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Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

As much as she had wanted Cas to sit beside her she couldn’t just outright say it as it would draw unwanted attention to themselves, plus she could handle not sitting next to him as she had already waited a week just to see him again. “Hey no fair! You can’t gang up on me.” Huffing as Cas mentioned it sounded like her finding it hard to accept kindness at times. Iris didn’t know why she was like it, accepting help from others was often difficult and she wondered how she had developed that kind of behaviour. It was hard to understand everything fully especially when she still couldn’t remember everything about her life, even with the main parts of it unlocked there was still a lot she didn’t know.

“I was being kind; didn’t want to hurt your feelings or make you feel self-conscious over your snoring.” Iris stated in a matter of fact tone but she couldn’t keep a straight face as the soft laughter left her lips at the playful nudge of his elbow, he clearly wasn’t offended but it was always fun to make these kind of remarks. In fact, a lot of these banter comments and light-hearted jokes between them had kept her from crumbling, the laughter stopped the tears and it was becoming easier to forget as each day passed. Especially with his bright personality.

Glancing back over at Cas as he took the sat adjacent to them, she smiled as he spoke about his time, “How are you doing now? You’re looking loads better, have the… injuries nearly healed?” Her tone softer, a pang of guilt as she hesitated at saying the injuries because he’d never have had them if it wasn’t for the rebellion and Ethan and her father. The man who had started this whole ordeal off.

“Oh! Well, not too much. I think I’ve watched a lot of the latest movies now, we just sort of chatted and hung out really.” Tapping her fingers against her knee as she tried to recall the activities they had done, “Ohhh but Miles did teach me some various card games, turns out I already knew how to play a lot of them… I eh… just didn’t remember.” Feeling a little sheepish at the fact she did know how to play more games than just snap, she just couldn’t remember. “At first, I only thought I knew how to play snap, but apparently not. I’ve got quite the lucky hand with cards.” Smiling proudly at the idea she was becoming better at the game, that and she had remembered something more of her life. It was only little, but it will still something.

“I’ll be sure to whoop you at cards next, I honestly think Miles cheats.” Casting a sideways glance at Miles with the playful jibe that he cheats at card games.

Fidgeting on the sofa she was itching to have a moment alone with Cas, to just find out if he truly was okay. If they were okay, but again she had to remind herself that being patient was key though she couldn’t help but ask her burning questions curious to know if they were truly in the clear. Sighing softly to herself she glanced at her hands that had intertwined with one another neatly in her lap, “It’s felt like a long week. I can’t lie I was anxious every time there was a knock at the door. Do you think you all got away with it? That I won’t be taken back there.”

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

I have a plan for Ethan, but again I kind of need to make sure it makes sense xD

It’s just finding a plausible way to have them sneak into the Capital again and hide, then finding a way to even get close to Cas because security would be tight.

I have a few ideas but again, nothing too concrete.

Ohhh! I also had a bit of an idea to play out because I can imagine the relationship of Cas and Iris getting a little bit rocky with everything. I’d love to hear your thoughts on it. With everything going on and Cas becoming the new King Iris would blame herself, I know she would. She would start to believe that she was the downfall of the monarchy ultimately and feels she would end up being Caspians downfall which she doesn’t want. Thinking he would be better off without her she asks Jacob for a favour to sneak her back to the districts without anyones knowledge so she can just disappear thinking it would be better for Cas and the kingdom.

What are your thoughts?

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Hearing the splutter of Cas, she felt a satisfaction that he was clearly still interested in her, and her worries and thoughts had all been for nothing. There was no change between them, he didn’t suddenly find her repulsive or no longer have feelings for her. Iris knew she had been silly, but again she couldn’t help but worry over those things. Especially when she thought how he could have whomever he wanted, anyone would have happily thrown themselves at him, but he had chosen her even after she had betrayed him, he still wanted her and it made her feel giddy inside knowing this. Knowing that he thought she was worth it all.

I’m glad I wore this for him. Thinking to herself fondly as she looked at the sheepish smile and the way he cleared his throat knowing to herself that she had made the right choice. Seeking out his gaze she had to hold back her blush, try not to appear flustered because she couldn’t let on that there was anything between them. Seeing him standing there before her was amazing, he looked healthy, well and a lot better than he had at the border and he also looked like most of his injuries had healed. Well she hoped they had.

“Honestly Miles was so boring.” Iris smirked over at his friend just winding him up a little, “You just can’t get good company these days.” Finding herself laughing as she shook her head slightly to show that she was only messing around with a light-hearted joke. “I am only messing, honestly Miles has been lovely. Managed to find clothes around my size and put up with me for a whole week and I’ve made myself pretty comfortable on this sofa.” Patting the cushion that had been her bed for the past week, but she didn’t care because it was just as comfortable. The furnishings here were top quality and far better than anything in the districts, it certainly beat the floor of the bunker they had stayed in the first night.

“I actually think I’ve managed to get a bit more sleep too, which is a godsend considering this guy snores loud. I mean it, super loud I thought it was like a bear or something.” Iris knew she was rambling a little and talking a little too much about her time with Miles, not that there was anything wrong with that, but she felt incredibly nervous around Cas. Seeing him stood there looking as handsome as ever, like nothing bad had happened to him it just made her nervous and ramble on like it was natural.

“Sorry, I’m talking too much…” Fiddling with the hem of her dress trying to hide how nervous she was with a laugh, she knew she must had looked stupid and she found her cheeks heating up ever so slightly. “How was your week? Did you get up too much at all? I don’t suppose you’ve had to start up those boring lessons you used to complain about so much.”

Way to go Iris, you look like a bumbling wreck, how he was ever attracted to me I don’t understand.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Oh, wow I love the whole timeline of events planned out. I think that would work nicely!

In between I can work with Ethan and the plan with them sneaking back into the Capital and plotting to kill the new King. Iris will probably still be struggling with her inner turmoil because she hasn’t grieved for her father so I can see it all boiling over because she doesn’t think it’s right to feel sad over him after all he did, but at the same time it was her dad. Poor Miles might end up witnessing it xD

Gosh though the guilt Iris would feel though, even though it wouldn’t be her fault she would feel absolutely terrible that she had kept him with her that night and not back with his father in the last moments. Then she'd want to go with him to support him, but she knows she can't.

I love a lot of action and drama too so this would be great! I'm already excited :3

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Omg how exciting!! I bet you can't wait to see it finished!!

No worries I'm off tomorrow so I can stay up a bit tonight :)

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Omg I like the idea of word spreading through the Capital about it. That would just add to everything hahaha.

Ooo okay, let me know what you’re thinking when it’s more of a formed idea!

Oh yeah, I think it would fit nicely being attacked so soon after the death. At the end I think Ethan should be killed, whether captured or not his end will ultimately be death. I just don’t know how I want him to die yet haha.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“I’ll take that as a compliment then.” Iris mused laughing as Miles gave her a teasing push being playful with her back, “Little old me? Better company than Jay and the crown Prince. My you are full of compliments for me today. I’ll get some sort of ego hanging around you for too long.” Chuckling as she shook her head in amusement finding it quite amusing he would boast such a thing, she didn’t believe she was better company than the boys who were his best friends but it was nice to think it if even for a moment. “There it is, now I think I’m the best. I told you hanging around you would give me some sort of ego boost.”

Smiling to herself as he kept the enthusiasm going, playing along with her at the idea she’d beat them all at cards. “Young apprentice.” Chuckling as she grinned at the idea of wiping the floor with Cas if they played cards together, well she could think of better things to do with him than play cards but she was certain that it would be fun. “I still think I could beat you too, just you watch next game you will be begging me to stop as the humiliation will be too much for your fragile heart.” They were bold words for her, she knew she was still getting the hang of playing the games, but she couldn’t help but boast her new abilities. It was always fun having banter with Miles.

“Royal Tightass.” Iris snorted at the nickname Miles consistently gave Cas, it was always amusing to her as she had never seen Cas be tight with anything. Not with her anyway, she didn’t know if there had been other times, but she still found it amusing. Giving a small wave to Miles she could barely contain her excitement. Already she could feel the knots in her stomach, butterflies building up at the anticipation of seeing him. Though she knew she couldn’t hug him or kiss him for that matter whilst Miles was around, perhaps they would get a brief moment alone? I wonder if he thought about that night together. Feeling her cheeks heat up at the thought, their last conversation burned in the back of her mind because at first it had been an innocent suggestion. To talk through what had happened and enjoy each other’s company, she felt like she could open up to him but now the idea of that night together made her think of other things they could be doing.

Hearing the door go once more she could only assume it was Miles with Cas and the smile spread across her face as she eagerly sought him out, “Well well well, did the palace get boring your highness?” Smirking as she made the comment, she had to make that comment because it stopped her from leaving the sofa and going over to hug him. As much as she yearned it, she knew right now she had to just wait a little longer. At least she could see and talk to him though.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Omg that was hilarious! I have been laughing to myself all day about it xD

Poor Cas, could you imagine the headlines if word got out haha.

Yeah I'm happy for her to stay in the Capital, it will be interesting to see how they will do it as she can't stay with Miles forever. Especially with the jealousy thrown in xD

Ohhh brilliant, I'll probably have that happen in the next few days.

It will certainly stir up trouble when Atlas passes. I think the remainder of the rebellion might make a move soon after his death. Maybe they capture Ethan later on?

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Haha well honestly I don't mind if you don't write two povs! I completely understand as it's a lot.

Hmm, I hadn't really thought on it. I know I do have the idea of Ethan coming back, but I kind of want him to come back when the King is dead and Cas is the next ruler. I want him to still be causing trouble in the meantime but have a huge plan when Cas is King.

For the next part we need to think on what to do. Does Iris go back to the districts? Or live under the radar in the Capital. Do you have any ideas?

OHH, speaking of Ethan I also wanted Cas to get some ominous text in the next few days or more. Something like I'm not dead, or your death will still happen. I haven't thought it through yet xD

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“Sure, you say that now, but I bet you can’t wait to go out partying, living it up and dancing and flirting with all the attractive young women.” Iris chuckled softly as she couldn’t help but smile at Miles as she folded her legs over one another neatly, “I’m sure all the clubs and ladies have missed you and… your terrible dancing.” Finding herself laughing at her own comment she had become comfortable with winding him up, finding the banter between them enjoyable and it honestly felt like she had gained a friend in her time here and she was glad that his general being was so calming to be around because she knew she would have been a mess if he didn’t have the humour to keep her mind off of everything.

“Please, you don’t do that much stupid shit… well… I could probably count a few, but I put that down to you just making me laugh.” Rolling her eyes as she looked back at him grinning as he mentioned his ego boost that he needed. “Of course, you didn’t need it, that’s why you kept entertaining me.” Sticking her tongue out playfully as she folded her arms comfortable on the sofa, it had practically been her little space as she barely left the thing but thankfully it was comfortable. Though she doubted anything would be uncomfortable in his home.

Watching as he picked up his phone, she couldn’t help but smile at the mention of Cas, eyes lighting up at the idea that he was coming over. It was hard to hide her excitement, it had been a week. A long week not seeing him, not being able to talk to him and she wished she had some sort of phone just to message him on occasion, but she knew it was risky. Not seeing him for a week was important, it had to be done because it only made sure their escape plan worked and that she was safe but it was hard none the less. “Oh brilliant! It will be good to see him again.” Iris was careful not to hint at anything being there between them, it had to be a secret after all. “I mean I think I’d go crazy stuck without any sort of decent company. We both got lucky that you weren’t boring, so we were able to entertain ourselves.”

Though… what if. What if he doesn’t like me anymore? It’s been so long, what if things are different between us? The thought crossed her mind, but she quickly pushed it down knowing that dwelling on it would only make it worse, she was excited to see Caspian and she was sure he felt the same. “I now know some more card games; I’m definitely going to win when we all play again. I can feel it.” Looking towards the door she wondered how long he would be she hoped he didn’t live too far away as she was excited that he was coming over already. Glancing down at the dark red dress she was wearing she smoothed it out with her fingers feeling a little nervous, butterflies building up in her stomach as she tried to calm herself from acting like some school girl thinking about her crush.