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STATUS: "Doing your best" does not mean working yourself to the point of a mental breakdown. Its no longer your best at that point. 8 yrs ago
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8 yrs ago
Current "Doing your best" does not mean working yourself to the point of a mental breakdown. Its no longer your best at that point.
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9 yrs ago
The word homeowner has the word "meow" in it. Good luck pronouncing it correctly ever again. You're welcome ^.^
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9 yrs ago
When everything seems wrong...something goes right, and it changes darkness into light, and makes the shadows a little less daunting.
10 yrs ago
People cry, not because they are weak. It's because they've been strong for too long
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11 yrs ago
the bad thing about being bullied is that every time it happens it steals a little piece of who you are if it happens enough little by little you become a little less of who you were meant to be.

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In Wolves of Red Lake (Closed ignore this thread) → 10 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
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why...

why is no one interacting with Cassie in the cafe?
In Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open) → 10 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
@t2wave
Penny was more inclinced to keep things to herself, then to share them, especially with those she hadn't had much to do with. She gave a sigh, and shook her head, "No, someone I know is dying, and I was hoping to find Damian before I went to them" She said, wearily deciding it would simply be easier to stick as close to the truth as possible. "He taught me how to be a phoenix slayer, and I promised to return when he was dying" It was much more than that, but Ariel didn't have to know that. Penny briefly wondered if she had said too much-after all only a phoenix could teach phoenix slayer magic, and the knowledge that there was a phoenix dying shouldn't become common.
In Academy of heroes and villains: a new year → 10 yrs ago Forum: Free Roleplay
I'm sorry guys for my absent.

I'm not doing too well at the moment.

I will post after my last test for the week, or perhaps tomorrow rather thn thursday.

Or tonight.

I don't know.
In 'How does it feel to be different?' [Dioxide x Caits] → 10 yrs ago Forum: 1x1 Roleplay
It was...

I shall post...God knows when. Probably tonight before bed
In 'How does it feel to be different?' [Dioxide x Caits] → 10 yrs ago Forum: 1x1 Roleplay
That's okay. My post was a bit crappy so I don't mind!
In Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open) → 10 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
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I know the feeling, but I also know that when you don't do it, you feel absolutely horrible because not caring for others isn't in our natures. Find out if you can find somewhere to go for a few hours a day where you can just get some you time. It'll help.


The only thing that makes me feel happy is playing my Xbox, and if I even spend five minutes on it my mothers like "you never do anything around here!" And I'm like... :/

I have no where to go. I can't stand people, because my messed up brain thinks they are judging me, and I just can't go out.
In Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open) → 10 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
Caits get her on disability and then a home nurse


She is on disability, but do you know how much a home nurse would cost? Something like 400 dollars a day. Yeah. Don't have that kind of money and she'd just say "why do I need a home nurse when I have you?"

And she doesn't need a home nurse. She just needs help with the house work and that but my dads lazy, he just comes home and parks himself on the lounge and I'm left to do everything else.

I've said so many times I can't do everything anymore, but it just seems to go in one ear and out the other
In Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open) → 10 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
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That...isn't a good thing. I take it the familial issues are similar to what you've shared before.


Yeah. Pretty much.

I'm just tired. Tired of doing my best and not getting the results, tired of searching for a job and not getting anything, tired of having to study because I didn't get a nursing job, tired of everything.

If I could just go in a cave with wifi and not worry I'd be fine.

My family just doesn't seem to understand that I'm human and that I've been taking on a lot of the responsibility since I was 12, and I need a break. I need to just focus on myself but because my brother is a complete fuck up, who wouldn't know responsibility if it bit him in the arse, I can't.

The three months I was away in the country were the best months of my life, because all I had to worry about was myself.

I want to move out. But you have to have money to do that. And I can't get money unless I have a job, but if I move out my parents can't support themselves, and then my mum will get sicker and I...

I'm tired of putting others first.
In Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open) → 10 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
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I don't think you're negative, I think you're overstressed and in need of some one to talk to.


The thing is, I'm not really stressed...just...breaking down.

It's like...I'm treading water and every so often I become submerged, sometimes it feels like it's long periods of time and I can't possibly reach the surface again.
In Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open) → 10 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
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PM it to me. You deserve someone to talk to if no one else will listen.


sighs

Why? I've essentially been told by the few friends I have that I'm too negative because i unload on them. Never mind the fact that I am in a complete utter breakdown and can't catch up with uni work because of this, no no I'm too bloody negative.

Never mind the fact that my family can't see that I'm falling apart.
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