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8 yrs ago
Current To anyone who cares, I will be taking a break from rpg. I don’t know if I am coming back.
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8 yrs ago
Going to a dark place again... Trying to claw my way out is getting harder...
8 yrs ago
I am getting very tired of being blamed for things that are not my fault
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9 yrs ago
When you are so emotional you are close to dropping from every rp you are in just so people won't have to deal with you anymore
10 yrs ago
When a character that meant something to you gets torn down and thrown away like trash... 😢
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@Wick naw it was at SeaWorld because I miscounted the number of his party and over filled a car so I had to ask him to wait for the next one.
Apparently I am *pulls out list* a stupid lazy bitch who shouldn't have a job and I should be ashamed to call myself an American and how did I even get passed the interview and I need to stop saying I'm sorry cuz I'm not really sorry cuz I'm a fat ugly bitch who need to go home and sit on her fat ass cuz that's all I'm good for. *puts list down* and that was just the sentences I understood between the screaming for a refund of the apparently large sum of money he paid to come to the worst park he has ever seen in his life.
@MrMonsoon@KillBox haha! Lyra has a protector/chaperone!
Warning! Rant starting! Proceed to high ground and seek cover!

I don't like people. They are mean and nasty and don't even try to understand that when you're tired you might make a mistake but no they have never made a mistake in their lives so it's okay for them to yell and cuss at me and say that I should just go home and sit on my fat ass cuz that is all I'm good for.

Rant over. It is now safe venture out.
@MrMonsoon Yay I hav friends in my corner!!
My highest level Pokemon right now is a Snorelax
@shylarah I'll get my Squirtle to use water gun on him
Lyra


Lyra dabbed her eyes with the cloth he had provided. "You are a kind man," she said, a small smile finding its way through the tears. "I greatly appreciate your words and your offer. Yes, I would very much like a friend."
But even as she spoke she knew that even he could not protect her from the Hyland matriarch should the woman decide to get rid of Lyra.
"I suppose it is a good thing for bastards to stick together, even if they do not share blood," Lyra said thoughtfully. She wiped her eyes and took breath. Just talking to someone had helped calm her nerves and ease her panic. Looking down at the fox, she smiled at the animal. "Your companion is adorable. I am glad he didn't bite me for I'm afraid I took the liberty of patting him. Thank you for allowing me," she said to the fox.

After a few more minutes she knew she could not be a coward and hide anymore. Putting her shoulders back, she lifted her chin in determination. "Skys are not cowards," she said before laying a hand on Tiras' arm. "Shall we return? I believe... I believe I am ready now."

They had missed the first event but arrived in the middle of the second, Hammer Throwing. Lyra never understood why a knight would need to throw a heavy hammer, but since men had came up with the activity she supposed to made sense to them somehow.
Her breath caught when Trystan advanced to the next round. Archery. The young lord was quite skilled so this was nothing for him. Lyra felt pride at his winning, but also dread. Such a combination felt strange to say the least. Each time he advanced she squeezed Tiras' arm. Trystan could in all possibilty win. She didn't know if that made her happy or disappointed.

Jousting was the next event. Lyra tried to look away when Trystan came up on his horse, but found she couldn't. Several ladies offered him favors and cheered as he passed, vying for his attention. He truly had his pick of the lot. Which again begged the question : why her?
When the horses clashed she closed her eyes, not wanting to see such violence especially with animals involved. There was silence, then screams. Lyra's eyes opened to a scene that made her heart clench and the blood drain from her face.
A loud scream reached her eyes and she realized with a start that it was coming from her. Trystan lay wounded, a spear protruding grotesquely from his shoulder.
Lyra found herself running towards the feild without giving her feet leave to move. Before she could reach Trystan she was blocked by men on the feild.
"Stay back wench. You are not needed here."
"Please! I must-"
Her words were cut off as she was shoved away, staggering from the force of the shove. "I said stay back," the man, no doubt some kind of squire or footman, said harshly. She tried to step around him only to have him grab her arm, nearly jerking her shoulder from it's socket. "Get gone bitch or I shall do worse!"
Lyra cradled her shoulder, trying not to give the beast the satisfaction of crying. Instead she backed away as others swarmed the field to remove the young lord's body so that the event could continue. It made Lyra sick. Didn't anyone care more about a human being than their precious entertainment?

Bits of her hair fell into her face, but Lyra could still see the Hyland family. She swallowed hard, knowing her display just now could not have been missed by either them or anyone else.
Her face turned red with embarrasment. Lowering her head, she made her way as quickly as she could off of the feild and back towards where Tiras had been. It also happened to be near the medical tent where they had taken Trystan. Her shoulder throbbed with pain but she knew it wasn't close to the pain the young lord was experiencing.
"I didn't want this," she whimpered to Tiras when she found him. "I never wanted him to be hurt."

@KillBox@BlackPanther@MrMonsoon@HushedWhispers@RangingWolf@Harley Q
I have been watching a LOT of Heroes lately (currently at the start of the 3rd season) and I, like so many girls before me, have fallen for Sylar. Not Gabriel. Sylar. There is just something about a tall, dark, handsome, charismatic, psycho killer that gets to me.
Anyway I want to be 'that girl' and do a dark romance with Sylar and an OC character (mine). Am willing to discuss plot ideas. We can follow the series or make an AU, whatever you prefer.
I am over 18 and would like my partner to be as well so I can feel okay doing blood and gore (come on it IS Sylar after all) and mature themes including alcohol, drugs, abuse, language and sexual themes. That will not be what it is all about but I want to be able to include those without things censoring myself cuz I have a potty mouth at times I'm afraid.

I would like to 1x1 over PM but can do thread if you prefer. I don't really do CS's besides a name and a pic, I prefer to reveal my character slowly through the rp.
Either post here or PM me if interested.

If you read this far, thank you!
@Wick
Kat smiled. She knew Nikki had not accepted and moved on that quickly, but repressing feelings was what Kat did so she couldn't fault Nikki for it.
She swept a hand through her hair, smiling sheepishly through her blush. "Yeah. Mr. Romance is working in overdrive, not that I am complaining about that," she said then her smile faded as a serious look came to her eyes. "I just hope he is sure I'm what he really wants... that he doesn't regret this later on."

Walking into the cafeteria they got food and sat down at a table together. "I trust you with my life and with Grace's life, so please don't be offended when I say this Nikki but... I don't know if I can leave her, even if it's just for a few days. I'll be worried constantly. You're a badass auntie for sure and I know if anyone tried to hurt Grace you'd barbeque them, but I can't help it. She's my baby and I've never been away from her for more than a few hours."

She picked at the food on her plate. "And that's not all. I can't believe I'm saying this but... God damn it I'm nervous Nikki. Really really nervous and that scares the hell out of me. I'm going to have to tell him. I'm going to have to say things that I have buried for years. I will have to relieve it all so he can know what he's getting himself into. It's not fair for him not to know. So we may be coming back not married at all."
Her voice choked a bit on the last words and she stabbed her fork into the table, leaving gouge marks. "When did that bastard become so God damn important to me?" she asked his sister in frustration. "If I didn't love him so much this wouldn't be so hard."
I have been watching a lot of Heroes lately (am currently at the start of season 3 and hooked) and fell in love with Sylar (as a lot of fans have) and was wondering if you would be interested in a MxF Sylar/OC dark romance plot with you as Sylar? If you are not into/haven't seen Heroes its okay.
I haven't see a lot of Supernatural but I would be willing to discuss a possible plot of Dean/OC or Sam/OC.
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