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Current I hope all is well with everyone. <3
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1 yr ago
Gloating after harassing someone to the point that they quit the site (all because they didn't let you join their RP) is actually crazy. Let's leave the toxic incel behavior in 2024 where it belongs.
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1 yr ago
I wish I had a story I could really sink my teeth into, something that truly inspires me creatively. Where is that story?
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2 yrs ago
I love Studio Ghibli <3
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2 yrs ago
For anyone out there that feels wronged, you will never heal until you allow yourself to move on. Wallowing in the past will only cause you more pain. It is time to move on.
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What show is that? Looks like something from that Vampire anime with the magic lol

I'm thinking more like...

Hi @LegendBegins,

Any update on this request?

Present - Late Morning 《》 Lady Melody Heathering 《》 The Haven for Wayward Girls 《》Melody@MemoriaPrudence@PatientBeanMorris@Blizz

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The moment Morris gave his faint agreement—his consent cloaked in duty rather than delight—Melody offered no exuberant thanks, only the softest smile, like the end of a lullaby. “That is most reassuring,” she murmured, her voice a silken thread stitched into the bustle of the room. “I believe the girls will be safer with your presence."

She was gathering her gloves when movement caught the edge of her vision, a tall, skeletal figure with great antlers, moving near soundlessly across the far end of the room. It moved with such eerie poise that it seemed not to walk but to drift, each step too elegant for the mortal world. Melody’s eyes lingered a moment, reflective as polished glass. Curiosity flickered in her, but she let it pass, for something else pulled her gaze.

A sudden thump broke the hush. Prudence had tripped, laying sprawled across the polished floor, her invisibility unraveling like mist in sunlight. She blinked up at them, all gangly limbs and wounded pride, at least from what Melody could reckon.

Morris’s scolding came next, taut and weary, but Melody did not join in. Instead, she let out a quiet, knowing chuckle, the kind that suggested she'd seen this play before and would see it again. “I expect we’ll see you again soon, Miss Havesford,” she said, her tone lilting like bells at twilight. “I’ll be gathering all the girls by evening. Best compose yourself, my dear.”

And with that, she turned and left the cold, isolated room. No rustle of skirts, no click of heels, only the hush that follows a candle being blown out.


Evening arrived like a whispered spell. At the edge of the city, Lady Melody stood before the circus gates, where gilded light curled around iron bars and ghostly music hummed like a song remembered from a fevered dream. Dusk was no longer a color but a mood, the sky a lilac bruise laced with peach and sorrow. Those colors reflected in the mystical center of her irises. Her eyes were full of witchlight.

Mr. Maleficar's Traveling Circus was already alive with flickering lanterns and twirling shadows. Glowing orbs floated like tetherless stars, and the air was perfumed with roasted sugar and something stranger, wild and unspoken.

Yet beneath the enchantment, Melody felt...off-kilter. The sensation stirred just behind her ribcage, as if her heart had skipped a note in some divine composition. Her eyes shifted, irises turning silver as the threads of magic thickened in the air. Something about the place whispered of illusion—not the joyous kind, but the sort spun to obscure rather than delight.

Still, the girls were alight with joy. Some clung to one another, pointing and gasping; others skipped ahead too eagerly, their laughter shrill and echoing like windchimes tossed in a gale. A few were already causing a ruckus, drawn to the spectacle like moths to flame. Melody was subtle to reprimand them, not wanting to draw attention. Among them, Eliza clung tight to Melody’s hand, her small fingers wound with fierce trust. She hadn’t yet found her footing at the Haven, and it was only Melody she followed without question. Melody’s thumb gently stroked the back of her hand in reassurance, as steady and natural as breathing.

They were soon to pass through the gates, and though Melody’s chin was high and her poise unbroken, she noticed the stares. Whispers. A woman too still, too composed, too elegant, too dark for a place of raucous color and chaotic joy and boundless money. Her gown caught the lamplight strangely; her gaze, unblinking and silver, unsettled.

But she did not waver.

As the lights twinkled and music burst into bloom from within, the swell of color and sound washed over her. A shiver passed through her. It was a rare thing, not of fear, but something like excitement. Unfamiliar. Not entirely unwelcome.

The circus was about to open.


Present - Late Morning 《》 Lady Melody Heathering 《》 The Haven for Wayward Girls 《》Melody@MemoriaMayweather, Prudence@PatientBeanMorris@Blizz

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The compliment lingered in the air like incense. “A saint among many.” Melody did not correct Mayweather. Her lashes lowered, the corners of her mouth curled in a soft, unbothered grace, and her irises shifted: from storm-swept dusk to something rounder, warmer. Lavender melting into lilac. As if her soul had briefly settled into its bones and found itself welcome there. She seemed to still herself... shoulders lowering, hands folding together. A momentary quiet gathered around her like a shawl.

“I don’t know about sainthood,” she said after a beat, her voice gentle, shaded with a smile. “But I do know how to boil tea, hum lullabies, and sit with grief. I suppose that's more than most." A slight hint of melancholy settled in her gaze.

When Mayweather offered to send word for Morris from wherever he was tucked away—likely that cold little lab of his—Melody’s smile remained, though her head inclined in gentle refusal.

“Oh no, don’t trouble yourself, Mayweather. You’ve much to manage as it is,” she said, a tone of understanding nestled behind her words. “I’ll find him.” Melody exited with grace, trailing the quiet warmth of her presence behind her like perfume. She paused briefly, only to add, "Thank you."


Beyond the drawing room and the girls' sleeping quarters, the corridors were quiet in the way cathedrals were... filled with the hush of things left unsaid. Candlelight wavered across aged plaster and gilt-edged tapestries, throwing slow shadows over the stitched coats-of-arms, the stitched bruises of history. Along the walls, portraits of formidable women watched her pass: a weather-beaten sailor with a saber at her hip; a violinist with eyes closed and blood on her bow; a woman clad in widow’s black, her spine as straight as her sorrow. Among others, Melody did not know if these women were real, but she had a nagging sense that each had a story. Each had bled something to build this place, whether historical, fictitious, or otherwise.

The Haven was made of them, she thought. Their rage, their devotion, their ruin.

The light played across Melody’s cheekbones as she walked, her silhouette cast beautifully like the anthousai of some forgotten fairytale. And then—

A grunt. A muttered curse.

Turning a corner, Melody came upon Madame Bisset, arms wrapped around the cracked base of a monstrous flowering pot, its lush orange petals spilling from the rim like overripe tongues.

“Oh dear,” Melody said with a note of melodic sympathy, stepping closer. “Shall I—?”

Bisset huffed, "No, no—leave it." Madame Bisset waved her off with a breathless flurry. “Foolish of me to grow something this large in a clay pot. She's an absolute diva."

Melody chuckled behind her palm, coy and fond. Her voice twinkled, "But what do divas desire more than applause."

The older woman snorted and scoffed but didn’t hide her grin. “Go on, girl. Off to your haunt.”

Melody offered a delicate curtsy, continuing on.


When alone, without emotion to mirror or company to soften, Melody’s eyes often found their resting hue—a deep, violet shade like candlelight cast through amethyst. That color carried no agenda. No false warmth. It was her own. Just her. The true shade of a woman who’d spent most of her life listening to others before herself.

As she neared Morris’s door, her mind wandered toward Mr. Maleficar’s Traveling Circus, which had arrived just before dusk. Perhaps only a few days before. The posters were everywhere in the city... ink-bright and lurid. She hadn’t voiced it aloud, but something in her stirred uneasily when she passed them. Too much color, too much hunger. And yet, she did not want her own reservations to impose on the joy of the girls, who'd already made loud protestations as to why they should be allowed to go. And so, here she was.

The door stood ajar.

Inside, Morris hunched over a table littered with strange things. He was deep in concentration. He hadn’t heard her knock, it seemed. Three times. The clink of glass, the hush of movement drowned out everything but his own preoccupations.

She let herself in, slipping through the door like a sigh and gathering her skirt as to avoid a snag.

The room breathed cold. Not in temperature alone, but in the way mortuaries did. Or cleanly dressed battlefields. The walls were bare stone and mortar. A long table held jars with fluids she couldn’t name. On another lay bone fragments that seemed more sculptural than anatomical. One looked like the curve of a femur that hadn't belonged to any creature she recognized. Even so, all the bones held the shape of questions, unfinished and uncertain. A drain waited in the floor, mouth open.

Melody didn’t shudder, but she did hesitate, heart slowing.

Her fingers curled loosely in front of her skirt as she glanced toward the bones again. Macabre. That was the word that returned. She’d never fully understood his gift, only that it was crude, practical, blood-bound. Nothing like hers. And perhaps that was the difference between them. He built from remnants; she softened wounds with the breath of feeling.

She straightened her spine just slightly, her gift humming beneath her ribs, and adjusting her posture to reduce surprise. Melody's magic had a way of tempering the space around her so as not to rupture the tension of the room.

"Morris?" she said softly, her voice carrying the gentleness of an older sister waking a child from a dream. "Forgive me, I tried knocking..." His attention didn't snap immediately. She let her voice hang.

Melody's gaze flickered toward the darker end of the room. Something stirred faintly. Not seen, not known. She felt the soft impression of emotion, a young aura, light and mischievous. It brushed across her empathic senses like the wing of a moth. Melody's eyes shifted in color, one, a deep azure, the other, a soft, rich emerald. She thought it might be Prudence, knowing of the girl's penchant for invisibility, but made no move to acknowledge it.

She returned her focus to Morris.

“I see you're in the middle of... something,” she began, casting another glance at the skeletal framework on his table, “but I wondered if you might accompany me and a few of the girls into town. The circus has arrived not too long ago, and I thought it might do them good to see a bit of fantasy outside our walls.”

The woman hesitated a beat before she continued, searching for words with velvet care.

"I'd go alone, but..." she offered a faint smile that didn't quite reach her eyes, "I imagine the sight of me leading a troupe of mostly lily-faced girls through a strange, tented bazaar might stir more curiosity than comfort. Optics being what they are."

It was more of a half-smile now. Not bitter. Just honest, despite her position in society as the ward of the widowed Baroness Florence Heathering.

Her thumb brushed across her palm. She waited then. Heterochromatic eyes steady. Eyes full of witchlight and possibility. Patient. Reaching no further than was welcome.


Present 《》 Lady Melody Heathering 《》 The Haven for Wayward Girls 《》Melody@MemoriaMayweather@PatientBeanMorris (Mentioned)@Blizz

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The butler closed the door with a muted click, leaving the room steeped in the soft hush of late morning. Melody lingered by the bedside, her gaze fixed on Eliza—small, fragile, curled into the pale cotton sheets like a secret she was sworn to keep. Outside, the muffled shouts and laughter of the other girls drifted in through the glass, a reminder that life still spun happily on for those untouched by present fears.

A glimmer of movement caught her eye. Just beyond the windowpane, three girls pressed in close, their breath fogging the glass as they stared at the newest arrival to Lady Rosemarie’s Haven. Their auras, curiosity tinged with caution, flared faintly in her vision, a swirl of pale yellow and muted green. Melody’s gaze met theirs, her irises catching the light in that strange, almost liquid way they often did when she was attuned to the emotions of others. At once, the girls startled and scurried off, their shapes vanishing down the garden path.

She didn’t notice she was still humming the lullaby until the last notes slipped out of her mouth and into the still air, long after Eliza had surrendered to sleep. Melody's hand hovered briefly over the child’s blankets, a faint ache pulling in her chest as she thought of her own mother.

A final glance, steady, protective, and she turned toward the door. A knock came just as her fingers brushed the handle. The door opened to reveal Mayweather, framed in the hall’s dim light. Melody didn’t know her well. Few truly did. Mayweather was a woman spun from secrets and shadows, with hair the shade of a morning fire, but there was an unspoken understanding between them. Pleasant enough. Safe enough. As the other woman stepped inside, Melody’s eyes instinctively shifted to match the exact shade of Mayweather’s own emerald green, the edges of her voice taking on the faintest trace of her Irish lilt without her willing it.

She listened as Mayweather delivered Lady Rosemarie’s summons for early tomorrow morning, nodding once.

“Of course,” Melody murmured, her tone smooth but threaded with quiet curiosity. “Though I admit, you’ve piqued my interest. Lady Rosemarie rarely calls for urgency unless the ground is shifting beneath our feet.”

When Mayweather offered her warm praise, Melody’s lips curved, not in vanity, but in something gentler.

“You’re kind to say so, but I’ve only done what any of us would, if we’re paying proper attention.”

Her gaze lingered on the sleeping girl, softening. “Perhaps I fuss over them more than I should... but I’ve always thought... if I cannot have children of my own, I may as well love the ones who find their way to our care.”

She didn’t let the silence settle too long, straightening with the ease of someone who knows how to close a thought before it turns too heavy.

“Tell me, Mayweather, have you seen young Morris about? I’ve a small... request for him. Something harmless enough.”


One Month Ago 《》 Madame Bisset speaking to Lady Rosemarie about Lady Melody 《》 The Haven for Wayward Girls 《》@Memoria

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"So, what seems to be your concern?" Lady Rosemarie begins, "Is it about our new attendant, Lady Melody?"

Madame Bisset is a herbalist from France, a wise, older woman whose keen sense of people has provided her with immense insight into the inner workings of humanity. Her enlightened gift grants her the ability to influence plant life. She can plant a seed and urge it to bloom in mere minutes. Simple, yes, but quite a marvelous and invaluable gift. She's been an essential steward of The Haven and one of Lady Rosemarie's closest confidantes. The Madame's lip tightens as her eyes fall to the near-empty tea cup resting on her lap. She seems lost in her thoughts, aimlessly twirling the spoon in an unrefined manner. After a moment, she gathers herself, ending the mindless motion of her aging wrist as she looks up.

"You know, she reminds me of lavender steeped in midnight. Calming, but if you brew her wrong... poisonous in ways you won’t taste until it’s too late."

Lady Rosemarie's eyebrow lifts delicately, "Go on..."

"I've grown quite fond of her, truly. I would even say I admire her, but she is dangerous. Gentle by nature, but dangerous nonetheless. Helpful, if treated carefully, but the potential harm she may impose upon others if her gift is misused concerns me."

Lady Rosemarie says nothing, only her eyes narrow in attentiveness, her body shifting with a sense of curiosity at Madame Bisset's carefully chosen language.

The herbalist continues, more bluntly now, "Mon ami, let me put it this way. Melody's danger lies in her reach, non? She can enter a person's emotional world so...seamlessly, so convincingly, that she blurs the line between comfort and control. She can become exactly what someone needs, but in doing so, she may also bend their will, dull their instincts, or awaken feelings that were never fully theirs to begin with. The gentleness of her magic makes it harder to resist. That subtlety is what makes her dangerous."

"I see..."

"Rosemarie, mon ami, I only heed this warning out of caution for the girls, for you, for The Haven. I've seen her magic firsthand, time and time again. And you know of her past almost better than anyone. The poor woman...but her good intentions can still lead to destruction, and these girls are highly impressionable. Lady Melody may sever bonds to protect someone, but what if she cuts too deep? What if she breaks a connection that could have been mended with time, or silences love before it has the chance to bloom? She is a powerful empath, which makes her vulnerable to others' emotions and to severing those crucial bonds that tie us all together."

Madame Bisset pauses suddenly, her countenance shifting as if she regrets having brought it up at all. But in the end, she is a woman who speaks from the gut, from the heart.

"I only fear that, one day, Melody will act from a place of exhaustion, grief, or misplaced devotion, and in doing so, accidentally destroy something sacred and essential. Frankly, I've never once treated her like a porcelain doll, nor a weapon, but rather, a storm dressed in silk. Beautiful. Gentle beyond reason. But that woman, I believe, is capable of ruin..."


Present Day 《》 Lady Melody Heathering 《》 The Haven for Wayward Girls 《》@Memoria



The girl hadn’t stopped shaking since she crossed the threshold.

She was curled in the smallest corner of the parlor, knees tucked beneath her like she could disappear inside herself. Her name was Eliza, or at least, that was what she whispered when asked. Melody had offered warm tea, a wool blanket, and silence; the first two accepted with trembling hands, the last with desperate gratitude. But Melody didn’t need words to understand. She could see it.

Eliza’s aura quivered around her like a torn ribbon; sharp pinks of shame, bruised yellows of fear, the gray-green rot of long-endured dread. It clung to her like wet fabric. Melody’s eyes, tonight a gentle rose-gold, shimmered faintly as she knelt before the girl, careful not to startle her.

“I’ll sit here,” she murmured, folding her skirts beside her. “That’s all. Just sit.”

And for a while, she did. But as she breathed, the space between them changed. Melody softened, not just her voice, but the tilt of her spine, the curve of her shoulders, the shape of her very presence. She became something quieter, smaller, more fragile. The fear in the girl didn’t vanish, but it recognized Melody’s mirrored ache, and it loosened. Eliza reached for her hand.

“He said I was his,” the girl whispered. “He said I was the only thing keeping him alive.”

Melody’s smile didn’t falter, but her pupils flickered slightly, like candlelight catching wind.

“My dear,” she said, gently, “you are not a thing. And he does not get to live by swallowing your light.”

With those kind words, Eliza fell into her arms. They sat there in silence for a while. And Melody, eventually humming a lullaby and watching the colors around the girl soften into shades of peace, held her until she drifted into slumber. With the help of a nearby butler, they carried her to an empty bed in one of the shared living quarters for the younger-aged girls and tucked her under the cool cotton. She hardly stirred. Lady Melody didn't need to see her aura to realize she had not found a peaceful rest for quite some time. And the other girls were out on break thankfully. So in repose, Eliza could finally have a moment to dream sweet.

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