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  • Joined: 12 yrs ago
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    1. Tearstone 12 yrs ago

Status

Recent Statuses

2 yrs ago
Current Hoping for a good turkey-day...
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2 yrs ago
If you can't dazzle them with brilliance, baffle them with bs
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2 yrs ago
Driving a sandworm through a pre-school...
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3 yrs ago
Remember, punishable by fine means legal for a price.
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4 yrs ago
♪♫♪ Don't climb up the rope. Dont haul up the mast. And if ya see a sailin' ship it might'n be yer last...♪♫♪
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Bio



Tearstone




Summary

Name: Tearstone
Aliases: Tearstone
Age: 33
Birthday: March 13th
Ethnicity: Caucasian
Location: Resides in western Oklahoma
Gender:
Major/Minor: Associates degree in Occupational Studies - Massage Therapy
Occupation: Unemployed/Under-employed Cert. Massage Therapist, freelance writer
Languages: Fluent in English, Bad English/Profanity. Knowledgeable of Japanese, Spanish, and Latin.
Current Bio Theme: None
Years Rping: 20 years
Preferred Rp Section: Typically casual or advanced.
Rp Level: High casual to advanced.
Dedication Level: I don't know what yardstick to measure this with. It all depends on my interest, if I'm enjoying the writing and my partners.
Biggest Rp Pet Peeve: If you one-line me and use chatspeak where it doesn't belong, I will CUT you. Pay attention to lore and genre conventions. DO NOT fall silent on me. IF you're bored, say so. If something happens, freaking tell me. I want to get to know my partners out of character too.
Teach New Rpers Or Coach New GM's: Yes. Very much so. I love teaching and doing what I can to improve people's skills, and challenge their ability. I love fostering growth.



Appearance

Height: 5' 7"
Weight: Overweight
Build: Ectomorphic, athletic. Built like a tank... or a tall dwarf
Eyes: Hazel-gray, but color shift with light and mood.
Hair: Chocolate brown, collar length currently. May grow out again.
Skin Tone: Light, tan decently in summer, but I live like basement cat.
Tattoos/Scars/Piercings: No tats or piercings. Scar, right wrist (1 cun (3 finger widths), medial from hand crease.) Sits across radial bone on anterior, 45° angle, looks self inflicted, but is actually from fending off an attacker in middle school. Burn scar left knee, the size of a quarter. Stuck knee against hot muffler of lawn mower on accident around 2004. Burn scar torso lower right quadrant inferior to navel and one inch lateral, spilled hot-ass ramen on self last winter. Some of the liquid got lodged in waist band of shorts and caused burn.
Personal Style:



Psychology

Intelligent * Procrastinator * Intuitive * Apathetic * Flexible/Adaptable * Cynical


Sexuality: Kinsey 2
Relationship Status: Semi-open longterm relationship/domestic partnership
Personality: INTJ/P, Turbulent quality. Swings to INFJ/P at times. Born a Pisces, much of Tearston's personality has been altered by their experiences, bu thtey still posses a deep emotional reservoir. Highly creative, great with abstract reasoning and special reasoning, Tear spends much time considering many problems. The overall personality has lead to a life of creative and intellectual pursuits.
Habits:
Hobbies: Reading, writing/RPing, PC gaming especially MMORPG's, graphic design work. Trained in martial arts from the age of 7. Is a firearms and explosives enthusiast. Is enthusiastic about all things militaria, and has a keep interest in law enforcement as well. Music - listening, spinning records and live mixing, writing music and producing in digital audio workspaces such as FL Studio (Fruity Loops). Tear has been a musician since the sixth grade, and is self-taught on a few instruments not learned in school. Singing is another hobby band while somewhat skilled, they are terribly self-conscious about singing for others. Hiking, bushcraft and survival skills. Cooking is a joy and passion, and is considered to be an art form.
Fears: Tearstone has arachnaphobia to a moderate degree. Blame watching the movie by the same name when they were little. Fears physical trauma especially surgery. This gives them the heebie-jeebies. They don't care for needles but will endure some poking and prodding. Tearstone fears leaving behind a negative legacy for their loved ones.
Dislikes:



Cards On The Table

Rp's Currently Gming: None on RPG
Rp's Currently Enjoying: None on RPG. Play by post Tabletop game on FB for Storm King's Thunder though.
Past RP's Enjoyed:
Other Places Of Interest:
Favorite Posts: Stay tuned.
Upcoming Works: The Raptor Company (a fantasy novel), Crucible, (a sci-fi novel)



History

What Brings You To Role Player Guild: Roleplay
Life Before You Came To Role Player Guild: Tearstone was a member of several play by post, forum RP's and chat RP's as well as in-game RP groups in various MMO's including World of Warcraft, Eve Online, Neverwinter Nights, Champions Online, and so on.
Life Since You Came To Role Player Guild: See above, not much has changed. Tearstone has made it through two major site crashes, but is still confident in Mahz.



Extras

Quotes or Sayings:
Theme Song: Really?
Advice To The World: Stop. Think about what you're doing. Think about the consequences and repercussions. Love each other.
Anything Else: - Nothing right now.


Most Recent Posts

Name: Elijah Dodgers
Nicknames: Dodge
Age: 22
Gender: Male
Rank: Cpl
Ethnicity/Nationality: Caucasian/American

Physical Description:
Standing 5'9" with brown hair and green eyes, Eli is of average but sturdy build. With outdoor life in the semi-arid desert of the Texas Panhandle being the norm until the Nam, he is well tanned, and in good shape. Basic has hardened his frame.


Skillset:
Eli has a couple tours under his belt at least, giving him some familiarity with the VC, the jungle, and operation of his weapon systems. He as proven to be capable under fire, and has demonstrated leadership capabilities among his peers. As such he has recently been minted as a Corporal and given charge of a few others.
With a youth spent outdoors, a gun in hand, hunting, exploring, and being in dangerous country sometimes, has attributed to his survival in the jungles of Viet Nam.
M16 Expert
M203 Qualified
Land Navigation Qualified
Army hand to hand


History:
Elijah was born in Borger Texas in 1945. His father was Dale Dodgers, a WWII vet. His mother was Helen who was the daughter of a displaced farmer from the dust bowl. Dale spent most of his time working the oilfield and carbon black after returning home from military to provide for his wife and son. Eli attended public schooling in Borger. He gained a few friends, and even had a girlfriend, Regina Warren. For a time, Regina was all he was about, and intended to marry the girl until the Draft came along.

His dad taught him to shoot and Elijah took to hunting and fishing with his grandfather and father (When he had the time). During his school years, he was a typical kid of the day, when he wasn't parked next to the radio or TV, he would sometimes venture down to Electric City, the small township that had sprung up around the steam-based powerplant that had been erected to power the Phillips-Chevron Refinery as well as the oilfield drilling locations in the area when his dad was a boy. By the time he was old enough to go to Electric City, it had been all but abandoned. Exploring old houses and structures was a fun activity, and occasionally he found something nifty while he was there. More than once he'd found a rattlesnake there, but he'd learned how to handle them, and was always careful about such things.

Something of a loner because of this, as mentioned before he had only a few friends, maybe enough to count on one hand. But those that he had were good ones. Occasionally he would spend time with his cousins, of whom he had several, which between his friends and family allowed him to be decently well-rounded and instilled the value of family. He still maintains a sense of independence and self-reliance.

It was during the last year or so of high school he took an interest in Regina Warren, a dark-haired girl with blue eyes who'd grown up in the same town. At first she turned him down, but with charm and persistence she finally decided he was serious, or at least seriously interested in her. The two started seeing each other outside of school, a little at first, but then more so, even going out on dates.

By this time, Eli's mother had become a working woman at the local J.C. Penny's. Better that than the alternative, as inflation soared. Being well old enough to take care of himself, Eli was left to his own devices much of the time, especially with his father becoming increasingly absent from his life, spending more time at the local watering holes after work, and often stumbling home drunk. This meant it was much harder for his parental unit to wrangle in his 'extracurricular' activities. This gave him something of a badboy vibe, which Gina was drown to, and Eli probably didn't do much to dispel it.

Just before graduation, his father wound up running his car off the bridge of the Canadian River on Highway 136, after traveling down it the opposite way in a drunken stupor. The car dropped a couple stories below and crashed into the river. Unable to free himself, his father drowned, leaving his mother a widow. A month later the Draft came through, and pulled him away from his mom and Gina.

At first Eli resented the military and the draft pulling him away from his little life in Borger, sometimes it was the thought of home that kept him going, as well as the letters back and forth. Basic training kept him pretty busy, and was a distraction needed. After that he attended training at Fort Benning for training regarding the new 11th Air Assault Division. Serving with the 11th, he gained several tours, but wasn't entirely happy about the 11th being rolled over into 1st Cavalry Divsion (Air Mobile) but since then not a whole lot has changed


Equipment:
  • M79 grenade launcher - "Thumper" - 5 grenades, 3 smoke
  • M16A1 (w/ brass deflecter, newer model), "Rebecca" - 3 extra magazines (1 mag empty)
  • Colt 1911, 4 extra mags (one loaded in weapon)
  • M1942 machete, scout carry (small of back)
  • Gerber Mk II fighting knife
  • Jungle fatigues, boots, boonie hat, OD Bandana,
  • Canteen, e-tool, poncho, 50' 550 paracord, FAK, other soldier sunderies
  • pictures of mom and Regina
  • couple cans of "dip", pack of cigs, zippo lighter, pack of playing cards

In No Hope 11 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
Okay, see, now that's just bad.

I had in mind to do a former criminal - Hitman/assassin type that was now just trying to make it. Not a Dexter Morgan, serial killer, but a professional "troubleshooter" with employers and the like. Maybe that's too OP, I'm not sure.

I've also looked at an Outfitter/Backpacker store clerk, who's got some time out in the bush, with perhaps some military experience from years prior.

I've thought about doing a Nat'l Guard Rifleman, last of his/her unit just trying to link up with another command element.

I've thought about doing a patrol cop that has kind of gotten caught out and is trying to link up with the military or law enforcement, and maybe help out anybody he/she can along the way.

I've also thought of a Con Artst or Espionage Agent - might feel like of like a greasy Used Car Salesman type, that you don't quite fully trust, but you have to trust at least some if you wanna make it out. Charming, funny, but is about as hard to kill as a New York City cockroach in a corner under a cabinet. Not because of being super-tough or anything, just... slippery scumbag. Anybody who's watched Burn Notice should know exactly who I'm talking about.

I've thought about cloning myself and throwing in, just to see if I personally could make it. (I really doubt. Despite my knowledge and skills, my physical abilities are... nowhere near what they need to be or used to be).

I've also thought about playing a biker from The Reapers MC. I've thought about playing a Kendoka (kendo practitioner) and I've thought about a historical weapons specialist from the Smithsonian.

Lots of ideas.
Color me interested!

This reminds me a lot of RECON by Palladium Books, which is a great game and setting.

I would definitely be interested in playing an Intel officer or Pigman. At the least I'd settle in as a rifleman.

Also, Hi Tome, I swear I'm not stalking.

As a long time student of militaria, especially US, as well as bushcraft/survival, and environments and situations like this, I would love to put myself into the mental challenge. I still need to make a character for "No Hope" but there's soooo much I could do there, so it's hard to choose. Here, it's a little different.

I'd be willing to take corporal, and run a fireteam or something, though this is less about a LURRP or combat, and more about "RTB before the VC break a boot off in us".
In No Hope 11 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
Interested in this. Haven't read the IC yet, but I've gone through all the OOC now.

Many ideas afloat in my head.

Edit: With the summary of events, its not as necessary to read through all the IC.

Still many ideas!
Seconded *slams gavel*
I google all kinds of stuff for RP's from firearms, to explosives, to police 10-codes, police signal codes, military history, military jargon, historical information, old cultures, period influences, medical terminology, diseases, vehicles, ancient and modern weapons, tactics, pictures, face claims info, music, playlists, equations for calculating things like speed, mass, acceleration, gravity wells, and so on.

I like to be pretty accurate. The other night I wasted hourrrrrs on pulling up Albuquerque Police Department's 10-codes, as well as New Mexico's, as well as finding out if they were a "plain-talk" or coded department. I also found a site to listen in on their police and sheriff's department radio bands in real-time. I researched their callsign proceedures, how they lay out their patrols/beats, districts and some proceedures. I probably know more about the ABQ PD than most people who live in ABQ by now. Most of this was for one little post I wanted to get right.

Now, I play a cop that's from there, so I have my reasons, and have done other research on ABQ PD before, but this was a whole new level. However, I'm pretty happy with the post, and it's feel.

Maybe I should start posting a "My RP Tools" article up here somewhere.

But yeah... I do a ton of research all the time. ... Pretty much daily. Wikipedia is a hell of a time sink, as are many other places on the net.

I'm definitely on several watch-lists by now. Or at least people are getting to enjoy some good reading/writing.
Merp
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We've had so many noble souls lost lately that it hurts my heart. It is time to gather ourselves up and keep moving toward a brighter tomorrow, a grand story we can all contribute to. Roll call!

@Tearstone @Krayzikk @Kaithas @Awesomoman64 @Lokileo789 @Sixsmith @Agent B52 @Paigesweetheart @TentacleLord

Those I haven't mentioned have assured me recently of their committal and have my complete faith.


I know I'm AWOL, but I can at least sound off.

I really ought to make a push to catch up and get back to posting.
Parkour!

The building was on fire, and it wasn't my fault - Harry Dresden

Still interested in a possible game here. I have the RPG books, as well as read all the series, except for a few small short stories. I've also watched the Series, though... it wasn't nearly as good.

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