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Dear Mr Curly,
I have done little travelling lately because I have been so dreadfully weary. Can it be true as the old Ecclesiastes said; that all things lead to weariness? Surely not. Perhaps the opposite is true: that all nothings lead to weariness. I have a peculiar feeling, Curly, that I am worn out from something I haven't yet done and the more I don't do it, the more exhausted I become. How strange. Could it be something I haven't realised? Perhaps it's something I haven't said? Something I haven't finished! It must be very large and true whatever it is and a lively struggle in the doing but I look forward to it immensely. I know I need it. First, however, I must curl up in my chair and sleep deeply with the duck. Perhaps I'll dream of this thing and wake up refreshed and do it. My fond wishes to you Mr. Curly, and to all Curly Flat.
Yours sleepily,
Vasco Pyjama
xxx
P.S. Not having breakfast can make you weary. That's for sure!
Michael Leunig. The Curly Pyjama Letters.

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Fendros scrunched his eyes shut at Ahnasha's whispers. "It will be one thing at a time, Ahna. Trust-"

"It is rude to whisper secrets between yourselves," Calia interrupted. "Speak plainly or we need not speak at all."

For the first time since they sat down, Monderyn cleared his throat and gave Fendros a sideways look. "If you're really here to tell the truth, Fendros, don't dodge away from where your soul is going."

Fendros peered over at Monderyn, and then to the mouth-full-of-needles expression on his mother. They did not appear to pick up on Ahnasha's words but it made sense that Monderyn would know Fendros' white lies. He had known about his condition for the longest in the family and may have read more. He had brought a silver dagger when he found Fendros in the Imperial City after all.

"Very well," Fendros sighed. "Mother, you should be told. When one contracts lycanthropy, their soul is taken upon death to Hircine's hunting grounds in Oblivion to join the eternal hunt. Unless any of my ancestors are lycans as well, I will not be joining any of them at the end of my life, no matter how repentant I am."

Calia held her breath and her scowl. "And why have you lied to me?"

Fendros wiped his hand down his face and leaned his forehead on his fingers. "I wanted to put it off until a better time. I've come back and put a lot of tidings on the table, I didn't want to shock you into...well, disowning me, like father just did."

There was a second of silence while Calia's jaw began to quiver. "I will be the judge of that. Your father may be cruel and ill-tempered at times, but it shall be more than simply wasting a century in the arms of a lesser woman that convinces me to do the same. I am saddened to hear that your soul has been doomed. Lying to me about it almost offends me enough to think otherwise." She drew a breath from her nose and turned to firmer words. "Do not do so again, Fendros."

Calia angled her head to Ahnasha. "So you wish to know what I think of you, Ahnasha?" Her tone was not as firm, but still equally as cross as moderated to elegance. "I am grateful that you helped my son in his time of need. I cannot blame you for his hardships, but I find your actions selfish and naive. You are not worthy of Fendros, soul damned or no. My son deserves better than a short-lived beast and an aberrant spawn that was never meant to be."

Closing his eyes bowing his head forward, Fendros' fists clenched to the point of crackling and pallor. By the time Calia was done, he was all but shaking in contained fury.



Harriet proceeded from the fireplace to a sack next to what served as a kitchen bench. "Okay," she murmured after a moment. She bent down and produced some potatoes from the sack, putting them on the bench. She stopped to turn to Meesei with a slackened jaw. "Just one more thing, champion. Did you want your ring back? It's...not the most comfortable thing."

If Harriet's behaviour was still anything like Lorag's in that moment, she wasn't likely expressing how uncomfortable it really was.



Janius spent a moment looking at Lorag before going up to him. He needed to think carefully of how to approach the situation without making him angry. He decided to take the route of mirroring his actions. Janius walked up to Lorag and crossed his arms, looking off in the direction that Lorag was staring.

"Quite a shock, huh?" Janius began. "That was the last thing I expected to see today." Janius glanced to Lorag's eyes. "You know, I wouldn't know what to do in this situation to be honest, so I won't assume anything, but..." Janius hissed a sigh out between his teeth. "You've got time to think. What's going through your head right now?"
I hope I didn't make anyone angry with that comment about avatars, by no means I meant it as a complaint of any sort.


Nah, I was just commenting due to OOC discussion being a great method of procrastination from my other commitments.
"Is that so?" Calia said. Her head angled back. "Are you so certain that you will be amongst Fendros' ancestors when his soul passes on? Are you so arrogant to assume that you are worthy of joining our family in the afterlife?"

Fendros gave Ahnasha a look, before breathing in to speak. "Mother, it's not..." he trailed off and sighed from his nose. "What Ahna means to say is that she understands that I can't let her be part of my entire life." He put his hands together, finally deciding to draw the line on how much he would disclose with the matter of spirituality. "Whether our souls reunite or not is irrelevant."

Calia blinked and slowly breathed in. "When you find yourself a Dunmer wife, Fendros, whenever you decide that shall be...you will leave your connections to Ahnasha and your son behind. Do you understand?"

There was a twinge of anger in Fendros' face at his mother's assertions. However, knowing what he knew and what his mother did not, he cooled his head and nodded. "Yes, mother."

"I do not care if this...lycanthropy curse still afflicts you. It is the only way that you will have a chance of redemption in the eyes of our ancestors."

"Yes, mother," Fendros repeated obediently.

"And your...child." Calia swallowed. "You shall not bring it here. Such a creature is not welcome in this house."

Fendros looked to Ahnasha again, this time with more consideration. He lowered his eyes and turned his crestfallen face back to Calia. "I feel like you are trying to gather things up to end the conversation, mother. I wish you would continue to try getting to know Ahnasha better."

Llarasa was staying silent in her seat. Her look had become increasingly worried as Calia had dictated Fendros' future. Monderyn was staring at the table with a neutral, if submitted face. He looked like he was waiting.



Janius softly nodded and strode to the door. His exit was far more peaceful than Lorag's.

"Yeah, sure, sure," Harriet said. Not able to meet Meesei's eyes, Harriet shuffled over to the fireplace and lifted an old kettle over the coals. She spoke as she added another log to the fire. "I never thought I'd say this but...thanks." Her tone was deadpan, uncannily like Lorag's when he deliberately hid his emotions. "Thanks for givin' Narsi a chance, even if I don't deserve a second one."

Immediately outside of the house, Janius looked for where Lorag might have run off to. Even if he was emotional, he couldn't have wandered too far for risk of losing track of the rest of the pack. Janius couldn't begin to imagine the shock that Lorag must have felt, but he hoped that he could connect to him as a friend. Perhaps as a fellow father as well.
Fair enough. I just had the thought that the Divas are being built for a specific purpose by the looks, though I guess with the discounts you're getting from the mighty actions of the divas themselves, it balances out to a similar intended result.

Also, as soon as I get around to writing more from them, the contrivance for Majus and Minus' respective personalities will eventually be revealed. I've probably said this before, but there is a story reason for it beyond 'because it's fun'.
Speaking more seriously about the Waifu domain. If Ilunabar were to grab it, would she get a discount on making her avatars?

I mean, you could call it the 'Muse' domain or something more serious like that, but no one would ever refer to it my anything other than the Waifu domain.
@Double Capybara I dunno. Might donations have not been explored yet I think so there's that ...


Ilunabar: The first deity to set up an artsy Patreon.

Jvan doesn't count because her fanfics have been free of charge (as far as we know).
@Vec What are you trying to do? Dilute his eyes so much that they become portals to the gap?

Actually, that sounds a lot more horrible now that I've said it.
@poog the pig divas_laughing.png please.
@LokiLeo789

>Edgy Demi-Gods
>The cool ones



"How can you be so sure, Amartia-kun?"


So how long did you spend making that for the express purpose of shitposting?

I think I almost died from laughter.
Calia listened on, not so much as parting her lips to interrupt. There was little for her to do but bow her head in thought when Ahnasha finished. She sighed. As much as she would rather object, nothing Ahnasha said was a lie, she could tell.

"You have spoken eloquently...Ahnasha," Calia admitted. "Only a loving mother could know what you know. For seeing my son again, I am most grateful." Her expression became pained, but she swallowed it away. "I cannot ask you to be gone from Fendros' life. That much is obvious. I hope you understand, however..." Calia lowered her brow. "You have done Fendros a cruelty. He will outlive both you and the child. You bear the fault for that as..."

"No. She doesn't." Fendros interrupted with a similar expression to Calia. "I knew what this meant from the start, Mother. We have talked about it between us. I may be young, but I am sure about this."

Calia shut her eyes while she responded. "This is not about your decision, Fendros, this is about hers." She opened one up hand to Fendros. "You say that she is not like those in the slave cages? She will prove her wisdom, then." Calia opened her eyes again. "Ahnasha, you could imagine your child making a decision that goes against what you believe. You know of your lifespan and what it means for Fendros to marry outside of his race. What do you have to say for yourself?"



"Well..." Harriet hesitated and gave Meesei a sincere look. "Tell him I'm sorry. I won't go soft on him, but I owe him that much at least."

With that, Harriet looked around and scuffed her heel on the wooden floor. "Is that everything? I...uh, ain't exactly the best hostess. You've probably got places to be."

Janius finally spoke up after remaining on guard this entire time. "Meesei, should I go after Lorag?"
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