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8 yrs ago
Current "Doing your best" does not mean working yourself to the point of a mental breakdown. Its no longer your best at that point.
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9 yrs ago
The word homeowner has the word "meow" in it. Good luck pronouncing it correctly ever again. You're welcome ^.^
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9 yrs ago
When everything seems wrong...something goes right, and it changes darkness into light, and makes the shadows a little less daunting.
10 yrs ago
People cry, not because they are weak. It's because they've been strong for too long
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11 yrs ago
the bad thing about being bullied is that every time it happens it steals a little piece of who you are if it happens enough little by little you become a little less of who you were meant to be.

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Allowing Paulina's emotions to wash over her, Ashleigh listened to what was being said. None of it made her feel better. She swallowed. So it was her fault. it didn't matter that it was indirect, it had been her fault. "So in other words I can't neutralise emotions without screwing up the spiritaul world and ticking off a bunch of ghosts. Which makes me a ticking timebomb to explode, tick off the ghosts, screw up the spirit realm and utterly mess things up? Wonderful" She was furious and she moved away from paulina, so she wouldn't infect the girl with her anger.

She shook her head, clenching her hands into fists, this time she didn't break her skin with her nails. She knew she was being irrational. And that the anger was just building and building. She was tired of messing things up. Of not being strong enough. "I'm sorry. I should get myself worked up. But why? Why did...what I did trigger it?" She asked, sounding defeated, and looking away from them all.

"And will I be able to...affect this outsider?"

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Lily Walker




~General information~


Name
Lily Walker

Age
twenty one

Gender
Female

Place of Origin
Kansas

Species
Human-Supernatural Hunteress

Appearance

~Relationship Information~


Relationship Status:
Single

Sexuality:
Bisexual

Partner:
None

Pet/s:

Other:

~Personal Information~


Personality:

Lily is really a free sprit, she is often the life of the pary, but is less interested in the sheer excitement and the pleasure of the moment and more interested in enjoying the soical and emotional connections that she can make. She is charming, independent, energetic and compassionate.

More then just a sociable people pleasure, Lily is shaped by her intuitive nature, allowing her to read between the lines with curioisity and energy. She tends to see life as a big, complex puzzle where everything is conencted, seeing it as a aprism of emotion, compassion and mysticism, always looking for a deeper meaning.

If she finds a cause that sparks her imagination, she will bring an energy that oftentimes thrusts her into the spotlight. She dislikes administrarive tasks and routine maintence, and her self-esteem is dependent on her ability to come up with original solutions, and she needs the freedom tobe innovative. She can quickly lose patients or become dejected if she finds herself trapped in a boring role.

Luckily, she knows how to relax, and is perfectly capable of switching from a passionate, driven idealist in the workplace to that imaginative and enthusiastic free spirit, often with a suddenness that can surprise even her closest companions.

She uses all this to work hard in her hunting, and to do well, finding the lifestyle both a joy and a burden.

Skills:
Lily is trained in many weapons, guns, knives and daggers.
She is skilled at yoga

Abilities

s supernaturally gifted hunters, members of the Brotherhood of the Five are endowed with peak or above human physical abilities, such as strength, speed, agility, reflexes, and endurance. This includes a natural affinity with weapons combat and hunting. Hunter's Mark: the hunter's mark located on their right arm. In its incomplete form, the mark is invisible to all save for fellow supernatural hunters or potential hunter. In its complete form, the mark is visible to all and in it is the map and key to the Tomb of Silasalong with the story of the first immortal depicted on itssymbols. As such, the map also leads to The Cure for immortality. It grows upon their initial vampire kill, marking their activation from potential to supernatural hunter.

Lily's mark has only just begun.

Hunter's Curse: Supernatural have the ability to inflict powerful and extremely realistic hallucinations onto vampiric beings who kill them. Once struck, the curse will consume said victim, tormenting them until they are driven to kill themselves. The only known way to lift the curse is to activate a potential hunter, by allowing them to kill their first vampiric creature (whether a vampire or a hybrid) and grow Hunter's Mark.

Peak Physical Condition: Supernatural Hunters possess bodily functions that are enhanced to the pinnacle of human conditioning.

Peak or above Human Strength: Supernatural Hunters possess superior strength that makes them stronger than humans but below that of newborn vampires. That said,they can still hold themselves in a fight It is unknown if they are stronger thanwerewolves in human form.

Peak Human Speed: Supernatural Hunters possess peak-human speed, though it is unknown if they are superhuman. They are shown to be able to draw their weapons quickly and are fast enough to catch vampires by surprise before they can react.

Peak Human Stamina: Supernatural Hunters of the Five possess peak-human stamina. This is not largely controllable and often occurs as a burst of energy within a Hunter, but they can run for dozens of miles and not lose breath and can physically exert themselves at peak capacity for several hours without resting before showing signs of fatigue.

Peak Human Endurance: Supernatural Hunters can endure more physical stress than the average person. They can tolerate large amounts of physical pain such as being shot, stabbed repeatedly, burned with high heat, and beatings than that of an ordinary person. They can remain calm through stressful and painful situations, can tolerate extreme hunger, unbearable thirst and the strong urge to sleep.

Peak Human Reflexes: Supernatural Hunters possess peak-human reflexes. They have demonstrated superior reaction time to those of humans and can dodge offensive attacks, evade strikes from beings with super speed and dodge multiple gunfire with ease, though not fast enough to contend with the Original Vampires.

Invulnerable Mind: Upon activation, a Supernatural Hunter's mind becomes immune to all mental intrusions. This includes an Immortal's advanced psychic powers, compulsion by Vampires, Hybridsand Original Vampires, and Spirit Possession by Witches.

Biography:
Lily was born to supernatural hunters. Her mother died birthing her, leaving her father to raise her. It was certainly an interesting childhood, growing up learning how to fight, kill and capture supernatural creatures. She amazing at figuring out puzzles, has little regard for the law-she often breaks it in helping her hunt dangerous creatures, Lily became an excellent huntress.

She also had the life of a normal child, going to school, making friends, and generally being normal. She was charismic, and popular at school, despite the odd behaviours she sometimes had. She enjoyed her life, and had no qualms about it. Her father managed to give her a normal life for eighteen years, and then when she went off to college, she killed her first vampire. The Vampire had been attacking one of her classmates, and Lily simply acted.

Leaving school, unable to stay there, Lily instead sought to become a police officer, after making her way to Carson City.

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Madison Burke




~General information~


Name
Madisdon Burke

Age
just turned eighteen

Gender
female

Place of Origin
Ireland

Species
Human recently turned to a werwolf, there were complications and a vampire bit her, saving her life.

Appearance


~Relationship Information~


Relationship Status:
single

Sexuality:
bisexual

Partner:
None

Pet/s:

Other:

~Personal Information~


Personality:
Madison is a tough kind of girl. She is determined, stubborn, brave and, at times, foolish. She loves to make people smile, and laugh, and is always willing to cheer people up. She cares a great deal for her family and friends, and would do anything to protect them. She is a bright, bubbly individual, and typically is care free. She loves to sing and is good with music. However at times she can misjudge herself, and at these times she falls silent or becomes almost shy. Generally this happens when she falls into a small depression, thinking of her parents.

Skills:
....she doesn't consider herself having any skills.

Abilities

Non-original werewolf-vampire hybrids have the powers and abilities of both werewolves and non-original vampires, both physically enhanced powers and abilities of mind compulsion. Non-original werewolf-vampire hybrids will grow stronger with age due to their vampirism and will also increase in strength when enraged, due to their werewolf side. Their strength will also increase during a full moon.

Super Strength: Non-original werewolf-vampire hybrids are stronger than Werewolves, Evolved Werewolves, non-original Vampires, Supernatural Hunters, Immortals and Humans. Due to their vampire side, they also get stronger with age. The full moon will boost their strength and aggression.

Super Speed: A non-original werewolf-vampire hybrid's intensified quickness, agility, reflexes, and endurance makes them faster than any werewolves, evolved werewolves, non-original vampires, supernatural hunters, immortals and humans. Non-original werewolf-vampire hybrids can use this ability in human or werewolf form. As with strength, non-original werewolf-vampire hybrids get faster with time. The full moon will increases their speed and being in werewolf form will make them even faster

Super Agility: Non-original werewolf-vampire hybrids possesses much more superhuman stamina, flexibility, reflexes, agility and dexterity than immortals, non-original vampires, werewolves, evolved werewolves and humans. They can move, jump, climb, and run incredibly fast without difficulty or exhaustion.

Super Senses: Non-original werewolf-vampire hybrids have extremely keen senses of hearing, sight, touch, and smell that exceed those of non-original vampires, werewolves, evolved werewolves, and humans. Since they're a supernatural crossbreed between werewolves and non-original vampires, non-original werewolf-vampire hybrids have the combined senses of both species thus making their ability extremely effective,

Super Durability: Non-original werewolf-vampire hybrids can bear a lot of trauma. They also hardly ever get tired or fatigued. Non-original werewolf-vampire hybrids can take far more trauma than any non-original vampires, werewolves, evolved werewolves and humans, without much discomfort or injury. Stakes and arrows can not kill a non-original werewolf-vampire hybrid when they are struck in the heart, they merely become unconscious

Enhanced Healing Factor: Non-original werewolf-vampire hybrids have the combined healing capabilities of both non-original vampires and werewolves, rendering them practically invincible to anything but fatal wounds that can seriously impair their healing capabilities like decapitation or heart-extraction. They can recover/heal/regenerate from any injury much quicker and more effectively than any non-original vampires, werewolves, evolved werewolves and humans. They also seems to heal much more quickly when exposed to vervain, wolfsbane, or wood. Human blood has also known to make the healing process faster.

Immortality: Non-original werewolf-vampire hybrids stops aging the moment they transition. They become immune to all conventional diseases, toxins, poisons, viruses, illness, infections, and injuries.

Day Walking: Due to their werewolf heritage, non-original werewolf-vampire hybrids are immune to the lethal effects that u.v. rays and sunlight have on non-original vampires and original vampires. Allowing them to walk in daylight without the use of a day ring.

Emotional Control: Due to their vampire heritage, non-original werewolf-vampire hybrids are able to exert certain control over their own emotions, e.g. They can turn off their humanity.

Enhanced Emotions: Because of their vampiric and werewolf traits, non-original werewolf-vampire hybrids experience emotions more powerfully than humans and non-original vampires. Particularly emotions such as anger, rage, aggression and violence due to their werewolf heritage. Non-original werewolf-vampire hybrids are more prone to violence and rage than non-original vampires. However, emotions such as love, joy, and happiness are intensified for them as well, allowing them to live life more intensely. This ability allows them to feel emotions at their peak regardless of their age.

Lycanthrope Enhancement: Non-original werewolf-vampire hybrids are capable of using their werewolf features to further supplement their powers and abilities. Non-original werewolf-vampire hybrids can grow claws from their nails and werewolf fangs from their teeth even when they are still in their human forms. Their eyes also change into those of their werewolf form, presumably granting them better eyesight. Due to their werewolf heritage, a non-original werewolf-vampire hybrid's strength and speed are heightened further during a full moon and at its peak in their werewolf forms.

Mind Compulsion: A non-original werewolf-vampire hybrid can compel the minds of Humans. They cannot, however, compel original vampires, non-original vampires, Supernatural Hunters, Witches orWerewolves.

Shapeshifting/Transformation Control: Non-original werewolf-vampire hybrids have the ability to transform into their werewolf forms at will. Most of them avoid transforming at all due to the pain it causes. They have complete awareness, but they still, however, have no control of their actions in werewolf form. They can also perform partial transformations, manifesting single features of their werewolf forms.

Sire Bond: Non-original werewolf-vampire hybrids seem to be sired to the source of their creation. N

Telepathy: Non-original werewolf-vampire hybrids have the ability, albeit a weak variant, to enter the minds of others as long as theirs is stronger than them. Normally, this ability works in a tactile fashion and the non-original werewolf-vampire hybrid requires physical contact in order for it to work successfully.

Dream Manipulation: Non-original werewolf-vampire hybrids can control dreams and subconscious like non-original vampires/original vampires. They can produce and modify dreams, bestow nightmares or lucid dreaming. Other effects of this ability is the distortion of reality and trapped in the dreams.

Illusions: Non-original werewolf-vampire hybrids have the power to trick the minds of others into seeing/feeling things that aren't actually happening.

Werewolf Bite: Due to their werewolf heritage, Non-original werewolf-vampire hybrids have venom which is fatal to non-original vampires and they themselves are immune to werewolf venom. Non-original werewolf-vampire hybrid venom seem to take effect much faster than a normal werewolf venom.

Immunity to Silver: Due to their werewolf heritage, magic bonded to silver doesn't affect non-original werewolf-vampire hybrids. Weapons made of silver might wound them, but the wound heals at super-normal rates than regular wounds.

Biography:
Born in Ireland, Madison spent three wonderful years there, before moving to America as her father followed a job. From there they went from state to state, job to job, house to house. She never really had a chance to make friends or life long bonds, until they reached Carson City.

There, Madison fell into a group that she thought was her whole world, making a group of friends, she thought she had it all. Until she was bitten by one, a werewolf, who when the bite caused her great, horrible pain, effectively killing her, left her for dead. A passing Vampire took the risk, and went through the process of changing her. Both sides warred, and for a time it looked like Madison would die. She pulled through, becoming perhaps the first hybrid to exist with both sides active, although she isn't stable.

By a stroke of luck, Madison hasn't ingested human blood-which would kill her. Alone once more, she struggles with what happened to her, and appears to be falling into a downward spiral.

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Maybe by Kelly Clarkson
Ignatius Autumndale



~General information~


Name
Ignatius Autumndale

Age
roughly 1300 years old. He stopped counting.

Gender
Male

Place of Origin
Barkley, London

Species
Original werewolf

Appearance


~Relationship Information~


Relationship Status:
Single

Sexuality:
Straight

Partner:
No one

Pet/s:
A orange Cat

Other:

~Personal Information~


Personality:
"I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you surely don’t deserve me at my best."

Marilyn Monroe


Ignatius is a cheery sort. If anyone is to be found spontaneously breaking into song and dance, it would be Iggy. He gets caught up in the excitement of the moment and wants everyone else to feel that way too. He is generous with his time and energy, enjoying encouraging others, in an irresistible style.

He is a born entertainer, loving the spotlight, he typically enjoys putting on a show for his friends, chatting in an unique way with earthy wit, soaking up any attention he gets and making any outing feel like a party. Completely Social, iggy enjoys the simple things, and there is no greater joy for him then just having fun with a good group of people.

He has a strong aesthetic sense of style, taking time to groom and choose brillant outfits, even if he is just at home, having an eye for fashion, he knows whats attractive the moment they see it.

At times, though it may not always seem like it, Iggy knows that its not all about him, he is particularly observant and sensitive to others emotions, and will typically be thefirst to help someone, to talk out a problem or even to just be there, providing emotional support and advice. However, he is more then likely to avoid a conflict if the problem is about him.

Skills:
Ignatius is a fine cook, exceptional really
A skilled hunter
A fine story teller

Abilities
Super Strength: Werewolves possess supernatural strength that makes them far stronger thanimmortals, Supernatural Hunters and humans. However, werewolves in their human form are not as strong as a vampire, and have even been shown to be far weaker on several occasions. But they've also shown to be strong enough to at least defend themselves.

Being an original werewolf, Iggy has a strength that enables him to be stronger then his breathern, and indeed most vampires aside from the originals.

Super Speed: Werewolves are much faster than immortals, supernatural hunters and humans. They possess this ability both in and out of transformation with an animalistic quickness. However, the power is faster at night than in the day, due to the moon's presence, and their speed increases greatly when the werewolf is transformed during the full moon.

Iggy is far faster then normal werwolves, and by far faster then vampires, able to move at increasing speeds, he doesn't seem to need the moon to power this ability.

Super Agility: Werewolves possess superhuman agility. Either in wolf or even in human form, they have demonstrated that they can move, jump very high, climb, flip, and run incredibly fast without difficulty or exhaustion. They can also jump down from incredible heights with almost gravity-defying grace.

Super Durability: Werewolves can take far more trauma than humans without nearly as much discomfort or injury, however, not as much as vampires. They can also exert themselves for longer periods without tiring.

Healing Factor: Werewolves possess superhuman regenerative abilities, meaning that if they are physically injured, their bodies will heal rapidly. Like vampires, werewolves can heal from the most grievous of injuries, even in human form, albeit more slowly in comparison to vampires. However, unlike vampires, when a werewolf’s neck is broken, they stay dead.

Super Senses: Werewolves have the extremely keen and heightened senses of smell, sight, taste, hearing and touch inherent in all canines. Because they are supernatural and have powers that exceeds their wolf counterparts, they can hear, see, and smell better than that of regular canines.

Lycanthrope Enhancement: Werewolves are able to make their eyes glow when angry or threatened, but only for a short amount of time. When a werewolf is furious or forced to defend themselves, their anger increases all their power and abilities for a short period of time, which allows them to access some of the power of their wolf form to give them an edge.
Shapeshifting/Transformation Control: During a full moon, they will unwillingly transform from their human form and into their wolf form. However, if a female werewolf is pregnant, they will not turn for nine months as the transformation would kill the baby.

Werewolf Bite: A werewolf's venom is extremely lethal to non-original vampires. While an Original vampire cannot die from the venom, they are not wholly immune to the effects of the bite. For non-Original vampires, the venom acts as an poison of sorts that will enter the bloodstream and deliver the toxin throughout the body, producing discomfort and weakness. All vampires who are bitten will ultimately develop uncontrollable hunger that progresses to delusions, hallucinations, rabid rage, and dementia. After that point, non-original vampires will finally die, though many are "mercy-killed" before that point.

Full Moon: A werewolf's strength, speed, agility, and all their powers are enhanced to their peak during a full moon
Biography:
Ignatius doesn't like to talk about his history, before he was created. However, he was always the smallest, the weakest, the...one most forgotten. He was quite young when he was changed, and as such he continued to grow and age, until he reached about twenty five.

He roamed for a time by himself, before he began to create packs, here and there, leaving behind a legacy. Some of his wolves were blessed with immortality, but not all. And thus, his pack grew.

throughout the years, Ignatius has studied many different languages, cultures, degrees, before finally settling on being a cook-there was just soemthing about it to Ignatius that attracted him.

He has only just made his way to carson city.

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Tabitha Moonwell







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Name: Tabitha Moonwel
Nick-Names: Tabi
Gender: female
Species: Original Vampire
Occupation: Tabi is involved in numerous things which she often forgets about, to come back to however many years later.
Place Of Origin: Barking Abbey, London
Age: Roughy 1370 years old, who keeps count after the first 500 years?
Date Of Birth: A looong time ago. But her date of birth is 31st of December in modern times.
Scent: sweet things, like cotton candy.

Appearance - Human (25):

Tabitha stands at exactly 5''3. She has bright green eyes, and a fair complexion. Her clothing style ranges from normal, to odd, to oh my god what is she wearing




Relationship information





Relationship Status: Single
Sexuality: Bi
Partner: None
Father:
Mother:
Siblings: Older Sister, Mercy-Rose Moonwell, Original Vampire
Pets
None, but she’d love several.






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Personality

Tabitha is an odd person. She is kind, sweet and excentric. She is a true idealist, always looking for the hint of good in even the worst of people and events, searching for the besst way to make things better. While she is perceived as calm, reserved or even shy, she has an inner flame and passion that can truly shine. There are times when she feels misunderstood, but when she is around people that has a similar mindset to her, or those she really cares about, she has a harmony that fills her with joy and inspiration. She's let by purity, once she decides on something, she goes for it and doesn't care about the rewards or punishments involved in it.

She has an ability to communicate deeply with others, yet she often speaks in metaphors and parables, understand and creating symbols to share her ideas. She is excellent with creative works, and prides herself in understand not only herself, but the world. She has a talent for self-expression, revealing her beauty and secrets through metaphors and fictional characters.

She is considered quite gifted when it comes to learning languages, leading well to her desire for harmony, but has yet to find her calling in life, despite the extended years. She focuses her attention on just a few people, as spread too thinly, she tends to run out of energy, becoming dejected and overwhelmed by all the bad in the world she can't do a thing to fix, and unless she is pulled out of it, Tabitha tends to fall into a depression.

Tabitha can also lose herself in her quest for good, and reflect the generally day to day upkeep that life demands if she is not careful. She often drifts into deep thought, enjoying contemplating the hypothetical and the philosophical more than anything. Left unchecked, Tabitha may start to lose touch, withdrawing into what could be considered a hermit mode, and when this occurs, she generally needs her friends and family to pull her out and back to the real world.

Yet, throughout all this, her normal affection, creativity, altruism and idealism will always come back, rewarding herself and others around her with a world view that inspires compassion, kindness and beauty, no matter where she is.

Likes and Dislikes
✔The moon
✔ Stars
✔ plants
✔ books
✔ video games
✔ Drawing. Anything creative, really.
✔ Having fun.
✔ Animals
✔ Her family.

✘ judgmental people
✘ not having anything to do
✘ being in trouble.


Hobbies:
Tabitha is exceptional at anything creative, She can draw, paint, play music and everything inbetween.

Strengths:
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Weaknesses:




Brief Biography:
Tabitha is one of the original vampires and she tends to make her presence known when around. She choses her bloodline carefully, seeking people similar to her, which led to her turned children being called "Souls" due to their soulful nature. She inspires creativity, and has created many plays, novels, and more recently movies in alias's, taking great pleasure in being able to do so.

Not much else is known about Tabitha's history, aside from her close relationship witn her sister.







Original Vampire Abilities





Super Strength:As an original, Tabitha is quite stronger than other immortals, and species. She enjoys using this strength to freak people out, finding it terribly amusing.

Super Speed:

Tabitha is very, very fast. Her small size and large strength enable her to run, perhaps faster, than the other originals. She often uses this speed in her wandering mind’s hyperactive imagination. She uses this speed to add her in agility related moves, and relfexes.

Super Senses:Tabitha’s sense of hearing, sight and smell far exceed many others. Able to know what someone is by their smell alone, Tabitha seems to hear things others-perhaps including other originals-don’t.

Super Durability: Tabitha has the superhuman durability of vampires, and an original. She can take quite a beating-and often has before beating the crap out of her attacker.

Healing Factor: Injuries of Original vampires heal faster than those of other supernaturals, especially when exposed to vervain or wood. Tabitha is able to heal, recover or regenerate from any and all injuries in a matter of seconds. The more severe the injury, obviously, will take longer to heal.

Immortality: Original vampires are immortal. They do not physically age and are immune to all illnesses, toxins, poisons and human diseases or physical conditions. The only physical weapon that can bring permanent death to an Original is the White Oak Stake. Tabitha has an almost love hate relationship with her immortal status, at times seeming to sink into a slight depression as she realises how long she has lived.

Enhanced Emotions: Original Vampires experience emotions more powerfully than humans. Emotions like love, joy, and happiness are intensified for vampires allowing them to live life more intensely. Which, could well be a reason that Tabitha is so eccentric.

Mind Compulsion: Original vampires can control and influence the thoughts, emotions, behavior, actions and memories of humans, non-original vampires and non-original werewolf-vampire hybrids. They cannot however compel witches, immortals, or werewolves/evolved werewolves.

Sire Bond: Although rare among them, Sire Bonds can be formed when a human or even a hybrid is turned with the blood of the vampire whom they have strong feelings for.

True Face: An Original Vampire's true face is the appearance they are hiding under their normal human face. When an Original Vampire's true face is revealed, the sclera of their eyes turns blood-red, dark veins appear under their eyes as the blood pumps forcefully through them, and their canine teeth extend into razor-sharp fangs. An Original Vampire's true face can be revealed whenever they wish, but it will appear against their will whenever they are aroused by the scent of blood, or are feeling intense emotions such as anger, lust, sadness, etc. An Original Vampire's fangs are extremely sharp which gives them the ability to tear into almost any substance (including and especially flesh) and tear off limbs. With the fangs come the darkened veins under the eyes as well.




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Other:
Tabitha has a very unique sense of what is right and wrong, but she is always there for her family.






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Theme Song:
the one that got away by Katy Perry
Niesha


building 2 (mess hall)


I love you, Niesha

The four words shook Niesha to her very core. It wasn't simply the admission. It was that anyone could say that to her, and...mean them. She was sure Sara had said them...or had she? Niesha had never voiced the words before herself. She was sure that...that Sara had. Just that..flippant way people do, rushing out the door, shouting back "Love you". Not meaningful. Just a goodbye, incase they died before seeing them again.

It overwhelmed Niesha, so utterly and completely, she didn't think she could ever speak again. It through her off stride, although some part of her was berating herself what did you expect would happen? this is what normal people do. She Didn't even know what she felt now, her own emotions a true turmoil, like she was being spun around and around in a hurricane. She didn't think she would ever see the eye of this storm.

She stood staring at Sophia, trying to figure it all out, but unable to. There was just so much. And she had never been good at emotions. She had never been good at processing them, and for a moment it was like she was...shutting down.

Hope. A strange thing in this world, really. And yet they always had it, didn't they? Or they wouldn't be here. But hope that...,,maybe she wouldn't be so alone. With Sophia...it just seemed better, somehow. She didn't know why. But maybe you didn't have to understand hope for it to be so. Happiness. She couldn't deny the happiness she felt, at the words. They made her feel wanted. Cared about. That someone was there, always thinking about her. And....it wasn't something she'd had much off. And Love.

Niesha reached out, to grab Sophia before she could step away, step too far away. "Sophia" Her tone was soft, her voice loving, hopeful. "I..." She couldn't say it, the words got stuck in her throat. She cleared her throat, and had to look away. "I....I...I" Oh, just say it. You look like a fool, standing there and stuttering away like some sort of mad woman.

Yet her mind leaped at the chance to break away, to turn her attention towards Kris, remembering the fact that she was injuried, that she had promised to check up on her. "You're right, we should" She said, furious at herself for chickening out. She bit her lip, and she turned away from Sophia, ashamed. She wasn't worthy of Sophia. She knew that now.

She was going to ruin this even before it had a chance, she knew it. She didn't want to hurt Sophia, and yet she knew that that was what she'd end up doing. She closed her eyes tight at the stinging of tears, glad to be facing away from Sophia. because crying will get you what you want, crying will make you braver. Her hands curled into fists, digging her nails against her skin.

Suddenly she turned back to Sophia. say it. Do it. don't chicken out.. She drew in a deep breath. "I love you too"

I don't ask anymore
If there is no posts in about....17 hours (Mormon for me) I'll move everyone back to the school
@Kyrissedont worry I had to sleep too

I'll be up for a collab later today
Oh ah

I might wait until I'm home to write a post too hard on my phone hahab
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