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Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Omg I was going to say it has to be exhausting doubling up like that! I sometimes feel bad because my posts aren't as long with just the one character xD

Speaking off plans, they will need to think of what to do now because Iris can't live there forever xD

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Hey no worries! I'm playing a game called plannet zoo, its basically zoo tycoon if you've ever played that xD

Omg same, I can't wait

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Poor Cas, the lockdown must have drove him crazy I can't wait to see xD

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

The Capital had spent a whole week in lockdown at the Kings command at the information of her disappearance. It had been quite a long week for all parties involved because there was a sense of fear that they’d all get caught, that they hadn’t just gotten away with it and they’d all go down for treason. No one truly felt safe and Iris could honestly say that as each day passed, she found herself worrying even more than the last day. It didn’t help that she was still keeping a lot of her emotions bottled up and not seeing Cas was playing on her mind a lot as she was worried that he would think she wasn’t worth the trouble anymore.

It was however hard to stay sad or worry when she was around a personality like Miles, he always seemed so upbeat and positive and she felt like she had grown closer to him with the time they had spent together. Though it would have been extremely awkward if they didn’t find some common ground between them especially with being cooped up together for a whole week. No one had found her in his home and she was feeling more comfortable in her surroundings as the time passed, though sleep was something that was still difficult for her as she still feared the nightmares plaguing her and she didn’t want to disturb him as she slept on the sofa.

Throughout the week Iris had been battling with her own emotions, fears of being found, fears of Caspian not loving her anymore and it was only the adventure that kept them together. Then she felt guilty for thinking like that because she should have mourned her father, paid some sort of respect for him and not been too focused on if a boy loved her. Those thoughts were soon replaced with the idea that mourning her father was disrespectful because of what he had caused and what he had done to Caspian because it wasn’t right. It was still hard to turn her back on her family like that, even though her father wasn’t all there it felt wrong just ignoring the fact he had tried to raise her.

Miles had kept her busy though, when awake they had spent time watching various different films and TV shows. Miles had taught her a few more card games other than snap and when he had taught her she remembered playing the different games before, learning it again had unlocked just a few simple memories and it felt great just learning a little bit more about herself.

It was finally the day the lockdown would be lifted, as long as nothing else happened Iris just hoped it meant she could see Cas again as it had been so long not seeing him. It had been quite the emotional rollercoaster and she just wanted to spend some time alone with him and hopefully with the lockdown gone it meant they could work something out. “I bet you can’t wait to finally go out, surely you must be bored of entertaining me now.” Smiling softly as she looked over at Miles before she sat herself on the sofa, today she was wearing the dark red dress in hopes that she’d see Caspian.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Will do! Want me to skip the whole week?

Oh damn, the car that they forgot lol.

Poor Cas stuck in the palace with his dad for a whole week though xD

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Oh how exciting!! I'm sure it will look amazing when it's all done.

Oh yeah! I nearly forgot about that part of the plan haha. Sounds good to me! I'll skip it next post for us :3

Oh gosh yeah, I'm excited to see the jealousy as it will be a new part to explore xD

It will be so much fun! Especially when Iris catches on that Miles was interested in her haha

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Whilst Iris had changed, she thought on his words, he didn’t date models because of the drama and trouble it caused. It made her curious about the subject and she didn’t let it drop when she had returned in the new outfit, “So models are not worth the trouble… So, what is your type? I thought all the high born boys would want some sort of model, they must look stunning.” To her it was innocent question, she wasn’t interested in him in the slightest but she wanted to know why he wasn’t interested in models because she assumed that all the high borns would adore and want to date a model. Did Cas feel the same? Would he have ever dated a model? It did for a split second make her doubt herself and her own looks when the boys could probably have any model going, what did Cas see in her when he could have anyone in the kingdom swoon over him?

“Oh well… dresses aren’t easy to come by in the districts.” Iris smiled answering the question from earlier as to why she didn’t wear that kind of attire, “And trust me the dresses you can get your hands on… well yikes, much prefer jeans and a jumper compared to that. They all seem to be grey and that is not a nice colour… but then I guess most clothes are pretty faded out there.” Hearing the compliment from Miles of her looking great in the dress she kept the smile on her face, but found it dropping ever so slightly at the mention of Cas texting.

“A week?” It was hard not to be shocked; she should have expected something like that, but lockdown for a week. What if they started searching houses for her? She knew that she’d be here in his home for a little bit but hearing that it was definitely going to be at least a week felt strange. I won’t be able to see Cas for a week… what if… what if he has a change of heart about us? What if it was all just because the trauma pushed us together. The pang she felt at the idea of them being apart for so long did worry her, she knew she was overthinking it and worrying on it further would only upset her and she knew she was a little on edge already with everything.

“Ahh…” Feeling her cheeks heat up in embarrassment as a sheepish smile crossed her face, “I’ll be honest I don’t know many card games.” A thought flashed back to how Harry had tried to teach her a card game in the hospital, but she had been so disconnected it didn’t work out. “I doubt you want to play snap.” Laughing a little nervously as she admitted about the card game. “Well… I might know more as I play, but I just can’t remember if I ever did.” Rubbing her arm feeling a little nervous she looked at Miles, “We could watch something? I’m sure there are loads of movies I have never seen before. Unless you really are okay with teaching me how to play cards.”

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

How exciting!! Do you have most bits sorted with the house?

A bottle of Gin some fancy flavour which was like made in the town I went too! It was super sweet.

No worries! Did you want me to work on a skip now or after you've including the last bit you wanted to include?

Haha a whole week until they can even see each other, poor Miles stuck in that awkward position too hahaha.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Still using the towel beneath her fingertips, she continued to dry off her hair as she met Miles’ gaze smiling softly at the fact, he had brought quite a few different choices from his sisters’ closet. Happy that her hair wasn’t dripping wet anymore and was towel dried enough to not cause discomfort she took the towel in her hands and folded it up before placing it neatly on the table, she’d ask were to put it later as right now she was interested in the different options he had chosen for her. “You sure she won’t notice? I don’t want you getting into trouble for me.”

Moving towards the pile on the bed she began to look through the choices, colours and variety of tops bottoms and dresses. There was quite the choice for her and a small part of her was excited at the options and she couldn’t wait to just try them on, it had been such a long time having the option to choose what to wear. Iris didn’t count the options she had at home in the districts because the only options she had to choose from were which torn jeans she’d wear or a jumper or a plain T-Shirt. Never had there been a choice like there was in front of her. Though I guess when I went shopping with Cas, I was able to choose a little, I just felt a little bad. I didn’t want to take the piss with him. I still don’t want to take the piss now. Is this really okay?

Finding her thoughts trail off she looked back down at the pile of clothes this time noticing a dark red dress, fingers brushed against the soft fabric as she felt herself smile. It’s his favourite colour, I doubt I’d suit such a daring colour, but maybe I’ll try it for him one day. I’m sure he’d like it. Trailing her fingers from the dress to another navy-blue garment she picked it up in her hands holding it to her body contemplating on wearing this outfit with a smile on her face. “It’s not often I wear dresses.” Speaking to herself more than anything, Miles didn’t need to know what kind of clothes she would usually wear, he probably didn’t care either. “I don’t count that hospital gown as a dress either.” Or that hideous pink number that Ethan wanted me to wear. Finding herself cringe at the memory of how that had meant to be a dinner date, thankful that instead the military had raided the prison and they had made their escape.

“Thank you, for doing this, finding me clothes too.” Deciding that she would go with the blue number she grabbed the other essentials and picked the towel back up to return it to the bathroom. “I won’t be a moment.” Moving back to where she had showered, she knew that around the corner was private so she could change there, and she was certain she had caught sight of a laundry hamper in the bathroom. Dumping the towel and the clothes that Miles had leant her into the hamper she got herself changed into his sister’s clothes for the day.

It was hard to stop the smile on her face as she moved back out the bathroom dressed in more feminine clothes, grinning as she looked back at Miles. “It’s nice. I feel somewhat normal again.” Iris wasn’t even conscious of the scaring on her leg from the bear trap, the incident that had started this whole mess off in the first place. The dress wasn’t a perfect fit, but it wasn’t tight on her, just a little bit baggy.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Oh wow! That is a lot of cases! Hopefully it won’t take too long though.

Oh yeah! I forget 4th of July is celebration over there! A little BBQ game party sounds amazing! I’m sure you will have a great time! Hopefully the headache will be a lot better by then.

I literally can’t wait, being away from my partner and cat for so long has been hard, but I’ve been needed where I am. The team got me such a sweet leaving gift as a thank you ;A;