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9 yrs ago
Current Okay I know I said I would reply today everyone. Gonna have to push it either tomorrow or Saturday
9 yrs ago
Will try replying tomorrow night. Will be tired tho so don't bet on it. But I will attempt
9 yrs ago
Make that either tomorrow or Monday night
9 yrs ago
Ok. Said I'd reply today. But I'm super tired. Might be tomorrow or the day after so I can play catch up
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9 yrs ago
Posting may be iffy because puppy had surgery today. Gotta watch him

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Transcendent: Darkness Rising(A Sci-Fi Roleplay) Accepting!
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@Silver Fox
Always.

That's been me the last couple of years. That's why I roleplay.

So I understand


Yeah. Roleplay doesn't seem to help. Nor games, nor tv. Taking a walk. Just sleep. Sleep and Sleep. Dreaming. The first few days, sleeping was a darker thought of wishing to not return to the waking world. But some of the other folks I rp with and people at work wished me well. Made me feel a little better.

Wish I had the energy for things though. I'd like to play games and roleplay more. Hopefully I have enough for FF15 that's coming out soon at least.
@Silver Fox
No. I thought after everything Karn has been through, when we made Phoenix wings teams one, that it might be good to give the little guy a break.

I know I'm not responsible for others, but that doesn't stop me caring.

You have a right to feel like you do, and I, nor anyone else here, begrudges you that.

We care.


I see, that makes sense.

And thank you. Makes feel a little bit better. It's always on and off. With the moods. This week was one of the bad ones. So it's nice to hear kind words.
@Silver Fox
I feel utterly terrible.

The games will be over soon, and then there's a time skip. If you'd like to wait till then to start posting again, you can. Then you need not know anything but who won the games.

Cause even I am not too sure what the hell has happened lately


Then I assume Karn really isn't part of the games anymore? I suppose I might do that then cause everytime I look at the IC. I just cringe and instantly retreat into doing something else.

Don't feel terrible... Not really anyone's fault. I'm just depressed. And when I'm depressed I get a bit needy and sad, but I just end up bottling up everything, hiding, not talking to anyone and just curl up in my bed. Just makes it worst in the long run but it's a built in system since I was a kid. Usually, my brothers or sister which are my pets are the ones I comfort with or talk to but, that doesn't seem to help as much for the main reason.

Just time and healing.

So don't worry Caits, you aint responsible of others. I'm just responsible for me. And I know I am immature and I really should buck up and not complain or feel this way.

Despite that, it does feel good just to say things. Stupid things. Anything.
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*gives hug*

Its not that bad. Please, don't go, give it time, you are important and welcome here.

☺️👍


Other than I've missed... I dont even know how many pages by now. But thank you Crimson. It helps *hugs*

@Silver Foxit isn't true foxie.

This whole year hasn't been good for me and I'm coming out of it. I try to remember everyone, but it's been hard.

I'm sorry, I didn't even see you post, and for a whole there if I didn't get mentioned...I just didn't care, because it was too much energy to look through it all.

*hugs* I'm sorry for not being a good person...

I want you to stay. The thought of losing you, when you've been here so long? Devastating

What's happened?


It's alright. I had the same thing this month. If no one mentioned me that I didn't have the energy to look. Or just thought no one cared enough to think of me.

As for what happened, you can go on my profile and look at my status history. At the time I tried updating so my rps knew of things that happened. Which happened to be a chain reaction. The last one was the one I just grew the most tired and gave up in attempting to keep up with anything.
@Silver Fox
awwwww...

well, if thats how you feel, but...You're charactes are the best


At times, it doesn't feel like that's true. I just feel like I don't matter here anymore. I know that's a bit selfish. But last I did speak here, it did honestly hurt a bit when no one spoke to me when I honestly really needed it after this month. Cirus, yes, though that was only the rp post.

And after this month, my energy for anything has been slim to nothing. Effort to even eat is hard.

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I would give you a link to a IC post that might be helpful to know what's going in the IC. But that's if I was on a computer and not phone.

So to make it a bit easier and without a mistake/accident occurring when typing this post. I'll say this. We finally moved to the next day which is the final day of the Magic Games. Jamie woke every up to what was like a buffet and then all the guilds are now entering the arena. Phoenix Wing is there at there at the moment, but not sure about Dragon Fang yet. But from what Caits just posted here in the OCC, sounds like she wants everyone at the arena soon. Also Iron Enigma, for some reason, left the Magic Games. So to make the teams a bit even, Phoenix Wing had to only have one team. So some left and some stayed since there still has to be the same number of people in a team. If I remember correctly, Karn might not be in this new combined team. So I guess have fun with the other members or people who are not competing?

Hopefully that helps


Thank you Explorer, that really does help me out a bit. So maybe I'll still be able to post something with the Karn's. While Prince still... Either bedridden or just missing. Depending on what plan I wish to initiate or not. Dunno.
@Silver Fox
last day of the games, its just started. Maybe write about the new day?


Maybe. I'll try. Though I don't feel in the mood to really read and memorize everyone's position. I've been feeling.. Excluded or perhaps distant from this rp as of late since the incident. Perhaps it's time for me to just hang it up with this. I dunno..

I honestly do not know what's going on or how to even post anymore. Sad.
Karn's ears flicked, lifting her goggles from her eyes to gingerly rest on top of her head, cracking her knuckles as she seemed to be done fiddling with the device. Standing up, her catlike eyes glanced toward the others and shrug a little. "Well luckily, quite a bit of the clothing and outfits are still around. And they are enough that look ratty to do just fine for any common person. Women's are in the women's resting quarters in some of the boxes. So as long as Princess Gemstone and Ser Bearish can act like the common lass, should be easier to get by." the Demihuman said, throwing her thumb casually over her shoulder and after Wylde to the woman's quarters.

Hopefully they could find something that would hold the journey. It will be nice to go to Treno. Could stop by the Doc's to get some good medicine. Maybe gamble a little bit. Treno was quite a nice city to spend night's at.

When Wylde returned, the short blonde ambiguous female glanced toward her with the usual neutral expression. Emerald eyes casually doing a once over as they roamed over her companion before looking directly at her. "Purrfect. Glad you cut that hair of yours. It's heavenly color and length was driving me Wylde." Karn said calmly before smirking mischievously and giving a playful wink, earning a groan from Blank as he face palmed.

"Karn, can you just not? You make my head hurt." Blank whined.

Karn just rolled her eyes, shrugging with her arms out in a sort of like 'i dunno' manner, though the mischievous smirk remained. "Awe what's wrong bro? Don't tell me I leave your..." Karn started before being interrupted by the red spiky haired man.

"No." Blank stated firmly, his hand slowly sliding down his face.

"Mind." Karn continued, grin growing wider as she slowly leaned her body closer to her comrade until they were touching arms and shoulders.

"Don't you dare." Blank warned.

"Blank." Karn finished while poking his cheek with a gloved index finger as she watched in satisfaction while Blank growled and groaned, smacking both hands against his face.

"That's it! Come here you little cat!" Blank said before promptly tackling her. Though she seemed prepared for this because as soon as she started falling, she slammed both hands to the ground, catching herself while her legs wrapped around her brother in arms. Flipping along with the momentum and promptly swung him slam his back against the ground. The shirtless man grunted but quickly rolled and grabbed her thighs in order to try to flip and pin her. Though she smacked him in the face with her tail to distract him, rolling and flipping them both on their bellies. Getting up to her hands and feet to quickly leap a bit to land on top him with a evil smirk on her face while sitting on his back, hands raised wiggling threateningly before taking off the gloves to reveal her claws.

"Prepare to meet your ultimate demise, Blank Shirt." The feline hummed before tickling her claws against the bare skin around the ribs. Blank started to uncontrollably laugh, starting to thrash as he tried to throw her off.

"Say Carbuncle." Karn demanded with a smirk.

"Hahahaa..... NEVER! OW hey! Hahaha" Blank snickered.

"Alright you asked for it." Karn shrugged before closing her mouth and swishing her tongue and sucking around her mouth. Creating quite the wad of saliva.

"Ah Ah AH! Wylde! Boss! Cinna! Marcus! Assist! Timeout! Tagout!" Blank called, reaching to struggling and smacking his hands on the ground. Though Cinna and Marcus just looked up from their card game for a moment, shrugged then continued.

"Nah bro, this is one time I ain't saving ya." Marcus mused, casually shifting through the cards in his hand.

"Traitors!" Blank whined.

Sticking her left index finger in her mouth, she drew it out to have a nice glop of moisture as she grinned like a Cheshire cat ready to deal out the worst.

"Fine Fine! Carbuncle! Carbuncle!" Blank said, giving in and faceplanting on the ground in relief as the Demi-human seemed pleased, swallowing the rest of the spit before just wiping the loaded weapon of it against Blank's back and got back up. Reequipping her gloves with a victorious smirk.

Blank stood up and glared at her from under his leather belt headband before shrugging and shook her head. "You tell them they need to act like the common girl, yet you don't act anything like one." He said before laughing as Karn drew her right hand upwards to smack him upside the head. Before ruffling the spiky hair messily.

"That's because I hang around you louts." The feline mused cooly.

"But there's Monica and Ruby." Blank pointed out.

"There's more of you louts. And I guess I just find you all more... amewsing." Karn grinned, earning another groan.
Treno is indeed fun. Karn could totally go play some cards.
Im unsure of this, but I am a bit interested XD
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