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3 yrs ago
Current Losing a game of dragon ball the breakers because my dipshit allies wouldn't give me their fucking dragon balls pisses me off. the raider was already nearly dead fml.
3 yrs ago
devaronian is the race you're looking for. They're basically thugs for the hutts for the most part.
3 yrs ago
Man I'd love to be proven wrong so i'll keep trying but still it sucks like the fourth time this has happened for entirely seperate reasons each as dumb as the last.
3 yrs ago
Man I just can't stick with a DND Group. I'm aware I feel pushy at times but I never intend to push anyone into doing anything. I'm just feeling so dejected at this point.
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3 yrs ago
In general I've given up play by post roleplaying. I only check on occasion due to how NO ONE commits to forum posting in my over ten years of experience.
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I'm one of the surviving members from the event known as Guild Fall. I am a big fan of Mobile Suit Gundam and am very specific on what I want in a roleplay. I have completed two roleplays (one is debateable) and have over six years of roleplaying experience dating back to when I was in Middle School.

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That was one long freaking duel good job guys.
Ben patted the girl on the back while averting his eyes to make sure he wasn't seemingly like he was staring at her. When she told him it was alright for him to hug her for the moment he felt a but more relieved but that more or less went down the hole when she wanted to stay like this for a bit. It wasn't because he didn't like her, he barely knew Tsukiko, but that was the thing. He barely knew her so he was in the middle of an empty class hugging a girl he just met. But Ben didn't want to disappoint her and he figured it was best for everyone involved in this whole thing if she got it out of her system. Day two here and he was already running into some interesting folks. "I gotcha don't worry just take your time and breath. I'm here for you I would be a poor friend if I just up and left you here right now. As for this whole thing about boys pursuing you for your looks...well I ain't going to say you're not a pretty young lady but just like you say I didn't try to pull you out of the conversation because you looked pretty I saw someone in need and I tried to help. It's what I do. I'm here for you through thick and thin Tsukiko. Not a lot of strangers would risk their neck for another person but I'm not that kind of guy. So take your time and chill." Ben said though he did say it a bit awkwardly. He wasn't so sure if what he said was the right thing to say in this sort of situation. Andre had his moments from the past...maybe he could help her out here. At least that's what Ben figured knowing his relationship with their cousin and all...

"I'm sure your momma was a wonderful and gracious person Tsukiko and you two were born lucky to have her. But don't go wishing for things that can't happen. I know you probably don't remember much about her but I'm sure you and your bro will find out more about her in the future together. Take what you do have and remember it fondly. She gave you life and it just happens she couldn't see you through it. If she's anything like my old lady she's probably wishing you would be more happy right now. My mom was always busy when I was a younger dude back home. Never got a chance to see her much but when I do see her I make the most of it. She's a busy business woman after all and I know she'd like to see me. I just cherish the moments I do have with her and Andre and my own big bro. Being the middle boy means I got to juggle a lot of things. If you like maybe sometime I can try to call her up and you can talk with her about stuff. The world is a big place and it's wonderful. You just got to take what it throws at you and muscle through it. I hope that isn't making you more sad by the way I just...don't know really what else to say. For what it's worth though I'll be here for you. I am not sophisticated, I'm not the best man to ever walk the earth, and I can be vain, profane, and dirty but I am nothing but a friend to those who simply want someone to be there for them. So come on why not dry up those tears. Not because they don't need to come out but because you still got a lot to live for and a lot to discover besides your past you got your future. That should be enough to make anyone smile. Not everyone has a bright future and some people are out there suffering right now. But if it makes you feel better you can cry and cry a bit more and get it all out of you. But I want to see you smile not frown. It takes more muscles to smile than to frown you know. And if there is anyone who knows anything about smiles it's me and my friends." Ben said trying his best to comfort the girl. He still didn't think he was properly able to get out all of his thoughts in a cohesive and well spoken manner but he hoped they did their job. He meant every word of what he said and if he could he'd say more things to Tsukiko but...yeah that's just how things were. Whatever this girl had in her brain maybe it needed to stay hidden or maybe it will come out a blossom like a flower during spring sometime in the future. Who knew right? What right did Ben have to dictate anyone's thoughts? It was up to HER how things went in the future but at least he could be the cheer leader and make sure everything went towards the right direction.
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Well hey Ben's a bro. As long as she doesn't kiss him on the cheek when she leaves to do whatever then Ben won't have a problem talking to her from time to time lol.

And yes that was a joke.
Zebra gundam totally would beat grant's ass.
Well Ben's trying his best to be the teddy bear right now but he isn't really all too comfortable with it he prefers to the kamina esk type of person.
@XeiyenreishaWell I think Ben can handle it. He seemed to try at the very least. Ben dealt with Andre's darkest hour it's not like this isn't new too him.
"Look the real you is you. You don't have another person wandering around pretending to be you. Past, present, future it really doesn't matter. You're you and that won't change. Even if you were someone different before that just means you've changed a bit it doesn't mean that person isn't there it just means they've put on a different style. Think of it this way: An actor from hollywood doesn't throw away his real life for a role. He is still that person even though he's calling himself something different or even acting like a different person entirely. But he's still himself even if the line between character and person is different. The point I'm trying to get across is a person has many different sides just not sides of him or her that they know of. Somewhere deep inside a person's mind there are things they haven't tried yet that they could love if they just tried them out. But they're still the same person if they don't....I'm making this a whole lot more complicated then it needs to be. All I'm saying is that you're not someone else, the past you isn't a different you, and you're going to be alright by the end of it. Maybe you'll get what your looking for or maybe not but you'll still have the experiences you have now and that won't change what has happened before." Ben said trying to bumble out his good natured rhetoric but he wasn't sure if it was what the girl needed to hear or not. He wasn't some psychologist. He didn't know this young lady had all these problems. He couldn't solve them either he was after all just Ben. He wasn't special and while he wished he was one he wasn't a hero.

When she broke out in anger and what he assumed was fear of something Ben couldn't have helped himself but feel taken aback. This was way more personal than he expected his little trip to be. But...he had to do something. He couldn't just stand there and do nothing. She needed a hand and who else was going to give her one but him at the moment? He just hoped no teacher thought he was doing something bad in the fusion room right now. Ben took a deep breath and let her say what she was going to say. When she stopped talking Ben once again mentally berated himself for pushing on through all of this but he wasn't going to just sit there through all of this. So despite the warm feeling in his face for the idea he decided he had to do it. Ben went over to Tsukiko and gently put his hand on her shoulder and gave her a smile. "Hey hey hey chill. No need to scream and no need to shout everything will work itself out if you reach out to it and try to grasp your true self." Ben said as he wrapped his armed around her and pulled her in for a gentle hug. It was a simple gesture nothing more nothing less. Some people just needed a hug. This seemed like one of these moments when it was needed. He was blushing a bit because he felt awkward but he tried to be as reassuring to her as possible without seeming like a total creep. "If you want I'll let you go just say so. I don't want to say anything on the matter because I don't know what's up. I don't know about who you're talking about but just too let you know...I know the feeling of having lost someone...but he came back to me eventually. You just got to wait patiently with an hand held open and wait until they take it." Ben said calmly as he wondered if he had overstepped his bounds...oh god he could see it now the school kicking him out for hugging a GIRL awkwardly...welp...that's just life for you...It didn't help that he probably smelt like sweat and dirt. He had after all not gotten much in the way of a shower today...should've thought about that before going on his mile runs today.
It's totally Zebra gundam!

No it's actually

gundam.wikia.com/wiki/PMC-1L_Arms_Astr..

Leon Graves is it's pilot.
There I added more in if you want me to specify the other gundam before mask engages it please say so.
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