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"Wisdom is not a product of schooling but of the lifelong attempt to acquire it.” — Albert Einstein
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My Chronic Major Depressive Disorder is more than an emotion. It is like an unfading sickness, a wound refusing to heal, festering deeper and deeper till it seeps into the marrow of my very bones.
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"I have attended grand balls, conversed with dignitaries, and walked the halls of splendid estates, yet none possessed the magnificence of hearing my name spoken softly by the man I love."
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Warning: This Kitten is already owned, loved, and Collared by a Top Dog. I call him Big Daddy. He makes me purr in oh, so many satisfying ways.
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In ink, mystery, intrigue, and darkness, I am bound. In the shroud, truth takes form. Silence writes night, where candlelight bleeds into eternity and within the feathers of ravens know her name.
**Greetings and Salutations, Dear Travelers of the Night,**
You have stumbled into my little corner of the world.
Part diary.
Part sanctuary.
Part library of peculiar thoughts.
And entirely my safe haven.
Do wipe your boots before entering. The ravens have only just finished polishing the moonlight.
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☾ Of The Woman Behind The Feather ☽
To begin, I am an African American author, poet, storyteller, and unapologetic dream-weaver.
I have often been told that I exist several steps ahead of my own era—a compliment I graciously accept, though I suspect it merely means I have always possessed the stubborn habit of wandering where others hesitate to tread.
Rules, formulas, and rigid conventions have never held much authority over me. While others march neatly along well-paved roads, I prefer disappearing into strange forests where the signposts have long since rotted away. Some of my finest ideas have emerged from precisely such places.
I write what the imagination demands.
The story leads.
I follow.
The results often surprise both my readers and myself.
I have spent decades wandering through genres as though they were neighboring kingdoms: historical fiction, dark fantasy, science fiction, gothic horror, romance, mythology, folklore, and countless realms that refuse to fit neatly upon a bookshelf.
The stranger the road, the more likely I am to walk it.
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☾ A Mind Built Differently ☽
My mind has never followed ordinary architecture.
It resembles less a neatly organized filing cabinet and more a sprawling gothic cathedral filled with hidden corridors, secret libraries, forgotten staircases, and the occasional dragon sleeping in the basement.
Some call this neurodivergence.
I simply call it home.
I have spent my entire life viewing the world through a lens slightly different from those around me. It has gifted me unique strengths, unusual perspectives, vivid imagination, and a lifelong fascination with the workings of people, stories, and emotions.
Being different taught me something invaluable:
There is no singular way to be human.
Only different ways to experience humanity.
Far too often society mistakes difference for deficiency.
I respectfully disagree.
Some minds sprint.
Some dance.
Some soar.
Mine prefers wandering moonlit graveyards collecting interesting thoughts and turning them into novels.
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☾ The Curious Case of Words ☽
Long before adulthood arrived with its taxes, responsibilities, and suspiciously expensive groceries, I discovered language.
Or perhaps language discovered me.
As a child I possessed an unusual fondness for elaborate vocabulary, lengthy descriptions, and speaking as though I had escaped from a Victorian novel and become stranded in the modern era.
This occasionally bewildered my peers.
Adults, however, tended to understand me rather well.
Books became companions.
Teachers became mentors.
Libraries became sanctuaries.
While other children rushed toward playgrounds, I often found myself rushing toward shelves.
One can learn a great deal from old books.
They rarely interrupt.
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☾ The First Spark ☽
At the age of eight, I proudly presented my very first novel to an English teacher.
It bore the rather dramatic title:
**Saga of the Fire Princess.**
A magnificent title, if I may say so myself.
Unfortunately, the manuscript vanished long ago, likely claimed by the same mysterious dimension responsible for missing socks and lost childhood treasures.
Though the story itself was lost, the spark survived.
And that spark became a wildfire.
Today I have written more than four hundred stories and poems, and the number continues to grow with alarming enthusiasm.
My laptop has become less a device and more an endangered habitat for fictional characters.
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☾ A Few Things Worth Knowing ☽
**Name:** Silent Feather, though many call me Si.
**Age:** Thirty-two moons.
**Pronouns:** She/Her • They/Them
**Orientation:** Lesbian
**Nicknames:** Silver, Six, Angel, Lady in Red, Risk
**Origin:** The Bronx, New York.
A New Yorker by birth.
A New Yorker by spirit.
And, if fate permits, a New Yorker until my final chapter.
**Current Location:** Somewhere within the deepest corridors of my own imagination.
The rent is reasonable.
The ravens are delightful.
The ghosts occasionally steal my bookmarks.
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☾ Regarding Roleplay ☽
I have been roleplaying since childhood and have accumulated well over two decades of experience crafting worlds, characters, species, legends, and catastrophically poor decisions made by fictional protagonists.
Worldbuilding is not merely a hobby.
It is an art form.
A religion.
A delightful affliction.
Before engaging in roleplay with me, I kindly request a writing sample.
Think of it as less an examination and more a literary handshake.
Compatibility matters.
Stories deserve chemistry.
I primarily write in novella and paragraph format, though I am capable of adapting to the needs of a story.
Quality, however, shall always triumph over quantity.
Every time.
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☾ Final Thoughts Before The Ravens Become Restless ☽
Whether you have arrived seeking stories, companionship, roleplay, poetry, or merely a brief stroll through the shadows, you are welcome here.
Be respectful.
Be creative.
Be yourself.
Life is far too short to spend pretending to be ordinary.
Now then—
Pull up a chair.
Mind the gargoyle.
And do enjoy your stay.
**— Silent Feather**
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Invisible No More
Once, she was a shadow lingering at the edge of candlelight.
Silent Feather had long been a creature of quiet corners and lowered eyes, her spirit wrapped in a shroud of timidity and uncertainty. She drifted through life as one unseen—withdrawn, cautious, and haunted by fears she scarcely understood herself. Even her own emotions felt like phantoms stalking the halls of her mind, and affection, especially from men, was a thing she regarded with suspicion and unease.
She preferred silence to attention, solitude to company. Her beautiful earthen-hued eyes seldom met another's gaze, forever cast downward as though burdened by invisible chains. The world was a vast and lonely place, and she wandered through it like a ghost without purpose.
Then fate intervened.
Through chance, destiny, or perhaps some unseen hand guiding the threads of her story, she crossed paths with a man she believed would be no different than all the others. Yet as time passed and their bond deepened, she discovered something extraordinary beneath the surface.
She saw *him.*
Not the mask he wore before the world, but the soul hidden beneath it.
His sea-green eyes shone like moonlight upon a darkened sea, scattering the shadows that had long dwelled within her heart. In their depths she found herself willingly lost, and unlike every darkness that had come before, this was one from which she never wished to be rescued.
Within that sacred realization, she discovered something she had never truly known.
Meaning.
Belonging.
Devotion.
Love.
Though she trusted no man, she trusted one.
And that one was Mister Yewps.
He became the reason behind her smiles, the warmth that softened the winter of her spirit, the guiding star that illuminated paths she once believed forever closed to her. Through him she found purpose—not merely to exist, but to live. Not merely to wander, but to belong.
And where once she was a brooding, withdrawn soul adrift in endless twilight, she now stands claimed, hopeful, cherished, and blessed.
*The saga of a once-lost servant who finally found her home.*
**Written by Silent Feather**
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A Letter Beneath the Moon
Yewps,
Once I believed my life to be nothing more than an endless wheel of repetition—a bleak procession of days fading into one another without meaning or wonder.
Then I met you.
And everything changed.
The world itself seemed altered, as though color had returned to a landscape long buried beneath ash. More importantly, *I* changed. Not into someone different, but into someone greater than I had ever imagined I could become.
A woman.
A lover.
A soul capable of standing proudly instead of hiding in shadows.
I cannot fault others for wishing to claim my heart, but it is no longer mine to give.
This kitten belongs to her Alpha Hound.
To Mister Yewps.
And I wear that truth with pride.
What we share is not a fleeting affection nor a passing fancy. It is a bond etched deep into the marrow of my being, woven through every heartbeat and every breath. You have strengthened me, guided me, and helped shape me into a better version of myself than I ever thought possible.
For that, I cherish you.
For that, I adore you.
With all my mind.
With all my heart.
With all my soul.
And as long as the moon rises above the darkened world, that devotion shall remain unchanged.
**Forever yours,**
*Silent Feather 🌙
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The Mark of Devotion
*"The heart is not a possession to be won by many hands, but a relic entrusted to one worthy keeper."*
Beneath moonlit skies and amidst the whispering shadows, I stand bound not by chains, but by devotion.
I am not wandering.
I am not seeking.
I am not available to be claimed.
My allegiance was given long ago and remains unwavering.
I belong to a singular soul whose trust I have earned and whose trust I treasure above all others. My loyalty is neither temporary nor fleeting; it is steadfast, resolute, and enduring. It is a bond forged through affection, faith, companionship, and mutual understanding.
Many may approach.
Many may inquire.
Many may wish to court my attention.
Yet my heart remains closed to all save one.
I have already chosen.
And I shall choose him again with every passing dawn and every rising moon.
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🩸 The One I Serve
His name is **Master Yewps**.
The keeper of my trust.
The guardian of my heart.
The soul to whom my devotion belongs.
Where once I wandered lost within endless corridors of uncertainty, he became the lantern illuminating my path through darkness.
Where once loneliness lingered, companionship flourished.
Where once there was silence, there is now laughter.
I wear the symbol of our bond with pride, not as a mark of ownership, but as a testament to devotion freely given and joyfully embraced.
My affection, loyalty, trust, and commitment remain his alone.
No rival shall claim them.
No stranger shall possess them.
No temptation shall diminish them.
For my heart has already found its home.
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Forevermore
I am a woman grown.
A lady of conviction.
A creature of shadows and moonlight who has discovered purpose within devotion.
I stand proudly beside the one I cherish.
Faithful.
Loyal.
Unwavering.
And though the years may pass and countless seasons fade into memory, my commitment shall remain unchanged.
For some souls spend a lifetime searching for where they belong.
I have already found it.
And there, beside him, I shall remain.
**Forevermore.**
--*Silent Feather*
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~ Name / Alias: Silent Feather The Scrawl Banditta
~ Age: Unknown — appears Early-30s
~ Appearance: Appears as that of a lithe, ghostlike figure draped in layered black fabrics, feathers woven into their coat. Their mask resembles a bird’s skull carved from obsidian. Their gloves are stained with ink that never washes off.
~ Personality: Quiet but razor‑sharp
Speaks rarely, but every word lands like a blade
Moves with the grace of a phantom
Obsessed with symbols, codes, and hidden messages
Loyal only to their own moral code
Skills: Master thief
Expert in coded writing and sigils
Acrobatics and rooftop traversal
Silent takedowns
Leaves cryptic ink‑marks as warnings or signatures
Weaknesses: Haunted by a past betrayal
Cannot resist unraveling mysteries
Tends to work alone, even when allies would help
Calling Card: A single black feather dipped in ink, left at the scene.
This is my personal "alter-ego persona" being described. She is called Silent Feather the Banditto.
To know her is to fear her.
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Real-life information: (To all I do not know of by acquaintance: I only end up giving off tid-bits, my actual alias is exposed only to those I know and trust, like my Mister on here. Only him.)
Natural Birth Gender: I was, is, and am born of Female Gendered (XX) (Symbol for female, by the way, a little dropping of scientific knowledge, in case you did not know the symbols for such) and anatomy (actual picture of what I look like is not listed here). (*Whispers softly* I have intense body dysmorphia, and I have sadly suffered from it ever since childhood).
My Sexuality: By nature, I consider myself as naturally Lesbian in Sexuality (I am recently a "proud" out-of-closet one who came out to her family in Elementary school in 5th grade in 2002, and was supported. Not many are as much.) / In real-life I am more leaning toward female anatomy, personality and intellect when it comes to what I prefer. I will not accept any shape, way or form of homophobic insults nor disrespect of my such sexuality. None at all.
Tid-bit: Although homosexual in real-life, I am 100% comittedly considered straight for my Mister on here. And only him. 💋
~ Am I submissive or Dominant: I am submissive by nature, and always take on the Bottom role.
~ Relationship Status: I am Taken / Owned / Wholly Committed to my Mister on here.
~ Job / Services / Roles here: Slave / Servant / Maid / Broodmare at times in our role-plays.
~ Am I seeking: Absolutely not, so I highly suggest that you do not become tempted to try to persuade me to be your Slave / Servant / etc .. etc .. because this Kitten is already "Owned" and "Collared" by a loving, affectionate Mister here. He completes me and nothing or no one will, shall, or ever change that fact, meaning or truth. I have made my choice. A faithful one.
Master: Mister Yewps. ≧◉ᴥ◉≦ ~~~ *MEW*
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☾ On Matters of Roleplay and Correspondence ☾
Permit me, dear guest, to disclose a matter of some significance before we venture further into the labyrinthine halls of storytelling together.
While I possess both the experience and imagination necessary to weave immersive tales from the smallest spark of inspiration—or even from the remnants of an idea scarcely formed—I must confess that I am not a flawless architect of prose. On occasion, typographical errors may find their way between the cracks of otherwise carefully constructed narratives, much like mischievous spirits slipping unnoticed through the corridors of an ancient estate.
Perfection, I fear, has always been a privilege reserved for the gods and the dead.
I am neither.
Merely a devoted author who endeavors, with sincerity and diligence, to offer the finest stories I am capable of creating.
There may also come moments when my thoughts wander from the prescribed path of a plot. A character may seize the reins of their own destiny. A scene may bloom unexpectedly. A notion entirely uninvited may drift through the fog and take residence within the narrative. Such occurrences are not acts of disregard, but rather the consequence of what I have come to call my *wandering mind*—a curious beast that occasionally pursues side roads through the forest before remembering where the carriage was originally bound.
Should I stray too far from the intended course, I ask only that you notify me with patience and courtesy. A gentle word shall always suffice. I will gladly make every effort to return to the established road and mend whatever confusion may have arisen.
I must also confess another truth.
I am not always the most graceful creature in matters of social interaction. Certain details may occasionally escape my notice, and some particulars may be forgotten despite my best intentions. Such oversights are never born of malice, indifference, or disrespect. They are simply the imperfections of a mind that often carries more thoughts than it can comfortably organize.
Therefore, I humbly request gentleness in correction.
Harsh words, hostility, ridicule, or needless cruelty have a tendency to linger within me far longer than they ought. Such things can send me retreating behind locked gates and drawn curtains, where anxiety and detachment become unwelcome companions for some time thereafter.
Courtesy, however, accomplishes wonders.
A kind correction shall always find a receptive ear.
A patient companion shall always find a loyal writing partner.
And mutual respect, like the finest vintage wine, only grows richer with age.
Thus, should we write together, let us do so as civilized souls beneath moonlit chandeliers—armed with imagination, patience, and the understanding that every great story is ultimately a collaboration between imperfect dreamers.
-- Lady Silent Feather
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What tickles my fancy:
* Modern * Steam-punk era * Slice-of-life * Horror * Trauma in roleplays * Smut (and lots of it) * Beastiality (animals have sex with humans) * Incest * Dystopian/end of world *Monster/human *Utopian society *Medieval (kingdoms and empires/ heirarchies) *Slave/Master/Switch/Bottom/Top/Submissive/Dominant I have a Master so do not ask! I submit to him and him only! *Assassins *Ninjas *Pregnancy (planned, or unplanned, is a deep rooted fetish of mine)
I love
Male/Female Male/Male Female/Female Middle ages/Victorian ages/Renaissance/Dark ages Any new ideas Vampires Werewolves Warrior cats Wolves Warlocks Orcs Witches Humans Elves Western Mythology I like to create new worlds and characters Monster/Werewolf Kidnapper/Stealing/ Abduction Slave/Master (Brutal without limits) (I am up for many more ideas if it strikes my fancy) Etc.
I am up for anything apocalyptic and post-apocalyptic based
I like anything and I have no limits. It can be as dark and as sinful as you want but I do not care of restrictions. I will see you if we roleplay together. Send a message my way and we can soon be in a roleplay!
Dislikes:
Godmodding (moving my character without my permission) Ghosting without warning or an explanation about why ending roleplay.
A vision of beauty let herself be known in the distance, riding upon the sturdy back of an ebony, earth brown mare. Appropriately attired, such a Valkyrie was covered in the threads of a rather long, yet ravishingly elegant obsidian black and ruby red hued two-toned gown. Above such an attire she was also held in the intimate embrace of a thick cloak, such fabric hooding her also two toned eyes, one turquoise blue, the other a darkened melanin earthen brown. She appreciated the clothing with keeping out the fresh nip of frost-bitten gusts. Her stomach was quite rotund, heavy with weight, lightly blue veined, and present with the bothersome burden of one child, weighing her down and leaning her forward with intense gravity ever so greatly whenever she attempted to walk but like the brave hunter she was, she did not complain.
After all, she was a Queen and Queens had nothing to complain for.
Silente, such a sight by name, sighed, her exhaled of breath misting in the frigid air. She was desperate, no, scratch that, she was more than that. She was anxious, so very anxious that her nerves were getting the best of her. She wanted to find her Master's whereabouts, as he had been on the trail of a rival enemy for some time and had not returned as many of his men did. As you would have imagined she was worried, and wanted to be with him, wanted to be held in his arms and hear his heartbeat against her ear as she laid her head against his chest.
She wanted to hear about his adventures, wanted to see his smile, wanted to hear his deep, rumbling laugh.
After a few months, a child within her belly, a product of their romantic lovemaking was quite the restless one to say the least, causing her to stop every once and again to breathe, to focus, rubbing her sore, bruise-covered middle with a wincing to calm his or her kicks and rolls. She knew that this was an unholy union, that two vampires could not become one, but they did and now she was to get through the outcome in one piece .. hopefully. Vampire births were dangerous, not to mention fatal for the mothers who carried them, vampire or no vampire, and she knew that by the harsh thrashing and kicking that this child would be quite the handfull.
She rode on her horse, a strong legged mare, wanting to find her beloved before darkness would fall. She was very highly suspicious about just where he was, wondering as to where he had headed off to with his band of strong men. She knew that he could hold his own, that he was a man of principle and diligence, but she was still impatient that he was not back when he was meant to.
She slowed her mare to a gentle trot, scanning the area for her husband, but not having much luck in this endeavor.
"Damian, Damian .. are you out here," she called, shouting loudly enough to be heard but so far there was no luck, no positive news.
She sighed once more, the air freezing her lungs solid, causing her to cough a few times.
As she saw a rock face she headed toward it, praying, hoping that it was bare of people before she chose to approach. She did not wish to fight, nor did she want to. She wanted to rest herself, and her beloved hooved companion before she would head out the next day to find her beloved.
"This way, girl," she said, softly pulling on the reigns, clicking her tongue and leading the mare in the direction of just where she needed to go, gently petting her black mane to keep her calm and steady. "That's a good girl,"
Soon she dismounted, her long black knee length heels heading toward where the rockface was. And upon reaching the overhang, she noticed a young woman, trying to know how to go about introduction without startling her. She bit her lower lip in thought as she stopped upon also seeing a wolf, knowing that it was probably very strictly possessive of it's Master.
"Um .. Hello. I mean no harm, have you seen a young man around here?" She asked, holding out a picture of him. She kept holding onto hope that the woman would know. "I am in search of him and he hasn't been back for a few days, today was supposed to be when he was back,"
She frowned, keeping her heart and mind open to the reality that he was still alive, that he was still out there.
That he was still surviving.
(More to be updated when thought of and added to this list ..)
Also, keep in mind that I am more than my character I portray in our roleplay, I may have days where the muse burns out and I am depressed, or have autistic burnout (which I get a lot). I am a chronic multi-mental illness, emotional, developmental and behavioral sufferer so please give me time, I will get back to you the next business day or weekend. I do tend to go through quite a lot in real-life, so please be patient. It goes a long way. Rushing only stresses me out and causes me to shutdown or withdraw. I am an up-front role-player, I will not ghost anyone without explanation.
Thank you ever so kindly for reading if you got this far, have a splendid morning, evening, afternoon, or night, wherever in the world you reside.
Excuse me, could I be a Queen if I join? and if so, then is the Moonlight cat name the feline Queen's name? if so then I would love to be her. Sorry for the briefness in confusion. And I would like to be Moonlight the cat, I have a story in mind for her if I am accepted into the role-play.
Event: In an argument with her father (Don of the Lovatto's)
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The Daughter Who Would Not Bow
The Lovatto estate was quiet in the way a storm is quiet before it breaks. Gas lamps flickered along the corridor, casting long, skeletal shadows across the marble floor as Isabella strode toward her father’s office. Her heels clicked sharply — a deliberate announcement. She refused to slink like a subordinate.
Matteo Lovatto sat behind his massive oak desk, a dark figure carved from pride and iron. Papers lay scattered before him, maps of territory lines and coded ledgers. He didn’t look up when she entered.
“You sent for me, Father,” Isabella said, her voice steady, though her pulse thrummed with restrained fury.
Matteo finally lifted his gaze. His eyes were cold, assessing — the eyes of a man who weighed people like assets. “I hear you’ve been making decisions without my approval.”
She stepped closer, refusing to shrink. “I made a call because no one else would. The Deverres were moving on our docks. If I hadn’t intervened—”
“You overstepped.” His voice cracked like a whip.
Isabella’s jaw tightened. “I acted to protect the family.”
“You acted to feed your ego,” Matteo snapped, rising from his chair. “You think because you’re clever, because you can manipulate a room, that you understand leadership. You don’t.”
Her breath hitched — not from fear, but from the familiar sting of being dismissed. “I understand more than you think. You’re fighting a war the same way you did twenty years ago. The world has changed. Our enemies have changed. If you’d just listen—”
“Enough.” He raised a hand, silencing her as if she were a child. “You will not lecture me on how to run my empire.”
Isabella’s fingers curled into fists. “I’m not lecturing you. I’m trying to help.”
“You help by obeying.” Matteo’s voice dropped to a low, dangerous rumble. “Not by thinking you know better.”
The words struck her harder than any blow. For a moment, she felt sixteen again — the girl who watched her mother die, the girl Matteo shaped into a weapon, the girl who learned that speaking out only earned silence.
But she wasn’t that girl anymore.
She lifted her chin. “I won’t be your pawn forever.”
Matteo’s expression hardened. “As long as you carry my name, you will do as I say.”
A cold, brittle silence filled the room.
Isabella’s voice, when it came, was soft — too soft. “Then maybe it’s time I decide what my name means.”
Matteo stepped closer, towering over her. “You forget yourself.”
“No,” she whispered. “I’m finally remembering.”
For a heartbeat, father and daughter stood locked in a silent war — pride against pride, fire against stone.
Then Isabella turned and walked out, her spine straight, her steps unbroken. Matteo didn’t call after her. He didn’t need to. The echo of his authority followed her down the hall like a shadow.
But for the first time in her life, she didn’t feel overshadowed.
Weaknesses: Torn between family loyalty and her own ambitions
Motivation: End the feud on her own terms — even if it means betraying someone
The whole package and so much more ...
Isabella Lovatto — The Wildcard
Appearance: Striking, dark eyes, leather attire; carries herself like a secret.
Personality: Clever, unpredictable, ambitious.
Skills: Espionage, disguise, manipulation.
Weakness: Torn between loyalty and freedom.
Symbol: A crimson serpent coiled around a dagger.
Quote: “If I must burn for peace, let it be my fire that ends the war.”
Isabella Lovatto is the embodiment of contradiction — a creature of fire and silk born into a world of blood and loyalty. At twenty‑seven, she stands as the most unpredictable force within the Lovatto mafia. Her beauty is sharp, almost weaponized: dark eyes that seem to read every lie, a smirk that can disarm or destroy, and a presence that commands attention even in silence. She dresses in tailored leather and lace, blending elegance with danger, and moves with the confidence of someone who knows she’s being watched — and enjoys it.
Raised under Matteo Lovatto’s iron rule, Isabella learned early that survival meant mastering deception. She became the family’s unseen hand — the spy, the negotiator, the whisper in the enemy’s ear. Her talents lie in disguise and manipulation; she can slip between personas as easily as changing coats. Yet beneath her poise lies a restless ambition. She dreams of reshaping the family’s legacy, not through brute force but through cunning alliances and psychological warfare.
Her loyalty to her father is genuine but strained. She respects his power yet despises his obsession with dominance. In secret, Isabella has begun forging her own network — informants, mercenaries, and politicians who owe her favors. She believes the feud with the Deverres is a relic of pride, and she intends to end it, even if it means betraying her bloodline. To her, the mafia is not just a family — it’s a stage, and she is both actress and director, rewriting the script of power under the flicker of gaslight and gunfire.
Aliases La Fantasma — “The Ghost”: used in underground circles for her ability to vanish after a job without leaving a trace.
The Crimson Widow — whispered among rival families, referencing her red hair and the trail of betrayal she leaves behind.
Belladonna — her codename in covert operations; beautiful, poisonous, and impossible to predict.
Signature Weapon Primary: Custom matte‑black Glock 19, engraved with a silver serpent coiling around the barrel — symbolizing deception and rebirth.
Secondary: Concealed stiletto dagger hidden in her boot, used only for close‑range kills or intimidation.
Calling Card: A single black rose left at the scene, its petals dusted with ash — her silent declaration of control.
Psychological Profile Isabella’s mind is a labyrinth of contradictions. She is both empathetic and ruthless, capable of reading emotions with surgical precision yet suppressing her own. Her intelligence is adaptive — she thrives in chaos, turning uncertainty into opportunity. She exhibits traits of high emotional intelligence, strategic detachment, and controlled narcissism — she knows her worth and uses it as a weapon. Her loyalty is conditional, based on respect rather than blood.
Her greatest fear is irrelevance — becoming just another pawn in her father’s empire. This drives her to manipulate every alliance, every conversation, every glance. Psychologists would call her a “functional sociopath,” but those who know her see something deeper: a woman who learned to survive in a world that demanded monsters.
Origin Story: Becoming the Wildcard Isabella was born into privilege wrapped in violence. Matteo Lovatto raised her in the shadows of power — teaching her that love was weakness and obedience was survival. At sixteen, she witnessed her mother’s assassination, a hit ordered by a rival family. Matteo’s response was swift and brutal, but Isabella’s was silent. She disappeared for three days and returned with the name of the assassin — and his severed ring finger.
From that moment, Matteo saw her not as a daughter but as a weapon. She was trained in espionage, negotiation, and psychological manipulation. By twenty‑one, she was running covert operations across Europe under the alias Belladonna. Her success earned her respect — and fear.
But Isabella’s ambition grew beyond her father’s reach. She began forming her own network, recruiting those disillusioned by Matteo’s rule. Her goal was not destruction but transformation — to turn the Lovatto mafia into a dynasty of influence rather than bloodshed. Her methods were unconventional, her motives unclear, and her loyalty unpredictable.
This is a first time roleplaying idea for me. Further information is below.
I decided to put my creative skills to use and an idea for a Mafia-Based roleplay was created. All that you need to know is in the posting below this greeting message.
Two factions of family are at war, two sides divided by a disagreement.
The Deverre Family or the Lovatto Family.
The choice is yours to make, but suggestion is to choose wisely. There will be twists, there will be turns, and there may even be a battle or tears of bloodshed. All will be revealed in the tapestry of everyday Mafia life.
(Warning: This roleplay will include the following suggestive themes: Murder, gore, physiological truma, drug use, violence, racial inequality racism and other qualities. If these trigger you then I suggest not joining.
~ Silent Feather
(I need about 6 people (who are Advanced paragraph-repliers) to join to begin such a Saga. If interested then direct a Private message to me.)
Choose your poison, let us see where this begins.
Let us delve into the darkness that is the dark underbelly of crime life.
The Deverre family and the Lovatto mafia are two long‑standing criminal empires locked in a bitter, multigenerational feud. Their rivalry is rooted in power, betrayal, and a struggle for dominance over the same territories and underground markets.
The Deverre Family
Known for their old‑world elegance and strategic intelligence.
They operate like a shadow aristocracy—quiet, calculating, and deeply connected to politicians, judges, and high‑society elites.
Their empire is built on smuggling, financial crimes, and influence peddling, preferring manipulation over open violence.
The current head of the family is often portrayed as cold, brilliant, and fiercely protective of the Deverre legacy.
The Lovatto Mafia
A more traditional, street‑rooted crime syndicate with a reputation for brutality and loyalty.
They control drug routes, weapons trafficking, and urban territories, enforcing their rule through intimidation and force.
The Lovattos value family honor above all else, and any insult—real or perceived—demands retaliation.
Their leadership is charismatic but volatile, driven by pride and a desire to expand their influence.
The Conflict
The feud began decades ago, sparked by a failed alliance and a betrayal that left both sides wounded. Since then:
Territory disputes have escalated into assassinations, sabotage, and proxy wars.
Each family has spies embedded in the other’s operations.
Neutral groups often get caught in the crossfire, forced to choose sides.
A fragile balance of power exists, but one wrong move could ignite a full‑scale war.
At the heart of the conflict is a simple truth:
Both families want absolute control, and neither is willing to bow to the other.
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Character Profiles
The Deverre Family (Elegant, Strategic, Aristocratic)
Aurelia Deverre — The Matriarch
Age: Early 50s (Actual approximate age) 52
Appearance: Tall, statuesque; raven hair streaked with silver; always dressed in black silk and pearls.
Personality: Coldly intelligent, commanding, and patient.
Skills: Political manipulation, negotiation, psychological warfare.
Weakness: Haunted by her husband’s death; trusts no one fully.
Symbol: Silver stag crowned in black thorns.
Quote: “Power is not taken — it is inherited and perfected.”
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☾ Silent Feather's Parlour of Shadows ☽
**Greetings and Salutations, Dear Travelers of the Night,**
You have stumbled into my little corner of the world.
Part diary.
Part sanctuary.
Part library of peculiar thoughts.
And entirely my safe haven.
Do wipe your boots before entering. The ravens have only just finished polishing the moonlight.
---
☾ Of The Woman Behind The Feather ☽
To begin, I am an African American author, poet, storyteller, and unapologetic dream-weaver.
I have often been told that I exist several steps ahead of my own era—a compliment I graciously accept, though I suspect it merely means I have always possessed the stubborn habit of wandering where others hesitate to tread.
Rules, formulas, and rigid conventions have never held much authority over me. While others march neatly along well-paved roads, I prefer disappearing into strange forests where the signposts have long since rotted away. Some of my finest ideas have emerged from precisely such places.
I write what the imagination demands.
The story leads.
I follow.
The results often surprise both my readers and myself.
I have spent decades wandering through genres as though they were neighboring kingdoms: historical fiction, dark fantasy, science fiction, gothic horror, romance, mythology, folklore, and countless realms that refuse to fit neatly upon a bookshelf.
The stranger the road, the more likely I am to walk it.
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☾ A Mind Built Differently ☽
My mind has never followed ordinary architecture.
It resembles less a neatly organized filing cabinet and more a sprawling gothic cathedral filled with hidden corridors, secret libraries, forgotten staircases, and the occasional dragon sleeping in the basement.
Some call this neurodivergence.
I simply call it home.
I have spent my entire life viewing the world through a lens slightly different from those around me. It has gifted me unique strengths, unusual perspectives, vivid imagination, and a lifelong fascination with the workings of people, stories, and emotions.
Being different taught me something invaluable:
There is no singular way to be human.
Only different ways to experience humanity.
Far too often society mistakes difference for deficiency.
I respectfully disagree.
Some minds sprint.
Some dance.
Some soar.
Mine prefers wandering moonlit graveyards collecting interesting thoughts and turning them into novels.
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☾ The Curious Case of Words ☽
Long before adulthood arrived with its taxes, responsibilities, and suspiciously expensive groceries, I discovered language.
Or perhaps language discovered me.
As a child I possessed an unusual fondness for elaborate vocabulary, lengthy descriptions, and speaking as though I had escaped from a Victorian novel and become stranded in the modern era.
This occasionally bewildered my peers.
Adults, however, tended to understand me rather well.
Books became companions.
Teachers became mentors.
Libraries became sanctuaries.
While other children rushed toward playgrounds, I often found myself rushing toward shelves.
One can learn a great deal from old books.
They rarely interrupt.
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☾ The First Spark ☽
At the age of eight, I proudly presented my very first novel to an English teacher.
It bore the rather dramatic title:
**Saga of the Fire Princess.**
A magnificent title, if I may say so myself.
Unfortunately, the manuscript vanished long ago, likely claimed by the same mysterious dimension responsible for missing socks and lost childhood treasures.
Though the story itself was lost, the spark survived.
And that spark became a wildfire.
Today I have written more than four hundred stories and poems, and the number continues to grow with alarming enthusiasm.
My laptop has become less a device and more an endangered habitat for fictional characters.
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☾ A Few Things Worth Knowing ☽
**Name:** Silent Feather, though many call me Si.
**Age:** Thirty-two moons.
**Pronouns:** She/Her • They/Them
**Orientation:** Lesbian
**Nicknames:** Silver, Six, Angel, Lady in Red, Risk
**Origin:** The Bronx, New York.
A New Yorker by birth.
A New Yorker by spirit.
And, if fate permits, a New Yorker until my final chapter.
**Current Location:**
Somewhere within the deepest corridors of my own imagination.
The rent is reasonable.
The ravens are delightful.
The ghosts occasionally steal my bookmarks.
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☾ Regarding Roleplay ☽
I have been roleplaying since childhood and have accumulated well over two decades of experience crafting worlds, characters, species, legends, and catastrophically poor decisions made by fictional protagonists.
Worldbuilding is not merely a hobby.
It is an art form.
A religion.
A delightful affliction.
Before engaging in roleplay with me, I kindly request a writing sample.
Think of it as less an examination and more a literary handshake.
Compatibility matters.
Stories deserve chemistry.
I primarily write in novella and paragraph format, though I am capable of adapting to the needs of a story.
Quality, however, shall always triumph over quantity.
Every time.
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☾ Final Thoughts Before The Ravens Become Restless ☽
Whether you have arrived seeking stories, companionship, roleplay, poetry, or merely a brief stroll through the shadows, you are welcome here.
Be respectful.
Be creative.
Be yourself.
Life is far too short to spend pretending to be ordinary.
Now then—
Pull up a chair.
Mind the gargoyle.
And do enjoy your stay.
**— Silent Feather**
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Invisible No More
Once, she was a shadow lingering at the edge of candlelight.
Silent Feather had long been a creature of quiet corners and lowered eyes, her spirit wrapped in a shroud of timidity and uncertainty. She drifted through life as one unseen—withdrawn, cautious, and haunted by fears she scarcely understood herself. Even her own emotions felt like phantoms stalking the halls of her mind, and affection, especially from men, was a thing she regarded with suspicion and unease.
She preferred silence to attention, solitude to company. Her beautiful earthen-hued eyes seldom met another's gaze, forever cast downward as though burdened by invisible chains. The world was a vast and lonely place, and she wandered through it like a ghost without purpose.
Then fate intervened.
Through chance, destiny, or perhaps some unseen hand guiding the threads of her story, she crossed paths with a man she believed would be no different than all the others. Yet as time passed and their bond deepened, she discovered something extraordinary beneath the surface.
She saw *him.*
Not the mask he wore before the world, but the soul hidden beneath it.
His sea-green eyes shone like moonlight upon a darkened sea, scattering the shadows that had long dwelled within her heart. In their depths she found herself willingly lost, and unlike every darkness that had come before, this was one from which she never wished to be rescued.
Within that sacred realization, she discovered something she had never truly known.
Meaning.
Belonging.
Devotion.
Love.
Though she trusted no man, she trusted one.
And that one was Mister Yewps.
He became the reason behind her smiles, the warmth that softened the winter of her spirit, the guiding star that illuminated paths she once believed forever closed to her. Through him she found purpose—not merely to exist, but to live. Not merely to wander, but to belong.
And where once she was a brooding, withdrawn soul adrift in endless twilight, she now stands claimed, hopeful, cherished, and blessed.
*The saga of a once-lost servant who finally found her home.*
**Written by Silent Feather**
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A Letter Beneath the Moon
Yewps,
Once I believed my life to be nothing more than an endless wheel of repetition—a bleak procession of days fading into one another without meaning or wonder.
Then I met you.
And everything changed.
The world itself seemed altered, as though color had returned to a landscape long buried beneath ash. More importantly, *I* changed. Not into someone different, but into someone greater than I had ever imagined I could become.
A woman.
A lover.
A soul capable of standing proudly instead of hiding in shadows.
I cannot fault others for wishing to claim my heart, but it is no longer mine to give.
This kitten belongs to her Alpha Hound.
To Mister Yewps.
And I wear that truth with pride.
What we share is not a fleeting affection nor a passing fancy. It is a bond etched deep into the marrow of my being, woven through every heartbeat and every breath. You have strengthened me, guided me, and helped shape me into a better version of myself than I ever thought possible.
For that, I cherish you.
For that, I adore you.
With all my mind.
With all my heart.
With all my soul.
And as long as the moon rises above the darkened world, that devotion shall remain unchanged.
**Forever yours,**
*Silent Feather 🌙
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The Mark of Devotion
*"The heart is not a possession to be won by many hands, but a relic entrusted to one worthy keeper."*
Beneath moonlit skies and amidst the whispering shadows, I stand bound not by chains, but by devotion.
I am not wandering.
I am not seeking.
I am not available to be claimed.
My allegiance was given long ago and remains unwavering.
I belong to a singular soul whose trust I have earned and whose trust I treasure above all others. My loyalty is neither temporary nor fleeting; it is steadfast, resolute, and enduring. It is a bond forged through affection, faith, companionship, and mutual understanding.
Many may approach.
Many may inquire.
Many may wish to court my attention.
Yet my heart remains closed to all save one.
I have already chosen.
And I shall choose him again with every passing dawn and every rising moon.
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🩸 The One I Serve
His name is **Master Yewps**.
The keeper of my trust.
The guardian of my heart.
The soul to whom my devotion belongs.
Where once I wandered lost within endless corridors of uncertainty, he became the lantern illuminating my path through darkness.
Where once loneliness lingered, companionship flourished.
Where once there was silence, there is now laughter.
I wear the symbol of our bond with pride, not as a mark of ownership, but as a testament to devotion freely given and joyfully embraced.
My affection, loyalty, trust, and commitment remain his alone.
No rival shall claim them.
No stranger shall possess them.
No temptation shall diminish them.
For my heart has already found its home.
---
Forevermore
I am a woman grown.
A lady of conviction.
A creature of shadows and moonlight who has discovered purpose within devotion.
I stand proudly beside the one I cherish.
Faithful.
Loyal.
Unwavering.
And though the years may pass and countless seasons fade into memory, my commitment shall remain unchanged.
For some souls spend a lifetime searching for where they belong.
I have already found it.
And there, beside him, I shall remain.
**Forevermore.**
--*Silent Feather*
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~ Name / Alias: Silent Feather The Scrawl Banditta
~ Age: Unknown — appears Early-30s
~ Appearance: Appears as that of a lithe, ghostlike figure draped in layered black fabrics, feathers woven into their coat. Their mask resembles a bird’s skull carved from obsidian. Their gloves are stained with ink that never washes off.
~ Personality: Quiet but razor‑sharp
Speaks rarely, but every word lands like a blade
Moves with the grace of a phantom
Obsessed with symbols, codes, and hidden messages
Loyal only to their own moral code
Skills: Master thief
Expert in coded writing and sigils
Acrobatics and rooftop traversal
Silent takedowns
Leaves cryptic ink‑marks as warnings or signatures
Weaknesses: Haunted by a past betrayal
Cannot resist unraveling mysteries
Tends to work alone, even when allies would help
Calling Card: A single black feather dipped in ink, left at the scene.
This is my personal "alter-ego persona" being described. She is called Silent Feather the Banditto.
To know her is to fear her.
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Real-life information: (To all I do not know of by acquaintance: I only end up giving off tid-bits, my actual alias is exposed only to those I know and trust, like my Mister on here. Only him.)
Natural Birth Gender: I was, is, and am born of Female Gendered (XX) (Symbol for female, by the way, a little dropping of scientific knowledge, in case you did not know the symbols for such) and anatomy (actual picture of what I look like is not listed here). (*Whispers softly* I have intense body dysmorphia, and I have sadly suffered from it ever since childhood).
My Sexuality: By nature, I consider myself as naturally Lesbian in Sexuality (I am recently a "proud" out-of-closet one who came out to her family in Elementary school in 5th grade in 2002, and was supported. Not many are as much.) / In real-life I am more leaning toward female anatomy, personality and intellect when it comes to what I prefer. I will not accept any shape, way or form of homophobic insults nor disrespect of my such sexuality. None at all.
Tid-bit: Although homosexual in real-life, I am 100% comittedly considered straight for my Mister on here. And only him. 💋
~ Am I submissive or Dominant: I am submissive by nature, and always take on the Bottom role.
~ Relationship Status: I am Taken / Owned / Wholly Committed to my Mister on here.
~ Job / Services / Roles here: Slave / Servant / Maid / Broodmare at times in our role-plays.
~ Am I seeking: Absolutely not, so I highly suggest that you do not become tempted to try to persuade me to be your Slave / Servant / etc .. etc .. because this Kitten is already "Owned" and "Collared" by a loving, affectionate Mister here. He completes me and nothing or no one will, shall, or ever change that fact, meaning or truth. I have made my choice. A faithful one.
Master: [b]Mister Yewps[/b]. [color=ec008c][i]≧◉ᴥ◉≦ [/i][/color] ~~~ [color=f49ac2]*MEW* [/color]
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☾ On Matters of Roleplay and Correspondence ☾
Permit me, dear guest, to disclose a matter of some significance before we venture further into the labyrinthine halls of storytelling together.
While I possess both the experience and imagination necessary to weave immersive tales from the smallest spark of inspiration—or even from the remnants of an idea scarcely formed—I must confess that I am not a flawless architect of prose. On occasion, typographical errors may find their way between the cracks of otherwise carefully constructed narratives, much like mischievous spirits slipping unnoticed through the corridors of an ancient estate.
Perfection, I fear, has always been a privilege reserved for the gods and the dead.
I am neither.
Merely a devoted author who endeavors, with sincerity and diligence, to offer the finest stories I am capable of creating.
There may also come moments when my thoughts wander from the prescribed path of a plot. A character may seize the reins of their own destiny. A scene may bloom unexpectedly. A notion entirely uninvited may drift through the fog and take residence within the narrative. Such occurrences are not acts of disregard, but rather the consequence of what I have come to call my *wandering mind*—a curious beast that occasionally pursues side roads through the forest before remembering where the carriage was originally bound.
Should I stray too far from the intended course, I ask only that you notify me with patience and courtesy. A gentle word shall always suffice. I will gladly make every effort to return to the established road and mend whatever confusion may have arisen.
I must also confess another truth.
I am not always the most graceful creature in matters of social interaction. Certain details may occasionally escape my notice, and some particulars may be forgotten despite my best intentions. Such oversights are never born of malice, indifference, or disrespect. They are simply the imperfections of a mind that often carries more thoughts than it can comfortably organize.
Therefore, I humbly request gentleness in correction.
Harsh words, hostility, ridicule, or needless cruelty have a tendency to linger within me far longer than they ought. Such things can send me retreating behind locked gates and drawn curtains, where anxiety and detachment become unwelcome companions for some time thereafter.
Courtesy, however, accomplishes wonders.
A kind correction shall always find a receptive ear.
A patient companion shall always find a loyal writing partner.
And mutual respect, like the finest vintage wine, only grows richer with age.
Thus, should we write together, let us do so as civilized souls beneath moonlit chandeliers—armed with imagination, patience, and the understanding that every great story is ultimately a collaboration between imperfect dreamers.
-- Lady Silent Feather
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What tickles my fancy:
* Modern
* Steam-punk era
* Slice-of-life
* Horror
* Trauma in roleplays
* Smut (and lots of it)
* Beastiality (animals have sex with humans)
* Incest
* Dystopian/end of world
*Monster/human
*Utopian society
*Medieval (kingdoms and empires/ heirarchies)
*Slave/Master/Switch/Bottom/Top/Submissive/Dominant
I have a Master so do not ask! I submit to him and him only!
*Assassins
*Ninjas
*Pregnancy (planned, or unplanned, is a deep rooted fetish of mine)
I love
Male/Female
Male/Male
Female/Female
Middle ages/Victorian ages/Renaissance/Dark ages
Any new ideas
Vampires
Werewolves
Warrior cats
Wolves
Warlocks
Orcs
Witches
Humans
Elves
Western
Mythology
I like to create new worlds and characters
Monster/Werewolf
Kidnapper/Stealing/ Abduction
Slave/Master (Brutal without limits)
(I am up for many more ideas if it strikes my fancy)
Etc.
I am up for anything apocalyptic and post-apocalyptic based
I like anything and I have no limits. It can be as dark and as sinful as you want but I do not care of restrictions. I will see you if we roleplay together. Send a message my way and we can soon be in a roleplay!
Dislikes:
Godmodding (moving my character without my permission)
Ghosting without warning or an explanation about why ending roleplay.
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A vision of beauty let herself be known in the distance, riding upon the sturdy back of an ebony, earth brown mare. Appropriately attired, such a Valkyrie was covered in the threads of a rather long, yet ravishingly elegant obsidian black and ruby red hued two-toned gown. Above such an attire she was also held in the intimate embrace of a thick cloak, such fabric hooding her also two toned eyes, one turquoise blue, the other a darkened melanin earthen brown. She appreciated the clothing with keeping out the fresh nip of frost-bitten gusts. Her stomach was quite rotund, heavy with weight, lightly blue veined, and present with the bothersome burden of one child, weighing her down and leaning her forward with intense gravity ever so greatly whenever she attempted to walk but like the brave hunter she was, she did not complain.
After all, she was a Queen and Queens had nothing to complain for.
Silente, such a sight by name, sighed, her exhaled of breath misting in the frigid air. She was desperate, no, scratch that, she was more than that. She was anxious, so very anxious that her nerves were getting the best of her. She wanted to find her Master's whereabouts, as he had been on the trail of a rival enemy for some time and had not returned as many of his men did. As you would have imagined she was worried, and wanted to be with him, wanted to be held in his arms and hear his heartbeat against her ear as she laid her head against his chest.
She wanted to hear about his adventures, wanted to see his smile, wanted to hear his deep, rumbling laugh.
After a few months, a child within her belly, a product of their romantic lovemaking was quite the restless one to say the least, causing her to stop every once and again to breathe, to focus, rubbing her sore, bruise-covered middle with a wincing to calm his or her kicks and rolls. She knew that this was an unholy union, that two vampires could not become one, but they did and now she was to get through the outcome in one piece .. hopefully. Vampire births were dangerous, not to mention fatal for the mothers who carried them, vampire or no vampire, and she knew that by the harsh thrashing and kicking that this child would be quite the handfull.
She rode on her horse, a strong legged mare, wanting to find her beloved before darkness would fall. She was very highly suspicious about just where he was, wondering as to where he had headed off to with his band of strong men. She knew that he could hold his own, that he was a man of principle and diligence, but she was still impatient that he was not back when he was meant to.
She slowed her mare to a gentle trot, scanning the area for her husband, but not having much luck in this endeavor.
"Damian, Damian .. are you out here," she called, shouting loudly enough to be heard but so far there was no luck, no positive news.
She sighed once more, the air freezing her lungs solid, causing her to cough a few times.
As she saw a rock face she headed toward it, praying, hoping that it was bare of people before she chose to approach. She did not wish to fight, nor did she want to. She wanted to rest herself, and her beloved hooved companion before she would head out the next day to find her beloved.
"This way, girl," she said, softly pulling on the reigns, clicking her tongue and leading the mare in the direction of just where she needed to go, gently petting her black mane to keep her calm and steady. "That's a good girl,"
Soon she dismounted, her long black knee length heels heading toward where the rockface was. And upon reaching the overhang, she noticed a young woman, trying to know how to go about introduction without startling her. She bit her lower lip in thought as she stopped upon also seeing a wolf, knowing that it was probably very strictly possessive of it's Master.
"Um .. Hello. I mean no harm, have you seen a young man around here?" She asked, holding out a picture of him. She kept holding onto hope that the woman would know. "I am in search of him and he hasn't been back for a few days, today was supposed to be when he was back,"
She frowned, keeping her heart and mind open to the reality that he was still alive, that he was still out there.
That he was still surviving.
[/hider]
(More to be updated when thought of and added to this list ..)
Also, keep in mind that I am more than my character I portray in our roleplay, I may have days where the muse burns out and I am depressed, or have autistic burnout (which I get a lot). I am a chronic multi-mental illness, emotional, developmental and behavioral sufferer so please give me time, I will get back to you the next business day or weekend. I do tend to go through quite a lot in real-life, so please be patient. It goes a long way. Rushing only stresses me out and causes me to shutdown or withdraw. I am an up-front role-player, I will not ghost anyone without explanation.
Thank you ever so kindly for reading if you got this far, have a splendid morning, evening, afternoon, or night, wherever in the world you reside.
~ [i][color=ed145b][h1]Silent Feather the Scrawl Banditta[/h1][/color][/i]
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The ravens have only just finished polishing the moonlight.<br><br>---<br><br>☾ Of The Woman Behind The Feather ☽<br><br>To begin, I am an African American author, poet, storyteller, and unapologetic dream-weaver.<br><br>I have often been told that I exist several steps ahead of my own era—a compliment I graciously accept, though I suspect it merely means I have always possessed the stubborn habit of wandering where others hesitate to tread.<br><br>Rules, formulas, and rigid conventions have never held much authority over me. While others march neatly along well-paved roads, I prefer disappearing into strange forests where the signposts have long since rotted away. Some of my finest ideas have emerged from precisely such places.<br><br>I write what the imagination demands.<br><br>The story leads.<br><br>I follow.<br><br>The results often surprise both my readers and myself.<br><br>I have spent decades wandering through genres as though they were neighboring kingdoms: historical fiction, dark fantasy, science fiction, gothic horror, romance, mythology, folklore, and countless realms that refuse to fit neatly upon a bookshelf.<br><br>The stranger the road, the more likely I am to walk it.<br><br>---<br><br>☾ A Mind Built Differently ☽<br><br>My mind has never followed ordinary architecture.<br><br>It resembles less a neatly organized filing cabinet and more a sprawling gothic cathedral filled with hidden corridors, secret libraries, forgotten staircases, and the occasional dragon sleeping in the basement.<br><br>Some call this neurodivergence.<br><br>I simply call it home.<br><br>I have spent my entire life viewing the world through a lens slightly different from those around me. It has gifted me unique strengths, unusual perspectives, vivid imagination, and a lifelong fascination with the workings of people, stories, and emotions.<br><br>Being different taught me something invaluable:<br><br>There is no singular way to be human.<br><br>Only different ways to experience humanity.<br><br>Far too often society mistakes difference for deficiency.<br><br>I respectfully disagree.<br><br>Some minds sprint.<br><br>Some dance.<br><br>Some soar.<br><br>Mine prefers wandering moonlit graveyards collecting interesting thoughts and turning them into novels.<br><br>---<br><br>☾ The Curious Case of Words ☽<br><br>Long before adulthood arrived with its taxes, responsibilities, and suspiciously expensive groceries, I discovered language.<br><br>Or perhaps language discovered me.<br><br>As a child I possessed an unusual fondness for elaborate vocabulary, lengthy descriptions, and speaking as though I had escaped from a Victorian novel and become stranded in the modern era.<br><br>This occasionally bewildered my peers.<br><br>Adults, however, tended to understand me rather well.<br><br>Books became companions.<br><br>Teachers became mentors.<br><br>Libraries became sanctuaries.<br><br>While other children rushed toward playgrounds, I often found myself rushing toward shelves.<br><br>One can learn a great deal from old books.<br><br>They rarely interrupt.<br><br>---<br><br>☾ The First Spark ☽<br><br>At the age of eight, I proudly presented my very first novel to an English teacher.<br><br>It bore the rather dramatic title:<br><br>**Saga of the Fire Princess.**<br><br>A magnificent title, if I may say so myself.<br><br>Unfortunately, the manuscript vanished long ago, likely claimed by the same mysterious dimension responsible for missing socks and lost childhood treasures.<br><br>Though the story itself was lost, the spark survived.<br><br>And that spark became a wildfire.<br><br>Today I have written more than four hundred stories and poems, and the number continues to grow with alarming enthusiasm.<br><br>My laptop has become less a device and more an endangered habitat for fictional characters.<br><br>---<br><br>☾ A Few Things Worth Knowing ☽<br><br>**Name:** Silent Feather, though many call me Si.<br><br>**Age:** Thirty-two moons.<br><br>**Pronouns:** She/Her • They/Them<br><br>**Orientation:** Lesbian<br><br>**Nicknames:** Silver, Six, Angel, Lady in Red, Risk<br><br>**Origin:** The Bronx, New York.<br><br>A New Yorker by birth.<br><br>A New Yorker by spirit.<br><br>And, if fate permits, a New Yorker until my final chapter.<br><br>**Current Location:**<br>Somewhere within the deepest corridors of my own imagination.<br><br>The rent is reasonable.<br><br>The ravens are delightful.<br><br>The ghosts occasionally steal my bookmarks.<br><br>---<br><br>☾ Regarding Roleplay ☽<br><br>I have been roleplaying since childhood and have accumulated well over two decades of experience crafting worlds, characters, species, legends, and catastrophically poor decisions made by fictional protagonists.<br><br>Worldbuilding is not merely a hobby.<br><br>It is an art form.<br><br>A religion.<br><br>A delightful affliction.<br><br>Before engaging in roleplay with me, I kindly request a writing sample.<br><br>Think of it as less an examination and more a literary handshake.<br><br>Compatibility matters.<br><br>Stories deserve chemistry.<br><br>I primarily write in novella and paragraph format, though I am capable of adapting to the needs of a story.<br><br>Quality, however, shall always triumph over quantity.<br><br>Every time.<br><br>---<br><br>☾ Final Thoughts Before The Ravens Become Restless ☽<br><br>Whether you have arrived seeking stories, companionship, roleplay, poetry, or merely a brief stroll through the shadows, you are welcome here.<br><br>Be respectful.<br><br>Be creative.<br><br>Be yourself.<br><br>Life is far too short to spend pretending to be ordinary.<br><br>Now then—<br><br>Pull up a chair.<br><br>Mind the gargoyle.<br><br>And do enjoy your stay.<br><br>**— Silent Feather**<br><br>---<br><br>Invisible No More<br><br>Once, she was a shadow lingering at the edge of candlelight.<br><br>Silent Feather had long been a creature of quiet corners and lowered eyes, her spirit wrapped in a shroud of timidity and uncertainty. She drifted through life as one unseen—withdrawn, cautious, and haunted by fears she scarcely understood herself. Even her own emotions felt like phantoms stalking the halls of her mind, and affection, especially from men, was a thing she regarded with suspicion and unease.<br><br>She preferred silence to attention, solitude to company. Her beautiful earthen-hued eyes seldom met another's gaze, forever cast downward as though burdened by invisible chains. The world was a vast and lonely place, and she wandered through it like a ghost without purpose.<br><br>Then fate intervened.<br><br>Through chance, destiny, or perhaps some unseen hand guiding the threads of her story, she crossed paths with a man she believed would be no different than all the others. Yet as time passed and their bond deepened, she discovered something extraordinary beneath the surface.<br><br>She saw *him.*<br><br>Not the mask he wore before the world, but the soul hidden beneath it.<br><br>His sea-green eyes shone like moonlight upon a darkened sea, scattering the shadows that had long dwelled within her heart. In their depths she found herself willingly lost, and unlike every darkness that had come before, this was one from which she never wished to be rescued.<br><br>Within that sacred realization, she discovered something she had never truly known.<br><br>Meaning.<br><br>Belonging.<br><br>Devotion.<br><br>Love.<br><br>Though she trusted no man, she trusted one.<br><br>And that one was Mister Yewps.<br><br>He became the reason behind her smiles, the warmth that softened the winter of her spirit, the guiding star that illuminated paths she once believed forever closed to her. Through him she found purpose—not merely to exist, but to live. Not merely to wander, but to belong.<br><br>And where once she was a brooding, withdrawn soul adrift in endless twilight, she now stands claimed, hopeful, cherished, and blessed.<br><br>*The saga of a once-lost servant who finally found her home.*<br><br>**Written by Silent Feather**<br><br>---<br><br>A Letter Beneath the Moon<br><br>Yewps,<br><br>Once I believed my life to be nothing more than an endless wheel of repetition—a bleak procession of days fading into one another without meaning or wonder.<br><br>Then I met you.<br><br>And everything changed.<br><br>The world itself seemed altered, as though color had returned to a landscape long buried beneath ash. More importantly, *I* changed. Not into someone different, but into someone greater than I had ever imagined I could become.<br><br>A woman.<br><br>A lover.<br><br>A soul capable of standing proudly instead of hiding in shadows.<br><br>I cannot fault others for wishing to claim my heart, but it is no longer mine to give.<br><br>This kitten belongs to her Alpha Hound.<br><br>To Mister Yewps.<br><br>And I wear that truth with pride.<br><br>What we share is not a fleeting affection nor a passing fancy. It is a bond etched deep into the marrow of my being, woven through every heartbeat and every breath. You have strengthened me, guided me, and helped shape me into a better version of myself than I ever thought possible.<br><br>For that, I cherish you.<br><br>For that, I adore you.<br><br>With all my mind.<br><br>With all my heart.<br><br>With all my soul.<br><br>And as long as the moon rises above the darkened world, that devotion shall remain unchanged.<br><br>**Forever yours,**<br><br>*Silent Feather 🌙<br><br>---<br>---<br>---<br><br>The Mark of Devotion <br><br>*"The heart is not a possession to be won by many hands, but a relic entrusted to one worthy keeper."*<br><br>Beneath moonlit skies and amidst the whispering shadows, I stand bound not by chains, but by devotion.<br><br>I am not wandering.<br><br>I am not seeking.<br><br>I am not available to be claimed.<br><br>My allegiance was given long ago and remains unwavering.<br><br>I belong to a singular soul whose trust I have earned and whose trust I treasure above all others. My loyalty is neither temporary nor fleeting; it is steadfast, resolute, and enduring. It is a bond forged through affection, faith, companionship, and mutual understanding.<br><br>Many may approach.<br><br>Many may inquire.<br><br>Many may wish to court my attention.<br><br>Yet my heart remains closed to all save one.<br><br>I have already chosen.<br><br>And I shall choose him again with every passing dawn and every rising moon.<br><br>---<br><br>🩸 The One I Serve <br><br>His name is **Master Yewps**.<br><br>The keeper of my trust.<br><br>The guardian of my heart.<br><br>The soul to whom my devotion belongs.<br><br>Where once I wandered lost within endless corridors of uncertainty, he became the lantern illuminating my path through darkness.<br><br>Where once loneliness lingered, companionship flourished.<br><br>Where once there was silence, there is now laughter.<br><br>I wear the symbol of our bond with pride, not as a mark of ownership, but as a testament to devotion freely given and joyfully embraced.<br><br>My affection, loyalty, trust, and commitment remain his alone.<br><br>No rival shall claim them.<br><br>No stranger shall possess them.<br><br>No temptation shall diminish them.<br><br>For my heart has already found its home.<br><br>---<br><br>Forevermore <br><br>I am a woman grown.<br><br>A lady of conviction.<br><br>A creature of shadows and moonlight who has discovered purpose within devotion.<br><br>I stand proudly beside the one I cherish.<br><br>Faithful.<br><br>Loyal.<br><br>Unwavering.<br><br>And though the years may pass and countless seasons fade into memory, my commitment shall remain unchanged.<br><br>For some souls spend a lifetime searching for where they belong.<br><br>I have already found it.<br><br>And there, beside him, I shall remain.<br><br>**Forevermore.**<br><br>--*Silent Feather*<br><br>---<br><br>~ Name / Alias: Silent Feather The Scrawl Banditta<br><br>~ Age: Unknown — appears Early-30s<br><br>~ Appearance: Appears as that of a lithe, ghostlike figure draped in layered black fabrics, feathers woven into their coat. Their mask resembles a bird’s skull carved from obsidian. Their gloves are stained with ink that never washes off.<br><br>~ Personality: Quiet but razor‑sharp<br><br>Speaks rarely, but every word lands like a blade<br><br>Moves with the grace of a phantom<br><br>Obsessed with symbols, codes, and hidden messages<br><br>Loyal only to their own moral code<br><br>Skills: Master thief<br><br>Expert in coded writing and sigils<br><br>Acrobatics and rooftop traversal<br><br>Silent takedowns<br><br>Leaves cryptic ink‑marks as warnings or signatures<br><br>Weaknesses: Haunted by a past betrayal<br><br>Cannot resist unraveling mysteries<br><br>Tends to work alone, even when allies would help<br><br>Calling Card: A single black feather dipped in ink, left at the scene.<br><br>This is my personal "alter-ego persona" being described. She is called Silent Feather the Banditto.<br><br>To know her is to fear her.<br><br>---<br><br>Real-life information: (To all I do not know of by acquaintance: I only end up giving off tid-bits, my actual alias is exposed only to those I know and trust, like my Mister on here. Only him.)<br><br>Natural Birth Gender: I was, is, and am born of Female Gendered (XX) (Symbol for female, by the way, a little dropping of scientific knowledge, in case you did not know the symbols for such) and anatomy (actual picture of what I look like is not listed here). (*Whispers softly* I have intense body dysmorphia, and I have sadly suffered from it ever since childhood).<br><br>My Sexuality: By nature, I consider myself as naturally Lesbian in Sexuality (I am recently a "proud" out-of-closet one who came out to her family in Elementary school in 5th grade in 2002, and was supported. Not many are as much.) / In real-life I am more leaning toward female anatomy, personality and intellect when it comes to what I prefer. I will not accept any shape, way or form of homophobic insults nor disrespect of my such sexuality. None at all. <br><br>Tid-bit: Although homosexual in real-life, I am 100% comittedly considered straight for my Mister on here. And only him. 💋<br><br>~ Am I submissive or Dominant: I am submissive by nature, and always take on the Bottom role.<br><br>~ Relationship Status: I am Taken / Owned / Wholly Committed to my Mister on here.<br><br>~ Job / Services / Roles here: Slave / Servant / Maid / Broodmare at times in our role-plays.<br><br>~ Am I seeking: Absolutely not, so I highly suggest that you do not become tempted to try to persuade me to be your Slave / Servant / etc .. etc .. because this Kitten is already "Owned" and "Collared" by a loving, affectionate Mister here. He completes me and nothing or no one will, shall, or ever change that fact, meaning or truth. I have made my choice. A faithful one.<br><br>Master: <span class="bb-b">Mister Yewps</span>. <font color="#ec008c"><span class="bb-i">≧◉ᴥ◉≦ </span></font> ~~~ <font color="#f49ac2">*MEW* </font> <br><br>------<br><br>☾ On Matters of Roleplay and Correspondence ☾<br><br>Permit me, dear guest, to disclose a matter of some significance before we venture further into the labyrinthine halls of storytelling together.<br><br>While I possess both the experience and imagination necessary to weave immersive tales from the smallest spark of inspiration—or even from the remnants of an idea scarcely formed—I must confess that I am not a flawless architect of prose. On occasion, typographical errors may find their way between the cracks of otherwise carefully constructed narratives, much like mischievous spirits slipping unnoticed through the corridors of an ancient estate.<br><br>Perfection, I fear, has always been a privilege reserved for the gods and the dead.<br><br>I am neither.<br><br>Merely a devoted author who endeavors, with sincerity and diligence, to offer the finest stories I am capable of creating.<br><br>There may also come moments when my thoughts wander from the prescribed path of a plot. A character may seize the reins of their own destiny. A scene may bloom unexpectedly. A notion entirely uninvited may drift through the fog and take residence within the narrative. Such occurrences are not acts of disregard, but rather the consequence of what I have come to call my *wandering mind*—a curious beast that occasionally pursues side roads through the forest before remembering where the carriage was originally bound.<br><br>Should I stray too far from the intended course, I ask only that you notify me with patience and courtesy. A gentle word shall always suffice. I will gladly make every effort to return to the established road and mend whatever confusion may have arisen.<br><br>I must also confess another truth.<br><br>I am not always the most graceful creature in matters of social interaction. Certain details may occasionally escape my notice, and some particulars may be forgotten despite my best intentions. Such oversights are never born of malice, indifference, or disrespect. They are simply the imperfections of a mind that often carries more thoughts than it can comfortably organize.<br><br>Therefore, I humbly request gentleness in correction.<br><br>Harsh words, hostility, ridicule, or needless cruelty have a tendency to linger within me far longer than they ought. Such things can send me retreating behind locked gates and drawn curtains, where anxiety and detachment become unwelcome companions for some time thereafter.<br><br>Courtesy, however, accomplishes wonders.<br><br>A kind correction shall always find a receptive ear.<br><br>A patient companion shall always find a loyal writing partner.<br><br>And mutual respect, like the finest vintage wine, only grows richer with age.<br><br>Thus, should we write together, let us do so as civilized souls beneath moonlit chandeliers—armed with imagination, patience, and the understanding that every great story is ultimately a collaboration between imperfect dreamers.<br><br>-- Lady Silent Feather<br><br>---<br><br>What tickles my fancy: <br><br>* Modern<br>* Steam-punk era<br>* Slice-of-life<br>* Horror<br>* Trauma in roleplays <br>* Smut (and lots of it)<br>* Beastiality (animals have sex with humans)<br>* Incest<br>* Dystopian/end of world<br>*Monster/human<br>*Utopian society<br>*Medieval (kingdoms and empires/ heirarchies)<br>*Slave/Master/Switch/Bottom/Top/Submissive/Dominant<br>I have a Master so do not ask! I submit to him and him only! <br>*Assassins<br>*Ninjas<br>*Pregnancy (planned, or unplanned, is a deep rooted fetish of mine)<br><br>I love<br><br>Male/Female<br>Male/Male<br>Female/Female<br>Middle ages/Victorian ages/Renaissance/Dark ages<br>Any new ideas<br>Vampires<br>Werewolves<br>Warrior cats<br>Wolves<br>Warlocks<br>Orcs<br>Witches<br>Humans<br>Elves<br>Western<br>Mythology<br>I like to create new worlds and characters<br>Monster/Werewolf<br>Kidnapper/Stealing/ Abduction<br>Slave/Master (Brutal without limits)<br>(I am up for many more ideas if it strikes my fancy)<br>Etc.<br><br>I am up for anything apocalyptic and post-apocalyptic based<br><br>I like anything and I have no limits. It can be as dark and as sinful as you want but I do not care of restrictions. I will see you if we roleplay together. Send a message my way and we can soon be in a roleplay! <br><br>Dislikes:<br><br>Godmodding (moving my character without my permission)<br>Ghosting without warning or an explanation about why ending roleplay.<br><br><div class="hider-panel"><div class="hider-heading"><button type="button" class="btn btn-default btn-xs hider-button" data-name="My Role-playing Example and skillset of post length">My Role-playing Example and skillset of post length [+]</button></div><div class="hider-body" style="display: none">A vision of beauty let herself be known in the distance, riding upon the sturdy back of an ebony, earth brown mare. Appropriately attired, such a Valkyrie was covered in the threads of a rather long, yet ravishingly elegant obsidian black and ruby red hued two-toned gown. Above such an attire she was also held in the intimate embrace of a thick cloak, such fabric hooding her also two toned eyes, one turquoise blue, the other a darkened melanin earthen brown. She appreciated the clothing with keeping out the fresh nip of frost-bitten gusts. Her stomach was quite rotund, heavy with weight, lightly blue veined, and present with the bothersome burden of one child, weighing her down and leaning her forward with intense gravity ever so greatly whenever she attempted to walk but like the brave hunter she was, she did not complain.<br><br>After all, she was a Queen and Queens had nothing to complain for.<br><br>Silente, such a sight by name, sighed, her exhaled of breath misting in the frigid air. She was desperate, no, scratch that, she was more than that. She was anxious, so very anxious that her nerves were getting the best of her. She wanted to find her Master's whereabouts, as he had been on the trail of a rival enemy for some time and had not returned as many of his men did. As you would have imagined she was worried, and wanted to be with him, wanted to be held in his arms and hear his heartbeat against her ear as she laid her head against his chest.<br><br>She wanted to hear about his adventures, wanted to see his smile, wanted to hear his deep, rumbling laugh.<br><br>After a few months, a child within her belly, a product of their romantic lovemaking was quite the restless one to say the least, causing her to stop every once and again to breathe, to focus, rubbing her sore, bruise-covered middle with a wincing to calm his or her kicks and rolls. She knew that this was an unholy union, that two vampires could not become one, but they did and now she was to get through the outcome in one piece .. hopefully. Vampire births were dangerous, not to mention fatal for the mothers who carried them, vampire or no vampire, and she knew that by the harsh thrashing and kicking that this child would be quite the handfull. <br><br>She rode on her horse, a strong legged mare, wanting to find her beloved before darkness would fall. She was very highly suspicious about just where he was, wondering as to where he had headed off to with his band of strong men. She knew that he could hold his own, that he was a man of principle and diligence, but she was still impatient that he was not back when he was meant to.<br><br>She slowed her mare to a gentle trot, scanning the area for her husband, but not having much luck in this endeavor. <br><br>"Damian, Damian .. are you out here," she called, shouting loudly enough to be heard but so far there was no luck, no positive news. <br><br>She sighed once more, the air freezing her lungs solid, causing her to cough a few times.<br><br>As she saw a rock face she headed toward it, praying, hoping that it was bare of people before she chose to approach. She did not wish to fight, nor did she want to. She wanted to rest herself, and her beloved hooved companion before she would head out the next day to find her beloved.<br><br>"This way, girl," she said, softly pulling on the reigns, clicking her tongue and leading the mare in the direction of just where she needed to go, gently petting her black mane to keep her calm and steady. "That's a good girl,"<br><br>Soon she dismounted, her long black knee length heels heading toward where the rockface was. And upon reaching the overhang, she noticed a young woman, trying to know how to go about introduction without startling her. She bit her lower lip in thought as she stopped upon also seeing a wolf, knowing that it was probably very strictly possessive of it's Master.<br><br>"Um .. Hello. I mean no harm, have you seen a young man around here?" She asked, holding out a picture of him. She kept holding onto hope that the woman would know. "I am in search of him and he hasn't been back for a few days, today was supposed to be when he was back,"<br><br>She frowned, keeping her heart and mind open to the reality that he was still alive, that he was still out there. <br><br>That he was still surviving.</div></div><br><br>(More to be updated when thought of and added to this list ..)<br><br>Also, keep in mind that I am more than my character I portray in our roleplay, I may have days where the muse burns out and I am depressed, or have autistic burnout (which I get a lot). I am a chronic multi-mental illness, emotional, developmental and behavioral sufferer so please give me time, I will get back to you the next business day or weekend. I do tend to go through quite a lot in real-life, so please be patient. It goes a long way. Rushing only stresses me out and causes me to shutdown or withdraw. I am an up-front role-player, I will not ghost anyone without explanation.<br><br>Thank you ever so kindly for reading if you got this far, have a splendid morning, evening, afternoon, or night, wherever in the world you reside. <br><br>~ <span class="bb-i"><font color="#ed145b"><div class="bb-h1">Silent Feather the Scrawl Banditta</div></font></span></div>