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Guinevere Stark


Guin cried softly, thinking of what to say. It did mean a lot to her, hearing her father say that she wasn't a disappointment and that he essentially didn't regret her existence...but the words Banner had said still stung. They were things she believed, ones that contributed to her ending up in a rehab facility. She used to runaway all of the time, vanishing for as long as she could without someone finding her, all in an attempt to disappear. She thought it would have made her father's life better if she wasn't around. "...You're just saying that, Dad..."

Banner choked, stumbling forward as he went after his son. "They're the only thing that matters, Lance..." Banner mumbled, sobbing as he grabbed onto the door frame. He looked like he was about to be sick or something, fighting off a transformation into the Hulk not from anger but from deep and gnawing sadness. "You're the only thing that matters..."


Guinevere Stark


"...Just because you never thought of me as a mistake doesn't mean it isn't true," Guin said quietly, but she moved a bit closer to her father. She knew everything that was said about her. Her father had put in a request to get her Wikipedia page locked, after all of the lies from Maddie that people put up on it. She sighed and hugged her dad back tightly, still crying a bit. "...I'm sorry I'm such a fuck up..." she mumbled. "I didn't want to disappoint you so much like this...You probably would have been happier if I wasn't born...You and Pepper could've had your own family...I just get in the way."

"Lance, buddy..." Banner sighed, looking at the ground. "Your feelings are always important...Of course it matters...If you...if you...if you want to....if you want to..." But Banner couldn't finish his sentence, holding his head as he stumbled a bit, feeling incredibly sick and stressed. He had no clue what he was doing and he doubted anything he said would actually help his son.


Guinevere Stark


"....A lot of stuff was said back there, you'll have to be more specific..." Guin mumbled, still not looking at him. Her hair had fallen forward and it was partially obscuring her face. However, Tony would be able to see that she was crying softly. She had been trying to be more emotionally honest, at least with herself, since rehab. But there were still occasions - more often than not, really - where she instead just clammed up. The alternative tended to be just lashing out and screaming at people. And then, a small percentage of the time, she could calmly discuss how she felt.

Banner sighed, his hands still shoved into his pockets but he looked up at his son. "...Of course it matters, Lance...I....I just want you to be happy and healthy...That's all I've ever wanted for you..." he said softly. He then looked back down at the ground, tensing up slightly in anticipation of his son screaming at him or pushing him away again. He figured that he would have messed up somehow with just that one honest attempt at repairing what was left of their relationship. He had several PhDs but none of them told him how to communicate properly with his son.


Guinevere Stark


Guin didn't want Lance to let go of her as her dad entered the room, but she didn't say anything, just nodding at Lance as he made his excuses and then left the room. She didn't really know what to say to Tony. She usually found it better to let him start these types of conversations and she couldn't help but feel like it was visitation time at rehab all over again, with her dad coming with a fake smile on his face to talk to her. She hugged her knees to her chest, not looking at him. "...You going to finish that sentence or just let it hang?" she muttered.

Back in the kitchen, Banner and Pepper had fallen silent by the time Lance would get there. Banner was just staring at Pepper, processing the information he had taken in. Between that and learning about Lance's depression - mostly Lance's depression - he had been snapped out of his anger. Instead, he was just filled with a crushing sadness. His son was suicidal and he hadn't known - he hadn't been there for him. Lance didn't have a Hulk to keep him from killing himself. Banner gulped, feeling like a mess of nerves as he looked at his son. "Lance, buddy..."

"Take a breather, Bruce. I think you two need this conversation to happen alone," Pepper interjected, before she left the kitchen, leaving Banner and Lance alone. Banner took another pause, thinking of how to start this again. "....Are you depressed?"


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"Don't want your apology, Iron Brat," Banner muttered, shoving his hands in his pockets as Tony walked off. He then looked at Pepper, glaring at her. He knew that if Tony knew Lance was depressed, then Pepper knew as well. And why they had decided to withhold that information from him, he wasn't sure. It was definitely something he'd be calling Tracey about to let her know later, as that's what parents did - they communicated! "What the hell is he talking about anyways, Pepper? Everyone knows he slept with anything that moved - including Maddie Cromwell."

Pepper sighed, making sure the kids weren't within earshot. "Guin's real mother didn't want her to know - so Tony asked Madison Cromwell to pose as her mother."

"....And he thinks I'm a bad parent?! That's the worst idea I've ever heard!" Banner exclaimed.

Back in Guin's room, Guin hadn't moved. "Well, you're biased anyways," Guin muttered. She doubted Lance would ever say anything bad about her, even if it was true and she deserved it. He was just too nice of a person sometimes - all of the time, really. However, and while she'd never admit it, being held did help her calm down slightly. She didn't want to seem like she was dependent on anyone else, but the physical contact was soothing in its own way. She had read up on the biochemical explanation for it once - that the brain releases endorphins when you're held, even if you're having a panic attack, and because of that you are eventually calmed down. "I don't even think Dad will ever trust me again...."
>When the character interaction in your 1x1 gets heated and a huge fight breaks out


Guinevere Stark


Guin nodded, resting her head on Lance's chest. "The whole world thinks that I'm just a stupid addict..." she muttered, her eyes watering. "I-I made a mistake and because of my fucking mother, everyone knows about it..." She bit her lip and shut her eyes. What Banner had said hurt a lot, mostly because he dug up old wounds. She knew what he thought about her - there was a reason out of all of the Avengers, she didn't think of him as an honorary aunt or uncle. Maybe when she was younger, but she always felt like he was judging her. "....Can you just hold me...." she then mumbled. She was hurting and knew that being alone was probably a bad idea - even though it had been her first idea.

Back in the kitchen, Pepper was keeping a surprisingly strong grip on Tony. "The two of you need to drop this, right now, before you break California!" Pepper hissed. She knew the type of destruction that happened when superheroes fought and the Malibu home was quite literally on a cliff. With only one Iron Man suit that Tony had brought, she wasn't even certain if it was meant for fighting the Hulk. Of course, she also realized that neither Tony or Banner seemed to be in their right minds.

Men. So typical...

Banner was beyond angry, still not transforming into the Hulk as he stared Tony down. "You really think I'm dumb enough to believe that whore isn't your kid's mother?!" he shouted, gripping the side of the island counter. "And I do my fucking best for my son! How fucking dare you say I act like he doesn't exist! The only reason I get up in the morning is for Lance! The only reason I haven't tried to eat a bullet again is for him! He's all I got, you rich asshole! You don't understand what it's like to have nothing! Everything you have came from your father's company!"


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"Tony, are you nuts?!" Pepper asked, grabbing onto him and pulling him away from Banner. She didn't want to be anywhere near Banner if he was about to Hulk out. And while he didn't seem to be turning green, she doubted that would last much longer if Tony kept on hitting him and shoving him around. Pepper didn't want Banner hitting Tony either, but at least Tony didn't turn into the Hulk if someone attacked him. As he was so fond of pointing out, he was Iron Man all the time.

"Pepper, stay out of this!" Banner snapped, getting to his feet. "You guys are pathetic if you think a little argument is going to make me lose control..." he mumbled, taking deep breaths but he was still incredibly angry with Tony. "At least my kid didn't just about overdose!" he shouted, glaring at Tony. "Lance is gonna be something one day - he's better than I am and that's the point. Your kid? She's worse than you are - probably her greatest accomplishment..."

"STOP THIS RIGHT NOW!" Pepper stressed.

It was probably for the best that Guin couldn't hear the shouting from her room. Her earbuds fell out as Lance hugged her, but she didn't move to put them back in or turn off the walkman or anything. "...I shouldn't exist, Lance...My parents didn't want me," she muttered. "I'm just a waste of space, an accident...Hell, if I wasn't here, then at least I'd be helping to end overpopulation or some bullshit..."


Guinevere Stark


Truthfully, while Guin didn't want to talk to anyone, talking to Tony would have helped right then. Hearing from someone else - no matter how well intentioned - that her father didn't think of her as a mistake only made it worse. She knew logically that Lance had stopped him from coming over, but emotionally, it was something she needed to hear from Tony. Hearing it from Lance only made her doubt even more that it could have been true - that if her father couldn't even say it to her, then there was no way it wasn't a lie just said to make her feel better. "Go away, Lance," Guin mumbled, not moving to open the door. It wasn't locked, however.

Back with the "adults," Banner stared at Tony, before he punched him across the jaw, not even changing a shade. "You think I don't know that Lance hates me?" he muttered. "But at least my son isn't a fuck-up...He's got more character than your kid will ever have..." Banner mumbled, shaking out his wrist. He generally let Hulk do the punching, but right now, Puny Banner was firmly in control.

"Quit it, both of you!" Pepper shouted. "You are acting like teenagers!"
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