Taramafor

If you want love then question comfort

Aren't you tired of pretending to be innocent? No wonder you get tired.
That's the weight of GUILT. Of trying to get away with shit.
You blame others for it. It's YOUR fault though.

Oh, what's that, you hide behind sarcastic dishonest humor?
Maybe you can't handle the truth then.

Denial? The sign of an idiot refusing to use their brain. They don't think.
People would tell me I'm right to take their masks off. I'm hard on people for a reason.

Comfort is dishonest. Lies get comfortable. Depression gets comfortable. Losing your self identity is comfortable.
Why trust that?

"Society". Online and offline. Why do you trust that?
Who dared to decide FOR you?

I think people want to be caught. To be known. Seen through. To be understood. When their delusions are stripped away.

People mistakenly believe they have to try and control everything. But that's NOT control. That's an illusion. A facade.
REAL control isn't afraid of losing control. People in control will not push away. That's how to tell.

Can you believe steam mods ignore danger and death due to good intentions? No wonder steam got sued.
Even the news warns about it. "Rules and suicide". Bots were also mentioned. People are PLAYING dumb.
Why not just admit when you worry? That's the only thing that saves you.
Accountability. Start with that.

Responsibility. Own it.

Turns out a roleplay partner I met said they love me. On. Day. One.
We roleplay every day.
I'm using their physical body with sex toys.
We watch Hazbin Hotel together.
I'm going to see them after Christmas. I'm making the plans.
They have a partner, a girlfriend and a kid. And I make this happen.
This is just one example of what I make happen. For me this is an average Tuesday.
I'm prepared to lose. That's the trick to it.

People that try to stop you aren't trying to lift you up. They're trying to drag you down.

The only reason I get results is because I commited to facing every fear.
A promise is a promise. I'm never giving up. On anyone.
Meanwhile what do you do?

Let me know when you figure it out.

What Are You Listening To?

Sum up your week in roleplaying in just 3 words

Making love happen.

Dragon roleplay (feral)

Dragon on dragon roleplay. Other large ferals can also work (giant snakes for example). If you haven't played feral then it's basically all fours. Teeth. A tail to use. Just got to know the tools.
Para poster. Sex and plot both. Consistent roleplayer. Meaning I can roleplay every day.
Female preference. Can work with males as well. If you can do both genders in roleplay, even better.
NPCs (side characters) can also add to things. Sometimes they can become main characters, depending.
Can roleplay on discord.

We're both to adapt and deal with consequences. I want things to make sense. This works both ways.
immersion factor. Things have to make sense. You can also play rough with me.

Post example:
The endless swarm of demonic drakes crashes against the towns and villages, overrunning everything in their path. Villagers are slaughtered and enslaved, left to the mercy of their draconic captors. Screams would be heard as victims are slaughtered or raped, buldings and trees burning. Mesond watches events unfold as he stands at the edge of a cliff, seeing so much carnage as huts and cities lie in ruins. Then he turns around, deciding to explore the mountains. It would be long before a cave is found, the red dragon slowly making his way inside. The brighter red dragon would be more visible inside the cave as they make their way deeper inside. He'd still be unaware of the other dragons presence, darker scales blending in with the shadows of the cave.

Private roleplay only (messages or discord. etc)
Message me if interested.

Sontewall abuse

Online censorship and excuses for lack of communication. With online on a whole.

Once people go "Fuck off" then what do you think that teaches people? Abusive mods (from various sites) teach that to people. Who then do it to others. It's gotten so normalized. Where lack of communication is treated as the norm.

End result? People suffering in silence and living in fear. Where concerns are behind backs instead of in faces.

Sites with high traffic will struggle the most. Discord at least has vent rooms on servers. Why can't people be their flawed selves all the time though?

The above is just to get people thinking. The next one I'd like an answer too though.

Who do you think is more aware of the danger, the person paying attention to it or the one turning a blind eye?

For context have you ever seen a cop be stupid enough to ignore? Mods aren't trained enough. That's just the simple fact of the matter.

Sontewall abuse

Also known as conflict avoidance. The illusion of control when you've already lost it.

I talk to mods and admins off site. Some understand better. Others are stupid enough to ignore the danger.

I want to be clear on this one. It's costs people their sanity and lives. A lot of people suffer in silence. I lost someone to suicide over a decade ago myself. Had to learn from it.

User to user: That gets some more leeway. People can talk things out.

Mods that abuse power: Different matter. Excuses for lack of communication does more harm and damage. People just might not see it. Censorship is hiding the truth.

It just takes holding conversations. It's a clear cut matter of communication vs lack of communication. Misunderstnadings will happen. Better to accept that and be prepared. Pretend people have to be perfect and that's the problem. That's the simplest way I can put it. In terms that people here can understand.

Just let people be flawed more. Is all I can really say.

Hello!`

We were roleplaying on discord. Blackrose had concerns. I asked questions. Blackrose then went "Thank you". Which didn't answer the questions. And blocked me.

From what I understand Blackrose is seeing a therapist. We talked a bit in PMs. They have a "That's not going to change" mindset. The type to be stuck in her ways basically.

They struggle. I get that. I'm not unreasonable. Lack of communication though? Excuses to push away/avoid? That's exactly the problem. Objectively speaking. For many people. If that's what people are taught then is it any wonder people learn it? It's stonewall abuse. It's trying to "ignore" the problem instead of speaking with people properly. I'm saying it straight.

Despite their flaws they were talking to me in PMs. Now we can't address concerns. Because for some reason they were banned. That or they deleted their account (but it says banned). So now the misunderstandings linger. They admit to being evasive. I crawled into bed and had to sleep it off. Lack of communication partly on me perhaps.

We all make mistakes don't we?

Sum up your week in roleplaying in just 3 words

Effort. Gets. Results.

What kind of roleplays would you like to see on this site?

Sexaul ones. I work in plot with it. Fantasy theme myself. Sci fi for the techy types.

The problem is the lack of activity on the site.

I do more then just roleplay as well. For example I've done trial periods on second Life even if IC roleplay is a good part of things. The truth is people that make the time make things work.

Maybe some way to give people an idea of what roelplay skills someone is when joining the site? I'm a more advanced poster myself. I'm a DM dragon. So I need people that can keep up with me. Doesn't seem to be covered on profiles.

Demonic dragon

I'm the honest monster. If you think things are black and white then rethink.

I para roleplay. That means longer text. About 4-5 lines on discord. Lewd focus with plot. I work in NPCs as well.

I get to know who I interact with too. Need to know what I'm working with. Secrets will only backfire. I'm an open book myself.

Conflict avoidance and excuses for lack of communication will not be helpful. It's more realistic to know that misunderstandings and arguments will happen and be prepared for it.

I transform my partners into other feral dragons (if they're not one already).

Be on every day and make the time and good things can happen. Second Life can be good for things too. One thing at a time though. I have to "keep it real" more online.

Oh, and bad things happen in roleplay too. It's about dealing with consequences. I push limits. Know what you get into. Works btoh ways of course. Just keep the immersion intact and make sure things make sense.

Feel free to message me.