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Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Fingers crossed!

I was going to say that doesn't seem like a good plan at all! That sounds terrible, I hope it doesn't get so bad because hospital capacity must be full to the brim by now!!

Also I think Iris has finally just started to realise xD

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“… Uh. Yeah… maybe.” Iris mumbled at the response of Miles insisting she had to try it, maybe she would but right now it was not important to her because all she wanted to do was just talk to Cas. That and a part of her didn’t want to be surrounded by all these luxuries, it just felt too much to her and she was finding it hard to adjust. Especially when she was surrounded by high borns who were raised on this stuff, raised on money never being an issue and she found herself feeling far to self-conscious about not having tried fancy flavours of pizza, or fifteen hundred credit wine.

The silence was becoming difficult, especially when she knew she was contributing to it and not helping. Biting the bottom of her lip she looked over at Cas watching him flinch when Miles brought up the subject of his mood. Listening to his words careful she found her head tilting as she met his gaze and it took a few moments for her to understand what he was talking about. Adjusting to the possibility that he was wrong? Certain expectations… does he mean us? Focusing on his words she tried to figure it out, looking down at her hands before taking a glance at Miles and finally noticing the hand that was placed on the sofa behind her. It was like a penny dropped, was Miles hitting on her? Was this what was affecting Caspians mood? As when she first saw him, he certainly wasn’t acting like this and now after a bit of time with them all together his mood had changed.

Is Caspian jealous? Her gaze drifted back to Caspian as she thought on his cryptic words, wondering if this truly was the problem and cause for his mood. Iris knew she had been quite pally with Miles, but nothing was going on. There was no way she looked at Miles like that and she wished she could just outright tell him. Though what if I am reading into that and I’m completely wrong? I’m not some amazing prize, surely Miles isn’t into me. Even as Miles got up to go grab whatever good vibes he was talking about she pondered his words before finally making a decision as Miles sat back down next to her nudging her playfully.

“No thank you, I’m really not into that kind of stuff. Call me boring, I guess. And well… your ideas do suck.” Iris chuckled as she rose from her seat and moved over to Cas with a smile, putting distance between her and Miles because if she was right this would certainly help his mood and hopefully show him she didn’t have eyes for any other. Leaning on the back of Cas’ chair she glanced over his shoulder, “Is there a tracker for our food on that app you ordered from?” Using that as a rouse to have left Miles and the sofa, hopefully it didn’t seem suspicious because again they were meant to be a secret. Placing her hand on his shoulder she leaned over glancing towards his phone, it seemed innocent enough, but she hoped this would put his mind at ease and assure him without words who she wanted to be with.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Oh man! I hope they fix it for you soon!

Especially as you mentioned lately you're staying inside. Honestly those that complain about the masks wind me up too! It's there to protect everyone and people should have the right to refuse service if they don't abide by the rules!!

I hope it gets better for you guys!

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

He said not to worry about it, but I am. I can’t help but worry about him. Iris thought to herself as she continued to mull over Caspians wellbeing concerned and wanting to know how she could help. Hopefully he goes to greet Jay just so I can talk to him if only for a moment. Thinking to herself agreeing with Miles on the fact that Cas did in fact wear his heart on his sleeve, it was one of the many reasons she had been attracted to him because he didn’t well couldn’t hide his emotions and he had been so open with them with her.

Maybe his father annoyed him during lockdown? I know their relationship isn’t the greatest at the moment. Iris thought that was probably the reason, perhaps the King had been overbearing upon his return that it had wound him up? It wouldn’t surprise her, but then he had been taken and held against his will by rebels that wanted nothing more than the death of the monarchy so she could understand if the King had been a little bit overbearing. Then again, she could have gotten the wrong end of the stick, again I could just be reading into it too much, but Miles said he was acting off too.

“Hang on, firstly? As if I could take your bed. I’m the guest here, that aint fair. Secondly! You shouldn’t have too; I can’t just keep leeching off of you like this.” Iris countered but found herself falling a little quiet at the mention of the districts being dangerous, Miles didn’t know the half of it. It’s not that the districts where super dangerous, but they didn’t have life easy over there and she knew that he didn’t understand it fully and had to keep reminding herself of that fact. Maybe I should tell him what life is really like over there? Though would he think I am lying over it? I don’t know.

Thankfully Cas had returned but he still didn’t seem right, and it was hard not to be concerned about him. Eyes glanced over the bottle and she could tell it looked fancy and a part of her wanted to try it because who wouldn’t want to try some expensive champagne, but again she wasn’t a big fan of drinking in general. It won’t hurt to try though.

“What!?” Iris couldn’t help but exclaim at the price, it felt as if all the air had left her lungs at the mention of how much that one bottle cost. “Fifteen hundred credits?” Staring at the bottle she couldn’t believe how much the thing cost, that bottle was more than she had ever earned in her whole life and it made her feel sick. Another grim reminder of how the Capital varied from the districts. “No… I haven’t.” Finding the tone of her voice dropping as she admitted to the fact, she had never had champagne like that in her life, nor would she have in the future had she not gotten entangled with the Prince. That kind of money, thrown on a luxury like that. That kind of income would make such a difference. For a brief moment she felt like running, getting away from all of this because she knew she did not belong here.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Yeah I bet! Have they managed to fix it?

I hope you had a lovely time with your friend yesterday! I went out for lunch today as restaurants are now opening! It was so goooood.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Iris wanted to chase after Cas, she wanted to talk to him alone to her something was wrong, and she just wanted to clear the air between them but it was hard to do so whilst in the company of others. It would also ease her worry because she wanted to know if they were okay and if they were still going to try to be together as already her thoughts had taken a turn for the worst assuming he no longer liked her. Iris had already started to think to herself how she wouldn’t be good for him and being together wouldn’t work out as already keeping it a secret was causing problems, that was what she assumed. Is this how it would always be if we are together would this be us? Some secret, unable to do things normally? We wouldn’t be able to go on a date, we can’t just show how we feel for one another. I don’t just want us to be some dirty little secret. Though his father would never allow him to be with me.

Thoughts crossed through her mind as she felt herself worry about them being in a relationship, frowning slightly she knew she should try to be happy after all she was alive and should be thankful for that. They had saved her from what she knew to be a death penalty. Though what else did she really have now? No parents, no home and certainly no money. Now she wasn’t even sure if she had Cas anymore with how he was reacting. Turning back to Miles she smiled as he made the teasing comment, “Maybe I do, much better company than you that’s for certain.”

Relaxing on the sofa she sighed to herself wondering just what was wrong with Cas, “I’m only kidding. I suppose staying here hasn’t been horrible. I’m just a little worried about Cas, something seems off with him.” Glancing back towards the door she wished she had the courage to ask him what was wrong, but maybe she had been overreacting. “I guess I’m also a little worried about what happens to me now you know? Now lockdown is lifted does this mean I can go back home? I can’t live on your sofa forever.” These were all valid questions she had, but she knew she was asking them to deflect away from being worried about Cas as she hadn’t meant to voice her concern out loud. Maybe he will just think I’m a concerned friend.

“I also can’t keep borrowing all of your sister’s clothes, I’m sure she will start to notice, and it would only mean trouble for you and everyone else involved which I don’t want.” Grimacing slightly at the idea of still borrowing his sisters clothes and staying on his sofa for longer, a part of her wanted her own space but she couldn’t just say that as she didn’t want to sound ungrateful because he had put her up for all this time.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Oh, I bet! I’m so glad it was a good time!

That sucks about the internet! I hope it get’s fixed soon. Nothing worse being without internet for a while if you have things to do haha.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

I hope you had a wonderful hije today!!

Iris just wants to follow him but she knows she can't ;A;

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“Oh.” Iris couldn’t help but find herself feel a little stupid at the idea that no one ever ordered plain pizza, but then she didn’t know any different. In the districts just having a plain cheese and tomato pizza was considered a luxury and she couldn’t remember the last time she had a pizza out there. Especially when the income she they had earned usually went on alcohol for her father at the time. It was just another reminder that she wasn’t from their world, that she didn’t truly fit in when she would order something so plain compared to the choices. The pizza itself sounded so fancy to her, salmon, dill and high-quality cheeses. If she was honest she wasn’t too sure if she would like it, fish hadn’t been something she had grown up around, but she knew she shouldn’t put a downer on it straight away because she might like it.

“They sound great.” Though her voice didn’t match the statement because she was now feeling self-conscious over pizza and she knew she needed to stop, but she was finding it hard to not beat herself up over it. Then came his comment and it stung a little, to hear Miles boast about throwing her money if she didn’t like it. Two hundred credits was a lot of money and she couldn’t help but think about how that amount had been at least triple the amount Maisie had given her and Caspian to survive in the districts. Even though Miles had made the comment to Iris it just reaffirmed her thoughts on how she and Cas were both from very different worlds and it only made her doubts and fears worse. So, drawn into her own little world she barely noticed the arm over the back of the sofa behind her, she didn’t care one bit as she found herself gravitating towards the plain pizza choice.

They must think I’m some sort of charity case. It was hard to hide the emotion she felt, the anxiety was building, and she knew she could be rubbish at trying to hide her unease. “There is no need for a bet like that. I’m sure I’ll like it.” Trying to sound confident as she flashed a smile in hopes it wouldn’t draw unnecessary attention to her.

Taken back by the sudden abrupt movement from Cas she looked up aa frown etched on her features as he spoke about getting the champagne. With Miles’ comment she knew she had to be reading into it, he was just doing them all a favour right? Though something told her in the pit of her stomach that something was wrong, Cas was upset over something and she couldn’t understand why. Thinking to herself she wondered if maybe she had said something wrong? Perhaps she had upset him or maybe he was just acting like this because he no longer had feelings to her. I wish I could go after him. It was hard not to just follow him, but again she was in hiding and couldn’t be seen.

Sighing softly she looked over at Miles on the sofa, “So when is Jay getting here?”

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Haha that doesn't surprise me xD

Omg yeees! I can't wait to see the pictures of Kai on the mountains, especially with how photogenic he is.

Omg that will be cool if you can see the Grand Canyon!