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The Name be Varin

I used to be a Graphic Design Major

I love animals specifically Wolves

I cook a shitload that's cause i love to eat

I draw a shitload cause i like writing stories for my characters

i tend to weird people out their loss

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and anyone else that manages to find their way over to the PARTY TABLE

Row heard a familiar voice at his side and as he looked down he noticed his roomie. This had to be a legitimate shock to her because he was normally holed up in his room doing all manner of meditation and just overall pagan things from cleaning his pendants and cleaning his stones to using his spirit board, sometimes it was nice to cut loose though and try to be a bit more high energy he could go back to the reserved Rowan tomorrow for now he was about to get 9 kinds of FUCKED UP. “Well my dear Claire it seems we are all in agreement for a badass round of never have i ever and we have more than enough libations here for us all to find out what kind of drunks we are. Cause honestly i dont know myself never been drunk.” Row said with a little chuckle ”However, I have a sneaking suspicion that our little red here is gonna drink us all under the table, those goddamn Irish” He added with a nod to Roxy.

He saw the bottle of unfamiliar alcohol emerge from the back of the young lady that stood at the opposite end of the table from him. As she poured she then offered everyone, respectfully Row declined as he snagged a bottle from the cart that seemed like an addition, maybe it was a promotion or something but he was gonna drink this...Everclear. He unscrewed the top took a shot and let loose a small chuckle. ”oh DAMN that tastes like fire. Row said before offering anyone else. He waited a moment to see if anyone wanted a shot. Before stating the first of the never have i evers, well if we are all in agreement then I will get us started with something simple...Never have I ever been shitfaced. Row started simple but had intentions of this getting DEEP. Only time would tell where this evening went.

"Wait what! Oh snap little sis look like your giving this party it's second wind. And you saved me from having to make a drink run. From the sound of it you ordered a damn bar."Rowan said as his index finger lightly brushed her chin. With her having ordered so much pizza and booze it looked like she wanted this party to carry on for sometime.

It wasnt long before everyone gathered around the center of attention...PIZZA hot delicious pizza. There was one person in particular and while she seemed a bit aggressive that all changed after a moment. She introduced herself to Roxy and by proxy Rowan, this was fine. Row, while having very malleable energy still understood that he wasn't for everybody but there was nothing wrong with introducing himself. He might not make many friends doing it this way but he at least would minimize enemies.

He waited for her and Rox's back and fort to finish before he introduced himself."How are you ms.Mikayla i hope you didnt mind my ear hustling i overheard. My name is Rowan and its nice to meet you. Our little party Liason has also taken to ordering an entire bar. For now though let me get out of your way so you can grab those slices. And hey if your down for it we...well i was gonna put the suggestion out there for a few drinking games and you are more than welcome to join." Row said with a smile and playful bump to Roxy. Before getting out of the way so ms.Jones could grab her pizza. "Though if you will excuse me ladies..."Row said as he made his way back to Alfie and Char."Dont worry about the walk, little red over there ordered a damn bar so we should have some good stuff in just a few moments."He added givng a head nod to Roxy who was still buried amongst the tennant's that wanted some of the pizza." but yeah i just wanted to give you guys the heads up. Imma hop back on stage ral quick though cause we got the booze and all that but i think its gonna be lit af if we can get some party games goin or something."His smile grew wide at the though of the games they would play.


Row saw Alfie making his way to the stage and gave a big smile and head nod. “Hells yes bro” Row said excitedly as he saw alfie toss his jacket and started to tear up the stage. Then not moments Char got up as well as alfie extended his hand to her. This was shaping up to be a pretty badass party and the two stuck it out with row as he sang and danced his ass off three badasses just looking to have a good time. Row, while hella polite didnt connect with people fast but these two seemed pretty damn chill and people he could definitely see himself hanging out with outside of the party. In fact he had hoped to exchange numbers with them both after the set was over. It was quickly coming to an end and he gave another smile and head nod to Alfie and Char. “Damn you two are Legit we all need to DEFINITELY hangout again that was pretty dope.” He added still rocking to the rest of the tunes that were playing on the Karaoke machine. “I am however in need of another drink though but all we got here is beer. Im thinking i might make a run to the Spirits shop you guys wanna take little walk…” He asked as the blur of red made her way through the crowd. He tracked her a sec only to see her paying delivery men for some pizza. “On second thought whats say we hold off on that run and get some of this pizza and wings?” He said with a smile. As he headed off to grab some pizza for the three of them.

He felt the bump on his torso as roxy looked to almost be fleeing. “Hey hey hey little red where you headed too so quick” Row asked looking down at her with a smile. I saw the pizzas come in i wanted to say thanks cause alcohol on an empty stomach is a bad time...Well for most half of me and all of you could put burbon on our cheerios and think nothing of it” He said still wearing that smile. “Speaking of which though all we got here is beer and thats great and all but im gonna make run to the spirits shop and get like a shit ton of shit so we can liven this party up a bit did you want anything in particular Sis” He asked as he awaited a response .

“Well thats good i figured you had to be lost in thought or admiration of the beauty the lay above our heads” he said Gesturing toward the night sky. It was indeed beautiful the canvas of the daylight had passed and amongst it now lay this evenings masterpiece painted with warm rays of a fleeting sun and clouds that went from beautiful pristine white to a now cool almost deep blue truly a sight to behold. Not unlike the young woman that stood before him that flashed a soft smile in his direction. Row saw the hand that eased up behind her and tapped her shoulder. A little joke was cool every now and again so Row wasn’t gonna spoil the persons fun. As she extended her hand the figures hand tapped her on the shoulder. Row took stock of how she reacted. Maybe he was reading too much into it but there seemed to be a little more behind that jump it was reminiscent of a flinch. Rows expression did not change he still wore his patented smile. As Char introduced the two after pushing herself off of the wall.

“Hey bro how goes it, As Char said though again i’m Rowan or Row for short. I think i saw you around once or twice but it's nice to actually get to know some of the neighbors. If you don't mind my saying the look on your face and the energy of all this seems a bit off i'm guessing you both had a rough day shitty even. Why don't you two sit tight a moment it is a party and what's a party without a cold brew. Relax ill be right back.” Row said as he snagged a few of the beers from the table and returned rather quickly “Try to knock some of that stress off and enjoy yourself i can tell you i’m about to. My roomie just hooked up the karaoke machine so im about to go and destroy everybodies ears. Alfie it was a pleasure meeting you and i hope i get to see more of you. Charlotte if you feel so inclined when everything is said and done you should hop up on that stage and belt one out with me.” Rowan Joked as he knocked his first beer off no problem...this he knew however was gonna get him in trouble.

A little nervous but the fun kind of nervous, nervous excited to be exact. Row picked up the mike and scanned the songs that were already loaded into the machine. He looked for something that had a nice groove and was smooth all at the same time. It took him a minute but he found it. He found the song he was looking for you could relax and just enjoy yourself to. He in fact found 3 and he set them up so they would play one after the other. The First The Second the third Row spared not a vocal and had a ball up there on the stage rocking swaying and for a taller dude he had moves more than anything he had fun. He had hoped that others would soon hop up on here and enjoy themselves or at least jump on a duo with him but he would have to wait.

Row couldn't help but smile it had been so long since he had heard an authentic, really authentic accent. While his accents were nearly nonexistent unless heavily intoxicated he listened intently to what the young redhead was saying. She even had the legit emerald green eyes he hadn’t seen eyes that green since his mothers and that fire red hair as well. It was truly like getting a vision of his childhood. However before things got to awkward Row had quickly corrected her. “Well not full blooded Irish my Mom was Irish and my dad Carribean so they essentially bred and made a tall ass drinking machine” He said with a little chuckle as he looked down at the redhead. “As far as the party goes you wanna keep heading up and up and eventually you should find the place where are the beautiful people are” Rowan said as he continued on his hand beginning to rub his pendant. This young lady was putting out good vibes he would hopefully see more of her around the apartment...After he lead her to the third floor at least.

The walk was short for the two but it was fun to chit chat back and forth about what they had missed and how fresh the rain would smell on any of their emerald fields. “”But alas ms.Stark this is where i get off. I need to get dressed for the party. I wont leave you lost in the sea of doors though just walk to the end of this hall and from there make a left and head to the fourth floor and im assuming when you get there you wanna do the same.” He said as he watched the young lady walk away as he headed into his apartment.

“Claire, Claire you around...hmm guess she hasn’t come back yet” Row chuckled to himself as the scene played the reverse of this morning. As he headed to his room he caught the notice of what she was trying to shove under the door. “Hmm okay maybe she’s headed to the roof already. I guess ill see her there.”

Heading to his room he left the door swung open, with claire he didnt have to worry much about privacy and if necessary he could always close the door, no matter though. He gave another shout to Alexa. “Alexa, Pandora from the first song on Alexa started playing fantastic music. Rowan in all his nakedness couldnt help but to let his carribean side flow throw him as he kept in time with ‘Turn Me On’ by Kevin Lyttle and every song that followed even dancing his way to his closet grabbing a shirt and some shorts the party was gonna be fun and if there was dancing then Row would be there doing just that. If he recalled there was gonna be karaoke at least he thought thats what the flyer said. Either way Row was gonna have a damn good time.

After finally preparing fully he made his way yo the roof, following the general direction that he sent roxy in. it wasnt nearly as far up as he thought and when he got there he saw that the party was shaping up nicely. Row nodded in silent approval and look around for a few chances to learn and interact with his neighbors not that it was hard for him to look and find as he stood a solid 6’6.

He caught a glimpse of the Young lady standing near the wall and gazing at the sky the entirety of THAT scene was pretty relaxed she looked to be deep in thought. then again this was a party afterall a meet and greet of sorts. So there couldn't be any harm in introducing himself. That was all the hype he needed as he approached. "Good evening neighbor i'm Row from 3-D. Didn't mean to interrupt your moment of wonder sis just looked like you could use a distraction from your thoughts is all. Hope that wasn't too intrusive of me.” He said to the young woman that looked like a work of art all her own. He flashed her a friendly smile, and genuinely hoped he wasn’t being toooo intrusive.

The water was hot and the shower amazing. The bathroom was empty and this was awesome because it meant that Row didn't have to be quiet and could blast his music. Not many would guess from first glance that Row was a true eclectic. There was no genre of music he didn't keep on his phone. He sat it in a safe dry place and hit a playlist and just sang along. First song was a banger Fire in My Heart, “Okay okay” Row said as he readied himself to rip this song a new one. It took 4 min but he did it and surprised even himself. As row continued to shower song after song came on and with each one he did his best to belt it out. Rows playlist Rows shower didn’t last much longer as the playlist petered out. The entirety of the bathroom was nice and steamy. He took care of everything facewise and finally he headed out. Upon opening the door it swung back and Row caught it in moments as he heard a startled squeal.

“Oh boy my apologies” row said as he pulled the door back only to reveal a little redhead. “I promise i didnt mean to startle you.” He said flashing an apologetic smile. “My Name is Row, it’s nice to meet probably would have been better if my first introduction wasn’t me trying to smash you with a door but hey as my mom always said, As you slide down the bannister of life my the splinters never go the opposite way. I think it meant something about meeting good people on your path or something she was irish half of the things she said never made any sense to me any who. Again my name is row welcome to the building.” He said as he legitimately rambled on.

It was already 5am and for Rowan that was late he was normally up by 4. However after the night he had last night and getting the unanimous message from his totems all telling him he didnt need to be up at the crack of dawn . He decided to sleep in. The thought was funny to him. Shit most people would call him crazy for being up this early and even more JUST getting to sleep. Nevertheless it was his thing, and with that Rowan stood strerching and greeting the sun as his partner in crime. He gathered his totems and placed a wrap around his lower half as he headed out and began breakfast.

"Good morning ladies and gentlemen" he began starting his morning conversation with the plants that Ellie bought into the apartment. It was nice and even though she needed caffiene like something of an addict she was pretty chill she respected his space and he hers. The fact that she was something of, in Rowans eyes at least a little bit hippie. Was pretty chill she bought all these babies into the apartment. Row was always happy to see them and made sure they got their breakfast when he got his. He had given them all names and from left to right there was Nancy, she was a gorgeous lil chinese evergreen. Petunia, she was a Saucy lil peace lily. Greg, the fiddle leaf fig he was pretty lax. Suicune, the pothos of the five he was among rowans favorite and his spirit companions liked him as well. He was great for air purification and clean air also helped bring in positive energies. This was good cause it meant Rowan didnt have to cleanse as often but he still did anyway. Last but not least was Rowans baby the cream of the crop and his namesake Lil-R, the ficus Bonsai. With clean air came clean energy with clean energy came happy companions and this aided in keeping Rowan in the chill mood he was always in. While not of the plants needed water everyday he would spritz and wipe the leaves and carry on a conversation before he headed out for his morning walk and today was no different.

"Now that you guys are all fed and cleaned its my turn and i think ill have me a lil omlette with all the fixings." Row said cooking it up whiping in the kitchen a lil bit. He did his best not to wake El but he and the crew of green and the four unseen needed some tunes, "Alexa play Maxwell and volume down 3" he said as Gods by Maxwell was the first to start of the morning playlist. And as he cooked he couldnt help but groove to the chill soulful sound that enveloped the kitchen.

It didnt take long for his omlette to finish and for him to clean up after himself knock it off his breakfast. Knowing he was about to take a walk he grabbed his spirit board pendulum and some clothes as he headed out locking the door behind him.

The morning was gorgeous and the street vendors were already setting up shop and getting ready for the weeks festivities. The breeze was nice on Row and as he walked he found a nice patch of grass a little further down from the vendors and the air smelled divine. Rowan took a seat against one of the trees and just soaked up the air. He turned so that none could see straight away what he was doing. He laid out his spirit board that was a gif from his parents that they had custom made for him on his 16th birthday. And a pendulum that was comprised of his four totems the crow at the bottom and her beak forming the tip. “So what have you guys got for me today” He asked holding the tip over the center of the board. After focusing a moment it began to spin in a small circle. “Ready for question” He asked, as the pendulum had begun to sway diagonal up and diagonal down. This was the pendulums response as it was saying, yes. “Are there any messages for me currently” He asked continuing to focus. Again the pendulum would respond yes. This next part was always tricky for Rowan cause unlike the movies when things are spelled out super fast. This took time concentration and a lot of energy. He sat there for the next twenty or so minutes and waited for his pendant to react over each letter until it spelled out. “ BE CAREFUL DURING THE NIGHT KEEP YOUR EYES WIDE OPEN” afterwards rowan raised an eyebrow and wanted to find out more so he would have to cut this relaxation a bit short and headed back to the home. Once there he locked himself in his room as he had begun to meditate on the message.

He heard his name being called after a bit and it was El but she quickly apologized for near disturbing his meditation and he heard the flyer trying to be pushed under the door. Row chuckled a bit and made it a point to go out later to get Her some of her addiction. His meditations didnt last much longer as he couldnt gather much more aside from the erie message he received from the spirits. Well that and the although ok music it was a bit harder to pull himself into the necessary trancelike meditative state.

He stood stretching and soon after checking his bank account for funds. It was a decent sized amount in there and after grabbing his Old spice:Swagger a towel and washcloth he headed over to the bathroom to officially get ready for the day.

School of stuff rp
Name – Xyfaer Calamitous Darkstar
Age - 20
Gender - Male
Dynamic role -Dom/ Master/ Owner
Kinks – Masochist, impact play, degradation (Giving), Ass play, Fellatio (Receiving), Knife play, Brainwashing, consentual non consent
Hard limits – Pedophilia, scat
Personality – Darkstar is by no stretch “nice” he is the type to take what he wants. He has been seen breaking even some of the teachers that work at the academy. He relishes in the pain he can cause others for his own sexual enjoyment. His eyes alone are pools of darkness vacant of any emotion aside from his own. He seeks to break every being at this school. To bend them all to his will and make them see the truth that there was never any other choice then on their knees serving him as all should. He is literally the embodiment of what it is to be cocky.

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