


"Thank the Gods it’s just you."
Anissa blinked at him, and for a split second, she honestly wasn't sure she'd heard correctly. Her gaze flicked over her shoulder, checking if someone else had followed her over—another camper, another question, another interruption meant for River instead. But the space behind her remained empty, the distant noise of the few remaining campers muffled enough to make the moment feel oddly private, almost cocooned.
Her brows knit together faintly as she turned back, and she held the bag out a little further, though her arm had begun to tremble slightly from the weight. But it was hard to get her mouth moving right after something like that.
River, for his part, appeared to realize what he'd just said. His eyes widened with the particular horror of someone hearing their own words after they've left their mouth.
"I didn’t mean it like that." The words came out rushed and a bit pleading. "There’s just been a lot of people asking questions I don’t have answers to… and a sister I didn’t know I had… and some Aphrodite girl who needs therapy and—"
He snapped his mouth shut. Then his eyes, as though following some internal command to cease all function immediately. His hands ran along his thighs until they rested on his knees, elbows locking as he exhaled something that was half a sigh, half a groan.
Anissa's confusion lingered for a moment longer as his words tumbled out in uneven fragments, each one arriving slightly ahead of the next, like stones skipping across water before sinking. She caught them as they landed, turning each one over in her mind.
Questions. A sister. Aphrodite girl.
Ah.
Understanding arrived slowly, the way light creeps across a floor at dawn—incremental, then suddenly everywhere at once. She quietly assembled meaning from the pieces he'd scattered between apology and obvious frustration. The pieces of an early afternoon that had clearly gone nowhere close to as he'd thought they might.
His clarifying words then—"I’m just thankful it’s you and not… literally anyone else." —caused a warmth that was unwelcome, unbidden, and absolutely indifferent to her attempts to extinguish it. Because it meant the other girl had not, in fact, charmed or comforted him the way Anissa had briefly and very unwillingly imagined. It meant that whatever had happened between them, whatever had left him sitting there with his hands pressed to the back of his neck like he was holding himself together, it hadn't been like that.
Thank the Gods.
Then, just as quickly, embarrassment followed this relief.
Really? Really? It was ridiculous to feel relieved! Nothing had changed between them because of this. Nothing should change if her dream had anything to say about it. River was free to speak to whoever he wished, respond however he wished. The logic of it was obvious, orderly, and sensible.
And yet.
And yet the warmth remained, stubborn and viscous, pooling somewhere beneath her ribs despite her best efforts to ignore it. Anissa felt an inexplicable urge to smile, a ridiculous impulse that she quickly suppressed. Instead, she busied herself with arranging the contents of the bag, her hands fussing over containers she'd already organized twice, acutely aware of River's gaze tracking her movements with an attention that felt almost tangible.
When she finally moved to hand it to him, her mouth opening to explain what was inside, his hand reached out first. The motion was unhesitating, as though accepting something from her required no consideration at all. But it was his fingers brushing her own that caused her breath to stall. She waited. Reflexively, instinctively, she waited for the correction. That micro-flinch and subtle recoil made when someone realized they were touching her, the girl who always had her hands covered.
It never came.
Of course it didn't. He didn't know about that side of her. To him, she was just Anissa. Someone who brought food, who asked questions, who stood beside him without incident. This was simply... comfortable for him. Natural. Unremarkable. And in a way, despite knowing what she knew about herself, Anissa felt the same.
Still, she explained what his meal consisted of as neutrally as she could manage, her voice carefully modulated to reveal nothing of the warmth still flickering stubbornly beneath her skin. When River's finger tapped lightly against hers with a word of thanks and his honest confession about having forgotten to eat, Anissa felt something strange catch in her throat again. Not quite the same choking as before, but close.
She cleared her throat, the sound quiet and almost apologetic, as though correcting something only she could hear.
“It’s… nothing fancy,” she added, unnecessarily, her attention dropping briefly to the container in his hands instead of his face. “Just something warm.”
The low, unmistakable growl of his stomach broke the moment before it could linger too long.
Anissa's eyes flicked up despite herself, surprise softening her expression as River laughed it off, bashful in a way that felt oddly disarming on someone who so often carried himself like an immovable structure. It drew the faintest curve at the corner of her mouth before she could stop it.
"Guess you were onto something," he said with a soft chuckle, one hand pressing briefly against his stomach as though to silence further traitorous noises.
“Well, what can I say?” she murmured, lowering her gaze again before an expression could fully form. “Starvation seemed unlikely to improve morale.” It was easier to frame her concern as practicality. Easier to let him think she'd simply applied logic to the situation rather than any particular thought of him.
Anissa watched, peripheral and careful, as he shifted his clipboard and jacket aside, clearing space on the bench without comment. After a moment's hesitation, she sat beside him, placing hers and Blair's lunch on the opposite side. She angled herself carefully so that her arm didn't brush against his, even as the bench's limited dimensions forced them into proximity. Then she watched him examine the meat with open curiosity, something about the seriousness with which he regarded it almost endearing despite her best efforts to remain unmoved.
"I’ve never had lamb," he confessed, looking up and over at her with an expression that held no embarrassment, only honest admission. "It was kind of out of my mom’s budget growing up." An amused laugh accompanied the words, self-deprecating but not wounded."We had a lot of pork… and fish, obviously."
Anissa’s brows lifted faintly at that, surprise flickering across her features before she could smooth it away. It hadn’t even occurred to her that it might be unfamiliar. Lamb had appeared often enough at home as just one of those occasional indulgences for her and her mother. She hesitated a second, suddenly aware of the invisible lines between their upbringings, and chose her words carefully.
“It’s… softer than it looks,” she offered instead, her voice taking on an oddly pedagogical tone that she immediately regretted.“Less intimidating once you commit to it.”
Her gaze dropped briefly to the container as River mentioned pork and fish, the amused emphasis on the latter earning the faintest twitch at the corner of her mouth. The opportunity to deflect from her own momentary awkwardness presented itself, and she took it.
“You know…I did consider fish,” she said slowly. “But…I wasn’t really sure if that could count as like…cannibalism or something. Didn’t want lunch to be some weird moral dilemma for you, you know, eating your fish friends.” She shrugged. “What can I say? I’m thoughtful like that. You’re welcome.”
She paused, as if realizing she might actually want the answer to the joke she'd just made. Curiosity, it seemed, was harder to suppress than embarrassment.
“I mean genuinely,” Anissa added, tilting her head slightly, the teasing giving way to something more earnest. “Do you actually consider fish your friends? Or is it more of a distant-relative situation where it’s fine as long as you don’t make eye contact?”
River’s smile was soft then. Almost warm in the way it sparked something behind his eyes that had been absent when he'd been sitting with his hands pressed to the back of his neck like he was holding himself together. He looked back down at the meat and, without any ceremony or show, picked up one piece by the bone and took a bite. Then another.
Then, with the same unhesitating naturalness he'd shown when reaching for the container, he held the remaining piece out toward her.
The lamb hung between them, still faintly steaming with beads of fat glistening on its surface. Anissa stared at it, caught somewhere between surprise at the offering and the absurdity of being handed food like some kind of primal sharing ritual. River's face, however, remained open and expectant, as if this were the most normal thing in the world. As if handing half-eaten food to someone you'd only known for about a day required no thought at all.
Anissa looked from the proffered piece to his face, then back again. Her own utensils were still in the bag beside her, untouched. But she could take it. She could just reach forward and—
Her cheeks warmed at the thought.
It shouldn't have felt like a big deal. Ignoring what she couldn’t remember, she'd done far worse, far bolder, with him already, except instead of lamb it had, of course, been a cherry. That version of herself, the one from the party, had leaned forward without hesitation, turning closeness into something playful and untouchable by consequence. It had been easy. Effortless. The kind of boldness that arrived with a buzz and departed just as quickly, leaving nothing behind but memory.
This, however, existed in daylight with no alcohol and not much of an audience, and no convenient excuse waiting afterward. This was just her, and him, and a piece of meat suspended between them like a question she hadn't prepared to answer.
Her gloved hand moved before she'd fully decided to lift it, fingers closing around the bone he held out. It was warm from his own grip, slick with grease, and impossibly ordinary and intimate all at once. She pulled it toward her anyway, teeth closing around the meat with deliberate slowness. The flavour hit her immediately: rich and savoury, deepened by salt and something smokier than simple roasting. Anissa had to stop herself from making a sound, some small hum of satisfaction that would have revealed too much.
“Really glad now I didn’t go for something boring like…sandwiches.” She paused mid-bite, brow faintly knitting. “This is pretty good.”
It was more than pretty good, actually. Either she was hungrier than she'd thought, or divine catering came with some frankly unfair advantages. She turned the thought over as she chewed, considering the peculiar logistics of it all. If the gods could manipulate reality but chose to apply it to lamb seasoning, why didn't they do it for anything that actually mattered? Why not direct that power toward something useful, like world hunger, political stability, or the rising cost of rent? But no. Instead, there were children of gods worrying about budgets and groceries and whether they'd make it through winter while their divine parents ruled oceans and skies and underworlds with what appeared to be very selective generosity. The whole setup was so bullshit.
She chewed on that thought along with the lamb, watching River busily work on the small roasted potatoes in his container. The silence between them felt different now—less weighted, more companionable. The kind of quiet that didn't demand filling. It was only after a minute or so of this had passed that Anissa reached into the bag for her own container, pulling it out along with a few napkins, a fork for her poutine, and one of the full bottles of juice. She handed his bottle over without looking at him after wiping her mouth with a napkin. Then, finally, she opened her container.
The scent that rose from it was immediate and unequivocal: golden fries, squeaky cheese curds, rich brown gravy thick enough to cling to everything it touched. The portion was heaping, obscene in its generosity—sorry, not sorry—and for a moment she simply looked at it with something approaching reverence. It was to the point that she almost forgot River was next to her. Almost. It was still far too early for him to see her drooling over food like she’d been starved and hadn’t eaten anything substantial since, well, now (which, mind you…she hadn’t).
She speared a fry with her fork, studied it briefly as if assessing its structural integrity, then held it out toward him.
“For balance,” Anissa said solemnly. “You’ve had protein. Now you need something with absolutely no nutritional value whatsoever.”
Whether he accepted the fry or not, Anissa herself couldn't wait much longer to dig into her food, given that River had just about reduced his lamb to little more than small lacertiform strips of meat by this point. Using the same fork, she scooped up a generous portion and ate, savouring the salt and the way the cheese stretched just slightly before breaking each time she did. The gravy clung to everything it touched, a perfect counterpoint to the crispness of the fries beneath.
Gods, it was better than any fish or lamb hoped to ever be. This was comfort manifest. This was the culinary equivalent of a warm blanket and a cozy movie. This was, she thought with something approaching religious fervour, exactly what she'd needed without knowing she needed it.
"I don’t think I’m going to be a liked leader," River confessed plainly then.
Anissa paused with her fork halfway to her mouth, her attention torn from the transcendent experience of poutine to the unexpected admission. She chewed thoughtfully, giving herself a moment to process both the words and the vulnerability behind them, her brows raised in curiosity.
“Why do you say that?” she asked after swallowing, her tone casual but genuinely interested. “Because you don’t have all the answers?”
Whatever his reply, the warmth of gravy lingered on her tongue as she considered the field rather than him.
“Wanna know what I think?” She didn't wait for confirmation. “I don’t really think people were asking you for the right answers just to know them. I think they were asking you to make them feel secure.” A small pause, during which she finally turned to look at him directly. “Besides…I think people confuse discomfort with dislike.”
The words came out quieter than she'd intended.
“You make them…uncomfortable.”
She saw something flicker across his face as though she'd merely confirmed what he already suspected. Anissa's fork hovered uselessly over her container as she searched for the right words to explain, puffing out her cheeks in light frustration. The poutine sat forgotten, its gravy beginning to cool.
“Not in a bad way,” Anissa added quickly, the clarification slipping out before she could stop it. “I watched people come up to you today after training and…they didn’t really approach you like you’re a person, did they? It’s more like…” She stopped, humming in thought, her brow furrowing as she worked through the realization even as she spoke it. “More like they approached you like you're a solution. Like you're supposed to have all the answers because of who your father is or whatever. And when you don't immediately solve something for them, especially in the way they want... they don't quite know what to do with that, I think.”
That was probably why, she realized, so many of them—including Blair—had walked away looking frustrated rather than angry. Not after failing, but after being told to try again. After being met not with a magic fix but with the uncomfortable truth that they'd have to do the work themselves. It was easier to be angry at someone who denied you a solution than at yourself for not finding one.
“Anyway, River, I…” Anissa hesitated, suddenly aware that she'd been talking for what felt like a long time, that she'd laid out observations she hadn't fully examined herself until this moment. “I don’t think you’re disliked. I think you’re just new. Unknown. Different. And sometimes that’s enough to make people unsure. Doesn't mean they won't come around. Just means they haven't figured out where you fit yet.”
She picked up another fry, more to have something to do with her hands than because she wanted it. The gravy had cooled slightly, but she ate it anyway, chewing slowly as she gave him space to respond.
Or not respond and change the subject, if that's what he needed.
Anissa blinked at him, and for a split second, she honestly wasn't sure she'd heard correctly. Her gaze flicked over her shoulder, checking if someone else had followed her over—another camper, another question, another interruption meant for River instead. But the space behind her remained empty, the distant noise of the few remaining campers muffled enough to make the moment feel oddly private, almost cocooned.
Her brows knit together faintly as she turned back, and she held the bag out a little further, though her arm had begun to tremble slightly from the weight. But it was hard to get her mouth moving right after something like that.
River, for his part, appeared to realize what he'd just said. His eyes widened with the particular horror of someone hearing their own words after they've left their mouth.
"I didn’t mean it like that." The words came out rushed and a bit pleading. "There’s just been a lot of people asking questions I don’t have answers to… and a sister I didn’t know I had… and some Aphrodite girl who needs therapy and—"
He snapped his mouth shut. Then his eyes, as though following some internal command to cease all function immediately. His hands ran along his thighs until they rested on his knees, elbows locking as he exhaled something that was half a sigh, half a groan.
Anissa's confusion lingered for a moment longer as his words tumbled out in uneven fragments, each one arriving slightly ahead of the next, like stones skipping across water before sinking. She caught them as they landed, turning each one over in her mind.
Questions. A sister. Aphrodite girl.
Ah.
Understanding arrived slowly, the way light creeps across a floor at dawn—incremental, then suddenly everywhere at once. She quietly assembled meaning from the pieces he'd scattered between apology and obvious frustration. The pieces of an early afternoon that had clearly gone nowhere close to as he'd thought they might.
His clarifying words then—"I’m just thankful it’s you and not… literally anyone else." —caused a warmth that was unwelcome, unbidden, and absolutely indifferent to her attempts to extinguish it. Because it meant the other girl had not, in fact, charmed or comforted him the way Anissa had briefly and very unwillingly imagined. It meant that whatever had happened between them, whatever had left him sitting there with his hands pressed to the back of his neck like he was holding himself together, it hadn't been like that.
Thank the Gods.
Then, just as quickly, embarrassment followed this relief.
Really? Really? It was ridiculous to feel relieved! Nothing had changed between them because of this. Nothing should change if her dream had anything to say about it. River was free to speak to whoever he wished, respond however he wished. The logic of it was obvious, orderly, and sensible.
And yet.
And yet the warmth remained, stubborn and viscous, pooling somewhere beneath her ribs despite her best efforts to ignore it. Anissa felt an inexplicable urge to smile, a ridiculous impulse that she quickly suppressed. Instead, she busied herself with arranging the contents of the bag, her hands fussing over containers she'd already organized twice, acutely aware of River's gaze tracking her movements with an attention that felt almost tangible.
When she finally moved to hand it to him, her mouth opening to explain what was inside, his hand reached out first. The motion was unhesitating, as though accepting something from her required no consideration at all. But it was his fingers brushing her own that caused her breath to stall. She waited. Reflexively, instinctively, she waited for the correction. That micro-flinch and subtle recoil made when someone realized they were touching her, the girl who always had her hands covered.
It never came.
Of course it didn't. He didn't know about that side of her. To him, she was just Anissa. Someone who brought food, who asked questions, who stood beside him without incident. This was simply... comfortable for him. Natural. Unremarkable. And in a way, despite knowing what she knew about herself, Anissa felt the same.
Still, she explained what his meal consisted of as neutrally as she could manage, her voice carefully modulated to reveal nothing of the warmth still flickering stubbornly beneath her skin. When River's finger tapped lightly against hers with a word of thanks and his honest confession about having forgotten to eat, Anissa felt something strange catch in her throat again. Not quite the same choking as before, but close.
She cleared her throat, the sound quiet and almost apologetic, as though correcting something only she could hear.
“It’s… nothing fancy,” she added, unnecessarily, her attention dropping briefly to the container in his hands instead of his face. “Just something warm.”
The low, unmistakable growl of his stomach broke the moment before it could linger too long.
Anissa's eyes flicked up despite herself, surprise softening her expression as River laughed it off, bashful in a way that felt oddly disarming on someone who so often carried himself like an immovable structure. It drew the faintest curve at the corner of her mouth before she could stop it.
"Guess you were onto something," he said with a soft chuckle, one hand pressing briefly against his stomach as though to silence further traitorous noises.
“Well, what can I say?” she murmured, lowering her gaze again before an expression could fully form. “Starvation seemed unlikely to improve morale.” It was easier to frame her concern as practicality. Easier to let him think she'd simply applied logic to the situation rather than any particular thought of him.
Anissa watched, peripheral and careful, as he shifted his clipboard and jacket aside, clearing space on the bench without comment. After a moment's hesitation, she sat beside him, placing hers and Blair's lunch on the opposite side. She angled herself carefully so that her arm didn't brush against his, even as the bench's limited dimensions forced them into proximity. Then she watched him examine the meat with open curiosity, something about the seriousness with which he regarded it almost endearing despite her best efforts to remain unmoved.
"I’ve never had lamb," he confessed, looking up and over at her with an expression that held no embarrassment, only honest admission. "It was kind of out of my mom’s budget growing up." An amused laugh accompanied the words, self-deprecating but not wounded."We had a lot of pork… and fish, obviously."
Anissa’s brows lifted faintly at that, surprise flickering across her features before she could smooth it away. It hadn’t even occurred to her that it might be unfamiliar. Lamb had appeared often enough at home as just one of those occasional indulgences for her and her mother. She hesitated a second, suddenly aware of the invisible lines between their upbringings, and chose her words carefully.
“It’s… softer than it looks,” she offered instead, her voice taking on an oddly pedagogical tone that she immediately regretted.“Less intimidating once you commit to it.”
Her gaze dropped briefly to the container as River mentioned pork and fish, the amused emphasis on the latter earning the faintest twitch at the corner of her mouth. The opportunity to deflect from her own momentary awkwardness presented itself, and she took it.
“You know…I did consider fish,” she said slowly. “But…I wasn’t really sure if that could count as like…cannibalism or something. Didn’t want lunch to be some weird moral dilemma for you, you know, eating your fish friends.” She shrugged. “What can I say? I’m thoughtful like that. You’re welcome.”
She paused, as if realizing she might actually want the answer to the joke she'd just made. Curiosity, it seemed, was harder to suppress than embarrassment.
“I mean genuinely,” Anissa added, tilting her head slightly, the teasing giving way to something more earnest. “Do you actually consider fish your friends? Or is it more of a distant-relative situation where it’s fine as long as you don’t make eye contact?”
River’s smile was soft then. Almost warm in the way it sparked something behind his eyes that had been absent when he'd been sitting with his hands pressed to the back of his neck like he was holding himself together. He looked back down at the meat and, without any ceremony or show, picked up one piece by the bone and took a bite. Then another.
Then, with the same unhesitating naturalness he'd shown when reaching for the container, he held the remaining piece out toward her.
The lamb hung between them, still faintly steaming with beads of fat glistening on its surface. Anissa stared at it, caught somewhere between surprise at the offering and the absurdity of being handed food like some kind of primal sharing ritual. River's face, however, remained open and expectant, as if this were the most normal thing in the world. As if handing half-eaten food to someone you'd only known for about a day required no thought at all.
Anissa looked from the proffered piece to his face, then back again. Her own utensils were still in the bag beside her, untouched. But she could take it. She could just reach forward and—
Her cheeks warmed at the thought.
It shouldn't have felt like a big deal. Ignoring what she couldn’t remember, she'd done far worse, far bolder, with him already, except instead of lamb it had, of course, been a cherry. That version of herself, the one from the party, had leaned forward without hesitation, turning closeness into something playful and untouchable by consequence. It had been easy. Effortless. The kind of boldness that arrived with a buzz and departed just as quickly, leaving nothing behind but memory.
This, however, existed in daylight with no alcohol and not much of an audience, and no convenient excuse waiting afterward. This was just her, and him, and a piece of meat suspended between them like a question she hadn't prepared to answer.
Her gloved hand moved before she'd fully decided to lift it, fingers closing around the bone he held out. It was warm from his own grip, slick with grease, and impossibly ordinary and intimate all at once. She pulled it toward her anyway, teeth closing around the meat with deliberate slowness. The flavour hit her immediately: rich and savoury, deepened by salt and something smokier than simple roasting. Anissa had to stop herself from making a sound, some small hum of satisfaction that would have revealed too much.
“Really glad now I didn’t go for something boring like…sandwiches.” She paused mid-bite, brow faintly knitting. “This is pretty good.”
It was more than pretty good, actually. Either she was hungrier than she'd thought, or divine catering came with some frankly unfair advantages. She turned the thought over as she chewed, considering the peculiar logistics of it all. If the gods could manipulate reality but chose to apply it to lamb seasoning, why didn't they do it for anything that actually mattered? Why not direct that power toward something useful, like world hunger, political stability, or the rising cost of rent? But no. Instead, there were children of gods worrying about budgets and groceries and whether they'd make it through winter while their divine parents ruled oceans and skies and underworlds with what appeared to be very selective generosity. The whole setup was so bullshit.
She chewed on that thought along with the lamb, watching River busily work on the small roasted potatoes in his container. The silence between them felt different now—less weighted, more companionable. The kind of quiet that didn't demand filling. It was only after a minute or so of this had passed that Anissa reached into the bag for her own container, pulling it out along with a few napkins, a fork for her poutine, and one of the full bottles of juice. She handed his bottle over without looking at him after wiping her mouth with a napkin. Then, finally, she opened her container.
The scent that rose from it was immediate and unequivocal: golden fries, squeaky cheese curds, rich brown gravy thick enough to cling to everything it touched. The portion was heaping, obscene in its generosity—sorry, not sorry—and for a moment she simply looked at it with something approaching reverence. It was to the point that she almost forgot River was next to her. Almost. It was still far too early for him to see her drooling over food like she’d been starved and hadn’t eaten anything substantial since, well, now (which, mind you…she hadn’t).
She speared a fry with her fork, studied it briefly as if assessing its structural integrity, then held it out toward him.
“For balance,” Anissa said solemnly. “You’ve had protein. Now you need something with absolutely no nutritional value whatsoever.”
Whether he accepted the fry or not, Anissa herself couldn't wait much longer to dig into her food, given that River had just about reduced his lamb to little more than small lacertiform strips of meat by this point. Using the same fork, she scooped up a generous portion and ate, savouring the salt and the way the cheese stretched just slightly before breaking each time she did. The gravy clung to everything it touched, a perfect counterpoint to the crispness of the fries beneath.
Gods, it was better than any fish or lamb hoped to ever be. This was comfort manifest. This was the culinary equivalent of a warm blanket and a cozy movie. This was, she thought with something approaching religious fervour, exactly what she'd needed without knowing she needed it.
"I don’t think I’m going to be a liked leader," River confessed plainly then.
Anissa paused with her fork halfway to her mouth, her attention torn from the transcendent experience of poutine to the unexpected admission. She chewed thoughtfully, giving herself a moment to process both the words and the vulnerability behind them, her brows raised in curiosity.
“Why do you say that?” she asked after swallowing, her tone casual but genuinely interested. “Because you don’t have all the answers?”
Whatever his reply, the warmth of gravy lingered on her tongue as she considered the field rather than him.
“Wanna know what I think?” She didn't wait for confirmation. “I don’t really think people were asking you for the right answers just to know them. I think they were asking you to make them feel secure.” A small pause, during which she finally turned to look at him directly. “Besides…I think people confuse discomfort with dislike.”
The words came out quieter than she'd intended.
“You make them…uncomfortable.”
She saw something flicker across his face as though she'd merely confirmed what he already suspected. Anissa's fork hovered uselessly over her container as she searched for the right words to explain, puffing out her cheeks in light frustration. The poutine sat forgotten, its gravy beginning to cool.
“Not in a bad way,” Anissa added quickly, the clarification slipping out before she could stop it. “I watched people come up to you today after training and…they didn’t really approach you like you’re a person, did they? It’s more like…” She stopped, humming in thought, her brow furrowing as she worked through the realization even as she spoke it. “More like they approached you like you're a solution. Like you're supposed to have all the answers because of who your father is or whatever. And when you don't immediately solve something for them, especially in the way they want... they don't quite know what to do with that, I think.”
That was probably why, she realized, so many of them—including Blair—had walked away looking frustrated rather than angry. Not after failing, but after being told to try again. After being met not with a magic fix but with the uncomfortable truth that they'd have to do the work themselves. It was easier to be angry at someone who denied you a solution than at yourself for not finding one.
“Anyway, River, I…” Anissa hesitated, suddenly aware that she'd been talking for what felt like a long time, that she'd laid out observations she hadn't fully examined herself until this moment. “I don’t think you’re disliked. I think you’re just new. Unknown. Different. And sometimes that’s enough to make people unsure. Doesn't mean they won't come around. Just means they haven't figured out where you fit yet.”
She picked up another fry, more to have something to do with her hands than because she wanted it. The gravy had cooled slightly, but she ate it anyway, chewing slowly as she gave him space to respond.
Or not respond and change the subject, if that's what he needed.
Location: Arena
Interactions: River
Mentions: Blair and Colton (indirectly), Rae and Zelia (indirectly), Maylisse (indirectly), Veronica
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