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9 mos ago
Current This site's like Old Broadway...I'm seeing a young man sittin' in an old man's bar, waitin' for his turn to die.
1 yr ago
I would sooner face outright phobia again than be given a half-hearted apology by the same systems which did nothing in the face of injustice and to now seek to make profit from our suffering.
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I will never celebrate Pride Month for being stabbed in the leg and shot in the neck while it is sponsored by Chase. I will never mistake complacency for forgiveness nor acceptance.
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Pride Month is celebrate by those who have never struggled. Those of us who have - those who have been harassed, assulted, detained and debased - have no such pride in it. There is only ire and spite.
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So sorry if I'm not enthused. It's just that there's nothing to be happy about now, and people just buy rainbow stuff from the same corps who need us kept down to sell them in the first place.
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“There was a time when I was master of the universe. As I was staying ageless and motionless before my computer, flying untouched over human frenzy, cities rose and crumbled under my thumb, tiny people ran hurriedly to their death on the roads I had built and time flew at my command.

Then it all stopped, and I had to become one of those running specks. They call it 'life.'”

Nicolas Combrexelle

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September 12th, 1914


Bird song nor sunshine graced the small hours of the morn, and neither seemed to dare test the patience of the city of Amone. For however their remnant occupants would have found the occasion, the dreary setting seemed to insistent upon some dolorous scenescape that defied weather or mood. In the slightest hours of the morning, the rain appeared to let up, yet for whatever small pittance the weather did allow for the denizens of that sepulchral city, it could perhaps only mean another slog through mud or cobblestone. Yet, to Inès, this was, for the time being, a faraway illusion, the likes of which not to be tested. She had a beautiful woman by her side, and her own life to be thankful for - if not thoroughly intact, then as a shattered, reforged mosaic.
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It was not to the sound of birds that she awoke to, but the light pitter-patter of the Corporal himself giving his dues. Voices muffled themselves through the creeks of wood, to where even that light conversation came as nothing but a hushed drone before her. Yet that was enough for her to know that morning had come, and the time for their mission came afoot. Inès rolled to her side, Freya still maintaining but one arm around her, and lightly nudged her companion's side.

"Freya." Inès calls, Freya lightly nudging back with her own motions, "Freya, it's morning."

"Mmh, i'm uupp..." she responds, rolling her face into a pillow. Inès smirks, hovering her hand just over her shoulder, just to plant a light rub, back and forth, back and forth, right until another mumbled moan came from the blonde.

Jean had told them to go to sleep in their uniforms, true, yet their activity for the light necessitated all garments be off. When the two grew tired and retired for the night, they threw the most important bits back on - pants, smallclothes, and socks - yet the bigger accessories to their wear still hung themselves from either walls or hangers. Inès' helmet and Freya's hat suspended themselves in couple along the wall by the door, while the Oceanic's bandolier lazed about the floor like a sprawled-about cat. Their jackets lay just beside, Inès picking hers up, and beginning with the lowermost button. One by one, she would work her way up, securing her top while she watched Freya fop about in bed.

As Inès herself could tell, the energy exerted last night got to Freya. So much for that "Oceanic prowess" as she did proclaim, while Inès smirks at the sight of her making attempts at awakening. Assistance would be required, certainly, and in that closest corner lay the kerosene lamp. She slid open a dresser, fumbling and feeling through its' papered contents, until the coarse edge of a matchbook did her fingers meet. Between two fingers, she plucks it out, just as quickly, striking a match to flame. The lamp's lowermost chamber opened with a *crick!*, and with a tick of her fingers, the room radiated with firelight. Of course, the last thing she desired was for Freya to be responsible for the burning of the White Hart Inn, and thus she kept it well in her mind to have it hover over her while she did call Freya's attention.

Freya, however, was a responsive sort, no stranger to awakening at dawn's first call, and as Inès turned about, found the blonde upright in their bed, if her hair was splintered and let loose with no hair tie nor hat to restrain it.

"G'morning, love..." She greets in a tone some might say "exhausted", yet clear from her droopy eyes that she was still in the "awakening" stage of her morning. From corner to edge, her fist rubbed her exhausted blue eye, descending to look to her right.

"Hand me that?" Freya requests, pointing lazily in the general direction of her decorated coat. Inès swoops down, grasping it with her left hand, then kneeling on the corner of the bed, perching the coat along her shoulder.

"You forgot something." Inès reminds her. Freya looks up. A hand reached around her back neck, running through the underside of Freya's morning hair, before her lips felt that familiar softness of a morning kiss.

Freya huffed a short laugh. At very least, the day for her would begin with a smile. Inès was sweet...in her own unique way. Freya knew Inès wasn't normally her type, but even that wouldn't dismiss her from interest. At most, Inès was rough around the edges, but as soon as her icy exterior melted, her insides flowed rich from her heart of gold.

Then...something familiar sounded off.

It...whistled. High in pitch, screeching to ear. It flew, and it fell, like the rise and the fall of a siren if it were to be put into a vulture's tune. And as it did foretell, it was unmistakable as it grew lower, and louder.

It was an artillery shell.

"SHELL!"

And for just one second. One perverse moment. One demented frisson, hanging by a moment Freya would never forget, Freya grasped hold of Naomi's jacket, and pulled. And never dared let her go.

Not once.

Not ever again.

And the only thing that was missing...was the impact.

The whistle came - they had both certainly heard the same fell whistle - but no shockwave nor sonorous roar erupted through the sky. Freya held on still, her grip slowly loosening as they breathed in unison for what was. Inès held her back, not knowing if this were her last moment. But, as their holds upon one another secured into comprehension, they still knew not what wait before them in the earliest hours of twilight. The Darcsen nudged her companion, even with what light they had, looking over her in the dark. A silent response exchanged, staring into one another's shaded blues, and without exchanging words, knew they would have to wake up and face the day.

Inès creeps so slightly toward a window that not even the floorboards squeaked. Mice's attempts at silence did her actions no justice, for Inès moved so carefully that she expected a sharpshooter to be aimed through. Her head slowly turns out, eeking out whatever was possible in the hour before dawn, even Freya as an observer did wince and wish to retreat.

From the listening of the sparse moonlight did shine the cloud. A sickly cloud, of color Inès had only heard of in the whispers of industry workers and other urban fairy tales.

Then...it came together.



"Someone said they found it in the city, here. I think they're supposed to be antiques. Mining masks."

"Yeah. Back in old times, deep underground, there'd be buildups of sulfur or monoxide-"



("Those...little...")

"Freya...go...get Marathon and make sure he's safe..."

She only checked to see if Freya had followed her instruction, and by whatever time Inès had to rogate her command, the sound of a once-drunken Oceanic flooding the halls with cries to put on her mask came clear. Even from what was a normally soundproofed upper floor rung with the unmistakable sounds of chaos from below. Windows screeched while their panes shattered. Shouts of all voices reverberated while squadmates flooded out. Many headed downstairs, yet Inès dared not go anywhere without her "mining mask". Inès looked upon it and saw only death, for nothing good came for when their masks were given. And that good nothing came to, like all sins do, in good time.

Much of her time hazed by like a distant fog, growing only more obfuscant as the gas crept in. She would heed the Oceanic's demands, immersing herself into a choking claustrophobia all its own as she embraced the gas mask. The slight weight of the canister below her hung like a noose dangling below her, that device which kept her breathing threatening to strangle her with every movement she took.

And as she did proceed downstairs, after the pleas of Jean and his compatriots, she saw what the meaning of the masks were for: Nothing. Nothingness came in the form of Imperials, much like the ones she learned this information from, as they stormed in the building, masks brazened as their own. Inès had behind her Freya, and upon her - she imagined, as she dared not take her eyes away from the faceless before her - Thomas, whom she could only imagine came with a mask of his own. This faceless before her beared arms, much like the faceless she was, and so too, made flight upon her life. No matter how insulated her face may have been, it returned no such favor to mute the roars of gunshots around her. Instinctively, even while the lenses gave way to a cracked, permeated twilight, the glistening nickel of a handgun poised her way had her duck behind whatever cover she found, and whatever she did find did that bullet graze overhead while its whistle did ode to the symphony of battle.

There were no thoughts to her lunge, to how she found herself throwing the entirety of herself around one corner. As soon as she thought, she noticed, and there to any crack! of the glass shattering nor the wheeze as he did crumple, Inès saw the faceless become faced of her own doing. His mask tore, ripped right with red, as the noxious mist ran his eyes red while he grasped onto his purple-bruised throat. What breath of life that remained sputtered out in crimson, hopeful a hand clutching a gun might clear a throat for a walking man who knew not he stumbled only toward his grave.

Who was to come next? Another. One faceless. Yet Inès thought not, for thought and emotion in the moment paved no way to the moments. Moments and memory came as soon as they left, and for what Inès did sense did blank out immediately. There was another, she knew. People around him. Some alive. Some not. There was chaos, turmoil. A bar. One of many...

...one of many. One of too many. The sounds which rung, of battle, of discord, rung deaf to the world which she could tell. No cry of a corporal nor the shuffling behind her, the wheezes of those impaled by toxic cloud, all did blend to incorporeal shroud. The moments came...so soon. Warm one second, then suddenly gone...

There was a faceless before her, yet no sound did emanate from the horrified eyes which would fatefully puncture his filthy lenses. Inès recalls little; Only the shot of a pistol, and the last gasp of a dead man.


("Est...o mon dieu.")

Was it anger? Disappointment? Disturbing nostalgia that brought Inès' full focus forth to the sight of a fellow Darcsen. He so decided to drench himself in the ichor of others that he partook so religiously in how he so seemed to devour the Imperial below him, as each stab descending did the blood fly like a scene from horrific human sacrifice. Yet Franz did seem to compound his fury with every shattering blow, every ripping, tearing, piercing thrust carving a new cavity into his target, as each new wound did seem to reflect those he knew. Inès, for what was that moment, co-

"Franz?!"

"PUTAIN!"

"He's dead! He can't hurt anybod-!"

"Éloigne-toi de lui, imbécile!"

Inès darted forward, brushing off any comment whatever the dirthead could dare throw her way. "Positivity" and his pathetic attempts at morale showed their worth in the moments it was most needed. At very least, Inès deserved it to Franz that she look after him. She promised. He did no such thing.

"Franz?! Franz!! Franz!"

She kneels to his side, grasping to him, nearly restraining while her unmistakable huff permeated the mask. Even through the hearty respiration, those...breaths...were...familiar...

"E-est-ce que tout va bien pour vous?"

It was the only way Inès could think. They were the words which erupted from her mouth. She cared not if any could understand her, for her voice was the only one in a hail of fire, and the siren to dawn's break.


September 25th, 1914EC



"No."

("No?")

Inès shouldn't be the one judging, here. Be here as long as she may, and sharp she may be, Inès didn't know the entirety of Jean's picture. Perhaps she knew enough for insights into his surface thoughts - that may be true - even so, that left margins for digression all the same. How he commented on her, and...her tea. An odd tangent, certainly, yet that was what came to mind when Jean spoke of the brunette he so endeared. Inès narrowed her gaze slightly as Jean peered skywards as if he were being whisked away to a fantastic diversion, then widened those eyes as the picture came to view; Jean had quite the affinity toward her, certainly, but had not the words to describe how he truly felt. Second guesses got us all, certainly, but, as the adage went, "within every crisis lies opportunity, and those accomplishments are forever out of reach to those who constantly fear failure."

He might snicker, one time or two, with Inès' comments on the topic of his love interests, in any display that Jean did not have incentive to believe what she told him. Her words were true; not an ounce of fib escaped in any of her proposals or evaluations. Yet that seemed ingenuine for her compatriot, never minding once to nod in approval, but how could he? Inès knew Jean was busy, certainly, and the weight of managing the mission must have hung him like a hangman's noose. In spite of this, they were in the isle of tranquility none of them knew existed nor was even possible not one day ago. In that one day, that one night, plenty of merrymaking attracted the sights and gave delights to the members of Squad One. Maybe to Squad One...spare Jean.

Her hand motioned down, not guided, but rather, implored by the Corporal's guidance down naught a centimeter or two. Had Inès wished, she would have kept her position dead-set on her superior's heart, but for the first time...Inès saw him smile. Tenuous, nebulous, murky and melancholic, it seemed to be, but it was a smile, nevertheless, and that was a first from her superior. No matter the exam, no matter the trial; A woman defined by trial, tribulation, and testament to turbulence, Inès knew that there had to be time to smile, even if for naught but one moment, for naught but a snide, and for naught but a bleak bravado in spitting in the face of the innumerable odds.

She shared his smirk back, and exchanged a chuckle. It was good to see the officer smiling, truly. Even seeing Luke getting reprimanded almost changed Inès' opinion on the man. She heard him spoke of his time at Hill 58, charging across a war-pleated field just to re-obtain his prized binoculars, and now that modesty, before spoken so humbly, showed in true form. Inès chuckled. Whenever Luke was involved, Jean seemed to be there to show his spine, she noticed. Perhaps if he continued to push his buttons, Jean could become a fearless veteran of the battlefield in due time, charging across No Man's Land with as much thought as the day's rainfall.

...until Scarface came along, and so brutally executed Jean's confidence that even Middleton would have been declared a Saint by the Cruxian faith in comparison.

"Fils de pute..." Inès sighed, seeing Jean's confidence vaporize with one simple moment.

Whatever intrigue he could provide by a card game, that lost itself, clearly, to the emotional maelstrom Squad One's members entrapped themselves in. Diana - the blondie - was still getting over Luke's tantrum. Luke himself hung his head low, almost drooping his hair over his plate by now. But Jean...

...

Inès saw him head for her. She smirked. Maybe the talk was good for something, after all.


"What we really need to do here is get back to work and destroy those fucking tunnels."

"I will pretend I did not hear that!" The familiar voice chuckled, coming from Inès' leftmost side. She pivoted around, met by the familiarity of her used-to-be-Federal-technically-Imperial acquaintance. Not without his famed grin, Max took a seat beside her, in the position now vacated by a socializing Jean.

"I thought you left with the other Imperials." Inès asked, turning for a moment in surprise.

"And miss all of this glamour?" Max retorted, opening his arms as though he were a carnival host.

Inès sighed, turning back to what few scraps remained of her breakfast. Not smiling one wince, Inès displayed naught but disdain, even for a man as close as Max.

"I'm glad you still know how to laugh whenever it's not needed."

Max frowned, dropping his prosthetic arm to the table with its distinct *CREEURK*. He motioned slightly closer to Inès, leaning with his left arm upon his knee.

"Oh, n-...w-w-would you come on?!" He protested, checking around to make sure he hadn't caught too many ireful views. From how he frowned, looked down, and refocused back to Inès, he most certainly had. Inès smirked at him. Always the type to find trouble.

"Well...sigh, look. We still have business to do, eh?" Max reminded, hushing his voice this time, "I still have a good selection! And..."

The blondie paused for a moment, smiling. Inès turned with the silence, raising an eyebrow at first the silence, then at Max.

"...I have a little something for the birthday girl!"

"A little something." Just how little could it be? Even if he remembered her birthday - which, admittedly, Inès did find to be sweet of him - she knew it was on too short of notice to be anything too personal. By happenstance alone, the two caught one another here, and Max, while resourceful, Inès doubted he would send mail across a front line for the occasion. Still, whatever could it be such that Max would divert himself to not go back in safety with the other Imperials?

Inès breathed, smiling, shaking her head. She popped from her seat, gently sliding down from the barstool while she nodded her head.

"Okay." She accepted.


Max had his supply truck parked around a corner from the Inn, still well within the zone of neutrality, of course, but in an area plenty shaded so as to provide the well-deserved privacy for his clientele. The bed of his supply truck was covered in a canvas tarp, plenty drenched from the morning's precipitation, but situated in a secluded spot, free from prying eyes. Inès had seen photographs of the trucks before in newspaper snippets, catalogues, and the like, yet still was impressed by the size of the great automobile. It was certainly larger than any horse wagon she had seen, and dwarfed even any automobile she had acquainted herself with. Only could she imagine the Ragnite engine necessary to power a vehicle of this size, and with that thought wondered how Max was able to pathfind his truck into so small and specific a spot. Yet, therein lay the answer to a lot of questions...and likely why he was put into service of munitions and logistics.

Towards the very front of his cargo stash, amidst other countless crates and sacks, Inès had climbed around to Max's self-declared "special inventory", composed of a few nondescript chests and boxes. They were distinctly unlike the military crates around, and instead apropos a bedchest kept in houses far more furnished than what Inès was accustomed to. As the pair grunted and heaved, moving the chests into proper positioning, Max turned just away from Inès, grasping hold of an oil lantern with his right prosthetic.

"Open them up." Max asked, the sound of a match striking away just barely audible against the downpour of the morning. In almost perfect sync, Inès unbuckled the chest, flinging it open as light spilled forth into the truck.

Max hunched down, moving just to the side of Inès, smiling at the contents of the boxes. At first he leaned forward, putting his left arm across his stomach in the form of a deep bow.

"It is my honor to serve the legendary Mademoiselle Lévesque." Inès snickered at his faux pas. At the very least, even when he did attempt to emulate the fineness of Francian etiquette, Max still did manage wonders in humorous blunders. Specifically where working-class women were concerned.

Max had a full stock of varied weapons; some clearly in better condition than others. Blanketed in a thick cloth, several assortments of blades, maces, axes, knives, and even some tools repurposed into melee weapons lay in one crate. Just beneath, there was an assortment of other ranged weapons - old revolvers and pistols, all in varying states of repair, what she thought were grenades, and even a few clearly improvised fire bombs and powder bombs. In another large trunk, this one curiously coated in patches and other traveller's insignia - New Belfast, Buenos Vientos, Qi'an, Marseille, Weissendorf, among others - folded neatly among one another was a varied assortment of clothing, hats, and helmets, all in heterogenous form and origin. To her leftmost lay the final container, and within that were cans, tins, pots, and bottles of all manner of hard-to-acquire provisions. Fine cigars from Trinidad, ground coffee, chocolate, varied assortments of cigarettes, canned fruits and vegetables, whiskey, mead, beers and wines of all manner of brew and craft; the variety seemed endless from Inès view of what even was on the surface of this one container.

She looked through the weapons at first. If the squad were going to occupy themselves in what Inès could only imagine were the labyrinthine tunnels of this city, she would do herself well to equip with something far better suited for the tight confines of combat. Scanning over the contents, her hand rummaged slightly through the assortment of sidearms, finding at first many old-timey revolvers she swore would have to date back well into the 19th century. As was expected, they were in rough condition; the cylinders were often very chipped, perhaps even corroded in a few instances, and Inès could not find herself the interest to trust her life with an antique. One, however, did catch her attention; A semi-automatic model, fed from a grip magazine, in contrast to the pistol she was used to back home. It bore a sleek, minimal design, almost as though it were a revolver sans the cylinder. She picked it up, still encased in its' worn leather holster, and drew it slowly.

"A woman of class and taste, as always." Max applauded as she peered upon the handgun. With no doubt, he was earnest - and possibly correct - on account of her taste, yet class was another fib from him. However, while she venerated the sidearm, his hand slowly waved over hers. His face turned to awkwardness, a disappointed, strange smile on it.

"...we may be close, Inès, but...I can't sell that to you." Max frowned, "It's a risk, and i'm already not supposed to do this, nevermind acquiring ammunition, and what your superiors may say to you..."

Slowly, he wrapped his hand around the pistol grip, Inès relegating hold of the handgun. Max gently tugged it away, calmly smiling while he put it back into its' holster.

"Sorry, Inès, but...believe me on this. Erm- perhaps another time?"

"...another time." Inès relinquished. For now, there'd be no pistol, and at this rate, an unlikely endeavor unless she had the good fortune to scavenge one from a fallen Imperial - or Federal - officer. A shame, as she was far more familiar with handguns than she was rifles, yet she forsook the disappointment as she turned to her right, starting to look through the clothing bin.

"My last helmet got caved in." she announced, glancing briefly at Max, "What do you have?"

Quickstepping around to her side, Max snapped into life, beginning his dig into the contents of that trunk. Beneath a few lines of fatigues, coats, and hats, he pulled out a few assorted helmets, some wrapped in cloth, others simply stacked on top of one another. All of them were secondhand - they had to be, given their scratches and far from perfect condition - yet you could make out the general designs from which they came. Some Imperial, some Edinburgian, some Francian, and some of a design Inès had never encountered before. Every Federal helmet she dusted upon had clear scratches on them, some running so deep as to create indentations around the helmet's interior space. Feeling each crevice almost gave her a morbid curiosity, a morose wonderance as to just how this piece of headwear was obtained. Many of the Imperial helmets had similar scars, some even still carrying the musk of sweat of their previous owner, as Inès disgustedly noted. An Imperial helmet likely was not a great idea, given that tended to be the first note of identification, but neither did she trust the condition of any Federal helmet on offer. It was to the unknown helmets, then, where she rummaged through, finding similar circumstances to the contemporaries, at first. There was one last one, however, that caught her eye.

It bore only superficial scratches, yet bore similarities to both Edinburgh and Imperial designs. The bottoms of the helmet were winged, protruding slightly downward, especially around the backward neck in fashion not dissimilar to Edinburgh designs, while it also contoured itself around the user's ears and face, typical of Imperial patterns. Bearing a covering on the top, just above the face, the cover primarily protruded some sort of cloth on the front, which was wrapped around the helmet by leather bindings. If needed, the helmet could carry a small item or two, Inès justified.

"That one?" Max commented, "Kortrijk design, I think. That one came from when I did business with a performing troupe, actually. Said they found it while they were on the run in the South."

Inès glanced over at him. His eyebrows slightly raised, as if offended that she question his integrity so. She felt along the helmet, tilting her eyes back toward the new investment, then facing Max headfirst.

"How much?" She asked, raising the helmet slightly. He pondered over it, a slow smirk steadily sketching onto his expression.

"...for you?" Max declared, "...mmh. Thirty."

"Eighteen."

And like that, the game was on.

"Tsk. Ever the stiff one, Inès? Twenty-five."

"Twenty."

Max snickered, shaking his head. Streaks of his blonde hair obfuscated his hair, falling to a close underneath his eye as soon as his gesture ceased. His mouth formed a circle, then a whistle of a sharp exhale blew his hair from his view. His steady smile gave himself away; Correctly, he was under the impression their game was getting them nowhere.

"Tell you what:" He prompted, posturing his good hand forth, "Twenty-three, and I throw in that."

Finger extended, he gestured to a deep navy scarf of a sort, something between a scarf and a handkerchief, twined with a discernible light tan color. The pattern took form of two lines, repeating in a wavelike hexagonal sine, each one inlaid with another, solid-colored hexagon. Simple as it was elegant, Inès knew she would need something a bit warmer coming up. The winter months bore little to enjoy, and the Darcsen was no stranger to winters without proper equipment...and how little she cared to repeat those experiences.

Inès paused, then pulled out her coin purse.

"Deal." She agreed. Slipping out a few face bills, she exchanged the francs with the Imperial merchant, returning smiles and polite handshakes with one another.

"And what about your present?" Max halted, eyeing up Inès. Her face remained flat as her response. The Darcsen sighed for a bit, slowly turning into a smile, which earned Max's own grin as her reward. Snapping for but a bit, Max retreats to a crate just behind him, making a twirling motion with his finger.

"Turn around, close your eyes, and hold out your hands..."" He asked. More like suggested. Inès smirked, raising an eyebrow as her mouth so clearly hunched spoke the words "Are you kidding me?" without the need for her to waste her breath. Max sighed and shook his head, although her condemnation of his wish scantly deterred his own smile.

"Fine. Just wait then." He resigned, turning his back behind a small crate in the front. A fair bit of shuffling and ruffling ensured, Inès herself wondering just how much logistical maneuvering this man was doing to conceal such an important present to her. Moments later, he'd come back with a small, nondescript cloth bag, roughly the size of a football. He presented it to her with both hands extended, preceded by the *CREEEK* of his prosthetic.

"Ta-da!" he exclaimed, a grin only plausibly precedented by the eagerness of a gift waiting to be unwrapped. Inès took hold of it, quickly unraveling the binding of its' opening.

Her eyes widened at it. First, was a dark amber bottle, large and rounded near the bottom, more akin to a Pasteur flask than a traditional bottle of wine or liquor. Emblazoned with imprinted, raised letters, the title upon the bottle was clear:

Admiral Aufrey's Finest Centrolandic Rum
100 Proof
1.75 Litres


Inès typically wasn't much of a drinker. She'd have the occasional night to enjoy herself, certainly, but liquor never quite tickled her fancy. Even as destitute as they could be, Inès' mother seldom failed to stockpile on wine, and that would be her drink of choice on the rare days where she needed to let loose. Even the most dilettante purveyor of alcohol, however, knew the fame that was Admiral Aufrey's. She had seen it fetch handsome prices in windowsills while walking through many of the more exquisite parts of Francia, sometimes demanding a score well into the double digits. Edinburgh did occasionally issue rum rations, of course, but the stuff was typically poor, sometimes even so coarse that there would be thick strands of molasses still in the liquid, and the liquor would instead function apropos a hard candy instead of a drink to soothe the nerves. A bottle of this quality was certain to be something to enjoy...

...if Inès fancied rum. Still, it was something valuable to trade where niceties such as these were few and far between.

The others? They more than made up for the questionable gifts.

Encased well in a lacquered box, clear through a glass covering over its' hinged top, lay just what she needed - Khandar Rolls. Fresh, directly from Khandar, still sealed and stamped with the Gold Sultan's emblem on top. Even the aroma of the sweet leaves permeated well through their encasement, bringing delight to even the most stone-cold face. Inès couldn't restrain herself. She gave into it, smiling ear to ear.

"Are you trying to choke me?" Inès teased, poking fun at Max. He playfully shrugged back, feigning along with the joke. "...thanks."

"You're welcome!" For once, Max yielded to some actual manners. Even getting a simple "thank you" from the Imperial was a notoriously hellish task.

Just as their business was about to conclude, Inès caught sight of a mask just below her gaze. Not any mask, mind, but the exact same mask that had been issued to all of the Federal troops headed to Amone. Yet, she noticed that among the Imperials, not one had a similar one, nor any mask she could feasibly make out on their persons. She had a merchant of all manner of goods before her, dubious or not, and perhaps, then, she may have found some sort of use for it. Pointing directly at it, she turned her head to Max, her serious demeanor posturing her query.

"What are these masks?" she questioned.

The blonde headed man turned, approaching the mask with a puzzled look about him. Hand waved over, he seemed to almost feel it out, etching for some manner of distinction about it while he jogged his memory on the subject. Puzzled, frowning, he turned back to Inès.

"These? I only got this a few days ago." he explained, "Someone said they found it in the city, here. I think they're supposed to be antiques. Mining masks."

"Mining masks?" She wondered. A concerned, confused look came about her.

"Yeah. Back in old times, deep underground, there'd be buildups of sulfur or monoxide deep below, and what they'd do is keep a bird in a cage to see if the air was safe, since they'd be the little things to die first if there was poison in the air. But, over time, they just wanted miners to keep on digging without worrying about poison, so they made these so they wouldn't have to worry about it."

("What the Hell are we doing with mining masks?") Inès wondered to herself. Her face fell a bit down with the explanation, visibly sinking with every point Max lectured on about.

"Still, the masks didn't solve everything. Some of that gas was so volatile, just the oil lamps would make it all ignite." He kept on, "Any fire, even just a stray spark, would cause the whole mine to detonate."

"...huh..." Inès nodded back. She wasn't telling Max. If it was about the tunnels, Inès wasn't going to go talking too much about their mission. She trusted Max, but she knew he liked to talk. That mudhead had already gone and expunged their mission in front of the entire Inn, and Inès didn't trust Max not to tell stories about "The Darcsen Pro Fighter Who Went Into Explosive Tunnels" to his friends behind the lines. Rather late for that, she knew, but perhaps the less he knew, the better.

"Just curious." she finished off.

Max tilted his eyes, widened them, then shrugged. Inès met them back with a forced neutrality, coercing him into a sigh. She would need to tell someone about this. Just not him.

"Well, then." Max declared, putting his hands together, "That's my business here."

"...it was nice seeing you again." he said, putting out his left hand, open.

"Yeah...it was...good seeing you, too."

The shake was quick, concise. Nothing formal, no; little besides an awkward farewell, done out of necessity rather than savoir-faire. The encounter, however brief, still left the distance between the two reverberating, even whilst they stood directly across from one another. Inès knew, somewhere within her, this was, for all intents and purposes, likely her final goodbye to Max. Even if the two made it out of this war unscathed, there was no imagining anything good would come from either circumstance; Inès was a fighter of a race persecuted for centuries, such that even the foundations of history itself revolved around it. Max was a deported criminal, specializing in acquiring downright illicit goods. Even if he possessed a sense of kinship perhaps unparalleled, loyalty to others meant nothing in the long arms of the law. And those laws seemed to be the death of them both.

"I...guess i'll be heading off."

"...I'll...see you."

Inès took her time turning around, hopping off the back of that truck. The rainfall did nothing to slow her descent off. It was thinking that her friend may not make it that perturbed her. No doubt he thought the same, if not worse, considering how she fought on the lines themselves.

When she hopped off, she felt a cold, steady drizzle soak her feet, even through her boots. Just behind her, she heard him call out, one last time.

"Hey, wait! Before you go...could you...er...give these to that guy? The, um...your Corporal?" He asked. Inès turned back to him, meeting his arm outstretched, three texts stuffed inside his grasp. They seemed fairly new, judging by their hard backing and industrial paper binding. Their titles were engraved into the covers themselves, further etched in with some manner of gilded ink. Inès didn't look too closely at them, instead focusing on quickly putting them into her bag, as the morning's unyielding downpour threatened to ruin the books.

"I saw him writing a lot, so...I thought he'd like these. History, romance, epics...that sort of thing." Max commented, stepping down from his truck with the helping hand of Inès on his way down.

"Oh, and Inès..." He motioned back for the final time. Max chose a blank expression, meeting eye to eye with her.

"...try to keep your voice down in the future."

"Goodbye, Max." As angered as Inès was in her speech, Max smirked. He made Inès smile. And that was precisely what he wanted his last memory of her to be.


The march through the rain to the inn was a short one, if it thoroughly drenched the shocktrooper down to her smallclothes. The sturdy canvas construction of her bag retorted any measly attempt at rain to devour her purchases, but the weather would receive no such victory. Inside, the Inn fell oddly quiet. Most everyone was sill asleep, or, more likely, had moved on into their assignment for their time in Amone. Even the residents of Squad One were seldom around, save the few who remained awake and downstairs for their morning breakfast. Luke seemed to have vacated the area, Inès noted, yet Jean was finishing up conversation with his special someone.

Inès smiled at the thought. Jean had likely received enough brunt from himself for his attempts at romance, nevermind the rest of the squad at large. Turned courier for the moment, Inès still knew better than to interrupt his moment with her, instead opting to dry herself with whatever spare rags or towels she could scrounge around.

At the end of his most wholesome discussion - or failing that, some intermission between the two - Inès approached Jean for the second time that morning, putting the three tomes before him.

"Max wanted me to give these to you." Inès mentioned, "His way of saying goodbye."

Inès left as soon as she came, looking for the company of a few nearby. Franz was a likely bet, or failing him, likely could be found around Freya, but whatever be that case, she wasn't in any capacity to be holding deep-set conversations on the value of literature with Jean. Splayed in constituent order, Jean could make out the three titles pressed upon every book.

23 Years - The Autobiography of Hugo Zimmerman


"Hugo Zimmerman"? Wasn't he a criminal?

Red Sail, Golden Age


Red and Gold, was it? Judging by the printing, it had to do with something regarding the old Iberon colonies on the Vinlandic continents. The Age of Sail had their prized pieces of romance to them, of course liberally peppered with embellishments, but even the most aggrandized depictions had their seeds of truth strewn in them.

Anya Karenin
By: Lev Nikolayevich


The Lev Nikolayevich? Even while he shared his sense of controversy in his Ruzhian homeland, the late Nikolayevich truly was a master of his craft. Nobody really came close to matching the man's prose, not even among the brightest minds in either the Empire nor any domain of the Federation. The poor author departed just before the war, as well, yet to live to see 82 years was far from a tragedy.

At any pace, this would give Jean quite the amount to dive into. A shame he couldn't thank Max for his tastes.

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Oh good God, this was hurting him. She had been so honest with him so she wouldn't hurt him, and all she bought was more pain. Franz couldn't even bear to look at her for just that moment, nevermind anymore to come. What was she supposed to do? Lie to him again? Suppress how she felt? It wasn't as if she didn't like Franz! Quite the contrary! Inès dared not to carry the burden of another one's life in shambles because of her own mishap. And...dammit! Why could she not so callously decry him like she did a foe in the ring, on the battlefield?! Why did these things matter?! Why couldn't she just not care?

Nothing. Silence. There was a pause for a moment, just while Franz tormented himself over the "truth" Inès brought to him, wondering why love itself was so fleeting he almost seemed undeserving of it. That was never the case. Ines tried - and failed, it seemed - to ensure Franz could still be that one. Franz was no miscreant nor sycophant. Awkward, unsettling, perhaps even morose, yes, but...behind blue eyes, Franz was...in many ways, a beautiful soul. A poet. An artist. He saw things nobody else could see, in shapes undiscovered with wisdom unfathomable. Admittedly, those feats were difficult to view. Yet Inès had, and what is seen is not so easily unseen. Clenching, gripping, a tightening grip welled up around her chest, progressing up through her spine, with every minute motion of Franz's fingers twining itself within her gentle gesture, searching for comfort. For answers. That feeling chased after her, pulsed through his twitching touch, but was that hate, or love, or envy? It melded together like the scent of a rose lost in the haze of a city gale, and entangled it in an opaque cauldron of ever-changing, ever-clashing emotion.

Ines swallowed. She hated this moment. She felt like apologizing, like taking it all back. That action almost came, and Franz's motioning mouth put an end to what petty drivel Ines would have to reconcile.

There was...a girl. From some time ago. A face as sullen as his found the softness in which he spoke simply oxymoronic, yet Franz remised his melancholy gently. Gracefully. The grave image of the self-proclaimed "Tour guide to Hell" with his one special angel, from so long ago, with such dedication to his maiden that he might save himself for their special moment...well...it was like Inès had despoiled a nun of their sacrilege, almost. Not on any higher virtue, no, but of how Franz spoke of her. Still he cared about her. And still she cared about him. And...well...

...he wanted her to be happy.

"You're not losing me..." Inès comforted. Her eyes slant down at their hands, a lugubrious look to her, "It's not like we're dead. I'll still be here. No matter what happens."

She sighs, her eyes returning up as her brilliant blues met his awe-striking azures. Glances exchange, hanging by a moment there with them.

"I...I just want us to be sure. And, I know, it's not easy, but...y'know. We've, kinda...met and had sex..."

("Fuck, there isn't a good way to say this...") Inès visually disappointed herself with her phrasing. Veracity and amenity often worked in antagonism to each other; that itself reminded Inès of why the right words were so very elusive to her.

"...sigh...Franz. You're...you're..." She paused. A smile etched.

"...I think that girl hasn't forgotten you. And, you know, it sounds like you still love her...so..."

Inès held their conjoined hands with her opposite, cradling it softly. Tugging it close to her, Inès lowered it, such that nothing would distract the duo from their shared gaze.

"We should just make sure about...how we feel about other people. See other people. And...you know...i'm not going anywhere. We'll still talk and see each other. Because...I don't want to lose you, either."

It came slowly, but still did it envelop before a reaction could partake. Inès let go of their grip, wrapped her arms around Franz, and hugged. Her exhale came soft, assured, relieved, while Ines slowly held the back of his hair in comfort. That little bit of warmth, of compassion, so true an expression was that of understanding. Franz wanted her to be happy; Inès wished likewise. Even so, that could not come at the expense of his own vivacity. Her own feelings couldn't be denied; She enjoyed Franz's company, certainly, but for now, her romantic feelings lay elsewhere. She dared not impression baggage upon Franz for which she could not truthfully provide, like she so regrettingly did to Cèdric. Above all, Inès needed to be honest.

"And...if you need to talk about anything, come to me. I won't hold anything against you." Inès promised, slowly breaking from her hug.

Rolling over, Inès slowly rose from her prone position, and as she turned about the sights of the likely-ruined bathroom, Inès laughed at so grand the mess they had made. A fine piece of work they wrought about it, setting forth havoc like the tempest of emotions they so lasciviously stormed while in the act. She looked around, then looked back to Franz, first rising to her own feet proper, then extending a hand to her companion.

"Come on. Let's get some sleep." she offered. If nothing else would soothe Franz's anxieties, then a good sleep in a bed proper might. They'd share a bed for one last time.

"...where the hell did I put my panties..."




Morning of September 11th, 1914 EC


Who knew how late the two got to bed? Ines awoke with her smallclothes on, at least, and Franz right by her. The first rays of the day were her alarm to awaken her, even as a lifestyle regime of demanding training tuned her internal clock to awaken at the earliest hours of the morning. Even so, there was a certain liberty in awakening to her own accord, rather than that to a morning bugle, or if the day felt particularly daft, artillery fire. She pushed herself to upright position, the blankets beneath her slowly falling off. The beds were quite the luxury; in tenement lifestyles, beds were seldom afforded to their space, and it was more common for a bedroll and comforters to be stashed in either a closet or hung from the walls or outside clothesline, then brought indoors when the time to sleep came, where their owners simply slept on the floor with their sheeting separating them from cold stone. A bed wasn't something Inès was used to. It was...oddly soft. She'd gotten the best sleep she could recall in a long time, even with the bright reverberance of gunfire and grenades permeating the night.

Inès rocked Franz slowly by his shoulder, nudging her Darcsen friend awake.

"Franz, it's morning." she said softly. Inès rose from the bed, allowing that to be her advisory, and instead relegating herself to preparing herself for the day.

It was force of habit that she stretch her legs within 15 minutes of awakening. Front, back, up, diagonally, calves, thighs, shins; Inès was no stranger to contorting herself in all manner of odd directions with her years of practice, for if she wasn't able to, one of her many instructors would certainly throw a fit. Within minutes, Inès found herself done, her muscles lithe, nimble, and ready for the day. She threw on bare dressing for the day; A simple singlet, her trousers, and her boots in the event she needed to go outside. Retrieving a small dish of water, she splashed the cold water in attempt to refresh herself for the day to come. Truthfully, it was a way to refresh herself on the now. Inès, as soon as she had awoken, enveloped herself in memory, in muse, and it never ceased, only shifted direction. As another wipe came to her face, she thought of her old unit. St. Martin, Lèon, Antoine, Dostoyevsky...Inès couldn't help but wonder if they were doing alright. How they held up in their new standing...if they were still alive, grim as it may be. People came and people went, as they did while fighting in Ostend as well as in war, yet that made it not lighter as grievous wounds took to people fighting for their lives.

Inès descended from her muse, wishing Franz a "See you later." as she departed for breakfast. Not many people were at the bar at this hour. Her favorite loser sat at the bar, partaking in a voracious consumption of sausage. Quite something, considering his little show for display last night. Embarrassment for the sake of everyone else's delight was, in her eyes, just reparation for Luke's famed acts of jerkassery.

Yet, the thought of poking fun at him was overturned by what he had on offer; A full course of breakfast. Even outside the theater of war, Inès had few selections for what to eat, at most typically being some combination of fruit and some form of grain with little else on selection. The itinerant style of the military left little to be desired, and was not dissimilar to the bland tastes of working-class breakfast. A full selection plate on offer? Inès hadn't had a complete breakfast like this in what felt like forever. Even when she was able to afford a complete array of ingredients, Inès often didn't have the time in her hectic schedule to make it all herself.

Inès pulled up a seat, sure to keep a seat between herself and the apparently starving Earthhead. She rested her forearms on the table, and waved over the attending barkeeper.

"I'll have that." Her head tilted towards Luke's plate.

"Coffee?" The barkeep offers.

"I hate coffee." she sighed.

The barkeep looked at Inès and got her resting bitch face. That would be a firm "No."

In due time, breakfast would be served, Inès expressing her gratitude with a simple enough "Thanks." Flipping a nearby fork into her left hand, she begun her dig into the most important meal of the day, taking her time to enjoy the ever-so-cherished contents of fresh, home-cooked food. She didn't care much for making conversation with Luke, although he could swear her casting occasional glimpses at him, and just immediately after, he almost could hear her giggling.

And in more due time, the Corporal himself would descend down from the staircase. His appearance suggested he, unlike so many here, it seemed, attained what was least similar to a good night's rest. Last night, for how much she drank, and for everything that happened, still resounded. She had promised Freya that she would check in on Jean, and now, more than ever, was the time to make good on that promise.

"Morning, Jean." she greeted. She seemed oddly polite, for how informal the ruffian Darcsen seemed to personify herself, "How are you holding up?"

Inès pulled up a stool next to her, off to her right - she didn't particularly think Luke hearing this conversation would be a match made in heaven - and so averted situating the two adjacent to each other, with Inès acting as the shield between the two. Motioning him with a slight nod, Inès offered up the seat at the bar.

"Spend some quality time with that special someone last night?" Inès quietly queried, her face positioned at her plate, but eyes clearly glancing sidewards at Jean, as not to draw attention to him. Say all he want about her being loud; she could keep a lid on it whenever she very well pleased.

"Lighten up." Inès snickered, turning back to him with a hushed, subdued smile, "I know about it, and no, I haven't said anything to her."

Her hips pivoted, her body more directly facing Jean now. She leaned slightly to the side, and slightly forth, not to be intimidating, no, but in a clear attempt to offer some privacy between the two while it lasted. An earnest, down-to-earth chat.

"Come on, i've seen you write. It's good stuff, you know. And you know her; A real 'proper type' like her would melt her heart out over a sweet love letter. You don't have anything to be ashamed of."

"You might not be the bravest or fearless, but...you have something not a whole lot of people out here do." Inès drew her off-hand, hovering it over Jean for a brief second, before giving him a light touch upon his left-center chest. Right above his heart.

"At least you're not my last officer."

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Ines had closed the door behind her to ensure Franz the luxury of privacy, most certainly, and yet...Ines did not want to abandon him. Even in her impaired state, she knew Franz wasn’t in a good place. She had made him feel pleasure, as she felt pleasure - an experience they shared, but did not equivocate. Franz was a fine companion, certainly, but there were…things she knew that he did not. Ines knew that moment would have to come eventually. But just as soon she brushed it out of her mind, headed down the hallway as she prowled in search of her promise.

And just beyond a peculiar door, just near that section of the hall, that familiar voice of her NCO spoke out. No, it had to be Jean. That awkward diction, the uncertainty in ever passage of his voice; It could be no other. Jean was an attractive man, of course, yet...as Ines listened over his every phrase, nothing but the sprouts of a growing cynic came. And as the saying went, “inside every cynic, there is a disappointed idealist.” Every person had their insecurities, no matter how extravagant their paintings be, yet Jean ensured every wordage rung with the poise of a flag amidst a tempest. In just that moment, just that second, Ines wanted to barge in, almost; Throw herself in, just to tell Jean it would be alright - that they would be okay, that this was but a temporary affair and for the suffering of untold millions, what they fought for was but the grim bastion, pushed to the edge against an unyielding force in which the Darcsen people suffered naught but unrelenting servitude.

And yet...no.

She was not the one for that conversation. Someone else was for that task, and that special someone occupied that very room, for now. Ines was not his mother, nor his girlfriend, nor his sister. And as much as she thought it a good idea...somewhere, in the shallow resonant waves of her heart, she knew through noostic means that Jean would be alright. Dammit, she promised Freya even a few days ago she’d check on him. And yet...checking up on the Corporal would have to wait. Perhaps not long, perhaps all night, if his luck waned into a blossom. Inside, Ines hoped Jean had gotten some fine company for the day; He needed to relieve a lot of stress.

Down the stairs she went, down to the den of debauchery itself where it all began. In her pocket still remained her precious case, and within that case, of course, lay her ever-so-necessary Khandar smokes. Striking a match against its coarse side, Ines lit a match in a moment just necessary to ignite her smoke, taking a light puff simply to confirm the ignition of her smoke, then resumed her steady march down the staircase. The smoke munched sideways in her mouth, a steady, beady orange emanating from the cig as she fumed her way down the stairs. In a way, it had a sobering effect on her, providing stimulus once lost, and yet still a sensation pleasant, as if she were walking on clouds.

Ah. That sight of the floor did nothing to relegate her to any prior state - not that such mattered amidst some blissful haze of inebriation, mind you - but rather situated itself as a welcoming area. Off to her right, she noted the first action of the midday, that of a little contest, apparently, between the lighthead and her opponent; The brunette mudhead who claimed her drinking spirit was indivisible, in a tone some might call risible. Ines couldn’t help but salute both of the women for their confidence in the matter, especially with that other mudhead strewn about the floor like the doormat he was. Luke was in a pathetic state; while another rather gaunt earthheaded woman had taken the time to start undressing him, she positioned him on a pedestal, showing him off before the entire room like he were a game trophy. So sorry a sight could only elicit laughter from the Darcsen, and only confirmed the weak will of the mudhead against his spurious bravado. And even as her lightheaded friend confirmed her placement against her adversary, Ines remarked her promise of speaking to Diana following her fateful encounter. She approached the table with swagger, smiling as she steadily enjoyed her cig.

“Only dirthairs think drinking is a sport.” Ines chuckled, plucking her smoke from her mouth only to find Victoria’s mouth a suitable ashtray for her smoke in the meantime. In that same sentence, she picked up some random beer from the table, not particularly caring who it belonged to in that moment, and threw it back with such swiftness that she likely consumed it all in a single gulp.

Soon as she was done, Ines snatched her little spliff back from Victoria’s mouth, taking light puffs as she looked upon the struggle with intrigue. Inès could give a damn if Victoria had something to say to her; her decisively stern and nonchalant expression made that unquestionable. Victoria was her ashtray, and whatever sound the tray made was just the creek of the wood. Considering the expense of acquiring things from Khandar, allowing Ines to pop it in her kisser could even be seen as a complement.

Besides, Victoria was probably used to putting things in her mouth.


Well, Ines couldn’t be insulted for trying. Truth be told, her drive for the itense ménage à trois fizzled out after a bit of searching, and even though she told Franz otherwise, the more time passed at the floor of the inn, the more she got the feeling she would do well not to keep him waiting. And as entertaining as the proposition seemed, the dialectics of convincing a fellow soul to engage in said activity was...easier thought of than performed. “Yes, hello Freya, my new boyfriend is probably traumatized and I wanted to un-traumatize him by getting him into a threesome, and i’ve also had a stupid schoolgirl crush on you since we’ve met, can you help a girl out?” “Hey Silverhead, I know we haven’t ever talked before, but you like Franz and I do too and we need to cheer him up. You get top half, I get bottom half?” “Oh, hi Diana! Listen, you keep talking so much about how much your family loves Darcsens, so do you wanna give up whatever dignity your bloodline has left and get sandwiched between two Darkies?”

(“Yeah, that’s not happening.”) Even as it was, Ines found herself chucking along to those ridiculous queries almost aloud, picturing their priceless reactions. Enticement of the proposition almost made her want to commit to it, yet as she approached anyone with it, the better part of her halted her from following through. She took comfort in knowing that her wits were still about her, though, even God-knows-how-many drinks in she was. Better that she save her and a few other women the embarrassment, she thought.

With that being dismissed, it wasn’t prudent to keep Franz waiting for much longer. Ines turned her back, steadily marching her way back to the staircase...but caught Luke out of the corner of her eye. If an arrogant mudhead on display without his clothes were the stakes of their game, Ines didn’t want to miss the rest of it. She hung around until the end of their little escapade, a wolflike grin on her face while she took slow puff after slow puff, eagerly awaiting the inevitable foolishness of Luke Godfrey before she met Franz once more for Round 2.



Ines laid there next to Franz after countless hours of rigorous activity. Ines hadn’t felt this exhausted since she first started training as a kid. Believe her, that was a good thing; Ines hadn’t had this much fun since...she couldn’t remember when the last time she really had fun was, actually. The war had turned it all into a bleak vortex in which dark fatalism of the vapidness of life was the most fun a girl could have. When was the last time she saw her loved ones smile? That...Ines genuinely drew a blank trying to remember she saw someone grin prior to this day off. It made it all the more special, these fleeting joys. She turned to her side, seeing Franz equally exasperated by their time together.

War brought out every emotion imaginable. Love, hate, friendship, bravery, fear, horror, repulsion, life, death...to have that much stimulus all at once would overwhelm even the most iron-hearted of men. No wonder, then, that so many had to cut themselves off if they were to survive. It was almost as though you lost all of your senses at once, only for them to return with a blistening charge of ten thousand experiences in some maddening euphoria. Yet, this was a coveted moment. There was but one thing to feel. Intense, of course, but it was focused. Pure. Unrestrained. Ines was thankful, truth be told, that she could share just that little moment of order in a crazy world with someone else.

This brought up contention. Actions had consequences, Ines knew, and the actions of them both in a drunken escapade served to be grave, indeed. So it was that she started her recourse with a sigh, preparing herself for the inevitable talk. She couldn’t repeat her mistake with Lili again. She needed to tell him.

“Don’t worry.” Ines smirked, running a hand through Franz’s admittedly short hair, “If I didn’t have fun, I would have told you.”

She dropped the joke quicker than her hand fell to his side, however. That grin faded into her serious demeanor, though her hand rested upon his. Little amounts of comfort like this, as their fingers danced to entwinement, were...they were needed.

“But, you know...we need to talk...about things going forward.” Ines’ deep, wispy tone encompassed hesitation, but it was clearly prudent. She made no difficulty to show she didn’t look forward to this talk. “And...no. It’s not to say you aren’t good enough, or…”

She sighed. The pain was palpable, just even from a glance it was as though she felt herself being stabbed in the throat, so much did it well up. What was in order needed ordering, nevermind the discomfort. Ines opened her eyes, looking, staring outward, upward, into something clearly only she saw.

“...when I was with my ex boyfriend, Cedric, it was...I loved him for a while. But then, just over time...I knew he wasn’t going anywhere. No matter what I said, or how I said it, nothing I could do could ever get through to him. He...he was going to be a mobster for all his life. No ambition. No care. Just...nothing. And just after too long, I...I didn’t love him anymore...but I couldn’t tell him that. Cedric didn’t have anything. I was that something. I was that someone to live for, and I...I didn’t love him.”

“Then...I met Lili. She was...heh.” Her smile was wrenching to do, almost like she was being slit with every word she made, “...she was...perfect. She understood everything I said. She never judged me. And...I still remember meeting her. We could just...talk. For hours, and...we would connect with every moment. And we’d ask about what we wanted to do in life, and...and that was just...never there with Cedric. And so I...we...we kissed. And it was like everything was okay. But…”

“We...I...then-...”

“I...threw away the woman I loved...because I couldn’t...b-be honest with her.” Her breath nearly exhausts itself. Each word comes out like a choke, a faint rupture in pain.

“A-and...I made love with a man I didn’t...just so he could have something...but when...Lili...we…”

She blinked rapidly. Blue eyes met the cold floor, blank. Empty. Deep.

“And...Cedric...died. Waiting for me to tell him I loved him. Waiting for me to lie. And Lili...just...how could she…”

“She...found. And...left me all alone.”

There was the harrowing notion of what to do in his final moments. Ines still heard him scream. How could you not, when you are the bastion in a world gone mad? And just to think...seeing your lover in your arms, just as you made peace with the world...only for them to drop you. To abandon you. To say they never loved you. “I don’t love you, anymore.”, your final farewell with this hellish earth? How could one be so callous?

Lili could not be helped, either. First did she sin with cheating, second did she sin with lying. Third, did she collude with Cedric, even against her own wishes. Ines could not lie, and she could not tell the truth. Ines loved her, and yet could never be honest with neither the one she did love, nor the one she did not. What said that of herself, if she could not even do something so simple as be honest?

Even thinking about her was stiffening in the moment. It paralleled everything so...perfectly. Like a mirror in a book. It didn’t judge her. No, it cast down no judgement on her, and Ines, in truth received few reprimansions for what she did. Instead, it reflected it back at her, showed her for what she was, and let her be the judge. Lili nor Cedric nor even Joan never once antagonized her. It antagonized herself.

And...for just once. Ines had to be honest. For one time in her life, when it mattered the most. She needed to tell him.

"I...I need to tell you, Franz...I...kinda...like Freya. And...it's stupid. It's just this stupid kiddish crush where you share lunch and you want to be married, but...there's something about us I have to say...because there's something between us, anyway. And...I need to try. I need to know." Ines felt stupid for saying it, no matter how brutally honest she was being. In expression, she seemed disappointed. Not in Franz - she glanced at him in assurance, knowing he did nothing to deserve what she had just done - but in herself. In likelihood, she was repeating the same mistake once more. And Franz was just...idly watching.

He didn't deserve anything she told him. Maybe she should have lied to him, like she did to Cedric. But that would have meant she didn't love Franz.

“...I think we should figure things out before we go into anything. You know...see other people. Just make sure.”

She closed her eyes, then exhaled. It was coarse, rough, like a choppy gale in the winter brushing over the freezing mist of a river.

"And...this isn't goodbye. It's not 'no.' I just...I can't hurt you."

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"Excuse me, what?"

When baths were mentioned, usually they were under the pretext that these baths were intended for one person at a time only, with variable degrees of privacy available, depending on how much you valued the ability to cleanse yourself without pry. Franz came by, and with naught but a simple phrase, shattered that contemplation with the most brazen proposal short of asking her to bed him.

Mind you, it was not that Ines was opposed to the idea of bathing around others; That was a luxury not afforded to tenement occupants. In an Ostend tenement apartment, if one were wealthy enough to procure their own private bathtub - which Ines would have been had her mother's habits not burdened them so greatly - it was typically in the kitchen, the bedroom, or in most cases, simply, "The room"; The common factor between the trio being they were unconventional, out-of-place locales in most households. Even the concept of a private bathroom estranged itself from tenement living. Any business was taken care of in the outhouse array in the rear alleyway, just next to the street outlet beyond. Public restrooms also meant public bathing. Now, the unspoken rule that you should always cease sight to the opposite sex always applied, even in such squalid conditions. Clotheslines with whites and sheets could form impromptu shades and dividers, but it was far more typical to simply become very familiar with the human body's many shapes and forms.

Ines' face dropped with the query, exasperated. Clearly taken aback by Franz, the Darcsen closed her eyes, nuzzled her nose down, and placed a few extended fingers upon her forehead. Exhaustion got the best of even so seasoned a veteran as her, and that this came out of what she thought was, in fact, not from nowhere, but instead a feint to inspire a specific emotion. If said emotion Franz wished to inspire within her intended to be that of expectation-shattering confoundment, Franz succeeded in a tale for the century. Her eyes reopened, gazing upon the five-finger splay in front of her; beyond that, a floor where she traced the wood lines along, hoping they'd give her some sort of comfort in how they curtailed about like rising steam patters. Right, the little patterns. The little things. Things to calm yourself. "Calm down, Ines. Just-"

"Hey Ines, what’cha doing?"

"Deciding if I should slap Franz."

The slapping would have to wait, if it ever came. The thought was enticing at the moment, sure, yet all in all, what Ines wanted was a bath and time to think things over. But, she promised she'd talk to Franz, and she tired herself thinking it over, and one by one, the reasons not to eclipsed any notion of ill-conceived privacy eroded under the simple desire to get herself clean. She shook her head, raising her eyes, and responded simply.

"You know, just...okay. Just...don't stare at me." Ines declared, the unsteady pulsation in which she carried her words carrying with them a weary resignation. "I'll talk to you in a bit, Diana."

Almost a shame. Franz was far from bad-looking, but she was more hopeful to share a bath with Freya.


Franz Blau

Franz didn't take much of her reactions at the time. His demeanor had been of a stone wall and even the acceptance of his offering did little to actually change his facial expressions. For all intents and purposes it appeared on the surface that he had no particular interest but there was a slight change in his expression as if to confirm her words.

Truth was that Franz couldn't properly think at this time and while that was to be expected from someone who was currently struggling with his own thoughts and potential insanity one could also argue that he wouldn't be so far from being grounded in social norms. But whatever the argument was, it did not match to what his mind processed. The very concept wasn't very far gone from his own mind as well as Franz had not been one to sexualize too often or, at least, has gotten so used to similar situations that he was unwilling to be subject to tripping all over himself in this moment.

He gave her a nod and opened the door to the bathing room, pulling off his backpack and placing it to the side against the wall.

"It's nice to be in the company of another Darcsen. Few and far between it seems at times." He was almost monotone in ways, seeming to hold that endless stare as though watching the world overhead as he shamelessly stripped off his clothes and folded them neatly piece by piece. He had stopped for the moment to wash his hands and arms off after he had taken off all of his upper body wear. He seemed methodical at least, not a single step done without purpose and certainty in a more calculative mood as he adjusted the water with a couple of turns of the valves.

"Feel free."


What on earth was she doing? Well, that was a redundant question, of course. Ines knew precisely what she was getting into; That would be a bath in the company of one of Squad 1's finest. Perhaps, then the better question was how. Yet, she knew the answer to that as well; He had asked her, and she had agreed. When put into greater context, however, the sheer...circumstance of her appearance and choice seemed less than elucidating to her strange dance of fate, instead only complicating it beyond fathomable circumstance. Just an hour ago, they awoke between pillars of rubble, clinging to their lives with no certainty they would see tomorrow, and just as soon, almost at the drop of a hat, they found food, shelter, tranquility, like the oasis in the desert.

And at the end of it, Franz opened the door. And at the end of that...Ines was excited. Perhaps that was not the most appropriate word? It wasn't a particularly new experience, and yet, it was. She had seen other men and even bathed in their presence, before, yet that was of necessity, not of choice; Where Ines found herself now, there was that choice of bathing alone in blissful solitude, and yet, the - and her head still spun from the oxymoronic conglomeration in which she could describe Franz - Imperial Darcsen, had offered himself in company of the much-desired bath. Truth be told, it was a difficult proposition to believe, and yet, there underlay concern for the man. In his monotone, blank, faceless demeanor that carried so much expression as a rock in the fields.

His comment on the company of another Darcsen had registered, although such a riposte needed time for Ines to comprehend, for her mind still riddled itself with the wonders of her now-companion's thoughts. He opened the door for her, in true chauvanist style, and Ines thanked him for his gratitude. She could find the room herself, assured, and yet, Ines could not help but blush in the sight of him. No doubt, Franz's intentions were difficult to discern, even at the best of times. She appreciated his virtue, yet...

He began to throw his clothes off in the room in audacious fashion, without couth for decorum in the face of clearly better opportunities. Yet, Ines thought of it not - not in the face of moral virtue, no, for whatever prudish dictation may lay in the face of this clearly had not experienced the realities of life, of love, of emotion - no, Ines found it strange, that is all. Strange that he so simply would disrobe himself before what may as well have been a complete stranger, for that is what Ines was. Ines knew not his station or his history, nor demeanor nor ambition. Yet, war brought out the truest forms of us, as did all hardship, and in that calamity Ines knew Franz to be a quick thinker, unwavering in the face of adversity.

And that, perhaps, was why he so simply stripped down, thinking of it as one might the day's sunlight.

She did the same, in a way, yet past the discarding of Franz's shirt, Ines turned her back, yet whether that came from courtesy or shyness, she herself could not say. It was reflex, at best, and while that intuitive sense acted upon her, so did that rational actor when it came to terms that she was still here to bathe, and thus it came to that Ines would begin to strip in much a similar fashion to Franz. The Darcsen faced toward the wall, removing her outmost bandolier first, then her jacket, pants, and smallclothes until she stood with nothing separating the pair but eye contact.

"So, Franz...what did you do before the war?" A socialite of the Francian aristocracy Ines was certainly not. The silence grew thick, and Ines saw it fit to thin the brush, no matter the cost. Admittedly, she was curious about him, and as she reasoned, the pair should at least learn about one another if they were to partake in so intimate an experience.


Franz continued to move, his motions still being sorted by the architect within. The artist of motion spun another gear. A thought proded his mind. What more was there? What could they need more? Logically speaking, the squad would have been worn and looking to relieve their burdened shoulders than a healthy dose of artifical happiness?

It was at the time that she asked that question of his past that he swooped down as the graceful beast of the lake dipping for water upon its beak. What was more was the consideration of the soldier. The question didn't seem to be so simple. It begged attention that he wasn't currently giving it proper. In the face of a soul asking to step into his shadow he began with a slow rise. He thought of it long and well as he adopted the posture of ancient statues. Stripped down to the whole of a man he examined the bottle and considered it well.

The bottle was aged. Its person held within to be enjoyed by those who found themselves upon it. Yet for as old as it was, was it mere coincidence to have found a substance so strong and mature? Was it reflective of the man held within? Building up in strength and looking to burst upon being undone from its prison to leave its shell a empty husk incapable of hosting another such as the one before. What all did it mean? Did it mean anything at all? These were but the thoughts of the man caught in the spotlight.

He turned his head to the side to better view the bottle in the light as he brought the bottle down to be held at waist level. A quiet breath. Then, life came from the lips of his person.

"A man of my being? Uninteresting as it may be, I served as a body guard to a friend. My service was proud... even if some things never healed. I found catharsis in stencils and canvases of which I often took part in using while within the borders of an 'enlightened' city with nothing to prove but its own hubris. Yet still, there were generous patrons who commissioned my work when I could afford to upkeep my suit properly and secure a vehicle for travel."

He put the bottle down gently upon a counter.

"It really didn't matter what it was. The ground which we walked, the rule of man, the flight of the butterfly, and the waves of the sea. There were individual commissions of great value to single households and even took part in creating memories for groups of higher standing. It was a baffling experience to be invited to privately paint for the wealthy, not because I was special, but because I was a Darcsen who impressed them. And as we know, because we do not matter in the eyes of society, I was given my time to work, but only within clearly stated rules. I joined the military to pursue honest pay for my friends who I considered family."

He then leaned over to feel the water, judging it quietly before standing straight and considering his actions. Continue with conversation. That was the sound choice. "What about you, Ines? What of your past?"


Ines couldn't help but smirk as Franz explained himself. He spoke almost as though he were in soliloquy, and yet, in such a thought-out eloquence as if he was required to impress her. Truth be told, Ines knew only roughly of what he was saying. What Franz spoke of echoed the words more a distant philosopher high in the hills rather than a normal person. Alas, Franz was a queer sort, but there wasn't anything wrong with being a bit strange, was there?

At the end of it, Ines pondered why he refrained from much simpler a syntax than the sermon Franz chose to gave, in spite of the satisfactory nature in his little proclamation. Mind you, things still resounded to Ines; That notion that the Darcsen, in Franz's words, "did not matter" rung true, if perturbing. It was an experience she knew well, but, strangely, in a way also knew did not matter. If what Ines had known through her many years on this earth had resounded with any veracity, it was that people were born, then they were proven. For what Ines had of her meager birthright, she had made the best of what she had, as paltry as that may be, and for whatever pittance that may be, Ines found a certain pride in overcoming the odds.

Her head raised slightly, more in a natural pose, thinking her words over as her own query rebounded to her. Candid she would be, yet, Ines harbored anxieties towards the release of her past. Ladylike was not an adjective often suited towards Ines, and even the idea of your typical Francwoman needn't apply to Ines, even in many of the most basic cases.

"Before the war...I was a streetfighter. A professional, too; I fought in scenes, in front of a crowd, and that's how I made our money. Since I was 13, that's what I did. That's what I had to do; either that or be a gangster or some other menial job. My mom has a job, but..."

Her voice audibly hushed, and even while her back is turned, Franz could sense her cusped frown form from the the acrimonious thought. The disappointment was almost palpable, like it hung with the mist from the filling bath.

"My mom is a mess." She started, chagrin watering her voice, "She crawls home in the mornings after spending all of her money gambling or drinking or trying to impress someone. If we lived off of her income, we couldn't eat. We couldn't pay the rent. We couldn't do anything except squat in an old factory."

"I have a brother, but he's not any better. My mother sent him to Vinland when he was a little boy, and now he's a big and mighty ledger manager in New Belfast. He doesn't talk to us anymore. Won't even return our letters or send money home aside to boast and brag."

A sigh escapes, Ines taking a deep breath from the reflection. Her family was a mess, as was so painfully clear, and even the mention of it drove her to discomfort mentioning them, the embarrassments they were. Perking up, she turned her head slightly, noting the slight splash of Franz's movement in the bath. Peeking over, the edge of her eye looked back to Franz, barely noting his back turned to him, as it should be. She slowly headed to the bath, covering her important bits with her hands as she approached the bath. Ines didn't look down at Franz - though the thought crossed her mind, no doubt, from that natural curiosity that pervaded everyone in the presence of others so exposed - and instead quickly moved around to her end of the bath. Faced forward the entire time, she quickly lifted one leg over the tub, then the other, taking residence in that half of the water so clearly designated as hers.

In the bath, Ines deeply sighed in relief, the rushing warm water coming over her body as it came over, like she could feel every bead of the foamy bath unwind every tight and clenched muscle in her, from her sore, ripping calves, up her thighs and unto her clenching, aching back, still rather red from the wear of a combat load. Hand cupped, she threw water over the rest of her body, taking time to start cleaning herself off.

Ines chuckled. If she was already here, she figured, she may as well tell Franz a little something to pass the time.

"You know...when I was a little girl, do you know what I wanted to be when I was a grown woman?"


She was a fighter. It seemed that she was not just a fighter as in the metaphorical sense that so often resonated with so many others but an actual streetfighter as well. To be a professional for-gold-and-glory fighter was something that seemed like it would have paid well, but even that didn't seem to be enough. Probably something of screwing her over for her hair no doubt, but he had no idea what she needed to sustain. Medical care would have likely have been much harder to get without money and it was something he remembered Markus becoming angry about on several occasions and eventually got to the point where he hired on a doctor who had lost his medical license for medical expenses in a not so fortunate and arguably abandoned makeshift hospital. If they couldn't fix the wounds there then it was off to a major hospital which meant actually shelling out cash that the gang couldn't honestly pay as they happened to live in such a place where Darcsen had to slide over more money. Typical.

The answer to his inquiry came immediately after, listening to her begin to crumble as she explained what a regretful mother she had. Franz couldn't relate. His mother was taken from him and he felt as though his birth was a tragedy more than anything. Not that he wallowed in self pity all day over his mother being a rape victim and being a child of such matters, but he did know that his father did not even attempt to make the situation better. As it was the only reason he allowed Franz to have the freedom to study books in his time was because then his father, seemingly smart enough to think so, could use him for financial gain. However, Franz refused this and were it not for that he wouldn't have been here to listen to Ines drip with welled up emotion.

Then there was the brother. Not much to note about him other than wanting to grab him by the neck and strangle him to death with a piano wire. He was a nobody living life with money but no substance. Bastard.

So there she went. He heard her move and felt the tension melting somewhat as she took her spot. He stayed in place for a moment, wondering how he could help. Yes, although he felt quite detached from his world and perhaps a bit empty... he began to feel sympathy. Nobody deserved a life so unfit. Nobody needed to live such a horrid existence without some kind of help.

So there he went.

1844. Crimson Swan.

He wasn't much of a wine drinker himself, but one dated that far back? Well he had thought about the detail before, but he wondered what the significance of those old old drinks were again. A wine enthusiast, who often found himself laying in the back of an alleyway, once spoke of old wines as though they were treasures to behold. A certain prestige about them held in his eyes as it send him into a blackened slumber with a grin from sea to sea.

So... using the cork screw that he almost forgot to grab... Pop.

"Not poor, certainly." He responded, attempting to provide some humor to the conversation.

A trickling poured into glass as he filled it mostly and moved to Ines's side. From this angle, Franz had perhaps exposed himself to her, but she was a woman in need of something and that something came in the form of a universally used creation which served the purpose of bringing joy through borderline poisoning. With the glass in his hand, he presented it roughly in front of her. She had asked him not to look and so he did not.

Once it was in hand he moved to the door to ensure it was secure. The lock being in place gave them the privacy they had earned and as he took his place in the water he settled quietly after a long, drawn out, satisfied, steam released sound of a train taking its place in station.


His hand extended to her, and that was what Ines could note while she saw a hand extend from her back. It threw her for a curve, certainly, for what came with the distinct pop of a wine bottle's cork did leave her with many a question. Yet, what she saw was a wine glass specifically for her, and for what she had now...that's what she needed. A drink, good company, and a good bath. The war could wait. She had better things to do.

Ines snickered with Franz's approach to humor, taking the glass gently from his palm. She took a brief sip, admiring the smoothness of the rich red wine. It didn't burn at all on the way down; whatever Franz had must have been at least 10 years old. Where on earth did he find this little treasure?

"I wanted to be an opera singer." Ines revealed, smiling as she sighed, "But being a Darcsen in entertainment never works out as well as you hope."


Franz smiled at the thought. A singer? She must have had some passion for it. There was much he wanted to do and he knew what she meant, or at least thought he did, when she mentioned how hard it was to be a dark hair in the industry. Even if they accepted you there was no way they were putting you where the public could see you. There was even the dirty move of people stealing your art without any protections. It truly was a dark world for Darcsen but...

It was strange. Simply staying in the bath and taking a sip of his own glass made him feel... no. It wasn't the bath or even the alcohol that he was now trying to get used to... No what he was feeling... It was Ines. It was the raw feeling of having someone who resonated with you. It was the Darcsen- no- person by your side. This moment was special and...

A smile. From his marble hard face did there finally come from the chiseled mouth a cracked smile with a twitch from how wide it was. His face wasn't used to it and it borderline hurt, but... It was a smile. And there was... happiness? He had to continue.

"I believe I understand what you mean. It may be a bit rude of me to ask, but can you show me? I'd love to hear the Valkyrie within."


In the midst of his request, Ines happened to be taking a sip from her wine, and from his request, she nearly expunged the drink she had in her mouth with a near-audible gasp. Nobody had really ever asked her to sing, before. Nevermind within a bath, of course, but Ines could seldom believe what she had heard escape from the man's lips. Almost double-checking, she instead, in an attempt to calm herself, sipped and sipped from her glass, until naught was left of the smooth, rich liquid, And while she partook in the pleasures of a fine drink, she, then could partake in the joy of a job well done, it seemed; The joy to perform.

She reached back, handing the empty glass back to Franz, naturally asking for a gracious refill of her drink. It was hidden from his view, of course, yet Ines bore a blush from Franz's request in sheer flattery of the notion, instead masking it with a more cold demeanor from which she could begin to prepare a song.

"Give a refill, will you?" Ines asked, just after clearing her throat for her performance. As soon as her glass was gone, she slowly cleared her throat, the tapping of her finger along the bath's rim keeping in tempo with her signature.

"Love me as though there were no tomorrow~"
"Take me out of this world tonight~!"
"Take me~!"
"Make me forget my sorrow,"
"So when I wake tomorrow, I'll know our love was right."
"Kiss me as though it were now of never~"
"Teach me all that a heart should know~"
"Love me... as though there were no tomorrow~"
"Oh my darling~, love me; don't ever let me go~."


Dear lord...Ines' voice was...it was simply a harmonic joy to behold. Like the Valkyrie Franz proclaimed her to be, Ines took to full song, in perfect pitch and harmonious song, like each word which rolled from her was a rolling red wine, sweet and aged to perfection. No doubt it resounded throughout the room, and beyond that room perhaps, but alas, this incantation was special, angelic, and reserved for Franz alone.

"Kiss me as though it were now or never~"
"Teach me all that a heart should know~"
"Love me as though there were no tomorrow;"
"Oh, my darling, love me~"
"Don't ever let~...me go~"



Franz gently took the glass as it was presented to him, placing down his own of that refined taste to give her a fresh batch. The tapping on the bath was distracting for the moment. It made him question just what she was doing before he heard it begin.

The very moment he heard her voice he stopped dead in his tracks. He didn't know what it was at first. It certainly didn't sound like what he expected- It eclipsed it. He- He had no words. He had nothing but a loose grip that he had to correct before he spilled the glass and bottle everywhere. Was she a siren? Was she an angelic figure from beyond in those tales those pious men and women told? What was this but- but some kind of mythological tale come sprung to life?

Whatever numbness there was... it was gone. It was as though she had cured him. It was as though her voice climbed into his soul and pulled it out from the cold desolate coffin it rested in and brought it into a world of unspoken light. There was... nothing like this. It had even registered just now that she chose to sing- and for him. She heeded his request and what he got from muttering but mere words was a crusade of the blades to collect the fallen. My god... Franz had never been one to believe but surely a god must have existed to create such perfection and his body agreed with shivers he had never thought of feeling and a burning desire to face the exalted one.

When she stopped the pouring, albeit slowly, began again. It took a while for him to even hand her the drink as he still gawked at what was still flowing in his mind with a warmth he couldn't imagine but moments prior. Gently he returned her the glass she desired. His breathing was different and his heart rate had increased. He had to adjust to not trip over himself, but an impressed voice came out all the same.

"I... What words could describe such a performance? Is this what it was like to be tied to the mast of a ship while agonizingly listening to the siren's call? Ines- I... I don't know what to say- it's beautiful."


His words would be flattering to anyone, nevermind the woman sharing his presence in a bath. Ines couldn't help but blush, and this time, her distinctive Francian laughter - however muffled it was as she rose a hand to her mouth - couldn't have been muted in any shape or form. Franz could not see it from his angle, but he could sense Ines was clearly a bit embarrassed by his applause at her performance. Not in the sense that it was a dismissal, mind you; That it was something Ines herself knew she worked hard, and to receive recognition from it, no matter whoever from...that was what mattered in this moment. While the two were together, Ines smiled. She found the circumstance strange - that she bathed with a man she had barely known and began to undertake in their deepest secrets together with the magical alluding of one glass of wine - but questioned it little. Strange, it was, but what was life without a bit of curiosity to it?

Taking a sip from her newfound glass, she almost peeks back at Franz, suddenly remembering her own imposed rule. It almost felt rude not to reciprocate his notion with eye contact, yet Ines felt it best to resignate to what she had suggested to begin with. Instead, she continued her laughter, smiling all the way.

"It is nothing special." She insisted, "What about you? Franz, what did you want to do with yourself?"


Franz couldn't answer immediately. He found it impossible to as he mostly fought himself in looking and wanting to touch from her call. Deepest desires of his heart ripped out from the darkness. Funny that. He remembered her rule and being able to adhere to an imposed rule, self or not, was important to Franz. So he took time to finally respond and after a bout of silence he spoke.

"I... I found passion in art. I loved stories of mythology. More than anything I... just wanted to make people happy. I wanted to see the people I loved smile. I wanted people to feel something from anything I shared with them especially if I was the one who made it. I don't think there is anything greater than that. But what I have done is truly nothing special. Your modesty is a suit bursting from the seams."


Ines couldn't help but laugh at his attempts at modesty. She took yet another sip, then asked:

"What do you like to draw?"


"Anything, really. I used to paint for others. Dogs, the hillside of a village, even a naked noble who wanted to remember what she looked like in her youth. I was constantly under pressure on that one. Not allowed to look but also not allowed to fail a stroke otherwise they would have paddled me. A damned situation. Yet, with what glances I managed I satisfied that patron as well. If I'm allowed to paint - I will."


Ines couldn't help but be charmed by it. She never figured Franz to be a painter, not one bit. Yet, it was almost...poetic? The exact word was a bit difficult to come by, yet she simultaneously was surprised by Franz's revelation that he was a painter, and as soon as he mentioned it, it all came into view and make perfect sense. Perhaps...well, maybe not now.

She took another gulp from her glass. She already had a glass from downstairs, mind. Another one wasn't anything, and even so, the intricacies that were her exact process were getting a bit blurry. To Ines, she was in a little blissful warm paradise with another person, enjoying the company. It was nice, truth be told. Like nothing really mattered. Like she could almost take a break from it all. And...well, who was she kidding? Just now, Ines was taking a breath from the bloodshed and drudgery that was the life of the soldier. Now was the time to let her hair down and relax.

"What did you paint?" she asked.


His mind stuttered for a moment at the question, thinking he had answered it. Maybe she was looking for another answer.

"For myself? Or?"


Fuck it, Ines was already thinking sort of in a blurry sense. Before she knew it, her glass was gone, and she just needed another little kick of that sweet goodness...whatever it was Franz was giving her.

"Yeah, for yourself." she responded. For the first time, Franz noted her sounding upbeat. Joyous. Happy, even.


After idly drinking more of his own glass and refilling them both he thought on the question happily.

"Truthfully? I always loved the mythology I read years ago. I made plenty of portraits depicting their histories. But I also enjoy making pictures of others. I haven't even mentioned it to the squad yet, but, I've made one of everyone in my spare time. I've even made one of you. It's a simple portrait, but you've made my day so bright already I thought it would be fair enough to let you in on that secret early."

He wanted to look at her badly, especially with how jovial she was, and as he continued to drink that desire became stronger. The taste of the wine also seemed unusually pleasant. 70 years of time gone by for this exact moment. It was waiting for them and Franz was just happy to be a part of this date. Ehehe- a date. It was certainly like one. Everything was just too perfect.


Now, those exact words were pretty alarming, truth be told. "I've made one of you", he says, so nonchalant as if it may as well be no innocuous an event as the turning of the day. It was a sort of naive statement, and in any other condition, Ines may have smacked him for his insubordinate action, but in her current state, she was a bit flattered by his bravery. Hell, truth be told, she may have always been impressed by his honesty in the face of everything else. She did, if anything else, enjoy his talks, and in a way, eagerly awaited his response to every one of her queries.

"'Made one of me'?" she questioned - mind, not in a threatening way - but rather, one of genuine intrigue; Whether that was assisted by her wine intake or not...that was the vague factor. Yet, judging by her tone, that factor itself was inconsequential to what was to happen next.

"May I see?" she asked.


Franz chuckled at the question and responded shortly after thinking for a moment.

"Absolutely, but only on one condition. Since we're both wet and would obviously have to step out for it - I think it's only proper that the artist hold up his prize. And I think it would only be fair if he got to see the living, breathing, reaction of his audience. But - if you can't do that then I guess we'll have to wait until after the bath." There was a small smirk to the end of his statement as though he felt he placed her in his own made up game of chess. What would her king do now?


In spite of his question, Ines still wondered how Franz found himself the time to draw her. Was he, with no doubt, some sort of stalker? Ines doubted it; Even for a Darcsen, Ines herself she believed not to be a figure to behold. Her figure was much too...powerful. Masculine, in a sense. Ines' body was honed from a life of attempting to survive from fight after fight until she gave in, and the result was a woman honed in muscle in definition that was a far cry from the petite standards of Francian beauty. Ines herself did not believe anyone would want an Amazon, as did the old adage go. Yet still did she attempt her way through life, convinced that her luck was bound to happen sooner or later.

Still, it was impossible to truly hide that she remained unflattered by Franz's attempts at depicting her. That corporeal curiosity to her got the best of any sense of decency, so she had to ask:

"...can I see?"


She failed to be dissuaded, it seemed. The Imperial-Gallian was surprised. However, the show must go on.

It was upon thinking of how he talked that he realized just how often he snuck into theatres for cultural enlightenment. It was a pleasure that he could experience, but one he seldom talked to about for he was the only one in the gang interested in the fine arts aside from the old men who were now dead. Shame.

Franz only bothered to dry himself and as soon as he did he placed the towel to the side and dug through his backpack until he found the rolled up portrait that had been handled with care using a metal container within. Each portrait has been layered on top of one another but he found hers quite fine as his memory allowed him to know exactly where it was.

After standing in front of her, keeping his distance in case of a spray of water, he placed his hands upon the scroll that he divided through shifting how it was rolled to split from the center.

"Ladies and Gentlemen, Herr Blau presents 'Ines Levesque'"

Then there it was. He held it to his side as though he was presenting an award winning painting to an audience standing at the grandest of theatres. And as she laid witness upon it he locked his eyes onto her face with a hopeful expectation.

As for the drawing itself... It was... rather perfect. Down to strands of hair and the exact curvature of her nose he collected each detail and recreated a stern, bold, portrait of a woman in uniform. It was a little more than a bust portrait really and one that only covered her from head to the mid range of her torso where it faded into the color of the white canvas. She looked directly at the observer, an illusion created from practice and study. Her form was somewhat relaxed, but there was that hint of readiness in her body in case she had to spring into action. It seems he even took the liberty of placing a copy of the smoking stick she gave him in her hand that was cocked back holding it like a cigarette holder. Her arm was brought back to match a more iconic fashion pose and her sleeve upon that arm was folded back to expose some of her muscle.

"My mind can remember a fair amount of details of others. I don't know how to describe it, but it is an ability I've been able to use when I think to draw. It doesn't last forever, so I try to work fresh."


That moment...Ines herself had not the words to describe it.

"Flattery" was but the tip of the iceberg. Franz had, in such detail, painstakingly inscribed every detail of her being into his portrait, no matter her observation nor protest, and instead created an iconic figure of which Ines was almost perfectly represented in canvas. She knew not how Franz so delicately copied her mechanisms, nor her demeanor or actions, yet still found herself inscribed - entranced, dazzled, bewildered - by the figure of which Franz had put on display. It was truly beautifying, really; As if Ines herself knew what she could stand to represent, that figure of strength and testimony when she herself preached lessons she had yet to truly decipher.

She instead looked upon it with certain gaze, miring its slight curvature as she looked the inscription up and down. Why...it was as if Ines felt herself met away under what Franz perceived her as. For what may as well have been the last time, Ines felt not fear. She felt certainty, confidence. Acceptance in a world which wanted her death warrant.

And rather than accept his attempt at another pouring of her glass, Ines instead boldly took a sip straight from the bottle, reaching across in deadpan fashion as she knew exactly what it was she had to face.

"Did...wow." Ines saluted, "...did you...hehe."

Ines smirked, almost raising herself from the tub as she looked over it, bottle in hand. She was getting herself tipsy, as she imagined her mother to, but Ines could have cared less. This was naught but proper resignation from her work.

"...Need to draw me like one of your Imperial girls?" she offered.

Ines was tipsy to the brim, of course, but she could have given a damn. She was with someone important - someone who understood - that was what mattered now.


Her reactions were everything he hoped to hear and more. He expected a bit of satisfaction but her entranced feelings towards the project had been the result he had been looking for. He tried to capture the details as best as he could remember and that was far more than others. He was thankful for that ability for it gave him an advantage others didn't seem to have. Then she... offered?

She... wanted to be painted? She would pose? For him? Really? Even with her own sensitivity toward the situation she wanted to give that up? For him? He blushed at the notion, finding her lack of reluctance was- he didn't know how to describe it but it wasn't a regular feeling of joy it was... something else. He pressed his lips together as he thought for a brief moment and nodded thereafter.

"I'd be happy to."


She supposed she was doing this, now. It was a strange experience, for certain, and nothing Ines had any familiarity with aside from some pompous image crafted in her head of a woman laying upon a bed as if it were some sort of romance scene. Not like Ines wasn't used to people watching her - those with stage freight didn't fare well in the ring while fighting - but this was with even less clothing on than she already thought was bare-bones during that time. Hell, the number of people she had been with could be counted on one hand, and Ines knew she conformed to few traditional standards of beauty. Yet, there were first times for everything, and even now, she thought the stance over in a strange sense; posing for art was unthinkable, but fighting in a war? No problem.

Emerging from the tub, any definition she had laid out before was, if now more than ever before, shattered completely. The alcohol was to thank in no small part; even so, Ines wasn't averse to new experiences. Ines herself knew she was no leaflet girl for newspaper advertisements. Far too toned, Ines instead had the build of a true Amazon, chiseled from her own experiences since the age of 13, in her own words. Not to say Ines had not feminine features, mind you, yet what was before Franz was clearly a brimming display of health. It was almost inspiring, truly, that her nude form inspired sensations other than the erotic.

And in that moment, Ines broke her stone-faced demeanor, flush red with color as she smiled from the embarrassment. It took confidence to so boldly rise from the bath and strike a pose, hand behind the head and arm on hip, in some sort of attempt to appear attractive, true, but that crumbled before long as she laughed from the exposure. In a sense it was exciting, like Ines wasn't supposed to be doing it. If her mom knew what she was doing, for as loose as she was, Ines didn't know if she would throw a fit or congratulate her on finding a man. Likely both.

"W-what do I do?" Ines asked through iterative chuckles, barely able to hide her red-flushed face from the awkwardly amusing experience before her.


Every moment was precious. The way she stood up and accepted the moment, the way she stopped after a brief moment of remembering what she was doing, and just asking him what to do. He dug through his supplies shortly after, pulling out what he needed piece by piece.

"I want you to take a pose that you want to remember. Something that says something of who you are. Bring life to the canvas. I will need you to be still, so if you want to lay down or stand up make sure it is in a position you can hold."


Ines giggled at the response, putting her head down as she shook for just a moment.

"Shit, i'm going to need some more wine for this..." Alcohol confidence really did help her simply be, all things considered, but she knew it wasn't likely the best thing for sitting still. But in a situation like this, being completely still was the last thing on her mind. But hell, if she did this right, she might be moving around a lot more.

Taking a deep swig from the bottle, Ines sighed with laughter as she resumed a position directly across from Franz. Heeding his words, she attempted to stand in the same pose she had originally - one hand on her head, the other on her hip, slightly turned while she looked upon him.

("GOOD GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD DON'T STARE DON'T STARE DON'T YOU FUCKING STARE INES LEVESQUE I SWEAR TO GOD")

As her thoughts raced while catching the odd glance down at Franz, well...it was commendable she possessed the basic will to hold her pose for as long as she had. If that did nothing to stop her incessant chuckling and beat-red face.


Franz had taken a moment to shift his feet as he looked for another piece. Hmm... Now that wasn't where it was. It would be easier if he just put his feet parallel. So he did. Going from his lower position he spread feet and spread the backpack wide, squatting slightly on his toes as he saw what he was looking for and dipped into a controlled position where he pulled out the utensils he was looking for.

As he pulled away from the backpack he- he felt that energetic boy from years ago! He turned to her with a bounce, taking the moment to stretch out his body in various poses. "Alright- so- I'm jus-t stretching out to get a better- grip as I'll be doing this for a while. Al-right!"

With that small exercise out of the way and a tin cup placed half filled with water and a rag set off to the side he was ready. He was giddy, really! This had turned out to be such a special moment and- and- he was happy! Unreasonably so! As he set up the canvas and put together piece by piece of the stand. That thin frame was all that stood between Franz and his object of study. The sounds of a march melted into his ears and suddenly his feet began to move to the sounds he heard before.

He looked at Ines and closed an eye for a brief moment to make sure he had the perfect idea what she looked like as he took this snippet of information to start at her head. Chin into the rest of the jawline while stopping to make room for her hair. he kept to one singular color with thin strokes but he felt like there just wasn't- there just wasn't enough movement!

His legs followed after his feet and not long after that his hips began to make their own bounces. He even synchronized a minor thrust to the sound of a loud drum in his head. Now this! This felt better! Despite his more drunken state now weighing in on him he found his ability to render unhindered. He finished the line art of her face and hair without too much time gone by and soon after he lowered himself slightly instead of choosing to adjust the stand. Neck! Shoulders! Collar bone! Stomach! Chest! Chest! Chest. Uh-ches-um...

He slowed down as something seemed to snap in his head. His bouncing became a bit less wild and the red upon his cheeks rivaled that of a tomato as blood left his brain and blinking became more rapid. He continued to work but- his eyes were a bit more open as he tried to remember himself! Franz! Get a grip!


("GOD. FUCKING. DAMMIT. FRANZ. STOP. BOUNCING. THAT. THING. AROUND. FUCK. DAMN. FUCK. OH FUCKING FUCK THAT THING'S BIGGER THAN A BAYONET HOW DOES HE FIT A SNAKE INTO HIS PANTS.")

Was Ines dead? Was any of this real? Was some guy really just flopping around in front of her while she just couldn't keep in how frankly ridiculous the whole situation just *was?* Ines certainly couldn't keep a straight face if she tried. A dead-set smile filled her face, giggling, cackling, barely able to keep anything together. The cold, stoic, cold beauty Franz knew not an hour ago had melted away entirely, and beneath lay a woman wondering much the same as her sober contemporary, yet with a more jovial expression - Just how the fuck did she get here?

...not like she was complaining. The view was nice.

Ines knew right where Franz eyes were. They darted back, sure, but it was painfully obvious where they were darting back to. His face turning red hid him nothing, as much as dressing up in a jester's gaudy uniform might assist a soldier in camouflage. She grinned ear to ear, threatening to erupt into a roar of hilarity.

"So you like my tits, huh." She clearly slurred, trying her absolute best not to rupture the roof with laughter.


Franz couldn't take it. After all that had happened he burst out into laughter at her question! Knees buckled for a moment as he put his wrists on the outside of his thighs. He drank his cup of wine like water before coming back to the canvas and giving an audible grunt into his response. "Agh! They just look perfect! Sorry!"

He couldn't help it and the strain he was feeling lower down wasn't helping anything. He pressed his lips together as he grinned wide at her. "I just have to look for this art piece, shame that's all I can do with them." He clearly wasn't thinking about what potential repercussions there were to saying such things and at this point he really didn't care. He readjusted himself and, yes, continued doing some bouncing as he hummed and slashed across the white canvas which was slowly but surely coming to life.


"You asshole."

Ines broke out into a roar of laughter, nearly crumbling down to the floor as she keeled over from his response. This was just precious. Priceless. Just priceless.

"...it's okay, I like them too."


Franz had to stop as she fell to the floor. He put his utensils down and moved to press his back against the tub as he felt more of the alcohol slamming into him. He laughed a bit more as he listened to her break down.

"Thank you. I'm just- I'm just happy you're here An- Wait a minute weren't you looking?" Franz asked, thinking about how she was blushing and laughing more at the situation as he fell to his side.


Oh boy. Ines was guilty. Guilty as sin, and boy was she sinning. She would have preferred to go out by smoking wads of opium off a woman's chest while she was at it, but alas, this little drunken escapade would have to do. And certainly, was it *doing.* Ines barely contained her laughter, no longer in any artistic pose originally presented toward Franz, and instead now simply honed in on his one simple query:

"Well, since we're already doing this, yes. I looked at your dick. It's a very nice one, too."


Franz resigned to laying on his side like he was some kind of model as she explained herself to him. He loved this. He loved all of this. Caught up in the moment and the only thing that mattered was having someone who didn't even take the responses he gave with such offense that she left him alone... It was- amazing. All of it.

"Thank you. When I see something so beautiful I can't stop it from waking up. This is... I'm glad you're here." He was still bubbly, that much was clear, but he didn't want to drive her away and so briefly he looked away. "Are we going back to the no looking rule?"


"I don't know...I like this new 'Looking Rule'."

She smiled slightly, and asked;

"Franz...are you thinking what i'm thinking?"


"I like it too."

Franz crawled toward her, smiling as well before misplacing his hand along the way and smacking his face into the floor like a klutz. He gave an audible sign of pain and rolled onto his back. He rubbed his face for a moment and looked up at her with a short chuckle.

"Well - aside from how much that hurt - I'm looking at what I'm thinking of and I think you know it too."


Ines met Franz down on that floor, and climbed on top of him.

"Then let's stop wasting time, boy." She announced.

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"YES! YEESS! OOHHH FFUUCCK YESS FRANZ! OOHHH FFUUUUCCK! OOH!"

Clearly, the two were having the time of their life in that dainty little inn floor, in the middle of a combat zone, in an island of neutrality where a stray artillery shell could land at any moment, and in spite of that, the two found comfort in each other's company. Truly, it was like magic.


Nothing was quite like this. He knew for sure it wasn't the alcohol and the motions left him absolutely stunned with every moment. It was as if they had managed to create their own little world in the privacy of a bathroom near an active war zone. Despite all that was known sub consciously there he couldn't even care! He could barely think as it was anyway! Ines was right here with him and together they shared this moment with no strings attached.

After some time there was nothing left. The dance had been concluded and the curtains closed on the show before the audience after a lengthy performance. As they came to a close and with the performers now laying upon the floor, Franz took it upon himself to come closer to her once again and, without warning, began to cuddle up to her, finding her warmth so cozy and soft.

"Oh Ines, you were perfect." He stated, a slur escaping his mouth as he closed his eyes while pressed against her.


By the time they were done, Ines was more than a bit out of breath. She panted on that floor, half a tub and half a drawing around her, splayed out while her companion nudged close to her. She took him into his arms, wrapping herself around in turn, their gentle warmth reciprocated. That feeling of being close to another...held. Known. Like you matched together. It wasn't anything Ines had experienced, not for some time. In a brutal, irrational world of violence and hate, there was just this little moment they could share together. Just one moment was all she needed, and...everything was a bit more clear. For the fuzz that permeated her head, it almost blocked it all out, and in thankful blurriness of that surrounding, Ines appreciated just who was with her.

She barely knew the man. He was naught but a curiosity, just a little thing to keep the time going. And yet...they had their little moment together.

Ines nuzzled up to his neck, planting a kiss on his neck.

"I had fun, hon'." she reciprocated, "You're...quite something, Franz."

Of course, alcohol still had its hold in spite of the adrenaline rush of their activity. And if Ines had a little bit to keep the edge off, then hell, for whatever she had of it, she was getting it all while it lasted. Just one second it came, and as she knew by now, it was warm one second, then suddenly gone. She looked back at Franz, still with that tipsy little grin of hers, and smiled.

"You wanna get another girl in on this? I've never had half-and-half before...I think i'd be fun." she suggested.


Franz was so happy. The hold that she willingly had to him left a memory that ingrained itself like the roots of a tree to the soil of the world. He listened to her heart beat and felt comfort in listening to every single beat. He loved it... maybe even her. It wasn't much time at all and yet they went from being strangers to feeling so unreasonably close in under a day. Her kiss.. oh he wouldn't forget that feeling. He felt safe with that kiss. He felt like a gap had been closed. Her compliment, her comments, and her continued support... He felt like the happiest man alive. The real world didn't exist anymore. It was just them. Well, until she mentioned bringing yet another into their fold. But Franz was so happy with spending time with her that he didn't mind it at all. He welcomed it entirely because it would have been more time spent with her.

"Anything you want, Ines. I'll be right here."


("Whoa...I think...I like this guy.")

She couldn't really believe it herself. Then again, she was proposing that Franz have what would be the best experience in his entire life just now, of her own volition. Damn. There needs to be a medal for something like this. The "Madeline Morale Medal", or something like that. At that rate, Ines rose from him, throwing on only her superficial garments - pants and jacket. Anything else was just more to take off later, in her eyes.

"Be riiiigght back~." she promised him, off on her search to find the fabled third.
“Ah, fuck…” She thought.

It wasn’t a good time. Or...a good anything. Right place, maybe, but Ines could tell Freya wasn’t quite feeling like herself. Even when she tried being humorous with her, the Oceanic undoubtedly wasn’t in a good spot. Still, Ines tried her best to put her at ease...the best a Darcsen with a resting scowl could do.

Her eyes raised more with every iteration of Freya’s response. Swimming. In your undergarments. Under artillery barrage. Ines could attest to a lot of feats of her own, sure, but they weren’t quite up to that scale. Bragging about swimming in filthy dock water wasn’t anything impressive. But...

“...i’ll take a bath, then.” Ines responded. Not really a point in it. She’d check up on her later, though, but for now it was clear that Freya wasn’t in a position to be chatting on the finer points of inebriated bathing.

That was gone, and out of the way. Jean, on the other hand, wasn’t too far over himself. And god, these two were awkward. Freya she never expected to be the inverse sort, but Jean she saw more of. He appreciated the company of himself more than any true manner of carousing, even when the opportunity presented itself. Though, Ines came to reason that it was unlikely that Jean had any manner of experience in little isles of comfort in what was otherwise a mad city where everyone was trying to kill you.

Ines threw her drink back, finishing off her bottle, then proceeded to lean a bit over toward Jean. He was back in his seat, upright as he seemed to tirelessly jot down note after note, verse after verse. Some manner of poem, Ines could see, as she leaned over to peek. Intrusive, yes, but from what she could see, this was of particular intrigue. A poem was easily turned into tune, and there was a slight accompaniment of instrumentality throughout the tavern. While Ines leaned, her finger nodded in tune with the rhythm of the ambiance, finding iambic meter to the syllabilic counts to each of Jean’s verses.

“One...two…” Jean heard her counting over his shoulder. Before he knew it, she swiped up his paper, holding it far away from him.

“Three-and-four.”

“I found myself laid inside,”

“On a cold and empty hall.”


You would not believe the sight had you not been there, yet Ines could sing. In volume great enough to fill her nearby surroundings, song took to the room in a pitch-perfect, cherubic encore, as if Ines had rehearsed the song hour by hour to the beat. And as she recited each verse of Jean’s poem through angelic songcraft, Jean saw something few had the pleasure to; Ines was smiling. Over that radiant cantation, Ines’ beautiful mezzo-soprano voice, Ines looked back upon him, and smiled.

She slowly moved away from Jean, outwardly holding his poem in his opposite direction, yet, her eyes looked right on Jean. She hadn’t missed a single beat, and she wasn’t even reading what he wrote. Every verse was right, recited in sweet, harmonic lullaby, even moreso than what Jean seemed to intend from his piece.

Jean knew that moment was coming; Reyna was about to be mentioned. It was almost like Ines knew what he was up for, like she had to be the one to do Jean’s job of proposal for him, lest he forever lose the prospect for anxiety. That notion was terrifying. What would Reyna think of someone who could never approach her, yet yearned for her? Was Jean just a coward, after all, needing yet again for the arms of another to do what he could not?

However, throughout the about-faced mood,

A glimmer shines through the bloody apolune

And whilst I recite her name in my mind,

All I can say is that this love is blind.

Is it love, or have I just fallen,

For the girl that walks above,

and I’m forever at the bottom.


And as she approached that dreaded meter, that dangling blade over Jean suddenly retracted. Ines paused, lowering the paper as her expression dropped to its’ dreary natural state. The paper flew, landing back upon Jean’s posterior, Ines reclaiming her seat next to Freya as she looked upon him.

“It’s not bad. Just needs a little bit of work, still.” She remarked. It may not have meant much, but with a girl like Ines, it was a true compliment. Yet, her gaze towards Jean meant one thing; She knew. She knew full well. And boy, oh boy, she was going to give him the experience now that she knew.

Still, Ines needed her bath. And that meant getting back up, going around, and finding wherever the hell this bath was...and that finally meant getting some new rags, and out of that god-forsaken constrictor around her chest...
Aside from whatever rays of light straggled their way through the cloud cover which draped over Amone, Inès scantily found any sight to awaken her aside from that dashing lighthead, Freya. A woman without any clothes on wasn’t what she expected to wake up to when she nuzzled her head against her forearm-construed pillow, but Inès wasn’t going to lie to herself and say the surprise wasn’t pleasant. It’s rude to stare, of course, but Inès chuckled at the sight. Quite a quaint thing, her. The brazenness was admirable, really, that unashamed going abouts in spite of the realities at hand. Maybe it was a bit dumb, yeah, but there was no denying Inès found it not endearing.

“Good morning to you, too.” she would announce. As if she had gotten much in the way of sleep. Hard stone floors were what any tenement denizen found themselves accustomed to, yet the lack of any cushioning lead any lasting sleep to be a distinctive drilling experience, like a rock slowly grinded into the back of her head while she laid down to rest. To not return a woman’s smile was unacceptable, no matter Inès’ experience. Yet, all she had to offer to Freya were a pair of raised eyebrows, and her trademark defeated expression. For Inès, this was a show of affection, if a subtle one, and for a culture as overt as the Oceanic, the pass was likely too little to notice.

The shocktrooper hadn’t bothered to take her clothes off for the evening, and for that matter, hadn’t received a proper clothing change in what must have been weeks by now. Being stuck in that same sausage casing of a uniform while everyone else got some shiny new blue outfits didn’t really give her the greatest of impressions. Still, she supposed she’d rather have something over nothing where rain and cold were concerned. But if her helmet were any indication, by the time she may see a resupply, she may have had to fight The Great War in naught but smallclothes. Smallclothes were hell, on the other hand. Inès wasn’t packing two football-sized love-pillows under her fatigues, and neither could her chest be used as a grand prix motor course, but any girl who’d used them for long enough lived by one master rule; Bras sucked. Bras fucking sucked. When you wore a bra for weeks on end, you may as well have hung yourself by the noose around your chest. With how much sprinting the soldier’s life required, Inès likely had a lasting indentation around her chest in what was a case of rope-burn-turned-asphyxiation. She hated it, but it was something of a necessity, as well.

Groaning off the whole ordeal, Inès dusted herself off for the morning, heading down the way for the morning sound-off. The injured were being lifted from their cots, while the others readied themselves for the day alongside her. She hadn’t made much conversation along the way; Hell, she didn’t even know who half of this crew were. She saw the other darkhead, though, and she was sure to deliver a quick, “Good morning.” while she passed him by. Franz - she remembered - that was his name. The Federal Imperial. However he got here.

There was some sort of spiel the Corporal had for the morning crew, and none of it interested Inès. Not by any lacking of Jean’s own charisma, mind, but because none of it contained substance. Another day, the rest, the orders; Inès tuned it all out while she tuned her thoughts in. It was a shitty assortment of days, this week, but still, Inès had a bit more pressing concerns to her mind. Snipers, for example. Maybe it was some primitive urge to hunt going off in her brain, or perhaps it was simple paranoia; Regardless, Inès knew it wasn’t the brightest idea to congregate in the middle of a street for long. When Jean gave the order to move on out, she kept herself ready, as she always had, scanning the rooftops, corners, and windows for the omnipresent opportunist.

Yes, the city was a hellhole. Just as it was. To become accustomed to such widespread hideousness necessitated a shift in attitude few could truly undergo, for the vestige of what once was forever haunts the ruins, no matter how antiquated nor recent, extravagant or destitute, there existed the desire in all men to recapture that which had been lost. A mending of wounds, so to speak. Yet, what was reclamation to the impoverished? Had they truly so much of value to lose, that when it was gone, true tragedy had struck? Easy come, easy go, as went the idiom, and even for what still remained of the blackened city of Amone, a skeleton, for its ghastly decree, was still something. Inès knew the lives of many were truly lost, displaced or disarrayed, but within her heart, she knew there was much more to be lost even in the sepulcher where she walked now.


Bars. Ostend was full of them. Alliances between gangs were born, broken, and reprimanded at your neighborhood pub, sometimes all within the same hour. And running a bar meant paying lip service to whatever powers that be in the neighborhood, unless you really enjoyed broken windows and stolen booze. But what about those on the corner of territories? That was all in God’s hands. Truces like the ones around here didn’t last for long. Bars and taverns and drinking holes all meant money to be made, and every gang on every corner wanted in on that slice of the pie. Of course, there can be the “unspoken rule” that the bar remain a safe haven, but really, if the Berangers showed up with bats and crowbars and rifles and firebombs and said “Oliver Levantine is a dead man”, what the fuck were you gonna do?

That delicate balance, of course, meant whoever was running this little hole in the wall was paying for it. Unless he had a whole six-acre distillery composed of all the bathtubs in the south side of Amone in that cellar of his, someone needed to bring him enough booze on the monthly to supply everyone who came through. But sure enough, for as long as this place had been a thing, someone needed to step up to fill Amone’s glass. And someone was making a killing getting on-duty soldiers absolutely smashed. It was uneasy, but the whole god-forsaken city felt uneasy; That a saloon in the middle of a city-quarter-turned-brickyard was “uneasy” was moot at this point. To anyone in Amone, a place like this was paradise.

There was a commotion before Jean had figured it all out, some manner of shouting match between him and another. A real medal-man, him, seeming to believe that walking around a combat zone with a lot of honors made him anything but a target. Yet there was far more to it than the medals; He was an older one, too. An older soldier in an occupation where you retired at 30 if you weren’t any way up the food chain. He was a target, but he was dangerous. He had bite to that bark. Name was clever, too. Have you ever seen a green fox before? Didn’t think so.

On the front deck of the tavern, there was a blondie out and about the balcony, leaning over as though he wished to land flat on his face. His eyes squint, then perk up while his whole body scrambled to get back to a normal posture. Conducting himself into form, what’s immediately apparent is that his right arm seems to be made of metal. And as he began to move, it became clearly apparent even in the poor light of the day, this one’s right arm was an artificial one, a crude and ill-reactionary device, no doubt, but functional, nonetheless. He was an Imperial, of note, yet tracked down Inès like the old friend he so clearly was.

Inès knew the man; Max. Like an old friend, she kept him at a distance, only nominally acknowledging him, yet the memories were too fond and his enthusiasm un-curbable, and while Inès tried to downplay it, she herself was a bit dumbstruck by the his sight as well. The feeling was mutual, clearly, by the duo’s curiously pleasant gazes at one another, shocked to meet again in…these conditions.

“...Max?” Inès questioned, clearly in disbelief at the blondie, “The hell are you doing here? I thought they deported you from the Federation?”

“They did.” he chuckled.

“...you’re fucking with me.” the shocktrooper responded in disbelief. He shook his head with a stupid grin.

“Yeaaaaaah, and then I got drafted and I had to go through a whole training course and yeaaaaaah…” Max scratched the back of his head, that smirk of his still present like he had something to be embarrassed of. With good reason, of course.

“Right, right…” Inès turned away. She knew she had to ask.

“So you’re with...infantry, or-”

“Fuuuuuuuuuuuuck that.” Max laughed back. With enough experience, you knew Inès slightly raising her eyes meant that she was relieved, and if not, Max’s repeated head shakes showed he clearly had zero desire to be anywhere close to a combat zone.

“No, i’m just, like, with logistics.” He explains, “I can’t do anything with two hands with this stupid thing. So nah, I just drive the supplies around. Basically, I get to drive around in a truck all day and tell people to load and unload stuff. As soon as any shooting happens, i’m waaaaaaaay the Hell gone.”

“So what are you in Amone for?” Max looked to his side, then inched close to her.

“Business, my girl.” He explained slyly. Inès nodded to his euphemism.

“An idiot trying to be a businessman. Good old Max.”

“At least you haven’t changed a bit.” Inès snickered back. For as long as Inès had known Max, he had the ability to get ahold of anything that wasn’t nailed down and locked behind a ten-ton vault. Sometimes, he wasn’t even that picky. Little man had balls, that was for sure, and that bravado sure costed him.

“Heeeey, you know me! You’ll even get the champion’s discount!” he nudged on, painfully intent on giving Inès a hard time, “Come find me whenever you aren’t busy. We can...y’know. Do business. Just like old times.”

Inès and him went their ways, the Darcsen clearly puzzled in measure by Max’s return. Pleasant, no doubt, but not without suspicion. They’d been friends before, long ago in the streets of Ostend while Max remained among the Federation, yet the change in circumstances was...curious, to say the least. She’d try to put it in the back of her mind, yet she knew everyone else was going to find it strange she was talking to an Imperial right off the bat. Didn’t help she was a Darcsen. Yet, why would a Darcsen be talking to the

Max wasn’t a bad guy - better than a lot of the trash she knew in Ostend - but he was far from a legitimate busInèssman, nor was he the upstanding “icon” soldier. Max took things into his own hands, for better or worse, and the outcome surprised people more often than not.

She approached the bartop and rested upon it, forearms slightly crossed as she leaned forward.

“I’ll have whatever you’re serving. And...some for them, too.” Inès asked, waving her finger around a small conglomerate that composed of Gwyn, Luke, Freya, and Franz. Jean could get skipped out on without fear with how he so casually tossed away a Khandar spliff as though it were garbage. Inès - and everyone else for that matter - just needed a drink. And what better way to alleviate the pain than to drown it out?

“Do I get drunk first, or take a bath?” She turned to Freya, handing the woman a well-needed bottle.

“Or take a bath drunk?” She wasn’t the greatest with understanding Oceanic humor, but she thought she’d at least try to reciprocate the mood.


It was pretty clear by the way he carried himself - mostly that he bothered to leave one of his eyes covered by his hair in the middle of a war zone, but if not that, then his goofy, big smile - Max was a mellow sort of fellow. But, if from what Jean may have overheard, that his job as a cripple was just to drive a truck around far from the frontlInès from checkpoint to checkpoint, well, Jean would figure that was a reason he was in such a good mood all the time.

“Heya!” he introduced, walking up to what he (rightly) believed the leader of Inès’ squad to be. By his wide-eyed expression, it wasn’t clear if he was happy or confused to see another darky in charge of the squad, or maybe he was just a naturally grin-happy sort of fellow, which, based off of his booming voice, wouldn’t be out of the question, either.

“What’s up, bro? I’m-”

CLUNK!

His mechanical prosthetic fell limp, creaking while he tried to extend a handshake. Max’s expression fell flat, turning to a frown while he turned his arm into proper position.

“Damn. Just-”

CREEEK!

CREEUUNNK!

SCREEEUKK!

Screech after screech of the mechanical limb, and Max was finally satisfied with its’ awkward position facing forwards to Jean. He thrusted it - or rather, his whole body - to Jean, extending what Jean imagined to be the most rigid-yet-firm handshake he’d ever have. Part of him wondered if this was an advanced Imperial assassination technique used to dismember unsuspecting soldiers by crushing their hands.

“There!” He proudly proclaimed, “Max! Inès and I go way back, waaaaaaaaay back. Some street kids shit, yeah?!”

“I love that girl, man, I love her. Inès ‘s a real one, The Champion, Chief One! Girl didn’t go 30 and ‘0 for nothing in the Ostend Underground!” Max laughed, chiding on the Corporal. And just to think, in a matter of hours, Jean went from paranoia to being buddy-buddy with the enemy right in front of his face.

“And you know, any friend of Inès is a friend of mine.” He smirked, nudging Jean on his upper arm, “I’m here for a few days, and, uh...if you’re looking to get, y’know, accidental supplies, I have a little something something for sale.”

Great. First talking with the enemy, now getting roped into what was either “secondhand” supplies or contraband...and probably both.

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Since Jean gave the order to move out, Ines found herself curiously devoid of expression. Her eyes always scanned rooftops above, shattered as they were, for the omnipresent threat of sharpshooters, and her eyes returned blankness with every scan. It was more of a habit, really. A habit she’d done well to develop early, thanks to a past she’d rather forget, and in many ways, at both times wish she had been back to and also never experienced. Ines was hardly a stranger to fighting in rain-choked, fog-ridden streets. If anything, her derision of Ostend being a mirror image of Amone in its’ melancholic wreckage only forced her to see parallels. Even while she walked, every pebble, ever drainage pipe, every war-pilfered building eerily reminisced of an endless industrial district, row after row of barely-coiffed tenements hanging by a sheet of mortar that defined the city of Ostend. Maybe things never truly did get any better, if what she had signed on for was a replication of her home. Or perhaps she truly did have it worse off, that Amone - or any other city - was never supposed to be like this, and what, in fact, she had grown accustomed to was indeed man-made hell.

A droplet plopped upon her head. Then another, angled leftward, slithered along her hairline. Its accomplice soon followed, with a merry band of raindrops falling on her head while the weather progressed into an evening’s downpour. Her helmet was damaged beyond repair, for the moment, and Ines took great lengths to express her indignant resignation while she gazed upon it. It was battered beyond what any helmet would be expected to take. To say it no longer served its function was apropos a child defending themselves with a tree branch. She felt oddly naked without it. Grown so used to its position on her head, Ines always heard about how the most heroic and brave knights fought without helmets, as if to say that you were foolish enough to insist proper sighting of an arrow about to end you were worthy of respect.

Were things always this grim? Was there ever such a thing as “honor in combat?” Ines raced with the thought, and wondered if there was ever such a glory as to fight for a righteous cause in a field of honor. And yet, in her heart, she knew this was only half true, for no peasant waddling in the dirt could ever be on the same playing field as the knight or general. Knights had their codes, their laws, their coats of arms and proud insignia. Soldiers had a pike and a shield, if they were fortunate, and orders to go somewhere and hold ground. She imagined knights gaining glory, and the soldiers doing as they were told. And what was glory to those already in a glorious position? Was war really so divisive, so indulgent, that it was always little more than the rich and privileged flaunting themselves over?

*PLOP!*

A raindrop, square on Ines’ forehead, seemed to restore her to the reality of what she faced. Never was it exactly certain what they were going up against, nor what she would do with any of it. Was it better to be lost in some mind-plight, or waddle in the misery that was an unpleasant reality? Ines, knowing her background, knew herself not to be any manner of serious thinker - nevermind a true philosopher - and instead wondered what took about her to think such ways with her omnipresent grimace.

Yet the answer was true, and resounded like the echoes of the rain in a dead city; It was...oddly comforting, truly. That nobody was there, but there was someone who listened. Not spoke. Not to tell you that, “Things will be okay”, or, “You need to be this.” Like a muse, or a trance. An experience, not a conversation. A void in which your thoughts were projected, echoed, mirrored, and the greater they resounded, the more you saw your own self in what you spoke; How strange it was, how absurd the reality is, how you sound, absent of opinion, in a manner of speaking. And in times when all one needed was absence, to say nothing when something should be said? A quagmire genesized from a paradox.

“Don’t outdo yourself, Mephistopheles.” Ines warned herself not to think too hard about it. Any of it, actually. And that meant-

Ines knew this better than anyone; To what pleasure is greater than the will to defy? And to what would it mean to defy the self?

What she experienced was never something she could ignore for any meaningful amount of time. She would have to come to terms with that oddity, that sensation, that demon - eventually.



Later that day…

Jean went off on his pursuit of calmness in some sort of moonlit sonata. Ines almost wanted to say something. Did she? Of course not. Jean needed a listener. Listening, as it truly is, is an art, a skill, something refined, learned, practiced, constantly improved, and Ines possessed neither the years nor the insight required for the magnitude of pure madness this man needed to vent.

Would that painfully obvious observation halt our fair Gunner from foisting his speech upon him? No, not by any means. Ines looked over at him, her head resting on top of her crossed arms that formed the closest thing to a pillow she had at the moment. Her eyes narrowed, furrowing, then closing as she turned her head upwards at an obsidian skyscape beyond. She made a promise she would speak to him, and for whatever the word of a Darcsen was worth, that was a request she would see through. Discretion is the better of valor, as the saying goes, and Ines, failing all else, possessed the insight to observe this was not the time for such discussions.

What remained of the rug beneath her was a ripped, distorted thing, but truly, Ines was accustomed to such squalor. In many ways, the life of warfare was not dissimilar to the poverty she grew so fond as an adolescent; Living on a hairline budget, no guarantee of washings or basic amenities, it all resounded to her. Maybe she was intended to live a soldier’s life, after all. Or, more likely, she was making excuses for herself as to why she had gotten herself involved in this nightmare at all.

It was similar, in a queer sense. Ines, for all talk of needing money and stability, only found solace in the most dangerous of lifestyles. Very well could she have gone to work in one of the countless forges and factories, churning out thankless supply for the grinding gears of the Federation’s Army. Or at least done logistics, moving crates and boxes onto and off of automobiles and horse-wagons. Perhaps even been a courier, relaying messages as fast as she could. But no, she was to be a shocktrooper, the quintessence of danger in what was an already precarious occupation.

Even when she was still but a “legitimate” fighter, Ines always acquired a taste for agony. Perhaps towards herself, or that knowing what is there could suddenly be gone, like a gambler winning after loss after loss. Nothing compared to it, truly. It was...enticing? A clear focus, like a dream, almost. As if at the drop of an instant, nothing else was there, and there was but you and your goal. No distractions, naught but a blank canvas to build a wish on could be seen under the influence. And yet...that was the issue, really.
This was one of those awkward situations where Inès, in a display almost uncharacteristic of her, didn’t know what to do. She knew why everything was why it was, and yet, Inès knew there wasn’t anything she could say now. Freya said it herself, that it was, “Best not talk about it, if you ask me.”. That slight smile, that broken face, how she tried to smile like she meant it, pretending everything was okay.

Inès wasn’t going to pretend she didn’t have issues. But neither of them knew what to do about them.

She took Freya’s offer for a handshake with more of a soft, splayed grip, more like the two were holding hands than shaking them. The two crept closer to one another, Freya whispering hints of advice into Inès’ ear, received by a woman who, herself, was a micron fracture away from staring into an azure oblivion. Inès hated it. She knew exactly what to do whenever she was fighting. She had fought her whole life, after all. Life was parallel to hell and a war changed none of that. But fighting someone in front of you and fighting something in you were two different things. Sometimes, you didn’t know what you were fighting, and when you did, you weren’t sure what to move. It was very much a sense of fighting yourself, for who knew how to counter one’s maneuvers better than the very same person fighting? Now there were four people she’d have to learn how to fight their inner battles against.

Why did she have to be the one with a conscience? Why couldn’t she just ignore it and only give a damn about herself?

Slightly tilted, her head eked back in turn to Freya. Her hushed tone was almost indiscernible from her regular pitch, thanks to the naturally smooth diction that was a Francian accent.

“You’re pretty important too, you know.” Inès responded, almost sighing as she did so. Her gaze goes out, peering upon her comrades deeply, as if looking out from above upon them. “It is...it’s like people do not know how to be themselves anymore, like it’s not alright to be yourself. It’s like there is this notion that if we ever feel like telling anyone what we’re actually like, nobody will believe us, or that they won’t really understand. And...it’s just…”

The Darcsen huffed in frustration, as her brow furrowed in either anger or disappointment. Taking a deep breath in, the shocktrooper closed her eyes for a brief moment, and as her head turned to Freya, Inès’ azure eyes seemed saddened, but calm, like the final acceptance of passing.

“I don’t know. But it’s not like we can just all pretend like things are okay. We’re just...we don’t want to show what we’re really like. It’s like we are afraid to be human, but we don’t want to stop being human. We’re afraid to live, and we’re afraid to die. And we can’t spend our lives waiting to live.”

Slightly, her head shook. Not a full shake, but more of a half-shake, stopping as she got to one side, like she stopped what she was doing. Relegating herself to her position, Inès turns back to the crowd, still addressing Freya.

“...i’ll...check on him soon.” She promised Freya, “I think some time to...just...take a break from this will be good for all of us.”

She wasn’t going to break that promise, of course, but there was only one Inès, and there were a lot of people, and she knew she couldn’t take care of everyone, especially if she herself wasn’t taken care of. Making mental note to check on Jean soon, she opted toward that other Darcsen around. “Franz, I think…? Yeah, Franz.”

The Silverhead was already right by him, but what was one more to him? She nodded off to Freya just once, then made her way over to the other Darcsen. By the looks of it, he’d been through a lot; Like they all had, but distinctly difficult to say whether he had it better or worse. Finally over there, she aske-

Dammit.

“Franz, are you alright?”

Well, maybe she’d take just a backseat for a bit. Show she cared.

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