Guess Who

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This may come off as harsh Guess Who

Hey, if it works out and the two of you are happy again, great. If not, then you're better off not wasting your time. Life's a crapshoot, a gamble. In my experience, I found that it was better to let toxic relationships go and to die off. Many a person whom I at one time considered a cherished part of my life only served as contributors to my pain and dragged me down.

If you're skeptical having her back would work out, if you're not 100% certain...Don't bother. There's always someone better. Someone who understands you more. Someone kinder and sweeter.

And with better boobies and butts.
Mmm....
Butts.

All kidding aside, never 'settle'. Never be unsure. Be certain. Demand more from life, and you'll find the one. Or two...Or seven. Hell, I don't judge if you're into polygamy. Whatever.

Seriously tho? Dat cutie pie face. Mmm...and those tattoos.

@harinezumikouken

My Hider

Honestly, I love her more than anything. I'm the one who messed up the relationship. I was too clingy and was seeking way too much attention from her. If she's willing to take me back, I don't see it at all as me 'settling' for her, I see it more as her settling for me.

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Advice from a jaded, broken man

You're young. I'm young. Hari's still decently young. You'll be okay, my friend. Not today. Not tomorrow. But someday, you will look back and wonder why you worried. You will. I do now. But I'd like to recommend something: look up some sad music, and cry your eyes out. If you ever end up like me, you will miss being able to do so. I wish I were exaggerating. Once you're done crying, make a decision on what you're gonna do. Me, I'm basically not putting effort into getting into a relationship. If I meet someone who's cool, alright I guess. I'm not looking for one, I'm not going to bars or trying to meet a friend of a friend or something. And if you ever need a reminder to keep your god damned chin up, just read my fucking signature. Got it?

@MULTI_MEDIA_MAN

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are we done listening to how things were back in your day, gramps

In all seriousness, Who, that sucks. And it's perfectly understandable that you wanted to take a little time before you came back to things. Welcome back.

@Krayzikk

Thank you. Both of you. And, coincidentally, I actually already have been doing what you suggested MMM. Have a playlist of around 22 songs that's slowly growing (which also made me realize that I don't have any music by Boston or Chicago on my phone and I need to fix that the next time I get some cash).

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Response to Guess Who's reason for not posting

Not sure if you need to be hearing this right now, but I'm going to share this with you because I would've done the same to my younger self. If I had the means to talk to my younger self, that is. It's really stupid and cliche to say, but there are other guys and gals out there for you boss. I went through five relationships before I ended up with the woman of my nightmares. Each of them ended up in different nasty ways. Each break up, my fault or not, was painful. It happens. You're young. You have plenty of time to find someone else. It may be hard to think of finding someone else so freshly wounded, but you will. Cry your tears, beat your chest, and scream at the wall. Let it all out, then pick yourself back up and quit your snivelling so you can get back to enjoying your life. If you need anyone to talk to, you can rest assured in confiding in this crusty salt-dog.

If it helps comfort you any, I've been together with my wife for 8 years. Happily married for 3+ years. I'm no expert, but I'm not talking out of my ass. My wife and I have been through a lot of shit together, all sorts of Hells and High Waters. You'll find your co-op partner some other day.

@harinezumikouken

Thanks harine, I appreciate it.

My Hider

Most people have been giving me the whole "you'll find someone else" talk too, but that's it. All they have to say are those four words, so it helps knowing that you at least backed that up with some evidence. Honestly, only one person, my dad, has even mentioned the possibility of getting her back and while I'll give it a shot I'm not exactly hopeful it will work considering the way she did it. Again though, thank you for the words of encouragement.

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Why I Haven't Been Posting

Please ignore unless you want to hear a depressed, 18 year old kid complaining about his first break up

So yeah, as the title reads, my girlfriend broke up with me. All I’ve wanted to do is just lie down in bed and ignore everything around me while I wallow in self-pity and guilt. Unfortunately, I still have responsibilities as well as family and friends who keep me from doing so. Everyone keeps getting me to do things like hang out with them or do work for them, saying that the best thing to do is to get my mind off of her. Problem is that everything seems to remind of her. I play a game and I think, “We played video games together all the time.” I watch a movie or tv show and I think, “Why does every story have to have a romantic sub-plot to remind me that she left me?” If I listen to any song about love I think, “Why does this person get to find love and I don’t?” Anything related to Australia or New Zealand makes me think, “That’s where she’s from.” I can’t even leave my own damn home without seeing some random couple walking down the street and thinking, “I’m such a failure that I couldn’t even keep the relationship going long enough to get the money together to go see her and do normal couple-stuff like hand holding and kissing.” Hell, just being on the Guild reminds me that we first met on this very site. I’ve just felt too heartbroken, depressed, lonely, and every other synonym for sad you can think of to bring myself to work up a post. Despite all of this, I do feel that I underestimated my ability to recover from emotional injury though and don’t actually need a week or more until I’m ready to get back in this as I originally said in my last post. For those of you who were in one of the two RPs I was GMing, I’m sorry but both had her somewhat involved in their creation and I find it hard to go back to either. It’s no excuse to just suddenly leave you all high and dry, but people seemed to have been losing interest anyway.

In short, I should be back for good and will try to post sometime today.

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We wish you the best.

@harinezumikouken

Thank you. I hope everything works out, too.

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So some personal stuff has come up in my life recently. I don't think I'm going to be able to RP for a while. I'm not quitting, I just don't think I can continue right now. I hope to be back in a week or so, until then just put Robert into NPC mode for now. I'm really sorry, @Lugubrious.

A Moonlit Hunt

So some personal stuff has come up in my life recently. I don't think I'll be able to GM this RP anymore. I'm really sorry about this and I hope you all understand.

Starfire

So some personal stuff has come up in my life recently. I don't think I'll be able to GM this RP anymore. I'm really sorry about this and I hope you all understand.

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well I decided to let Cian do her own thing is there a place where I can have her practice her target shooting so people can possibly walk into her for some interaction.

@Suku

The only place I can think of where she can have some target practice is at the shooting range near Practice Class.

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From the Q&A.

@Crimmy