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And that settled that.

Dot could count on one hand the number of deeply personal conversations she’d had in her life with anyone, and on two hands she could have counted all the conversations period. That said, despite the surprise and slight awkwardness, she felt things had gone…fairly well, actually. It had seemed like a cathartic moment for Liese, and although Dot didn’t really know what it felt like to make friends, she had the distinct feeling that she had, in fact, made one. That they were a child of nobility was admittedly not what she had expected, but Liese was right about one thing—in a way their circumstances were similar, and that was at least a small comfort.

Nearly the whole squad had gathered in the common room, and Dot felt a sudden familiar pit in her gut at the idea that they were all waiting on them. There was a lingering tension in the air, but Liese didn’t notice it or, probably, wasn’t bothered. Dot only hoped it wasn’t because of them.

“Ah…uhm…what he said.”

Dining together sounded nice, really. All of her squad mates seemed like interesting people, and she was eager to get acquainted with all of them—or, well, most of them. The prince still stood among them, ghostly as he was, and whatever discomfort or embarrassment she still felt was snuffed out immediately. She averted her eyes, to the ground, the other members of the squad, the doors out, anywhere but at him.

“Ready to go when you all are.”



Lilann had just about started out of the cemetery when she noticed Kyreth wasn’t following, yet. At first she thought he had seen something horrific, muttering to himself with his hand held to his chest. Perhaps whatever had carved these marks had returned to do its job properly. Then, however, she noticed that he was in fact praying.

Arguably, that was worse.

There were few things more baffling to Lilann than religious Tainted. Kyreth wasn’t the first she’d ever met, but he was among only a handful, and all of them had been plain odd. It made no sense to her. How does a pig worship the butcher? The firewood the fire? Then again, how does one hail the divine with sacrilege in their blood? Perhaps for them, oddity was necessary. For a moment the precariousness of their situation was lost to her, and she thought to ask him about his faith—or prod him for it, which might have been just as entertaining. Unfortunately, they were interrupted, and reality quickly caught back up.

“If this is supposed to look like a funerary vigil, you did a terrible job.”

Damn.

The man emerged from the brush like some wild hog with a nasty sword in hand—had he been hiding in there? He was nearly as tall as Kyreth, but looked to have two or three stone on him. He asked after the marks on the ground, as she’d feared he would, and sinking instinct told her this man was likely a Soft Haven guardsman come to round up the troublesome Tainted stinking up their cemetery. But the pompous disdain in his eyes and the swagger of import belied something else, something rougher.

Kyreth practically prostrated himself in panic, offering to turn out his own pockets in exchange for, she assumed, his life—not that it would take much excusing to hang the both of them. As he went on, Lilann’s eyes narrowed on the man born from the hedge. She noted scars and mars of all sorts wherever skin was visible, including the one splitting his brow. His haircut was peculiar, though she couldn’t place it, and his clothes bore neither the colors of Soft Haven nor the style of Finnagund. And he was dirty as well, less in the way one would get from hiding in a brush, and more from lying on the ground.

As Kyreth’s pleading withered into mumbling, Lilann relaxed. The tension ebbed out of her shoulders, and she stepped subtly closer to Kyreth, putting herself between him and the hedgeman.

“You’re not from here, are you.” she said, more than asked. A comfortable grin returned to her lips. Even if he wasn’t a guard, any human could make a world of trouble for them, but this way things were less immediately dangerous. Still, she thought it best not to test the man with the sword pointed at them, regardless of his station. “My friend speaks the truth, we awoke to those marks, but we don’t know what made them. I’ll admit to having felt some eeriness in the night, but if you came looking for demons, I’m afraid you’re out of luck.”

She glanced at Kyreth, then to the bounds of the cemetery. It was still imperative that they leave sooner than later. Just because the first ruffian to find them wasn’t a guard didn’t mean the next one wouldn’t be.

“You’re more than welcome to dig around if you’d like, but we’re due at the Bounty House, and I don’t mean to be late.”

Part of her wanted to leave it at that, just turn and walk off and pray Kyreth was savvy enough to follow. She’d turned her back to blades before and left with her spine unsevered, but this felt…different. Bad, different. Perhaps it was the marks, or the feeling that had visited her in the night, or the talk of demons. Perhaps it was all three. Either way, she felt it best to wait until the man dismissed them, or at least lowered his sword, before trying to leave.



In the middle of the night Lilann opened her eyes to darkness. Her heart beat fast, her breath quickened, dread enveloped her, and then in the span of a moment the feeling vanished. Such occurrences were not unfamiliar to her; night terrors had troubled her since her first steps in Dranir, and often left her much worse for wear than this. Usually, though, traces of her nightmares followed her to the waking world, ephemera in the peripheries of her eyes and ears, or a sensation like falling. Instead she just felt…afraid, almost bestially so.

But she was accustomed to fear, too. Before long she was asleep again, and this time she was awoken by something very real: the sound of her own name.

Morning had come to the graveyard, which meant sunlight had followed it. Out of the corner of her eye she saw it was already staining her hair blue, and reached instinctually for her hat, which she donned before she was even fully upright. Her back ached from the hard-packed earth, but a long, drawn-out stretch popped her joints and filled her with a pleasant warmth. Behind her, her tail curled and uncurled itself, as if in mimic, and she let out a satisfied sigh. Not her worst night on the road by any means, she’d even had company this time. Company who was an earlier riser than she was.

“Was this part of your… funeral… thing?” Kyreth asked, already on his feet. Lilann didn’t pick up on the strain in his voice, it was too early for that. The shakiness she caught, but her mind was not quite as awake as her body.

“Mmhg…hn?” she answered, then realized those weren’t words and tried again. “Funeral thing? Was what part—”

She saw the gashes then, inches away from where she’d laid her head, and froze. A feeling like the one that had woken her earlier in the night began to bubble up within her, but she pushed it down. Instead, in its place she let grow a sense of fascination. She twisted about; the marks encircled the entirety of their small, ill-defined ‘camp’.

“Oh, my…” Lilann mumbled as stood up, eyes pasted to the clawed earth. “No, this wasn’t me. This is…interesting.”

Interesting indeed. It was wild—well, no, actually, it was the opposite of wild, it was deliberate. It had to be. She didn’t know of any animals that made patterns like this, and a creature would likely have just attacked them in their sleep. For a moment she suspected Kyreth might have done this, and that perhaps she’d had his measure all wrong, but, no. Looking at him, it was clear to her that he was just as confused as she was—or that he was a very good actor.

Perhaps this was some sort of omen, diving punishment for lying about the dead for a place to sleep. She looked down to the plaque in the ground, the grave marker for a man she did not know. The stone was old, cracked and mossy, and when she’d first arrived the dirt about it was entirely undisturbed, unlike most of the others which bore indentations from the townsfolk who came to kneel and pay their respects. It made sense, the name on the plaque sounded Tainted—that’s why she’d picked it. Odds were no one was coming to visit a dead Tainted in a small Finnagund town except another Tainted, and no matter how sour the sentiments it would have been bad form to chase someone off for performing a funerary vigil.

At least, so long as that vigil didn’t end with the cemetery being torn up. Damn.

Lilann threw on her coat and slipped her tail into a fold in the lining. “We should go. I don’t intend to take the blame for whoever did do this, and neither should you,” she said, hurriedly stamping the ashen remains of kindling into the grass, and dumping out the little bowls of incense before tossing them into her satchel and slinging it over her shoulder. The lyre and mask she clipped to a hoop on her hip. Lastly, she settled her longsword into a strap on the back of her coat, high enough so that its point didn’t drag on the ground, but low enough that it didn't disturb her hat.

“Bounty House, then? Before someone shows up with flowers for their nan and see's what's become of the place.”
Dot


Despite Liese’s forewarning, Dot was still very much alarmed. The moment he began to undress, she tore her eyes away and stuck them squarely to the nearby wall. To her own credit, she had the restraint not to shriek, which would have certainly caused them another world of problems. Instead she stood there, hands on her hips, scrutinizing the woodwork around the room and clearing her throat.

“Oooh gosh. Wow. Okay you’re just gonna—yep, you are. Yooou are. Doing that. Okay.”

When it was done, and she heard Liese’s voice had raised an octave, that and peripheral vision were enough to put the message together. So Liese was a girl, then? The name was feminine enough, though Dot wasn’t in any position to make a judgement call on that. It did put some of their words into perspective though, and suddenly the zeal and indignancy towards the other nobility made a bit more sense as well. So too did the enchantment on the door. Like Liese, Dot still didn’t know exactly what it did, but its meaning was clear enough.

That made her wonder, though—was this truly a secret? Surely as the daughter of nobility, someone if not most people were aware of her. If Liese was out to prove that girls could be knights too, wouldn’t she present herself as…well, a girl? Why hide?

Was she hiding?

This train of thought, blessedly, distracted Dot until Liese had redressed. When it felt decent to do so again, she looked back to her roommate, nodding and pursing her lips and trying to come up with an appropriate response.

“Right. Yes. I think I do,” she said. “I, uh, probably would have still gotten it if you’d just…y’know, told me. But hey, I can appreciate a big, bold gesture too. Sometimes you just really gotta lay it all out there…uh…metaphorically…speaking…”

Dot cleared her throat again. Great, now somehow she was the one making things awkward. That aside though, she’d never been confided in before, and even with the circumstances being as they were, having someone’s faith felt…good. For a moment Dot forgot that Liese was nobility. She smiled.

“I don’t know what you’ve been through, or what you’ve lost—I mean, we basically just met. But you seem nice, and, well, we’re a squad now so we gotta look out for each other, secrets and all. Not that I’m gonna the others! I just meant that your secret is safe with me, is all. You’re still Sir Liese Brendorn until you tell me otherwise.”
Dot


Dot sat out of the way as Liese began setting up his side of the room. She wondered what he thought of the accommodations, whether or not he was disappointed. Being nobility, he was surely used to bigger spaces and softer beds, maybe he had servants who brought him supper, or dancers to entertain him. Then again, for all the ways Liese had acted exactly like she expected a noble to act, he was also…strange. Somehow she found it more likely that he would sooner embrace the borderline-ascetic life of a trainee than throw up a huff over the fact that their pillows were a bit lumpy.

Then, as if reading her mind, he asked after her own opinion of the room.

“Oh, uh…It’s nice, I think. Cozy. I’ve never really lived with anyone else, so actually it’s kind of exciting, too. I just hope I’m a good roommate, y’know?”

Liese was very polite, almost to the degree of caricature. It reminded her of the nobles in the books Adean would bring her, schmoozing and obsequious, but their true intentions were always hidden. Was she being fair in assuming that of him? Maybe not, but it was a reflex molded into her. When someone offers to shake, you hope for the hand, but you prepare for the knife.

“I appreciate it, Sir Brendorn,” she said, reciprocating his respect, though she wasn’t sure if they’d earned the knightly title yet or not. “And I extend that same confidence to you. You’ve already shown me more kindness than I expected to find in Grayle. I hope to repay it.”

Outside, she heard the rest of the squad settling in, and caught sight of the giant, Signar, and his roommate Zenshin making their way out. Dot hopped back to her feet, pleased to feel the ache in her leg all but eased away. “But not on an empty stomach! How about we go find out what they feed the trainees? I’m crossing my fingers for 'edible.'

She went for the door, pausing briefly to touch the enchantment laid into it. Her lips pursed, but then she grinned back to Liese. “And maybe you can talk me out of scratching this junk off.”
Dot


“Oh gods

Dot stood before the door to Suite 13, Room 1, red-faced with embarrassment. A noble boy for a roommate, and some kind of marked special-treatment in the form of an enchantment, which may as well have been a sign made of fire saying: ‘SUSPISCIOUSLY DIFFERENT’. She didn’t know what it did, or how to decipher it, but it took a great deal of restraint not to immediately grab something sharp and scrape it off. Her identity as an Alexandrian—and perhaps by extension, a royal bastard—might not have been the most well-kept secret, but it wasn’t her only one, either. The last thing she wanted right now was overt attention.

Well, no. The last thing she wanted was a room with the prince. Instead they were neighbors. If that was fate, she’d be annoyed but unsurprised. If it was not fate, she would remember it. Liese was a comfortable choice by comparison, but despite their amicable introduction, Dot still had reservations about him. Sincerity did not preclude him from the sort of vileness she expected, even if it had not shown itself yet.

But those were concerns for later. For now, it was best to get herself squared away, which likely wouldn’t be too difficult considering she had nothing left to her name but an empty coin pouch and the dirty shirt on her back. One of her other suitemates—Julian, she thought—came out of Room 4 briefly, and she nodded awkwardly to him before he retreated. She did the same, pushing into the room before the rest of the suite would come flooding in.

Small. That was her first thought. Small, but not necessarily in a bad way. Small could be safe, it could be warm, and cozy. The only reference she really had was her room back home, which had been big, yes, but a thousand times more suffocating than this. Regardless of her roommate worries, the idea of sharing a space with someone brought her…relief. Countless times she had woken to the dark and empty. Isolation made her wrong. Ruined her. She would have taken Room 2, if it meant she wouldn’t be alone.

She found uniforms on the beds. She’d change later; Liese knowing who she was meant that she wouldn’t have to sneak around to do it, at least. They didn’t look restrictive, but she’d still have to get used to moving in them as she did with all new clothing. It wasn’t just that dancing in dresses was different than dancing in trousers, it was different from one pair to the next, too. The type and quality of the fabric, the tightness of the waist, the tapering of the legs, it all mattered. The boots she could work with—if she could do aerials in the ratty things she had on, she could do them in these.

Part of her wanted to crawl into the bed and sleep. She was tired and still a bit sore, but not more than she was hungry. A meal would give her energy, then maybe she could fit in a bit of training in the courtyard before calling it a day. After all, it never hurt to be prepared.
Dot



Liese was…odd. He was at once exactly what Dot had expected a noble to be like, yet also strikingly different. It seemed to her that he spoke like the mummers at court did to their audiences, with enough zeal and bombast to make up for every poor dejected sod that had been turned away, and he was almost stiflingly proud about it too. But, he wasn’t using that pride like she’d seen some of the other nobles do. Part of her had expected derision or blackmail, instead she got understanding, even empathy. She wondered what the young noble meant about being judged himself, but she wasn’t afforded much time to think on it.

To his last statement she nodded. His ambitiousness aside, he had motives she could certainly respect, and in fact fervently agree with. “I hope we do.” she said, and found she meant it. “And…thank you. For the confidence. I hope I can repay that trust.”

“Good morrow, gentlemen!”

Dot turned to the newcomer, smiling on instinct, until he introduced himself as Nathaniel of House Lowthren, and she realized she was now in the presence of not one but two nobles. It made sense of course. You didn’t fill the second seat at a table helmed by the prince with the ass of a nobody. But, then, why had it been Nathanial? Granted, Dot wasn’t versed in Grayle’s social hierarchy, so there was certainly a chance that House Lowthren was simply just that important, but after only a brief conversation with them, Dot found it hard to believe that Liese wasn’t important either.

Actually, hadn’t Nathanial been the one laid low by the Baker boy? Conversely, Liese had made short work of another noble in his own bout. By merit alone, should it not have been him commanding as second, or third? Adean would have scolded her for being presumptuous, but in the back of her mind, Dot couldn’t help hearing Liese’s words again. Perhaps the boy’s empathy had sincere roots.

Nevertheless, just as Dot knew it would have been rude to turn Liese away, she also knew it would have been just as rude to redirect that unused spite at Nathanial. Even if he was just being formal, there was a friendliness in formality that she was particularly starved of, and while her susceptibility to smiles and kind words was a bit worrying, she decided for now that she’d take them with grace, and reciprocate as best she could. Besides, she’d already been pleasantly surprised by Liese. Perhaps Nathanial would surprise her as well.

“Thank you, mister, uh…second seat. Nathanial. I look forward to learning from you. With your aid the Eastern House will surely flourish.” She bowed to them both, deep and proper like she’d seen the dancers do in the presence of their betters. “At your leave, then. I guess we’ll all be mingling again tonight once we have our quarters…and some food, hopefully.”

With that, she joined the rest of the gathering squadron, who seemed ready to make for the barracks. On the way she passed the blue-haired boy that was their third seat. Kaiser Underwall, another alleged noble from a House whose importance she could only infer from his position. His spar had been…interesting. Very straight forward. She admired it really, how brazenly he’d abandoned his weapon to run his opponent down, almost like a dog. Perhaps it was his intentional self-disarmament that kept him from being disqualified as she had. Regardless of all that, she’d been most impressed by the athletic feats he’d performed during the naming ceremony. She was worried her—admittedly nascent—style would get her ridiculed, but it was relieving to see one of their commanding members shared her penchant for acrobatic flair.

“That flip was really cool,” she said. Something about him didn’t put her on edge the same way the other nobles did. He seemed unkempt. Disarming. “Bet you could get over someone at ground-level with enough momentum, if they were, y'know, swingin’ low or something. Would be pretty sweet…uh, sir. Sorry.”

She bowed her head to him too and kept going, a bit embarrassed by her own informality. Knights were meant to be all prim and proper, what with all their codes and honor and such. But she’d always read how soldiers were chummy with one another, sometimes even their superiors. Was that allowed here? She’d told herself she wouldn’t care about offending nobles but now that she was actually here it was suddenly much harder to actually be rude.

In most cases, anyway.

Prince Rossweine was talking to the others one by one it had seemed. Getting to know his subordinates. Not exactly the mark of a tyrannical, egomaniacal leader. Nonetheless she found her jaw clenching the closer she drew to him, felt that hateful little flame flaring again, and beneath that there was undeniably fear curling her stomach. She tried to keep her eyes low, her face impassive, and whatever words were stewing in the back of her mind from boiling out of her mouth.

Dot passed the prince without stopping, burying herself in the vanguard of the group headed for the barracks. Food, she thought, intensely enough to distract her. Real food. Bed. Warmth. People. This was not a mistake. This was not a mistake.
Dot

Dot watched their numbers dwindle and began to worry. Even when so many had gone that she no longer needed the post to see the stage, she found herself anchored there, afraid that moving might be perceived as some kind of slight against the gods, and they would strike her name from the list, and then maybe smite her for good measure. She trilled her fingers on the wood in time to a song she couldn’t even hear in her own head over the pounding of her heart.

However, when she heard the prince’s name, Rossweine Lupus Grayle, it all seemed to quiet. Her eyes found him easily, he looked almost exactly like she’d expected royalty to look, right down to the demeanor. Down to the wire as they all were, yet he seemed so calm, picturesque, like the wind itself didn’t dare bother him.

Anger sparked within her, so suddenly that it took her by surprise. It caught kindling she didn’t know was there, and began to burn voraciously. Her lips pursed until she was chewing at them. Her fingers had stopped trilling, she was gripping the post so tightly now her knuckles were whitening. If looks could be weapons, she would have been hanged for an attempt on the prince’s life.

“Zenshin Ferros!”

Dot jolted, having only really caught the last name and nearly mistaking it for her own. Just as she was about to climb down, a beanpole of a boy stepped forward, and she realized her mistake. Her burgeoning fury was snuffed, and in its ashes she wilted. Perhaps she would be sleeping soundly alone after all—

“Dot Auferrum!”

Cruel, gods. Very cruel. This time Dot nearly fell off the post, only managing to catch herself an inch from even further humiliation. As she joined the rest of thirteenth squadron, a sort of fog descended upon her. That was it, she had made it after all. She wasn’t some wandering vagrant anymore, or a listless exile. She was a knight of Grayle—in training, anyway. It was as the man said: the kingdom needed them, and they were called to defend it.

Dot found it hard to draw any real sense of patriotism from that duty, but then again, this whole thing probably counted as treason. No going back to Alexandria now. She tried to let that feel like a good thing, and put Adean out of her thoughts, but that just made her feel guilty. So instead she directed her thoughts to their mentor’s parting question. As her squadmates began shuffling off for the eastern barracks, she followed, slowed less by her limp and more by her inability to find and answer.

What could she do for Grayle? All of the things that came to mind made her feel ill.

“Lady Auferrum.”

Despite the fact that the blonde boy had walked right up to her, Dot felt like she’d been smacked on the back of her head with a pole. Reflex screamed at her to clap a hand over his mouth, but she was too dumbstruck to manage even a quiet 'ShhHHH!' She just stood there as Liese Victoire of House Brendorn introduced himself, petrified, eyes flicking around in case anyone had heard the boy casually out her to the world. Well, halfway, at least. In all fairness, she had banked perhaps too heavily on the people of Grayle being as oblivious to foreign nobility as she was.

But Liese was different, like Rossweine. Both reeked of nobility, but where the prince had breezy ethereality, Liese was practically oozing with proud ambition. That alone made Dot’s teeth itch. She stared at the outstretched hand, and a bitter part of her wanted to refuse it, refuse the whole introduction altogether. But that wasn’t nice—Dot wasn’t the most experienced socialite but even she knew that much—and more important than that, it wasn’t fair. Liese might have been a noble, but he was being nice, or trying. And he seemed genuine, or at least she thought so. Assuming the best of others’ intentions had never done her well before, but she found her convictions harder to stick to when faced with friendliness.

She did want friends.

Dot shook Liese’s hand and mustered up a smile, though she couldn’t quite wipe the panic from her face. “Wow. I was kinda worried we’d be lacking enthusiasm, what with us being the last picks and all, but it sounds like you already know the road ahead of you. If your match is anything to go by, you seem pretty prepared for it at least. It's nice to meet you too.” Before they could continue on with the group, Dot stayed them a little longer, dropping her voice to a hush. “Ah, but could you…uhm…I probably could have gone about disguising myself better, but as long as it lasts could you just call me Dot? I’d really rather people didn’t treat me any different, not over silly stuff. For now I’m just, ah, one of the boys, you know?”


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