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I'd have posted my sheet yesterday after it was approved, but hey, what if someone else wanted the hotly contested Hawk and Dove?

Location: New York City, New York
Hounded – 3.02

Interaction(s): None
Previously: 3.01

Even in a city known throughout the world for its long, historied past with the hotdog, Nate and Frank’s Franks had a certain affinity for gathering customers. The kitchen, tactfully planted by the street, allowed for any walking by to catch the scent, and if they didn’t feel like coming to the nice and warm interior in this mid-winter cold, then hey, there was a counter and register accessible right from the street, and if there wasn’t a few dogs ready to go at any given time then something was very wrong in the world. As for the taste, well, any decent place could get serviceable quality dogs and toppings, but the real secret was in the buns. A little sweetener gave them a near imperceptible smoothness to the taste, but the real trick was in steaming the buns. Grilling was more effective in a service environment, but Nate and Frank agreed that the crunch was meant to be in the onions or peppers, not the bun. Steaming however could lead to sogginess if made to sit in heat for too long, so the accessible access leapt over this hurdle with flying colors, like the vibrant paper tray it was served in.

So, compared to the pickings Bruce was usually able to scrounge up, to find one of these dogs, about a quarter of it bitten off, the rest sitting in an open trash can only barely touching the side of the garbage bag, well, it was nothing short of a miracle. All the little nuances in its construction were lost as Bruce rubbed his hands together, trying to get them to a state where he could pretend they were clean before carefully snatching it up. The cold frank was the only protein he’d gotten in what felt like ages, and the sugars in the ketchup and mustard, the variety of flavors in the relish, onions, even the pungent sauerkraut, all mixed together in a slurry of things his body was craving. Why someone would get ketchup and kraut on a dog was beyond him, and of course meat in general wasn’t something he’d normally partake in. But for all its repugnance, Bruce accepted it without much thought to any other option. These past few months he had been stuck with trying to gather cans and bottles for recycling to try and get some kind of snack, otherwise subsisting on garbage much like this. He’d practically been subsisting on popcorn: no one who got any at Target ever finished the whole bag.

Down to the end, all that remained was the area near where the previous owners bite had been, his fingers carefully gripping that end so as to not touch what he’d been eating, leaving Bruce at an impasse. His mind revolted against him, decades of conditioning regarding basic hygiene creating and odd contradiction in his fresh revulsion (one he didn’t really find rational given that he’d had no problem eating the rest despite literally pulling it from the trash). The other thing holding him back was that he’d noticed a young girl staring at him. She’d just been holding hands with her mother, the woman trying to flag down a taxi, while she just watched silently, eyes wide in abject distaste. Bruce paused, forced to imagine himself from the outside. Not as a man at his lowest doing what he could to survive, but as a filthy parasite living off of scraps and looking like nothing anyone would want to associate with. His ragged puke green coat that was missing half its buttons, and the overly baggy jeans that would be falling off if not for the extra layers underneath. The real capstone on his ‘clearly stolen from a clothing donation box’ wardrobe was definitely the red and green Christmas themed pajama top wrapped around his neck like a scarf to guard against the winter chill. Filled with a sudden desperation to get out of sight, he felt nauseous with himself, holding his breath and shoving the last bite in his mouth. Resisting an urge to gag, he turned away, forcing himself to choke down what he’d gotten. He’d let himself feel like garbage later, eat it now while he could.

Aiming to get out of sight through a nearby alleyway, he was immediately stopped by a mangy doberman that had been minding its own business. At Bruce’s approach it turned about, gnarled fangs bared as it barked, the booming yelps keeping Bruce at bay, the man quickly turning to keep going along the sidewalk. Feeling eyes on his back, he kept his head down and kept moving. The swirl of crowds and lights and towering buildings all felt the same to him. He might not even be in the New York metropolitan area any more for as far as he knew.

Bruce had been mulling about New York for the better part of December, now into January. His autumn had been spent traveling cross country: walking, hitchhiking, sneaking onto a train once, all to get here. But now that he was here, he didn’t know where to go. He didn’t remember his father’s new surname. It used to be Ti- something, it hadn’t been Banner in around 20 years now. He knew he was a neurogeneticist, but the name of the lab had escaped him. The information was too specific to just inquire about, yet Bruce couldn’t think of a way to get to a computer where he could search properly. There were options of course, but the prospect of approaching anyone left Bruce, well…

He was afraid. Even just walking down the sidewalk left him with people averting their eyes after that initial moment. They saw him, the thin beard, the scraggly bangs just barely reaching over his eyes, the ragged clothes. And then once they understood, they looked away. He had become invisible. For a fugitive apparently wanted by the military it was the perfect disguise, especially now that he was across the country. But what establishment would give him access? What person would let him borrow their phone even for just a few minutes? Perhaps it was a smaller hurdle then he was making it out to be, but even the thought of daring to ask again or trying to explain himself paralyzed his vocal chords. His first few attempts had been eye opening. People took out their phones and pretended to busy themselves. One outright responded to his request, a simple “Can you help me?” with “Not you.” And now, just the thought of asking put a lump in his throat. Retching, he didn’t know how much longer he could live like this. Some of his teeth were loose, suggesting malnutrition. His body being in bad condition was fine to a point: all he knew was that he couldn’t reach any near death state, or else that would come out again, and hurt who knew how many. Face tensing as he swallowed the vomit that had started to bubble in his throat, he needed to ask someone again, no matter how much it hurt, because he knew if nothing was done it could be even worse.

Turning down another alleyway, Bruce looked up to see another person just ahead of him, a woman in business attire, clearly in a hurry. Going after her, he tried to call out, but his words stuck in his throat, thanks to how little conversation he’d been making. As she picked up her pace, fearfully looking back over her shoulder, he himself sped up a bit. His heart rang with fear, the part of his mind wanting so dearly to get out of this predicament threatened him, as though it was a last chance. A flash in his mind, a brief visualization, involved more force, he just needed to chase her down and make her comply. The potential opportunity he’d stumbled across in the alleyway, granted by his desire to be away from prying eyes, twisted into an intrusive desire, one that just as quickly filled him with a deep shame. As she made for the other side of the alley, his legs stopped, wobbling as he lost his strength, his will. Stumbling backwards, he landed against the side of a dumpster, the bang of metal sounding out before the immediate area was cast in quiet, only the crowd and cars beyond the alleyway audible.

Curling up, Bruce shuddered, terrified at the prospect of something inside himself, something that had nothing to do with the monster he’d been trying to keep buried. For the first time in a while, Bruce considered this world of heroes. If one had swooped down to stop him just now, then in retrospect it shouldn’t have been surprising; that had been exactly the kind of situation they were known to intervene in, helping those slipping through the cracks against anything that remotely threatened him. Bruce could be said to have a ‘superpower’ of his own, and the thought of being pushed to use on someone in a state of duress, against someone who was actually capable of doing good in the world, was crushing. On one hand, perhaps being stopped was best for everyone. On the other hand, what if he couldn’t be stopped?

Some while ago, the idealist in Bruce had considered the possibility of using his strength to do some good in the world, but that idea was quickly dismissed, as he couldn’t control it. But now he’d realized something much more demoralizing, that who he was just didn’t seem like hero material in the first place. As moisture seeped into his clothing from whatever melted snow or garbage mixture he’d fallen into, he became rather resigned to the idea that this was the best place for him after all.

Location: Navapo, New Mexico
Hounded - 3.01

Interaction(s): None
Previously: 2.05

Betty still hadn’t gotten used to the quiet yet.

Just around the New Year, it was now close to four months since the Hulk’s attack on El Diablo, and things had really only quieted down for Betty in the last few week or so. The bulk of it was done in just a few weeks, but some persistent types just kept trying to reach her. Some people just needed to know everything the could about Bruce, as if his case was something that could happen to anyone. Betty on some level understood: she’d be concerned about mutants and meta outbreaks for so much of her lifetime. It was an idea that had scared her, even still (given that she’d experienced it herself). But in going through the experience, she had her preconceptions shown in a whole new light. Imagination, formerly trying to put herself in the shoes of someone in her present position had only made her retroactively realize how little she’d really grasped. To have the obvious been in front of you the whole time without suspicion. To have someone you cared about being hunted like an animal by the forces keeping the country safe, forces she’d once lobbied for so they can do exactly what they were doing. Thinking about Bruce’s circumstances made her sick. Thinking about how for once the systems in place were working as intended gave her a bittersweet flash of hope, one that was buried as she thought about the kind of expressions she knew her father could make.

It was hard not to think about. Betty sat on the floor, curled over a mess of loose papers on Bruce’s side of their bedroom. He was sloppy when it came to his own space: there was old schoolwork here, lab paperwork, junk mail, confidential materials from the base, all shuffled together, the only real organization being chronology, newer stuff settled on top. He’d always shied away from Betty cleaning up after his messes. Despite everything, Betty couldn’t help herself, lips twitching in amusement as she realized how much he’d always been like this: trying to do everything himself while in actuality not really being able to manage it whatsoever. Helpless as he might have been, Betty couldn’t help but to find some solace in his persistence. She wasn’t going to give up on him, and she could hope that that trust wouldn’t be misplaced as long as she could trust him to stay that way.

Organizing some of his mess, fearing pests had moved in while she’d been out, Betty was at it for a good couple hours, back growing sore from her time spent craning over. Cheap, disposable gloves on, she’d gotten to his trash can, small container having been recently emptied, but bits of refuse still remained, fallen around it, ignored in the last dumping. And in that cleanup, there was a discovery, a postcard from the Big Apple. Betty knew Bruce had never been there, nor was he in contact with very many people, but a closer investigation drew a curious name from the sender. “Brian Bush.” The last name was an anomaly, the first name got her blood rushing. Other sounds faded out under her heartbeat, its sound pounding at her ears as she poured over the first lead she’d gotten in weeks. Attempts to find Brian Banner had only run into dead ends grown cold in her childhood, the same time he vanished from Bruce’s life. This postcard however was less than a year old, dated March last year, and if he’d changed his name…

Hopping onto the bed, she whipped out her phone, opening Facebook and typing in the name and location. He hadn’t been trying to hide, Betty had just been going about it all wrong. And there it was. Four men named Brian Bush in the state of New York, only one in the city of New York. Flopping down, her back as relieved as she was. It was something really: never before was she so glad to have a mess to clean up…

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October, Previous Year
S.T.A.R. Labs, San Diego, California


“Dr. Desmond, you have a meeting.”

Glasses askew, head coming up from the desk, Mark Desmond snorted before pressing a finger on the intercom, saying without missing a beat. “Thank you, send them to my office.” Patting down his wavy hair, fixing his glasses, and letting his blurry office come into focus, he ignored the dozens of pages added to his word document from holding down the ‘a’ key in his nap, looking to a calendar on the wall and blinking as he tried to read the note he’d left for himself. Then he saw who he was meant to be expecting. “Oh shit.”

Leaping from his desk, throwing on a white lab coat, Desmond burst through the door and into the hall. Coat trailing behind him in his speedy walk, he headed towards the front desk, turning a couple corners until he saw a blue air force dress coat coming his way. A smile of relief crept to his face as he reached the man, hand extended, reaching for his lucky break. “General Ross, it’s a pleasure to finally meet you in person.”

A bit of trepidation showed on his face as he slowly returned the handshake. “Desmond? I was just heading to your office.”

“Oh no, that was my mistake, we’re heading to the lab. I’m glad I caught you. I was wondering, what drew you to my work in particular?”

Ross shook his head. “Not out in the open you...” The man bit his tongue, hedging his frustrations, admitting in exasperation, “This is classified. If word gets out its your head on the block, not mine.” Desmond went pale, step staggering before he resumed his course, the rest of their journey. Reaching lab 012, Ross was shuffled in before the door was closed and locked. Desmond let out a sigh of relief, turning to see Ross mulling about the rather plain lab, whiteboards blank, papers strewn about, several marked cages of white rats lined up on the counter by the wall had drawn Ross’ attention in particular. Look incredulous he scoffed, “That’s a thing, isn’t it...”

Desmond opened his mouth to explain, but Ross shrugged him off just as he got the first syllable out. “So, show me what you got.” Desmond nodded, confident as he brought Ross over to the cages, made entirely of metal. Gesturing for him to lean in closer, Ross did, focusing on the rat that was passed out in the corner. Desmond indicated the bars themselves, scratched and chewed like they were plastic. “We have to replace the cages every day.” Following his words, there was a bang, as one of the cages lurched upward and banged back down, as if of its own volition. Ross’ eyes widened, looking to see nothing of note, just a rat inside like normal. Desmond couldn’t help but find amusement in his reaction, not caring to hide his smile as he explained, “It slammed against the roof of the cage with its full body weight. Rats that could squeeze under a normal door easily could also chew through it in moments, or just break it down if it slammed into the doorknob enough. Well, they don’t have the tenacity or smarts for it, they’re rats. But they could.”

Ross shook his head, clearly impressed. “That’s what I was looking for: simple, raw, power. Not fancy tech that needs months of operating experience for it to go out of date in weeks: strength can’t go wrong.” Walking down the line of rats in cages, he explained, “War doesn’t stop changing. Years ago they said drones would replace men, and they did. They’re pricey but a bunch of insurgents in the desert aren’t going to be knocking them down. Drones are less likely to develop PTSD too. But we’ve got a new war. We can’t walk down streets with guns and tanks, we can’t send drones. We need people again, just different ones then the ones we had last time.”

Desmond nodded along. “A super soldier? Like-”

“I was thinking a full squad. It’s a waste to put just a captain...never mind, doesn’t matter. Now, what do we have to worry about? Constipation? Dizziness? Drowsiness? If commercials have laundry lists for whatever they’re advertising then what am I in for here?” Desmond clearly felt himself wince. Understanding, he turned off, reaching for one leaflet in particular. “There were some, yes. We obviously have a lot of human testing to go through but even in the current stage the subjects suffer from overheating through exhaustion and cognitive lapses. Even though the cognitive capabilities of rats only go so far, there are pretty clear deficiencies post injection of the formula. We’re not quite sure exactly what is lost, if it’s memory, processes, problem solving ability, but performance in tests previously taken by the same subject has gone down.”

Ross studied one of the rats, watching is mull about the cage, sniffing at the air. As if sensing the coffee on Ross’ breath, it got closer, reaching the bars, its teeth scrapping them and leaving a few metal shavings in its trail. Ross took a breath before raising his hand, thrusting his palm out where the rat was. The was a bang as the cage was knocked back, the rat leaping in panic, the others in the room similarly reacting to the noise. Desmond’s jaw went slack, the man unable to formulate a response while Ross stood up. His eyes were cold as he looked over, noting, “They still feel fear, so they can’t be that stupid. And if they can recognize authority, they can listen to orders.” Ross shrugged, casually stretching at his collar. “To be honest, that’s all I really need.”

Desmond froze. His mind was blank as he tried to work out what the General was getting at. “We’ll need dosages for a whole squad and its field commander, 13 men.” Desmond felt his heart fall out of place, energy fading like he was losing blood. “N-no, no. I thought...it’s still in the testing phase! It isn’t ready for human experimentation.”

Ross’ gaze fell, the man letting out a deep sigh. Shaking his head, he ran a hand across his mouth and chin, patting down his mustache. “You fucking scientists. Smartest men on the planet, but you don’t think. Ross leaned in, his few inch difference in height being all the more pronounced when that same difference was all that separated them. “This is the human experimentation. You won’t catch me saying soldiers are expendable, let alone anyone. But there’s a difference between a man and a soldier. A soldier signs up to put their life on the line for their loved ones, their country, and the brothers fighting by their side. Every man getting this formula is ready to die to protect you and everyone in this country. I’m not saying this lightly. They’re not my men, but a friend of mine who I see eye to eye with is working with me. This is a joint operation.” Ross had begun to pace, and now he took a moment to lean up against one of the desks, one leg still on the ground while the other hung a foot in the air. The rats behind him had started to calm, one running in its wheel, the squealing plain in the background. “Eiling and I get the big picture. Idiot chest thumpers and dump humpers get all up in arms about which branch is the best, like kids. That’s not the point: they’re specialized. The Marines are like a scalpel: they’re smaller but they’re there to get the job done as quickly and accurately as possible. You don’t make it as a Marine without a propensity for following orders. And the Air Force has the brains. This time they’re the ones holding the scalpel. The tech, the operational knowledge, the critical thinking, the eyes above. That’s why I’m here and not Eiling, he doesn’t know how to get what he wants without shouting, where I don’t need to. I just like too.” Desmond realized his mouth had been hanging open. He tried to close it, but only ended up gaping like a fish. “That was a joke.”

Desmond swallowed, admitting, “You raise a good point sir, but I think I’ll have to talk about it with my superiors…”

Ross forced a smile, “Of course you do.” Standing properly, he clapped a hand on his shoulder, saying, “You have my number. Stay in touch.” Desmond still starstruck, Ross moved towards the door, stopping just before he reached them, turning his head over his shoulder. “Oh yeah...does this juice have a name yet?”

Desmond’s head still spun. All he wanted was a grant to further his study and research, and now he was being given too much, too much advancement, too much funding, too much risk. Hand pulling at his collar, his neck felt exposed, like any choice he could make would end with his head rolling over the remains of his career. Something Ross said earlier sparked in his brain next to a jab his coworker had said last week about his project, Desmond spitting words as they came to mind, just as he was beginning to see success as his ideal path to salvation. “Block...buster?”

Ross stewed over the words, eyebrows going up in acceptance. “Yeah, that’ll do. Blockbuster. Hulkbuster. Fits like a glove.” Throwing the doors open he took his leave. Tension in the air going with him, Desmond let his knees give out, the man keeping upright only because his arms clung to the desk behind him. A few feet away, the rat that had been chewing at the bars no longer had any interest, sitting quietly in its wheel as it rocked back and forth, breathing heavily, the reflection in its small black eyes nothing but its cage.
C H A R A C T E R C O N C E P T P R O P O S A L
T H E H U L K

B R U C E B A N N E R N U C L E A R P H Y S I C I S T / F U G I T I V E U N I T E D S T A T E S I N D E P E N D E N T
C O N T I N U I N G C H A R A C T E R C O N C E P T:


“There’s a ticking atom bomb running around this country ready to blow and take god knows how many with it, and he god damn well knows it.” – Thaddeus “Thunderbolt” Ross

Continuing on from the previous season, Bruce has been stripped of his home, security, employment, peace of mind, and the few people he could keep as close confidants. Unable to trust himself even to be put into captivity for his own safety, unable to put himself down and cease being a threat to anyone, the only path Bruce sees is to understand his nature, seeking out his father, the only one remaining who knows of his formative years, the deepest mental connection he can fathom in regards to the beast inside of him.

C H A R A C T E R M O T I V A T I O N S & G O A L S:

I’ve been more or less in my sandbox this last season, and moving to the reboot I’m planning on directly involving Hulk with other characters, while also bringing in the major shadow over Bruce’s childhood in the form of Brian Banner. With his next arcs planned out, I know where is low points are going to land, and his journey to and through them is going to be a rough one. And only when that shadow has passed will Bruce have the opportunity to see the possibility of a hero being within the Hulk.

C H A R A C T E R N O T E S:

Notable Characters in Bruce’s Story:
Betty Ross – Science advocate, journalist, and childhood friend and girlfriend of Bruce’s.
General Thaddeus “Thunderbolt” Ross (to become The Red Hulk) – Protective father of Betty and General of the US Air Force, on the war path in his pursuit of the Hulk.
Brian Banner (to become The Purple Man) – Bruce’s estranged father, currently in New York.

Future Antagonists:
Emil Blonsky (to become The Abomination) – An Air Force security guard crippled in the Hulk’s attack of El Diablo Air Force Base.
Benjamin Tibbets (to become Flux) – A young Marine solider.

P O S T C A T A L O G:

Maybe interested, still thinking about it

Location: Navapo, New Mexico
A Fresh Set of Eyes – 2.05

Interaction(s): None
Previously: 2.04

The shadow thin around the park bench, grass drying, pond shallow and akin to muck, Betty sat up as a dark purple pickup rolled into the nearby parking lot. Aside from that, she was completely still and relaxed, even as the vehicle stopped, General Ross stepping out in a casual polo shirt and jeans, arm still cast in a sling. Keeping tabs on Betty, he went up the slight incline, already in sour states. “So now you feel like talking? I can guess why but I don’t like it.”

“This isn’t about the drones. I know they didn’t come back,” Betty insisted. Ross was given pause, resting a few steps away and only just above her eye level, leaning on his leg against the incline, hand on his knee as he looked her in the eyes. “I’m not going to ask how you know about that. But I will say that if you think this misstep is going to convince me to stop then you don’t know me half as well as you should.”

Ross got back up, taking a seat on the bench, keeping his fair distance as Betty crossed her leg, gaze not deliberately going to him. “Just answer my questions so we can get back to what I’m sure we’d both rather be doing.” Ross’ mustache rustled with a tired breath. “We haven’t talked since the Hulk smashed through my base. This is what I would rather be doing. I want to see that you’re alright.” Betty’s stern look didn’t abate, nor did she turn to Ross, the man huffing as he looked off himself, letting his vision become distracted with a plume of cloud thinning and drifting apart somewhere far off.

“His name is Bruce.” Betty finally stated. “But I’m not here for that. I want to know more about Brian Banner.” Ross was taken aback, leaning forward, eyes betraying how much he had expected the subject. “Both of Bruce’s transformations happened after the Diffuser accident, but the trigger seems to be the anger he’s always had issues with. He’s not good at controlling himself when he’s angry, and he doesn’t get angry a lot, so I didn’t notice at first.”

“And why Brian?” Ross only had a second to take in Betty’s glare before she lashed out, striking him across the face. His eyes burned into hers, the warm day only getting hotter, much like his stinging cheek. Betty’s hand was trembling, her breath like a storm. “Don’t you fucking dare. You knew exactly what was going on in that house. I knew.”

Turning away, a hand came to Betty’s mouth, clutched. Every surfacing memory gave her a pang of guilt, a twinge of shame, a punch in the gut for every bruise she saw and said nothing. She had been eight. It was just a fact of life, something that just happened and no one could do anything about it. But she wasn’t eight any more. She understood well what could have been, what needed to be done. But that didn’t explain or excuse the lack of action from those around her. Hands steady, Betty’s breath seethed as she turned back to Ross expectantly.

“You don’t look like you’ll hear me out, but fine. Their family was not my business. The only reason any of it is my business now is because someone in that family turned my base into a playground. Don’t blame me for not getting involved in something they should have been able to sort out themselves.” Betty’s glare remained unbending, the woman’s anger blazing. Truth be told she couldn’t even speak. As she rose, her thoughts stumbled into one another. His complete dismissal of the Banner family dynamic and the power Brian must have had over it, the inequity and difficulty of those victimized by him to do anything about their circumstances, ones that left a person dead. And this man didn’t care one bit.

She wanted to storm away, but she hadn’t yet gotten what she wanted. Arms crossed, fingernails pinching her skin, she turned back, demanding, “I need to find out where Brian is.”

Ross scoffed. Leaning forward in his seat, he said, “So you can do what? Get him to un-fuck Bruce’s head? He’s not that kind of doctor.” Ross’ casual demeanor was only getting on Betty’s nerves even more. He didn’t care enough to even be angry. “Saving Bruce is the idea.”

Ross shook his head, leaning back, throwing his free arm over the back of the bench. “That’s not happening. Even if by some miracle you get to him before I do, he’s the poster child of what this nation is afraid of right now. A life in Blackgate would be lucky for him. An example needs to be made. Though maybe execution would be a wiser move. Don’t tell me you’ve never thought about how he’d be better off dead.”

Betty’s mind flashed to images of herself getting him in the head, crushing his nose with her heel. Her arms twitched, as if to throw the first thing that came to them. Holding herself back, her palpable frustration almost became tears, but once she felt them welling up, she blinked them back. Keeping her eyes closed tight, inky blackness took over, the faintest of light getting through showing blobs of green. With a deep breath, she asked, “Is that want you want? To piss me off?.” She couldn't keep her voice from quavering, revealing her true self, but she could step back, Betty kept away from the playing field where she would have fallen in her lack of experience, unable to match the fervor of a man who’s shouting had resulted in the oldest memory she could recall.

Ross sighed, pulling his arm off the back of the bench. “I’m trying to protect you while you’re trying to kiss up to a monster!” Ross spat “He sneezed off the Diffuser, broke my arm without even trying, and a drone strike only slowed him down. And to shoot down your stupid theory, he’s transformed randomly in the desert, we’ve been watching him. What do you think he’s getting mad about out there? Huh?”

Betty was given pause, but she refused to give ground, “I’ll ask him myself, before or after I see Brian, whichever comes first, with our without your help.” Betty turned off, making her way. Ross was taken aback, standing from his spot. “Don’t you run away from me! We’re not done here!”

Betty didn’t stop. Ross bared his teeth, swearing before shouting back, “Just because you made it away from the monster once doesn’t mean it’ll happen again!” Betty didn’t stop, her words just barely audible to her father, eyes straight forward. “I don’t plan on seeing the monster again in the first place.” As she drove off, Ross had very well seen that she hadn't looked back at him even once, and very much feared he wouldn't see her again.

Location: New Mexico
A Fresh Set of Eyes – 2.04

Interaction(s): None
Previously: 2.03

Waking up was a new beginning that Bruce was no longer looking forward too. These rests had only been fatigue after fatigue. Aimless, it didn’t seem to matter which direction he moved in, so maybe it was better not to move at all.

Then he caught the smell of oils of some kind, a manufactured stench. Opening his eyes, he got up, looking about to see smoke, black and noxious. Unnatural and artificial. Scampering across dust in between shrubs, he cried out as he felt pain across his foot. Looking down there was a hunk of metal jutting out of the ground. Watching his step, foot angled to avoid putting pressure on his wound, each step still testing it and making him hold back a small yelp of pain, he made it to his goal, looking at the wreckage. He felt his insides wash away, averting his gaze, not wanting to see any further.

It was an aircraft. The last sound he’d heard was that of a missile, set to destroy him. And yet now, it was he who was standing. He heard a raspy rattled gurgle from his own throat, reverberating as he tried to get away on his wobbly legs. The drumbeat of his heart matched the throbbing in his head. He couldn’t look, because if he did he’d risk seeing a body. The absolute proof he needed to know that the missile should have done its job.

Peeling away, he whined as he saw the smoke of yet another wreck, then another. The energy had been swept out of him. Buckling he feel to his knees, thrusting his forehead into the dirt. His hand gripped empty air, before clawing down scraping at the earth, but none of his pain could quell the despair at his actions, the anger at himself.

Anger, that was it wasn’t it. The linking thread between the smoke shop and Talbot. Some kind of intense emotion, like the stew of grief one felt before their death.

To invite suspicion was one thing, to invite government action was another. They knew who he was, what he was, and what he’d done, something Bruce could only imagine. Body no longer hurting, Bruce pushed himself over, resting on his rear. His foot still had blood, but it no longer bled. Wiping it away, it had healed like it was new, something he could see through eyes that had better sight then he remembered having even with corrective lenses.

It was all clear now. So very much.

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Carefully out of sight, Bruce slipped on a red and white plaid shirt, loose and oversized on his thin body. Finally in something resembling an outfit after days, Bruce skulked away from the rural home, taking to the road a little ways up. His feet had hardened, resisting the heated asphalt with only a mild discomfort. And most importantly of all, he had direction: east, away from the setting sun.

The military hadn’t bothered him again, though for all he knew they could find him at any time. He would deal with that as it came, however. If need be he’d turn himself in, though he couldn’t be certain what prison could contain him. As much as he feared being stuck somewhere cold and dark once again, it was that exact fear that drove his step eastward. He couldn’t go back, not to Betty or Rick. He could only pray they weren’t hurting, that they were still alright. But going back would risk hurting them further. He’d felt guilt and shame over his emotions, but only after the fact. That was his mistake, now he had to know himself, to keep himself restrained before he showed what he was like when he was angry.

He’d never liked when he was angry in the first place.

But as chancy as it was, in New York there might have been someone he could burden, the one with the best chances at knowing why or what exactly he was. Because one thing was certain, he was the only one alive who made Bruce, Bruce. He still hadn’t ever felt resentment over his treatment, just fatigue. His step was not determined: the man could so easily make Bruce feel emotions he didn’t know he had, but maybe that was a good enough threat to keep him in line. A wave of guilt welled from within, but Bruce swallowed hit back. Even after all he’d done, Bruce still couldn’t hate him. And now he knew why. Or rather, where.

Where the one Bruce really despised had been all this time.
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