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Dear Mr Curly,
I have done little travelling lately because I have been so dreadfully weary. Can it be true as the old Ecclesiastes said; that all things lead to weariness? Surely not. Perhaps the opposite is true: that all nothings lead to weariness. I have a peculiar feeling, Curly, that I am worn out from something I haven't yet done and the more I don't do it, the more exhausted I become. How strange. Could it be something I haven't realised? Perhaps it's something I haven't said? Something I haven't finished! It must be very large and true whatever it is and a lively struggle in the doing but I look forward to it immensely. I know I need it. First, however, I must curl up in my chair and sleep deeply with the duck. Perhaps I'll dream of this thing and wake up refreshed and do it. My fond wishes to you Mr. Curly, and to all Curly Flat.
Yours sleepily,
Vasco Pyjama
xxx
P.S. Not having breakfast can make you weary. That's for sure!
Michael Leunig. The Curly Pyjama Letters.

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Rhazii nodded. "I think so. I will help, anyway, that is what dada says. It won't be like hunting with a bow, though. I will have to bite and scratch."

To Meesei, Fendros hummed a brief note. "I believe so. I've taken him hunting chaurus before, so he knows the dangers, but I'll have to trust him to avoid biting into the venom glands or getting pinched. The poison and acid won't kill him, but it's awfully painful. We'll be guiding him through the hunt, at any rate."

"Trust me?" Rhazii caught on to the conversation. "I've butchered plenty of chaurus before. I won't bite its glands!"
Rhazii pulled a tired smile. "Yeah, I think it's going to happen tonight. I have been having nightmares every night for at least two weeks now. Mama and dada say that means that the beast spirit is coming." He idly rubbed at one arm. "I don't know what it's going to be like to be a wolf. I'm...nervous." Julan's other observation did make him let out a small moment of laughter. "It will be weird when you transform, though. You might start winning wrestling matches." Rhazii then quickly added, "You'll still be a big snake butt, though." He poked out his tongue.

"It'll be good to have you back," Fendros said to Meesei. "Your ring might give you control, but I'd be willing to bet that your spirit is going to be especially grateful tonight."

Janius stepped up and addressed them all. "You know, this is the first time we have hunted as a complete pack since...oh, Bruma? Has it been that long?"
Rhazii's ear turned at his mother's voice. After she spoke, he gave her a worried glance punctuated with a twitch of a smile before breaking eye contact again. "I dream that it likes to tear things apart. I hope it is nicer than that."

"You'll be surprised how much you and your beast spirit will begin to think alike once you get to know it." Fendros stepped to keep on setting up the tent, but stopped to look at the approaching pack. He grinned and waved at them all. "Hello!" His eyes even lit up some surprise. "Nice of you to join us, Meesei! Are you hunting tonight?"

While Rhazii was still nervous, he managed a smile for the pack. "Hello," he echoed is father. Eleven year-old Kaj-Julan got his own greeting as usual, though Rhazii's emotional state dampened his tone. "Greetings, Snake Butt."

Kaj had his own arsenal of teasing names for Rhazii. It was unclear when the exchange of teasing started or who shot first, but it echoed through Kaj-Julan and Rhazii's ongoing mix of sibling love and rivalry.
@Kho I'm sorry, I can't hear you over my STABLE ruling dynasties! Get it? Because...horses and stables...and Mongolia...fell apart...eh...

@BBeast Every one of these sciencey posts makes me incredibly grateful that I took high school sciences up to year 12 and Elec-Engineering 101. The only thing I had to look up was 'birefringent'.

Also...

The Panacea Mechanicus, a potion which repairs damage to an object. This version was good, but Teknall could make it more potent. Teknall made a fresh batch of the potion as before, but this time he added a few drops of his own ichor to the mercury before adding the other ingredients. The finished potion glowed gold.

Teknall had a very specific use for this high-potency version of the Panacea Mechanicus. At Teknall's summons, Goliath entered the Workshop. Teknall opened up Goliath and added many mechanical bulbs containing the divine Panacea Mechanicus. These bulbs could spray an aerosol of the potion onto any regions of Goliath which were damaged, and would burst if broken providing an additional boost to regeneration. This feature was only to be used if absolutely necessary, because once the Panacea was used up Teknall would have to manually make more, but it could prove extremely useful in a pinch. With the upgrades complete, Teknall sent Goliath out of the Workshop and back to burning the Acalya.


If I remember right, Teknall effectively gave divine life to Kinesis and Conata when he added that ichor. Does this mean that Goliath is going to join the Robots with Feelings (RwF) club when he uses that Sunny-Dee o' Self-Repair?
"Of course. We will make you something when we get home." Sabine spread a warm smile and helped Meesei begin to walk. "I love you, Meesei," she mentioned.

The pack not only provided a jacket for Meesei, but a waterskin too. Sabine was soon joined by Fendros, who took Meesei's other arm to help her back to the city.

The next two months were a relief in the sense that the uncertainty of Meesei's behaviour was solved. She spent a time in bed to recover physically and to catch up on reports she missed. Sabine doted on Meesei's needs during her free time, no matter how Meesei insisted otherwise. It was not until she got out of bed a week later, looking more nourished and refreshed, that Sabine allowed her independence again. The next steps were her physical strength and participating in the council again. These were both difficult, not only because Meesei overestimated how hard she retrain, but also due to the myriad problems that had arisen due to her absence. Vera and her lieutenants exercised patience, but Meesei still required time to knock the rust off her mind and get up to date in current affairs.

All through the time they had, the pack helped Meesei however they could in her recovery. The damage left by her absence -- both to herself and the clans -- was not likely to fully heal within at least a few years, but Meesei's mind could never permanently be blunted.

Another particular change was Sabine's behaviour around Meesei. Previously, her usual maturity had tended to regress back to hints of delicate adolescence when interacting with Meesei. Now, the softness in her voice, smallness of her demeanour, and the way she would hint at how she was as a child was now all but gone around Meesei. Sabine interacted with her like a fellow adult, with mature interaction, tone, and mannerisms. While it came off as cordial at times, Sabine still showed dear love for her adoptive mother. However, Meesei's actions had evidently left a mark that would not fade away. There was no way of telling whether this was for better or for worse.

The more immediate change was the increase in the intensity of Rhazii's regular nightmares. He was thirteen years old now, experiencing growth spurts and changes that any Khajiit boy his age would expect. Though his beast spirit was growing up, too. He lost more and more sleep, became grumpy and snapped at parents more often. It was not easy for Fendros and Ahnasha, but they knew that the worst was yet to come.

The next full moons were coming up tonight.

As was the case for every night where the moons were full, the entire clan was abuzz with organisation. While they would be heading out at their own pace, Ahnasha, Fendros, and Rhazii went ahead to set up a hunting camp further into the Blackreach tunnels.

It would be difficult for Rhazii, there was no doubt. That did not stop Fendros from trying to reframe it. He flashed Rhazii a grin while they set up a tent together. "You excited, little one?" Fendros kept the name even though Rhazii was rapidly closing with his height.

Rhazii did not look up from his task. He held a nervous frown and merely gave an acknowledging grumble.

"Ah, you don't need to be nervous. We'll be right here." Fendros stepped around and clapped a hand on Rhazii's back. "This will be a milestone for you. You're growing up."

Rhazii sighed and mumbled. "Hrolf had his first transformation a couple of months ago. He said it hurts."

Fendros lowered his voice and gave a sympathetic look. "I understand if you're anxious. I will not lie, it does hurt, but it gets a little easier each time. After tonight, you will have experienced the worst of the shifting part, isn't that right, mama?" Fendros turned to Ahnasha for confirmation.
I think it would be good as an intermission. It doesn't have to last too long, but a played out epilogue to recent events would be nice to tie the last act on without being too jarring.
Ah, fair enough.
Meesei had settled the debate without any words. Second thoughts brought the possibility of someone finding the book downstream, but it was unlikely enough to be any friends or enemies that there was no point speaking up about it. More importantly, if there were any more doubts about Meesei's commitment to resuming her responsibilities, they were quashed as soon as the book was thrown.

Lorag's words summed up everyone's opinion. No one else felt the need to speak.

Sabine had one hand clasped in the other while she watched on, but knowing Meesei's physical weakness, she crept up to her to support her once more.

"That book meant a lot to you," Sabine said. "I am sorry everything ended up like this."
@BBeast Tallgrass is in Mesathelassa isn't it? I thought you already spent khookies getting agriculture there?
"They have. They still know you. They can help." Sabine said as they neared the others.

"How are you Mees-" Fendros was cut off when he fumbled at the now empty leather bag in his hands. When he secured it, the pack was staring at Meesei and the book in tense silence.

Sabine resumed cautiously. "It did not burn. I do not know how to destroy it. If we should."

"We should," Janius declared. "If it only going to do more harm, we should not let anyone have it."

Fendros did not sound sold on either answer, but he thought out loud. "It could be hidden. Buried, maybe."

"Before that..." Sabine looked to everyone. "Did everyone hear us?" She asked, referring to the conversation by the cliff.

Fendros nodded. "Sabine was right, Meesei. You can come back from this. We are just glad to have you here."

Despite his adamant tone regarding the book, Janius softened and nodded in agreement with Fendros. "You have not lost us, alpha. We don't intend to lose you."
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