Silver Fox

Final Fantasy VIII: Tempus Veneficarum [7/10 Slots]

Ashton listened to the girl, head tilting a little to the side as she processed the information given. Pondering for a moment before nodding her head in response to her question. Soon her gaze saw Duncan coming over, giving a bloody thumbs up. She mildly frowned with disapproval but understood the situation. Despite her profession, she didn't enjoy killing unless necessary. Still, they were SeeD members who were in a life threatening situation and could hardly afford and mishaps. Even the woman she knocked out was still a risk if she were to wake up and set the alarm. She may be out for a hour or so, but the tall woman was unsure if they would be long gone by then.

Nodding in response to Duncan's 'All Clear' sign, she turned her gaze back to the woman, glancing back and forth between the two as they spoke. Duncan seemed to recognize her and she responded in turn as she corrected the man on her name. Even without Duncan's order to let SeeD member Grants out, Ashton still would have released her. Her words didn't sound false at the very least. Then again she was known to be soft. Fumbling with the keys, she unlocked the cell before ripping the jackets sleeves before using the cloth to tie up the guard and gag her. Putting her into the cell and closing it. Ashton would of probably taken the guard's clothes, but they were much too small to fit her. Locking it, the dirty blonde looked to Minerva as she asked for good news.

Giving a slight thoughtful look, she lifted her right hand flatly, shaking it a bit in a so-so manner, leaning more downward manner meaning that things didn't really go well. Thinking for a moment, she handed the SMG to Duncan, then the baton to Minerva. Allowing to get at least some decent equipment. Ashton felt better with her rifle. Although she was a sharp shooter and could still aim pretty well with any gun, it felt extremely uncomfortable from what seemed like a significant downgrade in accuracy when using a SMG compared to her sniper. Duncan would probably find better use for it. After, Ashton glanced up before raising her hands. Tapping her left index and middle fingers against her right wrist as if trying to tap a watch. Before crossing her arms in front of her to form a 'X' then pointing to the stairs then upwards.

Getting into a crouch, Ashton carefully tried sneaking back to the stairs. Slowly moving up them and carefully checking her corners. It seemed at least those guards were mostly in charge of this floor. Ducking behind a box, she peeked around the corner, having to crouch significantly just to stay out of sight, and spotted quite a armored door. Two guards standing by it. Looking quite bored as he rocked on his heels. Sucking in her left cheek in thought, she turned to look at her two comrades questionably.

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

@Caits

I'm so out of energy D:

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

*flops on ground-*

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

Remember when i said I'd post today? Nah. Post tomorrow. Day off xD

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

Bleh... Try posting tomorrow., so tired

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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@Caits

120 there is one small country betqeen me and french so im a little more up to date but truly i dont care what happens. Even if terrorist would do something in my country then i wouldnt care. If i was in it dont care. The only thing that woild make me care was somwone i somewhat cared about would be in that terrorist attack but the only thing that gavw my hwart a missing beat was a man looking for his missing son while running through the street.

@liferusher

@liferusherI care because hey, 127 (from the latest news report in the net) are dead, 200 are injuried, 80 seriously so chances are there will probably be another 40 dead before tomorrow. I also care because I actually know someone who was in the Sydney Lindt cafe heist, from the guy claiming to be apart of Isis last year about this time and I care because no one has the right to do this

Mostly I just care because I think if the families torn apart, children expecting parents home, or siblings or parents expecting kids home and it just isn't happening. I think what would happen if that happened here, if my family was torn apart and I just can't not feel for Paris, and the people involved

Anyway I'm off to bed

@Caits

Yeah. I know its sad. Yet I don't feel so depressed compared if it would of actually happened to me. After all. If you think about it. A lot of people are suffering that we don't think about. People die everyday, there are people slowly dying, there are orphans, there are people starving. People are killed.

This is just a bigger event to make itself known.

Perhaps its a little different with my family. We'd feel sad, more angry then sad though, but we'd quickly get over it if we were torn apart similarly.

Well. My mother's side of the family at least. My fathers side is probably more emotional.

Even 9/11 didn't get us. well. I didn't know about till way later since I was a kid and hardly paid attention and ignored the news. Only thing I remember is mother giving kudos to Firefighters. She's always liked them.

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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I think it's just because of...it's distant. It's not something we think of, until it happens, but because it hasn't happened to us, it makes it...unreal.

@Caits

Maybe.

But then again, my own mother told me to kill her if need be so there's that xD

But yeah, it's probably because it's not me.

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

I have to wonder of these like this. How events like this Paris don't make me feel much. In my head, I know it's sad and wrong. Yet I don't feel much. Or I don't recognize it.

Perhaps because part of my brain is like 'Whatever. It's just 160 people.' Even though I morally know that is heartless. I should feel something. Seeing people like Caits who get so passionate over it, they throw their anger at something. Or just sad. They are both interesting and confusing.

I'm strange and off indeed.

I do feel. Undertale made me feel something. Uplifted maybe.

In games, I always play the good guy. Wonder if that means if deep down, I do feel compassion.

Or maybe just playing life like a game. Picking the morally correct choices.

Still, I hope for the best for the lives lost and the lives left. Hope things get better.

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

To be honest, if I didn't have my religion. I probably would have suicided when I hit eighteen. Back then, I was seriously considering jumping off a bridge. But my belief that there was some reason I'm alive stopped me. Even if it's a small role, the hope there was a reason is why I'm here today.

Because I thought I was worthless. I still do at times. But it was that belief that kept me walking. Even when I was in the darkest parts of my mind, including killing people.

People just use that belief for bad sometimes. A excuse. But the sad thing is, those people can find another excuse to kill. People who were me don't. They need hope. Be it in religion or family.

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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Well it's 14/11 here but I know you do it backwards so yes, 11/14

It's just so sad. All for what? Maybe we should just get rid of all religions. The world might be a better place for it.

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Sure, come to my place. We have a spare room XD

Some people just make me sick

@Caits

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...Get rid of all religions? By what, siphoning faith from people's veins, or exterminating them en masse? There are more people with some sort of affiliation in the world than people without by far (Think India (Hindu) and China (Buddhist)) Perhaps you should narrow your field down to religions that condone slaughtering infidels.

@Lugubrious

Agreed. Not all religions are that bad. Everyone has some sort of belief. Even Atheist. It's just the person.

The person makes the final decision. It doesn't even have to be about religion. I bet you, if religion never existed, there would still be slaughter.

After all, a person with no religion can hate like homosexuals and go 'THEY SHOULD ALL DIE CAUSE ITS NOT NATURE'

If you want to think that, humans should be wiped out in general. The world would be a better place. Problem solved if everyone is dead xD