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Current I'm tempted to say "I've lost better friends than you" to a lote of people lately. I'm not sure what I ever want to say to the better friends that I've lost, though.
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Twelve years ago, I said something on this website that continues to embarrassing me to this day. I was a stupid kid, like most, but I've never quite gotten the taste out of my mouth. Anyone who knew me at the time can tell you about it.

I love this website. I'm pretty sure my phylactery is stored wherever the webserver is and a significant chunk of me will just disappear when it ceases operation. Until then, it comforts me. I should go to the hardware store and paint my bedroom walls with the same soft, brownish grey that the background color has been for the last twelve years. Some of my friends can't wait for the site to go offline but I don't know of any other places that offer the same sense of community.

I'm an omni-gamer. I like board games, tabletop roleplaying games, admire tabletop war games, suck at riddles, and have an absurd library of video games. Survival horror is basically my favorite genre. Otherwise I'm a fan of esoteric, occult bullshit and punk rock. But disco's cool. Disco is what humanity sounds like when it chooses to be happy. Between you and I, I'd like to hope that the days of my life can sparkle like a disco ball, accreting like sparks from a grinder held up against the unwavering dark of deaths own shadow. Burn baby burn.

You and I, we're gonna die. We should be friends first, though. Write some checks we can't cash and make eachother smile. Make believe for a while.

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B L O O D B A T H
B L O O D B A T H

“Lorum ipsum, baby. I stay loring that ipsum and ip you so much as look at me I'll lore your ips out.”
C H A R A C T E R P O R T R A I T
C H A R A C T E R P O R T R A I T
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(FC: Ana Isabel Corral; Dialogue: Firebrick)
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S U M M A R Y
S U M M A R Y
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Leonessa Cruz
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August 16 2003 | 23
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Single | Female | Bisexual


S T A T S
S T A T S
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Height | 5'4"
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Hair Color | Brown
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Eye Color | Brown
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Hometown | Calder City

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H I S T O R Y
H I S T O R Y
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On the 16th of August 2003, the shining heavens wept on the shoulders of Saint Ignacio's mighty spires as they both welcomed a new life into the world. Held aloft in her father's palm, Leonessa Cruz-Guerrero was thrust heavenward for her first baptism, and then secreted underground for her second. In a golden ornamented shrine, lit only by candles, she was lain across the lap of a bleeding, blackened corpse, who she would come to know as her great grandfather, Saint Ignacio himself.

This second baptism began when a single bead of water fell on little Leonessa's forehead. Her father, Manuelo, swore that the bleeding corpse had shed his first tear in decades upon meeting her. Overjoyed, he concluded the rite by committing his daughter to her grandfather's service with a delicate smear of the corpse's hot blood, both above and between her sweet brown eyes.

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A B I L I T I E S
A B I L I T I E S
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P E R S O N A L I T Y
P E R S O N A L I T Y
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M O T I V A T I O N S & G O A L S
M O T I V A T I O N S & G O A L S
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A D D I T I O N A L R E A D I N G
A D D I T I O N A L R E A D I N G
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T H E S A I N T

In Morelos, Mexico, 1911 the rains and rivers were said not to belong to the people, nor the world, nor God but to the owner of the mountaintop hacienda. If the peasants wanted to live off the land, the owner had the final word by the court's decree. After young Ignacio Cruz-Guerrero whispered a prayer between chapped, bleeding lips, he finally heard God speak back. When God spoke to him, his voice was neither sweet nor steady like church bells, but spat in a choir of gunfire. And Ignacio found God, not in the shape of a bush, but a burning mansion.

He joined the peasant uprising. He rode across the Mexican desert, listening to tales of how the Israelites also escaped generations of servitude. He rode, learning the river his people would cross was not a simple sea that would step aside when asked politely but a river of blood that would have to be ripped open, one man at a time, until the great pharaoh of Mexico, President Porfirio Diaz, would be made to let them drink from a river of water.

The revolution was a success and Diaz was ultimately ousted from office in a coffin. However, the new president treated the peasants who installed him little better. The roaming horde of nomadic revolutionaries were decried as simple bandits in 1914, hunted by the nations professional army. When the guns of the new throne had Ignacio in their sights, however, the world shook.

Who can even remember the winter of 1914? Ignacio spent the time rolling his tiny body in his sickbed, trying to balance the choice of resting his face in the blood he'd hacked up against the quiet torment of putting all his weight on his bruises. It could be worse. The man on the bed across from his was in a coma.

But one day, he rose from bed in a sudden jerk as if he had been picked up by his guts and heaved onto his feet. His ears popped as all the sickness and death that had accumulated within him spilled across the room in a black tide, splattering across the other patients as if they were thirsting Israelites standing before the rock struck by Moses. And then the blackness folded away, pulled beneath the glowing red vital blood that had expelled it from within.

When the others awoke immediately thereafter, they found the room shadowless and crimson. Each droplet of blood blazing and brilliant like the evening sun across a clear horizon. What blood they had taken in had cured them of their ailments. Before long, they realized that young Ignacio had the power to save his fellow men from disease and heal their wounds by sharing his blood. They all gave glory to God.

Between his healing powers and his proselytizing that God stood with the uprising, he came to be known as Santa Sangre (Saint Blood). At first in jest, then in earnest. The regions bishop, Mateo Martinez-Aguilar, took interest in this young holy man but, at the time, the Mexican government was deeply interested in separating Church and State to the point that the President, Victoriano Huerta, threatened the Bishop with the immediate seizure of Church properties if they appeared to support this rebel saint. Ultimately, the Bishop gave in.

In 1915, Bishop Martinez declared that Ignacio Cruz-Guerrero was to be excommunicated effective immediately. To top the matter off, he used the diocese treasury to hire a crew of Spanish mercenaries to eliminate the young saint. But Ignacio was able to survive and overcome them thanks to the help he received from the friends he made during the revolution.

He had many adventures in the years thereafter, including operating abroad during the second world war. He had children. He got married to a wonderful woman named Ariana, with whom he had two sons: Manuelo & Hector. Then, in the summer of 1972, he died. He was cremated and his ashes were kept in an urn that Manuelo & his wife, Caterina, took with them when they moved to Calder City. In spite of the fact that the diocese had previously excommunicated him, the new bishop of the Morelos region was perfectly happy to canonize Ignacio's sainthood post-mortem, perhaps as an apology for the role they played in funding his would-be assassins years earlier.

However one day, on the shelf above the fireplace in the Cruz's Rhode Island home, the urn began to bleed. It bled and streamed intermittently until the blood soaked ash began to gnash itself like dough, shattering the urn. And this mass of bloody ash, like crimson clay, began to stitch itself back into meat, repairing itself meticulously on a cellular level. Unaware of what else to do, Manuelo brought his father's corpse to the basement beneath his parish, St. Ignacio's, and began to honor him in secret.

To this day, his flesh still works to reassemble itself.

T H E C U L T

When Ignacio Cruz-Guerrero was targeted by the Spanish assassins know as Los Cadaveros (The Corpse-Makers), he was given shelter in Mexico City, itself, by a network of people whose lives he had saved.

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Frankly, a bunch of my friends have these publicly visible so I reckon I may as well. After all, it's a thing that costs me nothing to do.
The Batman I grew up with had devoted soundtracks featuring U2, Seal, the Smashing Pumpkins and R. Kelly.

That last one aged more poorly than the others.


If by aged poorly, you mean it turned eighteen -- yeah I'm with you
I'm onboard. I'll give it a couple hours in the evenings of the work week
I know nothing of wrestling but the tabletop nature of it and the idea of running them outside of matches sounds kinda awesome

Is there a single book I can read that can give me enough context on the subject?
<Snipped quote by Sep>

I mean sure, but that doesn't mean it's going to be enjoyable.


Looking within is rarely the pleasure that it sounds like it ought to be.
Sorry this is taking me so long, I'm banished to the no computer zone and have to rely on my phone for all of this. I'm trying to get through the more complicated character sheet by my phone scrunched it all into arcane jibberish so I'm going to swap over to the simple one just to get the concept out there while I crack the code on this other one, so to speak.


No worries, mate. Take it in your own time. I can't be bothered to fuck with the advanced sheet, even though it's got filler text and everything. It looks cool but you won't get any points docked for formatting as long as it meets a pretty basic standard of legibility.
i have an annoyance that isnt anything like canon. if ya don't like em, its all good. just tell me how to make him more fucked up and ill do it :)



The annoyance in Question? How's that supposed to work? Like the movie Inside Out except instead of being angry at your parents it's all self loathing and paranoia. Now that I'm talking, I'm kinda into it


MENE, MENE, TEKEL, UPARSIN.

You have been weighed. Measured. And found acceptable. Welcome in, Rubes.
I am somewhat interested in this but never played premade char before. My only solid idea is Red Hood/Jason Todd after being brought back to life and being trained by All Caste. He goes out to be his own thing and fight evil on his own terms. But go down a mystical maybe warrior monk route in the process.


I haven't exactly followed Jason religiously since the New 52 recast him into that mold but felt like its absence from the initial Outlaws arcs felt like a wasted opportunity. I'm honestly kinda surprised that the writers didn't just have him trained in the League of Assassins but I'd love to see what you do with it and oh-so curious how you might incorporate MARVEL bits or just reinterpret it with your own flair. Best of luck. Glad to have you amongst us. If you need any help, don't hesitate to reach out.
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