The Mage

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Cold-hearted Seducer

What is the hardest thing you've ever done?

I've had a lot of problems in my life,but I think the hardest thing that I've ever done is forgive myself for all of the bad things I've done,and constantly fighting with myself to not give in to my problems. I've caused a lot of harm throughout my teenage years to myself and others; the inability to control my emotions,procrastination towards everything that lead to me barely passing highschool this year,and other things that you could label under the term 'stalking'. It lead me to a brief period where I felt that I was a monster who shouldn't exist.

Honestly,it took a lot of courage to look my problems in the eye, to address them and acknowledge and forgive myself for what I did. I'm always told that we're human,and that we make mistakes. It's those mistakes that I've made that propel me forward to my true goal to help others that are in the same situation I am.

What Are You Listening To?

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I've added a few more pairings of a special nature,and a few more to the Valkyrie section. If you have any questions or plot ideas please come tell me as I'd be most interested.

Let's B!tch. I feel it's a healthy release for our roleplay annoyances 2.0

I'm mad that Dark Fantasy is a niche market. seriously I'm all for the light-hearted and jokes all around fantasy stories but I enjoy my despair and whatnot. *sips tea*

What Are You Listening To?

Let's B!tch. I feel it's a healthy release for our roleplay annoyances 2.0

Gonna get really critical* about myself so this is a more personal bitching towards me for how I've been with roleplaying lately.

Since I fell out of the loop with my one friend weeks ago,I've noticed the...problems I've had getting back into the hobby. I really want to do more stories with others,to expand on my setting and to have fun,but it seems every time I do I run into something I find unsatisfying or just can't stand and it drives me away for a few days. The only thing I can say is making me do this is because I've become so accustomed to my one friend,how we roleplayed and thought was the same,that everything else seems unappealing compared. The standards I have are set at a bar that essentially makes for very few to actually get past the first few posts and it sickens me how complacent I've been,not striving to improve on anything that I don't think I could even get into the advanced section.

I love this hobby,I do. I've always enjoyed writing stories,especially with others,but with how narrow a field I've made for potential roleplayers and how I've essentially stopped striving to improve myself I've effectively made this hobby stagnant for me and it really sickens me.

*Not critical,but...meh.

Let's B!tch. I feel it's a healthy release for our roleplay annoyances 2.0

Argh... All the sci-fi RP's I joined seem to have frosted over

Um, so, yeah... It's a minor bitch, but still I wanna get my sci-fi jollies

@ihinka

I'd offer to help but I'm more of a low sci-fi guy,and I'm inexperienced at GMing for a multiplayer RP.

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I find it's easier to find people into the same things as you and make them into your friends, than to make friends and then see if they like the same things.

Consider finding an RP that you like then, and sticking with it and chatting people up. A friendly bit of banter goes a long way.

@Odin

I do attempt to find RP's that I like,but those are few and far between. I think the last roleplay I joined was a fighter jet RP and that lasted a few months. Was amazing,though.

What Are You Listening To?

*This is the thing that repeats constantly in my mind when everythign is on idle*

Let's B!tch. I feel it's a healthy release for our roleplay annoyances 2.0

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Find friends that you enjoy RPing with, introduce them to each other, and if they get along, bam, you have a dedicated group of roleplayers. That's how I've started doing it and that's what I typically have best results with. But I have friends that are whimsical, so it doesn't work as well. When you have friends that are still very into roleplaying, then it'll work. And then you can use randoms to fill in the blank spots.

@Odin

I've tried that as well. Sadly I used to have two good roleplaying friends; The one that I am still friends with doesn't get on much so there really isn't a point in asking them. I've tried to get into other threads and make new roleplaying friends but the luck I've had lately is.... well, nicht gute.