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R O G U E
R O G U E

“Free as a god dang bird.”
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C H A R A C T E R S U M M A R Y
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Anne Marie Adler
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18 | American

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01 - Just Messing Around
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Anne was born as a curse. Her mutant powers emerged at the same time she did, leeching the capabilities of her mother, Raven, permanently. Anne was made to live for others before herself, be it doing her mother’s bidding to repay a debt beyond recompense or even the basic act of avoiding touch with others. Her ability to transform could occasionally offer her some respite, but it was a hollow facade, not so different from her occasional work alongside the Brotherhood of Mutants, so dedicated to liberating mutants while she herself was forced into a cage of guilt. But she met a boy who made sparks fly in more ways than one. Remy LeBeau was a blessing, but man that fucking kid was crazy. Crazy enough to make a move on her even knowing the risks. He was bad for her like she was bad for him. They were crazy but so was the whole fucked up world. Stealing a car, the two would find their own corner to make their own, come hell or high water.

P L O T ( S ) & G O A L ( S )
P L O T ( S ) & G O A L ( S )
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Hillan wanted to do a duo concept so here we are. It came about by accident, with Hillan mentioning wanting to play Gambit + Rogue alongside something else I did, but I ended up worming my way into his idea. As a sort of mutant Bonnie and Clyde, we plan to have the pair fucking around and maybe finding out, as they’re split between acting for their own personal gain with their newfound freedom, and those burgeoning desires to do good with the exceptional mutant abilities they’ve been granted. We’ve already hashed out a base dynamic and some surrounding casts, but past that we’re riding with the wind baby.
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R O G U E
R O G U E

“Free as a god dang bird.”
C H A R A C T E R P O R T R A I T
C H A R A C T E R P O R T R A I T
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C H A R A C T E R S U M M A R Y
C H A R A C T E R S U M M A R Y
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Anne Marie Adler
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18 | American

S U P P O R T I N G C A S T
S U P P O R T I N G C A S T
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P O S T C A T A L O G U E
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XX - Post Name
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C H A R A C T E R C O N C E P T
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Anne was born as a curse. Her mutant powers emerged at the same time she did, leeching the capabilities of her mother, Raven, permanently. Anne was made to live for others before herself, be it doing her mother’s bidding to repay a debt beyond recompense or even the basic act of avoiding touch with others. Her ability to transform could occasionally offer her some respite, but it was a hollow facade, not so different from her occasional work alongside the Brotherhood of Mutants, so dedicated to liberating mutants while she herself was forced into a cage of guilt. But she met a boy who made sparks fly in more ways than one. Remy LeBeau was a blessing, but man that fucking kid was crazy. Crazy enough to make a move on her even knowing the risks. He was bad for her like she was bad for him. They were crazy but so was the whole fucked up world. Stealing a car, the two would find their own corner to make their own, come hell or high water.

P L O T ( S ) & G O A L ( S )
P L O T ( S ) & G O A L ( S )
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Hillan wanted to do a duo concept so here we are. It came about by accident, with Hillan mentioning wanting to play Gambit + Rogue alongside something else I did, but I ended up worming my way into his idea. As a sort of mutant Bonnie and Clyde, we plan to have the pair fucking around and maybe finding out, as they’re split between acting for their own personal gain with their newfound freedom, and those burgeoning desires to do good with the exceptional mutant abilities they’ve been granted. We’ve already hashed out a base dynamic and some surrounding casts, but past that we’re riding with the wind baby.
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Once again Bruce was at Cadmus, and after a week of not being there to work, it was starting to feel like this place he’d spent more time in than anywhere but his own home was not for him. Through the metal halls in his casual clothes alongside Doc Samson, they lingered by a view window into the Genetic Engineering Department. A few folk in PPE went about with a number of samples. Bruce saw Betty but knew she could not see him with the brighter lights in her lab. In most places these windows would be a security hazard, but here they were to promote internal openness.

A recorder sticking out of his pocket, Samson asked, “What was your mother like?”

Bruce took a breath. “I mean, she had her problems but I always loved her. She liked thrift, liked to buy things. She always have some kind of fixation like snowmen or owls, then the house would be full of little statues, oven mitts, hand towels, napkin holders. Looking back I think it might have been about control. She raised me, she tended the house...that was all she could do so she did it to her satisfaction. I was meaner to her than I should have been. Once she tried to get me to take a nap and I wasn’t having it. I kicked her in the face. I still haven’t forgotten the look she gave me. I made her cry one Christmas. I got something that was genuinely thoughtful but I told her...” Bruce paused, his breathing going heavier. Doc Samson waited, keeping a close eye. Bruce finally emitted a rattle from his chest. “I never realized, I was just saying the same things he was. We were in it together and I just...”

Samson gave Bruce a moment, and then another. But he did speak up. “When we’re in trouble, sometimes we trouble the ones most likely to help us, or the ones already helping us. Because they’re the ones most likely to see it, hear it, do something. You were crying for help.”

Bruce shook his head. “I don’t...I don’t like the idea of being just like my dad.”

Samson nodded. “We humans are our nature and our nurture. You are part him, part your mother, and you were formed in response to him, your mother, your friends...all your experiences.” Bruce saw Betty there, turning out of sight for a moment only to return a few moments later with a new sample. “If you see the ways in which you are similar you can process, reconcile, and perhaps begin to change, I think. You’re recognizing it and questioning it. You’re already standing on better foundation, and maybe from here you can build something.” There was more silence. “What was your father like?”

Bruce’s fists were clenched. “He was...a tiny man, one the inside. He pleasured in being bigger, in dragging others down. He never had a nice word to say to anyone in my house. He’d compare others favorably, when watching TV. ‘Damn, that kid’s already an actor, you can’t even look me in the eyes when you speak Bruce.’ Calling me weak. He didn’t hit us, he didn’t need to. He made the environment hostile enough.”

“And what happened? On...that day.”

Bruce’s tension alleviated. He rubbed his eyes even though there were no tears. “I don’t know, I don’t remember. Attendance records said I went to school. Betty said I went home as normal. I must have made food for myself. Because…they were just there, lying on the ground for two days. My room was upstairs so I had to have walked past them, but I didn’t do anything.”

Samson had a long exhale. “Your dad didn’t say anything?”

Bruce shuddered, but shook his head, dry words stating, “N-no. Not specifically. We’ve never talked about it.”

Samson brushed his chin. “I have my ideas, but what do you think happened?”

“I...they argued. They fell down the stairs. Dad hurt his head and his legs, mom...didn’t make it. Maybe because my dad was suffering from a concussion or something, and mom was already dead, I just...let them be. Let myself not have parents for a minute. Let my dad suffer under the weight of his own sins for a time. Betty...she told me a few years later that for those two days...that was when she felt I was happiest.”

“Happy? Even with...”

Shaking his head, Bruce ran a hand across his brow. “Like I said, I don’t remember.”

There was a sigh. Bruce could glean its pity. “And from there you would go into community college instead of high school?”

Another shake of the head. “No, I tried high school but the bullying was getting worse. Betty was making herself a target by helping me. I looked into other options and went to community college instead, which got me on the fast track to...here.”

“Right. And why here? Why Cadmus?”

Bruce managed a smile. “I mean, it’s too good to be true, right? Betty keeps saying that everyone here can make a difference. We can appeal to people with a lot of power in this country and make direct change. They aren’t motivated by capital here. I mean, the Emitter was meant to be tech to end nuclear war. Betty’s trying to find safe and ethical ways to help people discovering their mutant powers. Dr. Sterns, well, I’m not sure it’s close to feasible, but gamma mutation can open some interesting doors in transhumanism. Maybe it could serve as alternate treatments for the differently abled or...”

His mouth opened, but Samson shook his head, no words coming out. “Come with me for a second, Bruce.”

The two stepped out of the Genetic Engineering wing and went through the facility. A few minutes, a few staircases, a door or two later and Bruce realized exactly where they were headed. A maintenance door took them into the desert sun. This time he could see where his Gamma Emitter stuck from the stone, the camera still untouched and dustier.

“Here’s where it happened. You almost died.” Samson said, moving in closer, studying Bruce intently. But Bruce didn’t mind him, hands in his jean pockets as he paced, scanning the dust and dirt. And traces of beer bottle or motorcycle was gone by now The marks in the desert dirt had long blown over by now.

“Yeah, but...I’m still here.” He once again saw flashes of the infernal, but they were like a distant nightmare now.

Samson took a deep breath, nodding. Clicking off of the recorder, he concluded, “That’ll do for the psyche evaluation, but I did have one more question, before we go. Completely off the record. Right now, would you say you’re happy?”

Bruce blinked, genuinely off guard. His mouth floundered for a bit until he decided to let it be still so his mind could make up the distance. He was disappointed that for all the data and research, his experiment had utterly failed, and his soon to be Team Leader was a bit of a nutjob, but he believed in what Betty had said that there work in Cadmus really mattered. And Betty, his best friend for so long a time, had now become more than a friend. They had a date scheduled for the weekend. He’d only been to church once, and the warmth he felt there was something he wasn’t ready to turn away from. He’d bumped into Rick just before then, who’d just been dumped out onto the street despite his felony offenses, and managed to make a connection with that kid who’d been abandoned by everyone. He’d only just met Leonard Samson, but he felt like he was a nice guy and a worthy practitioner, if atypical. And...he was going to see his father later. That was enough to fill him with anxiety, but he didn’t want the shadow to still hang over him. He wasn’t going to invite him back into his life, but he could tell him he’s forgiven him. That he’s not going to hold him to the horrible things he’s said and done, even though they will stick with Bruce likely forever. That forgiveness was for himself, not for his father.

Through his glasses, he met Samson’s eyes. He nodded. “Yeah. More than I’ve ever been.”
“Dad? I’m coming in.”

The smell of mold immediately greeted him. The entryway was littered with bags from fast food places and grocery stores with pathways dug up between them. Bruce’s heart leapt as he saw something move, uncertain if it were insect or rodent. It was only a small home, but even if most of the kitchen was relatively clean compared to the rest of the house, the living area was possessed with the bulk of the foulness. A folding bed rested in front of a large TV with a computer tower to its side. Under the blankets, torso propped up, hair and beard overgrown and littered with bits of food, Brian Banner didn’t even pretend to hide his disdain. “I don’t have any chairs.”

In front of the bed, he saw one, an electric wheelchair caked with its own residue. “I’ll stand.” Navigating his way through the refuse, he remarked, “I’m pretty sure you can pay for home care, housekeepers.”

Brian’s eyes didn’t bother to hide his contempt. “I do when I have a Zoom call, or when someone important is coming over, not that it’s happened yet.” Bruce almost laughed, the barb bouncing off his calloused surface. He felt not anxiety but relief, knowing how little this man meant to him now. “You come here for a fucking reason? It’s a long flight, and if you’re here to beg for money I could give less of shit.”

“I work here. I’m a military contractor. Can’t say much else.” Bruce was surprised to see a mild wonder on his face, if only for a moment.

“Well if you care so much, you can clean up. Otherwise say your piece and let me get back to my shows.”

Bruce stepped as close as he could, hands in his pockets. “I won’t be long, I just want to say that, well, I forgive you.” Brian, his eyes wandering to his paused television, stopped dead, slowly turning back to face Bruce. “I won’t come back here or contact you again, but what’s done is done. I’m not going to let it hang over me.”

“You...forgive me? Bruce gave a light shrug, his face kept placid.

Despite his outward bluster, he could feel his arms start to tremble, shoving the deeper into his pockets. “You’re w-welcome.” Brian reached up to the frame of his bed, grabbing a plastic cup. Wrenching his arm, he flung it, liquid splashing as it fell apart in the air, Bruce ducking aside. It was never going to hit him, liquid splashing on the wall and into the garbage along with green chunks that shouldn’t have been there. “You’re fucking forgiving MEEEEEEEE?! As he scrambled around, looking for something else to throw, Bruce panicked, ducking past a wall into the kitchen. “Don’t run from me! Look at me! Look at this!” His voice cracked, and Bruce heard the flip of a blanket. “Fucking look!” Bruce’s heart was pounding, his hands were shaking, but despite himself he followed his father’s command and looked.

Underneath the blanket Brian wore a pair of shorts. The bones in his legs bent at slightly awkward angles relative to the knee. They were pale and cold, scar tissue wrapped around like bracelets, both legs mottled in sores. From fungus or bedsores Bruce didn’t know. “Forgive me? YOU DID THIS! YOU DID THIS. YOU RUINED MEEEEEE!” When Bruce tore his eyes from his father’s legs, he met his wild eyes, spittle dripping into his beard from bared teeth. “What’s the matter?” His voice dripped with false sympathy, like the concerned parent he never was. “You forgowt? Little baby doesn’t remember?” Brian raised his hand, looking around before smashing it into the drywall, forming a hole, red running from his fist.
Bruce had remembered but he only just now realized that he did. It was like he was watching someone else from in their eyes. He’d come home from school to see his mother Rebecca at the bottom of the stairs. Her neck was at an odd angle, but she was alive, somehow. She twitched, eyes pleading for help, arm spasming. Bruce felt a weight in his chest, as though he already knew it had been over for her. Brian started down the stairs, swearing up a storm. Bruce dropped his backpack and ran to block him. Brian yelled for him to get out of the way, trying to duck around his smaller son, sticking a leg in between the guard rails and trying to step around. Bruce punched out, hitting his father on the heel and making him slip. He landed painfully on his knee, bumping his head against the wall on the other side. Bruce climbed onto the railing and leapt down, grabbing Brian’s leg, dropping his 70- pound weight directly on it. Brian was screaming, then he passed out. He next saw him conscious a minute later. He had waited until he could look into his eyes and see the fear as he dropped down onto the other leg, carefully placed in between the guardrails. His face hurt, because-
“And you were smiling. You were enjoying it. Why, because I yelled at you sometimes? There’s a devil inside you! Always has been! I kept you in check. You think I’m a monster? You’re the fucking monster Bruce! YOU.” He had his finger jabbed and Bruce wanted to snap it off. His father had tears of rage in his eyes and so did Bruce. “You ruined my life! I could have been CEO but now I’m just on the board in a fucking pity position! I’m living in my own shit because of you! And you say you forgive me? Fucking kill yourself! Or bring me a gun and I can have the pleasure of doing it myself! Don’t fucking run from me!” But Bruce was already gone.
Rick had just said goodbye to a friend from school. ‘Friend’ was a generous term. They hung out every so often but only ever exchanged pleasantries. Surface conversations. They disparaged school and the peers they didn’t like, the world they felt didn’t matter. Rick had once mentioned not wanting to live but it had been laughed off so he started keeping quiet about it. And now with every step that friend had taken away he felt the void creep in. Logically he knew he would see him at school tomorrow, or that he could message him on Discord at any time and get a response, but it still felt empty. His first memory was of the sound of a motorcycle, from when his mother left him on a firehouse doorstep. He only knew that retroactively, but it didn’t mean the feeling hadn’t been real, that the boy, barely a toddler, knew he wasn’t wanted. It had always been there, and had never been wrong.

He wasn’t walking home, or anywhere really, he was just walking. Surrounded by the Vegas crowds and under the Vegas sun and sky the lights from the buildings were white spots of hateful glare, it all flowed around him. His space was there but he might as well not have been. Stopping at a crosswalk, the intrusive thought had the idea to keep going. To annoy someone else at having to have their brakes tested, or whatever, but he brushed it off as he had many times before. His heart pounded as he considered the other night, the motorcycle not of his abandonment but his abandoning. It had been a lucky stroke, a key left in the ignition by a driver stopping for a mere minute to buy cigarettes. He shoplifted some booze and made the attempt, but after all that, here he was like nothing had happened and no one had cared. He didn’t care why or how, that’s just how it was and how it had been.

Across the road and another and another where there were less people he was hungry but didn’t care to eat. He was given food and money but little else. It was all he needed, he guessed was the reason, and that fact did the opposite of push him. The motions, the obligations. It wasn’t a question of if but when, as far as he was concerned. But that was neither here nor there as he passed through a small shopping district, gawking at the last thing he expected to see.

“What the fuck?!” Rick called out. Bruce jumped, the thin man in a tank top and sweats despite the desert climate. His eyes went wide behind their glasses at Rick’s call, gawking at him. “Are you fucking following me? Again?! You got government drones or something?”

Bruce held up his hands, briefly adjusting his glasses. “I was just at the gym!” he waved his hand at the shopping district, one of the signs reading ‘Full Circle Fitness’. “Uh, my...work physician suggested it. And a couple other things. What are you doing here?”

Rick looked over the signage but was too lazy to contrive of a lie. “Nothing.” The two stared in awkward silence. Bruce tapped his half balled fist loosely against his palm for a few moments while scanning the area.

“Hey, uh...I still kinda want to talk if you don’t mind.” Rick felt his insides coil into a ball and didn’t answer. “But well, I kinda had somewhere to go real quick. Are you doing anything? Would you mind coming to church with me real quick? You don’t have to come in or engage, just...well it could be a while, maybe we could just meet up later.” Rick gave an incredulous look. “My work physician mentioned it off hand and I haven’t been...able to stop thinking about it. I guess a near death experience can do that.” He swung his arms casually, palm meeting hand and bouncing back.

“Do you do everything your ‘work physician’ says?”

Bruce shrugged. “I never have before, really.” Rick continued to stare, his irritation fading away back into nothing. He gave a noncommittal shrug to the man several years his senior.

One Uber ride later they where at some building that looked older than it really was. Rick quietly laughed at himself, joining the scientist as they stepped in with the small crowd into a fake building for the worship of some imagined god. Bruce smelled like sweat because he was still wearing the clothes he’d worked out in, which Rick quietly gave him shit for, Bruce acknowledging it with a shade of embarrassment. As they sat their estrangement was noticed, a few greeting them with smiles and small talk but nothing more. Bruce was friendly enough but Rick kept to himself. The preacher came out and went into preaching after some pleasantries. Rick zoned in and out, waiting for god to enter him but it looked like the omniscient omnipresent being was busy. There was a brief Bible reading but it was mostly a tedious list of names and dates of Adam’s descendants. The priest reminded everyone that these numbers were the basis for argument on Christian timelines contrary to what sciences physical and historical said, and that they should be looked at as a product of their times and for the meaning and ideas they espoused rather than as some cold hard truth, which Rick hadn’t thought about before.

Then he got personal, speaking about forgiveness. Rick’s heart hardened again. The sounds of a motorcycle were heard from the outside for a moment and he knew there was no room for forgiveness in his heart. Blah blah you suffer more than they inflicted upon you, blah blah live and move on blah blah. Rick damn near stood and tore out of there, but before then he felt shaking from his side. Bruce was sobbing, quietly, into his hand, his glasses off and held by his other. The sermon concluded. One of the others shuffling off briefly put a hand on Bruce’s shoulder and asked him if he was okay, to which he just said, voice watery, “I’ll be fine.”

Rick waited another minute or so. The priest was chatting with some of the other church goers, and other groups had formed. Rick kept feeling eyes on them. He was ready to leave but something held him here. Something kept bringing him to Bruce. Anyone else here would have said it was god’s doing, but god sure as shit didn’t tell Rick’s feet where to go. Clenching his hand over his knee, he turned to Bruce, who was almost composed, and asked, “Do you wanna get something to eat?”
The two sat across each other at the nearest Odinburger. Rick ravenously ate his pagan Fries (Freyas, whatever) while Bruce picked at a wilted salad. “You’re the dumbest smart guy I’ve ever met.”

Bruce gave a slight smile, finishing off his weak salad before going to get a proper Balderburger. Taking a satisfying bite, he asked, “What did you see when it happened?”

Rick stared until he could no longer meet eyes, instead tracing lines in the ketchup with a fry. “I was already half wasted, then you fucking knocked me out when you tackled me and I hit my head on the ground. I didn’t see shit and I don’t know what happened.”

Bruce put his burger down and leaned back, looking over at the staff in their sad stupid horned helmets that constantly threatened to slip off their heads as they worked. “Yeah, it is pretty classified. Honestly I probably passed out from fear of what I thought was supposed to happen. And...well, let’s say I saw death, and I didn’t like it. I’m trying to change a little. But I don’t really want to talk about me.”

Rick snorted. “Yeah, sure you don’t. You’re Christian, you just want to pretend to help others to feel good about yourself, right?”

Bruce sighed. “No, I’m atheist. Christ curious maybe, but I didn’t come from a place where God felt like he meant a lot. But I’m here right now, and so are you, in spite of everything.” Rick felt his breathing coming on faster. His eyelids blinked faster and faster. “Look, you can tell me anything you want. I won’t tell any authorities. I don’t know anything about you except your name. If we didn’t run into each other by chance, I’d have never found you and you’d have never found me, even if we tried.”

Rick cleared his throat, the french fry ground to mush as he pressed it into the paper. “Then why the fuck do you care? We’re just going to go our separate ways and never see each other again.”

Bruce sucked his lips in for a moment before taking a bite of his food. He swallowed and reasoned, “It helped me, having someone else to talk to about...things. You were in a dark place that night, but you cared too much.” Rick’s back straightened, the young man affronted. “If you really wanted to be gone you wouldn’t care as much how it happened and who it would affect. At least, not if you think there’s nothing after we go. So either you do think there might be something, or you care too much to go into the nothing just yet.”

“Is that why you took me to fucking church?”

“No, I genuinely wanted to go on my own. But I wanted to talk to you too. You have your whole life ahead of you!”

“The fuck I do! Everything’s shit, everything’s going to go to worse shit, the government doesn’t care, nothings going to get better than it is now and it was never that good in the first place.” Rick had raised his voice but the shifting of eyes had him shifting his own volume, the last words like a hiss before he stuffed a handful of fries into his mouth.

Bruce leaned in, eyes striving to meet Rick’s as elusive as they were. “I know, trust me, I know how bad things can be. But it’s never that bad. There’s a part of me that thinks the only way for it to get better is to burn everything down and start again. But I couldn’t live with seeing that, so I’m trying to...trying to do something that can make a difference. I know it seems like the powers that be don’t care, but I am working for them, and I do care. And if it really is the best it’s ever going to be then isn’t that all the reason to live in the now?”

“Make a difference? I’m one fucking kid. I can’t do anything. I just eat and shit. My grades are in the toilet and my ‘parents’ are just waiting for me to hit 18 so the can kick me out, then I get to go into the Army and kill other poor people overseas for whatever corporations have the government in their pocket before they kick my ruined body to the curb too. Better to just do the job myself, or take someone important down with me. Oh cool I gave a dollar to a homeless guy bit fucking difference that makes when we live in this shithole country.”

Rick’s breathing was ragged, his face hot, his eyes wet with tears that wouldn’t fall. Bruce still looked right at him, and even through his glasses he could see tears in his eyes too. Bruce took a breath, his hands carefully folded, before saying, “Even it’s just one dollar to one person, it still makes a difference for that one person.”

Rick’s lip trembled. He felt the weight in his wallet, of money given to him by his foster family, with no expectation or pressure of how it was used, without him having asked or without them being obligated to. The mess he made outside of his room was always tidied up within a few days without word to him. He was here, still alive, with a roof over his head and Odinfries to eat despite, by his own words, having no one, with an ear hearing him out that had no business doing so. The castle of his rhetoric broke down, and so did he.
“Well, now that the results of the inquiry are in, I think we can all say that this is fucking horseshit.” General Ross in his blue Air Force attire stood ahead of a lineup with damn near the entire security force at Outpost 36. One exception was the Chief of security, off to the side with his gaze distant. Throwing aside a piece of paper tucked into a manila folder, he paraphrased, “The intruder drove out of Las Vegas on a stolen motorcycle north up highway 93 for about an hour before turning straight into the wilderness. After another 20 minutes or so he stumbled right into the ongoing test site of on of our experiments. The guard on duty claimed that he escaped notice because cameras were only positioned near incoming roads and checkpoints, which were all bypassed. Fences were not erected because it was deemed to be too conspicuous to construct them.” Stern eyes running down the line, Ross called, “Blonsky, get over here.”

A blonde man with a firm chin and cauliflower ears stood to face Ross, his blue eyes aiming to match Ross’ gaze in intensity. “Cameras were only positioned near roads and checkpoints. Everywhere else, the only thing we have to keep intruders out is thoughts and fucking prayers. Did that thought ever cross your mind?”

“I didn’t construct the base sir, I just did my job.”

“No, you didn’t construct the base, but you sure were on the team who conducted the safety audit following the commencement of operations. If you ask me, you sure as hell did not do your fucking job.” Emil Blonsky’s nostrils flared, and behind his back his hands flexed. “We are military contractors. That gives us more freedom to do our jobs, but just because what we do here isn’t going to publicly reflect on the military doesn’t mean what we do here shouldn’t be held to some kind of a standard. The military is rigid, and that’s worked for fucking centuries, but here? We need the best of the best doing what they do not because they’re being commanded to, but because they give a shit, and I cannot order you to give a shit. So find one to give, or I will be planting a boot in your ass and no one will be finding any more shits to give, not from you, am I fucking clear?” Blonsky’s mouth twitched, but no sound same out. “Answer me.”

“Yes sir.” A vein bulged on his forehead and one hand had a white knuckled grip on his wrist. Ross jerked his head and Blonsky spun off, returning to his position.

“Let this be a wake up call. If a fucking rat so much as steps out of line there will be hell to pay. Two people were at risk because of your fuck up, and they only lived because you weren't the only one to fuck up. I know this is Vegas, but I sure as shit wouldn’t make a bet with any of your luck. Dismissed.” Ross turned and headed for the door, heat on his back from their hateful gazes that he found easy to bear.
Stepping off of the treadmill, at Samson’s directive Bruce stripped the wired sensors off of his torso, wiping some sweat before grabbing his shirt back. “You only ran for 15 minutes. You should probably be exercising more.”

Breath coming hard, Bruce insisted, “I’ve been meaning too.”

Samson gave a sly smile before making a note on a clipboard. “We’ll do the psych evaluation proper in a few days, I’m still reviewing somethings. Is there anything you’d like to share in the meantime?”

Bruce let a shade of unease pass over him. “What kind of things?”

“You had some things stand out in your file, is all. You seem pretty together, all things considered. What’s your vice? Alcohol? Weed? Crack? Hallucinogenics? Church?” Catching Bruce’s raised eyebrow, Samson offered, “This isn’t a sting, there wasn’t a drug test when you got interviewed, was there? Well, not for the scientists of course. You’re all vetted by your credentials and frankly, some of the higher ups are open to ah, mind expanding substances. Results matter more than anything, and frankly I’m all for it, as long as it’s not made to be someone else’s problem.”

Bruce slowly nodded. “Huh, well then. Church?”

Samson shrugged. “I’ve seen people get so amped up at a superchurch sermon they pass out. It’s not for me personally, but I don’t judge. Faith can be good for people who need it in the right environment, it’s just a matter if you need it or not, and, well, the whole field could stand to be held to a higher standard of mental health.”

“…But crack though?”

“Curious today, aren’t you? Don’t go for that one, it’s stupid. I’ve tried it. It’s not even a great high, but it makes your brain just want it more. Even though I recognized how illogical it was for me to want more crack, I just kept wanting it, at least for a while. I made sure some friends kept me from getting more so it could wear off.”

Bruce knew he’d hardly known Doc Samson, but now he somehow felt like he knew him both too much and not enough. “Why would you try it in the first place? No judgment.”

“For the experience! For the understanding! If you’re even a little interested, it doesn’t hurt to try it once...usually. Just stay safe out there. Oh and for liability purposes, nothing I said in the last couple minutes is by any means an endorsement. See you in a couple days Bruce.” Samson patted Bruce on the back, a touch that made his muscles tense as touch often did.

Leaving the medical ward, head abuzz with ways of thinking he’d never encountered before, Bruce was still in his civvies as he went through the halls of Cadmus, off towards the shuttle that would take him back to the rest of his day. But before he made it, a voice had called out from behind. “Hey, Bruce!” He turned to see the rounded face of Glenn Talbot as the man approached him, mouth hanging open he pleaded, “Man, I’m so fucking sorry, I panicked and-”

Bruce held up his hand. “Hey, it’s okay, nothing happened.”

“I know, but I looked at the numbers again and it really should have! You two are lucky to be alive right not. I just...I’m working with another group right now, but I promise I’ll make it up to you. I’m gonna try and be a better person all around, honest.”

With a slow intake of breath, Bruce slowly raised a hand, pulling from Doc Samson’s repertoire and giving him a limp pat on the back. “Good for you man. Be sure to add exercise in if you haven’t already, it’s really important.” Seemingly relieved, Talbot went off to his other duties, leaving Bruce to return to his lonesome journey through the halls. His mind went over the experiment again and again. The rod had been fresh, the test runs had show sufficient output, but it amounted to squat. A part of him yearned to try the emitter again, but knowing it wouldn’t be possible, he let out a sigh, and with that sigh all the regret he might have built up fled from his body. Things were fine as they were. Even though they could be better, it was too much to hope for.
Facing his locker, fist clenched at his side, Emil Blonsky was in a fierce debate. He visualized himself punching a hole through that metal. He could see the blood from split skin on his knuckles, the writeup he would get. A crushing weight came down on him inside as he imagined losing this job. The pay was well above what he could get anywhere else, and it was only on recommendation that he landed it in the first place. With the anxiety cooling his anger, he went to a nearby bench and flopped down, though not before getting his phone. Shooting a message to his dealer, he looked for another way to get through the rough spot. Or at least, he had been about to. Looking up, he saw someone where she shouldn’t be, long legs poking out of a black dress. He could see her indigo lipstick and pure white eyes, but frankly he found it hard to focus on anything above the neck. “Nice tattoo.”

Tala ran a finger across the three linked circles scoured onto her sternum, flashing a smile and batting her eyelids. “Are you familiar with the symbol? Or are you just a charmer?” Blonsky stood as she approached, placing her hands on his security vest and looking up at his eyes. “I was hoping you could give me a hand with something in the Material Sciences Department, in, oh, a few days? I can make it worth your while. That embarrassment you suffered, from a man so petty and weak despite his station...you’re above that. You deserve to be above that.” Blonsky was looking, but not listening. Tala laughed, and so did he. He was in the palm of her hand before she’d even opened it to clasp him.
It didn’t bleed but it had still hurt. She was crying and the older boys were jeering at her. She didn’t even remember what had made them mad or if she even did anything wrong, but she’d felt like she might have. Something stupid that a kid ought to do. Something that wouldn’t matter in a month but meant everything at the time. Something with consequences that mattered more, that would linger in the mind for years to come. She’d taken the rock and thrown it back but it didn’t even hit his mark. They were crowding in on her until another boy came in, smaller but angrier, growling, tackling one boy onto the ground he kept thrashing. They ganged up on him and beat him. He didn’t stop thrashing but when she gathered herself she screamed. They pushed him down. Another boy rushed to push her down, and then they ran away, leaving the two on the ground crying.

She remembered what she had done. It came to her when she remembered that small set of blue eyes that had looked at her then, crying. She’d angered those other boys because she’d persisted on being friends with this one, who’d helped her when she needed it even though he needed more help then she ever could have processed at the time. She’d sat up and wiped the tears from her face knowing she’d made the right choice, and while he sat on the grass, crying silently while she’d been wailing loudly, she’d remembered what had felt then right in this moment. She’d given him a small kiss on the forehead and thanked him, something like she’d seen on TV probably. And now she’d seen those eye again, a little bigger, still scared even though the face they were a part of was trying and failing to smile. She didn’t see one even as she suddenly embraced him into a hug.

“O-oh, uh, it’s good to see you too.” Bruce pulled back awkwardly, the edges of his lips twitching as they reached to become a grin before being restrained. Betty still held him, pulled away as she studied him. “Uh, I heard about what happened from Talbot, after the fact.”

A bubble of rage rose. “Oh I can’t believe him!”

“No, it’s fine, he was really apologetic. It was a freak accident, he was panicking and turned the key too hard in the wrong direction. I put him in that position as much as I put your dad in his.”

“Keys only ever go one direction!” Betty hissed, incredulous. The two met eyes and, despite themselves and despite the near tragedy of the prior night, burst into laughter. Among the warm sun and the pleasant air of the small park that rested near their respective apartment complexes, it wasn’t out of place even as they earned the odd looks of some kids playing nearby.“You’re too good, Bruce.”

Bruce feigned a smile, glancing aside. “Let’s go get food.”

Side by side, hand not in hand, the two moved down the path on their way to a nearby shopping district. Betty’s light dress flowed as they moved into the urban sprawl of the relatively fancy neighborhood, a far cry from their childhood home on the other side of the country, where children weren’t unknown to ditch class or start fights or sell each other drugs they shouldn’t have even known about. Bruce had been able to leave it sooner, going to community college not because he wanted to, but because the bullying had grown so severe, then onto college because of his aptitude. Meanwhile Betty knew she was the nepo baby. She’d earned her degree, certainly, even if it was years after Bruce, but the offer for Cadmus had only come because of who her father had been, as much as Dad had fervently denied it. Most of the people working with them at Cadmus were on the younger side, their genius or connections allowing them to skip ahead into a very real world with very real consequences. She would never tell him but she hoped that Bruce’s accident would be a sort of wake up call for them. A reminder that the responsibility they held had very real dangers and consequences. But it didn’t need to be a lesson for Bruce, because she knew it wasn’t anything he needed to learn. He’d acted with the best interests of others in mind, and Betty both loved and hate that. She’d hated being terrified and frantic as the situation developed. The hours she’d spent in utter shock thinking that Bruce was dead and it was all over, only for her to unleash those emotions when she found out he was alive after all. He didn’t need to see that side of her, but she did have to see him now.

They found a hotdog cart and took a seat on a bench, watching pedestrians walk by. Bruce spilled some ketchup on his flannel, Betty watching as he took a clumsy napkin to it. “How’s your project going?” he asked, apropos of nothing

Betty’s posture slouched. “Well, it’s like… I thought I’d be a fit because me and Dr. Gregor were both looking into advanced ways of mutant detection. But like...the threat classification system is dated, racist bullcrap, we should not be thinking of mutants as being dangerous first, let alone bringing it up every day. I want the tools we develop to help people learn about their powers safely and not… The tools are good, but I just think she’s misguided on what they should be used for.” Letting out a low sigh, she added, “I’ll figure it out somehow.” There was a pause. Both of them took another bite of their food, knowing the pause was the kind that was not for a lack of things to say, but because the natural continuation was something difficult to utter.

Bruce looked into his food, his processed meat object. “Ross...er, the General.”

“Dad.”

Bruce bared his teeth a bit as he kept his chuckle internal, holding a smile at bay. “Yes, him. He told me that the Gamma Emitter team has been shitcanned and I’ll be working with Sterns next week, assuming my psych and physical check out I guess. I get to blow all my sick hours two months into getting hired, so that’s swell. He’s working on Gamma Mutation, which means animal experimentation. Because-”

“Sterns is the kind of crackpot who left his prior lab to come to Cadmus shouting ‘You’ll see, you’ll all see!’”

Bruce shook his head, letting out a sigh. “His, uh, other papers on Gamma are foundational, but well, I’m getting paid big military contract bucks to kill rats for the next few months I guess. If we do ‘kill death’ then that’s just a bonus.” He let out a light gasp of pain as Betty jabbed him in the arm with the base of her elbow. The last bite or so of his hotdog hit the ground a moment later. She laughed, and the last bit of her food met the same fate, and she laughed again. As she calmed, she kept observing Bruce, the man’s eyes locked on the wasted food as a bird came down, it’s beak pecking at the pressed meat slurry and condiment. Life and death surrounded them, at all times and always.

Leaning into Bruce, she rested her head on his shoulder. He flinched as he tended to do from all touch. She knew he didn’t like it, and she also knew he would never tell her that. She knew that was wrong, but she wouldn’t let herself be held back by that. Life was too short. “Should we call this our first date, or would you rather do something special?”

Bruce stammered, a good few seconds of insubstantial noises coming out until he finally managed, “But, uh, I mean, there was that, er, you told me about a Russian guy once-”

“That was in high school, and it wasn’t anything serious.” She could feel Bruce looking for another angle, and intercepted. “My dad won’t be happy with anyone, but if it’s you he could at least tolerate it. But that doesn’t matter: what do you want, Bruce?”

It transmitted from his chest to the shoulder she rested on faintly, but she believed she could feel his heart pounding. Angling her head, she looked at him, their faces mere inches apart. He was still scared, he always seemed to be. Their lips met, and Betty finally found the smile he’d been holding within.
His eyes opened, and he awoke anew. Bruce gulped for air, his body moist with sweat, above him a blurry ceiling. His body ached as it trembled, Bruce pulling his thin blanket closer as though it was his only shield to reality. His mind burned with images of the dream: the riot of bodies, the evisceration of his own body, that monster...but moments later the details started to fade and memories slid into feelings. While his body relaxed little by little, his heart grew hard with fear.

Throwing his legs out of bed, he only wore dark blue jeans and a green shirt, his shoes and labcoat held off to the side. Finding his glasses, he took a better stock of the under-lit infirmary. One other bed was occupied, a brown haired teen with a thin face and gray eyes staring straight up at the ceiling. It was the first time Bruce really got a look at him, but the only reaction he gave to Bruce moving was a slight glance. When he heard a pair of footsteps approaching, he stayed put, mind still trying to catch up with everything.

Hair long and blonde, a red T-shirt with a yellow lightning bolt on it under a lab coat, Dr. Leonard Samson lit up as he saw the two occupants. “Good to see you two up and about. You were out for quite some time, considering...well maybe I should let the General debrief you.”

“How long has it been?” Bruce’s knuckles were white as he clasped his other wrist.

Samson held up a hand, smiling lightly, “The accident was last night, and about now it’s lunchtime. I can go get you guys some food. Anything in particular you want from the vending machine?”

Bruce brought his hand up to his mouth, resisting the urge to bite it so the pain might bring him back. Instead, he burst out, “We shouldn’t even be alive!” His hands were unable to stop trembling even in gripping themselves. He met with Samson’s green eyes, but glancing down as though he might transmit what he had just seen if they’d continued. Shaking his head, he blurted, “Uh, Oreos, the soft ones.”

Samson looked to the teenager expectantly, but he stayed silent. “Two packs then.” He hit the lights as he took his leave, the two of them back to their lonesome, though now in a room that was more than dim. Bruce kept coming up with questions to ask or things to say but every word died before it could leave his throat. Bruce hoped he’d calm down with a bit more time but it never came. He felt sick. His skin itched but he refused to scratch it lest it come off.

Once again there were footsteps. Samson led the way, tossing each of them a snack. One landed square on the teen’s blanket and rested there, the other was picked up off the ground after it had slipped through Bruce’s grasp. As he lifted his head back up, he saw General Ross flanked by two security guards. Looking over Bruce as he fumbled with the packaging, he grimaced, “You’re a mess. Get a fucking hold of yourself.” Glaring at the other one, he spat, “And you! Get up or I’ll have them make you get up.” The teen finally moved, his face stone as he got out of his infirmary bed and took a stand. “What’s you’re name and what the hell are you doing out here in the middle of the goddamn desert.”

His voice cracked, but finally came after he cleared his throat. “My name’s Rick Jones. I got my motorcycle license and thought I’d go exploring.”

Ross gave a condescending snort. “No you didn’t. Your license isn’t class M, the motorcycle was reported stolen last night, and you had alcohol with you.” Rick’s eyes started darting around, and he took half a step back. “You’d be on track for juvie if this wasn’t a top secret military base. If you want to be treated like an adult, we’ll have you tried like one.”

“What about suicide protection?” Bruce spoke out, his food untouched. “He said he was looking for a place to die when we were out there.”

Rick shot him an angry look. Ross gave a light shrug, “Guess that explains the painkillers we found. Not that it’s guaranteed to work if you mix the two, depends. Could kill you, could just give you a stomach ulcer. But honestly, it doesn’t really matter why you got here, just that you’ll be leaving. And I assure you, if there are any weird rumors or further trespassing by anyone, you will be investigated for any information leaks.” With a jerk of his head, the two security guards stepped forward, guiding Rick out.

“W-wait!” Bruce stood up. “I want to talk to him!”

Ross’s nostrils flared, and he waved for Samson to leave as well. “You can’t be fucking serious. They’re talking about kicking your bum ass out of here. You went against my direct order, putting yourself at risk to save a liability, and to top it off, your fucking Emitter was dysfunctional, meaning that my department has shit all to show for advancing your project over everything else in the works here.” Bruce stared, eyes blinking behind his glasses. As he opened his mouth, Ross found the words first. “Yeah, I know it should be impossible. I remember your briefing, but we have the numbers. The beam went a quarter of the projected distance and there was no residual radiation to speak of. The two of you passed out when you hit the ground and we had you carried here the following morning. Would have done it earlier but we were waiting until the nonexistent radiation decayed enough.” Ross shook his head, a low sigh of fatigue escaping.

Bruce leaned back, a hand running across his face and up through his hair. “This isn’t over. The med team didn’t pick up anything concerning on a cursory check, but you and Jones will both be getting a checkup, and Samson’s already scheduled a psych eval for you next week. Concerned about PTSD. I wanted to tell him you’ve already been through hell-” Bruce went pale. “But I figured you could tell him yourself.” Ross gave Bruce a firm look, his expression softening somewhat. “You’ll get another chance. For now I’m putting you with Sterns and his team since he’s the only other person working with Gamma and you’re a one trick pony. But his project won’t get into full swing until next week. More than enough time to brush up on his notes, get your phys and psych done, and write the incident report for last night. I’ll be raking security over the coals once it’s in, don’t you worry about that.” Standing up, he started for the door, only to stop and look back one more time. “Don’t ever fucking go against me again. And see Betty when you can, she damn near lost her mind. Think about that next time you decide to throw your life away.”

Bruce was left to the silence. His heart had been going ever since Ross raised his voice. Last night he channeled that anxiety into going out to deal with Rick, but now the energy had nowhere to go. His mind was swimming with currents in every direction, agonizing over past, present, and future, two packages of food left forgotten.
The red candlelight flickered even though there was no draft in the small chamber. Seven candles at the seven points of a septagram within a red circle illuminated the office space, a number of tomes and scrolls piled just at the edge of the firelight. Hovering above the center was a lone woman, legs crossed and poking out of the sides of the dark purple dress that trailed on the floor. Adorned with earrings of concentric rings spinning within one another, a tattoo on her sternum made of a ring within another ring made up of three lines attached to three small circles, and long lavender hair, her eyes were closed but her mouth moved as she muttered in her communion.

“Yes, it was as though those earthbound souls were screaming, a fall to the underworld coming that ultimately did not take them. The cards observed a vessel restored, never one but now many… It returned? A demon? Here? Fortuitous, but this world is not one of coincidence… If those were the means then I know exactly how to proceed on my own. I will invoke another séance in due time, master.”

In synchronization, the candles blew out, casting the room in darkness. The light switched on with a wave of her hand, the woman now standing at full height on her black high heels, her eyes without pupil or iris. A smile coming from her painted lips, she left the room into the halls of Cadmus proper. Cutting a driven path through, as always her appearance drew the eyes of many. There was no official uniform of Cadmus, though while most wore labcoats, She always seemed to draw much notice outside of the Paranormal Division where she spent most of her time. If it wasn’t her low cut top, it was the long legs revealed in their entirety with purpose that drew the eyes of the many young men to her, ones she knew had never seen a real woman. Her form was carefully chosen to garner as much use as she could in any and all circumstances. But her basking was a mere diversion, as she reached the Material Sciences division with her eyes on but one. Finding the office of a Dr. Samuel Sterns to have its door wide open, she entered without announcement. His hair short and tan, his mouth encircled by a short goatee, he met her in the eyes with a look befitting his surname. She approached casually. “Doctor? I’ve heard through the grapevine that you’re working on a fascinating line of experimentation.” While there were protocols and secrecy, openness and collaboration were incentivized, the sorceress not feeling any shame as she leaned over his documents. That he didn’t even flinch away from her eyes as he slipped a hand over his paperwork both annoyed and intrigued her, but she didn’t let an iota of that show on her face.

“No one outside of the division should know yet.” Opening a folder and shoving the papers inside, Sterns grumbled, “Can I help?”

Daring to take a seat on the desk, she leaned even closer. “Oh, no, it’s I who wish to help you. Or rather, I believe we can help one another. Your research on Gamma induced mutation… My name is Tala, I work in the Paranormal Division, and I think there is much we can accomplish together.”

Stern’s eyes narrowed for a moment, his incredulity plain. But even as his cheeks puffed out for a moment, no doubt concealing a scoff, he said, “I’m listening.”

Ducking through the corridors of Dufeel, Wade had eyes and ears out, dodging all the recent college grads and strippers of all shapes and sizes. Though the scents of the illicit threatened to drag him to and fro, he kept his eyes straight forward, only bobbing to the beat of music drifting after him a little bit. Shuffling into the entrance, he ignored a pair of programmers staring from their spot on the couch out into the space of the window with vacant expressions. One was vibrating, arms tucked around his head with a low hum coming from his mouth, Wade understanding the feeling of being so high you believe you’re a spaceship quite intimately. Docking by the desks where a number of bags were jumbled together, Wade snatched up a beige one with a Labubu keychain suspended from it, ripping it open and rifling around until he pulled out a small black brick and a beer bottle with liquid sloshing around inside.

Back on the prowl, in moments he was ducking out of sight as a pair excitedly chatted about some ‘phase two’ as they left the office area. Charging in from the other direction, he muttered, “I’m a nice dude, with some nice dreams. See these ice cube fuck-” he gasped out as the door closed on his torso. Free to ignore the ID operated passlock, he grumbled, “I’ve got to stop using that song.”

Pulling out the black brick, he flipped it into the air with a grin, only for it to slip from his hand and clatter to the ground. Offering a few more choice swear words as he scooped it back up, he went up to the nearest computer, slapping it to the side and turning a knob on the side. The nearby pens and paperclips rattled alongside the computer's innards before he turned the knob back, moving on to the next one and the next until the room had been cleared. Flipping it once again, he caught it before blowing a breath of air as though he was cooling down his pistol (when in truth, it was currently feeling rather claustrophobic and neglected). Jamming back into his pocket, he had one more stop making it to the server room in due time. Kicking through the small window, he reached in and unlocked the door proper. Taking out the bottle, cracked open and stoppered with a sliver of sleeve ripped from the hoodie, the whole mess smelled of turpentine. With a click of the lighter he’d pilfered moments ago, he sent the molotov flying, heat bursting out as flames came to take the poor baby AI to its robot hell. Taking in the smell of hot metal and molten plastic, he sighed, “Fuck you, bunnies on a trampoline. You’ve hippity’ed your last hop.”

“WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?”

Wade turned to meet Richard Shodd’s panicked face with a wide, stiff smile. “Hey Rick~ Is it hot in here or is it just me?” Turning to the flames he gasped, “Oh darn! Oh gosh! How could this have happened? Stay away so the fumes don’t give you cancer.” Rick was already off to get the nearest fire extinguisher. As he was running back, Wade offered, “Don’t do that now!” Wrestling it from his hands, he swung it against the nearby wall, the nozzle cracking off. Throwing it aside, the pressure let loose and it shot off down the hallway into the dark. Rick gawked in abject horror. Wade started moving backwards. “Yeah a dude who looks like a car dragged him down a road of broken glass for eight miles in a pair pink hot pants burned down your server room that is not up to fire code while you and your buddies are doing every drug in a ten mile radius. Call me Bill Murray bitch, because no one will ever believe you!” Rick gawked as Wade ran out of sight, his weak legs collapsing under the weight of a huge backstabbing tool.
Slade didn’t even fucking flinch as Wade’s bare feet crossed the late evening pavement before a leap took him on a slide across the hood of some Craigslist ‘fixer upper’ of a sedan. Cracking open the door he jumped inside with a “Woo!”

“Could you try to be less conspicuous?” he moved to start the ignition, only for Wade to meet him dead in the eye, his stare unrelenting. He was quite sure cyclops glanced down to see his cobbled together outfit before shaking his silver haired head lightly. “Never mind.” Car starting up with the sounds of dying machinery, the two were on their way.

“How’d it go, little bro?”

“Glad you asked!” Clapping his hands together, he began, “As per the text message thread they accidentally let that New York Times journalist into-”

“Derek Day Richie, one of the good ones.”

“Interrupt me again and I will have you turn this car around old man! Anyway, Derek gave you a heads up that Jack Hammer and friends had developed something good enough to pass as true AI, a deal being struck with Dufeel to pass it around to the world at large and ruin everything forever. So, you hatched the plan: posing as Derek, you would interview Richie Bitch for the purpose of smuggling my severed finger in, cutting it to refresh my regeneration and hiding it on the premises before sending me a message to pulp myself so I could regenerate in Dufeel by the time night rolled around. A night that was going to be full of all the debauchery a bunch of horned up bisexual college kids could imagine. From the messages, you knew that, and also that Jack ‘joked’ about burning the building down with a molotov to keep what he’d created from the world. So, you got to one of the strippers who was hired and paid them a fat stack- money too, to have them smuggle me a molotov and a super magnet in their bag, marked by that stupid bunny thing.”

“The Labubu was your idea.”

“Damn right it was! But once I got my shit together, and the parts that hold the shit, I could use the magnet to fry all their work computers, use the molotov that only the people in that texting group knew about, and if anyone saw me it could be readily dismissed as drug induced hallucination. All in all, not complicated enough to warrant a big exposition dump sequence, but fuck it, we saved the fucking day, maybe the whole future. Your brains, my everything else, expect the car. That’s right! You know who the fuck we are? We’re-”

“THE WILSONS!” The two cried in unison.

“Fuck yeah!”

Slade shot him a side glance. “Can you keep it to yourself?”

Wade’s naked brow shot up. “What? I thought we were getting along great just now!”

Slade turned to face him, lines on his face run with disappointment. “You’ve been muttering to yourself for the last five minutes, I’ve been filtering it out. Did you take something while you were in there?”

Wade, insides tumbling down like the lives of Richard Shodd and those of Dufeel, slumped back in his seat, dejected. No. I fucking wish though. I didn’t eat anything either, can we get some McDonalds? I grew back with an empty stomach and if I don’t get a Dr. Pepper in the next thirty seconds I will probably pass out.”

Face stony as he took an unwanted turn, Slade said, “Next time you go through a woodchipper, eat first.”
The smell of smoke hung in the air, red and white lights flashing outside of what was only for a short time longer the headquarters of Dufeel. A gaggle of scared looking tech bros ran the whole spectrum of terrified, confused, drowsy, or head fucking empty while a collection of strippers took their steady leave, firefighters and police popping in and out.

Jack sat with his head trying to coddle his pounding head. His thoughts swam, only starting to come back when a foot found his back. Turning to see a frantic Rick, he only then realized he tried to kick him, because his arms were out as he tried to regain balance. “This is your fault!”

“Yeah, it was. I trusted you. A mistake I won’t be making again.” Looking over the impotent raging little mad standing over him, Jack laughed, “God you’re so fucked. I fucking wish I had anything to do with this. You’re the one who didn’t want security cameras only to cry to the fucking cops the moment something went wrong.” Rick winced as the two glanced down the block, where Doug, their IT technician and peer at their school, was sitting on the curb and staring straight ahead while completely still. The cop questioning him stood over him with two others at his side, a few more buzzing about. Another cop cruiser parked on the other side of the street, because a dozen officers apparently wasn’t enough. One of them made a beeline for the group hovering around Doug. “Was the guy you said you saw black?”

Embarrassed, Rick admitted, “He was bald. Are you sure you didn’t see anything?” Jack shrugged, and Rick shook his head before storming off. Slipping his hand into his pockets, he heard a crinkle, carefully drawing a piece of paper out and giving it a quizzical look. In the light of the emergency vehicles, he could barely make out the message: ‘Call me if you ever need a hand, or if anything goes to shit. Don’t worry about me, I keep it clean ;)’. Accompanying the message was a phone number, a drawing of an asterisk within a circle with a small heart nearby, and a flood of memories Jack and no desire to share with anyone. Another look made him realize the circle did not contain the asterisk, but rather when viewed in its entirety it was a butthole.
There was only electric lighting in the Church for the Wayward Soul, inside and out, for Vegas was a city of light. But Father Monroe was much more acclimated to its darkness. The Church was tucked in the corner of a shopping center off the beaten path, its retired patron there to spend the remains of his life helping those who most needed it. More oft then not, his schedule was free, as so few admitted they needed help even in these times where it was most necessary. And that very fact was why he was here in the dead of night, having been summoned outside of usual hours to his confessional booth. Once again in relative darkness, once again a vague shape on the other side of the screen. Who it was and what Father Monroe knew about them did not matter in this moment between them and what they had to say to God.

“I-I’m sorry, Father, I’ve never done this before.”

“It’s far from difficult,” Monroe rasped out. “Make the Sign of the Cross, and then repeat after me. ‘Forgive me Father, for I have sinned.’”

“Forgive me Father, for I have s-sinned. I saw my f-father today, my blood father, for the first time in a long time...” He went silent. For a few moments Monroe only heard breathing. It was not from nervousness; it was the kind one made when they slipping away, as though desperate for something they weren’t sure they’d be able to get again. “I’m sorry.”

“Take your time. This is what I’m here for.”

There was a rattle, a slight alleviation of relief. His voice came again, the words weak with pain but firm with resolve to say them. “I saw my father today, and for the second time, he told me...he told me that the Devil is inside of me. And now I say, in front of God, that...I think he’s right.”
OUTPOST 36 – CADMUS PROJECT FACILITY
PRESENT DAY

“And that’s T-minus 600 seconds, everybody!” A slight murmur of excitement came from the crowd, certainly over capacity limit for the testing chamber. Men and women (predominately men) stood or sat about, all faced towards a large screen with a display of the nearby outdoor desert, a bright moon visible on this clear eve. Most of the Material Sciences division was here, as were a good number from other departments. Cadmus officially started a mere two months ago, and it was still in the process of scouting out new talent to fill out its seemingly endless array of labyrinthine chambers. While levels of security existed based on the nature of the project, the Gamma Beam experiment was in development for years before its Team Leader was hired onto Cadmus, and after several weeks, it was about to engage its first test. They were here not to see Dr. Bruce Banner’s success be realized, but to see the vision of Cadmus come to fruition: this place where all of the hopes and ambitions for these geniuses in so many fields to become reality. The Gamma Beam was only not the hope of Bruce, in this moment, it was the hope of Cadmus.

But Bruce turned away from the crowd. Of split mind, a part of him wished he could preform the experiment in small scale back at Michigan State, but he also knew it would be a dead end. The value of Cadmus was great in so many ways, but an offhanded remark from some of his peers elsewhere claiming a sensation reminiscent of the film Oppenheimer had his stomach tumbling. He felt sweat starting to bead. Leaning down, he pulled up his glasses, he massaged the bridge of his nose with his fingers, staying such until a voice ran across his shoulders. “It’s really the opposite of Oppenheimer when you get down to it.” Jumping up, Bruce turned to see a familiar face standing nearby and watching a large screen, Betty’s face framed in auburn locks. She turned to face him with a light smile. “They’ll get it. Everyone here is going to have the chance to change the world in their own way. You just got the chance first.”

Aiming to give a stiff nod and a smile in response, she turned back to the screen, leaving Bruce to nod his head without purpose. Turning back to his console, he ran a set of knuckles across his forehead, feeling the fool for his social inability while another murmur rumbled through the crowd. A few were pointing at the monitor. Bruce looked to see a shape, among the stone, faint in the night. “Is someone out there?”

Bruce might as well have be doused in water for how fast he shot up, leaning in to get a closer look. Whatever it was, it moved unevenly, practically stumbling. Looking back to the room, he met eyes with Betty. “Are they going to be alright?”

Bruce’s heart sank as the pressure set in. Though partly concealed by the stone and aimed outwards, the Gamma Beam emission would go miles into the sky, its unique properties allowing a tunneling focus that Bruce believed would be able to disable the systems of any constructed nuclear warhead, even those protected against electromagnetic interference, allowing it to fall without detonation in wastelands well before they reached their target. The end of nuclear war as it was known. But this was the first time it was being tested: it’s ultimate range was only projected and they needed proper measurements to deduce efficacy. This room was well protected, but the residual radiation, though short lived, would not leave anyone close by unharmed, to put it lightly.

Slipping a string off of his neck, wielding the key it was strung to, he looked over to his assistant, Glenn Talbot, still in his chair looking for guidance. “We have to stop the experiment.”

“Sit back down you little control freak. Security can handle it.” Standing a full head taller than Bruce, decked out in his Air Force attire, gray mustache and dark eyes glaring down at the mild-mannered scientist, General Ross puffed out his chest as the room went completely quiet.

Looking back to the screen, Bruce scoffed, “Yeah, they’ve been keeping a handle on it so far. We have 5 minutes until anyone out there is dead.”

“And if you stop this, this whole project is dead until we get the materials to resume. Too fast a change in temperature means we have to rebuild half the damn thing! You said as much yourself. And until it is resumed– if, I mean, and that’s a big fucking if, you’ll be working on other teams with your thumb up you ass, fucking Boy Genius. Sit back down.”

Hands already in motion, Bruce kept his eyes locked with Ross, slapping the key in hand against Ross’s chest. “Fine then. If I’m not allowed to stop the experiment, then you can. You outrank me.” Ross’s yells of protest only meeting his deaf ears, Bruce stormed off, running to the nearby maintenance exit where he would reach the darkness.
Panting, Bruce made it to the top of the short staircase, throwing open a small service hatch. Scrambling up into the chill of the desert. Only the faint edges of moon-bathed stone and sand could be parsed as his eyes slowly adjusted. A particularly odd formation stood out to him, where the Gamma Beam Emitter rested amongst nature, the camera streaming to the room a dozen or so meters away hidden to his sight. “HEEEEEY!” Bruce called out into the night.

“What the fuck?” Came a slight slur of speech from the darkness. There was a sound of glass slapping into the dirt. Bruce ran after it, and there was a cry of fright. Bruce ascertained that it couldn’t have been someone older than 18 at most. He fell and Bruce was on them in moments, trying to drag him up. “Did you follow me out here you fucking sicko?”

“You’re next to a military base and if you- gah, don’t stop struggling you’re going to die!” As Bruce struggled, he retched from the scent of alcohol, his skin crawling at the recognition.

“I don’t care! Why do you think I came here?”

Bruce growled, “If you really don’t care then the least you could do is stop struggling!” Bruce looked back at the Gamma Beam Emitter. Reading his internal clock, he knew the discharge wouldn’t quite have triggered yet, but he was only praying that if Ross didn’t see this wayward child as a person, the least he could do was see Bruce as one. But that was only a prayer.
“That fucker,” Ross hissed, storming after Bruce as the slam of the door closing echoed past him.

Dad!” flowed a voice that was like water to his clay heart.

His own tone shifting to a softer one, Ross still had as much stern edge as could muster while he demanded, “Don’t call me that at work!”

“What are you going to do? Follow him? Or let him die?”

Ross’s nostrils flared as he bit back his real feelings on the matter before taking the key in hand to the console. Nodding to Talbot, who withdrew a similar key, the two both slotted them in at the same time. It was what, at the time of its conception, felt like a standard security matter for anything involving radioactive materials that could erupt in chaos at a slight mishandling, but as the pair turned the keys to a swift countdown, a faint ‘click’ being heard loudly from Talbot’s side, the General looked over to see him looking in abject horror, half the key in hand, the other stuck in the lock. “You shitlicking-” Looking to the rest of the room, Ross roared, “We need a set of pliers NOW.”

On screen, Bruce’s faint white coat could be seen as he looked around at the camera as he struggled with the intruder. Security was nowhere in sight, and someone was going to have Hell to pay for letting all of this happen. There was a bustling as a few stepped forward with multitools on their keychains, the desk getting crowded as they tried to right the wrong of Talbot’s panic borne haste, the man hovering about as though he there was anything he could do. The countdown was at less then five seconds. At this point, an emergency stop would ruin the Ray irreparably, if it even would stop. Betty started for the door, and Ross followed his beating heart right to her, even though there was no chance anything could be done. “Bruce!” she shouted as he pulled her into her arms, the spot he most wanted her most to be at when they both knew it was where she least wanted to be, especially at that moment. The steadily rising mechanical noises hit a zenith, and the screen flashed with a bright light for but a moment. A starstruck crowd watched Bruce leap to the youth, tackling him down before they both fell and were still. Betty tried to pull herself from Ross’s grasp but he couldn’t let her go, couldn’t let her see what he witnessed.

The death of Bruce Banner was not so dramatic to the world of the living in front of the screen. There was no kaboom, the residual radiation was undetectable to human senses. Those watching shifted from horror to mystification as the two bodies were still. And yet, knowing that the radiation was cooking him from the inside, Ross saw the white labcoat flapping in the wind, and knew that his quiet death was haunting enough. “Turn it off.” His command was met with vacant stares, so he demanded again, “We don’t need it any more. Turn it off!” One of Bruce’s team members found the remote and switched it off, Ross finally releasing Betty. She stumbled from his grasp and slowly reached a chair, freed by its occupant jumping to his feet during the crisis. For a moment, her lip trembled, but then she saw her father, and she scowled, holding it to him. She would thank him for it later, Ross knew, still protecting her as much as she wanted to be free from it. And he would continue to do so as he was obligated to do.

“The Gamma residue has an infamously low retention rate, considering how powerful it is. By morning, we’ll be able to recover the bodies with a few men in protective gear. Brace yourselves folks, because this is going to be a shitshow.”

“What if they’re not dead?” asked Talbot, his voice a small prayer, his face white as a sheet.

Ross gave a long, slow, exhale. “Then they’ll be wanting for it.”
Bruce didn’t know why he did it. Radiation cared little for a bit of flesh and bone. If it penetrated into his body and mutilated his cells one by one then the young vagabond would be meeting the same fate in due time. If there was any effect it would simply be that he would die a slower and more agonizing death. And all Bruce had accomplished was dying a useless death. A trolley problem where he’d opted to jump onto the tracks instead. But even as he came to that realization, he recognized that he was still thinking, therefore he ought to Be.

He came to regret that election to Be, for as soon as he found himself once again in existence, it was not an enviable one. Where he was once dry he was now drenched, surrounded in water like slime. His eyes peeled open and he saw a face, rotted and desiccated with stringy hair but yelling in silence full of wroth. Pushing against the dirt of the riverbed he broke the water, his bare flesh meeting stale, stagnant air. His ears were met with the tearing of water and screams and cries. A fist found his flesh, and another. He recoiled, trying to dodge but there were only bodies of all shapes and sizes, all covered in blood and bruise and grime, all screaming, all striking out and biting and kicking. He pushed himself away, standing to look for a way out, the road of the river stretching endlessly under a brown sky choked with clouds like smoke. Crags of black rock held true to either side like the sides of a valley. There was no boatman, and yet like one views their own dream and know the context within it as though it was true, he knew himself to be on the River Styx, afloat in Hell itself.

Another strike met him and laid him out, Bruce once again sinking. He scrambled, his own anger flashing as he found footing and struck back. Pushing past, he splashed his way to the nearest riverbank, pushing and punching what felt like every step of the way. He hated to hurt others but when he suffered a blow, his first instinct to retreat would only push him back into the water where he would suffer the pain of drowning endlessly until he surfaced again where he would be struck, and striking back was the only way to bear the pain. He didn’t know where anyone was going. Some seemed to be pushing upstream, others down. It felt so obvious to go to the riverbank that Bruce knew there had to be something wrong, but until he discovered it he wouldn’t be able to rest. So he pushed and smashed and kept going until his hands reached the black stone. He climbed up, seeking reprieve from the muck. A few tried to pull him back but he kicked them away. His bruised flesh scrambled on the stone and it sliced him, the blood offering him no warmth. He slipped and fell, skin shaved from his hand and he knew it would never heal, the filthy water burning his cuts. Those damned in the waters singled him out like monkeys dragging him from the ladder by throwing sharp stones that stung his flesh. Until they didn’t. Fear gripping them, they shuffled backwards, watching something. Bruce heard a breathing above him, and a rare droplet of warm water found his flesh. He turned to look up. A mass of muscle and brown scales bore over him, a long body with a row of sharp teeth in a mouth that seemed to take up half of it’s body starting to sprawl open, a green light like death shimmering through. Bruce tried to run but the blades of stone aimed to hack him to shreds. The devil was upon him, and the suffering that had feigned endlessness was now over.

Where is the soul located? The layman need not concern themselves with the nature of their very beings. The philosopher postulates and pontificates but can never reach an answer. Masters of the arcane know they exist, tied to life, more malleable then one might expect but also deeply resilient. Wade’s current stance on the matter was inconclusive, naturally, because at the moment he was only a severed finger sitting in a yellow mop bucket in a janitor’s closet in Silicon Valley. He rested in the bliss of nonexistence, as a finger cannot think without a brain to transmit its signals too. In some minutes it would be a hand possessing nearly an eighth of the bones in his body. Give it another few hours and most of the torso would be complete, propped out of the mop bucket like some Jack-in-the-Box fished from the garbage of a pet shop of horrors. But the time the work day was over, Wade would once again be granted the natural suffering of existence, head lolling as he tried to excise a fresh migraine without the substances he so heavily relied on, his body cleansed in its reconstruction (for all the good that did him). Once he was able to stretch his newfound legs, he left the closet cock first, echoes of merriment abound.
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Braced against the couch, Jack sat alone. He leaned against gravity, which was now slanted in the red tinted world he inhabited. He was currently studying the table while running his hand across his stubble, observing a speckling of various substances that should not be mixed, Jack’s concern more being with the fact that they remained on the relatively smooth surface without falling. He was waiting, waiting for it all to tumble down, as it was not prediction but inevitability. Hand reaching out for some of the pills and an opened pale ale, he made motions for his mouth, only to go stark still as a flayed stripper walked in, flesh scarred beyond human limits, entirely naked except for a tight pair of neon pink hot pants shining through his world of red, black, and white. Approaching, the gnawed human thumb grabbed Jack’s black MIT hoodie off of the empty chair, muttering, “I’m borrowing this, thank you very much.” Eyes moving with an odd typicality under the mask of a face glanced between Jack and his table, before a hand reached out to pull some of the pills out of his hand. “I’ll take those. What are they?”

“Downers. I’m about to fall off this couch and would rather not feel it.”

“Awesome, cool, very specific.” Taking a seat, the pills were scattered to the floor behind him as he whipped up the bong and a lighter as though he’d been in this exact position a million times before, shaking his head before putting it back down. Flicking the lighter on and off, he asked, “What’s your name, buddy?”

Sure, I’ll humor this steward of my fresh hell. “My name’s Jack. Jack Hammer. My parents thought they were funny, and my life turned out to be one big cosmic punchline, so I guess they were right. I graduated at the top of my class in MIT, got with my friends and hopped into the generative AI model business. We got the grant and I was able to realize my concepts and create the first AI that has the potential to outsmart humans. After debating with my friends about the ramifications they sold it to outside parties under my nose. In the best case scenario, every job that can be replaced by AI will be, leaving the world in its largest Great Depression ever while those at the top continue to reap the benefits. In the worse case scenario, the AI uses all computer systems to proliferate and push humanity to a point where it either lives under its technomonarchy or abandon our entire tech infrastructure. Tonight’s the last night it’s ours, and tomorrow the contract goes into effect and we give my little STD out to the rest of the world, so we’re celebrating our emancipation from wage slavery. You know, I envisioned myself like an internet superhero. I used to track down pedophiles and animal abusers on the internet to report them to their local authorities, and then rat on the local authorities so the public would rightfully turn on those pig bastards when they were playing in the slop. I was so good at breaking into systems I called myself the Penetrator. My friends called me Weasel since I was playing both sides. At least, they did until they found out about my preferences for anal sex, then they accepted the name Penetrator. Of course those weaselly, talentless bitches are the ones who fucked me in the end.” The hallucinogenic specter’s brow shot up, and he scrambled about, looking for something. “I’m currently debating whether or not I should just kill myself, or if I should live in the hell of my own making. What do you think, gross blood zombie from Mohg’s Palace in Elden Ring?”

Ass sticking out from under the table before he resurfaced with a pen in hand, the flesh colored avocado man said, “I was following up until the Anal Ring stuff. I don’t watch superhero movies.” Pulling up a scrap of paper, he went to scrawling as he explained, “I go back and forth on the death thing. The empty void I wake up from when my brain regenerates itself leaves me with an even deeper emptiness as I yearn to go back. Do you yearn? Nah, you’re just trying to run. See, the thing that scares me is that the comforting embrace of death is just an illusion, a deep sleep as my consciousness waits to wake up on this shitty rock of a world again. In my nightmares the real death is an eternity of pain and suffering that makes anything we can imagine here look like the tip of an earthworm’s dick.”

His still slanted world seemed to shift more as he felt sick to his stomach. “Fuck.” His eyes ached with tears and he leaned over, slipping from the couch in his unequilibrium. The physical pain of the impact compounded his mental, and he trembled with sobs, each one wracking his torso with a pain of living. He became numb to the world around him, shy of a few comforting coos and the sound of crumpling paper as something was slipped into his pocket before the comfort of the void took him.
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