Ariamis<Snipped quote by Crimson Raven>
-huggles- I tried helping find a tatted up danger babe, but all of them had..... weird tats :|
Pff, that's what Photoshop is for. Just add them.
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STATUS: When you've replied to all the RPs you're in and you're just waiting for one of them to move. 9 yrs ago
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When you've replied to all the RPs you're in and you're just waiting for one of them to move.
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Taking a break from RPG this weekend. May be away longer to take a break.
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Gah. RPs are so slow around this time of year.
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Pff, that's what Photoshop is for. Just add them.
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Nolan: *hides inside his house from an army of women*
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xD Eh it wouldn't help much!
Nonsense.
@hatakekuro I feel like Ariel should break away from what she's doing to save Nolan. Haha.
@liferusher That isn't pathetic. I'm not a very expressive person most of the time. But I've had a breakdown in public before which surprised everyone, including myself. I had no I had such repressed emotions at that point. It did give me the chance to let it out though. This was shortly before the story below. Because the events leading up to it weighed heavy on me as well.
There are those in my family that have trouble with depression. Cousins, uncle, my own mother. If anything it's taught me that you can't keep sweeping it under the rug and you can't do it on your own. My mom worried about the future. Her future, my and my siblings future, where she was going for eternity. But what bothered her wasn't something that had just came out of nowhere. Unbeknownst to everyone these were things that she had been struggling with since she was a teenager. And rather than deal with it she pushed it aside by keeping herself occupied with things she enjoyed and taking on more projects to hide what was really the problem. It was her way of dealing with the symptoms rather than addressing the problem. What we all saw was a mask. That everything was all fine, getting better even. We didn't recognize what was mania at the time. The high before the crash. And when she did come down it was scary because we didn't know what to do. Her mind went down a dark path and she was forced to face what had plagued her for decades.
She is better now, not the same, but better. It was a very rough time and it took the better part of a year before she was emotionally stable. She worked through the underlying problem and doesn't needlessly worry about what will happen or where she's going. I know because we talk about it more. Things that were never really brought up before her breakdown. And if something is bothering her then we talk about it.
I don't believe that just changing up what you do will fix the problem. Boredom alone is one thing, but from what you've said I think there is more. That is just a bandaid. My mother tried that for years and she will tell you that only works for so long. Find someone who will listen. Someone that will speak in earnest because I can bet you that the journey will not be pleasant. But better you let it out now than me undone when you may not be able to cope later. I've seen the effects and it is not worth the temporary fix.
There are those in my family that have trouble with depression. Cousins, uncle, my own mother. If anything it's taught me that you can't keep sweeping it under the rug and you can't do it on your own. My mom worried about the future. Her future, my and my siblings future, where she was going for eternity. But what bothered her wasn't something that had just came out of nowhere. Unbeknownst to everyone these were things that she had been struggling with since she was a teenager. And rather than deal with it she pushed it aside by keeping herself occupied with things she enjoyed and taking on more projects to hide what was really the problem. It was her way of dealing with the symptoms rather than addressing the problem. What we all saw was a mask. That everything was all fine, getting better even. We didn't recognize what was mania at the time. The high before the crash. And when she did come down it was scary because we didn't know what to do. Her mind went down a dark path and she was forced to face what had plagued her for decades.
She is better now, not the same, but better. It was a very rough time and it took the better part of a year before she was emotionally stable. She worked through the underlying problem and doesn't needlessly worry about what will happen or where she's going. I know because we talk about it more. Things that were never really brought up before her breakdown. And if something is bothering her then we talk about it.
I don't believe that just changing up what you do will fix the problem. Boredom alone is one thing, but from what you've said I think there is more. That is just a bandaid. My mother tried that for years and she will tell you that only works for so long. Find someone who will listen. Someone that will speak in earnest because I can bet you that the journey will not be pleasant. But better you let it out now than me undone when you may not be able to cope later. I've seen the effects and it is not worth the temporary fix.
I have done something very stupid and im really sorry that I also let myself go loose in here. I was very irritated and had a panic attack at the moment so thats what happened after something didn't go the reasonable way I wanted it to go. Im very sorry. I hurted myself to make up for what I did but all I felt after it was emptiness inside of me. So so sorry. I feel ashamed and won't act like this any more. I understand that not everyone accept this apology and I feel the same. Something so stupid shouldnt be accepted.
We always do thing we regret, especially in the heat of the moment. And it isn't easy to look back at those moments because we see mistakes. Points in time where we failed. But what you need to realize is that the past, present, or future do not define your self worth. No one or anything on this earth can determine that or diminish it, even when we don't feel like it is true ourselves.
Please don't call me adorable. Im nothing like it. Im just someone who hates themselve for anything I do.
There is a reason this video is usually in my signature.
That's a lot of words that I did not entirely read.
Yes indeed, Merry Christmas.
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Nevermind
That wouldn't work well anyway. I prefer to see an image and make a character from it.
Ah. Since I know what I can change, if I see something that is not quite what I want I can generally tweak it. Colors and things like that are usually easy to change.
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Nothing to be sorry about. It is totally fine. That character was going to be to one with a bounty, but I have had an even better idea.
I can't make things, but I can edit them quite a bit. What exactly are you looking for? Describe the look and feel to me.
Ariel - Magic Games Stadium
@Caits
Staving off the effects she grinned slightly. "I can relate to that a little. I think most people don't know how to respond to me. I don't know any soldiers though. So how they work and do things I can't really say." Pondering it a bit she glanced at Gabriel. "Maybe it just takes time to get used to how they operate. But they don't sound like the easiest to get along with. Maybe you could talk with someone higher up about how they acted."
Ariel was surprised that Gabriel came up with a suggestion to help her so quickly. To be honest she still wasn't all that well versed with items that influence magic. She only partially understood lacrama. Which she should probably learn more about now that she knew what they could do to her. "I'll have to try that some time. It would be a whole lot better than what I'm going through right now." Angelo's use of lightning caused her t switch to her Lightning magic. "Oh man. I really do need to try something. At least the switch isn't as rough as it used to be."
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