his jaw clenched.

In the meeting chamber itself, the leaders arrived with their typical appearances. Legate-General Gro-Tagnud and Commander Teroiah each maintained their uniforms to a more than presentable degree, even in relatively unfamiliar circumstances such as the Silent City. Gro-Tagnud was neutral in his stance, sitting with his fingers woven on the table in front of him. Teroiah kept her hands on her lap, naturally taller than everyone except Ri'vashi. Teroiah's eyes squinted at Rossarm and his garments, apparently pondering, but not speaking.

While Fendros sat beside Meesei, Rossarm preferred to remain standing near one end of the table. He held his hands clasped behind his back and his feet shoulder-width apart. He flicked his eyes to Meesei when she spoke up. He very slightly nodded and took a quick breath to speak. "Uniforms have changed in intervening years. I would respectfully ask how I should refer to those before me."

Fendros was unnerved. The deference Rossarm expressed was unfamiliar to him.

"I am Army Commander Teroiah of the Aldmeri Dominion." The Thalmor battlemage was not shy in answering Rossarm's request. "Unless you represent yet another nation's battlegroup, you will refer to me as Commander."

Gro-Tagnud stopped side-eyeing Teroiah. "Legate General Gro-Tagnud. Imperial Legion." He looked to Meesei. "Who have you brought us, Champion of Hircine?"



The sounds of the swamp, as constant as they were around Julan, were soon joined by footsteps behind him.

"There you are," Janius' voice said. He stepped up beside Julan and peered into the water to see what he was seeing. "Rather fearsome, isn't it?" He said after a moment, before looking up to Julan's face. "And almost done, too. How do you feel?"
Fendros showed a little concern. "Are you sure you...? No, you're right. I'll come find you after the meeting."

"Thank you again, Meesei," Calia said before stepping through the portal.

All the while, Rossarm stood waiting at the open door to his quarters, staring square at a wall off to one side without a hint of emotion.



Sabine hesitated. She was not sure how she felt about serving refreshments. "I will...find some for you." She took a breath and turned to leave, but stopped halfway. "Thank you, Hal-Neesa. I know you do not have to be kind. I appreciate it."

She then prompted Rhajul and Tarna to follow her out. Tarna kept giving unsure glances between Rhajul, Sabine, and the large Dwemer mechanism over her shoulder.
Fendros regarded Meesei neutrally for a silent pause. He then sighed and looked away. "Maybe you're right..." He pointed at Meesei. "But I'm not giving him an inch. I won't let him push us around, okay?"

They stood waiting for what felt like roughly twenty minutes. When the door finally opened, Rossarm held it open and stepped aside for Calia. Both of them wore frowns that gave no emotions away. Calia glided forward into the hallway and made eye contact with Meesei.

"Thank you, Meesei," Calia said, sounding as straightforward as she looked. "I have taken enough of your time here. I should return to Cheydinhal and let you take Rossarm though his induction."



"Very well," Sabine said. She betrayed a little anxiety on her face about how the scholars would react to their projects being halted at the Oculory, but that was a matter for later. "I will tell them to leave you be. And I will do my best to find what you need. Will that be all, Hal-Neesa?"
"It is, I can assure you," Calia responded. "I can also assure you that it is not for any ill reason. But I would rather not share overmuch."

Rossarm did little else in his quarters than place his bag down upon the bed. At that point, Calia turned to the others and looked to the floor. "If I might have a moment with Rossarm, please?" she asked, stony faced.

Fendros lingered for a fleeting moment. He wordlessly stepped out and ushered Rhazii out with him. Once the rest of the group were left waiting outside of the closed door, they could hear a few quiet words exchanged. There was no high emotion or intensity, just a dour tone between them both, much like the stereotype of Dunmer held.

Rather than allow eavesdropping, Fendros also quietly spoke up. "I don't understand. Why is he so passive all of a sudden?"



Sabine's sharp breath in was the only slip up. She did not quite spill out words without thinking about them. After giving her packmates a glance, she responded to Neesa. "That is extraordinary. Is there anything we can do to help?"

A twinge of second thoughts in Sabine's head objected to her question as soon as it was too late to take it back.
@Tal With the amount of information and collaboration that gets staged on the Discord server, it is virtually a requirement at this point, yeah. The good news is it's super easy to make an account and use! I'll send you a link and you can join through your browser.
@Tal

Hey there buddy. Welcome to the site! We'd love to have you join in. Unfortunately, the 'demigods only' thing is in effect. The full god roster is rather noisy already. However, you may still get to fill a niche. If you're still interested, let us know and I'll PM you a Discord invite link so you can meet the surly gaggle on players we keep cooped up in there.

A few actionable items for you as well if/when you're in the Discord chat:
1. Get yourself a filled out CS when you're ready. We would love to see what kind of character you have in store once you flesh it out.
2. Get yourself one or more godly parents from the existing characters. Feel free to chat to the players about this -- you'll be collaborating with whomever your character's parent(s) is in your opening IC post.
3. Feel free to ask us any questions!

Edit: Oh yeah, I should mention that your demigod doesn't have to be conceived in the conventional sense if that's not your flavour. You could come into existence after drinking godly blood, or be at the sidelines of a fantastical divine experiment, or rise from the sea foam of a severed titan gonad, or whatever the hell you can think of!
"Calia." Rossarm abruptly spoke. "I would not have you connected to this place beyond today."

Calia was shaken out of her distraction to focus on Rossarm. She was silent for a moment. A hint of disappointment passed over her face. "...Right. Yes. Just as we discussed." She lifted her eyes to Meesei. "If you do not mind, we should head to Rossarm's quarters and...well, I will leave you to it all after that." She grew just resolute enough to warn against trying to change her mind. "I should get back to Cheydinhal. There will be time for visits after all the strife."

Just behind Calia, Fendros glanced to Ahnasha and Meesei with some confusion.



Sabine felt herself tense up when Neesa approached, though she held her ground. She said not a word and instead glanced at the aetherium only as long as she dared. She had to spend a second stopping herself from stammering and actually finding careful words. "Anything that helps us against Vile, we appreciate it," she said slowly. "I have no reason to doubt you -- I am merely curious -- but...what does this thing do, exactly?"
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