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4 yrs ago
Woop! Shipden Peak RP has started. Can't freaking wait for this to unfold.
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4 yrs ago
The Witches of Shipden Peak RP is starting this week! I'm equally excited and nervous.
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Bio

💀 Welcome to this Hell Hole 💀
Also Known As
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Ben, Benji
(I'm a woman despite the odd name)


Age
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28 years


Birthday
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24 Feb


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Germany


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English, German

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Roleplay Preferences
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I mostly enjoy writing in the Casual section of the guild. Character development and exploring character relationships motivate me. I like to really think myself into my character and their view on others and the world around them which is why I prefer to stick to one character per roleplay. I love world-building but I am also easily overwhelmed with very detailed concepts I haven't been met with before. So you could say I love a decent amount of world-building and prefer original builds. Once everyone has settled, expanding that world and its concept is a great way to create more depth and keep me as a player hooked as I love to discover new things!

My favorite genre is and has always been fantasy. I guess you could say I love escapism to a point where I like to flee the mundane world entirely. I also feel drawn to sci-fi roleplays but I have noticed that those usually intimidate me. I feel like I am not adept at writing about technology and all that sci-fi goodness so I mostly just pine over how awesome some OOCs look and never apply to them.

When it comes to fantasy I feel right at home. For my mind, it is much easier to grasp magical concepts and worlds than sci-fi ones. As a result of this, all the worlds I write up (be it here as a GM or elsewhere) tend to be fantastical in one way or another. I especially enjoy adventure RPs and witch RPs. I like to see new magical systems and am always eager to learn more about the worlds I RP in.

Additionally, all my characters are queer, always. Since I am queer myself and can't imagine playing straight ^^


Latest Roleplays
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Although the days of witch hunts are long past us, life isn't roses. While the upcoming election is threatening witches with a potential anti-witch politician claiming the title of president, unrest is stirring in the corners of the world. A rise in threats has been detected - unnatural beings, magical beasts, and other supernatural phenomena pull media attention and feed directly into an anti-witch campaign.

The Death Knight's Squire (GM)
A D&D One-Shot. A group of adventurers is hired to find the missing grandson of a wealthy couple visiting the town. He was taken by a mysterious knight who rode his horse into the deadly woods nearby, taking the young boy with him. But the knight is not a simple man, he is said to be a resurrected ghostly figure forever in search for a squire, kidnapping young boys who never return home.

Wandering Topside [1x1]
The Cult of the Dragon has come to Phlan, a lawless refuge on the Moonsea. Now, with no significant authority to stop the cult, other power groups in the Realms – the Harpers, Order of the Gauntlet, Lords' Alliance, and even the Zhentarim – must unite to stop the cult from fulfilling its dark purpose in the city. Meanwhile, Rhana, a drow rogue with a questionable past, and Salissa, a dhampir bard with flair, find themselves somehow involved in this as they tackle different missions aimed at stopping the cult.


Other Places of Interest
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This is just my character archive. I have recently reorganized it. I made a whole new thread for it, moved the CS I wanted to keep for memories sake over and am now less ashamed to have people stumble upon my creations.

How To Run A Multi-Arc RP (by BlueSky44 and Morose)
Some helpful tips on running and organizing your roleplay and what to do when your story is concluded. This should help you when running a multi-arc roleplay. You will also find some tips on setting up an Interest Check and OOC here.


Quirks
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I always write my IC posts in gray due to finding the white color pretty straining on the eyes.
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Most Recent Posts

In Spotlight 10 yrs ago Forum: Free Roleplay
@MissCapnCrunch that would be helpful. then I can move her easily
In Spotlight 10 yrs ago Forum: Free Roleplay
The wife and mother listened to her long-time lover as she talked. It seems she was having one of her good days. Great! A big smile appeared on her lips. "I don't have any plans for today." She thought about all the things on her mental checklist related to work. "Although I still need to give Meghan Trainor a call." She waved it off with her hand. "Nothing important."

Her daughter then asked for money. Livana decided to leave that decision up to her wife. If it was for Liv, there was no end in clothes whatsoever. She was a typical fashion girl. And was in fact planning on putting her foot down in that industry soon enough. But yet she hasn't talked about it with anyone from her family.

A pancake piece landed on the floor. Livana took the rest of the pancakes out of Ava's hands. "They're to eat, honey. Don't throw them under the table, please. Look at this." She grabbed a knife and a still-in-one-piece pancake and made it heart-shaped. "What's that Ava-Berry?"
In Spotlight 10 yrs ago Forum: Free Roleplay
@Divine Darkness thank you. sad to see you leave. can I ask why?
Well @BilboTheGreat can take that boost and we can see what the note says while we wait for @Flightless_Soul to be up and running again


Where are you guys at? @fourtimesnine
In Spotlight 10 yrs ago Forum: Free Roleplay
@Divine Darkness have you done a character? because if so, I'd need to know which one so I can pull them out of the game again
In Spotlight 10 yrs ago Forum: Free Roleplay
@KahleenCuthald As he said, lol, that's why, I will make a cousin, not from the current available uncles/aunts. However, I wonder, should my char's parents related to Vanessa or Livana? Since your char is Livana, I will ask your permission if that's okay ?


No worries. Go with it

In Spotlight 10 yrs ago Forum: Free Roleplay
@zellected totally, but if you plan on having already created uncle/aunts be the parents, check with them first if that's okay
Like I'm Gonna Lose You

The soft voice of a caring mother singing to her baby child lying in her safe embrace while the rain was pouring on them with no mercy could be heard if you only opened your heart to listen.

There is a little boy, clinging onto his mother for support and only one blanket to shield them three from the icy raindrops.

And you hear the soft loving voice.

I found myself dreaming
In silver and gold
Like a scene from a movie
That every broken heart knows


They sit beneath a tree, while the world around them is destroyed leaving nothing but ashes and dust. And the mother sings.

We were walking on moonlight
And you pulled me close
Split second and you disappeared
And then I was all alone


It's been days since the bombs had stopped drobbing. Humanity has died. There were only so many left. And the mother sings.

I woke up in tears
With you by my side
A breath of relief
And I realized
No, we're not promised tomorrow


The war had not lastest long. It was a matter of days. Only a few parts of earth had survived. Woods here and there, mountains and the sea. There were no shelters left. No home and no yesterday. And the mother sings.

So I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you
And I'm gonna hold you like I'm saying goodbye
Wherever we're standing
I won't take you for granted
'Cause we'll never know when, when we'll run out of time


The little boy shivers, tears run over his face. He is not used to this yet. He cries for his favourite toy. But like everything else, it's gone. And the mother sings.

So I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you
So I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you


And with all the evil things around them, smoke in the air and only one tree to sit under, the little baby girl in her arms looks into her eyes.
And she wishes for nothing else in the world.









Post World War III, which lasted not longer than a couple of days. Most of humanity has died. Only very few have the luck to be alive. Wherever you go, there's a scar left on the earth from the nuclear war. You can be lucky if you find a forest that is still standing. Most things are just grey ashes left over.

Slice of Life in a post world war world. Romantic. Family. Survival.

Experiment.
In Spotlight 10 yrs ago Forum: Free Roleplay
@Saz added her. also you can (if you didnt yet) move her to character tab
In Spotlight 10 yrs ago Forum: Free Roleplay
Livana held the little girl Ava on her arms, bouncing slightly. "Are there plans for today?", she asks her wife. Hopefully they'd find some time to cuddle over a tv show today. With all the kids in the house and all the responsibilities it was sometimes hard to find bonding time for the two wives.

With a frown Livana thought if she should bother her not-present kids again with a knock on their door, but decided against it. It was Sunday after all, and the last day before school too. If they didn't wanna come down for breakfast, she would just leave them for today.
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