@TokyoPewPewMaybe it's a bit redundant, but what about a Family Man ilk? Someone with kids, maybe a wife, maybe more family, that they both have to keep safe, and hide their dealings from.
Would you like us to apply here or PM you? Or something else?
Joseph 'Joe' Pecorino | 58 | 5'9 | Male Business: Joe Pecorino is the owner and head physician at the Waggy Tails Emergency Veterinary clinic. He has multiple employees that handle the light side of the business. He makes plenty of money off of the vet business. On paper, he's doing most of the managerial work. In reality, his assistant manager Becca runs the business. Joe is present to operate the shadow side of the emergency clinic. Any criminal worth their salt knows that Joe is the guy to go to in order to get a bullet hole stitched up without any questions asked. He's been doing this for a decade now. He is required to prioritise the criminals working for big bosses. The Italians come first, and then the Irish, and then the rabble. There are plenty of nights when he'll have five grown men waiting about with bullet holes, and no animals. Despite their shady dealings, the clinic is still popular among various well-to-do pet owners. Savvy: Aside from his obvious medical skill, Joe is an avid handgun enthusiast. He also bakes a mean pineapple upside down cake. He drives. Ruin: Joe grew up in a happy family. He was lucky enough that his dad didn't hit him or his mother; despite the fact that Joe's dad was a Union Teamster. The man was involved in a lot of shady dealings that Joe was never privy to. He excelled in school, mostly because of his mother's encouragement and the relatively positive environment he was raised in. He loved animals, so he decided to become a vet. Any robber worth their salt knows to visit a vet if they want a bullet hole patched up without questions asked. During his first year of practice the infamous hitwoman Nastia Downs paid him a visit. After pressuring him with her iron, Joe reluctantly agreed to patch her up. Pretty quickly, word got out within the underworld that the city had a new fixer vet that wouldn't snitch. Joe was unsure about getting involved in the life, but he appreciated the money so he didn't protest too much. After a few years he had enough money to buy out the clinic. He moved himself up and out of regular treatment and began too focus on his new specialisation. By the time he was ready to wrap up the operation he was informed that he was too useful to the syndicates for him too retire from the life. He was locked in now. Cred: "The doc patches up a bullet hole real good." "He ain't talkin', we know where he lives. He's got two cute kids." "I heard he keeps a .38 in his desk. Just pay him dawg, it's not worth it. Especially if you're already beat up." "No Reg, he can't retire. Who else will fix our boys up after they take a slug? His mouth is sealed shut. Go and have a chat with him. Make sure we're on the same page." Ilk: Family Man: He didn't realise how easy it was to track down his loved ones. Two kids, the oldest is in college. And his wife. The bosses know how to hit Joe where it hurts. He's stuck between a rock and place, he doesn't want them to know what lows he stoops too. But he also doesn't want the Irish boys to whack them because he won't patch them up. At least they pay good... Too Good to Go: It's rare to find someone with the expertise that is willing to turn a blind eye to whatever underhanded wounds they might have. If Joe tries to leave, him and his family are in mortal danger. A Harmless Vice: Over the years Joe has sampled the medication. He's gotten a taste for escaping from reality with substances when he has the chance. He'll do ketamine if he doesn't have anything else, but Cocaine is his favourite.
If more people want their characters to be drug addicts, I can remove his vice. It's not necessary to his character but it might add some flavour if we don't have a bunch of submissions with chemical vices.
@JFK The things I need to see before I can approve:
1. A title which meets the criteria outlined on the previous page. If "old man in a young man's game" is supposed to be it, it's missing anything resembling an inciting incident. 2. Two of your Ilks are basically epistemologically identical. Completely redundant. (Granted it's a good one, so just condense them and that's one thing done.) 3. I asked for justification re: unusual skillsets. Nothing wrong with the character being a handgun "enthusiast" but I need to know whether that means he's just an antiques collector, an avid shooter, or what. And if he's some kind of crack marksman then i need a convincing rundown on how he became one of those.
What you do provide i enjoyed. Sensible backstory, plausible niche within the criminal ecosystem, compelling motivations and dilemma at the heart of him. Just take another pass and this time give the app criteria a bit more scrutiny.
@TokyoPewPewThanks for the feedback. I've revised it.
Two punks thought they could skip without paying for treatment. Now Joe needs to go out and uphold his reputation, lest the street thugs start thinking they can use him as a doormat.
Joseph 'Joe' Pecorino | 58 | 5'9 | Male Business: Joe Pecorino is the owner and head physician at the Waggy Tails Emergency Veterinary clinic. He has multiple employees that handle the light side of the business. He makes plenty of money off of the vet business. On paper, he's doing most of the managerial work. In reality, his assistant manager Becca runs the business. Joe is present to operate the shadow side of the emergency clinic. Any criminal worth their salt knows that Joe is the guy to go to in order to get a bullet hole stitched up without any questions asked. He's been doing this for a decade now. He is required to prioritise the criminals working for big bosses. The Italians come first, and then the Irish, and then the rabble. There are plenty of nights when he'll have five grown men waiting about with bullet holes, and no animals. Despite their shady dealings, the clinic is still popular among various well-to-do pet owners. Savvy: Aside from his obvious medical skill, Joe knows his way around a handgun. On the rare occasion he meets up with his buddies, they usually go to the range and shoot the shit. He has a couple pieces he prizes, and a couple pieces he wields. He can legally concealed carry. He also bakes a mean pineapple upside down cake. He drives. Ruin: Joe grew up in a happy family. He was lucky enough that his dad didn't hit him or his mother; despite the fact that Joe's dad was a Union Teamster. The man was involved in a lot of shady dealings that Joe was never privy to. He excelled in school, mostly because of his mother's encouragement and the relatively positive environment he was raised in. He loved animals, so he decided to become a vet. Any robber worth their salt knows to visit a vet if they want a bullet hole patched up without questions asked. During his first year of practice the infamous hitwoman Nastia Downs paid him a visit. After pressuring him with her iron, Joe reluctantly agreed to patch her up. Pretty quickly, word got out within the underworld that the city had a new fixer vet that wouldn't snitch. Joe was unsure about getting involved in the life, but he appreciated the money so he didn't protest too much. After a few years he had enough money to buy out the clinic. He moved himself up and out of regular treatment and began too focus on his new specialisation. By the time he was ready to wrap up the operation he was informed that he was too useful to the syndicates for him too retire from the life. He was locked in now. Cred: "The doc patches up a bullet hole real good." "He ain't talkin', we know where he lives. He's got two cute kids." "I heard he keeps a .38 in his desk. Just pay him dawg, it's not worth it. Especially if you're already beat up." "No Reg, he can't retire. Who else will fix our boys up after they take a slug? His mouth is sealed shut. Go and have a chat with him. Make sure we're on the same page." Ilk: Family Man: He didn't realise how easy it was to track down his loved ones. Two kids, the oldest is in college. And his wife. It's rare to find someone with the expertise that is willing to turn a blind eye to whatever underhanded wounds they might have. If Joe tries to leave, him and his family are in mortal danger. On occasion, he's had some close calls with his clever wife looking into some of his underhanded dealings. But so far, she doesn't really know what he gets up to. A Harmless Vice: Over the years Joe has sampled the medication. He's gotten a taste for escaping from reality with substances when he has the chance. He'll do ketamine if he doesn't have anything else, but Cocaine is his favourite.
@JFK Much better. A proofread, some formatting for readability, and you're ready to post once the thread goes live. Thanks! (Looking forward to his storyâjuicy!)
When her manager finally decides she isnât worth the trouble, a disturbed child trafficker must grasp at every straw she finds to try to save herself and stay with her âkids.â
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Sunshine âSunnyâ, aka Johannes âJonniâ Hautala
The only honest work Sunnyâs ever had was her tour in Viet Nam. Before and since, sheâs put in the hours in the only world sheâs truly known. She was trafficked as a kid for sex, and while, make no mistake, she still âworks for a livingâ as sheâs called to, helps pick up stock as she happens upon it, and even dabbles in thuggery if an extra hand on a gun is whatâs needed, most of her work is as the worldâs best matron of the worldâs worst combination orphanage-brothel. She keeps âherâ kids fed, presentable, well-behaved, safe within reason, and ready to do their best for the lovely folks who pay the bills.
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Not just a talented love-bomber, Sunny also has an underappreciated ability to play bad cop with a smile. Sheâs no torture artist, but she knows a thing or two about waterboarding a POW into submission. War crimes arenât the only thing she picked up in Viet Nam, though. Sheâs no gun nut, but sheâs an impressively quick draw, and a respectable shot. Sheâs got the training for a real man who went to a real war, and even if sheâs just a little thing in the end, it still counts for something if push comes to shove. If she ends up in the mud, she has a clue of how to get out. With her experience and admirable stamina from a lifetime of taking a beating from anyone who felt like giving her one, Sunny may be a doll, but she can handle more rough-and-tumble than first may seem.
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Born the third of four to an unassuming Finnish-American family in Minnesota, Sunny never did fulfill expectations. So the nancy boy became a runaway, and ended up running right into the arms of the Nadolny crime family. With her handlersâ keen interest, her miserably low bars, and then a whole lot of drugs to ease things along, Sunny dove harder and deeper into the life than anyone expected, in search of less than many even consider. All things must change, though, and Sunny thought she could get away and take the life she left behind for a spin. Desperate for any taste of approval from her long-abandoned family, Sunny followed her older brothers to war, recklessly jumping into the unknown with both feet, just as she always had. Sunny learned a valuable lesson during her tourâthat even she still had limits. And so, as soon as she was discharged, Sunny came running back with her tail between her legs. No longer a little girl, Sunny had to actually grow up this time. And grownups share their knowledge and their lessons with the next generation. She canât imagine anything more fulfilling than caring for, nurturing, and teaching the next generation how to squeeze sugar out of lemons.
âOh youâre serious, are ya? Yeah no for sure, I got time to chat. Awful sweet of you to ask. Just tell me to hush if you get bored. I dun mind, not at all.
So, guess I oughta start at the beginning, yeah? So I was born over in Esko. Itâs a little town, bit outside-a Dulutâ. Mama and Daddy got married when he came back from the War. They had my older brothers, then me, then my little brother, all that stuff. You know, nothinâ crazy or nothinâ. Couldnât say when the trouble with me started, really. I think I was just born wrongâr somethinâ like that. My older brothers used to beat me up for embarrassinâ them at school, âcause I just couldnât stop âprancinâ around like a gosh darn fool,â theyâd say. And then, Mama had locked up her closet by the time, oh, mustâve been when I was maybe fiveâr six? Anywho, you get the picture, dontcha? I was this little old disappointment back home, and I eventually got the message loud and clear. Shoot, Daddy stopped even spankinâ me about it. Heâd say, âWell, whatâs it gonna change?â to my Mama, and theyâd just sigh and shake their heads. âBout the only time they ever did smile at me was when I was up there in the church choir. I always had a pretty voice, you know. That for sure was the best time, singing in the church choir, wearing those pretty robes, lightinâ the candles, and all of that stuff. I remember hearing Mama and Daddy prayinâ one night, prayinâ Iâd grow up and become a pastor.
Never did work out for them, sad to say. Instead, when I was, ohâmustâve been nine?âI up and left. I still remember those couple-a days pretty well. Thatâs when I met my fairy godparents, so to speak. Anywho, that Sunday Iâd gotten the idea that Iâd steal a cassock. I hid it in my backpack and waited âtill my brothers had gone out to play, thinkinâ Iâd have some time to play dressup by myself. I fooled with it some, cut the collar, put on a belt to make the waist nice, and I tell you, for a nine year old, I think I made a pretty little dress out of it. I was havinâ a nice little time until Mama walked in on me and screamed to high heavens seeinâ those pieces of the cassock on the ground and me in my little getup. I dunno what got into me, but I just ran. I slipped past her, kept on runninâ into the woods, and followed the road into Dulutâ. I slept alone, cold, and hungry in a ditch somewhere outside-a Dulutâ that night. The next day, I tried my best to clean myself up, but I was just a little mess, dontcha know. I thought about goinâ back, but what was I gonna do? Tell the pastor Iâd stolen and messed up one of his nice cassocks? Face Daddy and my brothers after running around like I was, a little cryinâ mess? Yeah no I wasnât up for that.
But I guess I got lucky that day, because a nice man spotted me, asked if I needed help, and when he asked if I needed help getting home and I told him I couldnât go home, he invited me to come with him, get me cleaned up, fed, and all that stuff. Mister Machijâhe said his name wasâwas all smiles when he saw me, like he actually liked what he was lookinâ at. Of course, he thought I was a little girl, with the way he talked to me. Boy was he surprised when he got me stripped down to take my bath! I remember, he looked at me, asked me questions, and scratched his chin like I was sayinâ some interestinâ things. But he never got mad.
Well, anywho, at some point, he was finished lookinâ me up and down, and just said âOkay then.â Then, while I was gettinâ dry and puttinâ on my towel, I heard him on the phone with someone. I dun remember all of it, but I remember he kept talkinâ about a âpretty boy,â speakinâa me, of course. And I dunno, I was just all smiles and blushes when I heard that! Me! Pretty! And he told the person on the other end of the line, âYouâre gonna wanna see this one,â still speakinâ of me. So later that night, I had these two standing around me, arms crossed, nodding like theyâd discovered something. I was a discovery! Mister Machij introduced me to his cousin, Missus Orta Nadolny.
Really, they just had one big question for me. Did I like feeling pretty? Did I want to feel prettyâand be prettyâall-a the time? Of course I did! I still do! I was so enthusiastic, they made arrangements that night. Missus Orta got me all made up, put me in a pretty little getup, and then we got in Missus Ortaâs car, and we drove down to Minninoona that night. And there, I got to meet the man who made me: Missus Ortaâs husband, Mister Juro Nadolny.
Now, donât you get me wrong, as excited as I was at first, the first year was hard. Iâve always been so little, you know, and earninâ my keep took a whole lot of gettinâ used to, for sure. I still wasnât supposed to cry, except when a visitor wanted it, and itâs hard not to cry when something hurts. But some of them, boy, they looked at me like they wanted me to be there. They wanted me there, beinâ pretty for them, and some of them would even tell me so. I started gettinâ little gifts sometimesâstuff I actually wanted, too! Yâknow, I got in trouble one time for cryinâ and hugginâ a guy who brought me a little necklace!
But, I did get spooked by a couple of things, though. There were other boys there; it wasnât just me. My bunkie was a guy named, oh gee, itâs been so long. Cripes. Eh, his name wasâŚwell they called him Cookie, but his name wasâŚCarl! Iâm so sorry; itâs been over ten years since I seen him! Hope heâs doinâ okay. Anywho, where was I? Right, so CarlâCarl, he was a couple years olderân me, and he started growinâ up, yâknow, as boys do. Golly, I was never so upset in my life than when I asked him why his voice was soundinâ so funny, and he explained that whole business about boys and girls to me. Donât get me wrong, I donât mind men one bit; I just couldnât wrap my head around becominâ one. It felt like I was lookinâ at my death when he started showinâ off his whosit to me.
So of course, I went and got myself in trouble again. This time, it was for wakinâ Missus Orta up. But I sâppose I was cryinâ my eyes out so hard that she needed to get the gist of what was goinâ on before she decided who was in trouble. It mustâve tookâŚoh geezâŚit mustâve took ten minutes at least before she could get a real word outta me. But when I finally got it out, all that business about how I dint wanna grow up and become some awful hairy old man, how I wanted to stay a pretty little boy, how I wanted to be pretty forever, she finally stopped me and asked me, âDo you want to be a pretty boy? Boys have to turn into men.â Boy was that a thinker. I sâppose I took too long to say something, âcause she stood up, put her hands on my shoulders, and asked me different. âHow bad do you want to be pretty?â she said.
And as for me? Itâs all Iâve ever wanted. I was snotty and puffy in my face and she wiped me up, pointed me to the mirror, and told me to tell myself how much I wanted it. What can I say? Iâd give the world and somethinâ more to be frozen even longer as a little pretty flower, just like Sleeping Beauty. So you betcha I begged her to let me stay pretty. Oh, I begged and begged. And then when I started gettinâ hysterical about it, she just put her finger on my mouth, and told me if I wanted to be pretty, Iâd need to act the part too. If I wanted to be the prettiest little doll in the house, Iâd need to act like the prettiest little doll. If I could do it, she could talk with Mister Juro and see about keeping me pretty. I dunno if my eyes have ever gone wider. I had to blink so hard to stop crying when she held my face and told me to keep the smile and hold the tears. She was so right. She said I could keep my little giggle though, within reason!
It wasnât easy, though. Beauty hurts, no doubt about it. Missus Orta was clear about that. Weâd already done all that business with plucking eyebrows and waxing peach fuzz off of every bit of me to make me smooth like a little dolly, sometimes even a bit of skin bleach in there to keep me perfect and porcelain. But anywho, we eventually had a talk about what else staying a little-bitty pretty thing involved. Now, I for sure missed getting as many sweets as Carl and the other boys, but as they got bigger and I stayed so little, I had to thank Missus Orta for telling the other boys they could take my desserts and dinners! I wonder sometimes if I couldâve done even better if I was real good and never gave Carl a hand with his whosit so heâd let me have a taste of his sweets. And lucky for me, the hunger pangs also helped distract me from the hard part of the next big step.
I just kept on beinâ good, doinâ as I was told, givinâ everybody who walked in whatever they wanted with a big old smile on my face, and soon enough, they got a vet in to fix me for good. While he was givinâ me a look over before the surgery, he told me it wasnât any different than what heâd do for a cat or a dog, or a little lamb. And cripes, those poor critters! It for sure did hurt like the dickens. But golly, wouldnât ya know it, but I still dint just have the dumbest little grin even while my eyes teared up. They even took my pictures! I got to keep a copy of them, for keepsakes. Oh! I still have them in my purse! Lookie here! Thereâs me all prettied up in my little surgical gown. And, eh, ope! Iâll skip these; I dun think you wanna see the bloody part, do you? But then, isnât that cute? We got one of me kissing the boys goodbye, and another of me thanking the doctor with a little kiss after he stitched me up! Wasnât I just the cutest little thing back then?
Anywho, after that, since we dint wanna risk any infection or make a big old mess cauterizing it, I had to take a little longer of a break than we wouldâve liked, and so instead of my normal stuff, Missus Orta put me to work counting money in Mister Juroâs office and other little odd jobs I could do while laying on the couch with a pack of frozen greens. I think thatâs when he took a liking to me. Heâd give me âhomeworkâ while he was out. I learned all sorts of songs to sing for him. He started calling me his pretty little jukebox! And then, by the time I got walking again, I guess Mister Juro really had taken a shine to me, so he kept me working for him during the day even when I went back to doing my normal nighttime stuff. Gosh, I guess it was around then that they had me start calling them Tata and Mamusha, yeah.
So then, after that, Mamusha gave me another gift. We call them my pretty pills. Thereâs some proper fancy names for them, for sure, but, shoot, I can never remember them off the top of my head. Ope! Ah, eh. Geez Louise! Iâve went and gone red in the face, haven't I? Sorry, Iâm just blushinâ like a gosh-darn schoolgirl thinkinâ about this part. Excuse me. I, uh, I always forget how it still gets me all giddy when I think about all those days. So IâI guessâWell, you know, I just ended up this hot little mess for years! So, back then, I got bonus pretty pills as treats when I volunteered to put in the extra hours, and boy, were they just a bucket of fun! I was totally freakinâ gone, for sure, but I had a blast. I got to feel all warm and fuzzy inside and full of butterflies whenever I got the extra ones, and all I had to do was be my wonderful self for whoever Mamusha and Tata introduced me to. Golly, it was like the best dream ever. Everyone was so groovy when I had all that stuff in me. I was showerinâ in sunshine, I tell you what! Golly, I never did understand why the others were always fussinâ for extra scratch for themselves when our people were so much happier to just pretty us up extra instead. The only thing that ever did get a bee in my bonnet was when the others were being downers like that. I always told them, if theyâd just relax and enjoy being decked out and adored, they couldnât help but to smile! Shoot, my bonus pretty pills had me feeling so pretty on the inside that nothing even hurt until the next day! Whatâs not to love?
Those were the good years, for sure. I still miss them every day! But itâs my fault, really. I got spooked and did something stupid and spoiled the good days for myself. You see, by the time I was gettinâ to be seventeen, we had to start talking about my future. For sure, I was fine for now, but who could say how long Iâd stay in my prime? Once youâre grown, the clock is ticking, and you have to have that conversation about how nothing stays fresh forever, not even you. So for sure, there was a future for me somewhere, but Mamusha and Tata were moving on, hoping to move up on outta the childcare business. They were clear with me; they said nothing lasted forever, they sure did. And, well gosh darn it, but Mister Klimant and I just never have had that same special bond. I mean, dun get me wrong, I did my best for him, gave him a smile, rocked my hips how he told meâall that business. But everyone has their favorites, I guess. And it just broke my little heart knowing my days as the favorite were over. I just got that sinkinâ feelinâ I hadnât felt since I was just a little thing, you know? And I dunno. I guess I was sobering up for real then, and havinâ a real bad time of it, and I got it in my head that I needed to go home, say I was sorry for causinâ that trouble, and to tell them that I found my place and not to worry about me. Close up all that sad kiddie business before movinâ on up to grown-up stuff, you know?
So like the dummy I was, I snuck out a bit after I turned eighteen. I hitchhiked back to Esko, found the family home, and who opens the door but one of my big brothers. He decked me when I went in to hug him, of course. Took less convincing than I thought for the family to believe it was me. Gosh, Daddy jumped out of his chair and swore like Iâd never heard before when he saw me. Mama just couldnât even make eye contact. Daddy told me he had three sons. That I was as good as dead. I begged him, you know, to give me a shot to prove I loved him. And he looked like heâd seen a ghost. He gave me an earful about how his oldest boy was a CO stuck in the jungles, about how his second boy had just gotten drafted, and asked me what the hell kinda man I thought I was. So I told him Iâd do my best to do him proud for once, go out on a high note this time. He was so surprised he laughed. Said heâd never in a million years believe a fairy freak like me could even make it through the basic training. And dontcha know, we shook on it. He, eh, washed his hands afterwards, but he had this funny smile on his face like he couldnât believe a bit of it. That I even felt a little bit bad for makinâ all that trouble and shame for him and everybody.
So then, Mama fished out my birth certificate and my documents, and then Daddy brought me to the enlistment office the very next day. My brother was fit to burst when the enlistment officer commented that I was enlisting and he was drafting. For sure, Daddy made it clear that this was âthe last shot to straighten me out,â but the boys there thought the entire thing was so hilarious that I donât imagine he ever heard the end of it from his platoon.
Shoot, I dunno how I managed it, but I did. Good golly, it was bad for my everything, but wouldnât you know it, the only places I fell actual dead last in were the categories-a height, and weight. The couple of guys who did worse than me, boy, it mustâve been awful bad for them. But anywho, as long as we were on U.S. soil, things were rough, for sure, but I like to think I put on a brave face. The hardest part by far was being bare-faced and in those frumpy old uniforms. I could handle the yelling and hurtinâ all over after a hard day, even if the day was hard for different reasons than I was used to. But good golly, sometimes I looked in the mirror and just saw that same sad little boy Iâd run away as. It always hurt my heart somethinâ terrible. And I really shouldnât have run off without my pretty pills, let me tell you what. I had hot flashes like an old lady the whole darn time!
Well, eventually, deployment came. AndâŚlook. Hereâs what I can say. I did my best. I did what I was told. I put on a smile every day, made sure not to cryâdid all that same stuff I did back home to make everyoneâs day a little better. And, well, I guess somewhere along the way I screwed up and some of the men figured me out. Well, enough so, anyway. I guess thatâs when I realized I missed all the attention I used to get something terrible. I gotta hand it to the guys thereâthey ran a tight ship. Usually itâs tough for groups to keep a secret, but I guess they were so thrilled at not having to slum it in the Saigon brothels and having me right there whenever they felt like it that they kept their best behavior. Shoot, Glenn even got attached enough to treat me like a person. He gave me a real âdateâ and a gift now and againâsomething more than just jerking me around and dragging me into some quiet corner to get one out of their system. So, I mean, I guess it wasnât all entirely unfamiliar. I mean, I wonât lie. It was awful. Everything hurt before the boys got onto me, and then it was everything inside and outside that hurt. But sometimes theyâd mumble things while they were doing what they wanted, and maybe some of those words were more them pretending I was something I couldnât be than anything genuine from their hearts. But sometimes, after a long day of that awful jungle, hearing I was seriously for-realsies good for something, hearing I sounded pretty, any-a thatâcripes, sometimes even the less gentlemanly stuff felt like it was keepinâ my heart in one piece some days.
So I guess Viet Nam did set me straight, just maybe not in the same sorta way it was probably meant to. Iâm no good anywhere else. I know that now. The one time I really tried to do my real blood family proud, I ended up back in the same shoes, but prancinâ around with that name they wanted to keep clean. So I just left them a letter sayinâ I was awful sorry for beinâ a whole bunch-a trouble, and came back to Minninoona as fast as I could. And gosh, I mustâve spent the next couple of years apologizing to everybody. But for old timeâs sake, Mister Juro and Missus Orta did end up askinâ Mister Klimant to give me a second chance. I dunno how many times Iâve kissed them all to thank them. I mean, yeah, I was too old to work as a kid. I still had people whoâd been missinâ me, donât get me wrong, but this just wasnât my woods anymore. So I had to pull my weight in other ways too. I never imagined Iâd have a maternal bone in my bodyâhow could I, right? But wouldnât you know it, I found myself looking at all those little scared darlings and thinkinâ, by golly, I could put some smiles on these little faces. Teach them how to be happy like I was, you know? I just canât help it! I looked at those blank canvases and I knew I could help get some pretty smiles pasted all around. So thatâs what Iâve been doing. We take in poor little rejects and make little angels of them, ready to be plucked out of the sky and loved. We grew up ignored. We grew up despised. But here? We can be the belles of the ballâthe centres of attention. We can be adored! We can be desired! And every little darling I can teach to embrace these perfect years is an angel Iâve given wings.
Sure yeah, there have been bumps in the road. Mister Klimant says Iâm too generous, that I spend too much âgussying up these little whores,â he says. So I have to compromise, really, a whole lot more than Iâd like. I can only make real angels out of the very best of my kids. The rest, we just canât afford to make them as perfect as I know they could be. Itâs just plain hard times these days, you know? It hurts my heart to say, but weâve had to cut back on who we can take in and how much we can do. Sometimes I just canât help but to open my own purse and my boudoir when I catch a promising find. And you know, sometimes we pick wrongâwe do; nobodyâs perfect. Iâve had my share of tough little cookies. And when they wonât budge, what can you do? Sometimes youâve just gotta break them down to build them back up. Iâd rather not do it, for sure, but sometimes a wet rag is what you need to melt that hard shell theyâve made around their poor little hearts.
I want this thing weâre doing to be growing. I want to make as many angels out of raggamuffins as I can. Iâm sure we can do it. We just need to try harder.â
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âSay what you will, but that thingâs been raising some damn good whores.â âItâs the blind leading the blind over there. The little sluts want silk dresses? In this economy?â âThereâs a whole lot of things about that Sunny thatâre hard to believe. Itâs hard to believe someone who looks like that is a dude, and itâs hard to believe a chick that acts like a disney princess runs a fucking chomo ring.â âSomething ainât right in that head of hers. Iâll bet they fried her back in the sixties and weâre just now seeing it.â âNo, seriously. She was in the military.â âYou gotta wonder how an airhead like that keeps that operation running.â âFuck, I thought she was one of the kids!â âI donât care what the brats want. Tell that stupid blonde not to waste the good perfume on them unless the clients ask for it.â âSeeing her with those kids, itâs like seeing fuckinâ Mary Poppins run a goddamned child brothel.â
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I STILL LOVE THE LIFE
Death by a thousand cuts. Gambling debts, drug habits, a need to impress, or plain-and-simple expensive tastesâsomething, or a combination of things, puts a continual drain on your resources, ever threatening your precious high-roller lifestyle. You don't simply want the plan to succeed; it has to, or you can kiss the fast cars the slim girls the fat diamond rings goodbye (those and whatever else matters). This addiction will noseblind you to risks the others can smell from three miles off. And where they've hedged and folded and tactically retreated, you'll alwaysâalwaysâgather up your dice to triple down.
Pearly first felt a wedge of dollar bills between her barely-there breasts when she was just 14 years old. Mother Dearest made sure her one and only child, her âPrecious Pearlyâ, knew the value of the dollar sign as soon as she was old enough to grip a bill in her podgy, dimpled hands. Daddy didnât stick around. So it was just Pearly and her Mama for as long as she could remember. Formative years were spent watching her Madam Mama run a tight ship whilst vacuuming white lines from both sides of her pocket mirror and roughing up the edges of her âGirlsâ from darkened doorways.
It was a âFamily Business.â The Brothel operated out of the top 3 floors of 69 Greet Street, a collection of around 12 sparse bedrooms occupied by lost souls looking to bury themselves in the vacuous bodies of those desperate for an escape. An hour? 4 hours? 3 minutes? Patrons of the Brothel paid upfront for the pleasure of a lumpy mattress surrounded by nicotine-stained walls. The Basement got transformed into a âspeakeasy barâ back in the 1920s. âSoirĂŠeâ nowadays was a glorified dive bar cosplaying as something with more sophistication than it was able to claim - A breeding ground for debauchery, dodgy deals and Dolls secretly for sale. SoirĂŠe turns a blind eye to the deals under the table, signet ringed fists thrown in the alleyway and married men with their arms around anyone but their wife. The Bar is the only legit leg of the business; An outlet to âcleanâ the whoreâs earnings and a perfect marketing opportunity for a Madamâs working girls. Burlesque shows, Jazz singers and a mean Manhattan lure in those Johns looking for a good time not a long time. Thereâs rarely been an empty seat in the house for the last 10 years. Despite its desperate attempt at glitz and glamour, SoirĂŠe was the definition of mutton dressed as lamb. The Bar just couldnât shake its grimy reputation that both helped and hindered the activities that took place wrapped in peeling wallpaper and atop liquor-soaked carpets.
When 25 year old Pearly found her Mother face-down at her bureau desk, blood drying all crispy in her bleached blonde hair, she inherited it all. The Brothel, the Babydolls, the Bar, the Books, the debts⌠The good, the bad and the ugly. Pearly runs a tight ship and keeps the wolves at bay by plying them with intel extracted from the minds of her Girls: Confessionals from creepy Johns, the gloating of criminals, the whisper of every word on the street⌠Anything worth something to those useless pigs, Pearly hands over. Keeps them from sniffing at Madamâs back door. Let a select few run drugs through the gaff, let the mob bosses talk business over the best Old Fashioneds in the city⌠Dirty makes more money when it ainât just in a martini.
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A Madam ainât for sale but if she were, Pearlyâd still be a damned good ride. She may be on the bench, but that doesnât mean sheâs forgotten how to play. Manipulative, sheâs a slippery spirit, always shimmying her way out of sticky situations with her smart mouth and fluttering eyelashes.
Not that Pearly would ever be naive enough to disclose her earnings, bragging is what gets you killed in this game, but sheâs got goods stashed in mattresses, loose floorboards and the banks. Her businesses are booming and thereâs nothing she wouldnât do to keep it that way. A puppeteer of a bookkeeper, sheâs smarter than anyone gives her credit for. Thanks to those lessons from Mamaâs old snake of an accountant, she knows just where to fiddle the books and paydayâs always sweet.
When youâre as deep in the game as she is, balancing the Brothel, the Bar and the Books, itâs a good job Pearly knows whoâs worth their buck for brawn. Sheâs got guns-for-hire on speed dial, muscle ready to weigh in when she needs and a nose for the best powder in the city. There ainât a gram of white that passes hands in SoirĂŠe she donât know about. And if someoneâs dumb enough to cross her? Well, sheâs seen enough skeletons in closets to know just the spot to apply pressure. Pearlyâs been around enough violence to know a thing or two about torture, bribery and a quick snuff. When youâve got everything to lose, you sure learn quick how to make sure you stay winning.
A Madam bears the responsibility of her Babydollâs wellbeing. She must protect, exploit, control, nurture and stifle simultaneously. That level of duplicitousness mixed with unlimited liquor and a silver spoon piled with a powder that catalyses uncapped confidence? Pearly is a ticking time bomb. Inherently paranoid, she sees the ghosts of problems that may or may not be there. Betrayal is a compulsive fear the Madam continually checks over her shoulder for. Late nights, substance abuse and a childhood ripped from her starfish hands make for a woman riddled with insecurities.
âWhat you looking at, girl? Does my blush need a top up?â
âSheâs overcharging and keeping the spare change. I know it.â
âPull up the CCTV, Biggie. I wanna watch every fucking frame, yeah? I know I saw her stuffing that wrap down her bra.â
âSheâs been my biggest earner for the past 6 months! And she wants to turn her back on me? ME? After all Iâve done for that ungrateful lil hussy? Iâm her goddamn mother!â
âPour me another, Daria. Iâm sharper when Iâve thrown back some good bourbon. Donât look at me like that, alright? Iâll be over that bar before you take ya next breath.â
A powerhouse like Pearly has many downfalls: That âlastâ line, âjust anotherâ drink, trusting a whore who flattered her way into Pearlyâs good books⌠But her achilles heel? Her blinkered view of herself. Itâs always everyone elseâs problem. Always someone elseâs fault. When everyoneâs too scared to fracture Pearlyâs selective memories, no one to challenge her paranoid ramblings, sheâs left with no one to ground her when sheâs flying high. Which is always, if you were wondering.
More trivially, Pearly can tell a decent Burgundian Chardonnay with a good vintage by the bouquet alone. Ever more impressive considering her nose has been worn away from her love of good powder. Plus, she got an ear for the next big voice. The artists that grace the SoirÊe stage occasionally go on to become the next big thing⌠And promptly delete their stint at the underground bar from their history books.
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âYou seen this? Cubaâs finest. These taste like Italian leather, a damn good coffee and⌠What is that flavour catching the back of my throat, there?⌠Oh. Cedar. Come closer. Smell it. Beautiful, huh? God, I love âem but I sure wish they smoked as easy as cigarettes. Damn thing just goes on for too long, donât it?
Anyways. I suppose a formal introduction ainât really necessary. Youâre from round here. Youâre in my house. You know your way around, donât cha? Ainât many asscheeks in the city that havenât found their way into one of Madam Pearlyâs chairs. And I love that. You know why? Boy, do I love a party. And you know what makes a good party? People. But itâs not just the music, the martini glasses, the magic⌠I love it all. Think thatâs my favourite part of this life, though, the people. Growing up just me and Mama started out real lonely. No other kids. No family. No Daddy. Couldâve been real lonely if this house werenât always full of visitors. Always coming and going. Might as well have had a revolving door installed, the rate those hinges were squeakinâ. All kindsa people come round here. We had em all. Daddies, Doctors, Lawyers, Dealers, Gunrunners⌠You name it! We got it. And I learned quick how to chat with anyone and everyone. Helped me turn this tongue silver, it really did. Girls say Iâve got the gift of the gab.
But, well, I didnât get the education most of these Johns got, thatâs for certain sure. Couldâve wound out dumb as a post if I hadnât begged some of the old Dolls to teach me to read and write. And well, I never did enjoy my own company too much. Never really had to learn how to, neither. Mamaâs Dolls was always around, braiding my hair and painting my toes. Guess they felt sorry for me, in a way. I always heard them whisperinâ bout how Mama shouldnât be making me trick so young. But look at me now! Wouldnât think it, would ya? Folks livinâ straight would probably drop dead if they knew what little Pearly had to do to get through! But here I am in a silk gown, Chanel red on my lips and 9 carats in my lobes. Got my friends Smith & Wesson in my garter and a duster in my drawer so I donât need your sympathy, okay? That shit tastes cheap as Carignan. I want respect on my name and Washingtonâs in my pretty lil hands. You got that?
A good Madam is kinda like a headmistress, an overbearing mother and a husband. In my position, you gotta know how to stroke an ego like a lilâ kitty. Make em purr. Itâs real easy. The hard part is keeping these Dolls in line. Some of em know the score good and proper⌠Others? Like herding sheep, I tell ya. And I donât like marking my prized mules. You wouldnât buy a bruised peach, would ya? So you gotta get real creative with them. Packets of good white, jewellery, designer clothes⌠Some of these Girls ainât got two brain cells to rub together so I just dangle a pretty carat for em and they soon do as theyâre told. Couple of them though? Tough as old boots. And they take a lil longer to break in⌠They all break in the end, though. Shitâs inevitable. And Pearlyâs Girls are the Johnâs favourites for reason. Itâs cos Iâve trained em good, honey. They know how to do just about anything, for anyone. One stop shop. Then those Johns go crawlinâ back to their boring lives and their boring wives for some missionary and apple pies. I know where Iâd rather be fuckinâ sittinâ.
Some Madams? They just ainât got the balls, you know? Too busy squeezinâ em for shit scratch. No, Iâve got a big olâ set of my own right here in my lacies. So yeah, I handle myself pretty good⌠And I let the Boys do the rest. Donât like getting dirt under my fingernails unless I fancy it, see. But sometimes I do fancy it. Depends on which side of the bed Iâm waking up on.â
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⢠âYou better not be keepinâ nothinâ back for yourself, baby. Madam finds out and sheâll take a toe. Know why she takes toes? So we still got ten fingers to grab dicks with.â
⢠âSheâs got those Dogs wrapped round her pinky finger. God knows how much sheâs paying em! Or maybe sheâs blowinâ em good.â
⢠âMadam in a good mood today? Or are we staying out of her way until sheâs had a couple of lines to loosen up?â
⢠âCount it again. It canât be short. Weâll be wrapped in tarpaulin if thereâs a dime missinââ
⢠âNo, not her. Canât be her. Sheâs one of Pearlyâs girls.â
⢠âIâm not going nowhere but SiorĂŠe. Everytime I try somewhere else the liquor and the pussy just donât taste the same. I know, I know. Place is a shit heap. But itâs our shit heap, right? Just keep your head on a swivel and donât make direct eye contact with the Madam. Medusa bitchâll turn ya to stone.â
⢠âThereâs gotta be a break in this investigation. Get Pearly Sackville on the phone. Now.â
⢠âI heard every girl whoâs flown Pâs nest winds up dead or disappeared. Weâre here for life, baby. Guess itâs better than a cell, right? Least thereâs good blow here.â
⢠âHow much do you reckon itâll take to get Pearly off the bench? I know her titties are saggin but I bet sheâs a goer.â âDoubt you could afford her, pal.â
⢠âYou know when Madams got a meeting with a snitch. She puts her ash trays away. Says a snitches skin puts out her cigars just fine.â
A half-Japanese rocker and drug dealer spirals through addiction while trying to solve a legacy that refuses to add up.
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Heâs the broken-hearted-canât-land-a-gig-musician to some; the canât-get-a-job-to-help-support-the-children-bum-of-an-ex-husband to others; the didnât-make-it-to-my-birthday-party-again-this-year-deadbeat-dad to his children. And to most, the-chink-eyed-guy-with-the-decent-hookups-but-rarely-answers-his-door-drug-dealer
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âHey, chink-eyes! Iâve got five fingers.â The big, red haired boy folded several of his fingers. âI takinâ away four, now how many dâyah see?â The math was a no brainer. It always would be. His mind had the answer before the boy even finished his question. The same amounts the private part hiding in his pants. The same amount of guns his father used to shoot his brains out on that day before school let out for the semester. The same amount of parents he still had alive. If there were that many things he was good at in school â things that pushed him through the grades â it was math. He had to know his digits. Somebody in that house had to. And if his white mom knew anything, at least that same amount of it wasnât math. For people who ran the place, white people sure came up with the dumbest questions.
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His father was a No-No boy. Enough. No more needs to be said. It was a mess from the beginning. When Johnny came on scene, his father was like a dog with his tail between his legs. And his low-on-the-totem-pole Greek wife might have had the same sense if sheâd answered the way he did, when he got on one knee after knowing her for three days. Their marriage wasnât even allowed in all of the states, and the slurs were never-ending. His height didnât show until the bullying had taken its toll, and his father finally left without any last kiss or goodbye but a bag of regrets. All they had was some lady who was married to the man who was son of the woman his grandmotherâs brother married. So, in other words, she worked in a Greek diner. And he wasnât fucking Greek. Chink eyed. Four eyed. Razor-straight haired. Ink-dark eyebrowed. Low-bridged nosed. Except his mom wasnât aging like other Asiansâ moms did. She didnât talk like other Asiansâ moms did. To matters worse, she took him to that God-awful Greek Church where everything was in some language no one spoke anymore. And the other Asians said he smelled like something from the Mediterranean. The other Asians said his math didnât add up. He wasnât the same amount as them. But he could play the guitar. And damn, if Elvis Presley and Woody Guthrie didnât send him in the right direction when he was in a funk. He met some other people who also liked rock nâroll. They liked playing instruments. They also liked taking drugs. And better, they didnât give a slick about what amount of anything Johnny was, âcept that when he spoke numbers he was talkinâ marijuana cigarette's. And well, you can do the math from here. Or maybe you canât. It donât matter. Iâll do it for you. Thereâs something about a man seeking stardom that makes a young and stupid white girlâs heart swoon. Yah know the kind. The one with blonde hair and blue eyes. Sheâll probably stop at a nuclear family amount of children. And then do the man dirty when he canât support her lifestyle. Her friends tell her she can do better. And now she does. Did you guess right? Heâs got two additions that require a bill he pays to his ex-wife every month. Donât help that he never sees them anymore. Nothing ever amounts to much. But sometimes the deals do.
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Word on the street heâs got a new girl. Looks young enough to be his kid. With those Orientals, though, itâs hard to tell. Doesnât matter. His stuff is clean. Guy can eye the weight without a scale. Just looks at it. Calls it. Dead on. Except when he doesnât. He impresses you with his amount and then slowly starts chipping away. Got to watch him like a hawk. Who do you think turned him in last time? Might have been because of his anger. Gets it real bad sometimes. And then, thereâs guitar. Those riffs get heavy.
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COULD'A HAD CLASS (or, YOU THINK I'M FUNNY?)
You've been a loser for as long as you can remember. You know it, your old man knows it, the local parishioner knows it, but you'll suck a barrel before you let any random schmuck on the street know it, too. Extremely sensitive to being dismissed, underestimated, condescended, ball-busted, you've got something to prove, and stashed in your waistline or your ankle holster or your coat pocket is just the right tool for the task. In your perpetual quest to prove you're tough (valuable, respected, &c.), someone always, eventually, either puts you up to a challenge from which you cannot back down, or levels an insult you don't have it in you to ignore. You will escalate; you will go too far; and what could have been solved with some slick words and a few greased palms you will instead solve through disproportionate violence. You're the closer of doors, the burner of bridges, and the kicker-off of monstrous, deadly vendettas.
A HARMLESS VICE
Whether it's a pill, a powder, or a needle, you're hopelessly and viciously hooked on one or another chemical. A chemical which doesn't sharpen you up anymore the way it used to. A chemical which makes you paranoid and antsy and irritable at the best of times. You're off the job for sure if the bosses find out. Maybe you'll O.D. before it gets to that, but likelier there will be others counting on you to hold steady, and instead you'll crack like a dinnerplate, sweating shaking panicking all the while.
Throwing my hat in the ring with my sheet now. Hope this is still open :D let me know what you think @TokyoPewPew
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With a scandal-stained surname and a hunger for velocity, the fallen golden boy now wagers reputation and blood on every score
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Shaw doesnât run rackets. He doesnât move product, and he doesnât sit in back rooms counting envelopes. Selling drugs, girls, or guns is dull â business like any other, just darker. The mob thrives on that kind of slow money. Shaw finds it suffocating. He runs scores. Liquor stores. Banks. Payroll drops. Armoured vans when the timing lines up right. Cash-heavy places with alarms loud enough to wake the block and just enough security to make it interesting. Anything that moves fast and breaks open faster.
Most times heâs the driver. Sometimes heâs the man through the door. He isnât precious about roles â he just wants to be where the moment is sharpest. He plans enough to survive. Entry, exit, rough timing. He knows the city by instinct now â which streets choke with traffic, which alleys open wider than they look, how long it takes a cruiser to answer a call depending on the neighbourhood. But he refuses to choke the life out of a job with perfection. He tried that once. Clean job. Perfect timing. No alarms, no sirens, no chase. It worked, and It felt dead.
Now, when the crew piles into the car and the engine turns over, Shaw sometimes waits a beat longer than he needs to. Just long enough. Long enough for the alarm to scream. Long enough for the distant sirens to start threading through the streets. Long enough for the tension to tighten in the air. Then he drives, and he drives hard.
He doesnât engineer the chaos ahead of time â that would make it predictable â but when the moment comes, he pushes it. Red lights taken a little too close. Turns cut a little too tight. The engine climbing toward redline with a cruiser gaining ground in the mirror. Thatâs the point. The money pays for the next car, the next gun, the next opportunity. But his business is the moment when the bank alarm is screaming, the sirens are closing, and the city becomes a maze he intends to win.
Thatâs what Shaw sells. Velocity.
Around Shaw, something new has begun to form. A network. Not a family or a crew carved in stone. Just a growing orbit of men who know Shaw can deliver a job clean and pay them properly when itâs done. Some come back for the money. Others come back because the work is fast and loud in a way the mob rarely allows anymore. Some come back because working with Shaw feels like standing too close to a lightning strike, but not everyone is eager about it. A few of them are nervous the first time they climb into the passenger seat. Shawâs reputation has begun to circulate â not just that heâs good behind the wheel, but that he pushes things right to the edge of where they should be. But he gets the job done, and he pays well. Thatâs usually enough.
Shaw is not cruel about mistakes. Panic happens. People freeze the first time the sirens get close, the first time the plan stops looking neat. Everyone gets one mistake. One moment where Shaw has to cover for them. One moment where he drags them through it while the city is closing in and the engine is screaming. Just once. Make the same mistake twice and youâre not unlucky â youâre a liability. And Shaw doesnât carry liabilities.
Cross him outright and it gets worse. The mob prefers quiet solutions: A body in a trunk, A disappearance nobody asks questions about, but Shaw doesnât operate like that. If you betray him, itâs messy. Maybe you wake up in the getaway car with both knees ruined before the flames take hold. Maybe the car goes into the lake and youâre still inside when it sinks. Maybe he simply opens the door at ninety miles an hour into oncoming traffic and lets it decide your fate. Either way, the message travels faster than the sirens, and after that, nobody mistakes Shawâs rules again.
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The Driving came first. Not commuting or Sunday cruising, driving properly â gravel spraying, suspension screaming, the car dancing on the edge of control while the world narrows down to nothing but the next corner kind of driving. Rally was the one thing Gideon ever fought his father for. It wasnât respectable or productive. It wasnât the kind of hobby that looked good in a shareholder newsletter. That was exactly why he wanted it. And for a few years he got it. The professional instructors, track time, real cars, and real speed. He learned how to push a vehicle right to the point where traction becomes negotiation instead of certainty.
Then the grades slipped, and the cars disappeared. That was how the Shaw house worked. Perform where it mattered, or the toys went away. Which is how Shaw ended up with an education most criminals would kill for. Private schools. Tutors. Universities where the curriculum wasnât just classes but expectations. He learned finance because he had to â markets, leverage, corporate structures, the quiet mathematics of power. Not because he loved it, but because Daddy dearest demanded it, because failing meant losing the parts of life he actually enjoyed. It stuck anyway. He understands money in a way that surprises people. Where it moves. How it hides. How businesses look when theyâre bleeding and when theyâre pretending not to.
Languages were never optional. Italian tutors started young â long before he understood why his father cared about that particular language. Years of dinner-table corrections and overseas summers left him speaking it cleanly enough to pass for a local in the right rooms. Latin came along the way those things do in elite schools â half tradition, half punishment. He never thought much of it, but it stuck just the same.
The last skill came from his fatherâs attempt at bonding. Gideon Shaw was never particularly close to the man, but there were stretches of time where they would disappear together for hours in the helicopter, lifting off from private pads and drifting over cities and coastlines while his father pointed out landmarks and markets and pieces of the world that were supposed to belong to them someday. He never finished the licensing, of course. He didnât care to. But he has more than enough hours behind the controls to lift, move where it needs to go, and set it down again without shaking the machine apart. Useful, occasionally, but driving is still better. It always was.
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You ever hear the saying that money changes people? Thatâs not quite right. Money doesnât change you. It just puts fences around the parts of you people donât want to see. I grew up inside those fences. The kind of childhood where the answer was usually yes before the question finished leaving your mouth. Cars when I wanted them. Tutors when my grades dipped. Summers that happened in different countries because that was where Mom decided thatâs where the house happened to be that season.
My father believed in preparation. Legacy. Grooming, and all of that. Private schools. Languages. Finance lessons before I was old enough to drink. Every step of my life mapped like some corporate acquisition. I was supposed to inherit something clean and powerful and inevitable. And for a long time, I believed that too.
Turns out the map had a hole in it. âEmbezzlementâ is a funny word. Sounds almost academic. Like a mistake made with paperwork instead of something that detonates a life. One day the accounts were there. The next day the investigations were. After that the houses vanished, the cars vanished, the friends vanished. Funny how quickly a network dissolves when the money dries up. Turns out friendship in those circles have a price.
The name stayed, though. âMr. Shawâs kid,â Except it wasnât the kind of name that opened doors anymore. It was the kind people saw before deciding not to return your calls. I tried the straight road anyway. Called in favours. Sent messages to old classmates whoâd landed cushy positions in companies their fathers owned. Nothing glamorous, just a place to stand while I rebuilt. Most of them never answered, of course, but one did. He worked in a place that, a year earlier, I wouldnât have even considered. Middle floor office. Decent salary. Nothing spectacular, but enough to start again at that point. We sat across from each other in a glass conference room while he explained how things worked now. You know, carefully, politely. At one point he sighed and said it to me straight, âLook, Gideon⌠itâd just look bad having a criminal on the books!â I remember blinking at him. I wasnât the criminal. My father was. But the distinction didnât matter to him. Or to anyone else. That was the moment it clicked. Bad blood doesnât wash out. Once people decide what your name means, thatâs the version of you they see forever.
I left his office, got into my car â a real piece of shit compared to what Iâd grown up with â and drove without thinking. A cruiser was sitting at the light when I rolled past. And the thought came to me so casually it almost made me laugh. âIf they already think Iâm a criminal⌠why keep pretending Iâm not?â So when the light turned green, I floored it. I didnât plan it. It was just instinct. The engine screamed like someone was being murdered, the cruiser lit up behind me, and suddenly the whole city was moving again. Turns, lights, traffic, the old rally instincts waking up in my hands like theyâd never left. I lost him for a while. Until I didnât. Turns out driving fast doesn't mean shit when you donât know the city yet. Dead-end streets, bad turns, a car that couldnât outrun much of anything. They boxed me in ten minutes. That was âGideonââs last mistake.
I spent a few hours in a holding cell thinking about it. Not the arrest nor the humiliation. The Rush. I asked for the phone, there was one number left from the old world that still worked: The old family lawyer who owed a favour. He got me out the same way heâd probably gotten my father out of things for years â quietly, efficiently, and with a warning rather than time. âThis is the last time,â he told me. âWhatever youâre planning to do, do it without my help.â That was fine, though. I didnât need the help, because somewhere between the sirens and the cell, Iâd realised something important. All that privilege growing up? It wasnât freedom. It was a cage.
Expectations. Reputation. Responsibility. Every move watched because someday I was supposed to inherit something bigger than myself. But now there was nothing left to inherit, which meant there was nothing left to protect. The rush Iâd chased on rally tracks as a kid, the same thing Iâd felt again for those ten minutes with the cruiser behind me â I didnât have to pretend it was a hobby anymore. I could just follow it.
So I started small. My first job was a liquor store. Nothing glamorous. Couple hundred dollars and a terrified clerk staring at a shotgun barrel while I sat behind the wheel. The sirens came faster that time. And, boy, was I ready. After that the jobs got bigger. Banks. Payroll drops. Anything with alarms loud enough to make the streets sing. People started to know the name again, not my fatherâs. Mine. Just âShaw.â And thatâs good enough.
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âYou never told me this job was for Shaw.. Fuck. At least he pays, right?â
âShaw.. Shaw.. The er.. Rich guy? Got put away for like, stealing pensions or something right?â
âYeah, he drives good, but what I donât get is whyâs he doing it. Guys filthy rich. Donât think for a second he ainât got nothing tucked away.â
âI got a guy whoâs got a job going. Bank. Looking for an extra gunman. Guyâs a maniac, but youâll make more than with any other.â
âThe fuck would do this..? Left the getaway car in the middle of the lot in clear view, poor bastard charred down to bone. Can we ID âem?â
âNah, Shawâs not mob. Mob hate that shit. Too loud and too much attention.â
âI swear to God, he had the Sedan sideways round that corner on 34th. Damn thing felt like it was on rails. He didnât even leave right away either. Sat there smiling waiting for the sirens, I swear.â
âI heard the Mob tried to recruit him. Make him, you know? Heard he tell âem heâs done with Family. Iâm not surprised after his Da.â
âShaw, you devil, what are you doing in here? Didnât the doorman tell you no dogs allowed?â
âBaby, you spoil me.. You didnât have to..â
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THE ACTION IS THE JUICE
What the capos call "caution" you call spinelessness. What's the point in becoming a gangster if people still get to tell you what to do, if you still got to follow the rules, if you can't let loose once in a while? You don't need the money; you're here for the power, the good time, and nothing gets your dick hard like stomping the gas pedal to the floor, squeezing off shots, and watching it all burn, and bleed, and die. Agitator that you are, you can't help but lay waste to your crew's best-laid plans. And you will personally see to it that when all this is over, you and all your accomplices are looking at twenty to life for murder-two. ("But only if we get caught," right?)
I STILL LOVE THE LIFE
Death by a thousand cuts. Gambling debts, drug habits, a need to impress, or plain-and-simple expensive tastesâsomething, or a combination of things, puts a continual drain on your resources, ever threatening your precious high-roller lifestyle. You don't simply want the plan to succeed; it has to, or you can kiss the fast cars the slim girls the fat diamond rings goodbye (those and whatever else matters). This addiction will noseblind you to risks the others can smell from three miles off. And where they've hedged and folded and tactically retreated, you'll alwaysâalwaysâgather up your dice to triple down.
Good evening, Duck.
1. AI "assistance" is absolutely, 100% forbidden in my RPs. 2. You're a serial ghoster, having played an instrumental role in the deaths of both The Cursèd West and Redshift Blues. 3. A character who takes unnecessary risks, provokes the mob, and forgives the mistakes of his fellow criminals, all for the excitement and "chaos" of it all, is tonally a bad fit which will screw with this setting's plausibility and tone.
For these reasons I will not be accepting this application.