MarshiestMallow

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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Sorry things haven't been so well at home :(

I'd say I'd understand but in reality I don't.

As the earlier life sharing session went, I do know of loneliness, to feel abandoned or unwanted, even if I do know that isn't true.

As a only child, I don't share any sibling benefits or complications. Nor do I have a mother who would ever tolerate that sort of behavor. She almost threw me out for not having a job. Someone like your brother, would be disowned, or killed. Or whipped. Or whatever.

She's a tolerant mother. Doesn't care if your gay, tran, religion, a bit weird in the head, see dead people, talk of the amazing things of death. Just know that she's the boss of the household, no smoking, be smart in sex blah blah, and pull your weight and your good.

But, she also doesn't care for those she isn't close to relationship wise. Blood doesn't matter to her. Sister who slept with your husband on the wedding day? Drop her. Child who's being a little shit trying to pull a fast one? Gone.

So I suppose the only 'motherly' situation like that I would know is TV which isn't the best example.

But still, hope things get better and you get well soon

@Silver Fox

huggles

Life sucks sometimes, huh?

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

micheal

@silver fox

"it's different with you. You're the only one who can scare Master Jack" Michael pointed out, speaking softly, and once more finding himself being dragged along. He supposed he should be use to that by now, but it always caught him by surprise. He managed to stay on his feet, "and the difference is you could be a powerful Mage if you really wanted to be" he added, managing, just, to shut the door as Prince hurried him along.

Another day of the games. Another day of watching. Michaels thoughts trailed to his brother, hoping that Gabriel was okay. Michael knew that he could send Hermes to find out, but thought that might be the wrong move at the moment. Still, he couldn't help but worry.

"there was something strange last night" Michael said suddenly, the Uneasy feeling he had just out towards the drinks coming to him,"something powerful. I hope nothing's wrong with the spirits. Something seems...of balance" the blue haired Mage looked about, as if to detect any troubles in the spirit world. "I don't know. I don't like it"

jarvis

@CirusArvennicus
Jarvis listened to Trinity's concerns, "I know who Prince is, he's in dragon fang. As for highlights...well. I think that was...your Edolas version. we will figure it out, Trinity. Just watch Karn, okay?" Jarvis meanwhile would try and find out what had happened to Edolas Karn. And find out if his suspicions were true or not. "go. The rest of the guild will be along soon"

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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To be frank, when I have had family like that, I've told them exactly how it is. The rest of my family may not have approved, but you have an obligation as their family to be as brutally honest with them as possible if they're ever going to improve. And if they don't like it, well, it's not anything you can change.

@Zarkun

I've said it all before to my mother and father, but then they see it as I'm the bad one.

I've said it to my brother, that he isn't very nice, that his selfish and a jerk when he was having a go at my mother. And he turned it so he was the victim "my own sister! How can you" crap.

My mothers like "I can't cut him off completely" and I'm like well maybe if you stop enabling him, but she doesn't see it that way. He's going to kill her, but she doesn't see it. A lot of her stress comes from him.

I can say it all until I'm blue in the face. It won't make a difference. Perhaps the worst part is I practically kill myself to make things easier around home, but if I don't do one thing or forget to do one thing, it's "you never do anything around here to help me out" and then my brother swoops in to "save the day" and he's the best person alive. I'm like...I do everything...I'm studying...can't I be human?

I've said this to them before and they're like "oh I know o know, and we appreciate blah blah blah" but then...sigh

It will be better when he's gone again

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

Cripes.

I just realized I have to update Jamie and Jarvis's CSs

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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*huggles*

It's ok. Just take a breath and relax for a little bit. You're eating well and everything?

@CirusArvennicus

Mmhmmm

Ratings been good. I feel better now that I'm succumbing and making my own healthy meals but it takes time to do that

Water melon is awesome

And carrot sticks

And smoothies

I mean I'm not sleeping, I'm spending a majority of my time studying and my brother is back home and that is bad. He isn't a nice person since he met his fiancé. Oh god. I have to be a bridesmaid for her apparently. I do not like her either. But of course j can't tell him that and now he's home while her grandparents are here because they don't approve of the whole "living together sleeping together" thing. And it's just horrible. He's lazy, he's selfish, he's a jerk, and he thinks everything he does is perfect. He has no understanding of money and just spends spends spends and then borrows money my mother doesn't have and has no intentions of paying it back, and then he steals from my Christmas saving piggy banks-my only source of income for Christmas and he takes close to 200 dollars but finds it horrible that we'd accus him of taking 200$ in one go, as he took it in small amounts over time (and thinks that's okay and sees no problem with that).

So yeah. I'm stressed. I'm ticked. I'm tired and I just feel blargh. I just want this year over.

rubs eyes

Thank you for caring. Thanks for reading my crap every time k spill it, and if I had anyone else who would listen and not just tel me to move out when that isn't practical right now, I would go to them.

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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Human? What is "Human?" I is vegetable.

@Crimson Raven

Ah.

I'm going to go with no comment

But I feel slightly better now

I swear I'm
Going to pull out that damn bottle brush one day. Stupid pollen

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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It's also unfair to do that because you don't KNOW that they're going to spam.

@Zarkun

I'm just gathering names. I'm not going to the mods saying "I think this person is the spammer". I'll look again tonight and if they've posted normal stuff their off the list.

Too many of my roleplays have been hit by this guy. So I'm being paranoid. I'm not going to cry wolf over it.

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

You just love to torment characters XD

I'm going to get up, stand under hot water for a while and then post

Maybe I'll feel human then

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

That is called paranoia and is unhealthy.

@Zarkun

After the last crap spam jerk posted I think I'm allowed to be considering said jerk has a vendetta against me.

Call it a preemptive strike.

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

But Christmas Spam is the best kind!

@Zarkun

Yes but can you imagine that jerks Christmas spam? Probably Santa doing obsene things with his reindeer